Mothica - BUZZKILL (Official Music Video)
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- Опубликовано: 18 мар 2021
- FOREVER FIFTEEN EP IS OUT ffm.to/foreverfifteen
Directed by Joe DeSantis @mrjoedesantis
Produced by WeThem.Us @wethemus
Producer/CD: Jen Sanchez @jenwastaken
CD: Nas Balgodo @http.naserin
CD: Rosco Flevo @roscoflevo
Styling: Mothica
Styling Assistant: Drew Cockrell @drewsview_
Art Dept: Ash Davis @ash_knows
MUA: Fara Conley @faradene
Hair by Ruby @ Flamingo Lounge Hair
Huge thanks to Laura Nguyen for the incredible canvas painting featured at the end.
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*• Lyrics •*
I'm a buzzkill... I'm a broken one.
I'm a victim... Of the things you've done.
I'm a phantom... Of who I thought I was.
Ever since you. _(Ever since you)._
I don't talk about it.
Unless I make a joke about it.
That's just what you want? Huh?
That's just what you want?
Walking on the ceiling.
Getting used to never feeling.
You still having fun, huh?
I don't trust no one.
_I won't keep your secrets now._
_You can't keep my volume down._
*_I'm a buzzkill... Gonna kill your high._*
*_Cause I'm pissed off... I think you'd know why._*
*_And you're scared now... Cause receipts don't lie._*
*_Ever since you. Ever since you._*
*_Fucked up... Haven't made a sound._*
*_Got me upset... Now I'm getting loud._*
*_Better watch me... Burn this whole place down._*
*_Ever since you. Ever since you._*
Know what you did. Don't let it happen again.
I pray for the kid. That calls you a friend.
You pulled them right in. Told them their sins.
Holy motherfucker.
Do you have something to say?
Cause this is the beginning.
Of the price you're gonna pay.
_I won't keep your secrets now._
_You can't keep my volume down._
*_I'm a buzzkill... Gonna kill your high._*
*_Cause I'm pissed off... I think you'd know why._*
*_And you're scared now... Cause receipts don't lie._*
*_Ever since you. Ever since you._*
*_Fucked up... Haven't made a sound._*
*_Got me upset... Now I'm getting loud._*
*_Better watch me... Burn this whole place down._*
*_Ever since you. Ever since you._*
_Ever since you. Ever since you._
*• End •*
Don't wanna be rude but she says "Gonna kill your high" qwq
Thanks I was confused in that part, it's correct now uwu
@@Amiciss no problem :3
Just jammed tf out thank y o u
This song will blow up. Even if it didn't mothica will someday eventually she works hard for her art and deserves the support.
I'm waiting for the day when she's a huge star and we can all be like "we liked her at the beginning" lmao
i appreciate that 😭
Yes I no right
her music is just something else she’s just a great artist
i 100% agree, she's such a dope artist.
I can feel the healing already.
To other victims here, anger is normal and a healthy part of the process. Allow yourself to heal, and hell, even rage dance to this bop
my trauma is still extremely recent, so thank you for this comment
@@nyct0phile You’ve got this 💛
@@nyct0phile I'm so sorry, love. I hope this helps you to heal. I'm 3-4 years removed from my trauma and healing is much like the stages of grief. Its hard, but I know you can do it
and you dont ever have to forgive them to heal
@@akashkhan4655 this!!! Is!!!! So!!!! Important!!!!!
So many people pushed me to forgive *him* in order to heal, but I don't and could never forgive him. I needed to have compassion for that girl I was at the time in order to heal, and that took time. 💗
She’s pissed off 🗡 🖤⛓ They know why. Set my alarm so excited
I love the parallels of channeling your anger and emotions through art and violence
Even if you’re not able to get someone convicted, the feeling of finally being able to tell everyone “hey this is what HE did to me” and not caring who finds out is amazing and so healing. I like you showing the different sides of surviving a sexual assault. It’s not always sadness and depression sometimes it’s pure anger and hatred at that person for what they did.
For the last 4 years I struggled to get my head around this...now after surviving giving evidence in front of strangers in a crown court room only for there to be not enough evidence I see this .
Being able to tell our story, recall the nightmare of things he or she did to us we are the stronger ones...we survived. X
stop blaming men for your own problems, no evidence your just ruining lives with conjecture
@@Thisisnotasign babes if a man rapes or assaults someone, anything that follows is HIS fault. 🫶🏻
@@Thisisnotasign lmfao okay rapist
She is such a powerful human being. She works so hard for her dreams and knows exactly she wants and how she wants it. She is so creative and she deserves to be huge but also want her to be our little secret.
Randomly heard this on spotify honestly thought it was a mega hit. Am super surprised their music video has less than a million views. Swear this shit has to blow
I wish I could send this song back to my 14 year old self. This song is a cathartic healing experience. I've never heard a song that so perfectly captured the rage I felt after what happened. Thank you for making such powerful music, Mothica.
Found this song on Spotify and instantly loved it and the mv and artist is beautiful. Going to listen to more of her music 🥰
Me rn. Forever fifteen really hit me hard.
Same
This song has made me feel so powerful. As a victim the rage and anger is powerful and this song always helps me so much. I feel one step further from those memories and one step closer to healing.
this song is going to help me heal so much. so many of her songs already have. if you happen to read this mothica, thank you. i cannot wait
every lyric of this song just Hits me. for so long I felt horrible for the anger i felt at my abuser, but I'm working on letting myself feel it without shame. this song is the voice of every abused kid finally fighting against every horrible thing their abuser taught them and i cant get enough of it
Even tho some people didn't believe me, this song helped me speak out and let everyone know what happened. I'm grateful for this song because I didn't feel alone even when everyone made me feel that way
This song hits me as an abuse survivor. Thank you Mothica💜
Lmao huge L
These two shots 1:42 right here is GENUIS because the in just those two shots you perfectly sum up this mv.
It starts w you in battle armour showing it’s your words (your songs) that will allow you to win the fight, then a match cut to an artist which shows that your weapons are your art!
Absolutely brilliant
can we talk about how amazing mothica looks in this, and how fire the music video is thoooo
dude i can’t wait for this
Two words.ICONIC and BADASS
You absolute icon Mothica, keep doing what you're doing!
Love you lots
{Make moth emojis a thing!!}
"Getting used to never feeling."
This. So relatable. Thank you for this great song!
here's a reminder that you dont have to forgive anyone or that forgiveness is part of healing
i will never forgive them and this hasnt stopped me from truly healing, if anything the anger helped me push through everything
💋 RED HOUR ❤️
No one talks about how to leave the angry stage when you finally get there though. I’ve been stuck in this stage since they finally admitted what they did after years of gaslighting it like it never happened.. I fear I will be looking to shred them in my mind for the rest of my life and in a way, that means they’re still winning. What a cycle. A nightmare of a lifetime fearing touch from others due to some jerks isn’t fair at all.
My daughter loves this song and was so happy to meet you at aftershock, wouldn’t stop talking about it back home
Been following you ever since you had 1100 followers on Spotify. Can't stop listening to your songs ever since.
I cannot stop watching this
I freaking love this song
This song came on shuffle on my Spotify, I dont think ive added a song faster than this to my personal playlist
Remember working one of their concerts. It was the warning, mothica, the Pretty Reckless, and Halestorm. They all killed it. One of my favorite concerts to see and work
Mothica is gonna blow up soon. I can feel it. She is hella talented and I absolutely love her voice and music!
really digging this cultural wave of "callouts are over we're just flat-out killing our abusers irl now. 'oh buhhuh murder is illegal' don't get caught then. go get 'em champ!" like that sounds sarcastic but like unironically i love it and i hope it scares the shit out of these freaks
X years in jail clearly isn't scaring them enough and I don't think any amount of years would, but someone coming to brutalise them? yeah that would probably stop them
This whole comment is my fucking mood. Being told no didnt stop them, jail doesnt scare them, and they think they're walking on a cloud no one can shoot down.
Since none of that works, maybe a bloody chainsaw will.
another bop and we all know it
2:17 that shot give me chillllllllllllllllllls.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you.!
This song came to me on Spotify and I’m so much better because of it , I wrote about my assault and I informed those involved that I would press charges if they ever move back anywhere near me and I wrote about my experience and I feel so much lighter in my soul.. it doesn’t hit you immediately every time it took me over 8 years to realize and remember my assault because I was date raped and I assumed since I knew my attacker it was consensual and now that most of that night came back I recall ,it was not and that made me terrified for weeks and sad and isolated from everyone I know and paranoid, it feels good to know you’re alone in wanting to talk about it. Thanks mothica xx
Mothica is such an underappreciated artist
Fax broo
1:42 reminds of BMTH Teardrops. BTW, I love this song, even if I'm normally more into metalcore, screamo, hardcore and punk.
from one survivor to another, love love love this song
Absolutely love this song, deserves way more attention. 🖤
It just keeps getting better and better. I'm grateful I get to watch this journey. Another Hit.
Found her through “forever fifteen” and now I’m listening to all her songs and omfg this is so good and powerful. Love how deep her music runs
Mothica's got such a classical beauty
Woah!!! This is so underrated!!!!!!!
Every single Mothica song speaks to a different part of my existence. It's almost spiritual to listen to her music. Like a lullaby from your mother. Mother Mothica taking over! 💕
I found my favorite artist ever. Literally have had blue hour on repeat for 3 months, and now forever fifteen. Never vibed or been inspired by music quite the same. I feel it in my bones. Thank you Mothica. 💜
I haven’t connected with music for a long time until I heard yours. You are like this generations version of Lana Del Rey, and they need you. Keep this shit up girl. I’m rooting for you🖤
I might need to use this... I might need to use this song for calling out the person who mentally broke me
Literally same
Episode 1 of You on Netflix brought me here, and I’m so glad it did 😌
Thank you SoupRs for introducing this banger of a song
Not even 30 seconds in and I already knew I had to listen to this song again. I feel it so hard.
Video after video. Keep em coming. All great.
Her music is so wonderful😍
And the videos are incredibly aesthetic
This ladies, gentlemen, others including those who do not want to perceived. This, THIS. Is how Mothica. Thee, Mothica. Became incredibly famous, and I'm glad to be here to witness it.
Um hello!! The BLOODY MARY!!! I see that symbolism and i looove it
I've been wanting to create a just-for-fun comic but never knew what to put my focus on, and looks like I've found the ideal inspiration for it... Buzzkill KILLS IT ❤❤❤❤❤
Hoping to hear this on Saturday night!!!
this is one of the best songs ever why not more views??! hello???
OMG, this is awesome. From Argentina I tell you that I LOVE U
I feel Goddess Kali energy anger, Rebirth & rising like a Phoenix 🙏💜💜💜💜
Discovered her with BmtH, but holy hell she’s talented
Mothica this is absolutely amazing. the song, the visuals, all of it!
I'm in love with this song forreal
Good choice in hoodies - love this song
i stumbled upon this song because of a story im reading, and all i can feel right now is my fear turning into something great. i feel like this song is not something i can listen on the go, like i need to calm down in some place where i feel comfortable and let my demons become my allies :(( thank you for this song, mothica!!! this made my day ( and im crying but that's okay )
Soup brought me here GG
Gielinor Games Gang represent lol
Seriously glad I looked this song up though, what a banger.
What episode of GG is this in? I heard it there too but now I cant find it.
@@aero-space541 very end of episode 1
The amount of emotion, pain and strength in each video is so damn impressive. You are seen, you are loved and you are valid @mothica.
Your tik tok about the song showed up on my fyp and I instantly fell in love with the song and need to find the full version ❤️
this video is EVERYTHING! the lighting, outfits, makeup, shots, weapons etc. WE LOVE A BAD BITCH!!! Oh and the song? AMAZING!!! Mothica does not disappoint.
Girrllllllllllll you did that! So powerful!
Congratulations MOTHICA. Greetings from Argentina
GG
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS and i am not disappointed xx
How has this not gone viral?
The production QUALITY IS INSANE, It's fucking beautiful.
this song is so fucking good. I'm gonna blow up.
My ears r blessed please that's my new fav song 😍
I've already watched it 500 times and I think I'll watch it another 500 times. very cool shots, all those camera transitions and frame transitions are just fantastic, just like the song itself
Shout out to your BACA hoodie! I love seeing great people rep OKC💖
Everything about her outfits is amazing. I need those earrings noww
This song (just like all of your songs) is Incredible! It’s going round my head all day! Mothica you deserve so much! ❤️
Absolutely love this song. I just found you and listened to all your songs but this is my favourite. This style really suits you. Keep evolving.
thank you for you, and all your music and this song too. i feel like a buzzkill too. this song is catharsis. i love you
You're so inspiring omggggg, thank you so much for your music. Speaks volumes. Thank you so much ❤️❤️
This has been my favorite so far
Such a great job. I love you!!!!!!!
This song is becoming one of my favorites with “Vices” and “Oh god”.
Wow!!! Its perfect. So grateful you do song and art. Its thoughts and words and colors and shapes that are assembled pleasantly.
Such a beautiful way of saying so much with very little I love it
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
this song deserves way more recognition it’s so good
Can’t wait
So excited!!!
I'm absolutely addicted to this song
And she does it again! This song is everything
Your my new favorite now and I really love this song 🤟😎🔥
This is great! I’m so glad I found your music! Your sound is so unique and dark yet modern and catchy. Here’s to your continued success!
If it's not a heaven, so what is it?
I definitely need 10 hour version 😍😍😍
Yaay new icon to stan
I absolutely love this. I hope it helps you to heal because this is beautiful 💜
I keep coming back to this song. So good!
anyone that survives deserves all the world I have been there
i'm completely addicted to this song, i'm getting to know mothica now and i'm loving their music! she is so talented, deserves more knowledge