Heroin Addiction - relapse talk/ power of the mind & talking to yourself/rehab plans

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  • Опубликовано: 15 окт 2024

Комментарии • 73

  • @Trashencash
    @Trashencash 3 дня назад

    I appreciate your honesty

  • @jordanskillsz8302
    @jordanskillsz8302 3 года назад +6

    Idk how I came across this channel. I’m rooting for you man. I don’t do what you do, but I have my own demons I’m trying to beat. I’m no one to judge.

  • @aussie_philosopher8079
    @aussie_philosopher8079 Год назад +1

    Bro don't be so hard on yourself. These things happen if you fail it gives you insight/experience on how to do it differently. We all fail at some point but we try again.
    Go ask my family about quitting HAHAHA the millions of times, but sometimes your very successful it's for the best.

    • @carmenl163
      @carmenl163 8 месяцев назад

      I love how you say "don't be so hard on yourself", because a lot of the time we are much harder on ourselves than we would be on anyone else. I mean, no sleep can literally kill a person, but this broh still thinks he should have endured it. Of course not man, how could you. And like the brother says, you learn. You pick up the pieces and go from there. And so you did! You're awesome!

  • @twt3716
    @twt3716 Год назад

    You're still an inspiration to me. Thank you Pal ❤😊 much love from Old Blighty (UK)

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  Год назад

      Cheers bruv. I appreciate the kind words. Also I’m all clean now. Gave it all up hope you’re doing well at your end 👊🏻

    • @twt3716
      @twt3716 Год назад +2

      @@toohardz Yeah all good my side, my brother is completely clean now, has been for a few months now. But it wasnt an easy journey. Nearly destroyed our family. Your vids have been great, I'm sure you've helped many folks. Love, light and peace, Brother. Wishing you and your family only the good things in life😉

  • @johnstewart1148
    @johnstewart1148 2 года назад

    Thanks for the videos , they help more than you know .
    I’ve just relapsed after 3 weeks clean … I got sick of been so depressed and hardly sleeping.
    I’m so ashamed of myself and terrified of going through withdrawals again! Hope that your doing well bro and thanks once again ❤️🙏🏽😊

  • @flcutie315
    @flcutie315 2 года назад

    Its impossble the pain is off the charts i get no reward anymore and feel stuck

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  2 года назад

      I completely understand. It’s not fun anymore and there is no real high. You take it as medication just to get thru ur day and deal with life and your responsibilities. I know the feeling of being stuck in a rut, in that cycle all too well hun, but you gotta keep wanting it until u do it. Keep reminding urself that when u get a chance , you’ll get off the gear. Maybe use a national holiday, or a long weekend as a chance to start the withdrawals

  • @ابوحميد-ث2خ
    @ابوحميد-ث2خ 3 года назад +2

    Bro I’m watching you from Oman. I think you should leave your friends and this how I did it.. sorry my English is fuckingg bad but I really support you. I really believe in you and you can do it. Keep it up bro and don’t give up.

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад +1

      Thanks for the love and support and for believing in me. I really appreciate that brother

  • @shillongcitylover1162
    @shillongcitylover1162 3 года назад +1

    80ti to 90%here r heroin addicts..but still no response.. let s hope sum1 do show up n share der ideas n we xperience..

  • @rachelallan8138
    @rachelallan8138 2 года назад +1

    What's the longest you have gone being clean?? I love your videos....I have gone down the withdrawal path way too many times now I'm many many years on Suboxone that keeps you from going through withdrawals but now I'm hooked on it....monthly trip to the Dr here in the States

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  2 года назад

      Thanks Rach I’m really happy u like my videos. Longest I’ve gone clean was a year and 4 months. Yea that’s exactly why I’ve never actually tried suboxone, I’m afraid I’ll like it too much n get hooked. Are there really withdrawals when u don’t take those pills? And how are they compared to H withdrawals? Btw my contact details (Snapchat and Insta) are in the channel details if u ever need to talk.

  • @artemisnite
    @artemisnite 3 года назад +1

    The 7th passed. Do you have a new date to quit? I'm stretching the hours apart between when I smoke wanting to quit at some point soon. I'll start with you.
    Let us know how it's going this week.

  • @flcutie315
    @flcutie315 2 года назад

    Its so strong here in the usa . Its a viscous circle

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  2 года назад

      I know how bad it’s gotten cutie. And how it’s all fent and stuff. This is the powers that be trying to suppress a nation btw. Keeping the youth occupied, deluded, uninformed and facing the daily battle of addiction n substance abuse.

    • @antoneckhart4010
      @antoneckhart4010 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@toohardzyou totally understand yes.

  • @fireinsoul8904
    @fireinsoul8904 3 года назад +1

    Let's quit man. I'll support you.

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад +2

      U on heroin too?

    • @fireinsoul8904
      @fireinsoul8904 3 года назад +1

      @@toohardz counterfeit pills so it's heroin and fentanyl. I injured my back and was buying these under the impression they weren't fakes. Few months went by my back got better so I tried to quit. Withdrawal's were horrible so I asked my plug and he finally admitted there weren't legit oxycodone 30mg. That it was heroin pills. So now I use so I can function at work.

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад +2

      @@fireinsoul8904 I feel u bro. I’m stuck in that same cycle. I get shit every damn day so I can go to work and function and so I can be a dad n husband at home.

    • @msshaffer5
      @msshaffer5 3 года назад +1

      @@toohardz you ever thought about a proper taper hun? Like over the course of 6 months to a year? I’d love to talk to you. Praying for ya man. ❤️🙏🏽

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад +1

      @@msshaffer5 sure babe id love to talk whenever you got time. I don’t know about tapering, like is it really possible? Has it been done before?

  • @Redneck85
    @Redneck85 10 месяцев назад

    Bro what country are you in love you're videos

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  10 месяцев назад +1

      Thanks brother! I’m glad you enjoyed them. I’m in Egypt right now

    • @Redneck85
      @Redneck85 10 месяцев назад

      @@toohardz damn I didn't know they had hard shit like that over there

  • @flcutie315
    @flcutie315 2 года назад

    It takes 3 weeks for what we have hear,! Its not heroine anymore its fetty im so ready but the withdrawl is so intense i end up in hospital everytime

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  2 года назад

      I heard about how it’s mostly fetty now and how strong n intense and dangerous it is in the US these days. Have you tried quitting but with meds? At least for the first 7 to 10 days?

  • @robertelee-son1827
    @robertelee-son1827 3 года назад +6

    Jesus will save you if you let him. Demand those demons to lose in the name of Jesus .

  • @AmIamIknowIam
    @AmIamIknowIam 2 года назад

    What country you live bro?

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  2 года назад

      Somewhere in the MENA region. Answered that question over 100 times already

  • @krystenmills3240
    @krystenmills3240 3 года назад +1

    Let's do it

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад +1

      Yea? I’m in. I need someone with me. When do u wanna start?

    • @fireinsoul8904
      @fireinsoul8904 3 года назад

      @@toohardz you mentioned Thursday being day 1 drug free. Let's start there. The journey of sobriety isn't going to be easy,but once we overcome this it'll be so rewarding.

  • @kerrybearzoavs196
    @kerrybearzoavs196 3 года назад

    Hope you get better where you live?

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад

      Thanks Kerry, I’m trying

  • @ahmedfouad9743
    @ahmedfouad9743 3 года назад +1

    That safety rock sorry friend its bs i call u out on it bro i did it with IB profein. And allergy meds we are addicts we can't handel it period. Good luck to u

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад +1

      Call me out all u want. I did twice and it worked for me. I’m not saying it will work for everyone. What allergy meds did u use?

    • @ahmedfouad9743
      @ahmedfouad9743 3 года назад

      Benadryl

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад

      @@ahmedfouad9743 can I get it anywhere? And what does it do? Is it better than meds containing gabapentin?

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад

      @@ahmedfouad9743 can I take it n function 3adi? Like go to work?

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад

      @@ahmedfouad9743 what’s it called here in Egypt? I can’t find it anywhere. They keep telling me telfast

  • @ahmedfouad9743
    @ahmedfouad9743 3 года назад

    Which country u are in

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад +1

      Judging by your name, I’d say we are in the same country

    • @ahmedfouad9743
      @ahmedfouad9743 3 года назад

      Yeah man how is it going

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад

      @@ahmedfouad9743 Ba7awel I’m really trying bs the pain n sleepless nights bring me back. Plus I have a job n no days off and a toddler that wants to play “it” 24/7 . If I’m not out by Sunday morning a lot of ugly shit is gonna happen. And I’m the only one who’s gonna lose

    • @ahmedfouad9743
      @ahmedfouad9743 3 года назад

      @@toohardz bro couple day pain better than life time of hell u make a choice bro i used profen bendryl and friends house its a choice we make to rebuild its easy to run but to face yourself u fked up not to pay up

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад

      @@ahmedfouad9743 can I find Benadryl anywhere and get it without prescription? Also is there different mg wala it’s all tarkeez wa7ed?

  • @shillongcitylover1162
    @shillongcitylover1162 3 года назад

    I mean ppls der in ur place view the video dey share comments on..but here fuck as hell none do view share der ideas no matter how much I try to get..

  • @riojohno273
    @riojohno273 2 года назад

    ????????

  • @shillongcitylover1162
    @shillongcitylover1162 3 года назад +1

    Me n u v r at d same level bro..m Frankie thabah just made new videos as well like u having d same interests n intentions..same misery whole shit man..

  • @shillongcitylover1162
    @shillongcitylover1162 3 года назад

    U said July n m on now 4 October 2021..means ur clean by now..rt bro..

    • @toohardz
      @toohardz  3 года назад +1

      No I’m not sadly :( but I’m trying. Today will hopefully be my first day

    • @shillongcitylover1162
      @shillongcitylover1162 3 года назад +1

      But last time it was July u plan in quitting n nw it's October..neway m planning on quiting too..but dat tomorrow never cums wen it cums to suffering d suffer..idk he to start dis time..dis will b d 10 or 11times of mine quit relapse quit relapse..

  • @kumarsharma5084
    @kumarsharma5084 Год назад

    U still doped

  • @shillongcitylover1162
    @shillongcitylover1162 3 года назад

    Mine videos just type Frankie thabah ..