Had a day the other day where memories of my sweet Sarah (my first Schnauzer) brought tears and emotions that you’re not ready for and she has been gone 14 years. 😢 so don’t apologize for emotions. They are yours and they are real. Sometime we have to let go of those tears in order to make new smiles come into our lives. Big hugs to you. 🤗
Yes that's right you do not have to be sorry house everybody loses somebody even though they might be an animal when you have them for so long they're like your babies and I know that you love them they are very special I enjoy watching them I watched a long time and then I had stopped watching for a while because we had some sickness in the family God bless you we will be praying for you
Oh Kim…… we are all here to listen whenever you need to talk! With all the loss you have experienced this last year, it’s got to be so hard! Please don’t feel bad about crying on the video, we understand. And we all know you love and miss Mr. Grant and Marley but Miggy was your soul dog, so it hurts just a little deeper…… it will take time for sure but talking about it all does help. Talk it out as much as you’d need to! We love you and will be here waiting! Sending much love to you and your family ❤
Kim, I'm very sorry to hear that you're going through such a sad period lately. I can't imagine all the grief you've had yo deal with this past year. 😢🐾❤️ I agree with you that it might be good to see a grief counselor. Hopefully, they might be able to help you to feel better.🥰 My thoughts and prayers are with you.🙏🥰🙏
Sending you lots of hugs Kim, I still cry all the time, three years later after losing my heart dog Titus 💔❤ The holidays seem to make it harder for most of us too so be extra gentle with yourself ❤❤❤
… and I’ll add this… you’ve experienced so much loss this year and I think the feelings you are experiencing are completely expected. Don’t hesitate to seek grief counseling. We, your online community, wish you happiness and we feel helpless other than praying for you, which we do regularly.
Miggy was a little ham. I found your channel shorty after my schnauzer passed. Watching your furbabies playing and seeing how much you care about them. you gave miggy a happy life.
I cried with you through this update. I'm watching my 13 yr old cavalier king Charles slipping away from me. Then I end up crying for all my past fur babies. God bless you and your family during this holiday times.
Señora Kim buenas noches la comprendo mucho...Usted ha dedicado todo su tiempo para los BBS Schnauzer s ...es válido que viva su duelo...nuestras mascotas son nuestros hijos de 4 patitas como no extrañarlos como no llorar por ellos por su ausencia...el tiempo cura el dolor señora Kim pero siempre estaran presentes en nuestro corazón y pensamiento...con todo el cariño de siempre....Rosi 💕🐾🙏🐾🙌
Maybe that "black bird" ( thought by many to be able to carry messages between realms) was sent by Miggy to say "hi Mom!" It sure was persistent ( as was your Miggy when he wanted to play ball... LOL) Truly, he was your heart animal.
I know how you feel, Kim.😢❤ it’s been 9 months since I lost my 13 yr old baby boy Bruno. He was my soul dog, my spirit animal and helped be there for me thru so much. We just celebrated his 14th heavenly birthday and I cried off and on the week before, that day and still do. I can’t help, but to cry, talk to him and look at his memory box. I am lost without him! I have good and bad times. Kim it will always hurt, but think about the love he gave you and how he was such a special part of your family. I thank God every day for letting us be his family and the love and memories we created with him. Have a great Thanksgiving and know your boys are always with you!! ❤❤❤
Grief counseling is not a bad idea at all. Your family has been hit HARD this year. Maybe consider not waiting till next year. Start earlier. You deserve to take care of youself first and foremost. Good luck and hope you get better soon. Don't feel bad if you fall back a few steps. Going thru grief is a dynamic process. Just take your time. Peace to your family
Sending you so much love and light. I always struggle this time of year though it is for different reasons. Sometimes just sharing that you are struggling and getting support can help. You can get through this tough time. Take care of yourself!
Miggy was such a joy to watch. As are all your boys. We are all here for each other. We all understand what it’s like to lose a fur baby and a human relative. I’m dreading having to go through it again. I just know it’s going to be even worse. Not that I love my current boy any more than I loved, and still love, my last boy. I wish they had met but our current boy was born just under 3 years after our last boy went to the rainbow bridge. The first Christmas is the hardest, especially for people who only had one, but I can understand having so many last year and not having them this year. I am not religious but it has helped me to think that we will see everyone again when we go. There are even films I can’t watch anymore. I don’t know if anyone has seen Ghost but I can’t watch that anymore because of what he says to her at the end 😂 I made the mistake of watching that for the first time in my life on Halloween just 3 weeks after my first boy died and I haven’t been able to watch it again since. I keep thinking about that end scene and I literally cry. I’ve been depressed or at least very sad for the last 8 years since we lost our first boy. Our current boy has obviously brought me a lot of joy and I love him more than words can ever say but I always feel some guilt over our last boy even though he was nearly 14 and wasn’t enjoying life anymore. I also worry all the time for my current boy’s health because my family give him things they shouldn’t and they can’t be told not to. I just get told to shut up! I bet no one has ever said that to you. Just hug your boys as tight as they will let you and continue to let them know how much they are loved. Also thinking about your kids missing their gran. All of my grandparents are gone so I understand. Christmas won’t be the same for my family this year either as my brother is in Australia and it’s also been getting me down that there hasn’t been much contact because of the time difference. It’s just a really rough time of year. I used to look forward to Christmas but not anymore. It gets dark here at around 4 and that’s been very unpleasant as well. The reduced daylight is horrible! Happy Thanksgiving for Thursday 🙂 I’m in Northern Ireland so have to wait another month for my turkey 🦃 😩😂
I lost my boy Zeus almost 5 years ago, and I still cry sometimes. He was a special dog and he left a huge hole in our lives. I'm so sorry that you have been sad and missing your Miggy.
I lost my precious 2 schnauzers Abby and Savanna 6 years ago- I still cry for them often- we have always had schnauzers- they are soo loveable- I just love watching your videos and listening to you- I feel connected to you because of our schnauzers- I really love you and hope you can feel some joy in your life with your schnauzers now- please give them a hug and kiss for me
Kim i lost my Sabrina in 2017 and I still miss her so much, that if I think about too much I still cry, Sabrina got in my heart and is very hard to get over, Sabrina went blind from Sars and had bladder cancer for a while, so I had to let her go. I still have my Shih Tzu Sasha who was 8 wks when i adoped her and Sabrina was like her mama and even she still misses Sabrina. Sasha is 10 now and has IBD for most of her life I'm dreading the day she leaves me.
Miggy had such a personality and a special relationship with you. So many special moments that only you and he shared; will be coming back to you for a long time. It will be a while, but you will eventually be able to remember them with a smile and not tears.
I am so happy to hear you talk about getting some therapy. I lost one dog 2 years ago and I still cry all the time about her. You have had so much loss and you are such a great dog mom. Sending you lots of love and a huge hug. ❤
You can never get over the loss of those closest to you in life. The hurt lessens eventually, but it never goes away. You have really been tested this year, don't give it a second thought if you don't put out a bunch of videos, those of us who have been here for a long time understand you're grieving. Prayers to you and your entire family!
I’m so sorry Kim. I cried when you were crying. Coming up with the holidays have been hard. I lost my soul dog Scrappy of almost 15 years to cancer and my heart is so broken. I see things that I wanna get him but I can’t because he is no longer here. You lost your boys and they are family to you like your kids. I understand the deep pain you’re feeling and missing your boys. I am so sorry. Please know you aren’t alone and your other boys need you. Your angel boys are always with you in spirit and looking after you all. ❤❤
I wish I could give you a big hug. Hurts my heart knowing you are hurting. You have so many memories you’ve shared with all of us. This is bittersweet could years for many of us. Following you has helped me immensely. Thanks for sharing. Love on your boys when you’re feeling you need it
I get it Kim! September made 2 years that we lost our sweet Sasha. I still cry at times. I woke up in the night just last week and laid in bed crying for her. At times like that I remind myself that, yes the grief hurts, but she was so worth it! I am so thankful she was ours and that we got her for 16.5 years. But you lost so much this year, along with Miggy. You are in my thoughts and prayers. 🙏♥
Hi Kim. I am sorry for all you are growling through. I lost my Dad in October. Sometimes you have to loose yourself to the grief and emotions. I don’t know if this helps but in between I am doing ‘fake it til you make it’ method. Just pretend happiness, it’s worked now and again! Sending you love anyway. xx
Thank you for sharing your grief over Miggy. He was your baby. I miss how you two interacted. He knew he was your special boy. My girl Sarah has been gone for 4 1/2+ years, and I still get a bit teary sometimes because I miss the special things about her. I have Rubie now and love her more than anything. That doesn't mean I'll ever stop loving Sarah, Brandy, Watney, Paavo, or any of my other dogs, and don't let me even get started on the cats. That's what makes you special, Kim, your incredible capacity for love. It can be very painful, but don't ever change. If I get to be a member of the group to whom you talk, I am honored. God bless you. You are in my prayers. 🙏🏻💜🩷
I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet boys. You are right, only some understand the love that you have for your pet. My sister just had to put down her sweet 16 year old dog a couple weeks ago. He was the such a good dog. The vet told her that it was just time, and she made the heart ache of a decision. I had to put down my sweet 17 year old Siamese cat 3 years ago. I loved her so much, and I still miss her. I understand how hard it is.
I am so sorry. I feel your pain.Miggy was such a spesial boy. Miss him too 💔 I am glad you talk to us about him,we understand and feel for you. Its always nice to talk to someone,i used to write down my feelings in like a diary ,i felt that helped me. Take care,Love you ❤
I feel so much for your pain Kim. My schnauzer Poppie has been very sick and I’ve only imagined what it might be like if I lost her. Now I know. All we can do is live on the memories. But you still have the four lads who still need your love. Grief is the price we pay for Love. You have my ear anytime Kim. ❤❤
Grief is such a complicated thing, and remember you have been under very much stress these past many months too. I pray the Lord will bless you with joy and peace and healing in your heart.
I'm so sorry. I've walked that road and it's really hard. We lost both our mini schanuzers in 2023 after some long illnesses. It's tough. I'll be praying for you. Miggy sure seemed to be special.
Hi Kim, every time you cry it just proves how much you loved Miggy. When I lost my Spunky buddy two weeks before he turned 13 with prostate cancer, I gave him the best love gift I could give and that was to let him go at the vet's needle. Many people here including me understand your sadness, your pain, and your grieving. Consider this a hug. Words never do any good, but know that I share your pain. I am also grateful that you took the time to make this video, it is a small part of your healing. The pain will subside but the hole left in our hearts will never be healed. Dan
I cried today. I was just thinking about Barkley and bam it hit me. It’s been 4 yrs but it’s still tough. I pray the Lord gives you strength. Also I had a dream about him in heaven so they all are playing together.❤
We understand Kim!!! I’m sorry you’re so sad. 💔 The loss of a pet, especially when you’re so bonded to them, is so painful. Hang on to the happy memories - they’ll get you through the tough times. So will kisses and snuggles from your boys! 😊❤
so, now you just have the 4 boys, HUGS sis! we love you, you are in our prayers! its hard when they have to go, but you will be fine.... my Bear is now 1 year old, a sheepdog/great-dane mix, wieghts in at over 85 pounds.... if you have ever seen a sheepadoodle, thats what he looks like.... black and white.... You are lucky to have small breed dogs... I never thought I have a full size dog! (large breed) hang in there, you are going to be fine.....
It's ok to feel sad😢when he passed over the rainbow bridge he took part of your heart. ❤ My boy just turned 14 and I know his days are numbered. You have been through alot this year. More than you deserve. Miggy had a great personality and your bond with him will always be there. I pray that you will feel better. Holidays are so hard anyway and when you've gone through loss the holidays can be real hard. Maybe a greif group for pet people would be good.❤❤
Hi Kim Miggy was a big part of your life 😂you are going to miss him for a long time to come , any time you go do any thing that Miggy was a big part of its going to make you sad .IT best to stay busy Miggy was a very special boy to you Yes I understand its tough ,You had so much loss this year , ITs ok Kim you need to let it out . I’m love you and all the fur baby’s I will always be here for you ,thank you for the video hang in there . 😊❤ 🤗 hugs 🤗 for all .
I can't believe it's been 7 months since Miggy passed! I am so sorry you are feeling down. It's hard, when bittersweet memories pop up. Sending love and hugs to you❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Kim, I know your heart, I am sure we all do. There are so many babies I miss. Being 77yo and I remember them all and each one has a part of my heart. I totally understand. God bless you my dear. I think of you a lot, mainly because we’re all animal protectors, and we love so deeply our dear ones and how much we loved them and they know our hearts too. It’s alway hard for me to, but we will get through it, and it is so hard. Blessings my dear!!!!❤
❤I am still crying about Miggy,so sad,hang in there Kim we are with you,Miggy Mozzie and Mr Grant are together and always with you, mabey trow the ball a few times for our beloved Mouthy Miggy,❤we miss them to,You have all of our love and support Kim,please talk to us ,we want to hear your voice❤I have lost my Bailey about 3years ago and I sill miss her,you help us so much Kim,we adore and love our Shnauzer Family ❤
Kim, never apologize. You are right, anyone who has ever lost a dog understands. All those triggers are so darn hard. I still get triggered and I'm years out from my losses. And you have so many losses. One loss is hard enough. "Grief is like the ocean; it comes in waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim." I've learned you never get through grief, you just learn to live with the hole a bit better. Big warm embrace Kim. We are here for you.
I understand and it’s just not fair that dogs (especially miniature schnauzers, it seems) don’t live nearly long enough. Miggy was so cute when he refused to go in and when he played ball. I miss him and the others you and your husband have lost, too-and I only knew them from your channel. Allow yourself to cry; it helps. I’m so sorry.
Feeling sad, feeling depressed is normal when we lose our fur babies. If the depression lasts, reach out for help. Grief and loss can cause real changes in the brain. We all feel your pain and hope you can find peace and solace. ❤❤
We are all here for you. I’m so sorry you are going through this. It is natural for grief to come in waves. I hope it feels better to just talk it out.
Of course you will miss Miggy. He was special. It is hard to lose those you love. You have had more than your share of losses this year. Please know that your family is always in my prayers and you are such an inspiration to us!
Hello there Kim. It is always a pleasure hearing from you watching your awesome videos. I know it's not easy because I feel your pain. My arms and shoulders are extended to you for moral support. You don't have to apologize for anything. We all understand. My thoughts and prayers 🙏☮️✝️ are with you every single day.
Kim Sending you a hug and praying Out Lord comforts you and gives you peace. I loved watching Miggy jumping and enjoying himself. I especially liked the episode when he jumped into the leaves 😂. I always try to find it when I need a laugh. You were an excellent Mom to him and he loved you also. We all understand grief. Do not appropriate for tears. We all love you and want you to feel comfortable expressing your feelings with us. Take Care
I'm so sorry. I feel sad for you 😪 and I miss seeing Miggy, Mozzie, and Mr. Grant. I still can't watch those videos. Don't apologize for crying being sad or grieving. Too much loss for you. Miggy was so full of life and had so much personality. All your boys do really. Their haircuts look great. Watching Magnum scratching that chair making it comfy was too funny though...in between sharing the tears with you. Take care of yourself. 🐾
I am feeling it for you Kim. I still mourn Stanley and Rags but I didn't lose 3 in a year. So hard! You do fabulous with all of them!!!! When I am getting pictures that's the hardest! I still occasionally getting help by attending Michigan State School of Social Work's Pet Loss group on Zoom. People all with recent and past losses share, cry or give suggestions. It's helpful. One doesn't have to talk at all but they do at the beginning ask to share your name and what pet you lost. It's usually twice a month on Thursdays at 6 or 6:30 on Zoom. People attending are from all over! I've been following you awhile and your videos always make me cheerful of the boys and kitties! Hang in there Kim! Thanks so much for sharing your life with all of us!!!! 🎉🎉🎉❤😊
My first little girl who was my heart dog has been gone seven years. I still have those days occasionally, so please know you are not alone. Wishing you a very blessed Thanksgiving, we will be here when you need to talk. We love you kim!!! 🤗
Awe, we get it. Miggy was your guy.. he always spoke to you, especially trying to make a video. We miss him too. Seeing just 4 boys come out doesn't seem right. Each boy has their own special place in your heart(ours too❤). Holiday time stinks because we think of our babies. Try to get through it, cry and try to keep busy. Anticipating px of Barrett too!!❤❤ as always hugs, kisses to the boys...all of them. Extra hugs to you❤ P.S. talking to a counselor helped tremendously after my son died. Do it, it will help❤
awww kim I am so sorry,it is normal to be sad because you miss your beloved miggy so much,it is the 7 mth anniversary coming up,and all the things that remind you of him like the leaf blower and the bush where he scratched his back it is normal,you are grieving and there is no timeframe on grief,and it has only been 7 mos,and you know christmas time can actually make it worse,it will be the first christmas without him and the others that you have lost this year and thats sad,allow yourself to be sad,to cry,they were part of your family ,I lost two of mine in 2018 and I still talk to their photos,I still miss them and always will,and just random things,memories would bring me to tears for years,it is an awful feeling the lonliness of their loss,all you can do it take each day as it comes,remember them and smile when you can because they were here and you had their love,💔💔💙💙❤❤
Dear, dear Kim, grief is like this. Fine for a week or a month, then, pow! Tears come and the heart feels like it's breaking. Counseling can be a good idea, maybe don't wait if you think it can help you to recover. The loss of a beloved dog can be devastating and recovering can be difficult to work through; death of our beloved ones is hard. Praying for you, Tom and the family. God bless you 💖✝🐾🐾✝💖 ✝💖🙏✝💖 Also praying for you and your family to draw close this Thanksgiving, asking for you to be comforted and to be able to give thanks for the many ways God has blessed you. I give thanks for you in my life, because you have blessed me and many others, IJN 💖✝
Mourning comes in stages and you never know what is going to set you off. I lost my Dad 5 years ago, note he was missing for almost a year so add that in as well. I always got by thinking of good memories and yes keeping myself busy. It takes a toll. Sounds like you could use a massage and some self healing time. The boys all look good and I can imagine they miss their brothers as well. I feel for you. Take care and God bless.
I’m so sorry that you’re going through this hard loss, I completely understand and know how you feel because I also had a heart dog that I love so much with all of my heart. Her name was Lily and she was a Schnauzer/Beagle mix, she was 12 years old when she passed away three years ago but we got her when she was a little puppy, this is what she looks like. She was my very best friend, we did everything together, she loved to go on vacations and travel along with me and my family all the time, she also loved to bark and chase the cows/horses whenever we rode around on our horses. Unfortunately she passed away from cancer when she was 12 years old, her passing was so devastating for me and my family but it was really hard for me…. I was so devastated and really sad for a few months or even longer, she was my everything, it definitely felt lonely without her for a while but I’ve learned to accept that she is in a better place and she’s not suffering from pain anymore. I still miss her and think about her a lot lately, I know that Miggy and your other precious dogs are in heaven with the my sweet dog Lily and all of the other dogs having so much fun. If you don’t feel better then you should go talk to somebody about how you feel or you can join one of the Pet Loss Grieving groups on FB, that’s what I did when my dog passed away and I’ve talked to people then vented how I was feeling, they really made me feel better, I think it’ll help you feel better, I’m sending prayers and positive thoughts to you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
The loss of a pet (multiple in your case within a short time) just freaking sucks. Death sucks. I cried with you and I’m praying for you. Cuddle up with your boys even more to help with the grief. 🙏
That was the cutest face off between Magnum and Milo!! We do understand what you are going through!! I started watching you about six years ago after I lost my most special girl Meika. I had major grief. You and your boys helped me through that time!! Prayers for you during this sad season. Now I have Miss Sophie and I have such a strong bond with her too.
I’m so sorry. I completely know how you feel. We lost Odie in August and I’ve been dreading Thanksgiving. For 13 years he was always the first one to run out and greet everyone. This is going to be a rough holiday season. Just know I’m with you and we will make it through.❤
One day at a time! I’ve been there with the loss of my fur babies. It hurts so bad….but God will give you the strength to go on!! Continued prayers for your healing ❤️🩹🙏🏻
Much hugs your way! My miniature schnauzer Max will be 12 on Nov 30th and he’s definitely slowing down and he’s my very first dog. When that day comes I’ll be a mess and my other schnauzer Kaiser turned 8 in May. Hang in there! ❤ I miss seeing your other boys as well. 😢
Kim,my heart breaks for you ,but I pray that you find peace and comfort taking about your boys.Praying that you and family have a blessed Thanksgiving. My prayers are with you.😊❤❤
Love & hugs being sent to you, Kim, for your aching 💔. So many of your followers know your pain and while you were talking about your upcoming Christmas photo of the boys I thought maybe you could have Miggy's, Mozzie's & Mr. Grant's framed photos in front or behind the boys? Or possibly their 'angel' ornaments on display in the photo? My heart goes out to you & all who have lost beloved pets or family members and are grieving this holiday season. ❤️🫂 to all.
It will be a long while before you aren’t depressed as you lost 3 boys in a short period of time. It took me a long time to get over it. It is good you have the ones you have to make you smile!
I know how much you miss Miggie. We all miss him too but I know how special he was. I always looked forward to seeing him and his bark and wanting you to kick the ball! He was just the one that always got the rest of the boys going. I know you miss Mr Grant and Mozzie but I agree there was just something special about Miggie. He was always in your face and I loved that bark of his. It's ok to cry and miss him. It just takes time especially when the two of you had such a special relationship. Hope you feel better soon but unfortunately this is just part of it all. Life sucks sometimes. Try to have a great Thanksgiving and enjoy that Grandson!! Happy Turkey Day!
I'm so sorry. I can't even believe that he is gone. It hurts my heart so much to not see your boy he was always so happy and bouncy. I miss Mozzy as well and Mr Grant. I love all your boys and your kitties but Miggy was just that special one. Sometimes I think when we are grieving them so much that they are actually right there with you and you're feeling their presence and the love energy is like a cleansing cry because he is with you it's just we can't see them. But he's there and Mozzie's there. Be kind to yourself. You've had so much loss this year. Maybe talking to a grief counselor is a good idea to help you through it all🙏
❤❤❤ I know how feels, I Just lost my dog Dallas on Nov 1st he was 18years old. Also this summer lost two sweet kitties Pepper and Jack. Its been such a hard year so far, I see a therapist once a month so that's helped.
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Had a day the other day where memories of my sweet Sarah (my first Schnauzer) brought tears and emotions that you’re not ready for and she has been gone 14 years. 😢 so don’t apologize for emotions. They are yours and they are real. Sometime we have to let go of those tears in order to make new smiles come into our lives. Big hugs to you. 🤗
I miss my Roxie. She has been gone since 2004. She was such a joy. You are a very great schnauzer mom. He still with you in heart & spirit.🐾💞
Yes that's right you do not have to be sorry house everybody loses somebody even though they might be an animal when you have them for so long they're like your babies and I know that you love them they are very special I enjoy watching them I watched a long time and then I had stopped watching for a while because we had some sickness in the family God bless you we will be praying for you
I know what you are going through we lost our Lakota almost two years ago. Miss him everyday. Wish I could give you a hug. Sending hug in spirit. ❤
I miss them too stay strong schnauzer mom 🐕🦺🐈⬛
Oh Kim I feel so bad for you😢, sending you huge hugs❤🎉
Oh Kim…… we are all here to listen whenever you need to talk! With all the loss you have experienced this last year, it’s got to be so hard! Please don’t feel bad about crying on the video, we understand. And we all know you love and miss Mr. Grant and Marley but Miggy was your soul dog, so it hurts just a little deeper…… it will take time for sure but talking about it all does help. Talk it out as much as you’d need to! We love you and will be here waiting! Sending much love to you and your family ❤
I loved watching the stand-off staring competition !
Kim, I'm very sorry to hear that you're going through such a sad period lately. I can't imagine all the grief you've had yo deal with this past year. 😢🐾❤️ I agree with you that it might be good to see a grief counselor. Hopefully, they might be able to help you to feel better.🥰 My thoughts and prayers are with you.🙏🥰🙏
Sending you lots of hugs Kim, I still cry all the time, three years later after losing my heart dog Titus 💔❤ The holidays seem to make it harder for most of us too so be extra gentle with yourself ❤❤❤
… and I’ll add this… you’ve experienced so much loss this year and I think the feelings you are experiencing are completely expected. Don’t hesitate to seek grief counseling. We, your online community, wish you happiness and we feel helpless other than praying for you, which we do regularly.
Amen
Hugs .I know how you feel.❤
Miggy was a little ham. I found your channel shorty after my schnauzer passed. Watching your furbabies playing and seeing how much you care about them. you gave miggy a happy life.
I cried with you through this update. I'm watching my 13 yr old cavalier king Charles slipping away from me. Then I end up crying for all my past fur babies. God bless you and your family during this holiday times.
Señora Kim buenas noches la comprendo mucho...Usted ha dedicado todo su tiempo para los BBS Schnauzer s ...es válido que viva su duelo...nuestras mascotas son nuestros hijos de 4 patitas como no extrañarlos como no llorar por ellos por su ausencia...el tiempo cura el dolor señora Kim pero siempre estaran presentes en nuestro corazón y pensamiento...con todo el cariño de siempre....Rosi 💕🐾🙏🐾🙌
Maybe that "black bird" ( thought by many to be able to carry messages between realms) was sent by Miggy to say "hi Mom!" It sure was persistent ( as was your Miggy when he wanted to play ball... LOL) Truly, he was your heart animal.
I know how you feel, Kim.😢❤ it’s been 9 months since I lost my 13 yr old baby boy Bruno. He was my soul dog, my spirit animal and helped be there for me thru so much. We just celebrated his 14th heavenly birthday and I cried off and on the week before, that day and still do. I can’t help, but to cry, talk to him and look at his memory box. I am lost without him! I have good and bad times. Kim it will always hurt, but think about the love he gave you and how he was such a special part of your family. I thank God every day for letting us be his family and the love and memories we created with him. Have a great Thanksgiving and know your boys are always with you!! ❤❤❤
Magnum is such a reagel boy. He's all about what you are doing. All of your boys are there for you and love you.
Grief counseling is not a bad idea at all. Your family has been hit HARD this year. Maybe consider not waiting till next year. Start earlier. You deserve to take care of youself first and foremost. Good luck and hope you get better soon. Don't feel bad if you fall back a few steps. Going thru grief is a dynamic process. Just take your time. Peace to your family
Counciling can help, Pray that God will bless you with the way forward.
You need to cry and release that grief,pain,I anxiety. You just cry! We loveyou!! Big hugs!!!
Sending you so much love and light. I always struggle this time of year though it is for different reasons. Sometimes just sharing that you are struggling and getting support can help. You can get through this tough time. Take care of yourself!
Miggy was such a joy to watch. As are all your boys. We are all here for each other. We all understand what it’s like to lose a fur baby and a human relative. I’m dreading having to go through it again. I just know it’s going to be even worse. Not that I love my current boy any more than I loved, and still love, my last boy. I wish they had met but our current boy was born just under 3 years after our last boy went to the rainbow bridge. The first Christmas is the hardest, especially for people who only had one, but I can understand having so many last year and not having them this year. I am not religious but it has helped me to think that we will see everyone again when we go. There are even films I can’t watch anymore. I don’t know if anyone has seen Ghost but I can’t watch that anymore because of what he says to her at the end 😂 I made the mistake of watching that for the first time in my life on Halloween just 3 weeks after my first boy died and I haven’t been able to watch it again since. I keep thinking about that end scene and I literally cry. I’ve been depressed or at least very sad for the last 8 years since we lost our first boy. Our current boy has obviously brought me a lot of joy and I love him more than words can ever say but I always feel some guilt over our last boy even though he was nearly 14 and wasn’t enjoying life anymore. I also worry all the time for my current boy’s health because my family give him things they shouldn’t and they can’t be told not to. I just get told to shut up! I bet no one has ever said that to you. Just hug your boys as tight as they will let you and continue to let them know how much they are loved. Also thinking about your kids missing their gran. All of my grandparents are gone so I understand. Christmas won’t be the same for my family this year either as my brother is in Australia and it’s also been getting me down that there hasn’t been much contact because of the time difference. It’s just a really rough time of year. I used to look forward to Christmas but not anymore. It gets dark here at around 4 and that’s been very unpleasant as well. The reduced daylight is horrible! Happy Thanksgiving for Thursday 🙂 I’m in Northern Ireland so have to wait another month for my turkey 🦃 😩😂
I lost my boy Zeus almost 5 years ago, and I still cry sometimes. He was a special dog and he left a huge hole in our lives. I'm so sorry that you have been sad and missing your Miggy.
I lost my precious 2 schnauzers Abby and Savanna 6 years ago- I still cry for them often- we have always had schnauzers- they are soo loveable- I just love watching your videos and listening to you- I feel connected to you because of our schnauzers- I really love you and hope you can feel some joy in your life with your schnauzers now- please give them a hug and kiss for me
I miss him dearly as well. Him and his red ball and his feisty personality. God bless him and thank you for having share him with us.❤❤❤
Kim i lost my Sabrina in 2017 and I still miss her so much, that if I think about too much I still cry, Sabrina got in my heart and is very hard to get over, Sabrina went blind from Sars and had bladder cancer for a while, so I had to let her go. I still have my Shih Tzu Sasha who was 8 wks when i adoped her and Sabrina was like her mama and even she still misses Sabrina. Sasha is 10 now and has IBD for most of her life I'm dreading the day she leaves me.
Miggy had such a personality and a special relationship with you. So many special moments that only you and he shared; will be coming back to you for a long time. It will be a while, but you will eventually be able to remember them with a smile and not tears.
I know your pain Kim. It takes along time to feel better. I cried yesterday and it’s been three months for Lilly. Miggy was so special
I am so happy to hear you talk about getting some therapy. I lost one dog 2 years ago and I still cry all the time about her. You have had so much loss and you are such a great dog mom. Sending you lots of love and a huge hug. ❤
You can never get over the loss of those closest to you in life. The hurt lessens eventually, but it never goes away. You have really been tested this year, don't give it a second thought if you don't put out a bunch of videos, those of us who have been here for a long time understand you're grieving. Prayers to you and your entire family!
I’m so sorry Kim. I cried when you were crying. Coming up with the holidays have been hard. I lost my soul dog Scrappy of almost 15 years to cancer and my heart is so broken. I see things that I wanna get him but I can’t because he is no longer here. You lost your boys and they are family to you like your kids. I understand the deep pain you’re feeling and missing your boys. I am so sorry. Please know you aren’t alone and your other boys need you. Your angel boys are always with you in spirit and looking after you all. ❤❤
Amen ✝💖
I wish I could give you a big hug. Hurts my heart knowing you are hurting. You have so many memories you’ve shared with all of us. This is bittersweet could years for many of us. Following you has helped me immensely. Thanks for sharing. Love on your boys when you’re feeling you need it
I get it Kim! September made 2 years that we lost our sweet Sasha. I still cry at times. I woke up in the night just last week and laid in bed crying for her. At times like that I remind myself that, yes the grief hurts, but she was so worth it! I am so thankful she was ours and that we got her for 16.5 years. But you lost so much this year, along with Miggy. You are in my thoughts and prayers. 🙏♥
I’m crying with you Kim 😢❤
Hi Kim. I am sorry for all you are growling through. I lost my Dad in October. Sometimes you have to loose yourself to the grief and emotions. I don’t know if this helps but in between I am doing ‘fake it til you make it’ method. Just pretend happiness, it’s worked now and again! Sending you love anyway. xx
Thank you for sharing your grief over Miggy. He was your baby. I miss how you two interacted. He knew he was your special boy. My girl Sarah has been gone for 4 1/2+ years, and I still get a bit teary sometimes because I miss the special things about her. I have Rubie now and love her more than anything. That doesn't mean I'll ever stop loving Sarah, Brandy, Watney, Paavo, or any of my other dogs, and don't let me even get started on the cats. That's what makes you special, Kim, your incredible capacity for love. It can be very painful, but don't ever change. If I get to be a member of the group to whom you talk, I am honored. God bless you. You are in my prayers. 🙏🏻💜🩷
I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet boys. You are right, only some understand the love that you have for your pet. My sister just had to put down her sweet 16 year old dog a couple weeks ago. He was the such a good dog. The vet told her that it was just time, and she made the heart ache of a decision. I had to put down my sweet 17 year old Siamese cat 3 years ago. I loved her so much, and I still miss her. I understand how hard it is.
Hi Kim, sending you a big ole schnauzer hug. I feel you about missing your baby. It’s the same for me. It’s been two years for my baby.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
My heart goes out to you very much. The past 3 years has been pretty rough I lost five of my babies.
I am so sorry. I feel your pain.Miggy was such a spesial boy. Miss him too 💔 I am glad you talk to us about him,we understand and feel for you. Its always nice to talk to someone,i used to write down my feelings in like a diary ,i felt that helped me. Take care,Love you ❤
I feel so much for your pain Kim. My schnauzer Poppie has been very sick and I’ve only imagined what it might be like if I lost her. Now I know. All we can do is live on the memories. But you still have the four lads who still need your love. Grief is the price we pay for Love. You have my ear anytime Kim. ❤❤
Grief is such a complicated thing, and remember you have been under very much stress these past many months too. I pray the Lord will bless you with joy and peace and healing in your heart.
I'm so sorry. I've walked that road and it's really hard. We lost both our mini schanuzers in 2023 after some long illnesses. It's tough. I'll be praying for you. Miggy sure seemed to be special.
I believe in an afterlife. Kim, Miggy will be waiting for you to kick his ball to him , in heaven.
Yes, talking and give it time
Hi Kim, every time you cry it just proves how much you loved Miggy. When I lost my Spunky buddy two weeks before he turned 13 with prostate cancer, I gave him the best love gift I could give and that was to let him go at the vet's needle. Many people here including me understand your sadness, your pain, and your grieving. Consider this a hug. Words never do any good, but know that I share your pain. I am also grateful that you took the time to make this video, it is a small part of your healing. The pain will subside but the hole left in our hearts will never be healed.
Dan
I cried today. I was just thinking about Barkley and bam it hit me. It’s been 4 yrs but it’s still tough. I pray the Lord gives you strength. Also I had a dream about him in heaven so they all are playing together.❤
I’m sorry you’ve experienced so much loss this year. Please consider grief counseling now. You continue to be in my prayers
Thanks for talking to us about your pain I'm so sorry for your pain and sadness
I know your pain. I'm praying for you.
We understand Kim!!! I’m sorry you’re so sad. 💔
The loss of a pet, especially when you’re so bonded to them, is so painful. Hang on to the happy memories - they’ll get you through the tough times. So will kisses and snuggles from your boys! 😊❤
I just lost my mom and my babies are what makes everyday better . I can’t imagine how you feel, but my heart goes out to you.
so, now you just have the 4 boys, HUGS sis! we love you, you are in our prayers! its hard when they have to go, but you will be fine.... my Bear is now 1 year old, a sheepdog/great-dane mix, wieghts in at over 85 pounds.... if you have ever seen a sheepadoodle, thats what he looks like.... black and white.... You are lucky to have small breed dogs... I never thought I have a full size dog! (large breed) hang in there, you are going to be fine.....
Holiday time sometimes makes us sad for all our losses. Miggy will always be with you. Until you meet again, and you will some day.
They were at the door like: Come on Mom! Let us out with you! LOL
It's ok to feel sad😢when he passed over the rainbow bridge he took part of your heart. ❤ My boy just turned 14 and I know his days are numbered. You have been through alot this year. More than you deserve. Miggy had a great personality and your bond with him will always be there. I pray that you will feel better. Holidays are so hard anyway and when you've gone through loss the holidays can be real hard. Maybe a greif group for pet people would be good.❤❤
Hi Kim
Miggy was a big part of your life 😂you are going to miss him for a long time to come , any time you go do any thing that Miggy was a big part of its going to make you sad .IT best to stay busy Miggy was a very special boy to you Yes I understand its tough ,You had so much loss this year , ITs ok Kim you need to let it out . I’m love you and all the fur baby’s I will always be here for you ,thank you for the video hang in there . 😊❤ 🤗 hugs 🤗 for all .
I can't believe it's been 7 months since Miggy passed! I am so sorry you are feeling down. It's hard, when bittersweet memories pop up. Sending love and hugs to you❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Kim, I know your heart, I am sure we all do. There are so many babies I miss. Being 77yo and I remember them all and each one has a part of my heart. I totally understand. God bless you my dear. I think of you a lot, mainly because we’re all animal protectors, and we love so deeply our dear ones and how much we loved them and they know our hearts too. It’s alway hard for me to, but we will get through it, and it is so hard. Blessings my dear!!!!❤
❤I am still crying about Miggy,so sad,hang in there Kim we are with you,Miggy Mozzie and Mr Grant are together and always with you, mabey trow the ball a few times for our beloved Mouthy Miggy,❤we miss them to,You have all of our love and support Kim,please talk to us ,we want to hear your voice❤I have lost my Bailey about 3years ago and I sill miss her,you help us so much Kim,we adore and love our Shnauzer Family ❤
Kim, never apologize. You are right, anyone who has ever lost a dog understands. All those triggers are so darn hard. I still get triggered and I'm years out from my losses. And you have so many losses. One loss is hard enough. "Grief is like the ocean; it comes in waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim." I've learned you never get through grief, you just learn to live with the hole a bit better. Big warm embrace Kim. We are here for you.
I understand and it’s just not fair that dogs (especially miniature schnauzers, it seems) don’t live nearly long enough. Miggy was so cute when he refused to go in and when he played ball. I miss him and the others you and your husband have lost, too-and I only knew them from your channel. Allow yourself to cry; it helps. I’m so sorry.
Feeling sad, feeling depressed is normal when we lose our fur babies. If the depression lasts, reach out for help. Grief and loss can cause real changes in the brain. We all feel your pain and hope you can find peace and solace. ❤❤
So sorry for your loss kim
We are all here for you. I’m so sorry you are going through this. It is natural for grief to come in waves. I hope it feels better to just talk it out.
Of course you will miss Miggy. He was special. It is hard to lose those you love. You have had more than your share of losses this year. Please know that your family is always in my prayers and you are such an inspiration to us!
Hello there Kim. It is always a pleasure hearing from you watching your awesome videos. I know it's not easy because I feel your pain. My arms and shoulders are extended to you for moral support. You don't have to apologize for anything. We all understand. My thoughts and prayers 🙏☮️✝️ are with you every single day.
Kim
Sending you a hug and praying Out Lord comforts you and gives you peace. I loved watching Miggy jumping and enjoying himself. I especially liked the episode when he jumped into the leaves 😂. I always try to find it when I need a laugh. You were an excellent Mom to him and he loved you also. We all understand grief. Do not appropriate for tears. We all love you and want you to feel comfortable expressing your feelings with us. Take Care
I'm so sorry. I feel sad for you 😪 and I miss seeing Miggy, Mozzie, and Mr. Grant. I still can't watch those videos. Don't apologize for crying being sad or grieving. Too much loss for you. Miggy was so full of life and had so much personality. All your boys do really. Their haircuts look great. Watching Magnum scratching that chair making it comfy was too funny though...in between sharing the tears with you. Take care of yourself. 🐾
Don’t be sorry about crying . . .we’re all here for you . . .
I am feeling it for you Kim. I still mourn Stanley and Rags but I didn't lose 3 in a year. So hard! You do fabulous with all of them!!!! When I am getting pictures that's the hardest! I still occasionally getting help by attending Michigan State School of Social Work's Pet Loss group on Zoom. People all with recent and past losses share, cry or give suggestions. It's helpful. One doesn't have to talk at all but they do at the beginning ask to share your name and what pet you lost. It's usually twice a month on Thursdays at 6 or 6:30 on Zoom. People attending are from all over! I've been following you awhile and your videos always make me cheerful of the boys and kitties! Hang in there Kim! Thanks so much for sharing your life with all of us!!!! 🎉🎉🎉❤😊
My first little girl who was my heart dog has been gone seven years. I still have those days occasionally, so please know you are not alone. Wishing you a very blessed Thanksgiving, we will be here when you need to talk. We love you kim!!! 🤗
Awe, we get it. Miggy was your guy.. he always spoke to you, especially trying to make a video. We miss him too. Seeing just 4 boys come out doesn't seem right. Each boy has their own special place in your heart(ours too❤). Holiday time stinks because we think of our babies. Try to get through it, cry and try to keep busy. Anticipating px of Barrett too!!❤❤ as always hugs, kisses to the boys...all of them. Extra hugs to you❤
P.S. talking to a counselor helped tremendously after my son died. Do it, it will help❤
awww kim I am so sorry,it is normal to be sad because you miss your beloved miggy so much,it is the 7 mth anniversary coming up,and all the things that remind you of him like the leaf blower and the bush where he scratched his back it is normal,you are grieving and there is no timeframe on grief,and it has only been 7 mos,and you know christmas time can actually make it worse,it will be the first christmas without him and the others that you have lost this year and thats sad,allow yourself to be sad,to cry,they were part of your family ,I lost two of mine in 2018 and I still talk to their photos,I still miss them and always will,and just random things,memories would bring me to tears for years,it is an awful feeling the lonliness of their loss,all you can do it take each day as it comes,remember them and smile when you can because they were here and you had their love,💔💔💙💙❤❤
Dear, dear Kim, grief is like this. Fine for a week or a month, then, pow! Tears come and the heart feels like it's breaking. Counseling can be a good idea, maybe don't wait if you think it can help you to recover. The loss of a beloved dog can be devastating and recovering can be difficult to work through; death of our beloved ones is hard. Praying for you, Tom and the family. God bless you 💖✝🐾🐾✝💖 ✝💖🙏✝💖 Also praying for you and your family to draw close this Thanksgiving, asking for you to be comforted and to be able to give thanks for the many ways God has blessed you. I give thanks for you in my life, because you have blessed me and many others, IJN 💖✝
Mourning comes in stages and you never know what is going to set you off. I lost my Dad 5 years ago, note he was missing for almost a year so add that in as well. I always got by thinking of good memories and yes keeping myself busy. It takes a toll. Sounds like you could use a massage and some self healing time. The boys all look good and I can imagine they miss their brothers as well. I feel for you. Take care and God bless.
I’m so sorry that you’re going through this hard loss, I completely understand and know how you feel because I also had a heart dog that I love so much with all of my heart. Her name was Lily and she was a Schnauzer/Beagle mix, she was 12 years old when she passed away three years ago but we got her when she was a little puppy, this is what she looks like. She was my very best friend, we did everything together, she loved to go on vacations and travel along with me and my family all the time, she also loved to bark and chase the cows/horses whenever we rode around on our horses. Unfortunately she passed away from cancer when she was 12 years old, her passing was so devastating for me and my family but it was really hard for me…. I was so devastated and really sad for a few months or even longer, she was my everything, it definitely felt lonely without her for a while but I’ve learned to accept that she is in a better place and she’s not suffering from pain anymore. I still miss her and think about her a lot lately, I know that Miggy and your other precious dogs are in heaven with the my sweet dog Lily and all of the other dogs having so much fun. If you don’t feel better then you should go talk to somebody about how you feel or you can join one of the Pet Loss Grieving groups on FB, that’s what I did when my dog passed away and I’ve talked to people then vented how I was feeling, they really made me feel better, I think it’ll help you feel better, I’m sending prayers and positive thoughts to you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Hang in there Kim I know how you’re feeling I still look at my pictures of my Barney and cry he was my rock
The loss of a pet (multiple in your case within a short time) just freaking sucks. Death sucks. I cried with you and I’m praying for you. Cuddle up with your boys even more to help with the grief. 🙏
That was the cutest face off between Magnum and Milo!!
We do understand what you are going through!! I started watching you about six years ago after I lost my most special girl Meika. I had major grief. You and your boys helped me through that time!! Prayers for you during this sad season. Now I have Miss Sophie and I have such a strong bond with her too.
That was the cutest face off between Magnum and Milo!!
We do understand what you are going through!!
I’m so sorry. I completely know how you feel. We lost Odie in August and I’ve been dreading Thanksgiving. For 13 years he was always the first one to run out and greet everyone. This is going to be a rough holiday season. Just know I’m with you and we will make it through.❤
Thank you for sharing. Sending warm thoughts. 🌸
I'm so sorry for your loss. We lost our mini schnauzer Max two years ago and it broke me.
I really hear you, Kim. Completely understand.
Kim, we're always here if you need to talk. So many of us know what you're experiencing. Miggy was a special little lovey boy. Take care of yourself.
One day at a time! I’ve been there with the loss of my fur babies. It hurts so bad….but God will give you the strength to go on!! Continued prayers for your healing ❤️🩹🙏🏻
Much hugs your way!
My miniature schnauzer Max will be 12 on Nov 30th and he’s definitely slowing down and he’s my very first dog. When that day comes I’ll be a mess and my other schnauzer Kaiser turned 8 in May.
Hang in there! ❤
I miss seeing your other boys as well. 😢
Kim,my heart breaks for you ,but I pray that you find peace and comfort taking about your boys.Praying that you and family have a blessed Thanksgiving. My prayers are with you.😊❤❤
Prayers ❤❤❤
Miggy was special. I miss Noelle even though I have a new puppy. We just have to keep going but it’s ok to take time to remember.
((Hugs)) It breaks my heart to hear your tears. You’ve lost so much. Be kind to yourself
I love all of the boys but Miggy was my favorite. He was always so happy and bouncy.
Love & hugs being sent to you, Kim, for your aching 💔. So many of your followers know your pain and while you were talking about your upcoming Christmas photo of the boys I thought maybe you could have Miggy's, Mozzie's & Mr. Grant's framed photos in front or behind the boys? Or possibly their 'angel' ornaments on display in the photo?
My heart goes out to you & all who have lost beloved pets or family members and are grieving this holiday season. ❤️🫂 to all.
It will be a long while before you aren’t depressed as you lost 3 boys in a short period of time. It took me a long time to get over it.
It is good you have the ones you have to make you smile!
I know how much you miss Miggie. We all miss him too but I know how special he was. I always looked forward to seeing him and his bark and wanting you to kick the ball! He was just the one that always got the rest of the boys going. I know you miss Mr Grant and Mozzie but I agree there was just something special about Miggie. He was always in your face and I loved that bark of his. It's ok to cry and miss him. It just takes time especially when the two of you had such a special relationship. Hope you feel better soon but unfortunately this is just part of it all. Life sucks sometimes. Try to have a great Thanksgiving and enjoy that Grandson!! Happy Turkey Day!
I'm so sorry Kim 😢 I have you in my prayers 🙏
Sending you a big hug Kim, from Texas 🤗 and lots of prayers 🙏. We are all here for you.
I'm so sorry. I can't even believe that he is gone. It hurts my heart so much to not see your boy he was always so happy and bouncy. I miss Mozzy as well and Mr Grant. I love all your boys and your kitties but Miggy was just that special one. Sometimes I think when we are grieving them so much that they are actually right there with you and you're feeling their presence and the love energy is like a cleansing cry because he is with you it's just we can't see them. But he's there and Mozzie's there. Be kind to yourself. You've had so much loss this year. Maybe talking to a grief counselor is a good idea to help you through it all🙏
❤❤❤ I know how feels, I Just lost my dog Dallas on Nov 1st he was 18years old.
Also this summer lost two sweet kitties Pepper and Jack. Its been such a hard year so far, I see a therapist once a month so that's helped.