True. & Funny I saw your comment/screen name, cuz I wish they did these annual interviews on Tom Holland/spidey! His following has doubled in the past year, & he's still relatively young & new at being a huge celebrity as of the last couple of years. It would be awesomeee to see a side by side like this of his personal growth~ ♡
drawingangel2 No, nobody died. the artists aren’t really free to be artists... they don’t get to just put out the music they make- they’re under contracts, and whatever they make gets passed through multiple people... and everything is controlled. the artist barely has a say.
Imagine Billie does this interview this year in 2019 as well and reacts to her 2018 self and HOPEFULLY be like : Dang dude why was I so sad and depressed
thebestvids depression is a hard thing and it cant always be a way out of it. Therapy doesnt always help and it can be a thing through the rest of your life. Just saying this because people can think so lightly of depression when its a serious thing and it shouldnt be thought of as something light and easy to get rid of.
Zac D'santos No? He wanted to see her happy and being out of depression but im just trying to say that it might be a thing for life and it can be cronical. Just saying it isnt that easy but you can hope for it to happen but it can also be a cronical thing that stays with you
@@NilsWallskog yeah it was unnecessarily negative and there was no point in posting it. It looks like you just want to brag about saving your girlfriends life, despite that being what any decent human being would do.
Zac D'santos it was no mean to brag i can absolutely remove it since you get offended and think that i brag i will remove it out of respect. Didnt want to offend you and absolutely not being negative i hope that she says that too but i just dont want people to think so lightly of depression because its a serious thing. But sorry i will remove that part then
slangsd Jim Carrey is a prophet and truth speaker. Amen to that comment he made and I agree completely even though I was never famous or rich I do understand.
The music industry ruined her...Can't you see it..she said every artists were sad...It's the way how it is... 😥😥...Feel bad for them.. Working very hard and earn such a depression...They don't deserve that
@@maxime6093 I have bright blue eyes which look grey a lot of the time, it's completely normal for blue eyes to look grey in different lighting or based off the colours around them.
When she said “i met him” my eyes filled with tears. you can just see the look on her face like i’ve accomplished a lot and she just awh i love my lil bean.
@@nono-ke2ie if you've watched the entire video, you'll know that, in this case, she is probably depressed. I never said "liking black" was universal language for being depressed.
This is one of the best interview it just shows the difference of being slightly famous and after getting more famous and how it gets to you.Hope she can get rest and spend some time with her Family. (Okay not before famous then 1-2 year after being famous)
I'd still want Fame. Like imagine your life actually being worth something. Imagine that when you die there will actually be so many people that care and carry your legacy.
Mami Devil but thats only caring about what happens after death. What about in the moment? If youre miserable during your life because of fame and pressure it doesnt matter how others think of you when youre gone. Theyll see you as a hero but youll never see yourself as that youll only see yourself as a sad person who is struggling to keep up with the pressure of a corrupt industry. In some ways fame is nice in many ways it isnt.
Guys this is a cry for help! Look at this girl!! Are we really so dumbed down by whats going on that we can't realize that this girl has become a slave to the music industry? Do they literally have to write it out in the description box for us to have the thought enter our thick skulls? She's a 16 year old CHILD wearing a weird metal dog collar that she said was a gift... Does that not ring any bells for anybody??? C'mon people look at the signs and symbols. They're putting them right in our faces! I want to help save this girl but the only way we can do that is by exposing these sick freaks for who they are. You have to admit what you are seeing it messed up to say the least. Look at her in a year.. How much longer do you think she has before they destroy her completely??? God bless you Billie, I hope we can save you.
In 2018 she just looks so sad. Like a whole different person. She sounded like she was on the verge of tears every time she spoke, every time she blinked. The fame isn't healthy and there's nothing she can do, she's helpless. And that makes me feel helpless.. No one can help her, she's stuck. And she's a whole other person to the bubbly 15 yr old she was a year ago.. This made me cry. Alot.. Edit: I legit wrote this at 2 in the morning and I wake up with over 500 likes, Jesus Christ! I never get likes and usually I don't really care but now I know that I'm not the only one that can see her pain..
Same. I didn't know her 2 weeks ago. I like her music but it's not what I would listen to the most. But I just saw this interview, and it genuinely made me sad. I just want to hug her and... Idk, everything you said sounds true. She was on the verge of crying every time she said a word. Even when she said positive things (in appearance).
This should show how fame isn’t the best thing ever. Bright green to black, “I miss old Billie for not being recognized”, her most liked picture was her *smiling* and “Don’t be so sad.” “I have NOT lived up to that...”
I'm 16, same age as her here, and honestly I really appreciate everything she's talked about mental illness. like teenage mental illness is a big issue and I feel like nobody talks about it.
eh ull get thru it xD, hopefully. if not, go get help, but dont be influenced by what a stranger say, even if they're a celeb, becuz they're strangers.. i say.. it's a moment when ur brain reaches a certain stage and u see the world with different eyes now. it's a time that we cant no longer act childishly and has to force ourselves up. i see that people go through major changes in that stage too.
This girl has so much pressure. I could see the difference in just one year. I can't imagine how she feels now 3 years later. I'm glad she has a Mom that loves and cares about her.
I don't know if it's the way Vanity Fair made the video, but I actually sense more sadness in the second interview. I feel like she is probably living a very adult life, and even though it may seem that she can handle it, I am not sure that any 16 year old is able to make the choice to live life that way. But she is still a great singer.
@@ItsMe-vz2mj The documentary is called "The World's a little blurry.", It's an Apple TV release. I have it on my phone and watch it whenever I need a little boost!
Don't you guys think it's weird this 16 year old CHILD is wearing a dog collar/bondage gear that was given to her as a gift??? WTF is happening in this world.
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I don't wanted to say this but I have to agree with u. When she was 15 (in the beginning of her fame) she looked kind of happier you know? But now she looks like if she was depressed or something. It hurts me a lot.
Kalléu Marques sad to assume but that's also what i thought. i just listened to her 'bury a friend', there's this lyrics pertaining to that or is it just me idk. She's way too young to handle things. She's very talented though, I love her style.
this is evidence that money, fame, validation and attention do not replace feelings. she´s still struggling, her success hasn´t changed that. if anything, it made it more difficult to cope with. i know she´ll be okay though, she will
I think Billy’s extremely worn out. I’ve been there before, and that’s exactly how I acted: I was quiet, not very reactive, my eyes were kinda dull, and it was hard to smile genuinely. I can only hope she rests and gets better!
She is deeply depressed. That's not weed or whatever. She almost cries in some questions.. Her eyes just look like the regular eyes of someone who has been crying for too long and someone who has not been sleeping at all
Try watching someone get into meth and see how they are in a year, that is sad. Billie is young and experiencing much success which could overwhelm her but it's also an amazing opportunity for her to do what she loves to do as a career.
She seemed so much brighter and hopeful back then like there was still a sparkle in her eye and now it feels like that was sucked out of her I hope she’s okay
2:30 I watched this in 2018 for the first time and till this day I still try to live by both. “Don’t be so sad, it’s such a waste of time. It’s ruined so many things that could’ve been amazing.” And, “Don’t post everything you think. Don’t, just don’t. Don’t post your feelings, don’t do it to yourself.” So wise...
Just finished the 2021 interview and I'm back to rewatch this.. And just wanted to tell everybody who's struggling with depression or anxiety or whatever bro watch this and the 2021 thing, compare these two and her changes and the way she got better and the things she has done through these years...and remind urself whatever u are struggling with now will leave u and one day you will feel better. Love everyone who read❤
so true . these years I was in the same mental state because I was lost and scared of the world but now I'm trying to find peace in myself, be inspired by everything. we all can be happy
In a weird way this makes me feel sad. What is there to look forward with so much success by 16? So wild. I hope she has a long and ever changing road ahead of being creative.
Kat Burns give me a break! There are so many people struggling in the world and you are sad for this multi millionaire! I feel sad for all the people that struggling with addiction, depression, poverty, etc
@@BHavensFree just bcus there r people who suffer more, its not wrong to feel sad for her. Dont compare pain, just bcus she/he feels bad for her doesnt mean, she/he disregarding the pain of others.Just bcus people suffer more, doesnt mean other people's pain is invalid.
Mardhatillah Knsyhdh I agree because literally only one person would be “allowed to be sad” by that logic. And every person goes through their own struggles and its unfair to compare and denounce other peoples problems
Well if that's your definition of success, you must not have great goals. Fame is not a goal. If your child or another child comes to you and says, "When I grow up, I want to be famous," please kill that notion before it causes long-term harm. The number of kids who say this is increasing, by the way, and all in direct correlation to social media.
There's a deep pain in her eyes that isn't there a year ago. I dunno maybe because I'm high but I just see it. It's hard to see someone so young already have that look like that. She's not much younger than my youngest sibling in this video.
Yes. Something has happened to her 😥...There is no light in her 18years old...i ve been through this when I had ocd(with dark thoughts)....i lost all my happiness.....i lost myself...I had no interest in living....Somehow by grace of God..i managed through it and living a life now....i can feel her pain. 😥😥😥
Wow I didn’t realize how unrecognized Billie was just a year ago. She’s blown up so much. I’ve been loving her for so long and every time I would blast her music no one knew who she was and now everyone does. I hope she finds happiness. She’s so young and accomplished so much already.
I still remember when I started listening to her she wasn’t known at all and she’s grown so much. I remember the times when I put her music on and everyone told me to turn it off cuz they didn’t know her and now everyone sings along
dudee its so weird!! I have some friends who i played her music for last year and they didn't like it or didn't know what it was... and now they're all fans!! im happy for billie but kinda sad that she isn't our little secret anymore awwww
i get so sad watching this knowing how much she was hurting filming this and during that year. she stayed to make us happy and I’m so glad she did. she was patient and waited for things to get better. glad ur still here bil:) shes saved so many lives, idk what i would do without her.
Idk who she is but she looks so depressed and empty, it must be so much to take on at that age, she looked so much happier and fresh faced a year ago :/
I just started crying because you can see it in her eyes how worn down she is. It is really hard to see this ambushes young girl but than look over to the empty person that looks like she has given up. I wish her to find her happiness again. ❤️
L E V I N _ W E S T ihr wird es bald besser gehen.Sie ist stark.Wichtige Personen sind einfach ‚gone‘, dieser Schmerz..der muss erst verarbeitet werden. Schmerz ist Progress. Sie wird immer stärker. Es braucht alles Zeit, sie hat uns. Und sie ist nicht alleine.
Jamil Farrah thank you for sharing your opinion but I don’t have to justify for my feelings. I found the video very emotional. If you don’t had to cry doesn’t mean that everyone else shouldn’t do either.
She is young, she is getting older now and opening the gates of adulthood, fame isn't easy its a fight. Hope she sees the right path . She is a dear ❤️.
Amp art watching the first 2 minutes right now, she didnt seem too affected when it comes mentaly, i feel like she only increased followers and change appearence
@@person5374 "It's the only picture of me smiling" *"Don't be so sad, it's a waste of time* - I haven't lived up to that" "I'm handling the pressure horribly" Right, she is totally not sad mentally.
i remember the day this came out and i just cried. it hurts so much to see her so miserable because she’s an amazing person who deserves all the love. i’m so beyond happy she’s happy now
Guys she has depression and with all the pressure being put on her since she got famous of course she looks rough now. She's not doing drugs or anything like that, she has an amazing family who cares about her and she knows this. I think she is just struggling with the pressure and spotlight on her now because she is clearly not a huge people person and being watched and scrutinized for every little thing she does. As she gets older and becomes more mature and learns more about herself, she'll get to a better place emotionally and mentally.
For some reason this part gave me a feeling I can't really describe
Billie 2017: AAH I would EXPLODE if I met him.
Billie 2018:i met him
Adrienne Hardenberg me too🥰🥰!!
Adrienne Hardenberg If She met Who ?
@@eylex585 Tyler the creator
Me too
actually same
When her younger self told her “don’t be sad anymore, its a waste of time.” She looked so sad after a second.
Tom HollandTM 😢
True. & Funny I saw your comment/screen name, cuz I wish they did these annual interviews on Tom Holland/spidey! His following has doubled in the past year, & he's still relatively young & new at being a huge celebrity as of the last couple of years. It would be awesomeee to see a side by side like this of his personal growth~ ♡
When do you hear her say that??
Omgggggg ssooooooo deeeepp Lol shut up 😂😂😂
donnie darko Bruh who said it was deep, and why should we shut up?
when she hesitated to say that it was all worth it i actually wanted to cry my eyes out
mia mulder omg ik
read this just as it happened
mia mulder why
Good or bad?
dramatic effect
who else is rewatching these before the 2021 one comes out to see how much shes grown
Me
me bc i miss the blue hair :/
God I just love how ur pfp is Billie and it’s says Olivia 😆
@@mariadnan8803 haha yes :))
lets gooooooo
"I'm kinda jealous of Billie a year ago"
Oh look. There goes my heart...
Ommmgggggg Harrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻
"Wore my heart out on a chain around my neck and now it's missing"
stfu
That part where she described the music industry...as everyone is sad.."We're all sad" ... That hit me..
What time was it at I think I missed it
Kevin Brian 9:20
But why??? Did I miss something? Did someone die?
drawingangel2 No, nobody died. the artists aren’t really free to be artists... they don’t get to just put out the music they make- they’re under contracts, and whatever they make gets passed through multiple people... and everything is controlled. the artist barely has a say.
Imagine Billie does this interview this year in 2019 as well and reacts to her 2018 self and HOPEFULLY be like : Dang dude why was I so sad and depressed
thebestvids depression is a hard thing and it cant always be a way out of it. Therapy doesnt always help and it can be a thing through the rest of your life. Just saying this because people can think so lightly of depression when its a serious thing and it shouldnt be thought of as something light and easy to get rid of.
@@NilsWallskog okay? That was completely unrelated.
Zac D'santos No? He wanted to see her happy and being out of depression but im just trying to say that it might be a thing for life and it can be cronical. Just saying it isnt that easy but you can hope for it to happen but it can also be a cronical thing that stays with you
@@NilsWallskog yeah it was unnecessarily negative and there was no point in posting it. It looks like you just want to brag about saving your girlfriends life, despite that being what any decent human being would do.
Zac D'santos it was no mean to brag i can absolutely remove it since you get offended and think that i brag i will remove it out of respect. Didnt want to offend you and absolutely not being negative i hope that she says that too but i just dont want people to think so lightly of depression because its a serious thing. But sorry i will remove that part then
15 year old billie: innocent
16 year old billie: edgy
17 year old billie: positive
18 year old billie: I LIKE YA CUT G
I don’t know if edgy is the word I’d use. She actually looked kinda sad at 16. Glad she’s doing alright now.
🍒 👋🏼
@@strangeperson722 *SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEECH*
@@randomknight2585 lel
she wasn't edgy, she was really sad because of x dying
That smile when she said “ i met him”😭❤️
at what point?
Pizza Pizza U COPIED MA COMMENT
Nike Fällén That was a different time
when she told her self not to be sad, I seen the sadness in her eyes after she heard 1 year ago say that to future her
"I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it's not the answer." - Jim Carrey
slangsd Jim Carrey is a prophet and truth speaker. Amen to that comment he made and I agree completely even though I was never famous or rich I do understand.
100%
Wow! *wisdom struck me hard*😵
Yea he's also a diagnosed schizophrenic
We're in need of more celebs doing what JC is doing.
"you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard" 💔
The music industry ruined her...Can't you see it..she said every artists were sad...It's the way how it is... 😥😥...Feel bad for them.. Working very hard and earn such a depression...They don't deserve that
When she said a year ago "i like light green" then today "i like black, beacause things has been dark lately" my heart dropped 💔
I think she said bright green
-Lynn- mhm she did
Reff Gxd same😢
@@ash-iy4cw same thing...
billie 2017; *bright ocean eyes*
billie 2018; *grey*
taelicious omg I thought that too
I think it's the colour of her hair- grey hair makes the blue in her eyes stand out and blue hair overpowers her blue eyes
@@nonetheyoshi9093 I think so too
@@nonetheyoshi9093 no,people need to make something mysterious out of it.don' take their illusion of selling souls and illuminati😂
@@maxime6093 I have bright blue eyes which look grey a lot of the time, it's completely normal for blue eyes to look grey in different lighting or based off the colours around them.
When she said “i met him” my eyes filled with tears. you can just see the look on her face like i’ve accomplished a lot and she just awh i love my lil bean.
smh
@@annapetite9461 at What Time ?
same i don’t know why but i literally got chills and started crying like help please ouch this hurts my heart
What time?
michelle joseph 3:34 :)
*if this doesn’t go until she’s 50 I don’t want it*
She said she is doing this till she’s 90
@@aishaqidwai what if she dies being shot
@@randylan89 we sure hope she won’t💀
@@randylan89 wtf
@@randylan89 😂
The smile she gives hurts so much, you can see that she’s sad..
Deep 14 year old white girl moment
@@YeTism middle school boy who listens to Juice Wrld and thinks it’s deep moment
she is controlled
@@thegovtdoesntcareaboutyou aha why or can you explain yourself?
@@makenziej8632 attacking juice for what? That guy is a clown why you gotta bring juice into this
This was so emotional😩
Billie2k17: I’d explode if I met him!!
Billie2k18: I met him.
Yeah since she has more fame she doesn’t care of meeting famous people anymore.
i met him and it was great was what she said
She sounded like she was gonna cry 😭
Mavilo yes she still said “ I met him “ tho😂
@@ol7299 or she’s just sad and doesn’t care about anything anymore
2017: *looks so happy*
2018: *looks she’s been through a lot and stressed*
Yeah “stress”
Its a fuckin act
Fame and money bro
Call it Drugs lol
Thats literally what happened
this version of billie breaks my heart dude.
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Me to I'm glad she's happy with herself again
"What's your favorite color right now?"
2017: *I like bright green a lot*
2018" *I like black. It's been pretty dark*
:(
Alexandra Ribeiro who is she
@@luiza7453 what do you mean?
Just cause she loves black doesnt mean she's depressed. I live black too.
*love
@@nono-ke2ie if you've watched the entire video, you'll know that, in this case, she is probably depressed. I never said "liking black" was universal language for being depressed.
Aww her silver/lavendery hair honestly makes her look angelic.
This is one of the best interview it just shows the difference of being slightly famous and after getting more famous and how it gets to you.Hope she can get rest and spend some time with her Family.
(Okay not before famous then 1-2 year after being famous)
I'd still want Fame. Like imagine your life actually being worth something. Imagine that when you die there will actually be so many people that care and carry your legacy.
Mami Devil Grass is always greener than the other side
Mami Devil but thats only caring about what happens after death. What about in the moment? If youre miserable during your life because of fame and pressure it doesnt matter how others think of you when youre gone. Theyll see you as a hero but youll never see yourself as that youll only see yourself as a sad person who is struggling to keep up with the pressure of a corrupt industry. In some ways fame is nice in many ways it isnt.
Guys this is a cry for help! Look at this girl!! Are we really so dumbed down by whats going on that we can't realize that this girl has become a slave to the music industry? Do they literally have to write it out in the description box for us to have the thought enter our thick skulls? She's a 16 year old CHILD wearing a weird metal dog collar that she said was a gift... Does that not ring any bells for anybody??? C'mon people look at the signs and symbols. They're putting them right in our faces! I want to help save this girl but the only way we can do that is by exposing these sick freaks for who they are. You have to admit what you are seeing it messed up to say the least. Look at her in a year.. How much longer do you think she has before they destroy her completely??? God bless you Billie, I hope we can save you.
@anarchore she doesnt do drugs.
i cant even recognise her looking at her now, you can SEE how much she grown and how much she has gained confidence, happiness in 2021
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15 Billie: i like bright green
16 Billie: i like black
17 & 18 Billie: *combines them*
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17 BLACK
well said
1.4K like !!
@@sherrylarcadio4236 omg I know what you're referring to.
In 2018 she just looks so sad. Like a whole different person.
She sounded like she was on the verge of tears every time she spoke, every time she blinked.
The fame isn't healthy and there's nothing she can do, she's helpless.
And that makes me feel helpless..
No one can help her, she's stuck.
And she's a whole other person to the bubbly 15 yr old she was a year ago..
This made me cry.
Alot..
Edit: I legit wrote this at 2 in the morning and I wake up with over 500 likes, Jesus Christ! I never get likes and usually I don't really care but now I know that I'm not the only one that can see her pain..
What if she was just tired?
Same. I didn't know her 2 weeks ago. I like her music but it's not what I would listen to the most. But I just saw this interview, and it genuinely made me sad. I just want to hug her and... Idk, everything you said sounds true. She was on the verge of crying every time she said a word. Even when she said positive things (in appearance).
When her mum hugged her, that was the first genuine smile I saw her 16 year old self do.
she was happy one year ago but now she about to cry
You can see the pain in her eyes and her smile 🥺 she’s WAY happier now
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2017: my name is billie eilish
2018: billie eilish
2019: you already know me...
BlackBangtan Shipper lol
BUT THAT WAS ME DIO!!!
ima guess 2020: my face is litteraly on your car do you need to ask?
BlackBangtan Shipper ARMY? 💜
DUH
This should show how fame isn’t the best thing ever. Bright green to black, “I miss old Billie for not being recognized”, her most liked picture was her *smiling* and “Don’t be so sad.” “I have NOT lived up to that...”
Exactly :(
Look at what happened to all the musicians in the past, Kurt Cobain, Jim Morrison, Sid Barrett, and John Frusciante too but at least he's still alive.
It scares me how one year could change a person
Only 1 YEAR !!
I Glow my dude, it happened to me in 2017 and 2018😳 like worst year ever
One word "puberty"
1 years is a long time to live
Everything could change in a Day though
Yeah,it can change more things that you think that it actually can.It is weird
I'm 16, same age as her here, and honestly I really appreciate everything she's talked about mental illness. like teenage mental illness is a big issue and I feel like nobody talks about it.
eh ull get thru it xD, hopefully. if not, go get help, but dont be influenced by what a stranger say, even if they're a celeb, becuz they're strangers.. i say.. it's a moment when ur brain reaches a certain stage and u see the world with different eyes now. it's a time that we cant no longer act childishly and has to force ourselves up. i see that people go through major changes in that stage too.
“what’s you favorite color?”
“i like black. it’s been pretty dark lately so i decided to be dark with it.”
got that right.
LeenYeenCreations wdym?
This actually shows how life can just change within a year...
She needs a hug.
Bless
Charlotte H yea
Why aren't you pinned? 🤔😉
Don't we all.
Did you know that most guys just want a hug most of the time but don't say it a lot If this gets 1,000 likes them I'll randomly hug I a guy I promise
this made me cry because you can see how hard she’s trying to not breakdown this whole interview… i’m so happy she’s healed and much much much happier
who came here after the 2020 version just got release look at how much shes grown
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I did :)
Meee
yeah and guess who's crying
Me!
*Favorite Color?:*
Happier Billie: " I like bright green a lot"
Sad Billie: " I like Black. "
☹
It's fine tho
@Alex San WTH when🤷🏻♀️
@Alex San no.. she said her fav. color is black
Dude Black isn't even a colour it's a shade
2017 billie : i like green
2018 billie : i like black
2019 billie : HEY I LIKE GREEN AGAIN
And blue!?!?!?!!!?!??!!!!!
k e n z a Haha bro that’s true
k e n z a lmaoooooooooo
Best comment Ever
Killerparadijs ! She said she hated it in an interview
This girl has so much pressure. I could see the difference in just one year. I can't imagine how she feels now 3 years later. I'm glad she has a Mom that loves and cares about her.
look up the most recent interview she is doing better!
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I don't know if it's the way Vanity Fair made the video, but I actually sense more sadness in the second interview. I feel like she is probably living a very adult life, and even though it may seem that she can handle it, I am not sure that any 16 year old is able to make the choice to live life that way. But she is still a great singer.
Yes you're right
I'm 21 and not in the public eye, and I'm not coping with adult life, so she must be feeling a ton of pressure. I really hope she takes time off.
I always forget that she is only 16! She looks in her 20s
Edit:ok I’m wrong,she’s 17 ..
Don't think that's a compliment... But OK lol
Yep i agree
shes 17
But young at the same time
Yeh I feel she let herself go a little ☹☹
2017 billie: green
2018 billie: black
2019 billie: and now we’re gonna miX
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@Tazwar 22 her hair is green and black
👌👌
2020......
I think ya got ur years wrong lmao 😆
This hurts more than ever after watching her documentary. Poor baby.
Which documentary? Where to watch it?
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@@ItsMe-vz2mj The documentary is called "The World's a little blurry.", It's an Apple TV release. I have it on my phone and watch it whenever I need a little boost!
What did she say in it?
@@whodatninja439 Quite a bit. If you're curious, check it out.
*favourite colour*
15 billie- bright green
Now billie- black...
*emo* -tional- *billie*
bright black
does Billie have the herps?
Don't you guys think it's weird this 16 year old CHILD is wearing a dog collar/bondage gear that was given to her as a gift??? WTF is happening in this world.
bLaCk iS nOt a CoLoUr iT’s a sHaDe
Her one year ago self looked so proud and happy and now she’s so sad and frustrated
Surprisingly, this is so depressing to watch. Wishing a 17 year old Billie to be happy and not feel pressured anymore.
Now she’s 18 and happy as ever
This comment aged like some fineeee wineeee!
oh wow u guessed it correct.
Goosebumps 🎶❤️💚ruclips.net/video/tmm63g0XUys/видео.html
@@lucypine3646 you really just manifested happier than ever
Little did 16 yr old billie know is that she would end up being super happy, and would win 5 grammys. (most likely more in the future)
7 now🥺
@@abbyrose1297 yes🥺❤✨
@@drishana2308 stfu😳♥️
@@Jetstreamsammy who asked to stfu ❤️ ✨ 😯
Don't forget the 2 Oscaars. :)
She seemed so happy, just a year ago. Laughed more, smiled more, and seemed a little herself. Not anymore:(
I feel like the fames like hit her now, like she’s getting fed up
Same with Lil Uzi Vert
It's the devil and illuminati
The Reelist ik and it’s rlly sad cuz she prolly doesn’t know it:((
Maybe her smiling wasn't herself and you guys don't know her no one really does
this is like watching twins with different personalities
It's normal cause she is teen, her personality is changing
Or u could be like me and talk to the different personality that u have
A dude just like the twins. Lies all day
It's a boy.screwed up fake
Yea
this really got me tearing up.. she looks like she wants to cry over herself
Ikr :C
she makes break up songs and got famous bec of that i think its pretty self explanatory
Is there a reason why she is so depressed?
She was so broken at this time and now (2021) she’s the happiest she ever been
YESSS EXACTLY. AND LMAO IN THE 2018 MISS GIRL RLY LIED AND SAID SHE DIDNT HAGE A BF
"I'm kind of jealous of billie a year ago." Awwe billie 💔🖤
ik.. 😩😩😩
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Do you feel pressure?
2017: Nah
2018: Yes
I was the 1,200th like
Chau H. Probs RUclips Rewind..
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*i just cried when- when billie said don’t- don’t post your feelings, im still crying. thank you*
al0n3 _ you’re posting your feelings rn tho
Kinda ironic.
@@kirleyq1394 I think that was the point.
I dont get why she said that. Did something happen?
al0n3 _ yeah, did something happen or why does she say that,
looking back at this interview, i’m so proud of how far she’s come. i’m so happy that’s she’s happy now 🥺
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Im so proud she's now finally happy with herself
You can see it in her eyes something's wrong 😔
I don't wanted to say this but I have to agree with u. When she was 15 (in the beginning of her fame) she looked kind of happier you know? But now she looks like if she was depressed or something. It hurts me a lot.
hoe for yoongi she sold her soul.
Kalléu Marques sad to assume but that's also what i thought. i just listened to her 'bury a friend', there's this lyrics pertaining to that or is it just me idk. She's way too young to handle things. She's very talented though, I love her style.
True ❤❤
she sold he soul to the devil
She had 6 million followers and now she’s got over 40 million
42.8 million right now :D
Emalie Studios, 42.9 right now :))
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55.4 mln
Lorena L 56.8 now
She is so pretty but there is so much sadness in here eyes
Ocean eyes
She’s 16
But I’m 13 👌
*her eyes
*her
she was absolutely falling apart then , i’m so glad she has healed so much now
Billie 15: I like light green a lot!
Billie 16: ...I like black a lot :/
Katt Playz a lot of difference
The same thing happend to me.... like some years ago i saied the exact same thing
Black is what you get when you mix all the colors of the rainbow 😕🙃
Me at 8: I like pink and lime green!
Me at 11: I like black.
@@pamelafagan9972 Pretty sure u get white, since rainbow is the refraction of white light. Unless u talking about real paints😊.
This makes me sad. I love Billie and I miss her laugh and hate to see her down like this😔❤️
Omg, me too. :(
she's still happy wdym
.'
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im sorry but what is wrong worh her? :(
1000 SUBS WITH NO VIDEOS!! she says how she’s wearing black because her life is very dark rn and she just isn’t full of life like she used to be
The ocean eyes instrumentals playing in the background hits hard.
i just realized why it sounds so familiar omg
Yep :)
I agree
I still can’t believe she’s only a teenager that just blows my mind .....
•Murray• •HeleneJ• So young yet so untalented 😂😂😂
Waleed make better music than her pls lmao
Ikr she a wonder
She literally is so mature, I could probably talk to her like an adult
I can totally believe it, she acts and talks just like one
this is evidence that money, fame, validation and attention do not replace feelings. she´s still struggling, her success hasn´t changed that. if anything, it made it more difficult to cope with. i know she´ll be okay though, she will
Yeah
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you were right, she is okay now. check the fifth interview if you haven't yet.
she is
this comment aged beautifully
The background music makes it way more sad well I guess that's the point
It is playing an instrumental version of Ocean Eyes, it's beautiful
I think it's ocean eyes🙈♥
not a fan if sad instrumental music in the background. i just want a video raw with no editing at all
Hi im confused in this vid can u tell me what its supposed to be about
Thomas Barry ikr
Coming here after watching the 2022 interview to see how much she changed…, and WOW, she‘s grown so much…
I think Billy’s extremely worn out. I’ve been there before, and that’s exactly how I acted: I was quiet, not very reactive, my eyes were kinda dull, and it was hard to smile genuinely. I can only hope she rests and gets better!
Diana Potra i feel the same but not worn out
Diana Potra yeah I have smoked weed too.
Diana Potra ur def right she’s so young and she’s doing so much so quick
Drunken Master II Smoking weed is one thing. Being exhausted to the point where smiling for more than a second is a hard task is quite another.
She is deeply depressed. That's not weed or whatever. She almost cries in some questions.. Her eyes just look like the regular eyes of someone who has been crying for too long and someone who has not been sleeping at all
Wow, 1 year. That's crazy. All of that. Seems like she lived a decade between those videos. I love this interview format!
This is one of the saddest and most broken one year apart video I ever saw. I want to hug her so bad..
Fellow Rogerina....
Yes it’s lord and saviour rogerina
Try watching someone get into meth and see how they are in a year, that is sad. Billie is young and experiencing much success which could overwhelm her but it's also an amazing opportunity for her to do what she loves to do as a career.
Came here after the 2021 interview. She has grown so much and I’m so proud of her! ♥️
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She seemed so much brighter and hopeful back then like there was still a sparkle in her eye and now it feels like that was sucked out of her I hope she’s okay
정진주 😭
ㅋㅋㅋㅋTrue
Thats what being popular does to you. And her reliance on social media.
I believe that the old billie is still in there
She was still a kid after all.... say what you want but she saw the real world at 16 and how cruel it can be.
She needs help.
this music is making this video sadder than it already is.
Ananya Karthik this video is sad, it shows how bad the fame is and how truly hurt she is
her hair is blue, her eyes used to be blue.
her hair was grey, her eyes are now grey.
Nailed it
thanks for all the likes, i appreciate it❤️
her eyes are blue....
lilonni 666 her eyes were bright blue before, now they’re grey
Ocean eyes
2:30 I watched this in 2018 for the first time and till this day I still try to live by both. “Don’t be so sad, it’s such a waste of time. It’s ruined so many things that could’ve been amazing.” And, “Don’t post everything you think. Don’t, just don’t. Don’t post your feelings, don’t do it to yourself.” So wise...
She’s changed so much, and I feel like she doesn’t give herself enough credit
This interview made me cry... it’s so hard to see your favorite idol so broken and sad
SOMEONE GIVE THIS GIRL A HUG.
a hug wouldn't even help because her heart is closed up
Don't you will get pierced by her necklace.
@@jochemb234 yes.😅
Her mom did.
no.
Just finished the 2021 interview and I'm back to rewatch this..
And just wanted to tell everybody who's struggling with depression or anxiety or whatever bro watch this and the 2021 thing, compare these two and her changes and the way she got better and the things she has done through these years...and remind urself whatever u are struggling with now will leave u and one day you will feel better. Love everyone who read❤
so true . these years I was in the same mental state because I was lost and scared of the world but now I'm trying to find peace in myself, be inspired by everything. we all can be happy
"Don't be so sad, it's such a waste of time"
jesus christ, that's a big slap in the face
Your profile picture is sad tho
I cried at that part :/
I do feel kinda depressed watching this
i cried because your cat is crying🐱
In a weird way this makes me feel sad. What is there to look forward with so much success by 16? So wild. I hope she has a long and ever changing road ahead of being creative.
Kat Burns give me a break! There are so many people struggling in the world and you are sad for this multi millionaire! I feel sad for all the people that struggling with addiction, depression, poverty, etc
@@BHavensFree just bcus there r people who suffer more, its not wrong to feel sad for her. Dont compare pain, just bcus she/he feels bad for her doesnt mean, she/he disregarding the pain of others.Just bcus people suffer more, doesnt mean other people's pain is invalid.
i feel the freakin same
Mardhatillah Knsyhdh
I agree because literally only one person would be “allowed to be sad” by that logic. And every person goes through their own struggles and its unfair to compare and denounce other peoples problems
Well if that's your definition of success, you must not have great goals. Fame is not a goal. If your child or another child comes to you and says, "When I grow up, I want to be famous," please kill that notion before it causes long-term harm. The number of kids who say this is increasing, by the way, and all in direct correlation to social media.
This is so sad. Her enthusiasm has disappeared :(
Emily Storey-Smith ik it’s so sad x
curtisjhibberd depression
MrYouarethecancer 😭😭
MrYouarethecancer i still fw her tho
MrYouarethecancer tf is that supposed to mean
There's a deep pain in her eyes that isn't there a year ago. I dunno maybe because I'm high but I just see it. It's hard to see someone so young already have that look like that. She's not much younger than my youngest sibling in this video.
Yes. Something has happened to her 😥...There is no light in her 18years old...i ve been through this when I had ocd(with dark thoughts)....i lost all my happiness.....i lost myself...I had no interest in living....Somehow by grace of God..i managed through it and living a life now....i can feel her pain. 😥😥😥
Wow I didn’t realize how unrecognized Billie was just a year ago. She’s blown up so much. I’ve been loving her for so long and every time I would blast her music no one knew who she was and now everyone does. I hope she finds happiness. She’s so young and accomplished so much already.
No everyone. I have no clue who this baby is. It just came up in my recommendations.
Suz Marie same i discovered her when she was still so small and no one knew her haha
I still remember when I started listening to her she wasn’t known at all and she’s grown so much. I remember the times when I put her music on and everyone told me to turn it off cuz they didn’t know her and now everyone sings along
@@andreatorres6211 yes i relate!
dudee its so weird!! I have some friends who i played her music for last year and they didn't like it or didn't know what it was... and now they're all fans!! im happy for billie but kinda sad that she isn't our little secret anymore awwww
And the scariest thing is that its been only one year.
another yes
@Ryan Armstrong sure tough boomer
Ryan Armstrong wow so awesome your comment cuz our generation definitely didn’t have to go through so much... okay boomer
@Ryan Armstrong did you come on this video to leave the same comments? And you talk about us wasting our time? Lmfao. Go on.
@Ryan Armstrong ok atleast we didn't destroy the climate😃
awe you can tell she’s holding it in 🥺😭
I like jeans and playing rugby
@@michaelcredo4863 wtfs
i was the one thousandth like and u deserve it =-)
i get so sad watching this knowing how much she was hurting filming this and during that year. she stayed to make us happy and I’m so glad she did. she was patient and waited for things to get better. glad ur still here bil:) shes saved so many lives, idk what i would do without her.
She looks like shes about to cry the whole time
Avocado Emmy i think she cried
Ikr she looks so sad 😭😭
IKR she looks so sad 😭
i dont think she is the only person😭
Idk who she is but she looks so depressed and empty, it must be so much to take on at that age, she looked so much happier and fresh faced a year ago :/
I think that is just her personality, not depression.
I just started crying because you can see it in her eyes how worn down she is. It is really hard to see this ambushes young girl but than look over to the empty person that looks like she has given up. I wish her to find her happiness again. ❤️
Lenny Barth Same...
I appreciate the sentiment, but: ambitious*
ogaitnas33 sorry, just my bad german school english. But thank you for pointing out my mistake 🙏🏻
L E V I N _ W E S T ihr wird es bald besser gehen.Sie ist stark.Wichtige Personen sind einfach ‚gone‘, dieser Schmerz..der muss erst verarbeitet werden. Schmerz ist Progress. Sie wird immer stärker. Es braucht alles Zeit, sie hat uns. Und sie ist nicht alleine.
Jamil Farrah thank you for sharing your opinion but I don’t have to justify for my feelings. I found the video very emotional. If you don’t had to cry doesn’t mean that everyone else shouldn’t do either.
watching these interviews again makes me so emotional
She is young, she is getting older now and opening the gates of adulthood, fame isn't easy its a fight. Hope she sees the right path . She is a dear ❤️.
Protect our billie
@@zenuji2369 we must
ba-bump ba-bump I think he meant she is a deer heart
It’s really depressing to see how artists are affected after becoming famous it’s not just her everyone’s sad she even said it
Amp art watching the first 2 minutes right now, she didnt seem too affected when it comes mentaly, i feel like she only increased followers and change appearence
Amp art Guess what she can change all of that now, but she won’t
@@person5374
"It's the only picture of me smiling"
*"Don't be so sad, it's a waste of time*
- I haven't lived up to that"
"I'm handling the pressure horribly"
Right, she is totally not sad mentally.
Who else cant wait to see 2019 billie eilish reaction??
WE ARE GONNA NEED IT
I just hope she’ll be ok in 2019...
❤️
I don't...this girl looks so broken...
what if she’s not here...
i remember the day this came out and i just cried. it hurts so much to see her so miserable because she’s an amazing person who deserves all the love. i’m so beyond happy she’s happy now
*I'm kinda jealous of Billie a year ago.* *This was painful*
ZackGames4Life read this at the same time she said it on the video
billy 🤦♂️🤦♂️ duh billie
ikr like imagine being looked up by millions only to spread ur negative energy to your fans 🙌🏽
*BILLIE*
Billie*
*Have you met Tyler?*
2017 Billie: No, I would EXPLODE if I met him aAAAaAAAaaa
2018 Billie: I met him.
3:28
Who is Tyler?
Fried Rat tyler, the creator, he’s a rapper
Lol 😂
This got me. Hit hard
They better keep making these for at least 10 more years
Agree
they better
Well....they did
Seconded
Har har very funny
I want to give this billie a hug and tell her that everything will be fine
Guys she has depression and with all the pressure being put on her since she got famous of course she looks rough now. She's not doing drugs or anything like that, she has an amazing family who cares about her and she knows this. I think she is just struggling with the pressure and spotlight on her now because she is clearly not a huge people person and being watched and scrutinized for every little thing she does. As she gets older and becomes more mature and learns more about herself, she'll get to a better place emotionally and mentally.
It hurts to see her like this it's like she lost all her light.
@Excelsior Patakanaikos clearly you since you're commenting
Excelsior Patakanaikos clearly you, since you’re commenting.
and she lost x he was her best friend i think that's play with her emotion (I'm french sorry if you don't understand all i said)
@@noella_bmb2791 it's cool you spoke well