Billie Eilish: Same Interview, One Year Apart | Vanity Fair

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  • Опубликовано: 5 ноя 2018
  • On October 18th, 2017, after a busy day of promotional interviews in New York City, Billie Eilish met with Vanity Fair to discuss the 15-year-old’s breakthrough success. On October 18th, 2018, after a long day of pre-tour rehearsals, Billie spoke with VF again to answer the exact same questions and look back at a time capsule of her answers from last year. Her Instagram follower count grew from 257K to 6.3 million. She went from playing crowds of 500 fans to playing arenas for more than 40,000. See how Billie’s life changed over the last year.
    Listen to a recomposition of Billie's "Ocean Eyes" here:
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    Directed and Interviewed by Joe Sabia
    Produced by Jeff Kornberg
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  • @evanrojo5795
    @evanrojo5795 5 лет назад +4712

    2017: *looks so happy*
    2018: *looks she’s been through a lot and stressed*

  • @dewbios
    @dewbios 5 лет назад +3511

    billie 2017; *bright ocean eyes*
    billie 2018; *grey*

    • @chezkayviolet
      @chezkayviolet 5 лет назад +5

      taelicious omg I thought that too

    • @nonetheyoshi9093
      @nonetheyoshi9093 5 лет назад +76

      I think it's the colour of her hair- grey hair makes the blue in her eyes stand out and blue hair overpowers her blue eyes

    • @maxime6093
      @maxime6093 5 лет назад +2

      @@nonetheyoshi9093 I think so too

    • @maario1244
      @maario1244 5 лет назад +4

      @@nonetheyoshi9093 no,people need to make something mysterious out of it.don' take their illusion of selling souls and illuminati😂

    • @emilylatte6626
      @emilylatte6626 5 лет назад +2

      @@maxime6093 I have bright blue eyes which look grey a lot of the time, it's completely normal for blue eyes to look grey in different lighting or based off the colours around them.

  • @isabellagreen3367
    @isabellagreen3367 3 года назад +4641

    The smile she gives hurts so much, you can see that she’s sad..

    • @YeTism
      @YeTism 3 года назад +58

      Deep 14 year old white girl moment

    • @makenziej8632
      @makenziej8632 3 года назад +139

      @@YeTism middle school boy who listens to Juice Wrld and thinks it’s deep moment

    • @thegovtdoesntcareaboutyou
      @thegovtdoesntcareaboutyou 2 года назад +6

      she is controlled

    • @Raven-xe8mp
      @Raven-xe8mp 2 года назад +2

      @@thegovtdoesntcareaboutyou aha why or can you explain yourself?

    • @fecher13_17
      @fecher13_17 2 года назад +3

      @@makenziej8632 attacking juice for what? That guy is a clown why you gotta bring juice into this

  • @hannah-we3ws
    @hannah-we3ws 3 года назад +4922

    who came here after the 2020 version just got release look at how much shes grown

    • @---ky4xu
      @---ky4xu 3 года назад +1

      Bad guy cover on Steelpan 🎶❤️🥰ruclips.net/video/tmm63g0XUys/видео.html

    • @---ky4xu
      @---ky4xu 3 года назад +5

      I did :)

    • @jackielopez1590
      @jackielopez1590 3 года назад +3

      Meee

    • @lyloupr
      @lyloupr 3 года назад +10

      yeah and guess who's crying

    • @bi.fruitsalad
      @bi.fruitsalad 3 года назад +2

      Me!

  • @Scribiibugs
    @Scribiibugs 4 года назад +13519

    When her younger self told her “don’t be sad anymore, its a waste of time.” She looked so sad after a second.

    • @nobodyyet8245
      @nobodyyet8245 4 года назад +25

      Tom HollandTM 😢

    • @janlim5157
      @janlim5157 4 года назад +9

      True. & Funny I saw your comment/screen name, cuz I wish they did these annual interviews on Tom Holland/spidey! His following has doubled in the past year, & he's still relatively young & new at being a huge celebrity as of the last couple of years. It would be awesomeee to see a side by side like this of his personal growth~ ♡

    • @jocelyn7439
      @jocelyn7439 4 года назад +6

      When do you hear her say that??

    • @donniedarko3777
      @donniedarko3777 4 года назад +4

      Omgggggg ssooooooo deeeepp Lol shut up 😂😂😂

    • @acid2484
      @acid2484 4 года назад +30

      donnie darko Bruh who said it was deep, and why should we shut up?

  • @A--MinhChau-vs4sy
    @A--MinhChau-vs4sy 5 лет назад +2366

    Do you feel pressure?
    2017: Nah
    2018: Yes

    • @parkyparky1927
      @parkyparky1927 5 лет назад +3

      I was the 1,200th like

    • @bolin2579
      @bolin2579 5 лет назад +1

      Chau H. Probs RUclips Rewind..

    • @letterobserver
      @letterobserver 5 лет назад +1

      Was the 285838474736462646457473858477374747473747547475757475.68548575767575575757675748585858747575845884575768586858584o6366i3368525i25i353885341741424727422744727527526996494o744o6

  • @pipebomb6427
    @pipebomb6427 3 года назад +3453

    15 year old billie: innocent
    16 year old billie: edgy
    17 year old billie: positive
    18 year old billie: I LIKE YA CUT G

    • @trevorerickson5205
      @trevorerickson5205 3 года назад +215

      I don’t know if edgy is the word I’d use. She actually looked kinda sad at 16. Glad she’s doing alright now.

    • @strangeperson722
      @strangeperson722 3 года назад +26

      🍒 👋🏼

    • @randomknight2585
      @randomknight2585 3 года назад +7

      @@strangeperson722 *SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEECH*

    • @strangeperson722
      @strangeperson722 3 года назад

      @@randomknight2585 lel

    • @rahoomaaa9267
      @rahoomaaa9267 3 года назад +32

      she wasn't edgy, she was really sad because of x dying

  • @olivia-vd3bl
    @olivia-vd3bl 2 года назад +3099

    who else is rewatching these before the 2021 one comes out to see how much shes grown

    • @jordynmoody
      @jordynmoody 2 года назад +6

      Me

    • @xoxomia_17
      @xoxomia_17 2 года назад +13

      me bc i miss the blue hair :/

    • @mariadnan8803
      @mariadnan8803 2 года назад +4

      God I just love how ur pfp is Billie and it’s says Olivia 😆

    • @olivia-vd3bl
      @olivia-vd3bl 2 года назад +2

      @@mariadnan8803 haha yes :))

    • @ngogiafat3theo
      @ngogiafat3theo 2 года назад

      lets gooooooo

  • @liskook2022
    @liskook2022 5 лет назад +9937

    2017: my name is billie eilish
    2018: billie eilish
    2019: you already know me...

    • @caleebhoyt4653
      @caleebhoyt4653 5 лет назад +16

      BlackBangtan Shipper lol

    • @hb8663
      @hb8663 5 лет назад +45

      BUT THAT WAS ME DIO!!!

    • @cancer_dancer
      @cancer_dancer 5 лет назад +68

      ima guess 2020: my face is litteraly on your car do you need to ask?

    • @jina8960
      @jina8960 5 лет назад +5

      BlackBangtan Shipper ARMY? 💜

    • @jeffsbeefvann1418
      @jeffsbeefvann1418 5 лет назад +2

      DUH

  • @kenza5121
    @kenza5121 4 года назад +5528

    2017 billie : i like green
    2018 billie : i like black
    2019 billie : HEY I LIKE GREEN AGAIN

  • @juhainamizan344
    @juhainamizan344 3 года назад +399

    "you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard" 💔

    • @sathyajothi2362
      @sathyajothi2362 2 года назад +11

      The music industry ruined her...Can't you see it..she said every artists were sad...It's the way how it is... 😥😥...Feel bad for them.. Working very hard and earn such a depression...They don't deserve that

  • @rileydilda2859
    @rileydilda2859 2 года назад +435

    this version of billie breaks my heart dude.

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️

    • @ginap013
      @ginap013 2 года назад +11

      Me to I'm glad she's happy with herself again

  • @cryptidghoul9778
    @cryptidghoul9778 5 лет назад +4650

    *Have you met Tyler?*
    2017 Billie: No, I would EXPLODE if I met him aAAAaAAAaaa
    2018 Billie: I met him.

  • @alexandraparames7601
    @alexandraparames7601 5 лет назад +2017

    "What's your favorite color right now?"
    2017: *I like bright green a lot*
    2018" *I like black. It's been pretty dark*
    :(

    • @luiza7453
      @luiza7453 5 лет назад +4

      Alexandra Ribeiro who is she

    • @alexandraparames7601
      @alexandraparames7601 5 лет назад

      @@luiza7453 what do you mean?

    • @nono-ke2ie
      @nono-ke2ie 5 лет назад +2

      Just cause she loves black doesnt mean she's depressed. I live black too.

    • @nono-ke2ie
      @nono-ke2ie 5 лет назад

      *love

    • @alexandraparames7601
      @alexandraparames7601 5 лет назад +6

      @@nono-ke2ie if you've watched the entire video, you'll know that, in this case, she is probably depressed. I never said "liking black" was universal language for being depressed.

  • @ashleyrichardson8823
    @ashleyrichardson8823 3 года назад +808

    Who’s here after year 4

  • @sofia-ym3vj
    @sofia-ym3vj 3 года назад +464

    *if this doesn’t go until she’s 50 I don’t want it*

  • @arii974
    @arii974 3 года назад +7491

    15 Billie: i like bright green
    16 Billie: i like black
    17 & 18 Billie: *combines them*

  • @acarrot5826
    @acarrot5826 5 лет назад +2515

    *Favorite Color?:*
    Happier Billie: " I like bright green a lot"
    Sad Billie: " I like Black. "

    • @coconut2555
      @coconut2555 5 лет назад +7

    • @coconut2555
      @coconut2555 5 лет назад +1

      It's fine tho

    • @coconut2555
      @coconut2555 5 лет назад +1

      @Alex San WTH when🤷🏻‍♀️

    • @jasmijndoise
      @jasmijndoise 5 лет назад +1

      @Alex San no.. she said her fav. color is black

    • @felmiers
      @felmiers 5 лет назад +2

      Dude Black isn't even a colour it's a shade

  • @abbiraftery8299
    @abbiraftery8299 2 года назад +619

    i cant even recognise her looking at her now, you can SEE how much she grown and how much she has gained confidence, happiness in 2021

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️⬆️

  • @sarahconnor13
    @sarahconnor13 Год назад +239

    I'm 16, same age as her here, and honestly I really appreciate everything she's talked about mental illness. like teenage mental illness is a big issue and I feel like nobody talks about it.

    • @rovanajean9550
      @rovanajean9550 Год назад +4

      eh ull get thru it xD, hopefully. if not, go get help, but dont be influenced by what a stranger say, even if they're a celeb, becuz they're strangers.. i say.. it's a moment when ur brain reaches a certain stage and u see the world with different eyes now. it's a time that we cant no longer act childishly and has to force ourselves up. i see that people go through major changes in that stage too.

  • @trappedbillieeilish8828
    @trappedbillieeilish8828 4 года назад +2491

    2017 billie: green
    2018 billie: black
    2019 billie: and now we’re gonna miX

  • @Mystic-wq8xt
    @Mystic-wq8xt 5 лет назад +9991

    It's like twin sisters, the cheerful one and the gloomy emo one

    • @ziesam
      @ziesam 5 лет назад +148

      The chain makes her more ugly and the blue hair too. She was so beautiful before!

    • @chocolatemousse1254
      @chocolatemousse1254 5 лет назад +253

      She’s beautiful now, we all have different styles, but I respect your opinion.

    • @ziesam
      @ziesam 5 лет назад +43

      It has something to do with taste too.

    • @akaashi8900
      @akaashi8900 5 лет назад +85

      Ziesam no it doesnt. billie is perfect just the way she is. She is pretty and had a good personality. It doesnt matter about the taste really.

    • @jay-rw8cv
      @jay-rw8cv 5 лет назад +17

      Ziesam Your Rude!

  • @greenavocado3874
    @greenavocado3874 2 года назад +370

    This hurts more than ever after watching her documentary. Poor baby.

    • @ItsMe-vz2mj
      @ItsMe-vz2mj 2 года назад +5

      Which documentary? Where to watch it?

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️

    • @davidmurray5399
      @davidmurray5399 Год назад

      @@ItsMe-vz2mj The documentary is called "The World's a little blurry.", It's an Apple TV release. I have it on my phone and watch it whenever I need a little boost!

    • @whodatninja439
      @whodatninja439 Год назад

      What did she say in it?

    • @davidmurray5399
      @davidmurray5399 Год назад

      @@whodatninja439 Quite a bit. If you're curious, check it out.

  • @akeelahspazzin
    @akeelahspazzin 3 года назад +894

    I cried so much watching this..its like she was 16 just a year ago.

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️

    • @MeganWhitehead3268
      @MeganWhitehead3268 Год назад +2

      I know 😢

  • @steffim.5398
    @steffim.5398 5 лет назад +2421

    You can see how much unhappier she got.. and her mum also looks a little unhappier

    • @molly6487
      @molly6487 5 лет назад +9

      Stephanie Maduabum why is she not happy though ?

    • @kat-sl7tn
      @kat-sl7tn 5 лет назад +76

      Molly Mckevitt she doesn’t exactly look unhappy, it’s more like drained and tired

    • @Imokayluv
      @Imokayluv 5 лет назад +30

      I think too many Americans want to stay in denial about the music industry. It should be obvious by now how poisonous it is and this vid is just another eye opener. we can see with our very eyes how much being in the industry has changed her. There is too much of a difference for a young girl who has just aged one year, even the look in her eyes is just chilling. And her "all artists are sad" comment? That really stands out to me

  • @sunrxysuga5143
    @sunrxysuga5143 5 лет назад +2365

    For some reason this part gave me a feeling I can't really describe
    Billie 2017: AAH I would EXPLODE if I met him.
    Billie 2018:i met him

  • @alexandrakennedy8078
    @alexandrakennedy8078 2 года назад +236

    This girl has so much pressure. I could see the difference in just one year. I can't imagine how she feels now 3 years later. I'm glad she has a Mom that loves and cares about her.

    • @Whatisseems
      @Whatisseems 2 года назад +6

      look up the most recent interview she is doing better!

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️

  • @hhalleyscomett6309
    @hhalleyscomett6309 3 года назад +213

    You can see the pain in her eyes and her smile 🥺 she’s WAY happier now

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️

  • @avocadoemmy4961
    @avocadoemmy4961 5 лет назад +2333

    She looks like shes about to cry the whole time

    • @embeta7181
      @embeta7181 5 лет назад +12

      Avocado Emmy i think she cried

    • @_Starzy
      @_Starzy 5 лет назад +1

      Ikr she looks so sad 😭😭

    • @vidswithmandk7564
      @vidswithmandk7564 5 лет назад

      IKR she looks so sad 😭

    • @mahekhamster
      @mahekhamster 5 лет назад

      i dont think she is the only person😭

  • @slangsd
    @slangsd 5 лет назад +3071

    "I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it's not the answer." - Jim Carrey

    • @TheLobsterBurger
      @TheLobsterBurger 5 лет назад +54

      slangsd Jim Carrey is a prophet and truth speaker. Amen to that comment he made and I agree completely even though I was never famous or rich I do understand.

    • @afinomusic
      @afinomusic 5 лет назад +7

      100%

    • @0joface899
      @0joface899 5 лет назад +6

      Wow! *wisdom struck me hard*😵

    • @rushpittsburgh4
      @rushpittsburgh4 5 лет назад +5

      Yea he's also a diagnosed schizophrenic

    • @duewhit310
      @duewhit310 5 лет назад

      We're in need of more celebs doing what JC is doing.

  • @katelynb4255
    @katelynb4255 3 года назад +169

    Little did 16 yr old billie know is that she would end up being super happy, and would win 5 grammys. (most likely more in the future)

  • @richaudios
    @richaudios Месяц назад +16

    whos here in 2024 rewatching these interviews time to time?

  • @evaschaapherder5037
    @evaschaapherder5037 5 лет назад +2434

    She is so pretty but there is so much sadness in here eyes

  • @muhammadarrasybijusuf8898
    @muhammadarrasybijusuf8898 5 лет назад +2416

    2017:My name is Billie eilish
    2018:Billie eilish
    2019:DUH

    • @KhoiNguyen-gf6gz
      @KhoiNguyen-gf6gz 5 лет назад +23

      2020
      Interviewer: Hi
      Billie: Yes

    • @ULTRAliam
      @ULTRAliam 5 лет назад

      @Potato Boi I always feel like pvz is playing in the background or something lmao

    • @galaxymilk5808
      @galaxymilk5808 5 лет назад +1

      2020: you know me, I’m out

  • @abbeyguillory3598
    @abbeyguillory3598 3 года назад +468

    Seeing this and knowing how she is now...she was so miserable

  • @gresavelijaj1918
    @gresavelijaj1918 3 года назад +73

    She was so broken at this time and now (2021) she’s the happiest she ever been

    • @emmersonewing9940
      @emmersonewing9940 3 года назад +1

      YESSS EXACTLY. AND LMAO IN THE 2018 MISS GIRL RLY LIED AND SAID SHE DIDNT HAGE A BF

  • @estheroyewumi
    @estheroyewumi 5 лет назад +3694

    *favourite colour*
    15 billie- bright green
    Now billie- black...

    • @kawaiipunch1898
      @kawaiipunch1898 5 лет назад +81

      *emo* -tional- *billie*

    • @gelerson1642
      @gelerson1642 5 лет назад +38

      bright black

    • @ryantheory8676
      @ryantheory8676 5 лет назад

      does Billie have the herps?

    • @lizzienicolee
      @lizzienicolee 5 лет назад +20

      Don't you guys think it's weird this 16 year old CHILD is wearing a dog collar/bondage gear that was given to her as a gift??? WTF is happening in this world.

    • @sweetestaphrodite
      @sweetestaphrodite 5 лет назад +20

      bLaCk iS nOt a CoLoUr iT’s a sHaDe

  • @rbaias1164
    @rbaias1164 5 лет назад +2814

    She seemed so happy, just a year ago. Laughed more, smiled more, and seemed a little herself. Not anymore:(

    • @justequestrian1542
      @justequestrian1542 5 лет назад +50

      I feel like the fames like hit her now, like she’s getting fed up

    • @selmabahy9027
      @selmabahy9027 5 лет назад +4

      Same with Lil Uzi Vert

    • @speckleddaddy
      @speckleddaddy 5 лет назад +16

      It's the devil and illuminati

    • @rbaias1164
      @rbaias1164 5 лет назад +7

      The Reelist ik and it’s rlly sad cuz she prolly doesn’t know it:((

    • @zharns68
      @zharns68 5 лет назад +18

      Maybe her smiling wasn't herself and you guys don't know her no one really does

  • @xofatima8841
    @xofatima8841 Год назад +55

    who’s here after the 2022 one?

  • @averybrown4731
    @averybrown4731 2 года назад +44

    she was absolutely falling apart then , i’m so glad she has healed so much now

  • @shannon-ij2im
    @shannon-ij2im 5 лет назад +1914

    In 2018 she just looks so sad. Like a whole different person.
    She sounded like she was on the verge of tears every time she spoke, every time she blinked.
    The fame isn't healthy and there's nothing she can do, she's helpless.
    And that makes me feel helpless..
    No one can help her, she's stuck.
    And she's a whole other person to the bubbly 15 yr old she was a year ago..
    This made me cry.
    Alot..
    Edit: I legit wrote this at 2 in the morning and I wake up with over 500 likes, Jesus Christ! I never get likes and usually I don't really care but now I know that I'm not the only one that can see her pain..

    • @capacalu9972
      @capacalu9972 5 лет назад

      What if she was just tired?

    • @Hexalyse
      @Hexalyse 5 лет назад +8

      Same. I didn't know her 2 weeks ago. I like her music but it's not what I would listen to the most. But I just saw this interview, and it genuinely made me sad. I just want to hug her and... Idk, everything you said sounds true. She was on the verge of crying every time she said a word. Even when she said positive things (in appearance).

  • @zalaur4968
    @zalaur4968 5 лет назад +2464

    This was so emotional😩
    Billie2k17: I’d explode if I met him!!
    Billie2k18: I met him.

    • @ol7299
      @ol7299 5 лет назад +6

      Yeah since she has more fame she doesn’t care of meeting famous people anymore.

    • @mistymansy
      @mistymansy 5 лет назад +4

      i met him and it was great was what she said

    • @royalwaves3698
      @royalwaves3698 5 лет назад +3

      She sounded like she was gonna cry 😭

    • @zalaur4968
      @zalaur4968 5 лет назад

      Mavilo yes she still said “ I met him “ tho😂

    • @libbyskitchen327
      @libbyskitchen327 2 года назад

      @@ol7299 or she’s just sad and doesn’t care about anything anymore

  • @andirea8868
    @andirea8868 3 года назад +95

    Who’s here after the 4th year of bils VF video 🖐🏻?

  • @marvelgacha8413
    @marvelgacha8413 5 лет назад +3237

    She seems so broken and exhausted.... poor girl 😔

    • @zurainshah2035
      @zurainshah2035 5 лет назад +13

      we all have a broken side of heart
      we just hide it...

    • @bigmanluke8266
      @bigmanluke8266 5 лет назад +32

      @@zurainshah2035 r/im14andthisisdeep

    • @travelingrandom3106
      @travelingrandom3106 5 лет назад +1

      ruclips.net/video/YDr4ITrp7YI/видео.html happy here

    • @kiababy447
      @kiababy447 5 лет назад +1

      Zurain Shah true:/

    • @Lisa-ek3xn
      @Lisa-ek3xn 5 лет назад +7

      Or is just her act as she in an emo part of the industry and this is what’s expected

  • @feelingpurple
    @feelingpurple 5 лет назад +1462

    *she doesn’t seem as happy in the present, she’s clearly swamped with the fame, have a break have a kit-kat* 🍫

    • @emillylouise4346
      @emillylouise4346 5 лет назад +8

      she's vegan

    • @anasismaiel692
      @anasismaiel692 5 лет назад

      Yea nah m8 I was thinking the exact same thing m8

    • @insanecodkiller2240
      @insanecodkiller2240 5 лет назад +1

      Snickerssss

    • @brunocbart2421
      @brunocbart2421 5 лет назад

      Hehe her face clearly show some food intolerance so i wouldn't recommend a kit kat might be Milk comsumption

    • @brunocbart2421
      @brunocbart2421 5 лет назад

      I wouldn't reccomend anyone to drink mill like haven't u seen any videos of dairy farming? It's a disgusting thing to drink have some heart for other species plz.

  • @kennedy8207
    @kennedy8207 3 года назад +113

    looking back at this interview, i’m so proud of how far she’s come. i’m so happy that’s she’s happy now 🥺

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️

    • @ginap013
      @ginap013 2 года назад

      Im so proud she's now finally happy with herself

  • @alexeonbel4304
    @alexeonbel4304 2 года назад +75

    There's a deep pain in her eyes that isn't there a year ago. I dunno maybe because I'm high but I just see it. It's hard to see someone so young already have that look like that. She's not much younger than my youngest sibling in this video.

    • @sathyajothi2362
      @sathyajothi2362 2 года назад

      Yes. Something has happened to her 😥...There is no light in her 18years old...i ve been through this when I had ocd(with dark thoughts)....i lost all my happiness.....i lost myself...I had no interest in living....Somehow by grace of God..i managed through it and living a life now....i can feel her pain. 😥😥😥

  • @dfjkrrdruu2081
    @dfjkrrdruu2081 5 лет назад +2713

    Seeing her so successful at 15 and then remembering that my parents think I'm too young to get eyebrows done.
    Agree about dating tho.

    • @thefailures925
      @thefailures925 5 лет назад +8

      Sad I got my eyebrows done when I was 9 and same about Dating

    • @bamb111
      @bamb111 5 лет назад +4

      Mood

    • @avalulu4381
      @avalulu4381 5 лет назад +1

      Jessica west that’s weird but u guess that’s your parents choice tho

    • @ghr8036
      @ghr8036 5 лет назад +2

      Jessica west wtf

    • @thefailures925
      @thefailures925 5 лет назад +1

      I’m so confused, Am I not supposed to at a young age??

  • @MJ-kx8yq
    @MJ-kx8yq 5 лет назад +2354

    I always forget that she is only 16! She looks in her 20s
    Edit:ok I’m wrong,she’s 17 ..

    • @pearliee
      @pearliee 5 лет назад +14

      Don't think that's a compliment... But OK lol

    • @bluepanda8066
      @bluepanda8066 5 лет назад +3

      Yep i agree

    • @megazlatan10
      @megazlatan10 5 лет назад +9

      shes 17

    • @rachelfourie9083
      @rachelfourie9083 5 лет назад +16

      When you’re depressed, you have a tendency to look older than you are…

    • @MeredithSpangler
      @MeredithSpangler 5 лет назад +5

      But young at the same time

  • @LeoNimson2345
    @LeoNimson2345 Год назад +28

    Coming here after watching the 2022 interview to see how much she changed…, and WOW, she‘s grown so much…

  • @larahaciosfilms
    @larahaciosfilms 3 года назад +151

    who's here after the fourth year interview?

  • @beezzuuss9210
    @beezzuuss9210 5 лет назад +678

    Her eyes explains a lot.

    • @ferno1ogy
      @ferno1ogy 5 лет назад +3

      Elitedevil she's talking about in billies eyes she can tell how drained and tired she is.

    • @evclr1013
      @evclr1013 5 лет назад

      Yes so true

  • @tiarasnijders
    @tiarasnijders 5 лет назад +3446

    this is like watching twins with different personalities

  • @JordanHighfield
    @JordanHighfield 2 года назад +40

    i can’t wait for the 5th interview.

  • @GH-nn6jt
    @GH-nn6jt 2 года назад +87

    Came here after the 2021 interview. She has grown so much and I’m so proud of her! ♥️

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️

  • @king2195
    @king2195 5 лет назад +2581

    Surprisingly, this is so depressing to watch. Wishing a 17 year old Billie to be happy and not feel pressured anymore.

    • @lucypine3646
      @lucypine3646 3 года назад +10

      Now she’s 18 and happy as ever

    • @SquishyOp
      @SquishyOp 3 года назад +5

      This comment aged like some fineeee wineeee!

    • @lycaalves3981
      @lycaalves3981 3 года назад

      oh wow u guessed it correct.

    • @---ky4xu
      @---ky4xu 3 года назад

      Goosebumps 🎶❤️💚ruclips.net/video/tmm63g0XUys/видео.html

    • @NeonFlashpopcakecuptart
      @NeonFlashpopcakecuptart 2 года назад +3

      @@lucypine3646 you really just manifested happier than ever

  • @thebestvids12345
    @thebestvids12345 5 лет назад +2896

    Imagine Billie does this interview this year in 2019 as well and reacts to her 2018 self and HOPEFULLY be like : Dang dude why was I so sad and depressed

    • @NilsWallskog
      @NilsWallskog 5 лет назад +34

      thebestvids depression is a hard thing and it cant always be a way out of it. Therapy doesnt always help and it can be a thing through the rest of your life. Just saying this because people can think so lightly of depression when its a serious thing and it shouldnt be thought of as something light and easy to get rid of.

    • @zac7790
      @zac7790 5 лет назад +18

      @@NilsWallskog okay? That was completely unrelated.

    • @NilsWallskog
      @NilsWallskog 5 лет назад +8

      Zac D'santos No? He wanted to see her happy and being out of depression but im just trying to say that it might be a thing for life and it can be cronical. Just saying it isnt that easy but you can hope for it to happen but it can also be a cronical thing that stays with you

    • @zac7790
      @zac7790 5 лет назад +13

      @@NilsWallskog yeah it was unnecessarily negative and there was no point in posting it. It looks like you just want to brag about saving your girlfriends life, despite that being what any decent human being would do.

    • @NilsWallskog
      @NilsWallskog 5 лет назад +3

      Zac D'santos it was no mean to brag i can absolutely remove it since you get offended and think that i brag i will remove it out of respect. Didnt want to offend you and absolutely not being negative i hope that she says that too but i just dont want people to think so lightly of depression because its a serious thing. But sorry i will remove that part then

  • @Imdenvis
    @Imdenvis 2 года назад +34

    Just finished the 2021 interview and I'm back to rewatch this..
    And just wanted to tell everybody who's struggling with depression or anxiety or whatever bro watch this and the 2021 thing, compare these two and her changes and the way she got better and the things she has done through these years...and remind urself whatever u are struggling with now will leave u and one day you will feel better. Love everyone who read❤

    • @katriinmeesak6815
      @katriinmeesak6815 2 года назад

      so true . these years I was in the same mental state because I was lost and scared of the world but now I'm trying to find peace in myself, be inspired by everything. we all can be happy

  • @sofiiatm
    @sofiiatm 2 года назад +77

    I just watched the 5th video, and you can tell she's way more happy, i think 2018 was her worst year, you can see how much she was struggling.

    • @extrm161
      @extrm161 2 года назад

      ⭐ ruclips.net/video/PTc1YRqs160/видео.html
      Rare Billie release ⬆️

  • @miotim
    @miotim 5 лет назад +3024

    billie, a year ago:the most people in a concert of mine were 500 people
    billie, a year later: *that's cute*

    • @vedantrawat1030
      @vedantrawat1030 5 лет назад +5

      it will all be okay literally a meme

    • @Liayuh_1
      @Liayuh_1 5 лет назад +3

      HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    • @marenrussell7725
      @marenrussell7725 5 лет назад

      The most I’ve performed in front of was 900 people
      ...
      I’m 10

    • @eyeamapness6272
      @eyeamapness6272 5 лет назад

      @Coralie Varga I'm 12 😎😎 I'm jk

    • @ivrsltd915
      @ivrsltd915 5 лет назад

      @@marenrussell7725 Y do u have a flipping gmail at ten

  • @ZackGames4Life
    @ZackGames4Life 5 лет назад +2652

    *I'm kinda jealous of Billie a year ago.* *This was painful*

    • @kidkidkudo
      @kidkidkudo 5 лет назад +9

      ZackGames4Life read this at the same time she said it on the video

    • @chaseperfection
      @chaseperfection 5 лет назад +2

      billy 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ duh billie

    • @Mac-pd1wh
      @Mac-pd1wh 5 лет назад +2

      ikr like imagine being looked up by millions only to spread ur negative energy to your fans 🙌🏽

    • @spacytracy1982
      @spacytracy1982 5 лет назад +1

      *BILLIE*

    • @allisongarcia6578
      @allisongarcia6578 5 лет назад

      Billie*

  • @katiesaccount1
    @katiesaccount1 3 года назад +16

    2:30 I watched this in 2018 for the first time and till this day I still try to live by both. “Don’t be so sad, it’s such a waste of time. It’s ruined so many things that could’ve been amazing.” And, “Don’t post everything you think. Don’t, just don’t. Don’t post your feelings, don’t do it to yourself.” So wise...

  • @snotsy
    @snotsy Год назад +10

    It’s crazy watching this again after her sixth year

  • @linksediq6901
    @linksediq6901 5 лет назад +1991

    "I'm kinda jealous of Billie a year ago"
    Oh look. There goes my heart...

    • @syedmasudahamedjilani9440
      @syedmasudahamedjilani9440 5 лет назад +1

      Ommmgggggg Harrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻

    • @nave7537
      @nave7537 5 лет назад +3

      "Wore my heart out on a chain around my neck and now it's missing"

    • @erionnrecaj622
      @erionnrecaj622 5 лет назад

      stfu

  • @heygie
    @heygie 5 лет назад +2910

    You can see it in her eyes something's wrong 😔

    • @kryptokall2667
      @kryptokall2667 5 лет назад +97

      I don't wanted to say this but I have to agree with u. When she was 15 (in the beginning of her fame) she looked kind of happier you know? But now she looks like if she was depressed or something. It hurts me a lot.

    • @Matthew-qf7zz
      @Matthew-qf7zz 5 лет назад +29

      hoe for yoongi she sold her soul.

    • @heygie
      @heygie 5 лет назад +23

      Kalléu Marques sad to assume but that's also what i thought. i just listened to her 'bury a friend', there's this lyrics pertaining to that or is it just me idk. She's way too young to handle things. She's very talented though, I love her style.

    • @zacktiaralph
      @zacktiaralph 5 лет назад

      True ❤❤

    • @ameizi13
      @ameizi13 5 лет назад +15

      she sold he soul to the devil

  • @lluviadestrellas_
    @lluviadestrellas_ Год назад +26

    I want to give this billie a hug and tell her that everything will be fine

  • @tiatowers4367
    @tiatowers4367 Год назад +10

    Every time I come back here my heart is broken again

  • @hornsofplenty
    @hornsofplenty 5 лет назад +802

    She looks way happier in the interview a year ago and now it looks like she’s struggling a lot

  • @EmilyStoreySmith
    @EmilyStoreySmith 5 лет назад +30887

    This is so sad. Her enthusiasm has disappeared :(

    • @arianawainwright6114
      @arianawainwright6114 5 лет назад +117

      Emily Storey-Smith ik it’s so sad x

    • @Marco-tr5mi
      @Marco-tr5mi 5 лет назад +107

      curtisjhibberd depression

    • @Marco-tr5mi
      @Marco-tr5mi 5 лет назад +6

      MrYouarethecancer 😭😭

    • @Marco-tr5mi
      @Marco-tr5mi 5 лет назад +3

      MrYouarethecancer i still fw her tho

    • @aletab3051
      @aletab3051 5 лет назад +31

      MrYouarethecancer tf is that supposed to mean

  • @Kal_El1994
    @Kal_El1994 5 месяцев назад +9

    My favourite artist currently on the planet. There’s such a level of sincerity, honesty, openness & rawness to her. Back then. And now. Love her.

  • @ghost-nx3ls
    @ghost-nx3ls 3 года назад +60

    who's back here after year 4?

    • @erycahe
      @erycahe 3 года назад +1

      Me 👀

    • @Livmylifelivi
      @Livmylifelivi 3 года назад +2

      Me and I am frustrated that they don’t ask her the philosophy question anymore! I always look forward to seeing if she knows what it means now

  • @cravemcs3625
    @cravemcs3625 5 лет назад +2840

    old billie - i like _bright green_
    new billie - i like _black_

    • @usdjxavi
      @usdjxavi 5 лет назад +53

      Craven Lee she sold her soul to the devil

    • @maryseraphenon
      @maryseraphenon 5 лет назад +7

      @@usdjxavi what the frick? no

    • @myohmy3484
      @myohmy3484 5 лет назад +2

      @@usdjxavi lawl

    • @KnightMcflee
      @KnightMcflee 5 лет назад +3

      cthulhu mons yesssss

    • @justsomeone3747
      @justsomeone3747 4 года назад +6

      Theyre talking about bury a friend. But i remember that she once said that everyone thinks she sold her soul to the illuminati or something but thats not what the lyrics actually mean

  • @melaniegrenon4363
    @melaniegrenon4363 5 лет назад +1859

    She's 16, that's one of the most difficult stages of puberty and growing up, and on top of all that she's famous. People are constantly either worshiping her or saying vile, repulsive things about her. I couldn't imagine how much that fucks with someone's emotions before they're even emotionally mature enough to know how to handle it. When I first watched this I got that edgy "im 16 and my life is the hardest" vibe, but if I was in her position at that age I wouldn't be in a very good state of mind either. Hopefully the manipulative, greedy hollywood influences in her life don't absolutely suck the life out of her by the time she's 18.

  • @nicolette9732
    @nicolette9732 3 года назад +16

    i get so sad watching this knowing how much she was hurting filming this and during that year. she stayed to make us happy and I’m so glad she did. she was patient and waited for things to get better. glad ur still here bil:) shes saved so many lives, idk what i would do without her.

  • @lili2858
    @lili2858 3 года назад +11

    i remember the day this came out and i just cried. it hurts so much to see her so miserable because she’s an amazing person who deserves all the love. i’m so beyond happy she’s happy now

  • @ashlenfuller3387
    @ashlenfuller3387 5 лет назад +2685

    When she said “i met him” my eyes filled with tears. you can just see the look on her face like i’ve accomplished a lot and she just awh i love my lil bean.

    • @MartinMaukis
      @MartinMaukis 5 лет назад

      smh

    • @michellejoseph771
      @michellejoseph771 5 лет назад +2

      @@annapetite9461 at What Time ?

    • @hopeseyeball
      @hopeseyeball 5 лет назад +4

      same i don’t know why but i literally got chills and started crying like help please ouch this hurts my heart

    • @emily-sj7gd
      @emily-sj7gd 5 лет назад

      What time?

    • @natacha8937
      @natacha8937 5 лет назад +3

      michelle joseph 3:34 :)

  • @helloabbylyons
    @helloabbylyons 5 лет назад +1865

    This was so depressing. Lol that extremely sad music in the background might have had something to do with it

  • @carmenalexia1440
    @carmenalexia1440 3 года назад +58

    My baby was so sad the second year 😔 I’m so glad she’s doing well now

  • @unimpressed9371
    @unimpressed9371 3 года назад +27

    It's really sad how you can see that her mental health deteriorated in the second year. I'm glad she's doing better now

  • @whocaresaboutnames2604
    @whocaresaboutnames2604 5 лет назад +729

    She looks so sad and tired...I want to give her a hug.

  • @raving2821
    @raving2821 5 лет назад +1895

    she just seems kinda lost...lost in her crazy life.

    • @wolferine6466
      @wolferine6466 5 лет назад +6

      raving social media, not life. wake up.

    • @angiehittinliquesmua5211
      @angiehittinliquesmua5211 5 лет назад

      EL SCIENCE nah life

    • @raving2821
      @raving2821 5 лет назад +3

      EL SCIENCE perhaps social media, but her life in general must be crazy. think we can all agree she needs a break

    • @waleed7328
      @waleed7328 5 лет назад +1

      It’s not like she chose this life at all right, poor her -_-

    • @atowngirl2007
      @atowngirl2007 5 лет назад +2

      Waleed she chose this life but it doesn’t hurt her to take a break and rest up for a bit

  • @zahirad6016
    @zahirad6016 Год назад +8

    its her 21st birthday today, i know she thought she wasnt gonna make it this far, im so proud of her :')

  • @liv9532
    @liv9532 2 месяца назад +6

    watching these interviews again makes me so emotional

  • @Joesy015
    @Joesy015 5 лет назад +1489

    I still can’t believe she’s only a teenager that just blows my mind .....

    • @waleed7328
      @waleed7328 5 лет назад +2

      •Murray• •HeleneJ• So young yet so untalented 😂😂😂

    • @edwardsanchez905
      @edwardsanchez905 5 лет назад +5

      Waleed make better music than her pls lmao

    • @leahibarra2155
      @leahibarra2155 5 лет назад

      Ikr she a wonder

    • @kkswiftymeow
      @kkswiftymeow 5 лет назад +1

      She literally is so mature, I could probably talk to her like an adult

    • @sopaipillapesadilla7023
      @sopaipillapesadilla7023 5 лет назад

      I can totally believe it, she acts and talks just like one

  • @aaasjsjdj
    @aaasjsjdj 5 лет назад +605

    "I cant have a boyfriend that would just be mean to him."

  • @alicampbell5169
    @alicampbell5169 Год назад +32

    i just watched the sixth video and it breaks my heart to see how deeply hurt she was in this video compared to the sixth. soo proud of her, and for finding her feet safely 🫶🫶

  • @annahammy3111
    @annahammy3111 2 года назад +13

    anyone here after the 2021 interview?

  • @zuzkx5479
    @zuzkx5479 2 года назад +18

    Well now it’s 2022 and she’s changed soooo freakin much.. Im hella proud of her and hope shes actually happier than ever🤍

  • @samanthapietruszka1862
    @samanthapietruszka1862 5 лет назад +763

    “what’s you favorite color?”
    “i like black. it’s been pretty dark lately so i decided to be dark with it.”
    got that right.

  • @szinnai
    @szinnai 5 лет назад +1240

    Is it only me but at some points I really feel like I am watching two different people...

    • @amba6132
      @amba6132 5 лет назад +13

      Szinnai I feel the same! I can't believe she has changed so much!! I kinda miss the old Billie if that makes sense....

    • @mikkaylabarnette99
      @mikkaylabarnette99 5 лет назад +3

      Szinnai she looks so unhappy now. Like, you can see the depression in her eyes.

    • @alondracermeno2965
      @alondracermeno2965 5 лет назад +1

      Szinnai yes

  • @tabeepboop
    @tabeepboop 2 года назад +23

    I remember being so scared for her and hoping things get better for her when I watched this the first time. So happy to see her glowing in the newer ones 😍

  • @caitlin3699
    @caitlin3699 Год назад +8

    its so heartbreaking watching this because you can see how sad she is, im so glad she's happier now

  • @iglow9298
    @iglow9298 5 лет назад +2904

    It scares me how one year could change a person
    Only 1 YEAR !!

    • @334lxk
      @334lxk 5 лет назад +25

      I Glow my dude, it happened to me in 2017 and 2018😳 like worst year ever

    • @Bananaboi6969
      @Bananaboi6969 5 лет назад +30

      One word "puberty"

    • @mohamedaminemhadhbi7007
      @mohamedaminemhadhbi7007 5 лет назад +4

      1 years is a long time to live

    • @inutsiaqpetersen9274
      @inutsiaqpetersen9274 5 лет назад +6

      Everything could change in a Day though

    • @leyla-km5pb
      @leyla-km5pb 5 лет назад

      Yeah,it can change more things that you think that it actually can.It is weird

  • @tehelaibatehe
    @tehelaibatehe 5 лет назад +1106

    Okay, I'm not a Billie Eilish fan, but a year ago, she looked way happier. Like you can tell she's genuinely happy, but a year later, even though there's a smile on her face, you can clearly tell she's a bit sad. So like I just wanna know why. Not hating though.

    • @chelettewilliams6476
      @chelettewilliams6476 5 лет назад +54

      Shes not a bit shes super depressed because u know people say mean things and stuff and hurts her and she can't go outside without people seeing her and stuff and she been super sad we dont know why because she wont say it.

    • @alyssamenkel8730
      @alyssamenkel8730 5 лет назад +36

      thats called depression. there isn’t really a reason why. its a mental disorder

    • @alyssamenkel8730
      @alyssamenkel8730 5 лет назад +20

      Chelette Williams she has depression. there isn’t a reason why. it isn’t because of those things, it’s because its a mental illness and she can’t control it

    • @somaika
      @somaika 5 лет назад +7

      Mystical Leblanc she sold her souls to the devil for fame
      Edit: wtf I said souls as if she had two 🤣

    • @knottypigeon719
      @knottypigeon719 5 лет назад +5

      She’s in the music industry. Draining stuff I guess

  • @melisa4968
    @melisa4968 2 года назад +36

    So proud of her.

  • @trvsh7254
    @trvsh7254 2 года назад +22

    Seeing this really brings tears to my eyes caz you can see that she was at an all time low but still she was trying her best to live through whatever was happening or whatever she was feeling at that moment🥺🖤

  • @kristinenawrot8253
    @kristinenawrot8253 5 лет назад +1175

    This young girl will never get to be a normal teenager, ever..

    • @kristinenawrot8253
      @kristinenawrot8253 5 лет назад +29

      bee boi I feel so bad for her, you can tell she’s not happy at all and she even admits a lot of people in the industry aren’t. I mean it obviously comes out in the lyrics of their music as well.

    • @superdude8825
      @superdude8825 5 лет назад +8

      Yeah and we will never get to be rich and famous. Are we supposed to feel bad for her? lol

    • @nguyeneric4576
      @nguyeneric4576 5 лет назад +13

      Exactly that's what she gets for chasing the lime light

    • @mannycalavera121
      @mannycalavera121 5 лет назад +1

      Normal human

    • @fanboy5272
      @fanboy5272 5 лет назад

      What happened to her?

  • @dianapotra2583
    @dianapotra2583 5 лет назад +5059

    I think Billy’s extremely worn out. I’ve been there before, and that’s exactly how I acted: I was quiet, not very reactive, my eyes were kinda dull, and it was hard to smile genuinely. I can only hope she rests and gets better!

    • @thegoldsniping6059
      @thegoldsniping6059 5 лет назад +4

      Diana Potra i feel the same but not worn out

    • @drunkenmasterii3250
      @drunkenmasterii3250 5 лет назад +39

      Diana Potra yeah I have smoked weed too.

    • @imjoolia
      @imjoolia 5 лет назад +21

      Diana Potra ur def right she’s so young and she’s doing so much so quick

    • @dianapotra2583
      @dianapotra2583 5 лет назад +50

      Drunken Master II Smoking weed is one thing. Being exhausted to the point where smiling for more than a second is a hard task is quite another.

    • @NidiaGirlBan
      @NidiaGirlBan 5 лет назад +68

      She is deeply depressed. That's not weed or whatever. She almost cries in some questions.. Her eyes just look like the regular eyes of someone who has been crying for too long and someone who has not been sleeping at all

  • @sylvulin
    @sylvulin 2 года назад +12

    this is the first video of billie i have seen and it changed my life completely…. almost 3 years later and i haven’t met anyone like her. thank you.

  • @briannna1495
    @briannna1495 9 месяцев назад +7

    Somehow it hits more after rewatching it years later