I wonder if Paul knows how to hypnotize, after hearing how many people enter meetings with him and come out eager to do what he desires, or is he just that influential, or maybe the members are just that susceptible to his will. Wow, nice to hear your side and reaction from this episode.
Yeah, as Eskel was saying that he wished that he had had the chance to meet with Paul, I was thinking "NO! I'm so glad that you didn't, or you might not have left!"
When we were kids, we used to pretend to hypnotize Paul, so I wouldn't be surprised if he knows how. He would pretend to hypnotize us, and he would pretend to hypnotize him.
Hello Eskel 🙂 So I've been watching and rewatching ESCAPING since about two years ago and have just been in awe and shock about these polygamy stories and to know that they became pretty much public to the world. This is 2023 and these are all old stories but WOW!! So I've been trying to makes sure I've seen all the episodes and follow your sisters & cousins. It is very good that all of you have managed to adjust to the outside "real world" and have progressed and grown. I also like how you have done this video and the way you explained your part in ESCAPING. Continued success in your life! ❤💛
They act like this "Paul" leader is God!! Even if he was a prophet (which I guess they think he is), no prophet from the Bible was even treated that way!!💯
Such a great video. The part with the gifts for your brothers and sisters, that’s so sweet eskel. Also, you are smart to leave and go back and have everything out of the house . Your videos are so interesting to watch . I hope nothing but the best for you and bright future ❤
Well done for having the courage to leave, the right decisions are often the hardest ones in life. Now you have the rest of your life to find out who you are. However hard and lonely it can be at times to stand tall, do,- don't let anybody take your right to live a free life away again. Your story again reminds us how insidous and destructive control and manipulation are, so much so that often the people in these cults just can't see it.
It’s natural to love and care for your mother; but it’s manipulative of her to tell you all those things. You shouldn’t base your life around her. If she receives consequences she doesn’t like; maybe she should cut out those toxic influences. Adam fell that men might be; and men are that they might have joy. My husband would never love me less because my children made a life choice. That’s illogical. One is only accountable for one’s own actions. Side note: are you still an LDS member? Stay strong little brother; you will find your way. ❤️ You are worthy of love just as you are. Jesus Christ loves you.
You are an amazingly brave young man! God bless your youtube channel and remember that God is a loving God. You talk about "The Order" is not really forgiving. It's in the Bible that if you don't forgive one another God will not forgive your sins. They need to really study the other "testiment of Jesus Christ". I've notice that just by talking to some morman that have came to my door and I've invited in, that they aren't trained much in the Bible itself. Which is sad. God bless everyone and all I'm saying is that they should study it more. Maybe that would teach them a lot about LOVE.
It was smart for you to leave while everyone was at “church”. After seeing how everyone worships Paul I doubt that they would have left while he was talking to look for you.
So proud of you ❤️ I know this couldn't have been easy to watch 😔 I think we all hope for your momma after seeing her episode, then learning she went back. Religious abuse and trauma is a hell of a thing, and controls and screws with many people. I was lucky enough to have a very progressive christian mom who didn't care gay or straight, man or woman, Buddhist or satanist, the whole spectrum of anything we could be; that she would love us the same. We were never forced to believe but she would drive us to any church, mosque, temple etc If we asked so we could learn about other religions and if we found that one fit then awesome ❤️ now my fiance grew up very conservative Christian. Like Harry Potter banned, got grounded for years at a time for stupid shit, only allowed to watch veggie tales and Disney or nickelodeon even after he turned 18 "under their roof they don't watch demonic stuff and he would of given the chance" was the reason given(he binged supernatural after moving out 😂), wasn't allowed to have a real job but had to tithe more than half of the money he got from reffing soccer & odd ball pay for mowing his grandparents lawn, and forced to participate in bible quizzing and the yearly fire and brimstone play at church. This boy still has nightmares paired with his sleep paralysis (which he usually sees demons so where do you think those visuals came from?) Even after 12 years out of any religion.
I'm glad that you had the courage to remove yourself from such a terrible situation. I'm especially glad that you had your sisters waiting for you with open arms. How long did it take for you to be able to comfortably hug them?
I remember watching this episode. It is so interesting to watch it through your eyes. I am so sorry for the loss of some of your family, but so glad that you were able to get away.
Affection, even between siblings can’t be shown as they are possible suitors in the Order as there’s no prohibition against consanguinity. I’m so sorry.
The ice cream and gift giving part had me crying. So sweet Eskel. Some girl is going to be sooooo lucky to have you. So thoughtful and kind ❤️
Definitely a scary situation and emotional roller coaster so proud of how far you have come , and can’t wait to see more in the future
I learned something very important from this video . . .
. . . you SING, Eskel?! 😉
I wonder if Paul knows how to hypnotize, after hearing how many people enter meetings with him and come out eager to do what he desires, or is he just that influential, or maybe the members are just that susceptible to his will. Wow, nice to hear your side and reaction from this episode.
Yeah, as Eskel was saying that he wished that he had had the chance to meet with Paul, I was thinking "NO! I'm so glad that you didn't, or you might not have left!"
@@smlorrin Same here!
When we were kids, we used to pretend to hypnotize Paul, so I wouldn't be surprised if he knows how. He would pretend to hypnotize us, and he would pretend to hypnotize him.
@@maryrose1216 Very interesting!
Hello Eskel 🙂 So I've been watching and rewatching ESCAPING since about two years ago and have just been in awe and shock about these polygamy stories and to know that they became pretty much public to the world.
This is 2023 and these are all old stories but WOW!! So I've been trying to makes sure I've seen all the episodes and follow your sisters & cousins.
It is very good that all of you have managed to adjust to the outside "real world" and have progressed and grown.
I also like how you have done this video and the way you explained your part in ESCAPING.
Continued success in your life! ❤💛
They act like this "Paul" leader is God!! Even if he was a prophet (which I guess they think he is), no prophet from the Bible was even treated that way!!💯
❤God Bless Eskel
You’ve done a great job in your journey since you left
There aren't even words to express how proud of you I am Eskel. I look forward to continuing to watch you grow and thrive ♡
Eskel you truly are an amazing man. Thank you for sharing your thoughts about your episode/leaving. I know it wasn’t easy.
Idk am I the only one who's getting freaking goosebumps 😳
I did the first time I seen his episode and now to
Not the only one 🙋🏼♀️
Such a great video. The part with the gifts for your brothers and sisters, that’s so sweet eskel. Also, you are smart to leave and go back and have everything out of the house . Your videos are so interesting to watch . I hope nothing but the best for you and bright future ❤
This was a great video
Thanks John!
Well done for having the courage to leave, the right decisions are often the hardest ones in life. Now you have the rest of your life to find out who you are. However hard and lonely it can be at times to stand tall, do,- don't let anybody take your right to live a free life away again. Your story again reminds us how insidous and destructive control and manipulation are, so much so that often the people in these cults just can't see it.
It’s natural to love and care for your mother; but it’s manipulative of her to tell you all those things. You shouldn’t base your life around her. If she receives consequences she doesn’t like; maybe she should cut out those toxic influences.
Adam fell that men might be; and men are that they might have joy.
My husband would never love me less because my children made a life choice. That’s illogical. One is only accountable for one’s own actions.
Side note: are you still an LDS member?
Stay strong little brother; you will find your way. ❤️
You are worthy of love just as you are. Jesus Christ loves you.
Eskel I'm so proud of you for leaving a d just doing all that you're doing. Keep on living your life for you!!
You are an amazingly brave young man! God bless your youtube channel and remember that God is a loving God.
You talk about "The Order" is not really forgiving. It's in the Bible that if you don't forgive one another God will not forgive your sins. They need to really study the other "testiment of Jesus Christ". I've notice that just by talking to some morman that have came to my door and I've invited in, that they aren't trained much in the Bible itself. Which is sad. God bless everyone and all I'm saying is that they should study it more. Maybe that would teach them a lot about LOVE.
It was smart for you to leave while everyone was at “church”. After seeing how everyone worships Paul I doubt that they would have left while he was talking to look for you.
So proud of you ❤️ I know this couldn't have been easy to watch 😔 I think we all hope for your momma after seeing her episode, then learning she went back. Religious abuse and trauma is a hell of a thing, and controls and screws with many people.
I was lucky enough to have a very progressive christian mom who didn't care gay or straight, man or woman, Buddhist or satanist, the whole spectrum of anything we could be; that she would love us the same. We were never forced to believe but she would drive us to any church, mosque, temple etc If we asked so we could learn about other religions and if we found that one fit then awesome ❤️ now my fiance grew up very conservative Christian. Like Harry Potter banned, got grounded for years at a time for stupid shit, only allowed to watch veggie tales and Disney or nickelodeon even after he turned 18 "under their roof they don't watch demonic stuff and he would of given the chance" was the reason given(he binged supernatural after moving out 😂), wasn't allowed to have a real job but had to tithe more than half of the money he got from reffing soccer & odd ball pay for mowing his grandparents lawn, and forced to participate in bible quizzing and the yearly fire and brimstone play at church. This boy still has nightmares paired with his sleep paralysis (which he usually sees demons so where do you think those visuals came from?) Even after 12 years out of any religion.
I'm glad that you had the courage to remove yourself from such a terrible situation. I'm especially glad that you had your sisters waiting for you with open arms. How long did it take for you to be able to comfortably hug them?
I remember watching this episode. It is so interesting to watch it through your eyes. I am so sorry for the loss of some of your family, but so glad that you were able to get away.
Thank You for sharing Your Story Eskel.
I’m so glad you got out!!!!
Affection, even between siblings can’t be shown as they are possible suitors in the Order as there’s no prohibition against consanguinity. I’m so sorry.
He turned on the share my location on your phone 😢
Yeh, great video !
That guy at 3min 26sec sounds so creepy, like chi-mo creepy.
Eskel I am so proud of you .. is there a place to watch the whole episode ..as I would love to watch the whole episode
You're awesome
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Have any of your younger siblings left? I just wonder how the 4 of you figured out that this is a cult, but the younger ones haven't?
03:20 Words you will NEVER hear me say (about anyone)! Blind obedience is just gross!
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Isn't he your Uncle
I’ve watched u since the show happened, but hope ur not part of the ones who have left who love Trump.
❤❤❤