i'llunderstandoneday - where

track 1 of my upcoming album (has vocals)
where did I really go?
abomination here
run away from me
im ugly and scary
i want to have more friends
but something moves me back
why do I have this flaw?
i wish I was someone one else.
the time I thought
that we were truly it.
the time we broke apart.
i can't take it back
the monster inside of me
out for blood all the time
but on the outer shell
i look like a likeable friend

[@PotassiumE173]

holy peak (unironic)