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  • Опубликовано: 17 июн 2018
  • Someone brought it to my attention that I should have used "major story topic: 9/11" as a trigger warning instead so please please dont watch if this might upset you!!
    Uhhhh it's sad, also it took me forever, so excuse the shitty frames
    please read the trigger warnings if you're sensitive to certain themes and stay safe my friends
    Song: • 'I'll Be Here' Ordinar...
    Tumblr:
    / freesmooches
    / beckyshecky
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Комментарии • 4,1 тыс.

  • @Ghostinaboat
    @Ghostinaboat 5 лет назад +2226

    "my names john"
    me: OMG THAT'S HIS REAL NAME!

    • @miag2953
      @miag2953 4 года назад +6

      Love your pic

    • @o_nyyxx
      @o_nyyxx 4 года назад +2

      mia g
      I know right bnha teaaaam

    • @Weby_playz
      @Weby_playz 4 года назад +1

      Isabellla _Grace yassssssssssssssssssssSSSSSSSSSS

    • @shnugglebugs5524
      @shnugglebugs5524 3 года назад

      I don’t know why the thought of this made me laugh so hard

    • @tortenini
      @tortenini 3 года назад +2

      My names John :o

  • @handle69420cheese
    @handle69420cheese 5 лет назад +4186

    "the next day we went to to this terrible play"
    *proceeds to show hamilton on stage*

    • @connerrawe679
      @connerrawe679 5 лет назад +143

      *Ugly gasp*
      You horrible person

    • @kevinfoot3066
      @kevinfoot3066 5 лет назад +87

      That's *sob* what happened *sob* though *sniff*

    • @leah7348
      @leah7348 5 лет назад +31

      I want to like but it's at 666

    • @kevinfoot3066
      @kevinfoot3066 5 лет назад +12

      I helped... You're welcome!😊😊

    • @trixeleg1318
      @trixeleg1318 5 лет назад +7

      Taku The Otaku 😂 I didn’t notice that ❤️

  • @party-vw6fh
    @party-vw6fh 5 лет назад +1525

    "You don't have to cry-"
    Me: "See, that's where you're wrong” *grabs a box of tissues while sobbing uncontrollably*

  • @athena4885
    @athena4885 5 лет назад +2533

    WhY AM I CRYING OVER FROOT LOOPS THAT ARE PROBABLY REALLY OLD
    HELP
    AAHHHHH

    • @daveslamjam
      @daveslamjam 5 лет назад +64

      dead Inside These stale-ass froot loops making me sob in class

    • @rayne4767
      @rayne4767 5 лет назад +16

      @@daveslamjamsame but I'm not at school it's 1 a.m.

    • @lillsrandom8279
      @lillsrandom8279 5 лет назад +4

      :0 you have the same pfp as my discord pfp

    • @kevinfoot3066
      @kevinfoot3066 5 лет назад +2

      @@daveslamjam 1:20 am. Me wondering why I can't be a morning person and not a night owl. Whilst crying st this

    • @madisonp8948
      @madisonp8948 5 лет назад +2

      sameeee

  • @rozugold
    @rozugold 6 лет назад +3174

    Well crap, that hurt

  • @schy2039
    @schy2039 5 лет назад +2076

    *as the song progressively gets sadder*
    no no no no No No No NO NO NO NO

  • @avababy24
    @avababy24 5 лет назад +338

    Brain: this cant be *THAT* sad, I already know what happens to Laurens so were good.
    Heart: wAiT, the *FROOTLOOPS*
    Brain: *panicks and starts to emotionally break down*

  • @amybroadhurst6099
    @amybroadhurst6099 5 лет назад +382

    Eliza (Jason) mentally: He is definitely crying cuz I purposed. I mean I'm crying!
    Hamilton mentally: JOHN I SAID YES IM SORRY I MISS YOU. WHY IS SHE CRYING? SHE SHOULD NOT BE SAD.

  • @paytonchurley8288
    @paytonchurley8288 6 лет назад +1262

    When it said, “He had to step into his office that morning.”
    Me: Oh no, John, my little bean, I can’t handle your death in another song.. *ugly sobbing*
    Me: *continues to listen* Nope! Can’t do it!
    Also Me *continues to watch while ugly sobbing intensifies*

  • @DevilgZerofour
    @DevilgZerofour 5 лет назад +2618

    John : You don't have to cry
    fandom : *ugly sobbing* TOO LATE

    • @konnormaybe660
      @konnormaybe660 5 лет назад +36

      I can't cry...I need to go to school.....

    • @shinnzhin7708
      @shinnzhin7708 5 лет назад +6

      555555

    • @kevinfoot3066
      @kevinfoot3066 5 лет назад +2

      Yup..

    • @mossy.frogs.
      @mossy.frogs. 5 лет назад +19

      Haha, yeah, I’m crying as I’m typing this.
      I never thought someone who died like.. 200+ years ago would make me cr so many times.
      DANG IT LAURENS

    • @Intjuser
      @Intjuser 5 лет назад +12

      I'VE WATCHED IT ABOUT 7 TIMES TODAY AND I'VE LITERALLY SOBBED EXTREMELY HARD EVERY TIME. I HAVE WATERFALLS STREAMING DOWN RIGHT NOW

  • @sarahshirts5772
    @sarahshirts5772 5 лет назад +625

    When you just ask someone ‘wHaT aRe Ya DoIn’ ThE rEsT oF yOuR lIfE?’

    • @basufani
      @basufani 4 года назад +24

      Trying not to die

    • @peggyschuyler6465
      @peggyschuyler6465 4 года назад +23

      Nobody:
      Maddison: TRYING TO DIE

    • @hamiltonfan9710
      @hamiltonfan9710 4 года назад +5

      @@peggyschuyler6465 it's you and Peggy

    • @lyn5023
      @lyn5023 4 года назад +2

      @@peggyschuyler6465 *Madison

  • @iilyv.4090
    @iilyv.4090 5 лет назад +334

    *froot loops have left the chat*

    • @kory9516
      @kory9516 4 года назад +2

      BluePhoenix *y e s*

  • @avasummers3514
    @avasummers3514 6 лет назад +1823

    HE DIED IN SEPTEMBER... THEIR FAVORITE MONTH...

    • @snevillussnape3846
      @snevillussnape3846 6 лет назад +62

      I feel like a terrible person cuz I laughed at this so hard I started crying again

    • @corvusbones
      @corvusbones 6 лет назад +24

      (sobbing intensifies by 50%)

    • @TheosDumb
      @TheosDumb 5 лет назад +79

      NOT ONLY WAS IT SEPTEMBER BUT, IT WAS ALSO THEIR ANNIVERSARY

    • @leyac4712
      @leyac4712 5 лет назад +9

      omg nooooooo

    • @caligoepotus7046
      @caligoepotus7046 5 лет назад +46

      *_Wake me up when September ends_*

  • @arilikefaeri3
    @arilikefaeri3 6 лет назад +768

    "This terrible play,"
    *Proceeds to provide a sketch of Hamilton*
    Me: And, Thumbs Up.

  • @mishadinmor
    @mishadinmor 5 лет назад +152

    “When he said ‘hey, what you doin for the rest of your life, because I’ll be here...’” and then you realise he wasn’t there. Because he died. But at the same time he somehow was there. Because his ghost was there, but also because he is always with Alex even if he is dead. He may have died but his memory lives on and now we tell their stories.

    • @noelle4159
      @noelle4159 4 года назад +10

      WHO LIVES, WHO DIES, WHO TELLS YOUR STORYYYYYYY

    • @makinley.s
      @makinley.s 2 года назад +1

      He tells my story.....
      (Supposed to be Laurens talking about Lin)

  • @juicydave693
    @juicydave693 Год назад +120

    Just returning to the Hamilton fandom after 4 years and the fact that this existed alone is WILD

    • @ianimatebadly3715
      @ianimatebadly3715 Год назад +4

      SO TRUE LMFAO

    • @Theo-dk8rc
      @Theo-dk8rc 10 месяцев назад +3

      THATS WHAT I BEEN FUCKIN SAYIN LIKE

    • @catastrophically.in.denial
      @catastrophically.in.denial 10 месяцев назад +2

      Exactly!

    • @stinkysushi
      @stinkysushi 6 месяцев назад +3

      LMAO YEAH, looking back at this is insane

    • @melody4444441
      @melody4444441 5 месяцев назад +1

      THANK YOU I was scrolling through the comments like everyone is just okay with this?!

  • @cherry-us6gx
    @cherry-us6gx 6 лет назад +2805

    That’s a good pickup line
    “Hey, what you doin for the rest of your life?”

  • @kenuto7314
    @kenuto7314 6 лет назад +1506

    *cries in french*

    • @heysisters636
      @heysisters636 6 лет назад +27

      smol bean I wanna say Lafayette but I’m crying

    • @kenuto7314
      @kenuto7314 6 лет назад +13

      Hamiltrash 101 aren’t we all

    • @corvusbones
      @corvusbones 6 лет назад +13

      (cries in Greek)

    • @Liz-tb3nd
      @Liz-tb3nd 5 лет назад +12

      *cries in ASL*

    • @Liz-tb3nd
      @Liz-tb3nd 5 лет назад +3

      that was the worst possible joke im so sorry

  • @riley9270
    @riley9270 5 лет назад +142

    John: **Its ok**
    Me: ; sobbing: ITS NOT OK!!! waaaaaaaaaaa

  • @dusknightwings7821
    @dusknightwings7821 5 лет назад +139

    *Who’s cutting the onions?*
    *Oh Onion Lord, I beseech though stop cutting thy onions.*

  • @Nobody-707
    @Nobody-707 6 лет назад +1076

    *_Remember the Fruit Loops guys_*

    • @colafire4629
      @colafire4629 6 лет назад +22

      * crying intensifies *

    • @_.onyx._.
      @_.onyx._. 6 лет назад +21

      no nONO N O N O N O

    • @Nobody-707
      @Nobody-707 6 лет назад +1

      Doggos Sterr :)

    • @yay6142
      @yay6142 6 лет назад +2

      WAAAAA (._.)

    • @_.onyx._.
      @_.onyx._. 6 лет назад +13

      Nobody 707 why would you do this *think of the children* XD

  • @rubirodriguez9611
    @rubirodriguez9611 6 лет назад +2750

    When you realize that John died on their anniversary......

  • @aronchupa7232
    @aronchupa7232 5 лет назад +94

    *through the sobs:*
    “Th- that’s disgusting... they have had that same box of fruit loops for like... a year”

    • @tinnedteaenthusiast
      @tinnedteaenthusiast 2 года назад +3

      yeah thats miserably cute but. oh gods no. basic hygiene left the chat.
      but maybe there were different froot loops. if he liked froot loops he probably bought them multiple times in span of nearly 2 years. so they couldve been fresher actually.
      i hope

  • @janicecapoquian9407
    @janicecapoquian9407 5 лет назад +86

    Plot twist:
    This was the original script for the entire musical

    • @indigosummers5718
      @indigosummers5718 4 года назад +3

      Janice Capoquian oh my depression

    • @noelle4159
      @noelle4159 4 года назад +1

      thanks for that... it slowed the flow of tears

    • @TRAAAAAAANS
      @TRAAAAAAANS 3 года назад

      Would have been way better

  • @maureenelias5602
    @maureenelias5602 5 лет назад +735

    *_9/11 reference_*
    *_why must you hurt me in this way_*

    • @memorysauce
      @memorysauce 5 лет назад +6

      Subscribe to Tocky :3 there was a warning but ok

    • @queenalice7483
      @queenalice7483 5 лет назад +20

      The worse part is Hamilton is only shown in New York and for most of the musical the place is New York so it fits perfectly and that makes my crying worse

    • @melloheya
      @melloheya 5 лет назад +11

      yall should watch the musical that this song is from it’s so good

  • @chelse8079
    @chelse8079 6 лет назад +443

    I thought I wouldn’t cry....
    *damn was I wrong*

  • @eliasweaver4293
    @eliasweaver4293 5 лет назад +57

    It’s more sad when u realize the 9/11 reference
    *rolls on ground crying ur eyes out while screaming* JOHN MY SMOL CINNAMON ROLL NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

  • @judgedread2888
    @judgedread2888 5 лет назад +91

    0:23
    Why does he looks so funny falling?
    Feb. 17, 2019

  • @Katzunowo
    @Katzunowo 5 лет назад +2842

    I love how you draw Alex
    ALSO
    THIS HURT ME
    GOD
    ily

    • @eebydeebyguy
      @eebydeebyguy 5 лет назад +26

      This permanently injured my soul

    • @televisionkid7783
      @televisionkid7783 5 лет назад +58

      Katzun: **exists**
      Me: **cheers in gay**

    • @vicklepickle301
      @vicklepickle301 5 лет назад +25

      GAH, MY FAVORITE HAMILANIMATOR HECC YES

    • @gacha_w5516
      @gacha_w5516 5 лет назад +11

      It's worse the second time.

    • @frand-5840
      @frand-5840 5 лет назад +10

      WOAH IT’S KATZuN

  • @kai5980
    @kai5980 6 лет назад +371

    As someone who ships both Hamliza and Lams, this made me extremely happy and sad at the same time

    • @goldfishhandsanitizer144
      @goldfishhandsanitizer144 6 лет назад +2

      galixii so trueeeee

    • @musicprincess9747
      @musicprincess9747 6 лет назад +2

      sameeee but I'm happy not just because of Hamliza

    • @miathomas5205
      @miathomas5205 6 лет назад +2

      HOW ON EARTH ARE YOU HAPPY!????

    • @goldfishhandsanitizer144
      @goldfishhandsanitizer144 6 лет назад +3

      Mia Thomas bc its a meaningful story and its cute...until he dies..

    • @musicprincess9747
      @musicprincess9747 6 лет назад +5

      Mia Thomas
      And because we get to see how beautiful John's love for Alex is.... to the point that he wants him to move on and be happy... and also because Alex finally finds the strength to love again.
      (If you listen to the full musical of Ordinary Days, and learn the plot, trust me, the ending of this song will get happier [slightly])

  • @paprika8334
    @paprika8334 5 лет назад +31

    "You're probably wondering why I even called you tonight..."
    *Agh, Laurence died thinking Alex was mad at him for having to go to work on their anniversary.*

  • @vallmc4851
    @vallmc4851 5 лет назад +58

    John: You don't have to cry~
    Me: *ugly sobbing* TOO LATE!!!!
    John: uhhh you okay??
    Me: FCYSIWINEBDHXXHSJSISBDBDBD

  • @keiffer8212
    @keiffer8212 6 лет назад +445

    When I read in the beginning of the video that there was a mention of 9/11, and then the line "He had to go to his office" was said, I literally gasped in sadness..

  • @ninodvalidze9365
    @ninodvalidze9365 6 лет назад +4088

    *ugly sobbing intensifies*

  • @s.sh.ne.
    @s.sh.ne. 4 года назад +159

    WHY CAN'T ANY LAMS ANIMATIC BE HAPPY?
    Except for the Helpless one. That one is too pure to be corrupted by sadness.

    • @msv4865
      @msv4865 2 года назад

      WTF WHICH ONE

    • @Tampon_Vibes
      @Tampon_Vibes 2 года назад

      @@msv4865 This one:
      ruclips.net/video/a4lyWjQ9wj8/видео.html

    • @Mqck1ngjay
      @Mqck1ngjay 2 года назад +4

      Or the Say No To This one….

    • @riseup3430
      @riseup3430 2 года назад +5

      LAMS animatics can't be happy because John fuckin*g died
      *proced to cry*

    • @mags57
      @mags57 Год назад

      @Bloodmoon_devil haha….yep the room where it happens.

  • @lola_and_friends_x319
    @lola_and_friends_x319 5 лет назад +38

    I just realized I’m crying over ppl who died like 200 years ago qwp

  • @bennyworm2660
    @bennyworm2660 6 лет назад +168

    Me at the beginning: aww i bet this is be so cute!
    Me at the end: i was so very wrong * crys*

  • @maxmigliore7482
    @maxmigliore7482 5 лет назад +535

    YO "the corner of bleaker and mercer" *mercer* "you know Clemont street, yeah, they renamed it after him the Mercer legacy is secure,"

  • @flowerb.tch05
    @flowerb.tch05 5 лет назад +136

    This was not a good thing to watch after watching and bawling over Harry Potter: Deathly Hallows Part 2
    Me: *still crying* Let's find something that will make me feel better.
    Me, after watching this: *crying intensified* THIS WAS A BAD IDEA, I WANTED THIS TO BE HAPPY AND FULL OF FLUFF NOT ANGST!

    • @madisonp8948
      @madisonp8948 5 лет назад +2

      this is what happened to me but instead of harry potter I watched johns actual death. I was crying for 10 minutes straight. HELP ME!!!

    • @patchwork2239
      @patchwork2239 5 лет назад +1

      OH GOOD i thought i was the only one who cried over the deathly hallows part 2

    • @indigosummers5718
      @indigosummers5718 4 года назад +2

      Oh no Deathly Hallows is so sad, I cry when Harry uses the resurrection stone. Every single time.

    • @hamiltonfan9710
      @hamiltonfan9710 4 года назад

      I'm glad I didn't watch Harry Potter Deathly Hallows Part 2 I mean I've washed it but I'm glad I didn't watch it before this because I can listen to songs or something that said the first time and not cry and then the second time I could be bawling my eyes out because I'm crying

    • @noelle4159
      @noelle4159 4 года назад

      i'd usually say "yay another person who loves both harry potter and hamilton" but it hurts too much, i can't stop crying

  • @spidercutie3941
    @spidercutie3941 4 года назад +23

    This being really happy: I SWEAR THIS IS TO GOOD TO BE TRUE IF IT-
    John Dies: cries even though I know it had to be sad

  • @siena0
    @siena0 5 лет назад +1476

    hey wait i dont remember signing a permission slip for that feels trip

    • @gwengrasso1887
      @gwengrasso1887 5 лет назад +6

      LOL

    • @marsooutoftheflesh3625
      @marsooutoftheflesh3625 5 лет назад +10

      @emilyfaust
      Never!- intentionally..

    • @peeepooopeepoo
      @peeepooopeepoo 5 лет назад +7

      Don’t bring Logan Sanders into this situation

    • @hamiltonfan9710
      @hamiltonfan9710 4 года назад +2

      Me either me either I was just curious and looking up lamp stuff and then I found this the first time I listen to it I didn't cry I just listened to the Remake and I still have tears so I've no idea why I visited this oh I remember now because of a comet that's like when someone asks you hey what you doing for the rest of your life

    • @yourmam9447
      @yourmam9447 4 года назад

      Neither did I

  • @jazzy7455
    @jazzy7455 5 лет назад +1056

    This song broke my heart...but oh man when it got to the part where john said “Even if you decide to get rid of my favorite sweater.” I LOST IT 😭😭😭

    • @madisonp8948
      @madisonp8948 5 лет назад +9

      SAME

    • @kotaisacoward8353
      @kotaisacoward8353 5 лет назад +6

      SAMMMEEE

    • @quinn6919
      @quinn6919 4 года назад +12

      THIS IS A PART IN THE MUSICAL THIS SONG IS FROM AND ITS A REFERENCE TO EARLIER IN THE SHOW WHEN JASON TRIES TO GET RID OF THE SWEATER

    • @11MissingPhoenix
      @11MissingPhoenix 2 года назад +2

      Why did i read it as "sweetner" instead of "sweater" 💀💀

    • @Allynothere1
      @Allynothere1 Год назад +1

      Omg rn this comment has 911 likes

  • @halo4269
    @halo4269 5 лет назад +25

    *Inhales, high pitched cracking voice* I'm fine..

  • @witchbitch7176
    @witchbitch7176 5 лет назад +11

    Also, "Hey babe need help?" As Alex is holding one box labeled pillows and John is holding 3 boxes of heavy stuff

  • @jay-quel-ine9764
    @jay-quel-ine9764 6 лет назад +812

    *ugly sobbing intensifies as i clutch my ten dollar bills tighter*

    • @ClownieFace
      @ClownieFace 5 лет назад +35

      *joins you on the ground hugging my turtle and sobbing profusely*

    • @jazz.r26
      @jazz.r26 5 лет назад +21

      joins you guys lying on the floor while gripping my guns and ships while wailing.

    • @EldritchMayhem
      @EldritchMayhem 5 лет назад +13

      Joins all of you while holding all my Hamilton fan art

    • @unafrutabienputa573
      @unafrutabienputa573 5 лет назад +10

      Joins everyone holding tissues and some oreos

    • @teageefish
      @teageefish 5 лет назад +11

      *cradles baby Laurens (Phillip boio)*

  • @16teacups96
    @16teacups96 6 лет назад +676

    "You're aloud to move on, it's okay."
    That is such a powerful line for anybody that has ever lost somebody, because it hits you so hard. I can't believe i'm saying this in a youtube comments section, lmao.
    For a while i've been struggling with letting go of my bestfriend. She was 16 when she died in her sleep from a brain aneurysm. It's been 2 years, and it's so hard to let go. I've pushed away my grief, and, if i'm honest, i've been scared to call anybody else best friend ever since. It felt so wrong, thar even the idea hurt. But while watching this clip, it cut to close to home. I heard something that nobody ever told me as I went through grief:
    "You are aloud to move on."
    In that moment I heard her. I saw her. I sobbed. Even writing this now my eyes her flooding. This is such a moving story. I love that they show the period of greif and then happiness again. It's okay to move on.

    • @shylyheroic7872
      @shylyheroic7872 6 лет назад +5

      16teacups You're so strong!! Good luck!

    • @MariewithaneM
      @MariewithaneM 6 лет назад +10

      OMFG THIS COMMENT

    • @paisley4197
      @paisley4197 6 лет назад +9

      you made me tear up help

    • @16teacups96
      @16teacups96 6 лет назад +4

      DollDoll Walker ah, i'm so sorry :(

    • @caitlinsloan2475
      @caitlinsloan2475 6 лет назад +6

      16teacups That was beautiful. You're strong. Thank you

  • @amybroadhurst6099
    @amybroadhurst6099 5 лет назад +17

    "You don't have to cry"
    TELL THAT YOU TO ALL OF US 😭😭😭

  • @fellowlesbianslut7144
    @fellowlesbianslut7144 5 лет назад +8

    i’ve watched this animatic so many times but when i first watched it i didn’t read the tw and so i didn’t know that this song was based off 9/11 and i was shook and cried a lot

  • @trenadymyers6303
    @trenadymyers6303 5 лет назад +764

    Don't know what hurt more. John's musical death or this one. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @catygrey838
    @catygrey838 6 лет назад +366

    *proceeds to crawl into a hole and sob*

    • @sm1l3y43v3r
      @sm1l3y43v3r 6 лет назад

      sammmmeee

    • @interia342
      @interia342 5 лет назад +1

      *proceeds to stare into the hole*
      Yeah, I know I bought a pool but not this type.
      Y'know I'm perfectly fine

    • @Roman-ji8qf
      @Roman-ji8qf 5 лет назад

      Mood

  • @clersq
    @clersq 5 лет назад +61

    *cries in spanish*
    P-por qué estoy sudando por los ojos?

    • @danydiww
      @danydiww 4 года назад +4

      BRO TODOS ESTAMOS LLORANDO PENSÉ QUE NO LLORARÍA PERO ESTOY LLORANDO DEMASIADO ESTO REALMENTE ME DUELE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

    • @betsey1969
      @betsey1969 3 года назад +2

      Mierda, estoy llorando por personas que murieron como hace 200 años y por una canción 🥺

    • @11MissingPhoenix
      @11MissingPhoenix 6 месяцев назад

      Muy triste 😭

  • @lordinneedhelp3523
    @lordinneedhelp3523 5 лет назад +11

    Me at the beginning: I just met these characters when one dies I won’t cry
    At the end: **sobbing**

  • @endless_galaxies3653
    @endless_galaxies3653 6 лет назад +380

    My friend sent me this. I thought it would be a cute Lams thing. I thought it would be happy. I didn’t expect to cry. *i was wrong*

    • @HeyNikki428
      @HeyNikki428 5 лет назад +2

      Me to

    • @gwengrasso1887
      @gwengrasso1887 5 лет назад +2

      Is your friend mad at you, or do they just like seeing others in pain?

    • @konan118
      @konan118 5 лет назад +2

      Never talk to them again

  • @bridget.liraiza
    @bridget.liraiza 6 лет назад +533

    1:28
    EXCUSE ME??? TERRIBLE PLAY?!?!?!?
    Edit: I've been crying for 10 minutes help me

    • @sapphirethecat8851
      @sapphirethecat8851 6 лет назад +6

      I've been crying for a good 6+ hours. Whenever things remind me of this video, i start crying.

    • @_.onyx._.
      @_.onyx._. 6 лет назад

      ;0; hELP MEEEE I CANT STOP CRYING

    • @leximiller7354
      @leximiller7354 6 лет назад

      Bridget cutecatty AJ same and same.

    • @blobbu6016
      @blobbu6016 6 лет назад

      Bridget cutecatty AJ ikr 😭

  • @Kira-ge8mf
    @Kira-ge8mf 5 лет назад +5

    *casually crys eyes out while eating mnm chocolate bar*

  • @harrysbread9530
    @harrysbread9530 5 лет назад +12

    Some sad?
    Some sad?!
    SOME SAD?!
    this is the saddest things I’ve ever watched

  • @starlesseyes5713
    @starlesseyes5713 6 лет назад +205

    1. I was shook when the song said “John” 2. I’m sobbing now wtf

  • @chaotic_mood
    @chaotic_mood 5 лет назад +634

    *cries profusley while rolling around on the floor holding a Hamilton plush, screaming 'JOHN MY BABY NO', and slowly dying a little more inside as I clutch my ten dolar bill my father gave me telling me it was Alexander-*
    I need jesus
    Edit: to answer the year old questions I didnt see until literally now, I got the plush off etsy!

    • @ronnieleighton5557
      @ronnieleighton5557 5 лет назад +39

      ...they sell Hamilton plushes
      I need these
      *I WILL COLLECT ALL OF THEM*

    • @bluebirdpearch8296
      @bluebirdpearch8296 5 лет назад +9

      @@ronnieleighton5557 Did you get any? If so, WHERE?

    • @janetanstee9686
      @janetanstee9686 5 лет назад +3

      Don't we all

    • @saturnzhornetz44
      @saturnzhornetz44 3 года назад

      @@ronnieleighton5557 aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

  • @Shrinpiss
    @Shrinpiss 4 года назад +111

    i'll be here in;
    2019:✔️
    2020:✔️
    2021:✔️
    2022:✔️
    2023: ✔️
    2024: ✔️
    2025:
    just remind me or reply.

  • @denki-kaminari8121
    @denki-kaminari8121 5 лет назад +13

    This song and animatic broke my heart...
    *what did we do to deserve this wonderful blessing?*

  • @crimsonpng6741
    @crimsonpng6741 6 лет назад +328

    As soon as it said that they got married in September I just broke down in tears

    • @yay6142
      @yay6142 6 лет назад +17

      Emma Wood I was born in September ._.
      IS THIS A SIGN DID I DO THIS (._.)

    • @kiishibaeyourom4385
      @kiishibaeyourom4385 6 лет назад +2

      Maria Reynolds SAME

    • @aj-cv8il
      @aj-cv8il 6 лет назад +11

      I mean my friend was born on 9/11
      Same year and everything

    • @Dr.G-And-The-Money
      @Dr.G-And-The-Money 6 лет назад +1

      damn

    • @mariareynolds6287
      @mariareynolds6287 6 лет назад +5

      Yas another Maria fan #mariaisbest

  • @liladewitt2951
    @liladewitt2951 6 лет назад +307

    “We got married in September, our favorite month”
    *remembers when 9/11 happened*

  • @moya_reads
    @moya_reads 4 месяца назад +4

    I'm literally ugly crying

  • @_monkey_beans_5660
    @_monkey_beans_5660 5 лет назад +5

    AHHHH NOOO MY EYES THEY ARE MAKING WATERFALLS
    WHAT HAVE YOU DONEEE

  • @person3918
    @person3918 5 лет назад +170

    To anyone scrolling through the comments while listening, stop there's spoilers.

    • @Lily_Jones_17
      @Lily_Jones_17 4 года назад +1

      Samantha
      Shouldn’t count if you’ve memorised what happens. Like me.

  • @emilyanderson1243
    @emilyanderson1243 6 лет назад +633

    We met, of all places, in front of Gristedes
    Some freakishly cold winter's day
    I had on several unflattering layers of wool
    He slipped on the ice with his grocery bags full
    So I rescued some Fruit Loops he dropped by the curb
    And he made some remark that my smile was superb
    And I thought that was sweet and I started to go
    And he said, "Hey, whatcha doing tomorrow?
    Because I'll be here
    At the corner of Bleaker and Mercer, tomorrow at 7
    If you want to meet up, I'll be waiting right here
    And in case there are two fellas waiting for you
    My name's John."
    He waved, and then he was gone
    Needless to say, I went back there to meet him
    Mostly to see if he'd show, and there he was
    Out in the cold with his jacket pulled tight
    He took me to dinner and kissed me goodnight
    The next week we went to this terrible play
    And the week after that drank hot chocolate all day
    And suddenly, eight or nine months had flown by
    When he said, "Hey, whatcha doing the rest of your life?
    Because I'll be here right beside you
    As long as you want me to be, there's no question
    There is nothing I've wanted so much in my life
    This might sound immature
    But I'm totally sure you're the one."
    And we had just begun
    We got hitched in September, our favorite month
    With a rock band that played in this old synagogue
    And we bought an apartment on West 17th Street
    And talked about children and getting a dog
    Our first anniversary came in a flash
    And we promised to take the day off
    He had to stop into his office that morning, and so
    I went walking uptown to this bakery I know
    When I heard on the street what I thought was a joke
    'Til I noticed the sirens and saw all the smoke
    So I'm running back home with this feeling of dread
    To the voicemail he left with the last words he said
    I'm sorry; I don't mean to ruin your evening
    By bringing up all of this stuff
    You're probably wondering why I even called you tonight
    Well, today something happened that spooked me alright
    I saw this storm cloud of papers fall down from the sky
    And I thought of that day and I started to cry
    When as sure as I breathe I heard John clear as day
    Saying, "Hey, you're allowed to move on. It's okay
    Because I'll be here
    Even if you decide to get rid of my favorite sweater
    Even if you go out on my birthday this year
    Instead of staying at home
    Letting all of life's moments pass by
    You don't have to cry
    Because I'll be here
    When you start going back to the places we went to together
    When you take off my ring and you let yourself smile
    When you meet some handsome and patient and true
    When he says that he wants to be married to you
    When you call him one night, and he meets you downtown
    And you finally answer him 'Yes.' "
    Yes, Jason, I will marry you
    I will give you my heart
    It has taken so long, but I'm ready to start
    Right now, John's whispering "Congrats" in my ear
    Cause I finally let myself tell you that I will be here

  • @R3m0chi
    @R3m0chi 4 года назад +3

    I refound this video after I watched it a long time ago and I didn't even start watching it for 3 secs and I am already crying

  • @eggishere
    @eggishere Год назад +3

    Omg I remember I found this animatic 4 years ago when I first got into the fandom and have since left but this animatic has such a special place in my heart. My friend and I were in the fandom together and we would literally stay up all night sending Hamilton animatics to each other and I remember this one vividly. I just sent this to her and we both cried cuz its sad and cuz nostalgia

  • @angelseok13
    @angelseok13 6 лет назад +200

    Did anyone notice that the play they we're watching was Hamilton. The scene from my shot. 1:28.
    *Edit: I just noticed that jhon was killed in 9/11. Their anniversary was in September and that's when 9/11 happened. It also stated that he stepped into his office. And the planes hit work offices. Wow that is sad.*

    • @asinglecoughdrop3462
      @asinglecoughdrop3462 5 лет назад +4

      Also I believe in the song it said that 9/11 was their wedding anniversary

  • @alwaysonyoutube9974
    @alwaysonyoutube9974 6 лет назад +239

    *.....G- *sniff* God-*sniff* Godammit *sob* L-Laurens... *cries*
    *It's alright....I didn't need my heart anyway :')*

    • @ericas1833
      @ericas1833 6 лет назад +2

      well I won't be able to cry for 1 month:')

    • @p1930n1
      @p1930n1 6 лет назад +2

      Always On RUclips yeah me-

  • @bee_xii
    @bee_xii 4 года назад +4

    2:12 Wow Alex. Thanks for being so help full carrying a box of PILLOWS.

  • @ixchel4784
    @ixchel4784 5 лет назад +10

    am i gonna cry?
    edit: yes, there’s tears streaming down my face
    edit #2: i’ve watched this five times i’m still ugly sobbing

  • @johnlaurens3569
    @johnlaurens3569 6 лет назад +432

    WOW you found out how to kill me off, even in 2001

    • @johnlaurens3569
      @johnlaurens3569 6 лет назад +13

      yes.

    • @kellin715
      @kellin715 6 лет назад +8

      WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE

    • @SivilCervant
      @SivilCervant 6 лет назад +4

      John Laurens wow XD Lauren’s really is a sober ere sad and crying for you but now I see your just fone

    • @johnlaurens3569
      @johnlaurens3569 6 лет назад +8

      because thats how the world works, zelda

    • @mixystudios338
      @mixystudios338 6 лет назад +2

      John Laurens lol

  • @qpnova4842
    @qpnova4842 5 лет назад +355

    I just watched these for the second time and I just noticed John got married and died my birth month

    • @avab8561
      @avab8561 5 лет назад +5

      Qp nova oh my gosh, same! *cries harder*

    • @sarahcummins6080
      @sarahcummins6080 4 года назад +4

      Same. Three days before my birthday

    • @kittyover9000
      @kittyover9000 4 года назад +2

      He died on my birthday....and married. A lot of people died that day.....

    • @abbie657
      @abbie657 4 года назад

      Yo same

    • @shoyohinata5144
      @shoyohinata5144 4 года назад

      Same

  • @limapetre8707
    @limapetre8707 5 лет назад +7

    50% happy 50% sad, perfectly balanced just as all things should be

  • @_vampiredisco
    @_vampiredisco 4 года назад +4

    When I graduated high school my literature teacher told us "you guys are the last graduating class to have lived through 911" and idk it just hits hard.

  • @cabbageman5029
    @cabbageman5029 6 лет назад +416

    oh my g o d i am a mess

  • @ellapierson3135
    @ellapierson3135 5 лет назад +446

    Well it's safe to say there's a very large hole in my heart;"-)))

    • @KittyKayleeRose
      @KittyKayleeRose 4 года назад

      Same tho-

    • @kate434
      @kate434 4 года назад +3

      We don't need it... right?
      *Read More*

    • @wren.kitchens
      @wren.kitchens 4 года назад

      Katie Herman lol you got me

    • @kate434
      @kate434 4 года назад

      @@wren.kitchens lol

    • @shnugglebugs5524
      @shnugglebugs5524 3 года назад

      @@kate434 I just clicked your comment like 16 times😂

  • @muddypawstherian9994
    @muddypawstherian9994 4 года назад +3

    John: “You don’t have to cry”
    Me: “Well maybe I WANT to cry”

  • @abbyception0719
    @abbyception0719 Год назад +2

    Slamming my hands on the table, violently sobbing still after 4 years

  • @analiciam7377
    @analiciam7377 6 лет назад +174

    It feels like George Eacker shot me in the hip after only counting to 7... oh wait

  • @mochamoo4391
    @mochamoo4391 6 лет назад +652

    First of all, who gave you the right?
    Second of all, *w h o g a v e y o u t h e r i g h t ?*

    • @maimaitq3993
      @maimaitq3993 6 лет назад +18

      Third of all
      *-w h o g a v e y o u t h e f r I c k i n g r i g h t ?-*

    • @pot7347
      @pot7347 6 лет назад +12

      Fourth of all, *_w h o m g a v e y o u t h e r i g h t_*

    • @multi-fandom-trillionaire4708
      @multi-fandom-trillionaire4708 6 лет назад +6

      Fifth of all
      WhO GaVe YoU tHe rIgHt?

    • @chiakisbasketball6603
      @chiakisbasketball6603 6 лет назад +6

      Sixth of all: *_W h O g A v E y O u T h E r I g H T?!_*

    • @genesisleonard1867
      @genesisleonard1867 6 лет назад +5

      Seventh of all *wHo gAvE yOu tHe riGhT*

  • @margaretmadden4138
    @margaretmadden4138 4 года назад +3

    I have seen this like 10 times. I have cried every single time.

  • @shirley.keeldar
    @shirley.keeldar 4 месяца назад +2

    Every time i watch this i cry. No matter how many times i rewatch this, i know i'll cry.

  • @karolinamoreno6667
    @karolinamoreno6667 6 лет назад +152

    I seriously hate disasters that take away people who had just begun their new life. It’s just so sad. I see no reason why it had to happen

    • @fake.jimmy.johns13
      @fake.jimmy.johns13 6 лет назад

      Karolina Moreno I was thinking “Johns sTUPID BOSS”

  • @te.l4
    @te.l4 6 лет назад +68

    When the song said "you don't have to cry" I started to cry...

    • @taylorhunt9854
      @taylorhunt9854 6 лет назад

      Telma V thats so true around that part I cried to

    • @taylorhunt9854
      @taylorhunt9854 6 лет назад

      I not only started to cry but I balled I wasnt alive when 911 happened but ghis video made me feel apart of it

  • @arackofskis
    @arackofskis Год назад +3

    i found this animatic when i was 13 (almost five years ago) and remember sobbing and now i FOUND IT AGAIN OMG

  • @hannahmarie6878
    @hannahmarie6878 4 года назад +3

    My stomach dropped when she sang "when I heard all the sirens and saw all the smoke" 🤧😭😭😭😭😭 BABY LAURENS NO

  • @CaptainSealant
    @CaptainSealant 6 лет назад +279

    wtf i didnt expect this to be sad holy hell
    i was like "oh shit cute art style omg" i did not sign up for this

  • @inkycashew
    @inkycashew 6 лет назад +115

    I JUST WANTED TO PROCRASTINATE NOT SOB

  • @alexandrajuel4812
    @alexandrajuel4812 5 лет назад +3

    00:28
    Laurens your face is adorable!

  • @Toji-Kageyame
    @Toji-Kageyame Месяц назад +1

    I watch a lot of sad lams stuff but so far this is legitimately the first one to make me cry

  • @elliehartinger
    @elliehartinger 6 лет назад +448

    IM SOBBING BUT I GENUINELY SCREAMED WITH JOY WHEN I GOT THE NOTIFICATION
    EDIT: I came back and thank you for all the likes, but I'm currently sobbing yet again

  • @LynDewey
    @LynDewey 6 лет назад +191

    The actual lyrics of the video and I changed it so instead of Jason it's Eliza.
    We met, of all places, in front of Gristedes
    Some freakishly cold winter's day
    I had on several unflattering layers of wool
    He slipped on the ice with his grocery bags full
    So I rescued some Froot Loops he dropped by the curb
    And he made some remark that my smile was superb
    And I thought that was sweet and I started to go
    When he said, "Hey, whatcha doing tomorrow?
    Because I'll be here
    On the corner of Bleaker and Mercer, tomorrow at 7
    If you want to meet up, I'll be waiting right here
    And in case there are two fellas waiting for you
    My name's John."
    He waved, and then he was gone
    Needless to say, I went back there to meet him
    Mostly to see if he'd show, and there he was
    Out in the cold with his jacket pulled tight
    He took me to dinner and kissed me goodnight
    The next week we went to this terrible play
    And the week after that drank hot chocolate all day
    And suddenly, eight or nine months had flown by
    When he said, "Hey, whatcha doing the rest of your life?
    Because I'll be here right beside you
    As long as you want me to be, there's no question
    There is nothing I've wanted so much in my life
    This might sound immature
    But I'm totally sure you're the one."
    And we had just begun
    We got hitched in September, our favorite month
    With a rock band that played in this old synagogue
    And we bought an apartment on West 17th Street
    And talked about children and getting a dog
    Our first anniversary came in a flash
    And we promised to take the day off
    He had to step into his office that morning, and so
    I went walking downtown to this bakery I know
    When I heard on the street what I thought was a joke
    'Til I heard the sirens and saw all the smoke
    So I'm running back home with this feeling of dread
    To the voicemail he left with the last words he said
    I'm sorry; I don't mean to ruin your evening
    By bringing up all of this stuff
    You're probably wondering why I even called you tonight
    Well, today something happened that spooked me alright
    I discovered his Froot loops still there on the self and I
    cried and I couldn't get hold of myself
    And sure as I breathe I heard John clear as day
    Saying, "Hey, you're allowed to move on. It's okay
    Because I'll be here
    Even if you decide to get rid of my favorite sweater
    Even if you go out on my birthday this year
    Instead of staying at home
    Letting all of life's moments pass by
    You don't have to cry
    Because I'll be here
    When you start going back to the places we went to together
    When you take off your ring and you let yourself smile
    When you meet some beautiful and patient and true
    When she says that she wants to be married to you
    When you she calls you one night, and she meets you downtown
    And you finally answer her 'Yes.' "
    Yes, 'Liza, I will marry you
    I will give you my heart
    It has taken so long, but I'm ready to start
    Right now, John's whispering "Congrats" in my ear
    Cause I finally let myself tell you that I will be here

  • @wendigodoodles9912
    @wendigodoodles9912 5 лет назад +2

    "when he stepped into his office" is when I knew what was going to happen.

  • @jysethia
    @jysethia 5 лет назад +6

    NO NO NO
    YOU'RE CRYING NOT ME
    *;~;*

  • @milleliza1490
    @milleliza1490 6 лет назад +280

    WHY CAN'T I ENJOY LAMS WITHOUT HAVING IT AS ANGST??
    by the way awesome animatic dude.

  • @junebug2416
    @junebug2416 6 лет назад +176

    I. Can. Feel. My. Heart. Breaking. Piece. By. Piece.

  • @mittiberri
    @mittiberri 4 года назад +4

    I’M NOT CRYING, MY EYES ARE JUST SWEATING

  • @sunny-pn6fh
    @sunny-pn6fh 5 лет назад +3

    I
    AM
    SOBBING
    GODS HELP ME