Ya, welp... WHO WANTS ONE OF MY WORLD FAMOUS DEPRESSION CAKES FOR DEPRESSED PPL SO THEY FIND A KITTY CAT (or dog ) ON THE STREETS that's so loving and sweet... And you adopt it and are happy 4 life cuz it's immortal and dies when u die of old age... Or find the perfect cat/dog in a shelter or something else with the same case. Depression cakes are your FAV things... this is truly a wonderful song.. If you lost a family member... They are not gone, they are still with you... watching over you, until the day comes when you are reunited with them.. No one is ever truly alone... there are people out there for you. And if you shut them out of your life, you may never be happy. To the random person who stumbles across this... Don't shut the people who care about you out of your life.... Let them in and you will be happy... Well, that went south pretty quickly, it's like... 1:00am right now and I go to school and.. OMG I hope my mom doesn't find out I'm up this late... >.< Anyways, hope this helped.... Peace out Ma BEAUTIFUL GECKOES!!!! I hope u laughed right there cuz this is kinda awkward.. Meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself.. ^.^
+Harrison Stark It's your qareen that warmed you, it hugs you when you're crying. It makes noises when it's bored, it tries to even wake you up at night when it's bored. It's basically you, but in a spiritual way. It's a ghost of you, stare at the black pupil in your eye for 1 minute at the mirror and you'll see your qareen there. It'll have a scary face though, so do be careful.
I almost think I have depression. It's so awful sometimes. I'm just not myself. I had a crush for ages and I found out she was straight, and my heart shattered. And my cat popcorn was my main source of happiness and he died a few months ago. This song makes me want to cry because I can relate to it so much.
I know how you feel, it really crushes your soul but instead remind yourself about what's good in your life, your actually really lucky, some people don't even have a home,internet,pets for company. I know you will feel heartbroken but just know that loads of people care about you and you have a great life (^.^)
+Madilinecat aww that's like the nicest comment ever 😊 I know a lot of people care about me, and I am very grateful for the things I have, but my cat recently died and I'm just not myself. It still really hurts. At least someone understands how I feel :)
Yeah I'm thirteen year old who has their life ahead of them. But I can not doing anything right. Just before I annoyed my friends so much I just left so they wouldn't have to deal with my presence. I'm a useless spoils stupid emotionally cold ignorant lazy brat who does few things right and many things wrong. I'm even too much of a coward to end it, to let people enjoy me out of their lives for ever. I am unable to do anything helpful everyone hates me. I'm just too selfish. But there is nothing, NOTHING I can do. My parents are proud to be of me because I'm able to recently be able to tie my shoelaces. SHOELACES. My school two ago everyone turned against me because I'm just nothing. I'm a nobody.
Don't bring yourself down, your thirteen, change your life now become what you want to be, don't let anyone tell you you're useless you already are an amazing person, we all go through rough patches sometime in our life, tell yourself, tell the world that you can do it, that you are meant to be in this world and remember someone cares about you, you just haven't found them yet :)
This song explains me after my dad left me. When I was with my bad I was an all smiling child with no obstacles. Then my dad left and everything fell. I started to get bullied and fell into depression. My mom stopped loving me. I started to fail in school and I didn't have any dreams anymore. I had nightmares every night. This song just makes me cry because it reminds me of how my life is now.
Depression has stolen the small amount of warmth that I had left. I only find warmth when I feel pain, but it's only temporary warmth...I'm sick of it all
Depression has had the better of me for years, i know how you feel, but remember, there's always people out there who will be nice and friendly towards you, even in the youtube comment section xD. Good advice is to always try to seek what makes you happy, if you don't know what does make you happy, try exploring and cut the things that make you sad from your life, and slowly with time, warmth will return.
Thank you, that made me smile😊 I posted this during a really dark night, but I feel slightly better today. Especially after reading your comment. I really need to quit going back to the things that hurt me, but the people that hurt me are the only people that I have, unfortunately. I'm a genderfluid pansexual, but I haven't come out yet. (I live in a very homophobic family) So it's really been taking it's toll on me lately. Once again, thanks for being so caring. It brightened my day, I hope you have a great week ;)
+Iamnotgoodatnamingstuff Ormakingdecisions Thanks :D i'm going to meet my girlfriend from Britain for the first time this weekend so I know it shall be :p
+Iamnotgoodatnamingstuff Ormakingdecisions i understand how you feel about how the only people close you you being homophobic. i kept it inside of me for the past few years of how i liked girls instead of boys and i just told her recently-ish that i was bi and she hadnt handled that well. I know this may be late to say but if you ever want to talk just text me on skype (username is meow_i_am_a_cat) just tell me who you are first please. :)
I always listen to this from time to time since it was one of the first nightcores I listened to. I really like the vibe this gives me, sad yet beautiful♥
Everyone says they're crying. And i'm staring at my phone trying to cry too, but no tears come out because i'm dead inside. Anyone else? Edit: lol I was so cringy 3yrs ago. Anyways hope yall feeling okay
You're never truly alone. There is always someone out there that loves you, they may not know it yet but they're deeply in love with you and when you meet they will never forget you and never stop loving you. Chances are that you've probably already met people who love you even if you've done nothing to deserve it. You might have complimented them or did something they liked. You're never truly broken, you're just bent. You will come to realize this when you put yourself back together better than ever! Just stay strong! Everything will get better if you believe and try your 110%!
lobnah79 Thank you, but it's true! & Don't be someone you aren't! Stay strong, but if you need help, DON'T for get to ask. There is always someone that will help you, even if you can't realize it.
+Emma formanova I don't like asking for help I never have in my life I still don't ask for help in my school I find it embarrassing and I feel stupid and my mind will never change that decision I feel like the dumb one asking for help
"Mother why do I even exist?" she whispers this to the picture of her mother. The tears are like a river, they wont stop flowing, they wont stop glowing in the moonlight. She gently sets the photo down onto her desk and slowly pulls out the gun. "Mother...they were so mean. The names they said, that I was ugly, fat, a disappointment, a failure." She slowly puts the tip of the barrel against her temple. She chokes back her tears. "Was your death really my fault? Are their words true?" She closes her eyes and sighs, smiling sadly. "Well mother...you will be able to tell me soon...I love you mother." As the trigger is slowly pulled back, her best friend hears a muffled 'boom' from her house across the street. In worry she grabs her coat and runs to her house, she is stunned in fear at what she sees. She sees an innocent teenage girl, who only she knew how lonely she really was, lying there. Still warm to the touch, yet an ice cold stare still in her eyes and a sketched smile still upon her paling lips.
she slams the door closed the tears wont stop running, she hits her head into the pillow "why was i ever born?!" she screams out. her mother runs up the stairs, before her mom can open the door she quickly locked it "kate? open the door!" she hears her mother yell repeatedly she sits on the floor leaning against her bed soaked in tears her mother begins thumping on the door screaming in worry she stands up and walked over to her window, she gazed out to the beautiful sunset she opened the window, a soft warm air blew against her pale skin. her mother was still thumping heavily against the door, she remembered all the harsh things they all said. the tears start flooding again. she stands on the edge of the window and looked down. suddenly her incredibly afraid mother busted in her bedroom "kate!" she yelled she slowly turned around and spread her arms outwards "suicidal people are angels who wanna go home." she whispered softly her mother grabbed her arm, she fell backwards. her mother wasn't all that strong. she let go of her daughters arm, she watched as she saw her own special baby child fall, down, down, down, down, splat.
I have been feeling suicidal.... But during school I am this happy and usually cheerful and helpful girl. When I am at home I cut myself and listen to nightcore to help me feel better. I try my best to avoid my parents because they fight so much. And this month especially a lot of people that were close to me have passed away. Advice anyone? Please..
My advice for you is to keep fighting. Keep holding on. Try to stop cutting, please. That is no way to solve anything. Trust me, I used to cut when I was 13. I only found out that it made things a lot worse. So much worse. It is a slow process, but it is possible. Anything is. This is very tough right now, but I can assure you that it won't be like this for the rest of your life. I'm here for you if you ever need to talk. Stay strong!
Listen to songs like 'This song saved my life' and focus on positivity. Use your time at home to relax and treat yourself rather than focusing on your negative feelings 😌 x
When I listen, to this song I feel empty inside and it's true I am empty, feeling depressed all the time this song makes me think of sad and lonely time in my horrible lonely life.
I was so warm to finding my family... But in the end *It went to cold I couldn't find them* *I'll always cherish the moments with you mum and siblings*
Depressed Teen I've tried but I can't tell them they just take away what helps me so I hide In my room to be alone but thanks go the help I'm happy thy someone wants to help me through it. Thank youyou
Yeah I look up poem and quotes to help it helps a lot and if you want to ever cut put a rubber band on your wrist and snap til your urge stops it helps to
I can play this on piano, though this music is my life, its the only thing i have left, all my friends left me one by one every single one, everybody laughs behind my back, and my social skills are now days pretty bad, some live in happiness and some in the darkness, seriously what is the purpose we are here.
I was cutting myself to this song. I've been in depression for 1 year. I was thinking about suicide. Now 2 years past I still love this song and guess what? I'm alive and happy! Wounds can be healed
+Maisy “Potato” Pitzer heh, same, ive been listening to this since it first came out on the original channel...it makes me depressed, not depressed, and then depressed again all in one sitting...guess im just special...haha :/
+Maisy “Potato” Pitzer It's been like this for me since i lost touch with someone i loved, and cared about, but hey, let go of those you love, right? But i think i always felt empty anyway...
eh, it just shows me to move on with life and look to happiness for someway of a cure you wanna kik and talk about it there? im bad at looking at YT notifications ;/
I had an online friend and I liked him when we met but as we grew we drifted apart. I dated his bff but he would always talk about me. His emotions for me grew much bigger and his bff started abusing me so I left him. It came to the point where he was the only person I could trust and we haven't talked since. BTW the one who liked me his name was Sam and the guy I dated name was Giovanni.
I used to listen to songs like this when i was 13 and depressed....My friend had committed suicide and that was the first time I had experienced a death that was so personal. I am now 16 and though i am not proud of myself, I am getting there, Life is a struggle but holding on to hope for a better future is what has kept me alive. Just know that there is always someone going through the same thing if not going through worse than you. Keep hope for a better future
Dear will, If you are ever reading this, I need to tell you something. From the moment I met you I thought you and Allen and Sean and Susannah were all amazing. I started to like you but held my tongue for a while until I couldn't do it anymore and I old espy, who told you as you know. Anyways, now I don't think I like you anymore... I think I love you. I'm not sure but it feels so strange and new and I feel so lost. No, I'm not asking you to breaks up with espy I never would do that to either of you. Because as much as this hurts like hell, seeing my two best friends happy matters so much more to me. -Best of Wishes, Natalia
this made me cry i feel like im slowly falling into a depression i odn't know how or what causes it if i look at it i have an awesome life but still i feel this way i really need people to talk to in a private chat or something maybe facebook or instagram or sth else i think itl help me out i just can't hold on like this any longer people say hang in there its a phase you'l get over it but i have no idea how if anyone wanna talk im here for you just also be there for me :/ :)
You don't know how much i love you , you can talk with me , that's why i'm with you. Don't want you to feel bad. I understand , i've been depressed , and i'm not totally fine but i know what it is. It's harder when you don't have anyone you can talk with to understand what you're on. Please don't ignore my help. I need it as much as you do , don't feel bad , it's hard but try not to. i will always be here for you. Remember, wherever i am , sky , water , heaven , space , ground , I will always support you and be by your side. :) world is made of bad things and good things , there are places and times you suffer , and other that you enjoy :) just don't lose hope of one day meeting your lover c: ♥
Yeah I'm thirteen year old who has their life ahead of them. But I can not doing anything right. Just before I annoyed my friends so much I just left so they wouldn't have to deal with my presence. I'm a useless spoils stupid emotionally cold ignorant lazy brat who does few things right and many things wrong. I'm even too much of a coward to end it, to let people enjoy me out of their lives for ever. I am unable to do anything helpful everyone hates me. I'm just too selfish. But there is nothing, NOTHING I can do. My parents are proud to be of me because I'm able to recently be able to tie my shoelaces. SHOELACES. My school two ago everyone turned against me because I'm just nothing. I'm a nobody.
im literally crying right now i always had thoughts of suicide thought it would be easy to do but instead i held back now i wish i didn't but i will be ok i promise... i won't commit suicide i promise.😭😭😭😭
Anyone going through depression, please keep fighting, even if you feel like falling keep climbing. I get it, I'm gong through depression right now and am only 14 and I feeling like giving up all the time, i see a rope and think it could be so easy just to do it. That voice can't control you only you can control you, so keep fight, beat up that little voice in you head telling you your ugly, week etc. You are beautiful for who you are as a person, no one can't take that from you, keep fighting you beautiful people, we will get through this together ❤️
I dunno how love can make you feel cold. Maybe it didn't hurt me that much or maybe the coldness from my memories is just stronger. If anyone has a broken heart, then please just be thankful for being able to love and for the experience and maybe happy memories someone brought you. You can always find someone else. Someone that you deserve. Someone that is as wonderful as you are.
i'm always in my room where its pitch black while my family is out laughing and talk never talk to me unless i go out there. i have put myself in my room alone bc no one wants to talk to me and i dont have true friends to go to and talk about this. any advice?
Well I was once in that situation so i went to the internet to look for friends and Now i have the best friends I could ask for, they honestly feel like family, but if you want to talk im fine with talking to you ;D
Sempi Gaming Get out your room and talk to them then! 😂 How are they meant to know you are depressed alone in your room if you never tell them how you feel? They likely think you just wanna be alone x
You told me that I’m *ugly* so I started *hiding* You told me that I’m *fat* so I stopped *eating* You told me that I’m *dumb* so I started *cutting* You told me that I’m *annoying* so I stopped *talking* You told me that I’m *worthless* so I stopped *existing*
I remember seeing an LPS music video of this, and now that I've seen a nightcore of this, I am favoriting this to listen to later. Thank you so much for making this, this warmed my heart to hear!
I have a crush on this boy but he'd never like me. I'm not me at school, I hide my love for video games to avoid losing my friends, I act like I don't fangirl over everything. I spend my time listening to nightcore. He's popular and I'm the loser. The reason I even started the pubic school was because my parents found out I cut. I know I shouldn't be torn up over a boy, I mean, I'm only thirteen. But he's a Christian like me in a cult filled valley. I keep telling myself five more years till I can leave but it's getting rough.
having a crush on a boy is hard i have liked this boy since 1 grade-but now he is dating my best friend now every time they see me they avoid me (short blonde hair) (cute blue eyes ) ( perfect smile )
I liked someone and told my two friends, one going out with her, one liked her. The one who liked her just straight up told her. They tricked me into thinking she liked me. I had kept his secret that he was gay (he wasn't really (told him from the start)) for over three years. His pathetic excuse was 'she basically guessed'. So many people 'basically guessed' he was gay. I constantly argue with my old crush. It happens. Our hearts are torn apart. We simply have to keep on living.
+Josy Carrera she slams the door closed the tears wont stop running, she hits her head into the pillow "why was i ever born?!" she screams out. her mother runs up the stairs, before her mom can open the door she quickly locked it "kate? open the door!" she hears her mother yell repeatedly she sits on the floor leaning against her bed soaked in tears her mother begins thumping on the door screaming in worry she stands up and walked over to her window, she gazed out to the beautiful sunset she opened the window, a soft warm air blew against her pale skin. her mother was still thumping heavily against the door, she remembered all the harsh things they all said. the tears start flooding again. she stands on the edge of the window and looked down. suddenly her incredibly afraid mother busted in her bedroom "kate!" she yelled she slowly turned around and spread her arms outwards "suicidal people are angels who wanna go home." she whispered softly her mother grabbed her arm, she fell backwards. her mother wasn't all that strong. she let go of her daughters arm, she watched as she saw her own special baby child fall, down, down, down, down, splat.
Makes me always think of a sad winter
Tsunni-chan same
Same
Crystal - Chan Same ^^'...
Crystal - Chan same ._.
nightcore has become my life...
Mine too.
OMG YAAAAASSS
Abigail Still yesssssssss
Same 😛✌️😂
Abigail Still Same
Does anyone else think of sad things then think about how lonely they are, feel depressed but happy but still love the song?
yep it happens every time
Yea I do (this is the song of how I feel sometimes)
+ GothicWolfGames yes.....
i think only how depressed and how lonely i feel all this time nothing else
Ya, welp... WHO WANTS ONE OF MY WORLD FAMOUS DEPRESSION CAKES FOR DEPRESSED PPL SO THEY FIND A KITTY CAT (or dog ) ON THE STREETS that's so loving and sweet... And you adopt it and are happy 4 life cuz it's immortal and dies when u die of old age... Or find the perfect cat/dog in a shelter or something else with the same case. Depression cakes are your FAV things... this is truly a wonderful song.. If you lost a family member... They are not gone, they are still with you... watching over you, until the day comes when you are reunited with them.. No one is ever truly alone... there are people out there for you. And if you shut them out of your life, you may never be happy. To the random person who stumbles across this... Don't shut the people who care about you out of your life.... Let them in and you will be happy...
Well, that went south pretty quickly, it's like... 1:00am right now and I go to school and.. OMG I hope my mom doesn't find out I'm up this late... >.< Anyways, hope this helped.... Peace out Ma BEAUTIFUL GECKOES!!!!
I hope u laughed right there cuz this is kinda awkward..
Meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow
I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself.. ^.^
I'm so cold but this nightcore has warmed me, thanks!
awesome. glad you liked the video
+CybrrKitten omg so beautiful sad T-T❤❤❤❤❤👍👍👍👍
sweet
+Harrison Stark It's your qareen that warmed you, it hugs you when you're crying. It makes noises when it's bored, it tries to even wake you up at night when it's bored. It's basically you, but in a spiritual way. It's a ghost of you, stare at the black pupil in your eye for 1 minute at the mirror and you'll see your qareen there.
It'll have a scary face though, so do be careful.
+Strawberry Miu
Okay
Anybody just think about sad things while listening to this?
*cries*
*cries*
*Sniffle* I'm still alive so fine i guess *sniffle*
no really i'm fine *frowns* this just so happens to be my face ;,(
+Luna Moon yes
Tonight is the night I lost all hope. this song cheers me up then saddens me more
This song makes me feel bittersweet for some reason.
Fullmetal Titan
Fullmetal Titan same
I almost think I have depression. It's so awful sometimes. I'm just not myself. I had a crush for ages and I found out she was straight, and my heart shattered. And my cat popcorn was my main source of happiness and he died a few months ago. This song makes me want to cry because I can relate to it so much.
I know how you feel, it really crushes your soul but instead remind yourself about what's good in your life, your actually really lucky, some people don't even have a home,internet,pets for company.
I know you will feel heartbroken but just know that loads of people care about you and you have a great life (^.^)
+Madilinecat aww that's like the nicest comment ever 😊 I know a lot of people care about me, and I am very grateful for the things I have, but my cat recently died and I'm just not myself. It still really hurts. At least someone understands how I feel :)
Yeah I'm thirteen year old who has their life ahead of them. But I can not doing anything right. Just before I annoyed my friends so much I just left so they wouldn't have to deal with my presence. I'm a useless spoils stupid emotionally cold ignorant lazy brat who does few things right and many things wrong. I'm even too much of a coward to end it, to let people enjoy me out of their lives for ever. I am unable to do anything helpful everyone hates me. I'm just too selfish. But there is nothing, NOTHING I can do. My parents are proud to be of me because I'm able to recently be able to tie my shoelaces. SHOELACES. My school two ago everyone turned against me because I'm just nothing. I'm a nobody.
Don't bring yourself down, your thirteen, change your life now become what you want to be, don't let anyone tell you you're useless you already are an amazing person, we all go through rough patches sometime in our life, tell yourself, tell the world that you can do it, that you are meant to be in this world and remember someone cares about you, you just haven't found them yet :)
+Madilinecat sadly i drive everyone away eventually. its who i am and who i will be for the rest of life.
Oh my gosh totally forgot about this song especially this version for years. Glad that I found it again
This song explains me after my dad left me. When I was with my bad I was an all smiling child with no obstacles. Then my dad left and everything fell. I started to get bullied and fell into depression. My mom stopped loving me. I started to fail in school and I didn't have any dreams anymore. I had nightmares every night. This song just makes me cry because it reminds me of how my life is now.
Depression has stolen the small amount of warmth that I had left. I only find warmth when I feel pain, but it's only temporary warmth...I'm sick of it all
Depression has had the better of me for years, i know how you feel, but remember, there's always people out there who will be nice and friendly towards you, even in the youtube comment section xD. Good advice is to always try to seek what makes you happy, if you don't know what does make you happy, try exploring and cut the things that make you sad from your life, and slowly with time, warmth will return.
Thank you, that made me smile😊 I posted this during a really dark night, but I feel slightly better today. Especially after reading your comment. I really need to quit going back to the things that hurt me, but the people that hurt me are the only people that I have, unfortunately. I'm a genderfluid pansexual, but I haven't come out yet. (I live in a very homophobic family) So it's really been taking it's toll on me lately. Once again, thanks for being so caring. It brightened my day, I hope you have a great week ;)
+Iamnotgoodatnamingstuff Ormakingdecisions Thanks :D i'm going to meet my girlfriend from Britain for the first time this weekend so I know it shall be :p
+Iamnotgoodatnamingstuff Ormakingdecisions i understand how you feel about how the only people close you you being homophobic. i kept it inside of me for the past few years of how i liked girls instead of boys and i just told her recently-ish that i was bi and she hadnt handled that well. I know this may be late to say but if you ever want to talk just text me on skype (username is meow_i_am_a_cat) just tell me who you are first please. :)
Hey, just know that there are people out there who are here for u, like me!
I always listen to this from time to time since it was one of the first nightcores I listened to. I really like the vibe this gives me, sad yet beautiful♥
I always cry when I hear that song 😭😭💔but it is Beautiful 💓
Donna Appleford yeah 😓🖤
Everyone says they're crying. And i'm staring at my phone trying to cry too, but no tears come out because i'm dead inside.
Anyone else?
Edit: lol I was so cringy 3yrs ago. Anyways hope yall feeling okay
no one can be more dead than me
I'm the most deadest person alive
yeah i can never seem to cry out my eyes so i cry out my thighs.
Same here
Midnight Neko same
im alone💔and broken...
You're never truly alone. There is always someone out there that loves you, they may not know it yet but they're deeply in love with you and when you meet they will never forget you and never stop loving you. Chances are that you've probably already met people who love you even if you've done nothing to deserve it. You might have complimented them or did something they liked. You're never truly broken, you're just bent. You will come to realize this when you put yourself back together better than ever! Just stay strong! Everything will get better if you believe and try your 110%!
+Emma formanova thank you beautiful you really make me feel better💗
lobnah79 Thank you, but it's true! & Don't be someone you aren't! Stay strong, but if you need help, DON'T for get to ask. There is always someone that will help you, even if you can't realize it.
+Emma formanova I don't like asking for help I never have in my life I still don't ask for help in my school I find it embarrassing and I feel stupid and my mind will never change that decision I feel like the dumb one asking for help
me too
*reads all those sad comments* T__T I just wanted to listen to a nice song....
Truth
"Mother why do I even exist?" she whispers this to the picture of her mother. The tears are like a river, they wont stop flowing, they wont stop glowing in the moonlight.
She gently sets the photo down onto her desk and slowly pulls out the gun. "Mother...they were so mean. The names they said, that I was ugly, fat, a disappointment, a failure."
She slowly puts the tip of the barrel against her temple.
She chokes back her tears. "Was your death really my fault? Are their words true?"
She closes her eyes and sighs, smiling sadly.
"Well mother...you will be able to tell me soon...I love you mother."
As the trigger is slowly pulled back, her best friend hears a muffled 'boom' from her house across the street. In worry she grabs her coat and runs to her house, she is stunned in fear at what she sees.
She sees an innocent teenage girl, who only she knew how lonely she really was, lying there.
Still warm to the touch, yet an ice cold stare still in her eyes and a sketched smile still upon her paling lips.
This is deep..
Deep Story but really good writing
Can you tell the title of this story plss
she slams the door closed
the tears wont stop running,
she hits her head into the pillow
"why was i ever born?!" she screams out.
her mother runs up the stairs,
before her mom can open the door she quickly locked it
"kate? open the door!" she hears her mother yell repeatedly
she sits on the floor leaning against her bed soaked in tears
her mother begins thumping on the door screaming in worry
she stands up and walked over to her window,
she gazed out to the beautiful sunset
she opened the window, a soft warm air blew against her pale skin.
her mother was still thumping heavily against the door,
she remembered all the harsh things they all said.
the tears start flooding again.
she stands on the edge of the window and looked down.
suddenly her incredibly afraid mother busted in her bedroom
"kate!" she yelled
she slowly turned around and spread her arms outwards
"suicidal people are angels who wanna go home."
she whispered softly
her mother grabbed her arm, she fell backwards.
her mother wasn't all that strong.
she let go of her daughters arm, she watched as she saw her own special baby child fall, down, down, down, down, splat.
kawaiipizza very realistic
kawaiipizza ....That's some deep shit tho.... Maybe stories like this are meant to be told...Some people just don't understand US.......
kawaiipizza deep
Im sorry but I laughed reallly hard at splat
its so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember
Who has just found this in 2016 after like two years when it was uploaded 😂😔
Me !!😶😬
Linnea Avery ME!!!😞
Me!
Linnea Avery Me
Linnea Avery me
I'm crying...
Do not Cry
Jade Moore don't cry ... Craft
Jade Moore me Too Im hurt
+Sophia Cobain Leave. There's the door `~`\>
Band Obsessed Sowwieeeee I just had too
What a wonderful piano sound at the beginning and in background ! Lovely, so moving !!
My favourite nightcore song😉👏👏👏👏
I have been feeling suicidal.... But during school I am this happy and usually cheerful and helpful girl. When I am at home I cut myself and listen to nightcore to help me feel better. I try my best to avoid my parents because they fight so much. And this month especially a lot of people that were close to me have passed away. Advice anyone? Please..
My advice for you is to keep fighting. Keep holding on. Try to stop cutting, please. That is no way to solve anything. Trust me, I used to cut when I was 13. I only found out that it made things a lot worse. So much worse. It is a slow process, but it is possible. Anything is. This is very tough right now, but I can assure you that it won't be like this for the rest of your life. I'm here for you if you ever need to talk. Stay strong!
Nightcore Life suicide is permanent.....what youre going threw is temporary....i beileven you no matter what
Listen to songs like 'This song saved my life' and focus on positivity. Use your time at home to relax and treat yourself rather than focusing on your negative feelings 😌 x
This song specifically reminds me of Russia from Hetalia...and I really love the song now.~♥
why im not crying? im so fucking destroyed and broken and i wanna fucking cry.. but my body doesnt and it still hurt..
*hugs*
VolOnOfficial suicide is permanent.....whatever youre going threw is tempory......i beileven you
VolOnOfficial EXACTLY
Cette chanson est super émouvante. Le remix est juste perfect.♥
+Missfolie17 MSP C'est qui qui t'as fais découvrir hein ? On dis merci qui ? mdrr
i must cry DX and i love this song so much
When I listen, to this song I feel empty inside and it's true I am empty, feeling depressed all the time this song makes me think of sad and lonely time in my horrible lonely life.
The Feels T^T
I love the original So Cold, but I have to say this one is so goood.
une quarantaine de fois que je l'écoute. je ne m'en lasse pas...
I was so warm to finding my family...
But in the end
*It went to cold I couldn't find them*
*I'll always cherish the moments with you mum and siblings*
:( stay safe
Did this song get removed from the original channel that uploaded it?
I'd like to know this as well... it kind of seems like it.
this song makes me think of the rain, cold, dark, alone....but ^-^ someone is always there to warm u up, like this nightcore ur friends, family~♡
Depressed Teen I've tried but I can't tell them they just take away what helps me so I hide In my room to be alone but thanks go the help I'm happy thy someone wants to help me through it. Thank youyou
Gotta love poems
Yeah I look up poem and quotes to help it helps a lot and if you want to ever cut put a rubber band on your wrist and snap til your urge stops it helps to
Sempi Gaming same
I can play this on piano, though this music is my life, its the only thing i have left, all my friends left me one by one every single one, everybody laughs behind my back, and my social skills are now days pretty bad, some live in happiness and some in the darkness, seriously what is the purpose we are here.
Sempi Gaming same the only keeping me together is my guitar and music.
i love this song do more like this
one of those songs that's amazing both nightcore and original
Love how the background moves!! :P
I was cutting myself to this song. I've been in depression for 1 year. I was thinking about suicide. Now 2 years past I still love this song and guess what? I'm alive and happy! Wounds can be healed
I hope you are still sting and living on...
😊💪
Good for you. It proves how strong you are
But not everyone can keep it up
wounds can be a healed but a broken heart?
Same here but always rember there are people that care
Weeeeeeeellll THIS sure made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside!
i love this song! is the girl in the pic from an anime??
That miku from vocaloid
Hatsune Miku:))
hatsune miku from vocaliod
Tout simplement magnifique,une pure merveille.
Elle m inspire et me calme,je l adore.
Iv had the worst day, and now this song is helping me let it out....
Nightcore, and music in general is so good!!! Helps so much :) :(
Love this song 🎵 ❤️
Its true.. im just cold right now, wait gotta turn off the electric fan, AHH WARM!
This song sounds so wonderful in nightcore!
POLSKA!!! Przejmujemy!
Yey!! Polczki cebulaczki
+Magik Magikovsky Polskie cebule! xD
Cii ^^
What does poland have to do with this song? xD
+MoonLeaf 002 Because we like it. You also probably listening to foreign songs.
I love this song so much
THIS REMINDS ME OF PHAN AND MAKES ME DEPRESSED SO WHY DO I LISTEN TO IT D:
+Addy The Renegade war flashbacks.
+The Lifeless Worm OH GOD I FORGOT ABOUT THOSE
I can't stop listen this❤
This describes my love life.
+Maisy “Potato” Pitzer heh, same, ive been listening to this since it first came out on the original channel...it makes me depressed, not depressed, and then depressed again all in one sitting...guess im just special...haha :/
+nate brannan
Aw. Ever since my ex broke up with me this has been my song
+Maisy “Potato” Pitzer
It's been like this for me since i lost touch with someone i loved, and cared about, but hey, let go of those you love, right?
But i think i always felt empty anyway...
Aweh...I'm sorry
eh, it just shows me to move on with life and look to happiness for someway of a cure
you wanna kik and talk about it there? im bad at looking at YT notifications ;/
I love this song 😍😍😍
I had an online friend and I liked him when we met but as we grew we drifted apart. I dated his bff but he would always talk about me. His emotions for me grew much bigger and his bff started abusing me so I left him. It came to the point where he was the only person I could trust and we haven't talked since.
BTW the one who liked me his name was Sam and the guy I dated name was Giovanni.
I used to listen to songs like this when i was 13 and depressed....My friend had committed suicide and that was the first time I had experienced a death that was so personal. I am now 16 and though i am not proud of myself, I am getting there, Life is a struggle but holding on to hope for a better future is what has kept me alive. Just know that there is always someone going through the same thing if not going through worse than you. Keep hope for a better future
Dear will,
If you are ever reading this, I need to tell you something. From the moment I met you I thought you and Allen and Sean and Susannah were all amazing. I started to like you but held my tongue for a while until I couldn't do it anymore and I old espy, who told you as you know.
Anyways, now I don't think I like you anymore... I think I love you. I'm not sure but it feels so strange and new and I feel so lost.
No, I'm not asking you to breaks up with espy I never would do that to either of you. Because as much as this hurts like hell, seeing my two best friends happy matters so much more to me.
-Best of Wishes, Natalia
It's been three years, do you still love him?
You still love him, or even are still with this song
Anyways I hope the best for you two
I love the music its reminds me of things I experienced
gänsehaut...
so Schön♡
Kleine Katze so true
My soul is is filled with flame but its dying out :(
Wow this is SUPER DUPER emotional 😭😓🥀🖤
this made me cry i feel like im slowly falling into a depression i odn't know how or what causes it if i look at it i have an awesome life but still i feel this way i really need people to talk to in a private chat or something maybe facebook or instagram or sth else i think itl help me out i just can't hold on like this any longer people say hang in there its a phase you'l get over it but i have no idea how if anyone wanna talk im here for you just also be there for me :/ :)
You don't know how much i love you , you can talk with me , that's why i'm with you. Don't want you to feel bad.
I understand , i've been depressed , and i'm not totally fine but i know what it is.
It's harder when you don't have anyone you can talk with to understand what you're on.
Please don't ignore my help.
I need it as much as you do , don't feel bad , it's hard but try not to. i will always be here for you.
Remember, wherever i am , sky , water , heaven , space , ground , I will always support you and be by your side.
:) world is made of bad things and good things , there are places and times you suffer , and other that you enjoy :) just don't lose hope of one day meeting your lover c: ♥
Yeah I'm thirteen year old who has their life ahead of them. But I can not doing anything right. Just before I annoyed my friends so much I just left so they wouldn't have to deal with my presence. I'm a useless spoils stupid emotionally cold ignorant lazy brat who does few things right and many things wrong. I'm even too much of a coward to end it, to let people enjoy me out of their lives for ever. I am unable to do anything helpful everyone hates me. I'm just too selfish. But there is nothing, NOTHING I can do. My parents are proud to be of me because I'm able to recently be able to tie my shoelaces. SHOELACES. My school two ago everyone turned against me because I'm just nothing. I'm a nobody.
i'm 13 too :o
you can talk with me ;3 if you want , do you play LoL?
+Satan Teemo no i play xbox one and some conputer
I love how the title is 'So cold' and That character is Tina Sprouts from Black Bullet and she says its cold a lot! Nice touch!
C l'une de mais musique préfère je l'adore 😘 Elle est touchante
omg ! Love It !
Tomorrow I'm doing show and tell and I'm showing my class a memory of my dead brother that was my little angle he was a newborn.
love the nightcore! ♡♡♡♡♡♡
☆☆☆☆☆
~💝💔💝
♥ ↪i love it↩♥
Alan and Eric...everytime I have to think about them, when I this beautiful and touching song! T_T ♡
perfect song 💙😭
miedzy mna a tobaaa
Thank you to the one who recommended this to me. I have long lost forgotten your name, but thank you.
it's so quiet here, and I feel so cold 💘
im literally crying right now i always had thoughts of suicide thought it would be easy to do but instead i held back now i wish i didn't but i will be ok i promise... i won't commit suicide i promise.😭😭😭😭
Im dead :in me inside
Hi, how are you? :)
😊😊😊 STAY STRONG ❤❤❤
I love this song I'll definitely be showing to my friends
This is the best song I ever heared it's amazing I can listen to it for ages
Ty for the Nightcore that shows my colours in not just black sand white 😭
I love this song, it is so great
I'm home alone right now, all the lights are off, I'm in my lounge room full of darkness and listening to this song....SCARED😂😂😂
LoneWolf Ria
Have you looked in the basement?
Anyone going through depression, please keep fighting, even if you feel like falling keep climbing. I get it, I'm gong through depression right now and am only 14 and I feeling like giving up all the time, i see a rope and think it could be so easy just to do it. That voice can't control you only you can control you, so keep fight, beat up that little voice in you head telling you your ugly, week etc. You are beautiful for who you are as a person, no one can't take that from you, keep fighting you beautiful people, we will get through this together ❤️
Going*
Bad idea thinking of Daniel from cyndago and listening to this :C...
+Beth Boots Crying now...😓
+Ally Murphy ;C
Gee thanks now I'm sad
Well, I was anyway because of this song but still
+Noelle Fritz I am so s0wwy
I dunno how love can make you feel cold. Maybe it didn't hurt me that much or maybe the coldness from my memories is just stronger.
If anyone has a broken heart, then please just be thankful for being able to love and for the experience and maybe happy memories someone brought you. You can always find someone else. Someone that you deserve. Someone that is as wonderful as you are.
i'm always in my room where its pitch black while my family is out laughing and talk never talk to me unless i go out there. i have put myself in my room alone bc no one wants to talk to me and i dont have true friends to go to and talk about this. any advice?
Well I was once in that situation so i went to the internet to look for friends and Now i have the best friends I could ask for, they honestly feel like family, but if you want to talk im fine with talking to you ;D
thx
Sempi Gaming Get out your room and talk to them then! 😂 How are they meant to know you are depressed alone in your room if you never tell them how you feel? They likely think you just wanna be alone x
You told me that I’m *ugly*
so I started *hiding*
You told me that I’m *fat*
so I stopped *eating*
You told me that I’m *dumb*
so I started *cutting*
You told me that I’m *annoying*
so I stopped *talking*
You told me that I’m *worthless*
so I stopped *existing*
Someone 2017?
I still love this..
I love this song!
Давно искала эту песню и спустя 3 года нашла..😔💕
Такая грустная..
everyone crying and shit or talking about being edgy and dead inside, meanwhile I'm just here to listen to music I just found and enjoy.
I love the beat to it lmao I'm a music type person especially when that drum hits
Trop beau !!!!!!!!!!! C juste magnifique !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I remember seeing an LPS music video of this, and now that I've seen a nightcore of this, I am favoriting this to listen to later. Thank you so much for making this, this warmed my heart to hear!
Mikayla Redman i like your profile picture ;)
Am I the only one who isn't depressed and just likes this kind of music?
this is like my break up about a week ago... :(
Nice picture and back round! ♡ Love it ♡
I have a crush on this boy but he'd never like me. I'm not me at school, I hide my love for video games to avoid losing my friends, I act like I don't fangirl over everything. I spend my time listening to nightcore. He's popular and I'm the loser. The reason I even started the pubic school was because my parents found out I cut. I know I shouldn't be torn up over a boy, I mean, I'm only thirteen. But he's a Christian like me in a cult filled valley. I keep telling myself five more years till I can leave but it's getting rough.
having a crush on a boy is hard i have liked this boy since 1 grade-but now he is dating my best friend now every time they see me they avoid me
(short blonde hair)
(cute blue eyes )
( perfect smile )
i once loved someone, now i don't know what is love..
I liked someone and told my two friends, one going out with her, one liked her. The one who liked her just straight up told her. They tricked me into thinking she liked me. I had kept his secret that he was gay (he wasn't really (told him from the start)) for over three years. His pathetic excuse was 'she basically guessed'. So many people 'basically guessed' he was gay. I constantly argue with my old crush. It happens. Our hearts are torn apart. We simply have to keep on living.
ElderdragonGaming EDG I feel really bad for you and hope you feel better but I read liked as killed at first and was like OMG
When you realize that you shouldn't be lissening to sad songs cause of your depression, but it's to good.
I love this song so much😊
2018?
no
right here//
This song is immortal
E ae ^^
yep
it makes me even colder
♡♡2 years later and i stil love this♡♡
i love this song so much, i can't count how often i listened to it...
+Josy Carrera she slams the door closed
the tears wont stop running,
she hits her head into the pillow
"why was i ever born?!" she screams out.
her mother runs up the stairs,
before her mom can open the door she quickly locked it
"kate? open the door!" she hears her mother yell repeatedly
she sits on the floor leaning against her bed soaked in tears
her mother begins thumping on the door screaming in worry
she stands up and walked over to her window,
she gazed out to the beautiful sunset
she opened the window, a soft warm air blew against her pale skin.
her mother was still thumping heavily against the door,
she remembered all the harsh things they all said.
the tears start flooding again.
she stands on the edge of the window and looked down.
suddenly her incredibly afraid mother busted in her bedroom
"kate!" she yelled
she slowly turned around and spread her arms outwards
"suicidal people are angels who wanna go home."
she whispered softly
her mother grabbed her arm, she fell backwards.
her mother wasn't all that strong.
she let go of her daughters arm, she watched as she saw her own special baby child fall, down, down, down, down, splat.
Love