I can certainly identify with your sorrow and grief, I miss my hubby & best friend of almost 34 years. He passed on Sep 2, 2020. I still hurt. God bless you and comfort you in Jesus, watch for His appearing. Hugzzz
It's like your frozen in place while the rest of the world, family, and friends is running like normal. Your numb. You don't know how to function without them. And yet? Your glad the suffering and pain is over for their sake. Prayers and comfort blessings to you
I’ve watched Brittany and she had a beautiful spirit and remember she is right there beside you still in life❤ Eventually memories will make you laugh along with crying and then you will start to remember your good times.😢
❤You say, that's it, that's all the videos, but there is plenty else! Share some photos, a collection of her work, some photos of travel and hollidays together, the dogs, music festivals, like in Mississippi?. It's all up to you. If sharing about her and your life together helps you , and helps you honor and share all those times and beautiful or even difficult moments, then do it. You owe your audience nothing, yet you have 1000's of people deeply emotionally connected to your are Brittany's story. I bet there is not one person, who's life has not been enriched by hearing your story. It's not just about the cancer. It was the honesty and passion with which you both lived and with which you both shared, that made it so compelling
Not a bad idea. I do have some stock footage and some videos I found that were hiding. So, there's always something new I could be showing. I've also decided to move forward with "me" being the focus - walking through grief, and the journey that I've been on for awhile. So, I've got a lot more to share. There's a new video posting tomorrow, actually. An 'intro' video - for the Channel Homepage (something I should have done months ago), and I'm working on stuff going forward.
@@Beyond_Cancer sounds good I look forward to it. 'Project Life'🥴⚘ As much as I ( personally) still am drawn to grieve and mourn forever, (as in that space, the bliss I and my partner had is still alive), I can see you need to move forward as well, and you and your expiriences becoming the focus of these videos seems like a very healthy thing!👏🙏😙
The more a person grieves is a testament to how much they loved ! Someone told me that when I had intense grief for years. It helped to understand why it lasted so long. Prayers for you during your grief ❤
Hey Lisa, and Kimberly! I often talk about this. I'm a bit of a nerd (if you've been following the journey, you can definitely see that) and something that's really interesting - starting in ancient Sumaria, the grieving party was given the "social allowance" to essentially wander the streets in various manner of undress, covered in as much filth and dung as they could cover themselves in, drink to excess and essentially get in fights, destroy public property, and mourn as long as they could. The length of time a person carried on in this manner, was a direct display of love, and it was suspected that there was social expectations on the minimum amount of time you should stay this way. We see parts of that tradition carried on down into other cultures in their "appropriate displays of grief." I often think about that, and while I don't wander the streets drunk and getting into public brawls, I have to admit, sometimes in the quiet of night - the long dark times of the soul - it's easy to see why people express grief through punching holes in walls. I don't. I couldn't muster that strength to break my own property. But... I get it.
Very cool info about grief traditions. I had no idea. (and nerds are coo by the way) You are right, grief is always the worst late at night, alone in the quiet! Not for the faint of heart. Just remember, the light always comes back, you just have to wait for it. We are with you my friend. Even if it's in cyberspace.@@Beyond_Cancer
Aww i still see these videos on my feed and its such a shame darren stopped the filming he had such a gift but he knows best and i wish him all the best for the future whatever it holds 😊.
I tried to explain my grief by using the analogy that a major part of my body had been amputated but after a while no one noticed it was gone but me. Grieving is physically and emotionally exhausting. Take care of yourself.
@Darrin as much as i was late following you and Brittany my heart cries with you. You both honored God in your walk and like my late husband and i will be reunited in heaven. Christian love to you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 my prayers remain with you. Brittany and I had 2 things in common: 1 our love for God 2. Awesome husbands. 👌
@AlwaysMorePhotography that is so true. God gave them to us for a season. My Ken was a pastor and, like you, I was his caregiver toward he end. Now you need to be good to Darrin for grief is not easy. God bless you 🙏 ❤️
The services sounded wonderful, just what Brittany would have wanted! Darrin, I hope you can find peace and solace sooner than later. Brittany cared so much for you, the last thing she would have wanted is for you to be miserable and in so much pain. I have always loved this poem and I hope it brings you some peace! Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there. I did not die.
Dear Darin so sorry for your loss. You seem like a wonderful man and you were a great husband. Your wife is in no more pain. One day you will see the comfort in that. God bless you and your family. She will be in your heart forever never doubt that. ♥
Darrin you were so pale in the beginning of this vlog...You went through the hardest part ...Going home without her after all the people stopped coming... That was the hardest thing for me after burying my 4 yr old daughter and then after burying my late husband...The silents of my home was unbearable at times...Darrin you keep putting one foot in front of the other and don't you ever give up on God because He will never give up on you...I will be praying for you and God is going to carry you through this next journey and Brittany is right there with you too...
I wish you well Darrin. I hope the grief becomes less raw and you can find comfort with the memories of the love you shared. I hope you keep doing the grief counseling sessions for a bit longer. The videos of you from January show what an immense physical and emotional toll this journey took on you. Sorting through all your emotions may help you deal with your grief. Did you get your D&D crew back together again? Some time alone with the pups is necessary, but re-engaging with those things that gave you joy may lift you out of despondency.
Hey Barbara! First of all, thank you. I'm still doing the therapy. I'm actually chatting with my counselor about easing my way out of sessions. It's a process, but I've been doing fairly well lately. As for my D&D crew - I started gaming again in March, I believe. Additionally, my friends have been keeping me active and it's really helped. It really does take a village. I always say that there's no such thing as a Christian in a bubble. And with grief, it's doubly so. We need those breaks. Forced enjoyment, as it were. lol.
Thank you for sharing the story of your beautiful wife. I am amazed at how you are using it for God’s glory. It really touched me in so many ways. I appreciate you sharing your genuine feelings. One day, you will be re-united! Thank you for letting God use you, I’m praying for you! Sending big hugs from St. Louis 😌
Darrin, you are such an eloquent speaker. You have done so well finishing up all of her videos. Although I didn’t know her personally she was such a beautiful and interesting person. It was my pleasure to have watched just a few of her videos while she was still alive, then nothing. So It was great that you continued her story so that we could catch up with what happened. I hope that things are starting to get a bit better for you and that you will or have found something fulfilling to help fill the void made from her passing. Hope to see/hear more from you in the future.
The Lord Granted more time that entire Month to say goodbye s to You, family n friends. You are Blessed to have been able to not only witness but be present for that miracle n shared that with us. Much love, hugs n continued prayers to you.❤
Melanie, you're 100% right. It's why I knew that after her memorial services, I absolutely had to start posting these videos. I absolutely HAD to show God's glory. The things we got to experience... they're just SO worth sharing! I'm so glad that Brittany was called to do this, and I'm, happy that she (and I) said yes.
It’s so obvious that you and your wife were so in love and happy. She fought hard and she had you by her side. Rest in peace Brittney! I’m praying for you Darrin!
Darrin, I know there aren't enough words to bring lasting comfort. I'm so sorry for your loss. It's hard when you pray for the Lord to stop your loved one's suffering. Especially when we know the probable outcome. I know it's not the same but I prayed for the Lord to take my Dad home. Watching helplessly all we can do is try to give some kind of relief for them. It is a selfless act knowing they are leaving us. Brittany is no longer suffering she's with our Father. God bless you, I'll keep you in my prayers.
This hurts my heart though. You’re faith is amazing, that’s for sure. I wish I had half the faith as you guys do, as I know I’m lacking right now. I try to see things in a different light, but sometimes that’s very hard to do…. My momma was just diagnosed with lung cancer 2 weeks ago. She’s 78 years old. I’m not taking it very well at all. Pray for us please🤍
Crystal, I don'y claim to be a very faithful man. I falter way too much to be as good as people seem to think. But I certainly will pray. Praying right now, in fact. Just remember that the bible is full of the answer - why bad things happen to good people. But, sometimes, His glory is in the story told through generations. Hold onto your faith, because He's holding on to you - even when it feels like He's abandoned you. The hardest read and one of the most personal walks through the bible is Habakkuk. The story of God "fixing" a problem with a long term solution and what that means for his people in the now. It's not uplifting, but it can bring us comfort in knowing that the Lord is in control, despite the chaos of circumstance, and that His glory outlives even us. Don't think that your present circumstance is a direct condemnation or God ignoring you. He's aware of everything, and He's holding you when you cry.
Darrin, watching you and Brittany has been a true testament to how much you loved each other. Take each day one at a time, immerse yourself in memories of her and we are all here for you. My heart is breaking for you
You know she wants you to be happy. Take it easy on yourself. I know this was a while ago but...enjoy a hobby, D&D...be around people that make you happy. Do things for yourself to feed your happiness. I know...easier said that done. I commend you for your raw honesty. It is healing.
I want to tell you that I am not a very religious person. I went to church sometimes growing up but since watching your videos and seeing the miracle that you and Brittany experienced has made my beliefs a lot stronger. Thank you for sharing the journey you both went through. I'm very happy that this was healing for you. I hope that you take care of yourself now and find happiness in your life. 🙏❤️
Thank you, All About Crime! I continue to pray for God to draw you to Him, and may you experience the Love and Joy that comes with that. I hope that's not offensive. I don't mean it to be.
@@Beyond_Cancer thank you. I don't take offense to anything. I am a very laid back person and I'm open minded. I hope each day that goes by brings you peace and happiness.
So very sorry for your loss…God will heal you along the way. I hope you go on and find that pure love again. Brittany would want that for you. God bless you Darrin
Bless your heart. I am sad that it is over. I am a believer and yet this reconfirmed my faith. To know that the Lord stepped up like he did for you all was jaw dropping. I know the Lord has great plans for you Darrin. I hope that you will take us with you on that journey too. Your last words in this episode say it all. This is the reason…to bring people to Christ. I will be waiting for your next video. 😌🙏🏻
Oh Darrin, you are so beautifully vulnerable. God love you. I hope some of that deep pain has lessened a bit, but you will always love her with all your heart. You are the most wonderfully, loving husband that God hand-picked for darling Brittany. Just take it a breath at a time and know you will always have us! With love & prayers, Michelle in Los Angeles
I wish you well, Brittany was a real strong woman, and she was lucky to have you. Stay strong like she was. Thank you for sharing your journey. Please continue sharing, you have a way of helping others. 🙏
Brittany was one hell of a lady ❤ i know she left a lot of us feeling wondering why god took her from all of us but especially you . Darrin you are an amazing husband to Brittany we all knew it and we all know Brittany knew . i told my hubby if he goes before me i will never remarry anyone my life will live on with our sons and grandkids but i know i could never meet a man ever like my husband . i was married once it only lasted 3 years i met my husband and we are 28 years in and couldn’t be happier or more in love . Darrin i will continue to keep u in my prayers . the pups are so cute loving on you .
Thank you, AJ. I really appreciate the prayers! Brittany wanted me to be happy - she knew that I'd probably remarry. I'm not there yet, and I'm not sure if I ever will. But there's time for that. Thank you!
Quand j’ai perdu ma fille, j’ai pensé comme vous. On doit apprendre une vie que l’on n’avait pas choisie dans nos projets. I anderstand you. With the time you’ll learn .... the family, the friends are with you too, you are not alone. And MIlo is so cute, i love him ! ❤ COURage, changez vous les idées surtout, c’est important
Joy, I can only pray that He will. That was Brittany's hope, after all... And eventually, our motto - Just one. If just a single person could be affected, then it would have all been worth it.
You will miss her forever,but time will allow you to see. this and smile.May God touch your broken heart and grant you his devine peace...You are so kind and caring.I hope to see more of your journey, he has another story for you to find...
Today would have been my 39th wedding anniversary and i can just smile and remember :). I kept one of Randy's coats that he loved. just cause i wanted to :). Jesus will give you strength each day for that day, so live one day at a time but that doesn't mean you don't grieve and shed tears he just reminds us he is Always there... Randy love to sing and he sang Oh Holy Night at church and that is the song I tear up to still to this day. (see i like rambling lol )
Hey Josh! You seem new around these parts, so lemme give you the "template" - I try and post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January 16th of this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 1/28/2023. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. I hope you continue watching! There's some awesome stuff in those past episodes, and I hope to show my story going forward.
Answering the old Darrin: All the time you took care of her and provided for her, now it's time for you to be cared fore and provided for, by your loved ones. Just rest, just take yourself off hold. Brittany couldn't ask for a better and Godlier husband, you where there when she needed it the most, that is all that matters Sending you a big hug!❤
I sure don't, Bags. I was terrible at catching stuff in the moment. Brittany, was the one always on point. I do have a TON of handwritten notes from that time, however. They will be talked about quite a bit.
I can certainly identify with your sorrow and grief, I miss my hubby & best friend of almost 34 years. He passed on Sep 2, 2020. I still hurt. God bless you and comfort you in Jesus, watch for His appearing. Hugzzz
It's like your frozen in place while the rest of the world, family, and friends is running like normal. Your numb. You don't know how to function without them. And yet? Your glad the suffering and pain is over for their sake. Prayers and comfort blessings to you
Thank you, Dee! I can always use those prayers.
I’ve watched Brittany and she had a beautiful spirit and remember she is right there beside you still in life❤ Eventually memories will make you laugh along with crying and then you will start to remember your good times.😢
❤You say, that's it, that's all the videos, but there is plenty else! Share some photos, a collection of her work, some photos of travel and hollidays together, the dogs, music festivals, like in Mississippi?. It's all up to you. If sharing about her and your life together helps you , and helps you honor and share all those times and beautiful or even difficult moments, then do it. You owe your audience nothing, yet you have 1000's of people deeply emotionally connected to your are Brittany's story. I bet there is not one person, who's life has not been enriched by hearing your story. It's not just about the cancer. It was the honesty and passion with which you both lived and with which you both shared, that made it so compelling
Not a bad idea. I do have some stock footage and some videos I found that were hiding. So, there's always something new I could be showing. I've also decided to move forward with "me" being the focus - walking through grief, and the journey that I've been on for awhile. So, I've got a lot more to share. There's a new video posting tomorrow, actually. An 'intro' video - for the Channel Homepage (something I should have done months ago), and I'm working on stuff going forward.
@@Beyond_Cancer sounds good I look forward to it. 'Project Life'🥴⚘ As much as I ( personally) still am drawn to grieve and mourn forever, (as in that space, the bliss I and my partner had is still alive), I can see you need to move forward as well, and you and your expiriences becoming the focus of these videos seems like a very healthy thing!👏🙏😙
God bless you Darrin 🙏 Always remember Brittany is in your heart ♥ she is your angel 😇 Prayers to you Amen 🙏
The more a person grieves is a testament to how much they loved ! Someone told me that when I had intense grief for years. It helped to understand why it lasted so long. Prayers for you during your grief ❤
I second that
Hey Lisa, and Kimberly! I often talk about this. I'm a bit of a nerd (if you've been following the journey, you can definitely see that) and something that's really interesting - starting in ancient Sumaria, the grieving party was given the "social allowance" to essentially wander the streets in various manner of undress, covered in as much filth and dung as they could cover themselves in, drink to excess and essentially get in fights, destroy public property, and mourn as long as they could. The length of time a person carried on in this manner, was a direct display of love, and it was suspected that there was social expectations on the minimum amount of time you should stay this way. We see parts of that tradition carried on down into other cultures in their "appropriate displays of grief." I often think about that, and while I don't wander the streets drunk and getting into public brawls, I have to admit, sometimes in the quiet of night - the long dark times of the soul - it's easy to see why people express grief through punching holes in walls. I don't. I couldn't muster that strength to break my own property. But... I get it.
Very cool info about grief traditions. I had no idea. (and nerds are coo by the way) You are right, grief is always the worst late at night, alone in the quiet! Not for the faint of heart. Just remember, the light always comes back, you just have to wait for it. We are with you my friend. Even if it's in cyberspace.@@Beyond_Cancer
Wanting the best for you Darrin and I will always remember Brittany💕
Hugs as always to you Darrin and prayers for your healing, strength and peace.
May she rest in peace and may u find peace eventually
Aww i still see these videos on my feed and its such a shame darren stopped the filming he had such a gift but he knows best and i wish him all the best for the future whatever it holds 😊.
I tried to explain my grief by using the analogy that a major part of my body had been amputated but after a while no one noticed it was gone but me. Grieving is physically and emotionally exhausting. Take care of yourself.
It is an appropriate metaphor, Susan. Thank you!
@Darrin as much as i was late following you and Brittany my heart cries with you. You both honored God in your walk and like my late husband and i will be reunited in heaven. Christian love to you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 my prayers remain with you. Brittany and I had 2 things in common: 1 our love for God 2. Awesome husbands. 👌
Thank you, Caroline! We were honored by our loved-ones. They chose us out of everyone in the world.
@AlwaysMorePhotography that is so true. God gave them to us for a season. My Ken was a pastor and, like you, I was his caregiver toward he end. Now you need to be good to Darrin for grief is not easy. God bless you 🙏 ❤️
The services sounded wonderful, just what Brittany would have wanted! Darrin, I hope you can find peace and solace sooner than later. Brittany cared so much for you, the last thing she would have wanted is for you to be miserable and in so much pain. I have always loved this poem and I hope it brings you some peace!
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
Oh Lisa, that's beautiful! Just... amazing. Thank you!
Dear Darin so sorry for your loss. You seem like a wonderful man and you were a great husband. Your wife is in no more pain. One day you will see the comfort in that. God bless you and your family. She will be in your heart forever never doubt that. ♥
Rest dear! Then go forth with love.❤
Darrin you were so pale in the beginning of this vlog...You went through the hardest part ...Going home without her after all the people stopped coming... That was the hardest thing for me after burying my 4 yr old daughter and then after burying my late husband...The silents of my home was unbearable at times...Darrin you keep putting one foot in front of the other and don't you ever give up on God because He will never give up on you...I will be praying for you and God is going to carry you through this next journey and Brittany is right there with you too...
God bless you and may He comfort you in your profound losses with only the love He can give.
I wish you well Darrin. I hope the grief becomes less raw and you can find comfort with the memories of the love you shared. I hope you keep doing the grief counseling sessions for a bit longer. The videos of you from January show what an immense physical and emotional toll this journey took on you. Sorting through all your emotions may help you deal with your grief. Did you get your D&D crew back together again? Some time alone with the pups is necessary, but re-engaging with those things that gave you joy may lift you out of despondency.
Hey Barbara! First of all, thank you. I'm still doing the therapy. I'm actually chatting with my counselor about easing my way out of sessions. It's a process, but I've been doing fairly well lately. As for my D&D crew - I started gaming again in March, I believe. Additionally, my friends have been keeping me active and it's really helped. It really does take a village. I always say that there's no such thing as a Christian in a bubble. And with grief, it's doubly so. We need those breaks. Forced enjoyment, as it were. lol.
Hi Darrin, bless your beautiful heart ❤ my heart breaks for you completely 😢. I'm sending you so much love, prayers, peace and comfort always 🙏 xxx
Thank you for sharing the story of your beautiful wife. I am amazed at how you are using it for God’s glory. It really touched me in so many ways. I appreciate you sharing your genuine feelings. One day, you will be re-united! Thank you for letting God use you, I’m praying for you! Sending big hugs from St. Louis 😌
Thank you, Sarah! I can always use those prayers!
Darrin, you are such an eloquent speaker. You have done so well finishing up all of her videos. Although I didn’t know her personally she was such a beautiful and interesting person. It was my pleasure to have watched just a few of her videos while she was still alive, then nothing. So It was great that you continued her story so that we could catch up with what happened. I hope that things are starting to get a bit better for you and that you will or have found something fulfilling to help fill the void made from her passing. Hope to see/hear more from you in the future.
The Lord Granted more time that entire Month to say goodbye s to You, family n friends. You are Blessed to have been able to not only witness but be present for that miracle n shared that with us. Much love, hugs n continued prayers to you.❤
Melanie, you're 100% right. It's why I knew that after her memorial services, I absolutely had to start posting these videos. I absolutely HAD to show God's glory. The things we got to experience... they're just SO worth sharing! I'm so glad that Brittany was called to do this, and I'm, happy that she (and I) said yes.
It’s so obvious that you and your wife were so in love and happy. She fought hard and she had you by her side. Rest in peace Brittney! I’m praying for you Darrin!
Things often don't seem to make sense
she is still my biggest inspiration, that beautiful soul 💚
Darrin, I know there aren't enough words to bring lasting comfort. I'm so sorry for your loss. It's hard when you pray for the Lord to stop your loved one's suffering. Especially when we know the probable outcome.
I know it's not the same but I prayed for the Lord to take my Dad home. Watching helplessly all we can do is try to give some kind of relief for them. It is a selfless act knowing they are leaving us.
Brittany is no longer suffering she's with our Father.
God bless you, I'll keep you in my prayers.
Thank you, Linda! I still need those prayers! Thank you so much.
@@Beyond_Cancer You're welcome 🙏🙂
This hurts my heart though. You’re faith is amazing, that’s for sure. I wish I had half the faith as you guys do, as I know I’m lacking right now. I try to see things in a different light, but sometimes that’s very hard to do…. My momma was just diagnosed with lung cancer 2 weeks ago. She’s 78 years old. I’m not taking it very well at all. Pray for us please🤍
Crystal, I don'y claim to be a very faithful man. I falter way too much to be as good as people seem to think. But I certainly will pray. Praying right now, in fact. Just remember that the bible is full of the answer - why bad things happen to good people. But, sometimes, His glory is in the story told through generations. Hold onto your faith, because He's holding on to you - even when it feels like He's abandoned you. The hardest read and one of the most personal walks through the bible is Habakkuk. The story of God "fixing" a problem with a long term solution and what that means for his people in the now. It's not uplifting, but it can bring us comfort in knowing that the Lord is in control, despite the chaos of circumstance, and that His glory outlives even us. Don't think that your present circumstance is a direct condemnation or God ignoring you. He's aware of everything, and He's holding you when you cry.
So true. Thank you for that🤍
Darrin, watching you and Brittany has been a true testament to how much you loved each other. Take each day one at a time, immerse yourself in memories of her and we are all here for you. My heart is breaking for you
You know she wants you to be happy. Take it easy on yourself. I know this was a while ago but...enjoy a hobby, D&D...be around people that make you happy. Do things for yourself to feed your happiness. I know...easier said that done. I commend you for your raw honesty. It is healing.
I want to tell you that I am not a very religious person. I went to church sometimes growing up but since watching your videos and seeing the miracle that you and Brittany experienced has made my beliefs a lot stronger. Thank you for sharing the journey you both went through. I'm very happy that this was healing for you. I hope that you take care of yourself now and find happiness in your life. 🙏❤️
Thank you, All About Crime! I continue to pray for God to draw you to Him, and may you experience the Love and Joy that comes with that. I hope that's not offensive. I don't mean it to be.
@@Beyond_Cancer thank you. I don't take offense to anything. I am a very laid back person and I'm open minded. I hope each day that goes by brings you peace and happiness.
So very sorry for your loss…God will heal you along the way. I hope you go on and find that pure love again. Brittany would want that for you. God bless you Darrin
Bless your heart. I am sad that it is over. I am a believer and yet this reconfirmed my faith. To know that the Lord stepped up like he did for you all was jaw dropping. I know the Lord has great plans for you Darrin. I hope that you will take us with you on that journey too. Your last words in this episode say it all. This is the reason…to bring people to Christ. I will be waiting for your next video. 😌🙏🏻
Bless you, Jennifer! Thank you.
Oh Darrin, you are so beautifully vulnerable. God love you. I hope some of that deep pain has lessened a bit, but you will always love her with all your heart. You are the most wonderfully, loving husband that God hand-picked for darling Brittany. Just take it a breath at a time and know you will always have us! With love & prayers, Michelle in Los Angeles
I wish you well, Brittany was a real strong woman, and she was lucky to have you. Stay strong like she was. Thank you for sharing your journey. Please continue sharing, you have a way of helping others. 🙏
Brittany was one hell of a lady ❤ i know she left a lot of us feeling wondering why god took her from all of us but especially you . Darrin you are an amazing husband to Brittany we all knew it and we all know Brittany knew . i told my hubby if he goes before me i will never remarry anyone my life will live on with our sons and grandkids but i know i could never meet a man ever like my husband . i was married once it only lasted 3 years i met my husband and we are 28 years in and couldn’t be happier or more in love . Darrin i will continue to keep u in my prayers . the pups are so cute loving on you .
Thank you, AJ. I really appreciate the prayers! Brittany wanted me to be happy - she knew that I'd probably remarry. I'm not there yet, and I'm not sure if I ever will. But there's time for that. Thank you!
Quand j’ai perdu ma fille, j’ai pensé comme vous. On doit apprendre une vie que l’on n’avait pas choisie dans nos projets. I anderstand you. With the time you’ll learn .... the family, the friends are with you too, you are not alone. And MIlo is so cute, i love him ! ❤ COURage, changez vous les idées surtout, c’est important
I'm so very sorry for your loss 😢
She did touch many people. Just remember you will see her again one day. ❤
Amen, Janelle! What a day that will be!
Thinking of you, Darrin and remembering Britney. ❤️❤️
Amen.
I really was an amazing journey ❤️❤️❤️ I’m hear for your channel know matter what🌹✌️🙏🏻 good luck ❤️
Thank you for sharing your story 💗 I'm sure God will use this for His glory in the lives of His children.
Joy, I can only pray that He will. That was Brittany's hope, after all... And eventually, our motto - Just one. If just a single person could be affected, then it would have all been worth it.
You will miss her forever,but time will allow you to see. this and smile.May God touch your broken heart and grant you his devine peace...You are so kind and caring.I hope to see more of your journey, he has another story for you to find...
God bless you Darrin, let us know if there is anything we can do to help you get thru this time.
Today would have been my 39th wedding anniversary and i can just smile and remember :). I kept one of Randy's coats that he loved. just cause i wanted to :). Jesus will give you strength each day for that day, so live one day at a time but that doesn't mean you don't grieve and shed tears he just reminds us he is Always there... Randy love to sing and he sang Oh Holy Night at church and that is the song I tear up to still to this day. (see i like rambling lol )
Thank you, Fuzzy. I'm praying for you right now - for peace and comfort. I know it's probably been awhile, but... It never hurts, I'm assuming.
@@Beyond_Cancer Thank you so much...I am 60 yrs old and prayers are always needed🙂
God bless you!!! When did Brittany pass away?
Hey Josh! You seem new around these parts, so lemme give you the "template" - I try and post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January 16th of this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 1/28/2023.
The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives.
Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. I hope you continue watching! There's some awesome stuff in those past episodes, and I hope to show my story going forward.
but she did get better after that last song. She has a perfect body now and is in the arms of Jesus.
Amen! This is so true!
Answering the old Darrin:
All the time you took care of her and provided for her, now it's time for you to be cared fore and provided for, by your loved ones. Just rest, just take yourself off hold.
Brittany couldn't ask for a better and Godlier husband, you where there when she needed it the most, that is all that matters Sending you a big hug!❤
Thank you!
Hi Darren. Did you video any of the Memorial? Hope you're doing ok.
I sure don't, Bags. I was terrible at catching stuff in the moment. Brittany, was the one always on point. I do have a TON of handwritten notes from that time, however. They will be talked about quite a bit.
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When she wrote about "finding her true best friend and sister in Christ" on the wall..was she referring to the same person who gave her the plant?
Yup! She sure was, Kristi!
I live in Jacksonville, come for a get away and let's have a coffee, lunch on me.