watashi no koto shittemasu ka? kawaiku mietemasu ka? watashi no uta dōdarō na umaku utaetemasu ka? ishoo da toka meikuda toka kawaiku mietemasu ka? furitsuke toka fansa to kamo yorokondemoraemasu ka? te wa tsumetaku natte ashi wa furueru soredemo tatakaitai aidoru dakara baka ni suru yatsu wa kiraida mikudasareru no mo kiraida "aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wo mite mo inai kuse ni iuna ganbari wo tōzen to iuna imeeji toka kyōsei suru na "aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wa konoyo de ichiban daikirai da puraibeeto mienai kara wakaranai to omoimasu seikaku to ka warui hou desu damashichatte imasu ka? demo honki desu honki nan desu arinomama no watashi wo suki ni natte oshite kudasai sore tte wagamama desu ka? kitto kawaikunai zenbu wakatteru soredemo sukaretetai aidoru dakara hiniku iu yatsu wa kirai da iiwake bakari mo kirai da "konna mon ka" to iu kotoba wo karugarushiku kuchi ni suruna katte ni genkai kimeruna waraimodo ni nante suruna "aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wa kono yo de ichiban daikirai da mukaikaze wo kirisake hokori takaki aidoru mezasōze ouen ga nakereba katsudō dekinai suki na koto bakari ja ikite haikenai genki ageru hazu ga moratte bakaridashi ongaeshi dekiru hi made mattete kansei ga hette mo akirarechatte mo soredemo waratteitai aidoru dakara atsui fan no ai ga atte sutaffu-san no ai ga atte itsumo kazoku no ai ga atte ikiteru aidoru baka ni suru yatsu wa kirai da mikudasareru no mo kirai da "aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wo mite mo inai kuse ni iuna ganbari wo tōzen to iuna imeeji toka kyōsei sunna "aidoru nanka" toiu kotoba wa kono yo de ichiban daikirai da
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watashi no koto shittemasu ka? kawaiku mietemasu ka?
watashi no uta dōdarō na umaku utaetemasu ka? ishoo da toka meikuda toka kawaiku mietemasu ka?
furitsuke toka fansa to kamo yorokondemoraemasu ka?
te wa tsumetaku natte ashi wa furueru
soredemo tatakaitai aidoru dakara
baka ni suru yatsu wa kiraida mikudasareru no mo kiraida
"aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wo mite mo inai kuse ni iuna
ganbari wo tōzen to iuna imeeji toka kyōsei suru na
"aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wa konoyo de ichiban daikirai da
puraibeeto mienai kara wakaranai to omoimasu
seikaku to ka warui hou desu damashichatte imasu ka?
demo honki desu honki nan desu arinomama no watashi wo
suki ni natte oshite kudasai sore tte wagamama desu ka?
kitto kawaikunai zenbu wakatteru soredemo sukaretetai
aidoru dakara
hiniku iu yatsu wa kirai da iiwake bakari mo kirai da
"konna mon ka" to iu kotoba wo karugarushiku kuchi ni suruna
katte ni genkai kimeruna waraimodo ni nante suruna
"aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wa kono yo de ichiban daikirai da
mukaikaze wo kirisake hokori takaki aidoru
mezasōze
ouen ga nakereba katsudō dekinai
suki na koto bakari ja ikite haikenai
genki ageru hazu ga moratte bakaridashi
ongaeshi dekiru hi made
mattete
kansei ga hette mo akirarechatte mo
soredemo waratteitai aidoru dakara
atsui fan no ai ga atte sutaffu-san no ai ga atte
itsumo kazoku no ai ga atte ikiteru aidoru
baka ni suru yatsu wa kirai da mikudasareru no mo kirai da
"aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wo mite mo inai kuse ni iuna
ganbari wo tōzen to iuna imeeji toka kyōsei sunna
"aidoru nanka" toiu kotoba wa kono yo de ichiban daikirai da