I've been depressed and suicidal all my life, i had a girlfriend 5 months ago that committed suicide from OD, she made a scar that hasn't healed yet. My girlfriend at the moment just ODed on Sunday, she survived and changed her state of mind. If she left i would be alive right now. She would've caused another scar bigger than imagined. I haven't seen her in 48 hours cause she's been in the hospital in the crisis unit and i can't bare not talking to her. I've hit rock bottom before, i almost committed myself by hanging, but she gave me a positive mind. This song brought me back to those days of heart breaking and depression. She made me no longer suicidal, she made me a man of positivity and strong words. I hope i can do the same for her. It's really terrifying when you're depressed, suicidal, and have all kinds of anxiety. It really does, i still have social anxiety. There has been days that I did OD but not as bad, i have drank my heart out hoping to pass out and never waking up. There has been times of being with my friends and having a great time and then remembering everything i did and wanting to grab my dads gun and showing him that i can do something. I've been called a disappointment and failure and a pure embarrassment to my family and for the things i stood for. But i was led with positivity and eventually became less prone to suicide. This song reminded me of how sad i was before and made me think of what i could've done differently. I'm putting this out though, i blame myself for my previous girlfriends suicide because i wasn't there when she needed me and i could've saved her. People say it wasn't because she was the one who killed her, but i take the blame for not being a good person to me significant other.
What happened did your girl get out of hospital and be okay??. I know ppl that are so alone in this computered world!!I'm so lucky I have a partner that adores me but who would I be iff I didn't have him putting arms around me through the dark nights?
It really sucks being depressed and suicidal. The smallest inconvenience can set you off. Sometimes something as small as someone telling me to stop doing something makes me upset. You feel like you don't matter, like no one even wants you here. And you don't realize that death is permanent. You just want the pain to end. And the thought of killing yourself just never leaves your head. Like I could be laughing my ass off and having fun with friends and then it comes out of nowhere and all of a sudden I just wanna put a bullet in my skull. It feels fucking awful. Like everyone is just pretending to like you and care about you. And people always hide it too. And after You've been depressed for so long you get good at hiding it. And sometimes my mind is just so clouded that I can't even see myself having a future. Like I'm gonna be dead within 2 hours. If you or someone you know is depressed, don't ever leave them when they're in distress. Don't doubt that they'll kill themselves cause you never know. Depression is dangerous. Its not something that kills you physically, it destroys all your hope. It brings you so low that you think the only option is ending your own life. Take depression seriously. Take every mental illness seriously. The mind is extremely dangerous.
It fucking sucks, especially when you’ve been like that for so long you forget how a normal person feels. And again so right about the littlest things setting you off. Could be perfectly happy and someone says the wrong thing and you just like fuck this
thank you for saying that. people never understand this about us. i have had depression and anxiety for around 3 years. been selfharming for 1 year. i know how it feels. your not alone. we are all in this together. keep fighting.
The only thing that keeps me going is my kids and my wife. I don't want them to live with the pain. My reasons are petty, but I can't escape the thought, ever. To know how easy it is to be done with it all. It haunts me everyday, some worse than others. Like I can feel it right there, death calling. I know I should be happy, but simply am not.
I wish I was old enough to go to one of their concerts! I hope they're not one of those bands that stop before I can go! Like AC DC, they don't do concerts. Motlëy Crü, they stopped. Never got to go to one. I just want to be able to go to one of theirs! 😭😭😭
Right? They get alot of hate for no reason just bc there not as heavy as when they first came out.. and its fuckin stupid bc the ppl that talk shit on them usually have never took the time of day to sit down and listen to one of there songs bums me out..
I hope that everyone here is okay. Please be safe and remember that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, please consider professional help, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. I wish you all the best.
I can’t say I’m depressed or suicidal, but I definitely get hit deep with songs like this. You can hear the pain in his voice when he sings this. I’ve definitely been down a few deep dark roads in my life and all I can think of is this song when I reminisce on those memories.
It's such a great song.. FFDP Brings up all the least talked about subjects in their songs.. Suicide, abuse, homeless vets, death.. One of my favorite bands ever because of it and their awesome music.
They are one of the reasons I'm still here while it may not be rare that also means depressed people get flagged as edgy which is stupid to put it pg and damming at worst it can kill and people still joke about it
I'm bipolar and suffer from major depression and crazy anxiety.. i have tried to take my life before, even tho i was successful, i still think about it sometimes because the people closest to me expect me to be normal and ok when i am not and this video helps me to remind me of what i have done and how i can help others that suffer from these negative emotions. I am an empath and obsorb so much from others aside from my own personal battles.. one day at a time i will always help anyone i can and this song has helped me alot and even till this day.. ffdp is one of the best bands
Been in and out of doctors for months and this song keeps me going. It’s make me sad but at the same time gives me hope. I’ve come so far from how I was a year ago to now. Thank you mom and thank you dad for sticking with me.
This song completely resonates with my soul. I have had countless problems with depression and suicidal thoughts. This song needs to be spread worldwide for the knowledge of what truly goes on in someone’s mind during those rough times.
same here i love ffdp they helped me threw depression threw home life and school and rn because im going threw a bad break up and ffdp helps me stay strong and stay alive i love ffdp
@@dakotacole4348 hey man. It happens. We all go through ups and downs. There will always be people like me who will be willing to help you get through it.
@@norsenumbskull7777 thanks a lot man i been really down and everyone i talk to is like man stop being a pussy or u just a lil bitch ur a guy ur not soppost to cry and other stuff like that lol im sure u get the point and my girl of 3 years just cut it off with me and i was gonna marry this girl and i found a letter i wrote her before i got locked up over some dumb shit and it tore me up i used to self harm bad ik most guys dont or shoulnt but i used to and im trying to drink and use ffdp to help me sorry to type a book im just trying to hang in there for the people ik care
@@dakotacole4348 hey man it’s alright. Toxic masculinity can be a real pain. All I gotta say is let it go man. It’ll be okay. Surround yourself with positive people and people who will help you not harm you.
@@norsenumbskull7777 thanks so much ik now i got ppl that dont know me cares thanks so much bro 100% im glad there people like u still out there in this cold world u take and i wish u the best bro again thanks so much
I'm not a soldier but that warrior mentality had to bleed into something positive like martial arts or something like that. So you can relieve that and then face the inadequacies of living back in the civilian world and detaching from that form of life. Wishing you the best on your transition.
P.s. to everyone if someone is abusing you: you do NOT deserve it. Get out as fast as you can. Run from them and keep running, you are precious and your life is worth it. Even if it's family abusing you, they have no right to. Save yourself, run away and never look back. You have a right to live your life how you want to, abuse is never ok. If anyone is ever struggling I'm here to lend an ear. Remember you are stronger than you think you are, don't be afraid to seek help.
Nice to hear, but in my case, it was kinda deserved. I forgave the fucker multiple times. I mean, he was the only father figure I ever had. I didn't want to loose that. I only recently... stopped going back home.
I know exactly where your at but are you kidding nobody deserves that i know its probably to late to say this but if you already havent find some one who will actually help, theres a whole lotta people who care out there but you gotta find them.
@@shyannlindsaey2862 that's not your fault though it may feel like it is but it's a scary situation when it's a parent your backed into a corner unlike anything else its emotionally harder since you think you need them you tell yourself that there family and so you have stronger emotions what matters now is you realise it's not fair and you hold your head up high and leave and dont look back if they dont like you there already beneath you
As a person that has and still suffers from mental health I have never resonated with a song's lyrics as much as this one. I hope whomever reads this has a nice day and remember you have to love yourself before others can love you. Peace out :)!
Well said. I also like Shinedown's songs "Monsters" because it is a reminder to me of a not so distant time in my life that I hope I never experience again and "Get Up" because it reminds me that your life will improve if you want it to.
Dark, Deep, I Definitely can relate and this is one of those songs you just have to turn up when it's playing in the car and your window is down... and you have grandma in the next car at a red light. I love it haven't heard music like this in a long time..
absolutely hurts me to hear this and just be 100% reminded of my boyfriend. I've used this song for years to cope, but now that I come back and listen, it doesn't sound like me, anymore. it sounds just like him. and I hate it. it makes me cry. I hate the thought that he feels this way. I gotta go text him rq 😥
People say metal is satanic, but those same people start to listen to gangster rap about killing someone and taking his bitch, so ile stick to being "satanic".
I’ve never been suicidal or depressed, but I’m a very sensitive and empathetic person. When I first saw the official music video for this song, I couldn’t handle it. I was bawling my eyes out. I’m sorry to anyone that feels like they just want to end it, but just like the end of the music video says “ One friend can save a life.”
@@thepleasednutlord Are you speaking from experience? If so I hope that this song gives you the strength you need. I’d also recommend “Never Too Late” by Three Days Grace.
@@cassandraspoelhof3752 yes I am I been cheated on been treated like shit I used to take a shard of glass and cut my arm just enough to bleed but not leave marks then tried multiple times to end my life
@@cassandraspoelhof3752 depression is one of those things that I wouldn't wish on the worst of people because I believe no one should have to feel less then human
I have so much respect for this group, not just because they are a great band its because they are veterinarians that gave away their privileges and freedom just so we can have it
I love FFDP but I never saw this song as a suicide awareness song. It feels like it's about a couple who are toxic and they're just tearing each other apart as they tear themselves apart internally. I know bc I was involved in an abusive relationship and i finally had enough and ran away and never looked back.
Janice Avila I totally agree this a relationship song. My girlfriend sent this to me a few days before she died. Man I had no idea what was in her heart til I heard it
It’s because we’re glad we survived. Suicide was on my mind every day for a long time. But luckily I found the light and I’m finally feeling happy again. I hope everyone can find that too.
Depression is toxic. Couple this with Loneliness and it's the most volatile feeling ever. I can't remember what it's like to not have Depression, i genuinely don't even wish this on those who have caused me to have Depression (or anyone at all to be honest). Though subjective from person to person, there are underlining similarities and why does it have to be so awful.. In a world filled with people i feel like i am just a number. NO ONE CARES. This is what i truly know. Feeling so unlikable, unlovable.. Empty, Cold, Alone. Cries and screams fall on literal deaf ears. A room with paintings serving as memories and experiences of what once was. Depression is so miserable and honestly as i type this i don't even know what the point of this is. Maybe someone can relate and find some semblance of solace, i don't know..
I'm sorry that you feel that way life sucks when you're in pain but life is also beautiful there's so much Beauty in life and I know that if you were to end it your family and friends would really miss you you got to take the good with the bad I hope you get help and realize that life is beautiful I don't know you but I'm sure you're a beautiful person you just don't know what yet
I love this song it reminds me of when I was bullied all my life in schools and on social medias it always makes me cry cause I've been through a lot and in my past relationships my ex bf has made my life hell last year this song right here is I can relate to
It gets to a point where you want nothing more than to hurt the person that hurt you and watch them decline and come to school after a sleepless night again thinking about everything they did wrong in life. You want them to miss you as much as you missed them but know that they'll never get it back. You want them to reach that lowest point ever where they have nobody to turn to and reach out to you for help. And when they do you can abandon them and watch them fall to that depressed mind state that you've come to know so well just like they did to you.
@@_Prometheus_Dev I think I'm doing better. I've done a lot of thinking in the past month and I've come to religion for help. My mind seems to be clear now but I know that it's still a long road till I'm "okay" again. Thank you for the comment it's good to know that I'm not alone.
It's the opposite for me, I don't want my worst enemy, to feel this way so I just take on everyone's crap and hope that there is a person that would comfort me and help me shoulder that burden, but that hasn't happened and now I'm here stuck with everyone else's baggage hoping and praying they'll help lift it off of my shoulders.
The life is a book, that beinged when you're born and end when you're die, and between theme theres a story of your life. But if you commit suicide its like you take the half of the pages from the book without you could read theme. But by that way you never know how to end that book, you miss a very happy and perfect ending. Dont do that, in every story theres a part when everything is going down, getting hopless, but after a few pages you'll see its gonna be okay, and you can get up to start again. Read your full story, dont judge about its' middle.
@@Zapdos97 Not all the story ending in happiness And this is why people scare, i scare too about my end but i wanna wait it The bad ending is sucks, but if you take away your life before time, its will make bad and sad the whole story Just hoping for the best, even in the wrost part
This is such a wonderful song. I truly love FFDP. They’re such a wonderful band and Ivan is such a great singer. God bless y’all too and I hope everyone pulls through❤️
My brother committed suicide do to some problems in his life and past.....when I listen to this I can't help but think of the things he told of when he was growing up and losing custody of his kids do to drinking......R.I.P....
What really gets me mad unlike anything is when people go around saying you just go see someone so you can get cured of depression or it will just go away on its own.....NO IT FUCKING DOESN’T....it stays with you forever and it will never leave....I don’t expect people to understand me I just want them to know it’s not something that can be cured, all you can do is keep it in check and speak out to people you know and trust
Honestly this song makes me cry cause this song has always helped along with many other of their songs but this song helped me through depression and the thought of suicide cause i used to be in the same situation along with the rest of the people that deal with the same situations and this song means the world not only to me but to many others and this song helps me everytime
Honestly bands like this remind me of times before my mindset got so dark and toxic. These songs help me cope to degrees that nothing else has. To those reading, please listen: You’re worth it. No matter what your mind tells you, no matter what other people tell you. It’s worth it to keep going. It will get better. I can’t promise when, but I can promise that it will. You may think this stuff is “cringy” or “faking” but it’s nothing I would wish upon even my worst enemy.
I know this video is 2 years old but wanted to say that five finger death punch has helped me get through my depression and bad thoughts. Thank you for creating amazing music
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Jesus doesn't exist. I'm glad some people find faith and power in a God of some sort, and if it helps them, great, but I don't think he exists... If he did, at least in my opinion he would've already shown and interacted with men and women more.
@@gabrieltremblay9780 I like to think of "jesus" as a facet of oneself, that which is composed of all the purity, kindness and care one can give. When religious people say look to jesus, I say look within yourself for that corner of your mind that contains it. Jesus is that corner of your soul where your humanity lies, in its purest form.
After a 10 year battle to get to see my daughter I never got to meet I lost the war then the mom told me that if I died she wouldn't shed one tear due to her being heartless. Yes I suffer with depression and split personality since I was 13 I'm not 27 will be 28 in February. I feel like giving up but then I see a picture of my daughter and I try to fight to wake up another day.
I relate so well to this song. I'm so depressed all the time because I feel like I'm letting everyone down and all I receive is hate and disappointing comments from others. But people wouldn't know that because I put on a fake smile everyday that way people don't know I'm said because I dont want to bring anyone down with me. When your depressed you dont just cry and get sad all the time no, when your depressed all you are is numb to life and emotions. I use to cut just to tell if I'm even alive. I sleep all the time because everytime I wake up I wake up into a nightmare and sleeping is my way to escape. When your depressed is like there is a huge cloud over your head all the time and you cant yo anything to get rid of it. When your depressed it's like every breath is a battle and everyday a war. It sucks being depressed and I should on a cliff and jump but someone saw me drowning and they saved me. On that moment I decided to see if life would bring me new opportunities but my hasn't so this is my goodbye for anyone who reads this comment. And if you are depressed and your reading this well try to find help and friends. I never could but maybe you can
I thank the band of ffdp. For this song so I could blast it on my CD player at school and I finally got the help I needed to get my life straight and help me get through depression or at least get help controlling it.
The first time I heard this song I was 14 goin thru rough times contemplating ending it all but this song n all of their music really helped me through those hard times
They say suicide isn't the option. They say it gets better. The only thing I understand in this world is pain. Anger. Sorrow. My family doesn't care, I have no friends. They don't give two fucks about me. They don't ask me how I am, they don't care. No one cares. And no one ever will care.
Being depressed is like having someone tell you “they don’t care.” And being suicidal is insane trust me. I would know. Also I have cut myself (It happened recently.) and it’s not worth it but it the only coping mechanism I have and no one in my family cares of how I feel they care about academics and it’s killing me. I just want someone to say “are you okay?” Or even a “i love you.” But all I hear it fuckin “your grade in math dropped.” And always “do you have homework also you need to try harder.” And my fucking favorite “you will NEVER be as good as your sister. Look at her she has a scholarship and is getting a degree in nursing.” its draining me. I’m always having panic attacks and I’m super stressed.
My girlfriend sent this to me a week before she OD’d. I didn’t take the time to listen. I know now what I put her through on a whole new level. I feel so guilty. I’m also wondering if it was a suicide and not an accident. It tears me part to listen to it.
Byron Miller, I’m so sorry to hear this. Please just know that even if you did you really couldn’t have know her intent, please seek help if you need to.
This a powerful song, I watched this version of song because was want to hear this song but could not bring myself to watch it’s to dark and hard to watch late at night because ,those images aren’t a good thing to see before you fall asleep and enter a space where you don’t have that much conscience control over what your mind dose, but I love this song it says so much. To anyone suffering keep fighting you are amazing and strong and will fight with you in spirit. Never ever give up💪🤝💙
living depression will affect you all of your life. no matter how many achievements or accomplishments you have at the end of the day, when you are laying in bed, even if you have a family who loves you, you will feel like you are drowning. like all you have done hasn't amounted to anything. your brain fixates on the next issue, never letting you relish in your success. you must always be running. if you stop you are failing. if you aren't always doing 110% you are a failure. a lot of people don't understand your pain, your frustration. " how can you be depressed??? so many people have it worse than you!" because it isn't about who has it worse, and who has it best. even Robin Williams took his own life despite everything he accomplished. Despite everything he had. your feelings, your traumas, your experiences and emotions. they are valid and you are not alone. look closer, and you will see you aren't the only one feeling lost. we all are.
Lately (I'm 23) I'm thinking to die, but right after I don't want to give up on life, cos is so much worth living, even if depression, anger and sadness carry me everyday, I know them, first stages. I'm not seeing a bright future ahead for me, not working cos I don't know what to do, abandoned high school 5 years ago cos I was annoyed to study and take the bus, tried once to self-harm with a razor (Long story) as a teen, but I'm HERE, surviving myself and my family everyday (Not abusive or kinda, but I see myself as a f.cking weight for them).
This song really hits deep, been struggling with suicidal thoughts and behaviors for the past 3 almost 4 years. Been to the psych ward for depression 3 times now and I'm not better. Medicine just makes it worse and therapy does little to help. Dont really know what to do guys, but I'm really on the edge
I grew up with my parents telling me I was never good enough. I tried to kill myself because I would never be good enough for them. They both are alcoholics and are very abusive. My sister tragically died two years ago and they give her a lot of attention even though she passed away, while I'm always the one in the background forgetten, nobody even noticed my suffering. Because of them I struggle on a day to day basis with mental health issues and they always brush it off and brush my pain off. Today their abuse still haunts me to this day at the age of 26, this song helps me vent
Stop allowing them to affect you in that way. Not saying you can't love them but cut off certain activities and things when dealing with them if you choose to go back and help them. Nothing wrong going back to help but realize if they don't change after you have tried to help them then your just a bandaid to their problems. Between that and don't allow yourself to be forced back into the relationship between your parents and certainly don't get tricked into it, that's a red flag to get the hell away. If you go back have control on the things you need to stay mentally healthy, their is nothing wrong with helping others that you can even if their deeds repel you. Hurt people are going to hurt others it's as simple as that. But understand what is foolishness and what isn't foolishness. Never attach hate to anyone not even yourself. Attach it to deeds and keep attaching it to the deeds till the deeds stop.
I'm a veteran I served 3 tours over in Afghanistan and I can really relate to this song I feel socially lost to everyone like noone can feel what I feel or see what I've seen I want this played at my funeral
Story of my god damn life. . This song hits me hard & it's makin' me feel like i wanna steal a gun , get a god damn shovel , go to the place where no one can see me , dig , make a sign (BURRY ME HERE) , go down there & make my head go BOOM
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I've been depressed and suicidal all my life, i had a girlfriend 5 months ago that committed suicide from OD, she made a scar that hasn't healed yet. My girlfriend at the moment just ODed on Sunday, she survived and changed her state of mind. If she left i would be alive right now. She would've caused another scar bigger than imagined. I haven't seen her in 48 hours cause she's been in the hospital in the crisis unit and i can't bare not talking to her. I've hit rock bottom before, i almost committed myself by hanging, but she gave me a positive mind. This song brought me back to those days of heart breaking and depression. She made me no longer suicidal, she made me a man of positivity and strong words. I hope i can do the same for her. It's really terrifying when you're depressed, suicidal, and have all kinds of anxiety. It really does, i still have social anxiety. There has been days that I did OD but not as bad, i have drank my heart out hoping to pass out and never waking up. There has been times of being with my friends and having a great time and then remembering everything i did and wanting to grab my dads gun and showing him that i can do something. I've been called a disappointment and failure and a pure embarrassment to my family and for the things i stood for. But i was led with positivity and eventually became less prone to suicide. This song reminded me of how sad i was before and made me think of what i could've done differently. I'm putting this out though, i blame myself for my previous girlfriends suicide because i wasn't there when she needed me and i could've saved her. People say it wasn't because she was the one who killed her, but i take the blame for not being a good person to me significant other.
boo hoo cry me a fucking river
Sorry for your loss dude
Sorry for your loss.
What happened did your girl get out of hospital and be okay??. I know ppl that are so alone in this computered world!!I'm so lucky I have a partner that adores me but who would I be iff I didn't have him putting arms around me through the dark nights?
It really sucks being depressed and suicidal. The smallest inconvenience can set you off. Sometimes something as small as someone telling me to stop doing something makes me upset. You feel like you don't matter, like no one even wants you here. And you don't realize that death is permanent. You just want the pain to end. And the thought of killing yourself just never leaves your head. Like I could be laughing my ass off and having fun with friends and then it comes out of nowhere and all of a sudden I just wanna put a bullet in my skull. It feels fucking awful. Like everyone is just pretending to like you and care about you. And people always hide it too. And after You've been depressed for so long you get good at hiding it. And sometimes my mind is just so clouded that I can't even see myself having a future. Like I'm gonna be dead within 2 hours. If you or someone you know is depressed, don't ever leave them when they're in distress. Don't doubt that they'll kill themselves cause you never know. Depression is dangerous. Its not something that kills you physically, it destroys all your hope. It brings you so low that you think the only option is ending your own life. Take depression seriously. Take every mental illness seriously. The mind is extremely dangerous.
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It fucking sucks, especially when you’ve been like that for so long you forget how a normal person feels. And again so right about the littlest things setting you off. Could be perfectly happy and someone says the wrong thing and you just like fuck this
thank you for saying that. people never understand this about us. i have had depression and anxiety for around 3 years. been selfharming for 1 year. i know how it feels. your not alone. we are all in this together. keep fighting.
for a pussy,
The only thing that keeps me going is my kids and my wife. I don't want them to live with the pain. My reasons are petty, but I can't escape the thought, ever. To know how easy it is to be done with it all. It haunts me everyday, some worse than others. Like I can feel it right there, death calling. I know I should be happy, but simply am not.
Five finger death punch is so underrated.
I wish I was old enough to go to one of their concerts! I hope they're not one of those bands that stop before I can go! Like AC DC, they don't do concerts. Motlëy Crü, they stopped. Never got to go to one. I just want to be able to go to one of theirs! 😭😭😭
Dani Dominion I think you will be fine. Can’t see them quitting for quite some time. Disturbed are still going ...
Right? They get alot of hate for no reason just bc there not as heavy as when they first came out.. and its fuckin stupid bc the ppl that talk shit on them usually have never took the time of day to sit down and listen to one of there songs bums me out..
Overrated*
Used to be a massive fan but came to the conclusion that they objectively are really crap.
@@joost6994 they are far from crap.
I hope that everyone here is okay. Please be safe and remember that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, please consider professional help, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. I wish you all the best.
Kiitos ❤
Thanks Poopmancer.
Pretty sweet words for a Poopmancer. Thank you! 💗
@@Rose8 Ha ha thank you! Take care and have a good summer!
Thanks for the heads up.. 😉👍🏼
I can’t say I’m depressed or suicidal, but I definitely get hit deep with songs like this. You can hear the pain in his voice when he sings this. I’ve definitely been down a few deep dark roads in my life and all I can think of is this song when I reminisce on those memories.
I relate to what you're saying
U will get through
It's such a great song.. FFDP Brings up all the least talked about subjects in their songs.. Suicide, abuse, homeless vets, death.. One of my favorite bands ever because of it and their awesome music.
They are one of the reasons I'm still here while it may not be rare that also means depressed people get flagged as edgy which is stupid to put it pg and damming at worst it can kill and people still joke about it
May when ever reads this gets the blessing they may need 💯💯💯
Currently binge listening to all of their songs
Alright I’ll fucking change it geez
Binge hearing xd
Simpsons Ying Yang technically no, I was (at the time) watching the original videos as well
damn pooser
Pooser de mierda
Binge listening you mean
The solo hit me hard 😭 so much emotion .
I'm bipolar and suffer from major depression and crazy anxiety.. i have tried to take my life before, even tho i was successful, i still think about it sometimes because the people closest to me expect me to be normal and ok when i am not and this video helps me to remind me of what i have done and how i can help others that suffer from these negative emotions. I am an empath and obsorb so much from others aside from my own personal battles.. one day at a time i will always help anyone i can and this song has helped me alot and even till this day.. ffdp is one of the best bands
You should play this at anti bullying conferences
Nah man you play bulletproof at the anti bullying speeches.
@@hichigoshirosaki3665 no you play those at anti-school shooting speeches.
@@imastroh4702 dammit dude that's deep....lol
@@imastroh4702 oh and I'm talking about FFDP Bulletproof not Godsmack just for clarification
@@hichigoshirosaki3665 I smoked too much man sorry 😂😂
"i could never be what you want me to."
Been in and out of doctors for months and this song keeps me going. It’s make me sad but at the same time gives me hope. I’ve come so far from how I was a year ago to now. Thank you mom and thank you dad for sticking with me.
This song completely resonates with my soul. I have had countless problems with depression and suicidal thoughts. This song needs to be spread worldwide for the knowledge of what truly goes on in someone’s mind during those rough times.
same here i love ffdp they helped me threw depression threw home life and school and rn because im going threw a bad break up and ffdp helps me stay strong and stay alive i love ffdp
@@dakotacole4348 hey man. It happens. We all go through ups and downs. There will always be people like me who will be willing to help you get through it.
@@norsenumbskull7777 thanks a lot man i been really down and everyone i talk to is like man stop being a pussy or u just a lil bitch ur a guy ur not soppost to cry and other stuff like that lol im sure u get the point and my girl of 3 years just cut it off with me and i was gonna marry this girl and i found a letter i wrote her before i got locked up over some dumb shit and it tore me up i used to self harm bad ik most guys dont or shoulnt but i used to and im trying to drink and use ffdp to help me sorry to type a book im just trying to hang in there for the people ik care
@@dakotacole4348 hey man it’s alright. Toxic masculinity can be a real pain. All I gotta say is let it go man. It’ll be okay. Surround yourself with positive people and people who will help you not harm you.
@@norsenumbskull7777 thanks so much ik now i got ppl that dont know me cares thanks so much bro 100% im glad there people like u still out there in this cold world u take and i wish u the best bro again thanks so much
When you make a suicide playlist but ads keep killing the vibe.
use adblock, u dummy
Capy bih I'm 28 yrs old with an iPhone 5 lol.
@@alyomally9260 in the grander scheme of things, I think we're all 28 year olds with iPhone 5's in one way or another 😔
It’s really difficult to think of how to respond to this. I relate but it’s horrible.
lmao
This song hit me harder than my dad hit me
You had great childhood.
Just like me.
my dad did that when i did wrong one day i said u wont do that again. i was wrong
Same my dad hit me for real tho :I
can’t decide tbh
When my parents used to beat me this song made me feel the pain so much worse
I can only see my father when I'm listening to this. I sent him this song to listen to and I haven't heard from him since. That was 6 years ago.
Travis Ohaver that a joke or?
Prolly went to tour with the band
Ten years of service, and when everything is said and done, this is exactly how it feels coming home.
I'm not a soldier but that warrior mentality had to bleed into something positive like martial arts or something like that.
So you can relieve that and then face the inadequacies of living back in the civilian world and detaching from that form of life.
Wishing you the best on your transition.
@@chevyblock550 hope all is well my guy. It can be real tough. But just like you did in those 10 years. Don't give in.
P.s. to everyone if someone is abusing you: you do NOT deserve it. Get out as fast as you can. Run from them and keep running, you are precious and your life is worth it. Even if it's family abusing you, they have no right to. Save yourself, run away and never look back. You have a right to live your life how you want to, abuse is never ok. If anyone is ever struggling I'm here to lend an ear. Remember you are stronger than you think you are, don't be afraid to seek help.
Nice to hear, but in my case, it was kinda deserved. I forgave the fucker multiple times. I mean, he was the only father figure I ever had. I didn't want to loose that. I only recently... stopped going back home.
I know exactly where your at but are you kidding nobody deserves that i know its probably to late to say this but if you already havent find some one who will actually help, theres a whole lotta people who care out there but you gotta find them.
@@shyannlindsaey2862 that's not your fault though it may feel like it is but it's a scary situation when it's a parent your backed into a corner unlike anything else its emotionally harder since you think you need them you tell yourself that there family and so you have stronger emotions what matters now is you realise it's not fair and you hold your head up high and leave and dont look back if they dont like you there already beneath you
So much emotion in his voice! I love it!
As a person that has and still suffers from mental health I have never resonated with a song's lyrics as much as this one. I hope whomever reads this has a nice day and remember you have to love yourself before others can love you. Peace out :)!
Well said. I also like Shinedown's songs "Monsters" because it is a reminder to me of a not so distant time in my life that I hope I never experience again and "Get Up" because it reminds me that your life will improve if you want it to.
Ffdp is one of the few bands that actually covers sensitive things such as abuse, vets, suicide. And I'll always like them for that.
Am I the only one who just likes this song because it's a really good song. It doesn't care about the song being about suicide.
Why not both it's beautiful either way and I"m sorry deeply too all who feel the pain and thoughts of suicide.
Yup
Dark, Deep, I Definitely can relate and this is one of those songs you just have to turn up when it's playing in the car and your window is down... and you have grandma in the next car at a red light. I love it haven't heard music like this in a long time..
Thank u for this I love this song the bleeding and remember everything those are my top 3 from five finger death punch
absolutely hurts me to hear this and just be 100% reminded of my boyfriend. I've used this song for years to cope, but now that I come back and listen, it doesn't sound like me, anymore. it sounds just like him. and I hate it. it makes me cry. I hate the thought that he feels this way. I gotta go text him rq 😥
This is giving me flashbacks. It's funny how metal songs have meanings this deep. ☺️
People say metal is satanic, but those same people start to listen to gangster rap about killing someone and taking his bitch, so ile stick to being "satanic".
@@chaoticneutral7528 you right
I’ve never been suicidal or depressed, but I’m a very sensitive and empathetic person. When I first saw the official music video for this song, I couldn’t handle it. I was bawling my eyes out. I’m sorry to anyone that feels like they just want to end it, but just like the end of the music video says “ One friend can save a life.”
The worst pain in the world is feeling like you aren't good enough as a person even if you try your best
@@thepleasednutlord Are you speaking from experience? If so I hope that this song gives you the strength you need. I’d also recommend “Never Too Late” by Three Days Grace.
@@cassandraspoelhof3752 yes I am I been cheated on been treated like shit I used to take a shard of glass and cut my arm just enough to bleed but not leave marks then tried multiple times to end my life
@@cassandraspoelhof3752 depression is one of those things that I wouldn't wish on the worst of people because I believe no one should have to feel less then human
@@thepleasednutlord 💔🥺 Are you okay now? I really hope so. (Hugs)
I have so much respect for this group, not just because they are a great band its because they are veterinarians that gave away their privileges and freedom just so we can have it
Veterans*
It's weird reading "veterinarians".
I like how the song transitions it's emotions so seamlessly.
I love FFDP but I never saw this song as a suicide awareness song. It feels like it's about a couple who are toxic and they're just tearing each other apart as they tear themselves apart internally. I know bc I was involved in an abusive relationship and i finally had enough and ran away and never looked back.
Janice Avila I totally agree this a relationship song. My girlfriend sent this to me a few days before she died. Man I had no idea what was in her heart til I heard it
i know so many friends that listen to this and remeber everything and start crying bc they relate....
It’s because we’re glad we survived. Suicide was on my mind every day for a long time. But luckily I found the light and I’m finally feeling happy again. I hope everyone can find that too.
Depression is toxic. Couple this with Loneliness and it's the most volatile feeling ever. I can't remember what it's like to not have Depression, i genuinely don't even wish this on those who have caused me to have Depression (or anyone at all to be honest).
Though subjective from person to person, there are underlining similarities and why does it have to be so awful.. In a world filled with people i feel like i am just a number. NO ONE CARES. This is what i truly know. Feeling so unlikable, unlovable.. Empty, Cold, Alone. Cries and screams fall on literal deaf ears.
A room with paintings serving as memories and experiences of what once was. Depression is so miserable and honestly as i type this i don't even know what the point of this is. Maybe someone can relate and find some semblance of solace, i don't know..
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I'm sorry that you feel that way life sucks when you're in pain but life is also beautiful there's so much Beauty in life and I know that if you were to end it your family and friends would really miss you you got to take the good with the bad I hope you get help and realize that life is beautiful I don't know you but I'm sure you're a beautiful person you just don't know what yet
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Its big brain time
I love this song it reminds me of when I was bullied all my life in schools and on social medias it always makes me cry cause I've been through a lot and in my past relationships my ex bf has made my life hell last year this song right here is I can relate to
@@lonerevenant0 ❤❤❤
You're strong and I'm pretty sure an amazing soul too. You didn't deserve any of that. More power to you, take care!
@@shivamsshiragavi Thank you! 🤗❤️
It gets to a point where you want nothing more than to hurt the person that hurt you and watch them decline and come to school after a sleepless night again thinking about everything they did wrong in life. You want them to miss you as much as you missed them but know that they'll never get it back. You want them to reach that lowest point ever where they have nobody to turn to and reach out to you for help. And when they do you can abandon them and watch them fall to that depressed mind state that you've come to know so well just like they did to you.
@@_Prometheus_Dev I think I'm doing better. I've done a lot of thinking in the past month and I've come to religion for help. My mind seems to be clear now but I know that it's still a long road till I'm "okay" again. Thank you for the comment it's good to know that I'm not alone.
It's the opposite for me, I don't want my worst enemy, to feel this way so I just take on everyone's crap and hope that there is a person that would comfort me and help me shoulder that burden, but that hasn't happened and now I'm here stuck with everyone else's baggage hoping and praying they'll help lift it off of my shoulders.
The life is a book, that beinged when you're born and end when you're die, and between theme theres a story of your life. But if you commit suicide its like you take the half of the pages from the book without you could read theme.
But by that way you never know how to end that book, you miss a very happy and perfect ending. Dont do that, in every story theres a part when everything is going down, getting hopless, but after a few pages you'll see its gonna be okay, and you can get up to start again.
Read your full story, dont judge about its' middle.
Everyone gets a happy ending?
r/thanksimcured
@@Zapdos97
Not all the story ending in happiness
And this is why people scare, i scare too about my end but i wanna wait it
The bad ending is sucks, but if you take away your life before time, its will make bad and sad the whole story
Just hoping for the best, even in the wrost part
Hope everones ok, if not get help, this is a dangerous mindset.
Yall can survive
This is such a wonderful song. I truly love FFDP. They’re such a wonderful band and Ivan is such a great singer. God bless y’all too and I hope everyone pulls through❤️
Thank you capy you and this song made my whole day better
Brings tears to my eyes hard!
as suicide surviver and a spousal abused man th hurt never leaves
,.... i love this five finger death punch saved me many times
I would have killed my self if it wasn't for this song and music video
My brother committed suicide do to some problems in his life and past.....when I listen to this I can't help but think of the things he told of when he was growing up and losing custody of his kids do to drinking......R.I.P....
What really gets me mad unlike anything is when people go around saying you just go see someone so you can get cured of depression or it will just go away on its own.....NO IT FUCKING DOESN’T....it stays with you forever and it will never leave....I don’t expect people to understand me I just want them to know it’s not something that can be cured, all you can do is keep it in check and speak out to people you know and trust
Or some people say just be happy, it does not work like that
Honestly this song makes me cry cause this song has always helped along with many other of their songs but this song helped me through depression and the thought of suicide cause i used to be in the same situation along with the rest of the people that deal with the same situations and this song means the world not only to me but to many others and this song helps me everytime
Honestly bands like this remind me of times before my mindset got so dark and toxic. These songs help me cope to degrees that nothing else has. To those reading, please listen:
You’re worth it. No matter what your mind tells you, no matter what other people tell you. It’s worth it to keep going. It will get better. I can’t promise when, but I can promise that it will. You may think this stuff is “cringy” or “faking” but it’s nothing I would wish upon even my worst enemy.
Thank you for the lovely lyrics ♥️
I know this video is 2 years old but wanted to say that five finger death punch has helped me get through my depression and bad thoughts. Thank you for creating amazing music
I love this song. Tks bro. I need this.
This is the first FFDP song I ever heard. Got me hooked.
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This song is so deep..I love songs like this..with such meaning.
Jesus cares. Cast all your care on him.
Francie Odendahl yes ♡
Jesus doesn't exist. I'm glad some people find faith and power in a God of some sort, and if it helps them, great, but I don't think he exists... If he did, at least in my opinion he would've already shown and interacted with men and women more.
@@gabrieltremblay9780 I like to think of "jesus" as a facet of oneself, that which is composed of all the purity, kindness and care one can give. When religious people say look to jesus, I say look within yourself for that corner of your mind that contains it. Jesus is that corner of your soul where your humanity lies, in its purest form.
This gives me the goosebumps. As this is my life summed up in a song
This song is amazing!! I feel in my heart.
After a 10 year battle to get to see my daughter I never got to meet I lost the war then the mom told me that if I died she wouldn't shed one tear due to her being heartless. Yes I suffer with depression and split personality since I was 13 I'm not 27 will be 28 in February. I feel like giving up but then I see a picture of my daughter and I try to fight to wake up another day.
I relate so well to this song. I'm so depressed all the time because I feel like I'm letting everyone down and all I receive is hate and disappointing comments from others. But people wouldn't know that because I put on a fake smile everyday that way people don't know I'm said because I dont want to bring anyone down with me. When your depressed you dont just cry and get sad all the time no, when your depressed all you are is numb to life and emotions. I use to cut just to tell if I'm even alive. I sleep all the time because everytime I wake up I wake up into a nightmare and sleeping is my way to escape. When your depressed is like there is a huge cloud over your head all the time and you cant yo anything to get rid of it. When your depressed it's like every breath is a battle and everyday a war. It sucks being depressed and I should on a cliff and jump but someone saw me drowning and they saved me. On that moment I decided to see if life would bring me new opportunities but my hasn't so this is my goodbye for anyone who reads this comment. And if you are depressed and your reading this well try to find help and friends. I never could but maybe you can
I saw them in concert and i was so proud cause i never missed a single lyric! They were so amazing live
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it caving in me around it's tearing me apart!! it's coming down around me!! does anyone, anyone!!! *CARE AT ALL!!!* I felt that shit
I love this song 💗💪🏻
No matter how much I want to end it all, my mom and dad always prevents me from doing so. They have been through so much, especially my mom.
This song reminds me of me and my step dad rocking out to FFDP for days on end cause this was my fav song of theirs when I was younger
I thank the band of ffdp. For this song so I could blast it on my CD player at school and I finally got the help I needed to get my life straight and help me get through depression or at least get help controlling it.
Firefly Funhouse Bray you still have a cd player🤔
@@alexmailet1971 this was back in 2013 and I was too poor for an iPod
This song hits me so hard great song
sounds amazing
i hope everyone in the comments finds peace.
Me too it just isn't in the card's sometimes
I used to connect this song to people who’ve done me wrong in some way. Now I connect it to myself, and that realization alone hurts so much more.
Who the heck in this world today cant like these songs?!
Thank you capy
This song is awesome, congrats on 1.9mil views
Only recently got into them but wow. 5fdp and three days grace are just, amazing
The first time I heard this song I was 14 goin thru rough times contemplating ending it all but this song n all of their music really helped me through those hard times
Its all about perception and mental strength.
This song is about suicide this song always brings me up thanks👌👌
70th subscriber bro love the video thanks for doing this
They say suicide isn't the option. They say it gets better. The only thing I understand in this world is pain. Anger. Sorrow. My family doesn't care, I have no friends. They don't give two fucks about me. They don't ask me how I am, they don't care. No one cares. And no one ever will care.
Being depressed is like having someone tell you “they don’t care.” And being suicidal is insane trust me. I would know. Also I have cut myself (It happened recently.) and it’s not worth it but it the only coping mechanism I have and no one in my family cares of how I feel they care about academics and it’s killing me. I just want someone to say “are you okay?” Or even a “i love you.” But all I hear it fuckin “your grade in math dropped.” And always “do you have homework also you need to try harder.” And my fucking favorite “you will NEVER be as good as your sister. Look at her she has a scholarship and is getting a degree in nursing.” its draining me. I’m always having panic attacks and I’m super stressed.
My girlfriend sent this to me a week before she OD’d. I didn’t take the time to listen. I know now what I put her through on a whole new level. I feel so guilty. I’m also wondering if it was a suicide and not an accident. It tears me part to listen to it.
Byron Miller, I’m so sorry to hear this. Please just know that even if you did you really couldn’t have know her intent, please seek help if you need to.
everyone hates ffdp but my god their songs can be so powerful. this is one of my favorites for sure.
The goosebumps are real
The song feels different once you realize this is just about Ivan's Twitter feuds
This a powerful song, I watched this version of song because was want to hear this song but could not bring myself to watch it’s to dark and hard to watch late at night because ,those images aren’t a good thing to see before you fall asleep and enter a space where you don’t have that much conscience control over what your mind dose, but I love this song it says so much. To anyone suffering keep fighting you are amazing and strong and will fight with you in spirit. Never ever give up💪🤝💙
Music like this is what keeps me going
living depression will affect you all of your life. no matter how many achievements or accomplishments you have at the end of the day, when you are laying in bed, even if you have a family who loves you, you will feel like you are drowning. like all you have done hasn't amounted to anything. your brain fixates on the next issue, never letting you relish in your success. you must always be running. if you stop you are failing. if you aren't always doing 110% you are a failure. a lot of people don't understand your pain, your frustration. " how can you be depressed??? so many people have it worse than you!" because it isn't about who has it worse, and who has it best. even Robin Williams took his own life despite everything he accomplished. Despite everything he had.
your feelings, your traumas, your experiences and emotions.
they are valid and you are not alone. look closer, and you will see you aren't the only one feeling lost. we all are.
That song is so good
I am not depressed but my uncle was and this song saved his life
Five Finger Death Punch Rocks
2 years without you next month..
I’m sorry
@@reneehall8763 thank you 💯
This song spoke how I felt when I was in a real dark place
A love this song ! Awsome lyrics !
Lately (I'm 23) I'm thinking to die, but right after I don't want to give up on life, cos is so much worth living, even if depression, anger and sadness carry me everyday, I know them, first stages. I'm not seeing a bright future ahead for me, not working cos I don't know what to do, abandoned high school 5 years ago cos I was annoyed to study and take the bus, tried once to self-harm with a razor (Long story) as a teen, but I'm HERE, surviving myself and my family everyday (Not abusive or kinda, but I see myself as a f.cking weight for them).
This song gets me down but it also helps get me up. Honestly without this song I'd already be dead.
I was the 911th person to like this 😂 I love this song
You must be George Bush then haha
You rescued someone 😂😊.
911 what's your emergency?
This song really hits deep, been struggling with suicidal thoughts and behaviors for the past 3 almost 4 years.
Been to the psych ward for depression 3 times now and I'm not better. Medicine just makes it worse and therapy does little to help.
Dont really know what to do guys, but I'm really on the edge
...You pull me under,to save yourself...😌... #journey #again #comingdown
I love this group sooooooo much!!!!!
This was cool and awesome and sad, keep up the cool and awesome work.
i love them all songs
I grew up with my parents telling me I was never good enough. I tried to kill myself because I would never be good enough for them. They both are alcoholics and are very abusive. My sister tragically died two years ago and they give her a lot of attention even though she passed away, while I'm always the one in the background forgetten, nobody even noticed my suffering. Because of them I struggle on a day to day basis with mental health issues and they always brush it off and brush my pain off. Today their abuse still haunts me to this day at the age of 26, this song helps me vent
Im truly sorry man. I hope all goes well :)
Stop allowing them to affect you in that way. Not saying you can't love them but cut off certain activities and things when dealing with them if you choose to go back and help them. Nothing wrong going back to help but realize if they don't change after you have tried to help them then your just a bandaid to their problems. Between that and don't allow yourself to be forced back into the relationship between your parents and certainly don't get tricked into it, that's a red flag to get the hell away. If you go back have control on the things you need to stay mentally healthy, their is nothing wrong with helping others that you can even if their deeds repel you. Hurt people are going to hurt others it's as simple as that. But understand what is foolishness and what isn't foolishness. Never attach hate to anyone not even yourself. Attach it to deeds and keep attaching it to the deeds till the deeds stop.
Love this song thanks for sharing
I'm a veteran I served 3 tours over in Afghanistan and I can really relate to this song I feel socially lost to everyone like noone can feel what I feel or see what I've seen I want this played at my funeral
Story of my god damn life. . This song hits me hard & it's makin' me feel like i wanna steal a gun , get a god damn shovel , go to the place where no one can see me , dig , make a sign (BURRY ME HERE) , go down there & make my head go BOOM