I’m gonna go to eight grade and ever since 6th grade when I feel nervous or someone is yelling at me I just go blank then right after I hear a voice, I’ve named it Alex bc Alexandra is my middle name and Alex is a part of me, they have no gender so that’s another reason I chose Alex as a name bc the name is used for boys and girls. I’ve asked my mom to let me see a doctor but she’s more concerned about my sister who is extremely suicidal, I’m pretty sure I have depression and my grades have dropped considerably I wasn’t even going to pass 7th but my parents pulled some strings so now I guess I am going, I have been diagnosed with 80hd but I don’t like pills and the pill changes my personality (it kinda makes me feel like I’m on meth or something like it makes me feel even more crazy) I haven’t taken it since like 3rd or 4th grade. And I can’t remember anything like I loose my phone a ton and I can’t remember any traumatic events, I’m still in the situation that started my depression so yep life is great
I can relate to that, when I'm in a particular state I often 'entertain the paranoid thought' after a gasping 'what if?! moment'. Doing a physical activity is the best treatment I find. cutting vegetables or something. :-)
I have the same schizophrenia. Stay strong and positive.
I went through exactly the same thing
I’m gonna go to eight grade and ever since 6th grade when I feel nervous or someone is yelling at me I just go blank then right after I hear a voice, I’ve named it Alex bc Alexandra is my middle name and Alex is a part of me, they have no gender so that’s another reason I chose Alex as a name bc the name is used for boys and girls. I’ve asked my mom to let me see a doctor but she’s more concerned about my sister who is extremely suicidal, I’m pretty sure I have depression and my grades have dropped considerably I wasn’t even going to pass 7th but my parents pulled some strings so now I guess I am going, I have been diagnosed with 80hd but I don’t like pills and the pill changes my personality (it kinda makes me feel like I’m on meth or something like it makes me feel even more crazy) I haven’t taken it since like 3rd or 4th grade. And I can’t remember anything like I loose my phone a ton and I can’t remember any traumatic events, I’m still in the situation that started my depression so yep life is great
I can relate to that, when I'm in a particular state I often 'entertain the paranoid thought' after a gasping 'what if?! moment'.
Doing a physical activity is the best treatment I find. cutting vegetables or something. :-)