I’ve been going thru the motions Feel my head bout to explode I just want to keep my mouth closed Cuz I don’t want no one to know Inside I’m really struggling It’s getting out control I know I will make it thru tho So don’t worry it won’t show Cuz when the sun is shining The moon is waiting For it’s time to go The stars are still there Tho I can’t see them I will always know I will make it to the rainbow I have faith that I can be If I believe The sound of rain is soothing In fact it helps me sleep Pray that I wake up when my alarm beeps Cuz I will make it to the rainbow No matter the obstacle So many paths I could take but I see the path that looks like fate Door shines so bright don’t know what awaits but that might be the best thing… When I’m bleeding it’s the worst That’s when I feel like a troll Hate everything around me That I just want to fold Curl up in a ball When my stomach aches The sound of rain helps me sleep at night Tired of all the stupid fights I just want to be alright I just want to be myself I just want some time alone Where I can put on my headphones Without a worry someone’s in need of me I just need to find my home.
while i was grieving for my life for the hearts broken in court for the hands signing the forms for the one you love the most whom isn't me, i used to be i found out something, i should have many questions i had so i drove to your house the road was longer than what it seemed to be i took the stairs with my shaky legs found you in the dirtiest place on the pale white walls were little breaks bruises on your fist and i asked you this: "wasn't I your bestfriend and wife? so why didnt you tell me at first you dont feel the pain in my heart darling if you did you wouldnt do this to me" "yes you were my wife and still my bestfriend but now the poison ivy grows over my body i bet you'll forget and will love someone else cause no one likes madmen" you said "yeah i never believed you'd cheat niether did i believe you'd leave and prefer struggling without me i could be there for you honey" "it's just the matter of loving u so much that i didnt want to ruin ur life i wish u knew it's hard for me too" you replied and i, i couldnt bear the words droping from where they were kinda whipping my skeletone "if i dont love you babe, i wont love anyone else now all I want from you is to come back home."
A eye is watching me trhough the window and i cant stop beeing jealous of people cause i cant find myself I am FALLING in love with people i missed Why do i have to care evrytime i go in the streets why do you have to stare at me im sick none of your business but you know its fucking hard when you have to hide who you are time is cold and even your friends cannot keep you hot because they dont like you and they think you are a bot
We both had our fun and gaaames but we don't have to throw it awaaay there's still love to saaave don't give up on us babe Maybe we can still tr to fix it with our will oh if if break and we cant fill the crack in this i guess well sink not swim but don't you want to otry one more two more thre times its still so many more song for us to write so manty trips to fly i ho[e you'll come back around cause i still wanting us now We may have missed the mark but we dont have to draw the line ink still wet we dont have to finalize I'm really not good at goodbeyes i dont want to say hello from the other side I hate it when an doves cry our purest forms been a far cry but maybe theres still.. time WE can make it work if we both try theres still time to find the light to push aside our wrong and find right ooohh who knew darkness could blind oooh who knew love could bind
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I’ve been going thru the motions
Feel my head bout to explode
I just want to keep my mouth closed
Cuz I don’t want no one to know
Inside I’m really struggling
It’s getting out control
I know I will make it thru tho
So don’t worry it won’t show
Cuz when the sun is shining
The moon is waiting
For it’s time to go
The stars are still there
Tho I can’t see them
I will always know
I will make it to the rainbow
I have faith that I can be
If I believe
The sound of rain is soothing
In fact it helps me sleep
Pray that I wake up when my alarm beeps
Cuz I will make it to the rainbow
No matter the obstacle
So many paths I could take but
I see the path that looks like fate
Door shines so bright don’t know what awaits but that might be the best thing…
When I’m bleeding it’s the worst
That’s when I feel like a troll
Hate everything around me
That I just want to fold
Curl up in a ball
When my stomach aches
The sound of rain helps me sleep at night
Tired of all the stupid fights
I just want to be alright
I just want to be myself
I just want some time alone
Where I can put on my headphones
Without a worry someone’s in need of me
I just need to find my home.
I can hear Adele on this beat
while i was grieving for my life
for the hearts broken in court
for the hands signing the forms
for the one you love the most
whom isn't me, i used to be
i found out something, i should have
many questions i had
so i drove to your house
the road was longer than
what it seemed to be
i took the stairs with my shaky legs
found you in the dirtiest place
on the pale white walls were little breaks
bruises on your fist
and i asked you this:
"wasn't I your bestfriend and wife?
so why didnt you tell me at first
you dont feel the pain in my heart darling
if you did you wouldnt do this to me"
"yes you were my wife and still my bestfriend but
now the poison ivy grows over my body
i bet you'll forget and will love someone else
cause no one likes madmen" you said
"yeah i never believed you'd cheat
niether did i believe you'd leave
and prefer struggling without me
i could be there for you honey"
"it's just the matter of loving u so much that i didnt want to ruin ur life
i wish u knew
it's hard for me too"
you replied and i,
i couldnt bear the words
droping from where they were
kinda whipping my skeletone
"if i dont love you babe, i wont love anyone else
now all I want from you is to come back home."
this is so beautiful but in my opinion works best as a poem
@@coreybonner9881 oh, thanks for reading it😍❤
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A eye is watching me trhough the window
and i cant stop beeing jealous of people
cause i cant find myself
I am FALLING in love with people i missed
Why do i have to care evrytime i go in the streets
why do you have to stare at me im sick
none of your business but you know its fucking hard
when you have to hide who you are
time is cold and even your friends cannot keep you hot
because they dont like you and they think you are a bot
Deep breathing.
Mimosa Dreaming
You smoke and Drake with me
Depeche mode beat! Enjoy the silence
We both had our fun and gaaames
but we don't have to throw it awaaay
there's still love to saaave
don't give up on us babe
Maybe we can still
tr to fix it with our will
oh if if break and we cant fill the crack in this i guess well sink
not swim
but don't you want to otry
one more two more thre times
its still so many more song for us to write
so manty trips to fly
i ho[e you'll come back around
cause i still wanting us now
We may have missed the mark
but we dont have to draw the line
ink still wet
we dont have to finalize
I'm really not good at goodbeyes
i dont want to say hello
from the other side
I hate it when an doves cry
our purest forms been a far cry
but maybe theres still.. time
WE can make it work
if we both try
theres still time
to find the light
to push aside our wrong
and find right
ooohh who knew darkness could blind
oooh who knew love could bind
bpm???
110
@@seventeenbeats Thanks 🤩 bro 😎 👾👻🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙