trigger warning: i discuss pregnancy loss from 40:00 - 53:30 if you feel the need to skip 💜 i am feeling very vulnerable right now in posting this, so please be kind. my husband is doing good as well & is in full support of me being this personal on my channel. his main priority has always been making sure that i’m okay. hugs to you all 🫶 at some point recently, i hit 300,000 subscribers 😭 thank you so much for being here. i love you!
anyone who sees these comments (@hannah ‘s) please report them. this accounts violently hating for no reason other than some sick form of attention, and they do not deserve a place here.
@@Hannah-pw3bf this is foul. i couldn’t imagine losing something i was creating inside me. have enough decency to give her a break and step back BREATHE and process. she has enough videos for you to fall asleep too while you WAIT for her to process the loss of her child. i understand that this might be a little too hard for you to understand rn bc you have the mindset of a CHILD. but one day you’ll realize, what you dish out comes right back to you. it costs $0 to be nice and keep your mouth shut. what did you gain from leaving these comments?
@@Hannah-pw3bf stfu there’s no point in u being hateful and being an dh go get a life somewhere and be negative somewhere else leave her alone. Take all that negativity and throw it off a cliff somewhere 😘
Please don’t feel guilty for being sad. You deserve to grieve regardless of what other people have been through. I have been so worried about you the last few days, I’m sending you and Austin so much love and baby dust!❤️❤️ None of this is your fault even though I know it can feel like it is. You are amazing.
Tori, please stay strong. I'm a 29 year old male that honestly can't imagine how your feeling. Your comununity, the ppl that come every week in hopes you drop a video don't mind waiting. We are here for you. We care about you! I've never commented on a video before but if you do read the comments I hope you read this one. I couldnt not say this. I can tell you I love your videos. You seem to be so genuine. I remember some time ago I came across you on TT and it changed my life tbh. You have given me the feeling of not being alone many times where it was a very dark and lonly time for me. Honestly maybe saved my life. You give me the feeling you truly care. Even if you don't know me at all. Know any of us at all. It's an amazing feeling for someone to care that much. It shows. It truly pains me to hear what you have been going through and to see the pain in your eyes. Just remember for every jerk there's a person like me where you make so much impact. When you don't post I just go back to the oldies. I love the small glass eye dropper. Idk it's the best. I'm going bald and I like the hair clips too. Ha .... you said girth.... I also love sharing your nail styles with my ex. Not being a jerk, I love her, but your nails are always awesome. But really Tori I'm so glad you have a husband so invested in you and what sounds like a future family I hope. Keep being you! That's why I come here. Baggie shirt and all!!!!! I hope you read this but if not your impact on my life is still profound. Sending my love sleepy head.
Dear, you have been my saving grace for sleep and being able to soothe the intense trauma in my life for a little over 3 months now. You have helped me so much, but your mental health and your family is so important. Its the most important . Im dearly sorry for your loss and you need to greive its the best thing to do right now. Thank you for trusting us with this and we all love and support you every step of the way. WE LOVE YOU❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You've helped my anxiety and panic disorder so much with your videos, and now we're here to support you!!! Love you so so much, thank you for being so vulnerable with us.
You should never feel guilty for feeling sad! I lost my daughter almost 3 years ago (on the 30th) at 19 weeks pregnant due to anencephaly. No matter how far along a woman is in a pregnancy it's still a loss. I hope you find peace soon. Coming from someone who has been through it, it does get easier with time. ❤️ Sending lots of love to you and your husband during this time!
I lost my son almost three years ago (30th September also) he was past 20 weeks. He held on for 17mins, mummy's little fighter. Thinking of you and your daughter ❤️
Thank you for this comment I hate feeling like she feels less of a mother or maybe doesn’t deserve to be sad or grieve!! That breaks my heart for her!! She is still a mother!!
Thank you for opening up and sharing with us what has been happening in your life. I have noticed in a few of your past recent videos that you’ve seemed kind of down - like you would get into a trance of sort. I thought you were just tired. Please take all the time you need, and be sure to take some time for yourself when you need it. ❤️❤️ sending love your way.
Honestly you seem to have the most kindest heart and I’m so sorry to hear about everything life has thrown at you lately. You and your husband truly deserve so much happiness. Keep smiling Beautiful 💕💕
omg i’m so glad this is therapeutic for you and encourage you to do it again anytime, you’re a high quality creator with a ton of true caring supporters who want to hear your voice about real things like this-especially when things get low i hope we can help you feel heard and appreciated we care when somethings up with you-you spend so much time helping us i hope the nice messages can help you in your journey too, we love you so much and are your biggest fans always relating to you and hoping the best for you 💓
The time does not define anything love. Whether you were pregnant for a week, a day, or a couple months, you are entitled to feel that pain. I hope you are doing well. We all love you & support you tremendously 🥺🥰 I’m so sorry for your loss.
Something I was told after I found out I was pregnant when we thought we were done and I felt guilty for being more upset than excited “feel your feelings, they are yours to feel and no one can invalidate how you feel” Someone may not agree with your feelings and they may feel differently than you, but your feelings are yours to feel and no one can tell you what’s right or wrong for you to feel. ❤
thank you for sharing with us and trusting us to tell us what’s been happening in your life. sending lots of love your way. take all the time you need. we love you and will support you always tori ❤
Honey, losing a child is heartbreaking at all stages. Please dont ever feel guilty, your feelings are real and they are valid. Take care of yourselves ❤️
This was so raw and very appreciated. You shouldn't feel obligated to share anything but it's much appreciated. A loss of any kind, regardless of time, is hard. You are allowed to feel how you feel with no explanation. Your honesty is empowering. Thank you!
Please don’t ever feel the need to diminish your sadness for any reason. A loss is a loss is a loss and you can grieve all you want. I could have written this video myself. Everything you’ve been going through, so am I. When I feel an attack coming, what helps me through is knowing that there are many others out there just like me who are also going through it… and we’re all okay. We always overcome it. So thank you so much for sharing your story. You are so loved, and you are the only ASMR I will watch. I wish you nothing but the best for you and your fam❤
Awe Tori…..I’m so sorry but so also so proud of you for sharing this. You are an amazing woman and this is such a huge life step to share. I wish you all the best and more! 🥰☺️
Do whatever you need for however long it takes dude. Healing has no timeline but we all love and supportive you in the meantime. Thank you for trusting us with this peek into your life. 💕
Do not feel bad for sharing your story and what's been going on. We appreciate you and you're like a bestie to the faithful followers especially! Also, don't minimize your pain...your feelings are valid no matter what!! You're the best and I wish you well!! Many nights you have helped me go to sleep when my mind has been racing, now you can share with us so you can ease your mind by getting things off your chest. You've got this!! We've got you!!
I can’t for the life of me understand why anyone would comment anything negative about you. You are such a beautiful soul and I feel so safe and comfortable watching your videos. Your videos are truly a gift. I’m heartbroken that you were made to feel that way. I’m sure it hits you super hard to read those comments because you would never do something that hurtful to somebody else. I just want you to know that I see you. I can feel your care and compassion through the screen and I appreciate it and I really appreciate YOU. Please take care of yourself and take as much time as you need. We will be here when you get back.
I am so very sorry for everything you have been going through. As someone with multiple chronic illnesses I completely understand the anxiety over your health. And the panic that set in when you loose control over your own body. I want you to know that you are valid in all of your emotions, regardless of what others may be going through. You have helped and changed so many lives here, including mine, which means you will always have a loyal fan base here that will be happy with any video at any time, regardless of time between posts. Please do not feel any stress over keeping us happy, because we love you and are already happy with everything you have already done for us! We want to be sure you are okay first and foremost. You are wonderful, strong, and so loved.
I could never send u enough love to show ur how I truly feel… where to even start…. Gosh… first ur my favorite person. I only know asmr through u and honestly can’t watch other creators just bc they aren’t u… I can’t thank u enough for opening up and sharing. I struggle with panic and anxiety & heart goes out to u! It helps people like me feel more normal about our panic struggles.. i appreciate this video more than u could ever know! Ofcourse u don’t know me but watching u and only u on RUclips, I look at u like my friend who helps me relax and be calm.. I also want to say that I’m very sorry for the loss of ur pregnancy and u should never feel guilty. U suffered a very sad loss and have every right to feel so sad for that devastating loss regardless of trying or not and wether u knew for a week or 8 weeks… my heart truly hurts for u. I’m so happy you’ve shared all this, I truly LOVE u and ur videos and just appreciate u like crazy!! I relate to so much that u talked about in this video!! I love u I love u I love u!! Ur amazing and I’m so happy I shared. I enjoy everything about u!! Ur videos are also life saving and like changing! -With love from ur biggest fan!! Kaylyn 💜💜💜💜💜
I get really awful paranoia/anxiety attacks at night, and I found your videos while trying to help block out the thoughts/noises that would keep me up at night. It’s been getting worse and worse for me recently, but your videos have really seriously helped. I know it’s nowhere near the same caliber as what was discussed in the video, but hearing you talk about how you’ve always been an anxious person is reassuring to me, since I ALWAYS feel like I’m over reacting about my panic. Thank you for being so open and honest about your struggles, and thank you for making these ASMR videos in the first place. ❤
I originally found your channel recently from your behind the scenes video and I LOVED it! I can’t imagine how anyone could ever see anything negative in someone living passionately and sharing that with the world. You’re right, it says nothing about you and everything about them. You are loved and they likely don’t feel that much in their lives to be so willing to bring someone down to their level of pain. Thank you for sharing with us and being vulnerable. ❤
Don’t ever feel like you can’t share or have to apologize! Something that has kept me looking for your channel and coming back is how open, honest and transparent you are❤️ Your channel and followers love you & support you 🫶🏻
I can’t say enough good things about you. I love your channel, your attitude, honestly, professionalism. And your journey is yours and you are entitled to feel how ever you feel. Love your art and I enjoy you very much. You’ve helped me tons with my anxiety at bedtime, can’t thank you enough.
Thank you for opening up. I have hypothyroidism, so I kinda understand where your coming from when you talk about struggling with your thyroid. I personally don’t even know if I can get pregnant due to the cancer I had in my brain and the way it affected my pituitary gland and my thyroid. Love that you shared your story T. Love ya. 💜
Congratulations on 300k , thank you for everything you post for us, you help me and my 3yr old get to sleep most nights xo appreciate you tori xoxo love and hugs
thank you so much for opening up and sharing. please dont ever feel bad for having feelings and emotions for what you are going through! we love you so much and will love each and every video when you want to upload. please take all the time you need for your mental and physical health! that is important to us too! plenty of other videos from you to enjoy during your breaks. looking forward to seeing you get creative with these new triggers and objects. little makeup face scrub pad def my fav! 💜💙
I appreciate this post so much. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable with us. I just recently stumbled upon your page and it has been truly a game changer at this stage in my life. I’ve also recently experienced a pregnancy loss, and your page has brought me peace and sleep on tough nights. Wishing you healing and happiness! ❤
Oh honey. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Please know that grief/loss isn’t a competition. You are allowed to have any and all feelings. So much love to you and your hubby.
I'm so sorry T! You take all the time you need and I'm honored that you are willing to share all of this with us. We will be here and ready to watch and listen whenever you feel up for it. I am diagnosed with sever major depressive disorder, anxiety and PTSD so I understand the panic attacks. Been there. We are in this together. Much love and good vibes your way! ❤❤❤ You are an amazing person and deserve to grieve your loss no matter how long you knew. Take time for yourself to heal. Love you!
Oh my goodness....you are so amazing and so very loved! A loss is a loss and is very personal no matter what stage. You are strong, capable and so giving...thank you for sharing. We appreciate you making us feel relaxed and comfortable, but thank you more for being so trusting and putting yourself out and so exposed. You are a friend to us all. Much love!
I’m so sorry you went through this. It doesn’t matter how common it is or how much worse someone else’s experience is, it’s sad and it’s hard and you deserve to process all of your feelings! X
I’m so sorry for your loss! Thank you for opening up to us. You have always been a source of peace and relaxation for me. I hope our words will help you be at peace and help you through this grieving times. Sending much love to you and your husband as well !
I had a chemical pregnancy back in June. I felt guilty.. I was mad.. this has made me feel so much better. I didn’t have anyone to talk to or share with!! Thank you for telling your story. I love your videos and this was very therapeutic ❤
Thank you for trusting us enough to share your struggles. I’m so sorry for your loss and the other health issues you’re going through. Sending you love and well wishes 💙
I love seeing vulnerability because it humanizes those we associate with on social platforms! Thank you for your vulnerability and I am so sorry for your loss. As a mother I can’t even imagine not being able to bring a child home. My heart hurts for you! Love your work and you are amazing!
Every pregnancy matters. No matter how early or how late the loss is. It matters. It counts. Your feelings are valid. I lost my first pregnancy 2 days after I’d found out and it still broke my heart. I also felt guilty. But eventually I realized it was still a loss. Even if it was an early one. Nobodies story or life is the same, every battle is a battle. I’m sorry for your loss. Your time WILL come. When I lost my first, my OB told me that majority of women lose their first and continue on to have healthy pregnancies afterwards. You know that you can conceive that is something to smile about. Keeping you in my thoughts. Thank you for being vulnerable ❤
Appreciate the peace you bring in MY life! First, you are gorgeous hun! We don't need to dress ourselves up all the time and I have days I'm a straight up swamp monster. Its normal and ok to have a laid back day!!! Second, a few years ago at 24 I went to ER with back pain like a hatchet in my back, I was throwing up from pain and couldn't speak. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and panic disorder. It's insane how it can be triggered in the middle of life without warning and can manifest with such physical symptoms, I'm sorry it is so severe for you but genuinely glad you feel like it is slowing down :) I've been suffering them more and honestly these videos help. So glad you are taking the time you need to take care of YOU because that's the best way to help others :) you've got this and you'll be on my mind hopefully things get better from here. Everyone is allowed to hurt and feel overwhelmed by the circumstances in their life, don't feel the need to compare the level of others experiences to yours. Your feelings are valid
I knew before one second by your eyes. I’m sending you so much love, T. My heart and all of my blessings are being sent to you and your husband. Wrapping you in peaceful silence and warm healing hugs.
girrrrrl. I'm seeing so much support here and I hope whether it's those comments, prayer, time, family, friends; anything; that you heal and that you see that it is 100% okay to be sad and it is 100% okay to take time for self care and mental health. your ASMR is soooo good! there are plenty of videos people are blessed with watching in the mean time. God bless ya!
I love you Tori. I watched this video all the way through like I do everyone you share.. I wish for you all amazing things and pray for you to be a mom your going to be an amazing mother.. you've helped me so much I've been watching you every night before bed for a long time.. you are my very favorite..I too have anxiety and its hard but I make everyday the best I can ... thank you for coming into my life.. ❤ sending big hugs!!
Oh, lovely T - you have brought such beautiful calming energies to the wonderful community you've built. I'm sending so much love to you and your husband during such a difficult time - you both deserve the time to mourn such a strange moment in your lives. For all the warmth you bring to us through ASMR, I hope you feel held and loved during this.
Girl, you are absolutely gorgeous. Don't let these terrible people tell you otherwise. Thank you very much for sharing your very personal story and feelings with us. I wish you all the best and sending you hugs all the way from Germany. ♥️
i’m so proud of you to opening up to us, we want the best for you. Especially me, I have been watching your videos for sometime and you always make me feel safe. Even when I’m having breakdowns or just can’t sleep, your videos always help me. I’m sorry you and your husband went through that. Take all the time you need to heal, don’t feel pressured to post. you have helped us and we should help you by letting you rest and not pressure you. I’m so proud of you. Thank you for everything Tori. ❤❤
Hi Tori. I have been watching your asmr videos for a few weeks now and I absolutely love them! So on one of them you talked about how your thanksgiving went and you mentioned you and your husband have done HelloFresh. So my husband and I started and I absolutely love it!! Then today I watched this video. First I want to say that I really like you!! You are down to earth and I can tell you are a caring loving person and I have this feeling you are an awesome loving friend, wife, daughter, sister and I must say the best asmr artist I’ve listened to and actually fell asleep with your videos. Thank you for that!! Secondly, you and most know that you didn’t have to tell us your personal life stuff but you did because YOU care about US and speaking for me and I’m sure many others that took so much courage and love on your part. Most of all , I want to say how sorry I am that you had to go through all of that “stuff”! You are awesome and you are a strong beautiful woman! I am so happy I found your videos and even before I saw this video I said to myself…. She’s such a sweet girl!! I’d love to talk more but I don’t want to get boring! LoL I will continue to watch your awesome videos!! Take care! Your internet friend, Alison
Thank you for sharing you story, please don’t feel guilty for your loss it is a hard thing to go through at any stage. I hope that you are feeling so much better and you are able to continue what you are so good at. Xx❤
Tori. Never ever ever ever feel guilty about taking care of yourself. It's not worth the stress. And you're so beautiful and you make so many people feel calm every day. And if you are EVER concerned about this channel struggling, say the word and I'll stream these videos nonstop. And take all the time you need.
I have saved this video since it posted and I just now was able to watch the entire thing. I just wanted to tell you that your followers love you. You and another ASMRtist got me through some big stuff. I hope you know how much comfort you being to us. I hope all of us are bringing you comfort during this time. Thank you for sharing with us. We love and care about you.
I absolutely love your videos, they way you hold yourself is amazing. The behind the scene videos are honestly some of my favorite and anyone that say awful things to you hate you cause they ain’t you. Keep your head up you’re just gettting started. I can’t comprehend what happened with the pregnancy, I’m too young and a dude but just know life always gives seconds chances.
I’ve had some really big life changes in the past few months also and you’ve helped me find peace when I can’t get my mind to quiet. Thank you for sharing your experiences, and know that you are appreciated and worthy ❤️
I'm sorry for your loss. It counts no matter how far along you were. As for the anxiety, I have it too (for years) and the symptoms can feel awful. Once I realized that what I was feeling was panic, but I wasn't actually in physical danger/ trouble, that helped me reassure myself when they hit. And yes, meds too. Sending love and light!
When you talked about being at the nail salon, I sympathized with you wholeheartedly. It almost sounded like you were going into an anxiety attack due to feeling faint. I have severe anxiety and my attacks are so physically aggressive to where I get like that within seconds. It scary and it’s like one thing can lean to another in the blink of an eye. I’m so sorry you haven’t been feeling the best mentally and physically. You’re amazing and deserve so much love and kindness especially in this dark of a world. Stay true to you and do what you love to do. You’re beautiful inside and out my dear. You have such a beautiful and gentle soul. I love you. Please know you’re not alone. 🤍
Thank you for sharing your story. Please don’t add to your sadness by feeling guilt for your feelings. They are valid. You help so many people including myself to feel better and give so much to others. Be kind to yourslef ❤
I have been exactly the same when going through my panic attacks medicine and therapy has been such a game changer!! I am doing things now that a few months ago I NEVER thought I’d be able to do! Thank you for opening up about it makes me feel like I’m not the only one! ❤
I just want to say that I’m so grateful and proud of you for sharing because so many of us go through something thinking we’re alone - from anxiety and depression to pregnancy loss and infertility. You have to do what is best for you, your family, and your mental health. And don’t blame yourself or feel guilty! I’m sending you and your husband so much love, good vibes, and good news
I've experienced exactly the opposite: In 2019 I discovered I was pregnant from a guy that I met 2 months before. I didn't really want to become a mother, I was scared, but I decided to keep the pregnancy and start a new journey. Now I am single, exhausted, somehow traumatized, but anyway I am also the happiest mother of a wonderful 3 years old girl who Is the Light of My Life 🥰 I totally understand when you say that, by being pregnant, you've realized that you WANT to be pregnant! I feel so grateful to have had that HUGE gift in my Life. It was worth it, It IS worth it. It's Pure Love. Thankyou Tori because your video reminded me that, to be a mother, it's fundamental to love and take care of yourself, first. 🥰 I wish you all the Best, and I am glad to read that you've a great husband by your side 🧡 (Sorry for my English, I'm italian😅)
You are so brave for sharing what you’ve been through and I wish you and your husband all the best. You guys will make great parents one day and I hope you guys are taking the time you need for yourselves and eachother
I’m so sorry for your loss, there aren’t any words that will help but I’m so so sorry and giving you guys a big big hug. Pregnancy loss is so difficult no matter how “early”
I'm so sorry you've been going through so much lately. Please take all the time you need, and remember to give yourself grace during all of this. Your feelings are valid and important. Sending you all the love and support during these rough times. We love you Tori.❤️
You are amazing! Don’t let the negativity get to you. You do good for so many people and evil will do anything to stop that. You were my first interaction with ASMR a little more then a year and a half ago and since then are my favorite by far. My wife and I had the same thing happen to us two years ago. It’s not easy and it hurts to lose a blessing . What hurts me is that you feel guilty about feeling down. You are in my prayers and hope the best for you. Thank you for all you do! We love you too!!!
This is my 5th time trying to wach this video... of course i fell asleep each time but i am so grateful for you to share your story and i am glad to be apart of an ASMR community that respects one another. So much Love 💕
i only watched till about 20 minutes, but about what you’ve said so far i hope you can understand that im more than okay watching the same video that works for me (sleepyhead spa MWAH), and that you don’t need to worry at all about a posting schedule because you are infinitely more important. im so glad that you can prioritise yourself and realise that it’s more important than uploading regularly because you are GIFTING us a service - you don’t particularly have an obligation to do this for us, and plenty of ur work is satisfactory enough for us to replay. one of the reasons you’re the only asmr-ist that i watch is that i find you so incredibly comforting - the way you look, the way you talk, just the general vibe that you have cannot compare to anyone else, i have never felt safer watching anyone else. PLEASE understand that you are one of a kind and that many people including me adore you and appreciate you so so so much
as a subscriber all i can ask is that you please look after yourself, and i am so grateful for all you have done so far. please never feel guilty, only proud of what you have accomplished
Gosh I feel the physical effects of panic attacks aren't talked about enough, and how embarrassing they can be in public. When I have panic attack I get extreme nausea to the point where I sometimes get sick (which sucks because I have emetophobia which is literally a fear of getting sick) but whenever others talk about panic attacks, it's always the internal symptoms. Thank you for talking about this, it makes me feel very very validated
Never feel guilty about your feelings. You talking about this is going to help someone else who is going through the same thing. It helps normalize opening up, allowing yourself to be vulnerable and asking for help. Thank you for sharing and we are always here for you❤❤❤
You are a beautiful and sweet human. I’m new to ASMR and you’re the first person I came across. I appreciate your smile and whispers. Thank you for sharing your experience. I mostly only follow people on social media who have ups and downs because I have a life of ups and downs. You are also very funny! I’m glad you’re taking care of you. I have anxiety and physical issues as well. I’m glad you know you don’t owe an explanation to anyone and your grief is separate from another’s experience. Your experience doesn’t diminish another person’s experience and their experience doesn’t diminish your grief. It sounds like you are finding ways to honor yourself. Heal on my friend-heal on. I did like the triggers and whispers update. Nicely done. ❤
So sorry for your loss ❤️ you’re allowed to be sad no matter the time frame. Thanks for sharing and letting others know, that you too, are just like us and experience life, anxiety, etc.
I’m so sorry for your loss and your pain! Your pain matters! Your aloud to feel upset. Take all the time you need to help your mental health ❤ we will be here waiting when your ready ❤
Remember that your experiences are your own… and you’re entitled to feel how you feel. It’s okay to mourn, it’s okay to feel everything and anything! You are a wonderful soul and give 300,000 people joy and we are here for you!! Xoxo.
Thank you for being YOU and being so raw and so beautiful. I had a chemical pregnancy last September, and even though there was no pain for me physically, it didn’t make it any easier. It was my second pregnancy after my son who was almost 3 at the time. A month later I found out I was pregnant and just had my second son this past July. You’re doing the best job already at being a good future mom, and I’ll be praying for you and your hubby to get pregnant soon! ❤ PS: I’ve commented before saying my son loves you! His new favorite video that we watch EVERY SINGLE NIGHT before bed is your anniversary trip. So I have that 6 minute video memorized thanks to him. We love you Tori!
Sending all love and light to you as you have done the same for me through SO MANY sleepless nights. You are more than loved and appreciated. Thank you. 💜
Girl ! Do not feel guilty!! That was your first baby. Keep your head up it’ll happen and when it doesn’t you’re gonna be the best parents !!! Take the time you need for your mental and physical health !!! We all love you
Sending so many hugs! Your feelings are VALID. As someone who struggled with similar issues - please don’t compare your pain and see it as less than. You get to grieve and feel your loss. It’s real, and you have to take care of you. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
Praying for you! You are so thoughtful to share your personal struggles with the internet & allow so many to understand they’re not alone in their struggle. There is a time & season for everything in our lives & you will most certainly have your time & season, keep your head up & your faith strong❤
Thank you so much for sharing! Please don't feel bad for how you feel! You are entitled to feel exactly how you feel. Losing a baby is never easy, regardless of the stage of pregnancy. You're going to be a PHENOMENAL mother! 💜💜
Grief is not linear and you are not alone. It’s okay to start to feel better and then have a period of time where it feels fresh all over again. I miscarried in the first trimester of my second pregnancy. My heart is feeling for your heart. ❤️ please know your feelings are valid.
Hey! I just wanted to say the triggers in this and all of your videos are amazing as always! But I did want to say, I wanted to listen to every word you said before falling asleep, don’t be sorry for taking personal time for your mental health! Mental health is one of the most important things in the world. I’ve been a silent follower for a while and every word in this just broke my heart, I love how you care about each and everyone of your followers, I’m glad you feel comfortable enough to speak to us about these things. You are an amazing person, I really hope everything gets better, and you focus on you and your husband and your well being before anything else❤
Sorry you are going through this. I have dealt with similar anxiety/panic attacks. I understand how you kinda feel. My husband died almost 6 years ago and that made my issues worse. Meds definitely made me feel better. Sorry for your loss! Grief is a long road. I am still grieving my husband. Hang in there. I love your videos. You are my fav asmr artist..♥️
Tori thank you for opening up! You are so strong and are very valid for feeling the way you do!! Don’t ever feel guilty about how you feel! We all love and support you so much❤️
Your heartbreak is 100% valid and thank you for sharing with us. I’m so sorry for all that you’ve been going through and praying your rainbow baby is on their way to you🌈🧡
Tori💗 How I wish I could jump through the screen and give you a big hug 😢 I’m so heartbroken that you were made to feel a type of way. you’re such a beautiful and kind soul who has brought so much comfort and happiness to other people including myself. thank you for opening up about your life and being so transparent I really felt you💖 im so grateful for your existence I wish you knew how special you are❤ We’re all with you babe and will always continue to be. I love you soooo much.
trigger warning: i discuss pregnancy loss from 40:00 - 53:30 if you feel the need to skip 💜
i am feeling very vulnerable right now in posting this, so please be kind. my husband is doing good as well & is in full support of me being this personal on my channel. his main priority has always been making sure that i’m okay. hugs to you all 🫶
at some point recently, i hit 300,000 subscribers 😭 thank you so much for being here. i love you!
I am terribly sorry to hear of your loss 😢I can’t imagine. Thank you for sharing with us & being vulnerable! We support you ❤️❤️
You are amazing ❤️
anyone who sees these comments (@hannah ‘s) please report them. this accounts violently hating for no reason other than some sick form of attention, and they do not deserve a place here.
@@Hannah-pw3bf this is foul. i couldn’t imagine losing something i was creating inside me. have enough decency to give her a break and step back BREATHE and process. she has enough videos for you to fall asleep too while you WAIT for her to process the loss of her child. i understand that this might be a little too hard for you to understand rn bc you have the mindset of a CHILD. but one day you’ll realize, what you dish out comes right back to you. it costs $0 to be nice and keep your mouth shut. what did you gain from leaving these comments?
@@Hannah-pw3bf stfu there’s no point in u being hateful and being an dh go get a life somewhere and be negative somewhere else leave her alone. Take all that negativity and throw it off a cliff somewhere 😘
Please don’t feel guilty for being sad. You deserve to grieve regardless of what other people have been through. I have been so worried about you the last few days, I’m sending you and Austin so much love and baby dust!❤️❤️ None of this is your fault even though I know it can feel like it is. You are amazing.
Tori, please stay strong. I'm a 29 year old male that honestly can't imagine how your feeling.
Your comununity, the ppl that come every week in hopes you drop a video don't mind waiting. We are here for you. We care about you!
I've never commented on a video before but if you do read the comments I hope you read this one. I couldnt not say this. I can tell you I love your videos. You seem to be so genuine. I remember some time ago I came across you on TT and it changed my life tbh. You have given me the feeling of not being alone many times where it was a very dark and lonly time for me. Honestly maybe saved my life.
You give me the feeling you truly care. Even if you don't know me at all. Know any of us at all. It's an amazing feeling for someone to care that much. It shows.
It truly pains me to hear what you have been going through and to see the pain in your eyes.
Just remember for every jerk there's a person like me where you make so much impact.
When you don't post I just go back to the oldies.
I love the small glass eye dropper. Idk it's the best. I'm going bald and I like the hair clips too. Ha .... you said girth.... I also love sharing your nail styles with my ex. Not being a jerk, I love her, but your nails are always awesome.
But really Tori I'm so glad you have a husband so invested in you and what sounds like a future family I hope.
Keep being you! That's why I come here. Baggie shirt and all!!!!!
I hope you read this but if not your impact on my life is still profound. Sending my love sleepy head.
Dear, you have been my saving grace for sleep and being able to soothe the intense trauma in my life for a little over 3 months now. You have helped me so much, but your mental health and your family is so important. Its the most important . Im dearly sorry for your loss and you need to greive its the best thing to do right now. Thank you for trusting us with this and we all love and support you every step of the way. WE LOVE YOU❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You've helped my anxiety and panic disorder so much with your videos, and now we're here to support you!!! Love you so so much, thank you for being so vulnerable with us.
You should never feel guilty for feeling sad! I lost my daughter almost 3 years ago (on the 30th) at 19 weeks pregnant due to anencephaly. No matter how far along a woman is in a pregnancy it's still a loss. I hope you find peace soon. Coming from someone who has been through it, it does get easier with time. ❤️ Sending lots of love to you and your husband during this time!
I lost my son almost three years ago (30th September also) he was past 20 weeks. He held on for 17mins, mummy's little fighter. Thinking of you and your daughter ❤️
Thank you for this comment I hate feeling like she feels less of a mother or maybe doesn’t deserve to be sad or grieve!! That breaks my heart for her!! She is still a mother!!
@@annahumphries6818 exactly right ❤️ I will always hold space for her personal life, she is human too
Thank you for opening up and sharing with us what has been happening in your life. I have noticed in a few of your past recent videos that you’ve seemed kind of down - like you would get into a trance of sort. I thought you were just tired. Please take all the time you need, and be sure to take some time for yourself when you need it. ❤️❤️ sending love your way.
We all care T!!!
You have every right to feel sad! Don’t feel guilty! I’m so sorry you and your husband had to go through that.
Honestly you seem to have the most kindest heart and I’m so sorry to hear about everything life has thrown at you lately. You and your husband truly deserve so much happiness. Keep smiling Beautiful 💕💕
omg i’m so glad this is therapeutic for you and encourage you to do it again anytime, you’re a high quality creator with a ton of true caring supporters who want to hear your voice about real things like this-especially when things get low i hope we can help you feel heard and appreciated we care when somethings up with you-you spend so much time helping us i hope the nice messages can help you in your journey too, we love you so much and are your biggest fans always relating to you and hoping the best for you 💓
The time does not define anything love. Whether you were pregnant for a week, a day, or a couple months, you are entitled to feel that pain. I hope you are doing well. We all love you & support you tremendously 🥺🥰 I’m so sorry for your loss.
Something I was told after I found out I was pregnant when we thought we were done and I felt guilty for being more upset than excited “feel your feelings, they are yours to feel and no one can invalidate how you feel” Someone may not agree with your feelings and they may feel differently than you, but your feelings are yours to feel and no one can tell you what’s right or wrong for you to feel. ❤
thank you for sharing with us and trusting us to tell us what’s been happening in your life.
sending lots of love your way. take all the time you need. we love you and will support you always tori ❤
Honey, losing a child is heartbreaking at all stages. Please dont ever feel guilty, your feelings are real and they are valid. Take care of yourselves ❤️
This was so raw and very appreciated. You shouldn't feel obligated to share anything but it's much appreciated. A loss of any kind, regardless of time, is hard. You are allowed to feel how you feel with no explanation. Your honesty is empowering. Thank you!
Please don’t ever feel the need to diminish your sadness for any reason. A loss is a loss is a loss and you can grieve all you want. I could have written this video myself. Everything you’ve been going through, so am I. When I feel an attack coming, what helps me through is knowing that there are many others out there just like me who are also going through it… and we’re all okay. We always overcome it. So thank you so much for sharing your story. You are so loved, and you are the only ASMR I will watch. I wish you nothing but the best for you and your fam❤
Awe Tori…..I’m so sorry but so also so proud of you for sharing this. You are an amazing woman and this is such a huge life step to share. I wish you all the best and more! 🥰☺️
Do whatever you need for however long it takes dude. Healing has no timeline but we all love and supportive you in the meantime. Thank you for trusting us with this peek into your life. 💕
Do not feel bad for sharing your story and what's been going on. We appreciate you and you're like a bestie to the faithful followers especially! Also, don't minimize your pain...your feelings are valid no matter what!! You're the best and I wish you well!! Many nights you have helped me go to sleep when my mind has been racing, now you can share with us so you can ease your mind by getting things off your chest. You've got this!! We've got you!!
I can’t for the life of me understand why anyone would comment anything negative about you. You are such a beautiful soul and I feel so safe and comfortable watching your videos. Your videos are truly a gift. I’m heartbroken that you were made to feel that way.
I’m sure it hits you super hard to read those comments because you would never do something that hurtful to somebody else.
I just want you to know that I see you. I can feel your care and compassion through the screen and I appreciate it and I really appreciate YOU.
Please take care of yourself and take as much time as you need. We will be here when you get back.
I am so very sorry for everything you have been going through. As someone with multiple chronic illnesses I completely understand the anxiety over your health. And the panic that set in when you loose control over your own body. I want you to know that you are valid in all of your emotions, regardless of what others may be going through. You have helped and changed so many lives here, including mine, which means you will always have a loyal fan base here that will be happy with any video at any time, regardless of time between posts. Please do not feel any stress over keeping us happy, because we love you and are already happy with everything you have already done for us! We want to be sure you are okay first and foremost. You are wonderful, strong, and so loved.
I could never send u enough love to show ur how I truly feel… where to even start…. Gosh… first ur my favorite person. I only know asmr through u and honestly can’t watch other creators just bc they aren’t u… I can’t thank u enough for opening up and sharing. I struggle with panic and anxiety & heart goes out to u! It helps people like me feel more normal about our panic struggles.. i appreciate this video more than u could ever know! Ofcourse u don’t know me but watching u and only u on RUclips, I look at u like my friend who helps me relax and be calm.. I also want to say that I’m very sorry for the loss of ur pregnancy and u should never feel guilty. U suffered a very sad loss and have every right to feel so sad for that devastating loss regardless of trying or not and wether u knew for a week or 8 weeks… my heart truly hurts for u. I’m so happy you’ve shared all this, I truly LOVE u and ur videos and just appreciate u like crazy!! I relate to so much that u talked about in this video!! I love u I love u I love u!! Ur amazing and I’m so happy I shared. I enjoy everything about u!! Ur videos are also life saving and like changing! -With love from ur biggest fan!! Kaylyn 💜💜💜💜💜
I get really awful paranoia/anxiety attacks at night, and I found your videos while trying to help block out the thoughts/noises that would keep me up at night. It’s been getting worse and worse for me recently, but your videos have really seriously helped. I know it’s nowhere near the same caliber as what was discussed in the video, but hearing you talk about how you’ve always been an anxious person is reassuring to me, since I ALWAYS feel like I’m over reacting about my panic. Thank you for being so open and honest about your struggles, and thank you for making these ASMR videos in the first place. ❤
I originally found your channel recently from your behind the scenes video and I LOVED it! I can’t imagine how anyone could ever see anything negative in someone living passionately and sharing that with the world. You’re right, it says nothing about you and everything about them. You are loved and they likely don’t feel that much in their lives to be so willing to bring someone down to their level of pain. Thank you for sharing with us and being vulnerable. ❤
Don’t ever feel like you can’t share or have to apologize! Something that has kept me looking for your channel and coming back is how open, honest and transparent you are❤️ Your channel and followers love you & support you 🫶🏻
I can’t say enough good things about you. I love your channel, your attitude, honestly, professionalism. And your journey is yours and you are entitled to feel how ever you feel. Love your art and I enjoy you very much. You’ve helped me tons with my anxiety at bedtime, can’t thank you enough.
Thank you for opening up. I have hypothyroidism, so I kinda understand where your coming from when you talk about struggling with your thyroid. I personally don’t even know if I can get pregnant due to the cancer I had in my brain and the way it affected my pituitary gland and my thyroid. Love that you shared your story T. Love ya. 💜
Congratulations on 300k , thank you for everything you post for us, you help me and my 3yr old get to sleep most nights xo appreciate you tori xoxo love and hugs
take ur time if u feel the need to take a break tori!! i love your so so much and i dont mind waiting 🫶🏼
thank you so much for opening up and sharing. please dont ever feel bad for having feelings and emotions for what you are going through! we love you so much and will love each and every video when you want to upload. please take all the time you need for your mental and physical health! that is important to us too! plenty of other videos from you to enjoy during your breaks. looking forward to seeing you get creative with these new triggers and objects. little makeup face scrub pad def my fav! 💜💙
I appreciate this post so much. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable with us. I just recently stumbled upon your page and it has been truly a game changer at this stage in my life. I’ve also recently experienced a pregnancy loss, and your page has brought me peace and sleep on tough nights. Wishing you healing and happiness! ❤
Oh honey. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Please know that grief/loss isn’t a competition. You are allowed to have any and all feelings. So much love to you and your hubby.
I'm so sorry T! You take all the time you need and I'm honored that you are willing to share all of this with us. We will be here and ready to watch and listen whenever you feel up for it. I am diagnosed with sever major depressive disorder, anxiety and PTSD so I understand the panic attacks. Been there. We are in this together. Much love and good vibes your way! ❤❤❤ You are an amazing person and deserve to grieve your loss no matter how long you knew. Take time for yourself to heal. Love you!
Oh my goodness....you are so amazing and so very loved! A loss is a loss and is very personal no matter what stage. You are strong, capable and so giving...thank you for sharing. We appreciate you making us feel relaxed and comfortable, but thank you more for being so trusting and putting yourself out and so exposed. You are a friend to us all. Much love!
I’m so sorry you went through this. It doesn’t matter how common it is or how much worse someone else’s experience is, it’s sad and it’s hard and you deserve to process all of your feelings! X
Sending you lots of love ❤️ we are here for you like you are always here for us to help to relax and sleep
I’m so sorry for your loss! Thank you for opening up to us. You have always been a source of peace and relaxation for me. I hope our words will help you be at peace and help you through this grieving times. Sending much love to you and your husband as well !
Thank you for being so transparent. I can relate so much to your story and this was therapeutic for me to listen. You are not alone. You are so loved.
I had a chemical pregnancy back in June. I felt guilty.. I was mad.. this has made me feel so much better. I didn’t have anyone to talk to or share with!! Thank you for telling your story. I love your videos and this was very therapeutic ❤
This isn’t the pain Olympics. You being sad doesn’t take away from other peoples sadness. Let yourself be sad. It’s okay.
Thank you for trusting us enough to share your struggles. I’m so sorry for your loss and the other health issues you’re going through.
Sending you love and well wishes 💙
Tori, you are honesty so strong. like seriously. you should be so proud of how far you've come. love your videos 💜💜
I love seeing vulnerability because it humanizes those we associate with on social platforms! Thank you for your vulnerability and I am so sorry for your loss. As a mother I can’t even imagine not being able to bring a child home. My heart hurts for you! Love your work and you are amazing!
Every pregnancy matters. No matter how early or how late the loss is. It matters. It counts. Your feelings are valid. I lost my first pregnancy 2 days after I’d found out and it still broke my heart. I also felt guilty. But eventually I realized it was still a loss. Even if it was an early one. Nobodies story or life is the same, every battle is a battle. I’m sorry for your loss. Your time WILL come. When I lost my first, my OB told me that majority of women lose their first and continue on to have healthy pregnancies afterwards. You know that you can conceive that is something to smile about. Keeping you in my thoughts. Thank you for being vulnerable ❤
Appreciate the peace you bring in MY life! First, you are gorgeous hun! We don't need to dress ourselves up all the time and I have days I'm a straight up swamp monster. Its normal and ok to have a laid back day!!! Second, a few years ago at 24 I went to ER with back pain like a hatchet in my back, I was throwing up from pain and couldn't speak. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and panic disorder. It's insane how it can be triggered in the middle of life without warning and can manifest with such physical symptoms, I'm sorry it is so severe for you but genuinely glad you feel like it is slowing down :) I've been suffering them more and honestly these videos help. So glad you are taking the time you need to take care of YOU because that's the best way to help others :) you've got this and you'll be on my mind hopefully things get better from here. Everyone is allowed to hurt and feel overwhelmed by the circumstances in their life, don't feel the need to compare the level of others experiences to yours. Your feelings are valid
I knew before one second by your eyes. I’m sending you so much love, T. My heart and all of my blessings are being sent to you and your husband. Wrapping you in peaceful silence and warm healing hugs.
You should never feel guilty you've still had a loss no matter what your a strong woman and you will both make amazing parents xx
thank you for trusting us with this intimate part of your life… wishing you all the best and sending so much love 💜💜💜
girrrrrl. I'm seeing so much support here and I hope whether it's those comments, prayer, time, family, friends; anything; that you heal and that you see that it is 100% okay to be sad and it is 100% okay to take time for self care and mental health. your ASMR is soooo good! there are plenty of videos people are blessed with watching in the mean time. God bless ya!
I love you Tori. I watched this video all the way through like I do everyone you share.. I wish for you all amazing things and pray for you to be a mom your going to be an amazing mother.. you've helped me so much I've been watching you every night before bed for a long time.. you are my very favorite..I too have anxiety and its hard but I make everyday the best I can ... thank you for coming into my life.. ❤ sending big hugs!!
Oh, lovely T - you have brought such beautiful calming energies to the wonderful community you've built. I'm sending so much love to you and your husband during such a difficult time - you both deserve the time to mourn such a strange moment in your lives. For all the warmth you bring to us through ASMR, I hope you feel held and loved during this.
Girl, you are absolutely gorgeous. Don't let these terrible people tell you otherwise.
Thank you very much for sharing your very personal story and feelings with us.
I wish you all the best and sending you hugs all the way from Germany. ♥️
i’m so proud of you to opening up to us, we want the best for you. Especially me, I have been watching your videos for sometime and you always make me feel safe. Even when I’m having breakdowns or just can’t sleep, your videos always help me. I’m sorry you and your husband went through that. Take all the time you need to heal, don’t feel pressured to post. you have helped us and we should help you by letting you rest and not pressure you. I’m so proud of you. Thank you for everything Tori. ❤❤
Hi Tori. I have been watching your asmr videos for a few weeks now and I absolutely love them! So on one of them you talked about how your thanksgiving went and you mentioned you and your husband have done HelloFresh. So my husband and I started and I absolutely love it!! Then today I watched this video. First I want to say that I really like you!! You are down to earth and I can tell you are a caring loving person and I have this feeling you are an awesome loving friend, wife, daughter, sister and I must say the best asmr artist I’ve listened to and actually fell asleep with your videos. Thank you for that!! Secondly, you and most know that you didn’t have to tell us your personal life stuff but you did because YOU care about US and speaking for me and I’m sure many others that took so much courage and love on your part. Most of all , I want to say how sorry I am that you had to go through all of that “stuff”! You are awesome and you are a strong beautiful woman! I am so happy I found your videos and even before I saw this video I said to myself…. She’s such a sweet girl!! I’d love to talk more but I don’t want to get boring! LoL I will continue to watch your awesome videos!! Take care! Your internet friend, Alison
This is literally one of my favorite videos it’s just so real and we got to know you so much better and relate to you!
This was so special to watch. Your strength in sharing this was so powerful to watch. Thank you for everything you do for us! Your loved by so many!
Thank you for sharing you story, please don’t feel guilty for your loss it is a hard thing to go through at any stage. I hope that you are feeling so much better and you are able to continue what you are so good at. Xx❤
You’re so incredibly strong and inspiring for being so vulnerable and open. Sending you immense love, hugs, and support 💛
Tori. Never ever ever ever feel guilty about taking care of yourself. It's not worth the stress. And you're so beautiful and you make so many people feel calm every day. And if you
are EVER concerned about this channel struggling, say the word and I'll stream these videos nonstop. And take all the time you need.
I have saved this video since it posted and I just now was able to watch the entire thing. I just wanted to tell you that your followers love you. You and another ASMRtist got me through some big stuff. I hope you know how much comfort you being to us. I hope all of us are bringing you comfort during this time. Thank you for sharing with us. We love and care about you.
I absolutely love your videos, they way you hold yourself is amazing. The behind the scene videos are honestly some of my favorite and anyone that say awful things to you hate you cause they ain’t you. Keep your head up you’re just gettting started. I can’t comprehend what happened with the pregnancy, I’m too young and a dude but just know life always gives seconds chances.
Repping cincy btw
I’ve had some really big life changes in the past few months also and you’ve helped me find peace when I can’t get my mind to quiet. Thank you for sharing your experiences, and know that you are appreciated and worthy ❤️
I'm sorry for your loss. It counts no matter how far along you were.
As for the anxiety, I have it too (for years) and the symptoms can feel awful. Once I realized that what I was feeling was panic, but I wasn't actually in physical danger/ trouble, that helped me reassure myself when they hit. And yes, meds too. Sending love and light!
When you talked about being at the nail salon, I sympathized with you wholeheartedly. It almost sounded like you were going into an anxiety attack due to feeling faint. I have severe anxiety and my attacks are so physically aggressive to where I get like that within seconds. It scary and it’s like one thing can lean to another in the blink of an eye. I’m so sorry you haven’t been feeling the best mentally and physically. You’re amazing and deserve so much love and kindness especially in this dark of a world. Stay true to you and do what you love to do. You’re beautiful inside and out my dear. You have such a beautiful and gentle soul. I love you. Please know you’re not alone. 🤍
We love you T! Never apologize for taking care of you.
I absolutely loved that you laughed. You had me on all the feels here, girl! So much love to you!
Your loss is valid. At 4 weeks, 4 months etc it was the loss of a dream and a possibility and you have every right to grieve it however you need to.
Thank you for sharing your story. Please don’t add to your sadness by feeling guilt for your feelings. They are valid. You help so many people including myself to feel better and give so much to others. Be kind to yourslef ❤
I have been exactly the same when going through my panic attacks medicine and therapy has been such a game changer!! I am doing things now that a few months ago I NEVER thought I’d be able to do! Thank you for opening up about it makes me feel like I’m not the only one! ❤
I just want to say that I’m so grateful and proud of you for sharing because so many of us go through something thinking we’re alone - from anxiety and depression to pregnancy loss and infertility.
You have to do what is best for you, your family, and your mental health. And don’t blame yourself or feel guilty! I’m sending you and your husband so much love, good vibes, and good news
thank you so much for your “oversharing” Tori - sending you so many cyber hugs and praying that you continue to feel better! ❤
I've experienced exactly the opposite: In 2019 I discovered I was pregnant from a guy that I met 2 months before. I didn't really want to become a mother, I was scared, but I decided to keep the pregnancy and start a new journey. Now I am single, exhausted, somehow traumatized, but anyway I am also the happiest mother of a wonderful 3 years old girl who Is the Light of My Life 🥰 I totally understand when you say that, by being pregnant, you've realized that you WANT to be pregnant! I feel so grateful to have had that HUGE gift in my Life. It was worth it, It IS worth it. It's Pure Love.
Thankyou Tori because your video reminded me that, to be a mother, it's fundamental to love and take care of yourself, first. 🥰
I wish you all the Best, and I am glad to read that you've a great husband by your side 🧡
(Sorry for my English, I'm italian😅)
You are so brave for sharing what you’ve been through and I wish you and your husband all the best. You guys will make great parents one day and I hope you guys are taking the time you need for yourselves and eachother
I am glad to see you back and that you are taking care of your mental health in order to keep joy at the foreground of what you do! ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss, there aren’t any words that will help but I’m so so sorry and giving you guys a big big hug. Pregnancy loss is so difficult no matter how “early”
I'm so sorry you've been going through so much lately. Please take all the time you need, and remember to give yourself grace during all of this. Your feelings are valid and important. Sending you all the love and support during these rough times. We love you Tori.❤️
You are amazing! Don’t let the negativity get to you. You do good for so many people and evil will do anything to stop that. You were my first interaction with ASMR a little more then a year and a half ago and since then are my favorite by far. My wife and I had the same thing happen to us two years ago. It’s not easy and it hurts to lose a blessing . What hurts me is that you feel guilty about feeling down. You are in my prayers and hope the best for you. Thank you for all you do! We love you too!!!
This is my 5th time trying to wach this video... of course i fell asleep each time but i am so grateful for you to share your story and i am glad to be apart of an ASMR community that respects one another. So much Love 💕
i only watched till about 20 minutes, but about what you’ve said so far i hope you can understand that im more than okay watching the same video that works for me (sleepyhead spa MWAH), and that you don’t need to worry at all about a posting schedule because you are infinitely more important.
im so glad that you can prioritise yourself and realise that it’s more important than uploading regularly because you are GIFTING us a service - you don’t particularly have an obligation to do this for us, and plenty of ur work is satisfactory enough for us to replay.
one of the reasons you’re the only asmr-ist that i watch is that i find you so incredibly comforting - the way you look, the way you talk, just the general vibe that you have cannot compare to anyone else, i have never felt safer watching anyone else. PLEASE understand that you are one of a kind and that many people including me adore you and appreciate you so so so much
as a subscriber all i can ask is that you please look after yourself, and i am so grateful for all you have done so far.
please never feel guilty, only proud of what you have accomplished
Gosh I feel the physical effects of panic attacks aren't talked about enough, and how embarrassing they can be in public. When I have panic attack I get extreme nausea to the point where I sometimes get sick (which sucks because I have emetophobia which is literally a fear of getting sick) but whenever others talk about panic attacks, it's always the internal symptoms. Thank you for talking about this, it makes me feel very very validated
Never feel guilty about your feelings. You talking about this is going to help someone else who is going through the same thing. It helps normalize opening up, allowing yourself to be vulnerable and asking for help. Thank you for sharing and we are always here for you❤❤❤
You are a beautiful and sweet human. I’m new to ASMR and you’re the first person I came across. I appreciate your smile and whispers. Thank you for sharing your experience. I mostly only follow people on social media who have ups and downs because I have a life of ups and downs. You are also very funny! I’m glad you’re taking care of you. I have anxiety and physical issues as well. I’m glad you know you don’t owe an explanation to anyone and your grief is separate from another’s experience. Your experience doesn’t diminish another person’s experience and their experience doesn’t diminish your grief. It sounds like you are finding ways to honor yourself. Heal on my friend-heal on. I did like the triggers and whispers update. Nicely done. ❤
Tori.. you are the goddess of sleep, rest n relaxation! Sending you love and hugs!💜💜
So sorry for your loss ❤️ you’re allowed to be sad no matter the time frame. Thanks for sharing and letting others know, that you too, are just like us and experience life, anxiety, etc.
I’m so sorry for your loss and your pain! Your pain matters! Your aloud to feel upset. Take all the time you need to help your mental health ❤ we will be here waiting when your ready ❤
Remember that your experiences are your own… and you’re entitled to feel how you feel. It’s okay to mourn, it’s okay to feel everything and anything! You are a wonderful soul and give 300,000 people joy and we are here for you!! Xoxo.
Thank you for being YOU and being so raw and so beautiful. I had a chemical pregnancy last September, and even though there was no pain for me physically, it didn’t make it any easier. It was my second pregnancy after my son who was almost 3 at the time. A month later I found out I was pregnant and just had my second son this past July. You’re doing the best job already at being a good future mom, and I’ll be praying for you and your hubby to get pregnant soon! ❤
PS: I’ve commented before saying my son loves you! His new favorite video that we watch EVERY SINGLE NIGHT before bed is your anniversary trip. So I have that 6 minute video memorized thanks to him. We love you Tori!
Sending all love and light to you as you have done the same for me through SO MANY sleepless nights. You are more than loved and appreciated. Thank you. 💜
Thank you T for sharing and opening up to us sleepyheads ❤ sending all the love and positivity to you and your husband! X
Girl ! Do not feel guilty!! That was your first baby. Keep your head up it’ll happen and when it doesn’t you’re gonna be the best parents !!! Take the time you need for your mental and physical health !!! We all love you
Sending so many hugs! Your feelings are VALID. As someone who struggled with similar issues - please don’t compare your pain and see it as less than. You get to grieve and feel your loss. It’s real, and you have to take care of you. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
Also - loving the ear tools and the last face brush thing! Can’t wait to see what you come up with - but only when you’re feeling happy and healthy!!!
Praying for you! You are so thoughtful to share your personal struggles with the internet & allow so many to understand they’re not alone in their struggle. There is a time & season for everything in our lives & you will most certainly have your time & season, keep your head up & your faith strong❤
Thank you so much for sharing! Please don't feel bad for how you feel! You are entitled to feel exactly how you feel. Losing a baby is never easy, regardless of the stage of pregnancy. You're going to be a PHENOMENAL mother! 💜💜
Grief is not linear and you are not alone. It’s okay to start to feel better and then have a period of time where it feels fresh all over again. I miscarried in the first trimester of my second pregnancy. My heart is feeling for your heart. ❤️ please know your feelings are valid.
Hey! I just wanted to say the triggers in this and all of your videos are amazing as always! But I did want to say, I wanted to listen to every word you said before falling asleep, don’t be sorry for taking personal time for your mental health! Mental health is one of the most important things in the world. I’ve been a silent follower for a while and every word in this just broke my heart, I love how you care about each and everyone of your followers, I’m glad you feel comfortable enough to speak to us about these things. You are an amazing person, I really hope everything gets better, and you focus on you and your husband and your well being before anything else❤
Sorry you are going through this. I have dealt with similar anxiety/panic attacks. I understand how you kinda feel. My husband died almost 6 years ago and that made my issues worse. Meds definitely made me feel better. Sorry for your loss! Grief is a long road. I am still grieving my husband. Hang in there. I love your videos. You are my fav asmr artist..♥️
Tori thank you for opening up! You are so strong and are very valid for feeling the way you do!! Don’t ever feel guilty about how you feel! We all love and support you so much❤️
Your heartbreak is 100% valid and thank you for sharing with us. I’m so sorry for all that you’ve been going through and praying your rainbow baby is on their way to you🌈🧡
Tori, your feelings are valid and heard. Thank you for being your most authentic self. The world can be so cruel, but you are such a beacon of light 🤍
Tori💗
How I wish I could jump through the screen and give you a big hug 😢
I’m so heartbroken that you were made to feel a type of way. you’re such a beautiful and kind soul who has brought so much comfort and happiness to other people including myself. thank you for opening up about your life and being so transparent I really felt you💖 im so grateful for your existence I wish you knew how special you are❤
We’re all with you babe and will always continue to be. I love you soooo much.