Radiotherapy F*****g SUCKS! (Life With Stage 4 Cancer)

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  • Опубликовано: 20 окт 2024
  • 🎦 About This Video:
    I started experiencing side effects from my recent radiotherapy sessions and it led me to the conclusion that radiotherapy f******g sucks! So far the symptoms I've experienced are: breathless, coughing, soreness, back ache, and headaches. Hopefully, things will get better soon.
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Комментарии • 104

  • @tomnewhouse7782
    @tomnewhouse7782 4 месяца назад +7

    I am so sorry you have to go thru this. Cancer is evil! My life with cancer was vomiting and diarrhea all day long. Than blood clot in my arm at that time I wanted to just quit. But we don’t have much choice do we ? Hang in there my friend. So many of us have been there. Seems many more are developing cancer. Makes me wonder why? Love Kathy Erie Pa

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      I'm sorry you had to go through that. I definitely don't miss the vomiting. That was really intense.
      How are you doing now?

  • @calmrestored6031
    @calmrestored6031 4 месяца назад +4

    Aw so sorry to hear you’re struggling

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. It will get better soon (I'm already feeling a little better today).

  • @blesseddc5093
    @blesseddc5093 4 месяца назад +5

    May tomorrow be a better day and the day after even better.❤

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      Thanks 🙏. I'm feeling a little better today, so hopefully it's the start of the end.

  • @Consecrated2Him7
    @Consecrated2Him7 4 месяца назад +6

    I am praying for God to give you strength and that the coughing will ease off enough for you to breath easier . Rest as much as you need to
    🌺 🦋 🙏

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +2

      Thanks 🙏. I appreciate it. I'm actually feeling a little better today.

  • @margaritabarnes9272
    @margaritabarnes9272 4 месяца назад +6

    Man, I think it's absolutely crazy how your wife is still unable to be there with you, with everything that you're going through that she is still not allowed to be there physically. Thinking of you, and I really hope you start feeling better soon ❤️

    • @Peter-pe6pp
      @Peter-pe6pp 4 месяца назад +3

      Yes, I would think they would show compassion in cases like this.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      I agree. Unfortunately, immigration doesn't care about small things like stage 4 cancer. It's just how the system works.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      @@Peter-pe6pp Unfortunately, immigration is the only place I haven't been met with compassion. They don't care what the situation is. All they care about are the laws.

  • @michele4920
    @michele4920 4 месяца назад +7

    I'm so sorry your treatment is tough ! ❤ Hang in there. You're strong.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      Thanks 🙏. I'm actually feeling a little better today.

  • @holliethomson6147
    @holliethomson6147 4 месяца назад +7

    Bless your heart ❤ I’m praying for you that you feel much better as soon as possible. I’m sending you so much love and positive, healing prayers always xxx❤🙏
    Stay strong and keep fighting 💪❤️

  • @StudentOfEnglish
    @StudentOfEnglish 4 месяца назад +5

    Both my parents went through radiotherapy.... so in some way I get hownit sucks... I love your sense of humour, by the way. I wish I had half of it. I send you Barcelonian hugs!

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      I'm sorry to hear about your parents. Did the radiotherapy work for them?

    • @StudentOfEnglish
      @StudentOfEnglish 4 месяца назад +1

      @@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Well, my mom had lung cancer and even though it initially worked along with chemo, the cancer cells traveled and she ended up with meningeal metastasis, so she didn't make it. With my dad was different, he had tonsil cancer and received chemo and radio at first, it worked for a while and then came back and had surgery to remove it. Now he is living his life to the full and send me photos of every single meal he has.... Oh my Gosh

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      @@StudentOfEnglish I'm sorry to hear about your mother. But in glad things went well for your father and that he is enjoying life. That is amazing!

  • @SmilingBeaver-ou7nc
    @SmilingBeaver-ou7nc 4 месяца назад +6

    I'm sorry to hear about all these awful side effects. We're all out here praying for you, and sending much positive energy. ✌️💙✨🙏🙏🙏

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I really appreciate your prayers and positive energy.

  • @entronetcalitz6567
    @entronetcalitz6567 4 месяца назад +5

    Shame I feel for you. Hope all will go with your Dr's appointments today Xx

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I survived yesterday and today I'm feeling better. Hopefully it keeps improving in the next few days.

  • @rightmadmod9416
    @rightmadmod9416 4 месяца назад +5

    UK: the Tube
    NYC: the train
    I get how annoying the cough can be. Collapsed once, here Hang in there, be good to yourself t and I know you know, but you’re not alone and we’re all here for you. ❤

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      I know. I'm very lucky to be surrounded by so many amazing people. Thanks for the reminder 🙏.

  • @Dublin1008
    @Dublin1008 4 месяца назад +5

    So sorry for you! Hope the side effects will get better soon!

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I'm feeling a little better than day. I hope that means I'm on the mend.

  • @Veronica-tn2xc
    @Veronica-tn2xc 4 месяца назад +5

    I'm so sorry 😞 I know how bad you are feeling. I'm with you. All of us here support you 😊

  • @lindc1070
    @lindc1070 4 месяца назад +6

    Sorry to hear you are feeling poorly. Coughing can be quite tiring and too much can lead to throwing up. I have experienced this for short spells like durinv flu or covid. But no comparison of course. Hope you feel better soon.❤

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +2

      Yeah. We don't really just his exhausting coughing can be. Luckily, I seem to be feeling better this morning.

    • @lindc1070
      @lindc1070 4 месяца назад +2

      @@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C glad to hear that.

  • @Peter-pe6pp
    @Peter-pe6pp 4 месяца назад +4

    In the UK subway/ metro is called the Tube. In Hong Kong MTR.
    Must be tough having to go for appointments feeling like this😢
    Hope the symptoms lessen soon.

  • @joanbeach644
    @joanbeach644 4 месяца назад +5

    Good luck with your appointments today. That stinks having to walk that incline. Like you said take a lot of breaks. 🙏🏻❤️🇺🇸

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I'm happy to report that I survived. And I'm actually feeling a little better today.

  • @Sunshine-zi4nq
    @Sunshine-zi4nq 4 месяца назад +3

    Better by now I hope😢

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Today is definitely better, but not back to normal yet. But things seem to be moving in the right direction.

  • @sylviarogier1
    @sylviarogier1 4 месяца назад +5

    Sorry to hear about the side effects.😢

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks, but like all things in life, it's only temporary.

  • @Peter-pe6pp
    @Peter-pe6pp 4 месяца назад +3

    Most importantly I hope the treatment works. You are going through a lot. Pls rest as needed. Sometimes that is what the body needs . No more appointments this week I hope.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I also hope it works, lol. Only two more appointments this week (one with my neurologist and one with my acupuncturist).

  • @deannsmith8903
    @deannsmith8903 4 месяца назад +3

    I’m just now in from work and I’m so hopeful that those trips to the hospital are over with and you are back home resting comfortable. That hill climbing you spoke of got me a little worried.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I survived yesterday and I'm feeling a little better today. Hopefully it will keep getting better as the days go by.

  • @nesadcruz7840
    @nesadcruz7840 4 месяца назад +4

    Oh dear, I hear it can be pretty bad for some. Sucks that you have to run around for appointments too. Did those go well?
    Wishing it will improve significantly and you wake up to a good Tuesday.❤

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      Thanks 🙏. Yesterday was definitely an intense day, but I'm feeling a little better today, so I'm hoping that means I'm on the mend.
      Yes, the appointments went well. Thanks for asking.

    • @nesadcruz7840
      @nesadcruz7840 4 месяца назад +1

      @@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C happy to hear you are all good

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      I wouldn't say "all good", but definitely "better". Hopefully it will be "all good" soon.

  • @MAHOSHTRAHOSH
    @MAHOSHTRAHOSH 4 месяца назад +4

    im glad you took the time to rest. this should be a new strategy for you. radical rest when you're not feeling great. important not to push through the symptoms.

  • @lindakennett-ib6bx
    @lindakennett-ib6bx 4 месяца назад +4

    Sending prayers and healing to you hope you feel better soon life is crap sometimes hang in there 🙏❤

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I'm feeling better today. Hopefully that means I'm on the mend.

  • @suesmith3744
    @suesmith3744 4 месяца назад +3

    I’m so sorry you are feeling poorly , I swear the ‘ cure’ is worse than the bloody cancer at times . It will all be worth it when you kick this cancer into touch . Sorry I missed the live show , had to be somewhere, but will watch as soon as I get the chance . Meanwhile rest and recuperate my friend , thinking of you as always 💙

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I'm actually feeling a little better today, so hopefully that means I've reached the start of the end.

  • @bstanford-n3g
    @bstanford-n3g 4 месяца назад +3

    The LIVE was great, but I was thinking I hope it didn't exhaust you too much as we were all throwing lots of questions for you to answer 😢 Please take it easy, and take as much rest as you need, those side affects sound horrible.. I'll keep praying for you, you're a lovely person, just hope in time it gets easier..lots of love & hugs for you and your darling wife..❤🫂😘

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. The live was definitely more intense than I was hoping, but I really enjoyed it. It might not have been the smartest thing to do given the situation, but I don't regret it. Next one will be better.

  • @kayflynn7851
    @kayflynn7851 4 месяца назад +3

    You are so brave, l feel so guilty, complaining about anything now. Life is so unfair, ❤

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Hahaha. I'll take that as a compliment, but I would urge you to reconsider. One person's challenges should not diminish that of others. We all go through hard times and we should not let what others are going through diminish what we're experiencing.

  • @margheritamara2520
    @margheritamara2520 4 месяца назад +4

    Dear friend, I am sorry I missed your live but I definitely don’t feel good during these days.
    I’m taking a new medicine for cholesterol and I think these are side effects of it 😢
    As you always say: it sucks 😂😂
    I hope you could feel better, I am very concerned about you.
    But you always smile, you have a light inside of yourself.
    This will help you a lot.
    Hope to hear from you soon 🤗♥️

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      I'm sorry to hear you're going through a rough time. That sucks (sorry, I couldn't resist). I'm sure you'll feel better soon. Sending you positive healing energy.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      ​@@tigerspiritjourneyThanks for the suggestion 🙏.

  • @mandyauger1035
    @mandyauger1035 4 месяца назад +3

    I would consider applying for Para transpo in your city. My mom has it. The city pays for her cab due to her having chronic illnesses and mobility problems. Just need a doctor's note.

  • @lilacollins7499
    @lilacollins7499 4 месяца назад +3

    Please check to see if your hospital can offer assistance getting up that hill. I have seen hospitals offer this when I was a caregiver.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      I doubt it. It's an old hospital that seems quite disorganized. I got stuck waiting for a malfunctioning elevator for 10 minutes and ended up having to use the stairs 🤣.

  • @mpat100
    @mpat100 4 месяца назад +1

    Blessings; healing and strength for you. take rest.

  • @mandyauger1035
    @mandyauger1035 4 месяца назад +4

    Do you have friends and family directly near you?? Can you temporarily stay with someone until side effects calm a little. I hope someone is coming by to leave things if you need them etc...

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      I have friends nearby, but I avoid human contact as much as possible as any form of talking seems to trigger my coughing and make it worse. So I've been isolating myself for the last few days and focusing on recovery.

  • @ana-marianebiyovitch8925
    @ana-marianebiyovitch8925 4 месяца назад +5

    Nothing is as bad as chemo,trust me!

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Yeah. Chemo is definitely the most intense option out there. I'm lucky it wasn't an option for me.

  • @lauriepaul4783
    @lauriepaul4783 4 месяца назад +3

    I was curious, a spoonful of 9:05 honey lemon ginger tea. Really can help.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      Yes. Unfortunately, I didn't have all the necessary ingredients and going out to get them was definitely not an option given the state of was in. Luckily, things seem to be a little better this morning.

  • @freereinartstudio1463
    @freereinartstudio1463 4 месяца назад +4

    Sorry to hear of these awful side effects. Hopefully the radiation is effective on shrinking the tumors.
    Do you live alone? I hope you have someone there when you are feeling sick. Take care and hope you can rest.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. I also hope this gets rid of the symptoms. Yes, I live alone (still waiting for things to open up on the immigration front so my wife can join me).

  • @maryann823
    @maryann823 4 месяца назад +3

    I hope you have some family close to you? I can’t hardly stand the thought of you alone. I know you have thought of every option but seems like there would be a “medical emergency “ type deal for her to come over!

  • @beckymellon8135
    @beckymellon8135 4 месяца назад +5

    ❤🤞✌️ they lie about side effects 😒

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      I don't think it was a lie. I think it's just hard to determine what will or won't happen because each situation is so different.

  • @clarkbrady2786
    @clarkbrady2786 4 месяца назад +3

    I hope you feel better soon. I wish there was something else you could do beside radiation therapy. Maybe chewing gum can help with the coughing

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. The main strategy is immunotherapy. Radiotherapy is just a temporary solution for a few very specific tumours.

  • @KC-ht4iu
    @KC-ht4iu 4 месяца назад +2

    Any treatment for cancer sucks 😟hang in there this shall past..

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      You're right. I should use this as a reminder that it could be worse (from what I keep hearing, chemotherapy is one of the worst, so in comparison radiotherapy isn't so bad).

  • @JerseyLynne
    @JerseyLynne 4 месяца назад +2

    I am interested in everything you say.

  • @MAHOSHTRAHOSH
    @MAHOSHTRAHOSH 4 месяца назад +4

    u can say metro Americans will understand. uk they say tube. (source: lived in London a bit, israeli living in the us now) 🙂

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Hahaha. Thanks. I usually say subway in English and metro in French, but sometimes it slips out in English too, lol.

  • @riekaakier1526
    @riekaakier1526 4 месяца назад +4

    Do you take aspirin? Can you take aspirin? Cancer patients are at risk of blood clots and aspirin has some benefits for cancer. It was also discussed to influence metastasis. Take 2 aspirin if the doctor agrees and see if your headache gets better. Think about your blood flow

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      I'm not sure about Aspirin, but I know I can take Tylenol. I usually avoid drugs as much as possible, so I only take pain pills when absolutely necessary. I took some yesterday and the day before, but I'm hoping that won't be necessary today.

    • @riekaakier1526
      @riekaakier1526 4 месяца назад +1

      ​@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C I think it's good that you rarely take painkillers.
      I would maybe try natural blood thinners, like turmeric, Ginger,, cinnamon or basil. This stimulates blood circulation. Is important for cancer patients

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      @@riekaakier1526 Thanks for the suggestions. Why is blood circulation important for cancer patients?

    • @riekaakier1526
      @riekaakier1526 4 месяца назад

      @@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Cancers produce substances that stimulate blood clotting. There are estimates that around 20 percent of all thromboses are related to cancer. Check it out on official sites. So my suggestion was aspirin, but the doctor has to approve that. Best regards

  • @BarbaraCorbett-ze3my
    @BarbaraCorbett-ze3my 3 месяца назад +1

    I start radiation tomorrow and I am so anxious.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  3 месяца назад +1

      I'm sure it will go well. I'll be thinking of you.

    • @BarbaraCorbett-ze3my
      @BarbaraCorbett-ze3my 3 месяца назад +1

      @@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C thank you so much, I was very anxious but calm, I got emotional when the nurse took me into the radiation room…I said now I really feel like a cancer patient. It was painless….but I am feeling the effects of it now.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  3 месяца назад

      @@BarbaraCorbett-ze3my I hope the effects aren't too bad. It varies a lot from person to person.

  • @JulieHeptonstall
    @JulieHeptonstall 4 месяца назад +4

    So sad your wife isn’t with you it’s actually cruel 😥

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Thanks 🙏. Life will definitely be much better when we're together. But it's all part of the process.

  • @saintlouissaints
    @saintlouissaints 4 месяца назад +2

    Idea for you… repent and obey Jesus.. stop sinning(bad language and any other sin youre doing). You wont regret it. God bless and I will pray for you.

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Idea for you: Respect other people's choices and stop trying to convince them that your beliefs are right and theirs are wrong.

  • @holliethomson6147
    @holliethomson6147 4 месяца назад +3

    Bless your heart ❤ I’m praying for you that you feel much better as soon as possible. I’m sending you so much love and positive, healing prayers always xxx❤🙏
    Stay strong and keep fighting 💪❤️

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад +1

      Thanks 🙏. You're always so kind, and I appreciate everything that you say and do.

  • @maryann823
    @maryann823 4 месяца назад +3

    I hope you have some family close to you? I can’t hardly stand the thought of you alone. I know you have thought of every option but seems like there would be a “medical emergency “ type deal for her to come over!

    • @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
      @LivingOutLoud-LWS4C  4 месяца назад

      Unfortunately, no. Immigration doesn't care about your situation. All they care about are the laws. But eventually things will unblock. It's only a matter of time.