This developer makes the most terrifying games! But they're not scary because of jump scares or monsters chasing you. It's the atmosphere, suspense and anxiety that really makes you terrified. Like, if I had to explain what anxiety felt like to someone who never experienced it (basically no one at this point lol), I'd just point to these games
Ah dude I actually needed this- This showed up on my home page while I was trying to calm myself down from a panic attack- BG's intros always make me feel so uplifted, and I don't expect any less :) He always delivers! Edit: Oh holy crap this talk was exactly what I needed- Thank you so much BG-
It's okay man. As soon as you learn to tell yourself "yes" life gets less dreary. Yes I deserve good things, yes I am okay, yes I am loved. I have anxiety too and my therapist taught me this. Love you Big Gamer.
I love seeing media inspired by/taking themes from Christianity. I was raised as a Christian and I find these stories and concepts to be endlessly fascinating. Taking what’s familiar to me and twisting it to make something new. Maybe my second or third time seeing a game with intensely Christian themes and concepts, but as a horror game!!? Uh, cool???! I love this, and your videos are absolutely the best part of my free time at college. Your videos have definitely been a bit of a crutch to me as I readjusted from moving into a dorm and allat jazz. Out of all the crazy stuff in my life, your videos are a reprieve. Sorry if that’s wayyyy too much, but I’m feeling sentimental rn at 3 am 🙏 thanks BG
I'm not religious but yeah media with religion influences are fascinating to me too, but Islam is the one hardest to take influence since the people are usually emotional (i was born a Muslim)
Having studied theology mainly for fiction writing, this game is wildly fascinating. The red coral sample has a subtle apple shape when it's picked up. Given that it goes in tandem with "knowing God in full flesh," it could be considered the original/replacement fruit of knowledge. Also, Water Womb World could be inspired by "The Blood of the Convenant is thicker than the Waters of the Womb." In this case, the "water" is literal, containing God, or the "Womb of the World," aka the origin of creation.
I like the fact that this is technically correct since all living organisms started at the bottom of the ocean, just this time there's something making us
...Oh god I experience that exact anxious habit. Oh my god. I... I thought that was just me. But what's worse is that so often, it feels like I prove those worries right.
Thank you for that talk at the beginning, Big G! That feeling you were describing, that feedback loop, is really hard to put into words sometimes, so thank you so much for making us feel less alone. Really appreciate that! Onto the actual video... A YAMES GAME!? Yes! One of my favourite horror devs of all time. Discover my Body pulled me in, Growing my Grandpa made me stay, and now there's Water Womb World in all its eerie glory. Love to see it! Great job as always, I loved this playthrough!
Everytime I feel sad I just open one of your videos, every one of your intros makes me feel happy, or calm, or even slightly less stressed, and I'm really thankful for this. Big Gaming is my fav youtuber of all time.
I actually like the vision of this character. Not a Christian but, I was raised as a Muslim. Have had a rocky relationship with this religion for a long time. Questioning a lot of things and meeting a bunch of people and listening to their takes on it. It’s especially apparent since my friends are all from foreign countries and backgrounds. I know this is just fiction but, for a religious character to be able to find leads to an actual God in his story makes me very happy.
Dude this game is so good and as the time goes on we see the narrator change as he's so interested in finding the truth that he's devoided himself from everything else and his expression in his as he gets closer the darker the Truth was. We want more videos of games like man do you best ❤❤
God this guy always manages to give the right speeches in the intro that are what I need for the day thank you big gaming you always help when I’m going through something
only recently started watching you and as someone who's been suffering with anxiety for years, there will be rough times but we can do this :") it may be shit right now but it will get better even if it doesn't feel like it on some days. thanks for the words and the chill horror game experiences!!
I love these kinds of games so so much. The art and just how almost alien yet familiar it is, the horror and also awe that every little scrap of information brings. Just enough to have the most vague idea of what's happening, to be able to form so many theories based on it. I especially love when these games are set in environments specifically alien to us humans, too. The reaches of space, the depths of the ocean. I might be reaching a bit here but it feels like that, with the religious themes here and ones I've seen in other games, these currently unknown places and settings have such an effect that in an attempt to understand, we consider them truly divine. Amazing video as always, thank you for being here:)
Yo BG your speeches before the game starts actually makes me feel better and I guess thank you very much. Some things are a bit overwhelming like as you say like you felt like your drowning. Thanks BG you always have the best messages for us when we’re having a hard time already. Thank you
Something that helps me a lot with my anxiety is i just take a step back and think "When has the worst case scenario ever really happened" "What are the chances of it right now" it helps a lot
Big Gaming ur not alone bro I’ve dealt with anxiety my whole life. I overthink things constantly and I’m always second guessing myself. I haven’t been able to sleep by myself my whole life I’ve always had to have someone else or a pet of some sort with me and I always think that people don’t like me or maybe I said the wrong thing to someone because they didn’t respond a certain way. It’s something I’ve dealt with my whole life and I’m trying my best to overcome but it’s not easy. Just know u aren’t alone in this battle and I will be trying just as hard as u to overcome my anxiety and get to a better place mentally. Ur a huge inspiration to me for talking about this so openly when I always have trouble communicating my feelings openly. I will always be sending u good thoughts to overcome any obstacle in ur way. U rock dude! 🤘
"Full fathom five thy Father lies, Of his bones are coral made Those are pearls that were his eyes, Nothing of him that doth fade But doth suffer a sea-change Into something rich and strange Sea-nymphs hourly ring his knell; Ding-dong Hark! Now I hear them - Ding-dong Bell"
I love the message at the beginning. It resonates with me and my current situation. I have to first say that you yourself, BG, are doing a great job with your mental health progress and it's truly admirable. I'm currently not as far as you are in that sense. Lately, over the past 2 years I guess, I've developed anxiety about what people think about me, namely, why they choose to pick on me. The reason for this is that I have been getting mobbed/bullied at every job I have had within the last 2 years. I am once again looking for a new job because this. I don't know what's wrong with me, why I'm attracting this kind of negative attention. I myself am a people pleaser and I do what I can to make everyone around me comfortable. I don't have a desire to be liked by everyone. I don't really care if someone doesn't notice me or want to spend time with me, and I have my own little circle of friends. But it's when people are cruel, or kick me when I'm down, or even talk about me behind my back that is weighing me down. The intent to harm is what disturbs me. And I keep running from it because it affects my own self image. I don't know what to do.
You lowkey clocked my anxiety 😵💫 I don’t think I’ve had anyone else explain my anxiety better than you just did but I’m glad you gave a solution to how to manage it bc sometimes idk how to manage mine
It's called destructive thoughts or destructive spirals I think. At least in Swedish that's what we call them. It's very common, and there are ways to help deal with it. If you want to, you can easily google it. Good luck.^^
I know how you feel. I have horrible anxiety- to the point where my body becomes so sick that I can't even function properly. I just need to be treated respectfully, and a little affection doesn't hurt! You got this Big gamer!
You knowz those segments at the very start, where you just talk. I do resonate with them, and on a deep, personal kinda level. For instance, anxiety and overthinking is what I struggle with lately: my mind enforcing false conclusions and presumptions of failure or pain, social awkwardness, inability to speak freely or be myself. Don't worry, I'm attending therapy, it's all alright. But yet we are getting through all this. Just wanted to say that the connection you feel with your audience is what's being felt in return. I value you a lot as well as the videos you make. They helo me keeo calm at night and fall asleep.
I have GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and I really relate to this. Always think about the worse, cry over little things, think about bad things, act on impulse, and ever destroy myself by biting my fingers and nails, in worse cases I even commit self-harm and have suicidal thoughts. It's a lot to deal with and process, where every compliment turns into an obligation and every critic turns into a fundamental truth. I relive the past while live in the future, and only survive in the present. It made me do things like cry over grades at school and even say bad things about my parents in the middle of the class out of anger. People say that this is just 'cuz I don't have enough work, because I have too much free time, and it makes me sad, but I always find myself thinking "What if it's true?", "What if I'm just being dramatic?", "What if I just want to use my anxiety as an excuse for my mistakes?", "What if I just want attention?", "What if I'm lying to everyone?". Knowing I don't suffer through it alone, that there are people who know how I feel, who got through the same experiences is comforting. If others can get through this, I also can. If I can get through this, everyone can. We are only weaknif we let ourselves be. If we want, we can be invencible. I still need to find this strength, to start believing more in myself, start caring about things that really matter, but I know I'm not alone in this hard jorney of self-acceptance and treatment.
I have definitely been there bro, and sometimes it’s hard to break out of these cycles, but it’s always good to know that you’re not the only one, and while it can be hard to break out of these situations, it is still possible with help from where ever you can find it.
Why do you always make me cry... your too wholesome and i love your wholesome messages, I feel like I missed this types of messages from creators... I am happy you remind me of the best days of youtube in 2012
Hi BigGaming! I really love how you narrate the text and stories in the game. Since i usually watch your video while working, I can get the glimpse and follow through your video. I really appreciate what you did here. Thank you very much!
Thanks bro ❤ I couldn't watch your videos for the last one month as I was going through some shit. Thanks for opening up and yes I can relate. Thank you for always being here BIG GAMING 64 🙏 ❤
kinda reminds me of the animation techniques for the Sims 1 and older games. In order, to portray 3d images the code switched between flat 2d images depending on the direction characters faced
I had a pretty bad week, my depression and anxiety spiked up pretty bad. You're really uplifting and I feel really understood when I watch your intros. And you take my mind off of the bad and distract me. Love you ❤
0:46 i do that. I always think about bad things, and when i think about them i get stuck in them. I think and think and think that something happens. Will i get robbed? If i open that window, will a robber come? Did i shut the door? I locked my car, right? And i keep thinking. But you, you grab me out of that area. You put me into the world. I watch you to calm down. Thank you, BG, thank you.
I have a class called "How to Life" it's a class that teaches teens who struggle with bad health, mentally and physically, and help them figure out how to deal with it and find ways to help cope with trauma and stuff. You posted this video the same day my How to Life teacher was talking to us about the struggles of anxiety and bottled up emotions. Just thought it was funny
That sounds like such a great idea. Especially if it's mandatory, so no one feels singled out for taking it or people are missed because they don't understand their issues just yet.
You probably get all sorts of comments and messages like these so I hope it doesn’t feel redundant reading another but- I’ve been having a very strange week as I’ve been coming off of my antidepressants. I just wanted to say how appreciative I am to have a creator like you who can interject such vulnerable and supportive message while still being an incredibly entertaining channel. The little messages really mean a lot to people! Im feeling better the last few days but your kind words always tether me back to the ground late at night when im alone with my thoughts. Thank you.
I just want to let you know that as a thirteen year old I find you as one of my favourite RUclipsr and I find you as a great role model because you always true to cheer up your viewers with a free therapy session and you don’t fake scream like other horror RUclipsrs cuz you actually get jump scared keep up the good work
Me too man and sadly in my experiences of over thinking, my thoughts were correct sadly. Especially with a past relationship. Just doing my best everyday to not make that time in my life define me and move forward. Thank you for what you do for your viewers. I love to watch your videos everyday!
I’mma share with you the epiphany that eventually led me out of the anxiety hell I had created for myself. The solution to your problems is not to speed up, but to slow down. Anxiety would have you convinced that you must move, that you must go faster, it will do everything in it’s power to steer you away from stillness, but that’s because it wants to live and it can’t find anything to eat in the stillness. Be still.
Always love seeing your videos and shorts they just make me happy that I can watch someone that always makes me feel better at the start of the video and throughout the whole thing, my parents are trying to get divorced and you always make me feel better
4:27 haven’t finished video yet. This is far as I got my best theory for why there’s a mirror option is because you would start turning into this horror beyond imaginations. 4:27
Yames. Now I get it. Yames has several games out, including 'Discover My Body', which remains one of the quietly, so quietly, exercise in dread and unease.
I wanted horror, but then i got a Wisdom, Thank you man, i trully needed this, ive been struggling hard and ive been down a lot, i just want to thank you dude
I always overthing to much. I started go to a psychologist and just helped me see things from another view, and showed me that this things are no bad as they look like. Recently I started reconnect myself more with Jesus to. I'm catholic, and there is a prayer I learned that's: "God I submit, I tried on my way. But now I submit to your way. My life it's on your hands, and now you have full control." It's basic saying: "I trust my future in God", and Helped me very much with anxiety. Reconnect myself with the catholic church is helping me became a new person and I loving. Edit: sorry for the bad English, I'm Brazilian
You really inspire me, I hope you know that. Your kind words make my days better and games you introduce me to inspired. Due to you, I’m thinking of making a project of my own, ‘Seven Minutes before Heaven’. I truly hope to get better at drawing and make the little comic about my beloved (and dead :3) Hayashi!
A collab with Fusionzgamer would be awesome! Both of you are wholesome, funny, and family friendly. It would be really cool to see my two comfort horror youtubers appear in a video together!
I used to have extreme panic attacks daily. I learned to control the anxious energy through the study and practice of Kundalini, and now I can use it to sort of supercharge myself. It is how I have survived so long alone on the streets, people trying to assault and to murder me almost regularly with very little nourishment to speak of. I believe that anxiety "disorder" is simply the natural electrical conductivity in the nervous system getting pent up and discharging in an uncontrolled fashion and that it can be solved and made use of through personal discipline. Just my experience.
0:46 this happens to me as well, but I just think about what I could have done in that situation that could make it better That really get in my head like I could’ve chose a different option during that situation
im in such a terrible point in my life and dont know how i can keep myself distracted until i stumbled upon your tiktok and then your youtube and bro love the content im here for it keep it up awesome sauce much love
i commented this before i even watched the vid and man it feels like the universe put your content onto my feed for a reason i am also having the same issues and its come to a point where i need to get better for me my family,friends, and if im lucky a chance of winning my girlfriend back i know i might sound crazy or corny but i really needed to hear that thank you so much we can get through this 🤝
Is it just me or whenever I am having a really bad day (for me it's either because of my asthma or the nights I get in a fight with my gf) it gets slightly better and more peaceful when I watch this youtuber's video like I swear I do feel better even if it's a horror game channel but it makes me feel more peaceful and better
Hi big gaming! I'm in the 8th grade and these mental health thingies before you play help alot!! Thank you so much for helping us when out relatives, doctors, friends, etc can't. I really wanted to ask if you can play bad parenting! It's a horror game with an amazing plot twist and I'd love for you to play it. Thank you always and forever!!!
Back then I couldn't get used to anxiety. Now i learn that every time i have anxiety it is just unnecessary and useless worries about nothing that won't happen. I'm glad I've changed alot over this past 5 months or so. Everything is going well. And i hope for big gaming and anyone reading this too. Have a blessed day. Amen
Yeah, repeat loops, and, my personal unfavorite, depression spirals, self-reinforce. And that suuuuucks, I get it. I don't have any tips that guarantee anything for anyone else, but--when I'm in one, I go to favorite things. Movies, series, RUclips, playing games online...even scrolling through picture memories on my phone or my comp...it's that slight small happy elevation. If absolutely *nothing* has worked, I used to just walk outside and feel the weather. Overcast, leaves falling; crisp thin air and snowflakes; bright sun and heat; the first bright green shoots of growing things, or new flowers. No, it won't solve everything, but--it's just that one step to the side from thinking "this is as bad as it gets and I can't deal with it", to "this is bad, and I feel bad, but I've felt worse, and got through." Small little moments of joy. They get us through.
Hi BG!!!!! I'm gonna get to sell my art on Oct 5th for the first time at a vendor stand in an art expo!!! I'm not likely to sell a lot but I'm so excited!
hi!! thank you so much for your hopeful messages, I love starting your videos with those, they always make my day better❤ my friend recently got an advice from someone for when she's overthinking and thinking negative thoughts. everytime she thinks something bad is going to happen, she'll write it in a notebook to see if it would actually happen or not later; most of the times it doesn't happen and it reassures her. I hope someone could try this too if they're feeling too negative about something!! (sorry for my bad English, it's not my first language 😭😭)
I must say. I am a huge scary hater for the longest time, was a very timid kid and was terrified. But when I was told about your content I must say I love this content. Thank you!
Keep It Up Buddy! The Work You're Doing Is Great And Always Remember That There Will Be People Who Will Be There For You. Like Your Family. Have a Nice Day 😎👌
This developer makes the most terrifying games! But they're not scary because of jump scares or monsters chasing you. It's the atmosphere, suspense and anxiety that really makes you terrified. Like, if I had to explain what anxiety felt like to someone who never experienced it (basically no one at this point lol), I'd just point to these games
That's called terror
Ah dude I actually needed this- This showed up on my home page while I was trying to calm myself down from a panic attack- BG's intros always make me feel so uplifted, and I don't expect any less :) He always delivers!
Edit: Oh holy crap this talk was exactly what I needed- Thank you so much BG-
How are you feeling right now? I hope you're doing okay
@@omerdirekci8857 I'm doing a lot better! Thank you :) You're very kind
I hope u get better and u enough ❤
How you doing now?
@@omerdirekci8857 I am feeling much better, thank you :)
It's okay man. As soon as you learn to tell yourself "yes" life gets less dreary. Yes I deserve good things, yes I am okay, yes I am loved. I have anxiety too and my therapist taught me this.
Love you Big Gamer.
👍🏽
I love seeing media inspired by/taking themes from Christianity. I was raised as a Christian and I find these stories and concepts to be endlessly fascinating. Taking what’s familiar to me and twisting it to make something new. Maybe my second or third time seeing a game with intensely Christian themes and concepts, but as a horror game!!? Uh, cool???!
I love this, and your videos are absolutely the best part of my free time at college. Your videos have definitely been a bit of a crutch to me as I readjusted from moving into a dorm and allat jazz. Out of all the crazy stuff in my life, your videos are a reprieve. Sorry if that’s wayyyy too much, but I’m feeling sentimental rn at 3 am 🙏 thanks BG
I'm not religious but yeah media with religion influences are fascinating to me too, but Islam is the one hardest to take influence since the people are usually emotional (i was born a Muslim)
Im Atheist yet I love games and stories related to Christianity and religion in general @@Khann_2102
Christianity has some amazing cosmic horror potential that never really gets tapped into very well. Water Womb World is freakin awesome, I love it.
@@mahogany1710 As a devout Christian, I find Lovecraft's work to be most interesting regarding Cosmic Horror
Having studied theology mainly for fiction writing, this game is wildly fascinating. The red coral sample has a subtle apple shape when it's picked up. Given that it goes in tandem with "knowing God in full flesh," it could be considered the original/replacement fruit of knowledge.
Also, Water Womb World could be inspired by "The Blood of the Convenant is thicker than the Waters of the Womb." In this case, the "water" is literal, containing God, or the "Womb of the World," aka the origin of creation.
Well, that saying is literally about how biological family means very little compared to the family we make ourselves, so I don’t see how it relates?
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I like the fact that this is technically correct since all living organisms started at the bottom of the ocean, just this time there's something making us
...Oh god I experience that exact anxious habit. Oh my god. I... I thought that was just me. But what's worse is that so often, it feels like I prove those worries right.
You're not alone. Try to remember all the times you weren't right, rather than focusing on the times your worries came true.
Thank you for that talk at the beginning, Big G! That feeling you were describing, that feedback loop, is really hard to put into words sometimes, so thank you so much for making us feel less alone. Really appreciate that!
Onto the actual video... A YAMES GAME!? Yes! One of my favourite horror devs of all time. Discover my Body pulled me in, Growing my Grandpa made me stay, and now there's Water Womb World in all its eerie glory. Love to see it! Great job as always, I loved this playthrough!
Everytime I feel sad I just open one of your videos, every one of your intros makes me feel happy, or calm, or even slightly less stressed, and I'm really thankful for this.
Big Gaming is my fav youtuber of all time.
I actually like the vision of this character. Not a Christian but, I was raised as a Muslim. Have had a rocky relationship with this religion for a long time. Questioning a lot of things and meeting a bunch of people and listening to their takes on it. It’s especially apparent since my friends are all from foreign countries and backgrounds. I know this is just fiction but, for a religious character to be able to find leads to an actual God in his story makes me very happy.
Dude this game is so good and as the time goes on we see the narrator change as he's so interested in finding the truth that he's devoided himself from everything else and his expression in his as he gets closer the darker the Truth was.
We want more videos of games like man do you best ❤❤
God this guy always manages to give the right speeches in the intro that are what I need for the day thank you big gaming you always help when I’m going through something
only recently started watching you and as someone who's been suffering with anxiety for years, there will be rough times but we can do this :") it may be shit right now but it will get better even if it doesn't feel like it on some days. thanks for the words and the chill horror game experiences!!
I love these kinds of games so so much. The art and just how almost alien yet familiar it is, the horror and also awe that every little scrap of information brings. Just enough to have the most vague idea of what's happening, to be able to form so many theories based on it. I especially love when these games are set in environments specifically alien to us humans, too. The reaches of space, the depths of the ocean. I might be reaching a bit here but it feels like that, with the religious themes here and ones I've seen in other games, these currently unknown places and settings have such an effect that in an attempt to understand, we consider them truly divine.
Amazing video as always, thank you for being here:)
Yo BG your speeches before the game starts actually makes me feel better and I guess thank you very much. Some things are a bit overwhelming like as you say like you felt like your drowning. Thanks BG you always have the best messages for us when we’re having a hard time already. Thank you
Something that helps me a lot with my anxiety is i just take a step back and think "When has the worst case scenario ever really happened" "What are the chances of it right now" it helps a lot
Big Gaming ur not alone bro I’ve dealt with anxiety my whole life. I overthink things constantly and I’m always second guessing myself. I haven’t been able to sleep by myself my whole life I’ve always had to have someone else or a pet of some sort with me and I always think that people don’t like me or maybe I said the wrong thing to someone because they didn’t respond a certain way. It’s something I’ve dealt with my whole life and I’m trying my best to overcome but it’s not easy. Just know u aren’t alone in this battle and I will be trying just as hard as u to overcome my anxiety and get to a better place mentally. Ur a huge inspiration to me for talking about this so openly when I always have trouble communicating my feelings openly. I will always be sending u good thoughts to overcome any obstacle in ur way. U rock dude! 🤘
Solidarity is a perfect message to give 💙 I have struggled with OCD most of my life, so I'm very familiar with anxiety. Youre not alone brother💙
"Full fathom five thy Father lies,
Of his bones are coral made
Those are pearls that were his eyes,
Nothing of him that doth fade
But doth suffer a sea-change
Into something rich and strange
Sea-nymphs hourly ring his knell;
Ding-dong
Hark! Now I hear them - Ding-dong
Bell"
I love the message at the beginning. It resonates with me and my current situation. I have to first say that you yourself, BG, are doing a great job with your mental health progress and it's truly admirable. I'm currently not as far as you are in that sense.
Lately, over the past 2 years I guess, I've developed anxiety about what people think about me, namely, why they choose to pick on me. The reason for this is that I have been getting mobbed/bullied at every job I have had within the last 2 years. I am once again looking for a new job because this. I don't know what's wrong with me, why I'm attracting this kind of negative attention. I myself am a people pleaser and I do what I can to make everyone around me comfortable.
I don't have a desire to be liked by everyone. I don't really care if someone doesn't notice me or want to spend time with me, and I have my own little circle of friends. But it's when people are cruel, or kick me when I'm down, or even talk about me behind my back that is weighing me down. The intent to harm is what disturbs me. And I keep running from it because it affects my own self image. I don't know what to do.
Thanks biggaming, I have my first color guard comp this Saturday and have been really stressed. These videos always help.
You’re a very kind hearted young man. I hope you go far on this platform.
I hope you feel better. You are my favorite horror youtuber as you do no fake reactions, etc, and you are inspiring.
You lowkey clocked my anxiety 😵💫 I don’t think I’ve had anyone else explain my anxiety better than you just did but I’m glad you gave a solution to how to manage it bc sometimes idk how to manage mine
It's called destructive thoughts or destructive spirals I think. At least in Swedish that's what we call them. It's very common, and there are ways to help deal with it. If you want to, you can easily google it. Good luck.^^
I know how you feel. I have horrible anxiety- to the point where my body becomes so sick that I can't even function properly. I just need to be treated respectfully, and a little affection doesn't hurt! You got this Big gamer!
Your intros are always what I need, thank you so much!
You knowz those segments at the very start, where you just talk. I do resonate with them, and on a deep, personal kinda level.
For instance, anxiety and overthinking is what I struggle with lately: my mind enforcing false conclusions and presumptions of failure or pain, social awkwardness, inability to speak freely or be myself. Don't worry, I'm attending therapy, it's all alright.
But yet we are getting through all this.
Just wanted to say that the connection you feel with your audience is what's being felt in return. I value you a lot as well as the videos you make.
They helo me keeo calm at night and fall asleep.
I have GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and I really relate to this. Always think about the worse, cry over little things, think about bad things, act on impulse, and ever destroy myself by biting my fingers and nails, in worse cases I even commit self-harm and have suicidal thoughts.
It's a lot to deal with and process, where every compliment turns into an obligation and every critic turns into a fundamental truth. I relive the past while live in the future, and only survive in the present. It made me do things like cry over grades at school and even say bad things about my parents in the middle of the class out of anger.
People say that this is just 'cuz I don't have enough work, because I have too much free time, and it makes me sad, but I always find myself thinking "What if it's true?", "What if I'm just being dramatic?", "What if I just want to use my anxiety as an excuse for my mistakes?", "What if I just want attention?", "What if I'm lying to everyone?".
Knowing I don't suffer through it alone, that there are people who know how I feel, who got through the same experiences is comforting. If others can get through this, I also can. If I can get through this, everyone can. We are only weaknif we let ourselves be. If we want, we can be invencible. I still need to find this strength, to start believing more in myself, start caring about things that really matter, but I know I'm not alone in this hard jorney of self-acceptance and treatment.
GAD is my diagnosis as well. One day at a time :)
These kinds of games are what drew me to the channel, strange artistic experiences to think about randomly for days to come... exciting stuff
I have definitely been there bro, and sometimes it’s hard to break out of these cycles, but it’s always good to know that you’re not the only one, and while it can be hard to break out of these situations, it is still possible with help from where ever you can find it.
Why do you always make me cry... your too wholesome and i love your wholesome messages, I feel like I missed this types of messages from creators... I am happy you remind me of the best days of youtube in 2012
Biggaming64 is the best horror game player and its not because of his gameplay, its his personality, his openness and just him being him
Hi BigGaming!
I really love how you narrate the text and stories in the game. Since i usually watch your video while working, I can get the glimpse and follow through your video. I really appreciate what you did here. Thank you very much!
This RUclipsr actually make me relax I thank you for this channel
Thanks bro ❤ I couldn't watch your videos for the last one month as I was going through some shit. Thanks for opening up and yes I can relate. Thank you for always being here BIG GAMING 64 🙏 ❤
kinda reminds me of the animation techniques for the Sims 1 and older games. In order, to portray 3d images the code switched between flat 2d images depending on the direction characters faced
however, this game is a pov view, so...
“Oh god, I am…”
“… spicy, sticky, sweet. The ultimate Korean BBQ chicken”
I had a pretty bad week, my depression and anxiety spiked up pretty bad. You're really uplifting and I feel really understood when I watch your intros. And you take my mind off of the bad and distract me. Love you ❤
0:46 i do that. I always think about bad things, and when i think about them i get stuck in them. I think and think and think that something happens. Will i get robbed? If i open that window, will a robber come? Did i shut the door? I locked my car, right? And i keep thinking. But you, you grab me out of that area. You put me into the world. I watch you to calm down. Thank you, BG, thank you.
I have a class called "How to Life" it's a class that teaches teens who struggle with bad health, mentally and physically, and help them figure out how to deal with it and find ways to help cope with trauma and stuff.
You posted this video the same day my How to Life teacher was talking to us about the struggles of anxiety and bottled up emotions. Just thought it was funny
That sounds like such a great idea. Especially if it's mandatory, so no one feels singled out for taking it or people are missed because they don't understand their issues just yet.
Bro, i love how you always put a positive message before every video. Thank you, i hope this channel grows more in the future.
These videos are such a comfort to me right now as I recover in hospital. ❤
You probably get all sorts of comments and messages like these so I hope it doesn’t feel redundant reading another but- I’ve been having a very strange week as I’ve been coming off of my antidepressants. I just wanted to say how appreciative I am to have a creator like you who can interject such vulnerable and supportive message while still being an incredibly entertaining channel. The little messages really mean a lot to people! Im feeling better the last few days but your kind words always tether me back to the ground late at night when im alone with my thoughts. Thank you.
1:34 I feel safe here. It’s a horror game, but I feel safe here. I’m crying a little but maybe that’s okay.
You should play squirrel stapler next
Yesss
the vocabulary is honestly incredible!
Thanks Biggaming. You’ve fed the womb once again. We will hibernate until next time. Hang in there.
I just want to let you know that as a thirteen year old I find you as one of my favourite RUclipsr and I find you as a great role model because you always true to cheer up your viewers with a free therapy session and you don’t fake scream like other horror RUclipsrs cuz you actually get jump scared keep up the good work
Me too man and sadly in my experiences of over thinking, my thoughts were correct sadly. Especially with a past relationship. Just doing my best everyday to not make that time in my life define me and move forward. Thank you for what you do for your viewers. I love to watch your videos everyday!
day 2 of asking him to play yume nikki
Yume nikki is too much.
What that game?
@@Jimmy-xf1uq me dont know
@@Jimmy-xf1uq Japanese adventure game. Just look up the title, for goodness sake.
@@Raycat-2011 thx ig
Dude, you're my inspiration to continue on RUclips.
Yet another perfect ending to my day after work, thank you for everything you're doing man
thank you man came from tiktok and you made my night better
2:55 the word you are looking for is “retro”
Please play the new DLC for Home Safety Hotline that just came out. Love your videos.
Best channel I found this year. ❤❤
I’mma share with you the epiphany that eventually led me out of the anxiety hell I had created for myself. The solution to your problems is not to speed up, but to slow down. Anxiety would have you convinced that you must move, that you must go faster, it will do everything in it’s power to steer you away from stillness, but that’s because it wants to live and it can’t find anything to eat in the stillness. Be still.
22:01 *the man was too stunned to speak*
As a Christian I love this blasphemy.,
Dude this man never fails to make me feel calm
Always love seeing your videos and shorts they just make me happy that I can watch someone that always makes me feel better at the start of the video and throughout the whole thing, my parents are trying to get divorced and you always make me feel better
4:27 haven’t finished video yet. This is far as I got my best theory for why there’s a mirror option is because you would start turning into this horror beyond imaginations. 4:27
i really needed this video right now ☹️ i haven't had time for myself in weeks and today is the first day i can sorta relax with youtube and crafts
If that how god looks like. Im terrified on how the adversary looks in that universe
Yames. Now I get it. Yames has several games out, including 'Discover My Body', which remains one of the quietly, so quietly, exercise in dread and unease.
I wanted horror, but then i got a Wisdom, Thank you man, i trully needed this, ive been struggling hard and ive been down a lot, i just want to thank you dude
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Bruh 😂
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First video i see from this guy, w content tbh
damn that opening kinda hit hard and was relatable, thank you, I thought it was gonna be like a ZocDoc advertisment but it turned out really wholesome
Just a reminder that we found Larry way faster than you every single time
"Unda the sea" Sebastion
Great vid as always, thanks Bigga
I always overthing to much. I started go to a psychologist and just helped me see things from another view, and showed me that this things are no bad as they look like.
Recently I started reconnect myself more with Jesus to. I'm catholic, and there is a prayer I learned that's: "God I submit, I tried on my way. But now I submit to your way. My life it's on your hands, and now you have full control." It's basic saying: "I trust my future in God", and Helped me very much with anxiety.
Reconnect myself with the catholic church is helping me became a new person and I loving.
Edit: sorry for the bad English, I'm Brazilian
Good Alien or detective sorts of stories/plots? Great stuff hope your are doing well 👍❤
You really inspire me, I hope you know that. Your kind words make my days better and games you introduce me to inspired. Due to you, I’m thinking of making a project of my own, ‘Seven Minutes before Heaven’. I truly hope to get better at drawing and make the little comic about my beloved (and dead :3) Hayashi!
Thanks for the inspirational message, I can relate to you, I overthink things to the worst case scenario
What an inspiration, sir. I needed that very much. God bless you.
A collab with Fusionzgamer would be awesome! Both of you are wholesome, funny, and family friendly. It would be really cool to see my two comfort horror youtubers appear in a video together!
I used to have extreme panic attacks daily. I learned to control the anxious energy through the study and practice of Kundalini, and now I can use it to sort of supercharge myself. It is how I have survived so long alone on the streets, people trying to assault and to murder me almost regularly with very little nourishment to speak of. I believe that anxiety "disorder" is simply the natural electrical conductivity in the nervous system getting pent up and discharging in an uncontrolled fashion and that it can be solved and made use of through personal discipline. Just my experience.
0:46 this happens to me as well, but I just think about what I could have done in that situation that could make it better That really get in my head like I could’ve chose a different option during that situation
im in such a terrible point in my life and dont know how i can keep myself distracted until i stumbled upon your tiktok and then your youtube and bro love the content im here for it keep it up awesome sauce much love
i commented this before i even watched the vid and man it feels like the universe put your content onto my feed for a reason i am also having the same issues and its come to a point where i need to get better for me my family,friends, and if im lucky a chance of winning my girlfriend back i know i might sound crazy or corny but i really needed to hear that thank you so much we can get through this 🤝
Is it just me or whenever I am having a really bad day (for me it's either because of my asthma or the nights I get in a fight with my gf) it gets slightly better and more peaceful when I watch this youtuber's video like I swear I do feel better even if it's a horror game channel but it makes me feel more peaceful and better
Thank you soo much @biggaming64 for this great content keep it up
So good news! Im allowed so slowly start walking! It hurts but! Im just relieved! And happy to be here
Love your videos man im new and found your videos while looking at horror games and your the best your chill and wholesome
EARLY TO A BIGGAMING VIDEO?!??!!?
Dude, your videos are really helpful for me, thanks a lot man, really
Would really love to see you play games like Little Nightmares, Inside, Limbo-not independent games you usually play, but absolute gems.
Hi big gaming! I'm in the 8th grade and these mental health thingies before you play help alot!! Thank you so much for helping us when out relatives, doctors, friends, etc can't. I really wanted to ask if you can play bad parenting! It's a horror game with an amazing plot twist and I'd love for you to play it. Thank you always and forever!!!
Back then I couldn't get used to anxiety. Now i learn that every time i have anxiety it is just unnecessary and useless worries about nothing that won't happen. I'm glad I've changed alot over this past 5 months or so. Everything is going well. And i hope for big gaming and anyone reading this too. Have a blessed day. Amen
I love these videos dude!
Yeah, repeat loops, and, my personal unfavorite, depression spirals, self-reinforce. And that suuuuucks, I get it. I don't have any tips that guarantee anything for anyone else, but--when I'm in one, I go to favorite things. Movies, series, RUclips, playing games online...even scrolling through picture memories on my phone or my comp...it's that slight small happy elevation. If absolutely *nothing* has worked, I used to just walk outside and feel the weather. Overcast, leaves falling; crisp thin air and snowflakes; bright sun and heat; the first bright green shoots of growing things, or new flowers. No, it won't solve everything, but--it's just that one step to the side from thinking "this is as bad as it gets and I can't deal with it", to "this is bad, and I feel bad, but I've felt worse, and got through." Small little moments of joy. They get us through.
This is what would've happened if Lovecraft invented God XD. Your videos are the bright spot in my day, keep it up!!
Hi BG!!!!! I'm gonna get to sell my art on Oct 5th for the first time at a vendor stand in an art expo!!! I'm not likely to sell a lot but I'm so excited!
Dude, that game was sooo damn interesting. Thanks for the awesome videos ❤
hi!! thank you so much for your hopeful messages, I love starting your videos with those, they always make my day better❤ my friend recently got an advice from someone for when she's overthinking and thinking negative thoughts. everytime she thinks something bad is going to happen, she'll write it in a notebook to see if it would actually happen or not later; most of the times it doesn't happen and it reassures her. I hope someone could try this too if they're feeling too negative about something!! (sorry for my bad English, it's not my first language 😭😭)
Like the Thumbnail reminds me of Toymaker. The RPG Horror game or something
best of luck to you. great video and i really enjoy your content bro. keep it going for much more time.
YEEESSS ever since I found your channel I've been hoping to see you play this 🧡
I must say. I am a huge scary hater for the longest time, was a very timid kid and was terrified. But when I was told about your content I must say I love this content. Thank you!
Keep It Up Buddy! The Work You're Doing Is Great And Always Remember That There Will Be People Who Will Be There For You. Like Your Family. Have a Nice Day 😎👌