"I've Been" From "Next To Normal" (Karaoke/Instrumental)

This is "I've Been" from Tom Kitt & Brian Yorkey's "Next to Normal". In this song, Dan is deciding what to do with his mentally ill wife, Diana. Gabe had some lines in this song too, but I decided not to use them because he was just echoing Dan's ad-libs.
I will not send this song to anyone. I encourage everyone to purchase this from iTunes like I did.
My next video will be "All That's Known" from "Spring Awakening"

[@user-il3bw2ni2u]

여기 선 채로, 나는 미랠 상상해
널 도울 방법 몰라
난 미칠 것 같아
그 병에 대해 수없이
또 들어왔지만
앞일은 그 누구도 모르지
하루가 달리 우리 꼴은 엉망이 되고
내 안에 있는 두려움은
비명을 질러
난 절대 내색할 일 없지만
니 곁을 지켰어
아플 때 울 때도
근데 왜 떠나려 했니?
선택의 갈림길
그 끝은 어딜까?
실은 너무 지쳤어
네가 하늘을 날 때도
난 늘 땅을 딛고 있어
오, 난 쉬고픈데
기댈 곳이 없어
너와 둘이서 걷는 이 길,
암흑뿐이지만
혼자 세상 앞에 서는 것이
난 더 두려워
내 죽음은 단지 느릴 뿐
내 자릴 지키며 아픔 다 삼켰어
더 나빠질 것도 없어
계속된 네 아픔
절대 난 포기 못해
혼자되기 싫으니
혼자 견딜 순 없어

[@aidanwatson661]

1:45

[@Tony.H03]

Standing in this room,
Well I wonder what comes now.
I know I have to help her,
But hell if I know how.
And all the times that I've been told
The way her illness goes.
The truth of it is no one really knows.
And every day this act we act gets more and more absurd.
And all my fears just sit inside me, screaming to be heard.
I know they won't, though, not a single word.
I was here at her side
When she called, when she cried.
How could she leave me on my own?
Will it work, this cure?
There's no way to be sure.
But I'm weary to the bone
And whenever she goes flying
I keep my feet right on the ground.
Oh now I need a lift
And there's no one around.
Hey!
GABE:
Hey!
DAN & GABE:
Ohhh
(Together)
DAN:
Ahhh oooh
No
GABE:
Ahh oooh
No
DAN:
And I've never had to face the world without her at my side.
Now I'm strolling right beside her as the black hole opens wide.
Mine is just a slower suicide.
I've been her for the show,
Every high, every low.
But it's the worst we've ever known.
She's been hurt and how?
But I can't give up now.
'Cause I've never been alone.
I could never be alone

[@meesdeheus]

Hier alleen in huis
Denk ik: waar gaat dit naar toe?
Ik zou haar willen helpen,
Maar weet bij god niet hoe.
Na zoveel diagnoses
En na wéér zo'n loze kreet,
Begrijp ik nu dat niemand echt iets weet.
En elke dag wordt deze act al meer en meer gestoord
En alle angsten binnen in me vechten om het woord,
Ik kan wel schreeuwen - maar niemand die me hoort.
Ik bleef hier
Toen ze riep.
Ik hield wacht
Toen ze sliep.
Nu moet ik door, alleen -
Maar hoe?
Heeft zo'n shock
Echt zin?
Geen idee.
Duik er in,
Ook al ben je nog zo moe.
En wanneer zij weer gaat zweven,
Hou ik haar vast op vaste grond.
Nu zoek ik naar een hand -
Maar wie helpt? Geen hond.
En ik weet niet of ik zonder haar
De wereld wel verdraag.
Want ik wandel dapper naast haar
Met een afgrond in mijn maag.
Ook een soort van zelfmoord, maar dan traag.
Ik bleef sterk
En stabiel
Toen ze vloog,
Toen ze viel -
Maar dit is erger dan voorheen.
Zij is wild
Op hol.
Hou haar vast.
Hou het vol.
Maar ik leefde nooit alleen,
God, hoe lukt me dat - alleen?

[@nicolasfaranda1598]

Solo en este cuarto
Me pregunto ¿Qué vendrá?
Yo tengo que ayudarla,
No sé cómo hay que actuar
Nunca nadie en realidad
Me pudo explicar
Lo misterioso de esta enfermedad
Y todo este teatro es tan
Absurdo e irreal
Y todo el miedo en mi interior
Pelea por gritar
No me queda otra que aguantar
Me llamás
Y yo voy
Me pedís
Y yo estoy
Y vos ahora me dejás
Esta vez
Quién sabrá
Si el dolor
Pasará
Ya no aguanto un día más
De estar siempre esperando
Cuando ella sale a volar
Sin saber qué hacer
Cuando empieza a caer
He eh eh eh eh eh ey
Gabriel:
He eh eh eh eh eh ey
Ambos:
Oh wow
Dan (Gabriel en canon):
A----h
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
No oh
Dan:
Si no está al lado mío
Yo no se cómo aguantar
Esta historia al lado suyo
No la puedo soportar
Lo mío es un suicidio por llegar
Soy actor
De este show
Y al subir
El telón
Cada función sale peor
El dolor
La venció
Se rindió
Y yo no
Yo no quiero estar solo
Yo no sé estar solo