Bro I write just like this shii. I was eleven, staring at the cracks in the ceiling Life hit me hard, left me dealing Woke up to screams, Mom was scared and on the floor Tears in her eyes, she couldn’t take it anymore They told me to be strong, but I didn’t know how A kid carrying burdens I’m still holding now They whispered, "That’s the boy whose dad took his own brains out" But nobody saw the storm brewing deep down I tried to drown the pain with poison in my veins Fed the screams in my head, and walked away in shame Every glance was a dagger every word a knife How could I feel alive in a world void of light Tried to piece it together but nothing ever fit Lit the match on my childhood watched it all turn to shit How do you heal when the scars run so deep Haunted by the memories that you always keep Everyone staring, whispering my name Living in shadows, drowning in pain Took my first hit just to feel alright At eleven, I gave up said fuck this life Always thought we had it all, but what I was missing was love And always drowning in some waters that was thicker than blood Still, they wonder how I got addicted to these fuckin drugs But they don't get that I'm avoiding feeling pain Only time I feel alive is when there's poison in my veins Momma telling me to look at what you're doing to yourself But, Ma, I just wanna be fuckin happy like everybody else They looked down on me like I'm the villain I don't wanna talk about it; I don't wanna listen I was only trying to make up for the feeling I was missing If I'm only feeling pain, tell me, what's the point of living? How do you heal when the scars run so deep Haunted by the memories that you always keep Everyone staring, whispering my name Living in shadows, drowning in pain Took my first hit just to feel alright At eleven, I gave up said fuck this life Hey, man, are you okay, Wes? Man, I don’t even know anymore; my depression won't let me rest Sometimes my anger defeats the goals to test Inside my head, it’s the unwelcome guest Like my grandpa, but he got shot because he was beating a woman down Then later in my life, my dad was ready to drown He took his own life, and I was 11, and the world became real Began living a life I wasn’t prepared to feel I turned to drugs to cope and deal It was my easy walk in life; it was a shield Never realized the ruts I was causing, never did Then another Lawson dead, it’s never pausing These genes are just talking, they just tossing so I’m walkin I find myself mad at being a coward like him He never got to see me disappointed, No grim! I’ve felt that Maybe he did it better He left without a reason why or even a mf letter He’s been dead longer in my life than alive I tried in this life, and things took a nose dive I just pray and pray that I get the strength for another day Because maybe today, I actually feel alive How do you heal when the scars run so deep Haunted by the memories that you always keep Everyone staring, whispering my name Living in shadows, drowning in pain Took my first hit just to feel alright At eleven, I gave up said fuck this life I hated my father for being a coward For leaving me here with the guilt and the sour He’s been dead longer than he was alive And I’ve been stuck trying just to survive How do you heal when the scars run so deep When you’re haunted by the memories you keep Everyone staring, whispering my name Living in shadows, drowning in pain At only 11, Took my first hit just to feel alright
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Nobody talks about as a man being in pain and healing and still holding your own. I love this song
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Bro I write just like this shii.
I was eleven, staring at the cracks in the ceiling
Life hit me hard, left me dealing
Woke up to screams, Mom was scared and on the floor
Tears in her eyes, she couldn’t take it anymore
They told me to be strong, but I didn’t know how
A kid carrying burdens I’m still holding now
They whispered, "That’s the boy whose dad took his own brains out"
But nobody saw the storm brewing deep down
I tried to drown the pain with poison in my veins
Fed the screams in my head, and walked away in shame
Every glance was a dagger every word a knife
How could I feel alive in a world void of light
Tried to piece it together but nothing ever fit
Lit the match on my childhood watched it all turn to shit
How do you heal when the scars run so deep
Haunted by the memories that you always keep
Everyone staring, whispering my name
Living in shadows, drowning in pain
Took my first hit just to feel alright
At eleven, I gave up said fuck this life
Always thought we had it all, but what I was missing was love
And always drowning in some waters that was thicker than blood
Still, they wonder how I got addicted to these fuckin drugs
But they don't get that I'm avoiding feeling pain
Only time I feel alive is when there's poison in my veins
Momma telling me to look at what you're doing to yourself
But, Ma, I just wanna be fuckin happy like everybody else
They looked down on me like I'm the villain
I don't wanna talk about it; I don't wanna listen
I was only trying to make up for the feeling I was missing
If I'm only feeling pain, tell me, what's the point of living?
How do you heal when the scars run so deep
Haunted by the memories that you always keep
Everyone staring, whispering my name
Living in shadows, drowning in pain
Took my first hit just to feel alright
At eleven, I gave up said fuck this life
Hey, man, are you okay, Wes?
Man, I don’t even know anymore; my depression won't let me rest
Sometimes my anger defeats the goals to test
Inside my head, it’s the unwelcome guest
Like my grandpa, but he got shot because he was beating a woman down
Then later in my life, my dad was ready to drown
He took his own life, and I was 11, and the world became real
Began living a life I wasn’t prepared to feel
I turned to drugs to cope and deal
It was my easy walk in life; it was a shield
Never realized the ruts I was causing, never did
Then another Lawson dead, it’s never pausing
These genes are just talking, they just tossing so I’m walkin
I find myself mad at being a coward like him
He never got to see me disappointed, No grim!
I’ve felt that
Maybe he did it better
He left without a reason why or even a mf letter
He’s been dead longer in my life than alive
I tried in this life, and things took a nose dive
I just pray and pray that I get the strength for another day
Because maybe today, I actually feel alive
How do you heal when the scars run so deep
Haunted by the memories that you always keep
Everyone staring, whispering my name
Living in shadows, drowning in pain
Took my first hit just to feel alright
At eleven, I gave up said fuck this life
I hated my father for being a coward
For leaving me here with the guilt and the sour
He’s been dead longer than he was alive
And I’ve been stuck trying just to survive
How do you heal when the scars run so deep
When you’re haunted by the memories you keep
Everyone staring, whispering my name
Living in shadows, drowning in pain
At only 11, Took my first hit just to feel alright
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Bars brody!
I fkn love everything you’ve put out why ain’t this man on every radio station across the country
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I play this 3 times a day
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Love it
All bros songs got good az beats
omg fam I absolutely love your music fam facts period one 💯
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You snapping homie
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God bless you
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Dam he just keep going with the word play
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Best rapper
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Felt this from a real place king. Keep grinding, you're on your way
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Why haven’t ever heard of this guy !! Shit is fire fr!!
I see you on a track with gates let me be the 1st to say.
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I fuck with this!
That what 4
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Ah he fucked it up when he talked about his momma
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