As a member of this audience, I’m very honored you decided to share this with us. It’s very sensitive and personal to you, which shows the love you have for us imo. I’ve been watching you since you had about 70k subscribers, and watching this made me feel like I wanted to cry. Thank you good sir
My childhood was typical: summers in Rangoon... luge lessons... In the spring, we'd make meat helmets... When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds - pretty standard, really.
The details of my life are quite inconsequential.... Very well, where do I begin? My father was a relentlessly self-improving boulangerie owner from Belgium with low-grade narcolepsy and a penchant for buggery. My mother was a 15-year-old French prostitute named Chloe with webbed feet. My father would womanize; he would drink. He would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark. Sometimes, he would accuse chestnuts of being lazy. The sort of general malaise that only the genius possess and the insane lament... My childhood was typical: summers in Rangoon... luge lessons... In the spring, we'd make meat helmets... When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds - pretty standard, really. At the age of 12, I received my first scribe. At the age of 14, a Zoroastrian named Vilmer ritualistically shaved my testicles. There really is nothing like a shorn scrotum - it's breathtaking... I suggest you try it.
Rudyard Lynch's tragic backstory is like a combination of the worst of Batman, Joker, Rorschach, Punisher, etc. Thank God Rudyard Lynch exists for the good of humanity but his tragic backstory is deeply powerful and painful in an empathetic sense. God Bless America!
I love your channel, but I really can't help from noticing how detatched you've become from your viewerbase, actually replying to youtube comments, a few pings in the discord (which has become a bit degenerate and schizo because you've essentially abandoned them) or aknowledging your audience as more than numbers would really make a massive difference to many of us, and might help ground you and better make your youtube videos.
@@concernedamerican8 that's such a stupid and lazy way to approach things. How about we take the route to just improve the channel instead of just abandoning him altogether just because I found something I dislike, kind of route.
It says a lot that Rudyard can make a 6 hour autobiography and most of us will drop everything else to watch all of it. Shows the immense value we derive from this channel's content.
All of the women in my family are the same. He doesn't understand that it is due to all restrictions being removed from women through a massive campaign of lies to subjugate and enslave half the population.
Wow. Once you think your own family is crazy, you realize that everyone's family is crazy. Because the whole damn world is crazy. But hearing your story is therapy. I appreciate everything you do.
Dude you’re 23 Don’t write your memoirs before you’ve even been married, imagine your 5 yr kid learning all this Unless you plan on becoming more of a leader in the current right, almost nobody outside your loyal fanbase cares about your life story. Man is about to write a book called ‘My Struggle’ haha Edit: you’re also just giving your enemies ample fodder
Be careful Rudyard, DMT (etc) is a powerful drug. Leo Gura kind of went off the rails. He got a little too high on high his own supply and started to think he was some kind of messiah. Adeptus Psychonautica - bona fide psychonoaut - could recognize the drug was messing with Leo's sense of self. Leo's fairly rational, I think his feet are back on the ground.
Dmt is just a cheat code into understanding your own internal mind. To then judge if you yourself compare to your own perception of you. As in. When you die. Your being judged. But why then.
My mother was a wacked druggie who played all her kids against each other. My father was never there to protect us. When he was home he locked himself in his wood shop. He never taught any of his four boys anything. I left home at 16, worked three jobs, bought my first car, and paid a for GA Tech Computer Science degree.
100% agreed. My dad is a badass but my mom basically tried to prevent him from being able to see me, though of course my mom will deny anything involving this. Even thinking about it makes me want to throw up.
8:00 As a lifelong NJ resident I was surprised by how deep Rudyard's family ties to the Garden State are. When Rudyard dropped his grandpa lore I had to do a quick google and see if he taught at the law school I'm in currently. I'm pretty sure his grandpa was a professor at Seton Hall in Newark (not my school btw but also not far away), and the book he wrote is called "Negotiating the Constitution-The Earliest Debates Over Original Intent." On a side note, thank you for the Book Trader recommendation I will definitely have to go there next time I'm in Philly!
I think there’s some people who like Rudyard’s channel only because of the history side of things, and if he doesn’t do history heavy content they don’t get it. I actually think this video is really interesting. Guy had a interesting family and upbringing
Creating an autobiography in your early twenties is diabolical I understand archiving it somewhere but this is a little over the top Please don’t get lost in the sauce
I liked this channel more when it was random thoughtful insights from an anonymous, unassuming young guy. Since then your success has gone to your head and it’s become unwatchably cringy. I wish you well.
I think his family lore is very interesting. Describing what happened to his family members feels like a way to understand diverse phenomena in American culture from NorthEast/Middle West areas in the last couple of decades, and even further in the past.
My dad had a deep interest in our past, he gave all that info to one of my sisters who shared that interest while most of us had only a passing interest.
Rudyards life: Trauma + chaos + good genes = genius. Your life is already a War and Peace length saga. If you make to 80 you'll have your own encyclopedia of Rudyard making yourself irrelevant due to TLDR.
I grew up with those values as well, despite having a much rockier, lower class lifestyle. I've moved to the upper midwest now which is the least honor driven part of the us, and I struggle every day with the fact that people here constantly lie to avoid rocking the boat.
I'm glad to hear that despite what you've been through, you are still holding on and helping us all Rudyard! Wish you and your community strength for the future!
My grandfather was never the same after being captured by the Mexican government. He was a leader in the 68 Tlatelolco protest against the 68 Olympics and was at the massacre where he was captured. I feel you when you say how your mother could have been mkd. I wonder what horrors they experienced and how it literally brainwashed them. He would also say some crazy stuff in spiritualism and how he was “being followed” and paranoid. Even in the states.
Rudyard lore was the last thing I expected for Xmaxx 😂😂 Thank you for sharing man. I don’t always agree with you, but you have an intriguing mind. For history nerd, I would love to share: My grandpa uncle sign the european front’s Armistice (instrument of surrender) as representative of free france force. Francois Adolphe Sevez was a good grand uncle 🙂 Glad to know your family also contribute to what we achieve in europe. Many thanks. [for those who know Francois A. Sevez, he was not killed by a ricocheted bullet. It was the Red.]
I know a lot of people in the comments are saying this is stupid or they don't care but this is actually really good keep going man screw the idiots who are to blind to Understand
Rudyard Lynch's tragic backstory is like a combination of the worst of Batman, Joker, Rorschach, Punisher, etc. Thank God Rudyard Lynch exists for the good of humanity but his tragic backstory is deeply powerful and painful in an empathetic sense. God Bless America!
I still can't put my finger on exactly what caused Jordan Peterson to start going downhill but it sounds like Rudyard is susceptible to the same thing. I really hope you can pull yourself back from the brink of egotistical pretention before your audience starts to dwindle like his.
Benzos, a large ego and the trauma of seeing his wife wither away from cancer for peterson. Rudyard clearly has aspergers (he has something. Maybe high functioning autism) and has been doing psychedelics wich he has talked about. You can't stop the crash out that is coming with this guy. It'll only get worse from here because he refuses to believe there is anything wrong with him.
Dude I'm so sorry you went through that with your mom. Bad theology hurts people to begin with. After having lived with a schizophrenic recently, i get it. I genuinely want to meet you and talk about our lives. I think that could benefit both of us.
Could you have marked the chapters so these 5 hour plus combined videos are more manageable for people to click on and watch in parts. Cus watching all this in one sitting would be wild, and without the chapters marked on the red video line it’s hard to find a good stopping point
@@postmodernmining I have fled the places with my liberal "friends". But now I feel like the only member of my species. The stormTumpers are even more abhorrent to me than the liberals were.
Maybe some people have the right to a big ego thanks to their contributions to society? Einstein had a big ego and almost everybody loves him no matter what
If you want to find someone young and truly smart, and not just someone excentric who you happen to agree with, watch schwerpunkt. Hard to watch but worth it, unlike Rudyard who's just a midwit who reads a lot.
my dad used to make alt history spreadsheets it was the first time i heard about alt history. i started making my own spreadsheets with fantasy creatures this was the peak of entertainment in the 90s before i found out i could play video games on the pc .
43:50 Your mom did a speedrun on all extremist ideologies in the internet, i am genuinely impressed On a sidenot,i am autistic, and i had a girlfriend who is schizophrenic. This whole situation makes me think if i had a kid he would be like you lmao
@elpidalastname9834 No that would probably be because he's been doing it for a decade. Me less tha 6 months. But nice Try on the ad hominem that whst digle berry brained people have to do. Haha.
1:08:06 You were not the only one who felt that energetic level. I have no idea how prevasive that energy was in the zeitgeist but it ran through my mind strong. Much of what is happening is just revealing what I already knew? Felt? Picked up on all my life? I'm 56 and now wonder who/how many others have sensed this.
Thanks for taking this leap. Missed hearing from you for a while. Thinking we have both reached a point where there isn't much left to say. I told my story about a month ago and I could feel you were about to do the same or slip away without another word. Thanks for making me feel less crazy.
Bro, i was just like you. Huge humanities history nerd.Got into science, cold mechanic things, machines, cycling and running. Its awesome for mental health
Also to people confused i think this video will sum up for us or give us an idea on how and why rudyard acts and thinks the way he does. I appreciate it my guy keep up the good works
When the internet is constantly accusing you of being a Jew , I think it’s warranted to put it all out there and people can take it or leave it. I actually think it’s well played.
Success is not measured by what you accomplish, but by the opposition you have encountered, and the courage with which you have maintained the struggle against overwhelming odds. - Orison Swett Marden
I’m one third thu this video. I have watched you a bit over the years. Amazing story. Even though way too long, for some reason I will hang in their lots of specific data to sort thru.
That’s exactly my thinking. I think he ran with the thread he ended up on as far as he could and is simply running out of subjects for it. Maybe he should retire this channel, only keeping it for archival purposes, and focus on his History 102.
I've enjoyed WhatIfAutist showing off his power level here. Looking forward to part 2.
Pin this man’s comment ☝🏼
As a member of this audience, I’m very honored you decided to share this with us. It’s very sensitive and personal to you, which shows the love you have for us imo. I’ve been watching you since you had about 70k subscribers, and watching this made me feel like I wanted to cry.
Thank you good sir
Same here, this video also really put comments he's made in prior videos into perspective (namely stuff regarding depression etc.)
Santa literally has a list from me which includes “a six hour RUclips autobiography of the Whatifalthist guy.” Nailed it, Nick!
Can you glaze a little harder?
That’s what your mother asked me.
I don't know if I am even able, let alone interested
Rudyard’s dad lore must be gold!
It feels like I'm listening to Dr. Evil in group therapy haha
Just called being Irish 🤣
My childhood was typical: summers in Rangoon... luge lessons... In the spring, we'd make meat helmets... When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds - pretty standard, really.
The details of my life are quite inconsequential.... Very well, where do I begin? My father was a relentlessly self-improving boulangerie owner from Belgium with low-grade narcolepsy and a penchant for buggery. My mother was a 15-year-old French prostitute named Chloe with webbed feet. My father would womanize; he would drink. He would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark. Sometimes, he would accuse chestnuts of being lazy. The sort of general malaise that only the genius possess and the insane lament... My childhood was typical: summers in Rangoon... luge lessons... In the spring, we'd make meat helmets... When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds - pretty standard, really. At the age of 12, I received my first scribe. At the age of 14, a Zoroastrian named Vilmer ritualistically shaved my testicles. There really is nothing like a shorn scrotum - it's breathtaking... I suggest you try it.
Rudyard Lynch's tragic backstory is like a combination of the worst of Batman, Joker, Rorschach, Punisher, etc. Thank God Rudyard Lynch exists for the good of humanity but his tragic backstory is deeply powerful and painful in an empathetic sense. God Bless America!
@@poru208😂😂
fair play for having this level of candour, most people would be terrified of talking about their family in this level of detail on the internet
You actually believe him?
Yes and for good reason. This is not normal
@@cerdic6586 ikr? haha
I love your channel, but I really can't help from noticing how detatched you've become from your viewerbase, actually replying to youtube comments, a few pings in the discord (which has become a bit degenerate and schizo because you've essentially abandoned them) or aknowledging your audience as more than numbers would really make a massive difference to many of us, and might help ground you and better make your youtube videos.
Or you could just not watch if you have a problem with the way he does HIS videos. 👍
@@concernedamerican8 But I don't have a problem with his videos...... that's not even close to the point of my comment 🤦
@@concernedamerican8 that's such a stupid and lazy way to approach things.
How about we take the route to just improve the channel instead of just abandoning him altogether just because I found something I dislike, kind of route.
Is there a discord channel? A public one or a paid one?
Come back to Wiahcord
18:08
“RUDYARD! RUDYARD DON’T DESCRIBE YOUR CONCEPTION THAT WAY! RUDYAAAAARD!”
FUCK IT’S TOO LATE-
LMAOOO WHAT WAS BRO THINKING
It says a lot that Rudyard can make a 6 hour autobiography and most of us will drop everything else to watch all of it. Shows the immense value we derive from this channel's content.
I just played world of tanks listening to this
I always liked playing with the Cricket and other weird German tank destroyers. Good luck out there brother.
This is why his haters hate him so much. Vaush, novommentchick and the rest of the breadtube are shitting themselves every time he makes a video.
Ong
His mother & sister are completely INSANE! OMG
And the courts gave FULL custody to the crazy bish.. this is why men should NOT get married in the West within these institutions
All of the women in my family are the same. He doesn't understand that it is due to all restrictions being removed from women through a massive campaign of lies to subjugate and enslave half the population.
Wow. Once you think your own family is crazy, you realize that everyone's family is crazy. Because the whole damn world is crazy.
But hearing your story is therapy. I appreciate everything you do.
Dude you’re 23
Don’t write your memoirs before you’ve even been married, imagine your 5 yr kid learning all this
Unless you plan on becoming more of a leader in the current right, almost nobody outside your loyal fanbase cares about your life story.
Man is about to write a book called ‘My Struggle’ haha
Edit: you’re also just giving your enemies ample fodder
its not that interesting he already admitted he is from a rich family .
When the internet is constantly accusing you of being a Jew, I think it’s permissible.
If you put all your family information out publicly then your enemies have no secret information to discredit you with.
@@IdahoFatTireBikeFun This makes no sense
@cerdic6586 maybe?
Be careful Rudyard, DMT (etc) is a powerful drug. Leo Gura kind of went off the rails. He got a little too high on high his own supply and started to think he was some kind of messiah. Adeptus Psychonautica - bona fide psychonoaut - could recognize the drug was messing with Leo's sense of self. Leo's fairly rational, I think his feet are back on the ground.
Dmt is just a cheat code into understanding your own internal mind. To then judge if you yourself compare to your own perception of you.
As in. When you die. Your being judged. But why then.
Everything you can know from dmt can also be found through self introspection.
dude leo gura went somewhere else😂 still cant wrap my head around how he is a leftist with this much spiritual insight
5 hours of rudyard lore for Christmas!
You are a very lucky man to have had a strong father willing to be around and teach you growing up. Most Americans no longer have or had that.
My mother was a wacked druggie who played all her kids against each other.
My father was never there to protect us. When he was home he locked himself in his wood shop.
He never taught any of his four boys anything.
I left home at 16, worked three jobs, bought my first car, and paid a for GA Tech Computer Science degree.
Most Americans don’t have fathers?
And therein lies the problem
100% agreed. My dad is a badass but my mom basically tried to prevent him from being able to see me, though of course my mom will deny anything involving this. Even thinking about it makes me want to throw up.
Your father sounds like a amazing guy. You should do a video with him.
8:00 As a lifelong NJ resident I was surprised by how deep Rudyard's family ties to the Garden State are. When Rudyard dropped his grandpa lore I had to do a quick google and see if he taught at the law school I'm in currently. I'm pretty sure his grandpa was a professor at Seton Hall in Newark (not my school btw but also not far away), and the book he wrote is called "Negotiating the Constitution-The Earliest Debates Over Original Intent." On a side note, thank you for the Book Trader recommendation I will definitely have to go there next time I'm in Philly!
This is your best work so far - extremely humanizing and relatable in some ways.
Wishing you the best in your endeavours...
Bro what is this lol
I scrubbed through and landed on his Nicki Minaj concert experience 😂
If you look closely at the title of the video, it seems to be part one of an autobiography.
@@elpidalastname9834hmmm yes indeed 🤓
I think there’s some people who like Rudyard’s channel only because of the history side of things, and if he doesn’t do history heavy content they don’t get it.
I actually think this video is really interesting. Guy had a interesting family and upbringing
Creating an autobiography in your early twenties is diabolical
I understand archiving it somewhere but this is a little over the top
Please don’t get lost in the sauce
Never mind
I think the story is worth it
cease this blasphemy!
I liked this channel more when it was random thoughtful insights from an anonymous, unassuming young guy. Since then your success has gone to your head and it’s become unwatchably cringy. I wish you well.
that entire ayahuasca part though. god told this man to form a religion
I think his family lore is very interesting. Describing what happened to his family members feels like a way to understand diverse phenomena in American culture from NorthEast/Middle West areas in the last couple of decades, and even further in the past.
This video showed me that I know nearly nothing about my ancestors
My dad had a deep interest in our past, he gave all that info to one of my sisters who shared that interest while most of us had only a passing interest.
rudyards narcissism arc LETS GOOOOO
Rudyards life: Trauma + chaos + good genes = genius. Your life is already a War and Peace length saga. If you make to 80 you'll have your own encyclopedia of Rudyard making yourself irrelevant due to TLDR.
I grew up with those values as well, despite having a much rockier, lower class lifestyle. I've moved to the upper midwest now which is the least honor driven part of the us, and I struggle every day with the fact that people here constantly lie to avoid rocking the boat.
Ohh boy ,We are getting some crazy lore
Merry Christmas Rudyard!
15:57 The apple doesn't fall far from the tree, Rudyard.
Very strong? Idk chief..
I'm glad to hear that despite what you've been through, you are still holding on and helping us all Rudyard!
Wish you and your community strength for the future!
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas to you too
My grandfather was never the same after being captured by the Mexican government. He was a leader in the 68 Tlatelolco protest against the 68 Olympics and was at the massacre where he was captured. I feel you when you say how your mother could have been mkd. I wonder what horrors they experienced and how it literally brainwashed them. He would also say some crazy stuff in spiritualism and how he was “being followed” and paranoid. Even in the states.
07:11 code of Enigma was broken by polish mathematicians: Rejewski, Zygalski, Różycki.
I'm just glad he's putting it all out in one video instead of repeating that he almost died on the Appalachian trail 69 more times.
some whatifalthist lore for christmas...
Rudyard lore was the last thing I expected for Xmaxx 😂😂
Thank you for sharing man.
I don’t always agree with you, but you have an intriguing mind.
For history nerd, I would love to share: My grandpa uncle sign the european front’s Armistice (instrument of surrender) as representative of free france force.
Francois Adolphe Sevez was a good grand uncle 🙂
Glad to know your family also contribute to what we achieve in europe. Many thanks.
[for those who know Francois A. Sevez, he was not killed by a ricocheted bullet. It was the Red.]
Rudyard could talk about literally anything and I would just sit down and absorb his wisdom.
hes only 23 years old lol
Make a video about gen alpha brainrot
It’s pretty rough. I have a foster son who has forced my wife and I to rapidly adapt to words like “sigma”, “rizz”, and various jokes about Ohio.
I know a lot of people in the comments are saying this is stupid or they don't care but this is actually really good keep going man screw the idiots who are to blind to Understand
I’ve been waiting for this my man
He was born on June 23, 2001.
It's an interesting case study from his generation👍
He said he's 24, but... he'd be 23 if he was born on that day
Thanks for sharing the details of your life and family history. Merry Christmas Rudyard!
Rudyard Lynch's tragic backstory is like a combination of the worst of Batman, Joker, Rorschach, Punisher, etc. Thank God Rudyard Lynch exists for the good of humanity but his tragic backstory is deeply powerful and painful in an empathetic sense. God Bless America!
Working a 12 hour overnight shift tonight. These videos are an awesome Christmas gift!
I still can't put my finger on exactly what caused Jordan Peterson to start going downhill but it sounds like Rudyard is susceptible to the same thing. I really hope you can pull yourself back from the brink of egotistical pretention before your audience starts to dwindle like his.
What delusions of grandeur and drug use does to a mfer
Benzos, a large ego and the trauma of seeing his wife wither away from cancer for peterson. Rudyard clearly has aspergers (he has something. Maybe high functioning autism) and has been doing psychedelics wich he has talked about. You can't stop the crash out that is coming with this guy. It'll only get worse from here because he refuses to believe there is anything wrong with him.
Dude I'm so sorry you went through that with your mom. Bad theology hurts people to begin with. After having lived with a schizophrenic recently, i get it. I genuinely want to meet you and talk about our lives. I think that could benefit both of us.
Could you have marked the chapters so these 5 hour plus combined videos are more manageable for people to click on and watch in parts. Cus watching all this in one sitting would be wild, and without the chapters marked on the red video line it’s hard to find a good stopping point
being liberal has not gotten me lots of liberal girlfriends. It has gotten me lots of lesbian friends
Why are you deliberately surrounding yourself with people who hate you?
@@postmodernmining I have fled the places with my liberal "friends". But now I feel like the only member of my species. The stormTumpers are even more abhorrent to me than the liberals were.
Propably you are not handsome enough for liberal girlfriends harem
I generally think people who make autobiographies have big ego's. Lets hope your the exception
Good thing no one cares what you think. 👍
at least wait until you are old i want to make one too but i am going to wait until 2070 or 80
Well, when people are constantly accusing you of being a Jew, I think it’s a brilliant move.
*you're.
( try to keep up, Mr ego )
Maybe some people have the right to a big ego thanks to their contributions to society? Einstein had a big ego and almost everybody loves him no matter what
Hard to believe, someone this smart is so young.
its because he is not
@belstar1128
OK boomer
I think reading is an important factor there. Obviously have underlying IQ, but reading more helps for anyone
@@demun6065Absolutely. Exercise that brain muscle.
If you want to find someone young and truly smart, and not just someone excentric who you happen to agree with, watch schwerpunkt. Hard to watch but worth it, unlike Rudyard who's just a midwit who reads a lot.
Rudyard has fantastic subscribers. The vast majority relate to him and post great comments. Makes me feel better about humanity.
I'm not even done listening to this, and it is unbelievably riveting and revealing. I'm sure it will get a second listen.
my dad used to make alt history spreadsheets it was the first time i heard about alt history. i started making my own spreadsheets with fantasy creatures this was the peak of entertainment in the 90s before i found out i could play video games on the pc .
Are you recording this for when the NLI make you a national hero?
Merry Christmas Rudyard! Man! Im from Guelph!! I really enjoy watching and listening to your podcasts. So many great points!
been waiting so long for a new vid... get 2 massive ones! merry Christmas to my favorite youtuber.
Vibes Rudyard , just vibes
43:50
Your mom did a speedrun on all extremist ideologies in the internet, i am genuinely impressed
On a sidenot,i am autistic, and i had a girlfriend who is schizophrenic. This whole situation makes me think if i had a kid he would be like you lmao
Listening about his mom make me think she would be good hoe and romance option but terrible wife and horrible mother
Thank you for the video. I appreciate this alot
RudyWard is the GOAT
An interesting story for an interesting person. Glad i can hear it.
Thanks, amd merry Christmas man.
amazing how much family history you know.
Please make more on this account I secretly like it more than history 102
why did you post this when i have maths exam tommorow 😭
Honestly, I don't give a shit, and no one else does rudyard. You're not Magellan or anyone interesting yet, you don't need to make a memoir.
I'm interested.
Speak for yourself, I think many of his subscribers are interested in this
I’m interested.
I’m interested
That's why he has 700k subs and you don't? Sounds like you're just whining for other reasons.
Rudyard -- this is your life! 🧬
I literally just looked up Rudyard Lynch on RUclips to see if there is new content since it's been a while. Merry Christmas.
1 month for this? Im 💀☠️. 😂
Is that why he has 700k subs and you don't?
@@elpidalastname9834 he has 700k+ subs because of his grounded and well researched anthopology/politics videos, this is... different
@elpidalastname9834 No that would probably be because he's been doing it for a decade. Me less tha 6 months. But nice Try on the ad hominem that whst digle berry brained people have to do. Haha.
Mr. Lynch, you still have not responded to my challenge to a duel! Will you not defend your honor? For shame!
I know you
@randomthingy4834 we're gonna have to come back for a part two!
You have to make another video about this guy. He's losing his sanity
Have your dad on. We need a history of banks and global finance
1:08:06 You were not the only one who felt that energetic level. I have no idea how prevasive that energy was in the zeitgeist but it ran through my mind strong. Much of what is happening is just revealing what I already knew? Felt? Picked up on all my life? I'm 56 and now wonder who/how many others have sensed this.
Hey Rudyard, if you can really feel what your audience feels. know that I'm sending you a lot of hope and resolve to create something of lasting value
Thanks for taking this leap. Missed hearing from you for a while. Thinking we have both reached a point where there isn't much left to say. I told my story about a month ago and I could feel you were about to do the same or slip away without another word. Thanks for making me feel less crazy.
Bro, i was just like you. Huge humanities history nerd.Got into science, cold mechanic things, machines, cycling and running. Its awesome for mental health
chat has he lost his mind
Babe wake up, new WhatIfAltHist villain arc just dropped
So Rudyard's trauma, abuse and drug use has made him legitimately insane.
Dads autistic and moms schizophrenic genes too
This is a very interesting podcast and a Great monologue ❤ loved it
Also to people confused i think this video will sum up for us or give us an idea on how and why rudyard acts and thinks the way he does. I appreciate it my guy keep up the good works
Finally a video
And we are supposed to believe this?
gonna watch this over several days as well
I would be down with a 2 hr spirit world journey video
You inspire me a lot. Thank you
No one cares yet Rudyard focus on being a historian
Your grandpa fought in Vietnam your great grandpa fought in WWII.
Rudyard, If you're having trouble conveying ideas why not use diagrams/line-plots/timelines etc. Alongside your explanations?
I mean, aren’t you a bit young for a biography? Or is this more of an ability to give us context for your beliefs?
When the internet is constantly accusing you of being a Jew , I think it’s warranted to put it all out there and people can take it or leave it.
I actually think it’s well played.
Your life story is selling out to J’s
Chinatown in Philly is tiny but truly a gem.
For sure, the Chinese supermarkets are the bomb and have really good prices.
Success is not measured by what you accomplish, but by the opposition you have encountered, and the courage with which you have maintained the struggle against overwhelming odds.
- Orison Swett Marden
Excited to see all our stories devolp and intertwin. God bless you Rudyard.
Rudy, this is deeply disturbing. Please delete this and do some soul searching
Heck, Rudyard, I am an older Gen X woman. My entire life has been difficult. You don’t scare.
What a funny individual!
This is fascinating.
“There were some beautiful Scandinavian women there. I had a lot of fun then.” I feel like we need some more elaboration on those two sentences, lol.
I love rudyard ❤
I’m one third thu this video. I have watched you a bit over the years. Amazing story. Even though way too long, for some reason I will hang in their lots of specific data to sort thru.
You are sooo on the spectrum and bright. With empathy and an indirect logic analog brain flair.
hes outta content
That’s exactly my thinking. I think he ran with the thread he ended up on as far as he could and is simply running out of subjects for it. Maybe he should retire this channel, only keeping it for archival purposes, and focus on his History 102.