It's funny how we find comfort virtually but none from people who we wish to get it from. Suicidal thought is like a second thought instinct tbh and it's not even strange how familiar it feels == Thanks for everything, you're like a spare string that makes things a little stable and light...^°^
I think these virtual experiences help us more then what the real world does. For me honestly I don’t trust my family when it comes to this topic this is my sage haven
I wanna take a moment to appreciate how he doesn’t „just“ roleplays the audio & the comfort but directly talks to us. I also wanna appreciate how he opens up to us and makes us feel closer to him and that he’s an actual real person and not just a screen (sounds weird but I think y’all know what I mean) And to you Ethernal Yami: We love you and will always support you :)
“Who’s gonna eat the pasta and chicken I was gonna make? And who’s gonna tell me it’s too spicy..” That one hit so hard, oh my freaking god I’m gonna cry-
@@EthernalYami What can I saaaayyy except you're welcomeeee for the 🌚 the sun 🌞 and the sky hey it's okay 🆗 you're welcooooooome (no no I could not resist this response I do this EVERY time TRUST me)
Timestamps!!! 0:00 - Yami's greeting/trigger warning 0:45 - story begins with bf returning home 3:45 - bf finds you in the bathroom 8:55 - he wakes up after blacking out 10:30 - he enters your hospital room 11:05 - Yami's personal story
I can't believe how incredible his story part is, all the encouragement and affirmation he gives us, the empathy he extends to us strangers ... I love you Yami, thank you for the happy tears you've made me cry!
As a su*cidal person who thinks that no one cares about them, this made me cry. It's sad to think that this is the only comfort I can get. I admire the fact that you don't avoid sensitive topics like this one. So, thank you for this Yami❤ Keep doing what you're doing ~
Joyce, love I can understand this feeling, I had times where I had the same thoughts and sometimes I still do. I want you to know that, even though we don't know each other for long or haven't met in person, I care for you, so much! You were always there for me since I joined this Community and I want to do the same for you! So if you ever want to talk or something, just let me know, ok!? You're an amazing person with a beautiful and kind soul!❤ Love you!
@@vassa8055 Vanessa 🥺❤Thank you for taking time to write this sweet comment for me, you have no idea how much this means to me🌻 I will let you know🥺 I'll be here for you too if you need me! You are so strong and I'm so happy I met you virtually! I love you so muchh (hug)❤❤❤❤❤
@@sunflowerserene No need to thank me! It's the least I can do, really!😊 Thank you so much! I'm truly grateful too, that I met you virtually!🥺 *big warm hug* I love you too! ❤❤❤❤❤❤
11:16-16:24 I think I was about to cry while listening to this, it's clear from your voice how much you suffer and you don't want others to suffer, thank you for that 🖤
Tw: mental health I've never do this, venting on a video, but I feel safe here so yeah. Since I was 13 I start having bad mental health, panick attacks that scare the shit out of me because I thought I was dying, depression, my life goes down and down. I have tried this about four times, last one almost ending at a hospital. Now the thoughts are back and more stronger, I really feel like I can't do this anymore, and this video and caring words make me feel so warm, in a way I have never feel in months. I can't cry anymore, even if I try, but I feel like I indeed cry a lot after listening this. I don't know if I will make it trough this, i'm so so tired that even the most easy activities, what I love to do is now boring, I can't even read more than three pages before closing the book, I used to write and now I erased all my stories and scripts. And for the question, ramen is my favorite when i'm down, easy to cook and funny to eat because of the noodles (・∀・) PS: Sorry for long coment PS 2: You are so amazing and strong for going trought dark thoughts and still standing here, that's amazing Yami. 💐
I hope you feel better and ik it will be difficult cuz I've been through a bit of it too. Ik it's hard, it feel pointless, boring exhausting, you don't even feel like getting out of bed... But I still hope you feel better, u may not see your strength and potential but you do have it inside you it's just hidden by the negative thoughts and it doesn't allow you to see you as how wonderful someone else sees you, so I hope you read this and feel a little bit better, whatever is going on I hope it gets better for you :)
@@_axsthetix_5498 And even after all we get up and do all we have to. Studing, work, whatever it is. We are badass, do you see it? Thanks for this words, really is comforting to feel like my emotions are valid, a new thing that i'm loving. I will try to keep fighting with this monsters that are trying to steal my life (◍•ᴗ•◍)
I've been through times when I've had feelings similar to what you describe. It's hard to feel that way! I tried to give up everything. Fortunately, I wasn't successful with that. Because now that I'm feeling better, I see what I would've missed out. I've found things that I enjoy doing, I've met people who enrich my life so much... There are so many things to live and fight for! The way to get there is not easy, there may be setbacks sometimes, but you will make it. I believe in you and your strength, I know you have everything you need to fight against those monsters and to get your life back into your own hands. I wish you all the best! ❤
13? Damn my depression started when I was 11. But anyways I’m so sorry that happened to you depression isn’t a very fun thing to deal with and I know it’s hard to go through all that stuff but I believe in you. If you try everything is gonna be alright not like me not studying in school and then stressing about things I don’t understand. So don’t be like me please. You’re strong and I know that
"Suicide won't remove the pain, it will pass it onto someone else" Remember, you are such a wonderful person, and even if you might not believe it, someone out there really does care
Well you are right that the pain will pass onto someone else but uk nobody likes me i am Ugly i am useless nobody understands me i am worthless just it hurt 💔 Nothing gets better but gets worse I am 15 and wanna die
As a person who stopped self harm and suicidal thoughts, this brought back so many awful things in my mind and I’m shaking so bad right now..but this really is sweet of you to make, please take care of yourself, yami
I’ve recently fallen into a bad place again to the point where my suicidal thoughts are coming back So thank you for this audio, it really comforted me
Reading the comments and seeing ppl struggeling like that is breaking my heart... to all the ppl out here reading this: SEND YA MUCH MUCH LOVE VIRTUAL HUG STAY STRONG! LOVE YA HOPE EVERYTHING GETS BETTER SOON
tw/ sucide, depression + mental illnesses Most of all, I know how hard you work to hide it all, to pretend you’re fine, to paint a convincing smile upon your face, and to act as if all is well with your battered soul. I know that all of this has left you exhausted - that you’ve numbed yourself and hurt yourself and starved yourself in the hope that their voices will become silent and their fists will be lifted and you can finally breathe again. I know that right now it doesn’t seem like that moment will ever come. I don’t know you, but I know something about you. I know you’re tired. I know you live with demons, ones that are close and loud. I know how relentless they are in their pursuit of you. I know that you spend your days trying to silence them and your nights trying to hide from them - and the hell they put you through. I know that all of this has left you exhausted - that you have these thoughts you wanna just kill, and die to be free. I know right now you’d rather leave than live And even though I’m not standing in your shoes right now, and even though I don’t know you, and even though I have no right at all - I’m asking you to stick around. I’m asking you to stay. To endure your incredibly painful, totally senseless now because I can see your glorious, blindingly beautiful then, if you do. If you stick around, you will reach a spot that the sadness won’t let you see right now - you’ll reach tomorrow. And that place is filled with possibility. It’s a day you’ve never been to. It’s not this terrible day. There, you will not feel exactly what you are feeling right now. You may be stronger, or see things differently, or find a clearing, and life may look a way it hasn’t in a long time: It may look like worth staying for. If you stick around, you’ll hold babies, and see movies, and laugh loudly, and you’ll fall in love, and have your heart broken - and you’ll fall in love again. If you stick around, you’ll study and learn and grow, and find your calling, and find your place. And you’ll lay in the grass, feeling gratitude for the sun upon your face and the breeze in your hair. If you stick around you will outlive your demons. hang on. stay. know you are worth i love you so very much. (please like so more people notice, no pressure!!)
As somebody who experience that, i'm thinking about how someone virtual can help a lot more in comforting and helping than a therapist. You're not alone and thanks for everything, it help a lot ✨
For all those who are having or had suicidal thoughts, there’s always a better way to solve things, stay calm, stay strong, stay healthy, but most importantly, stay happy, life is too short and you should live it the best you can :) and yes, life is a mess, but that’s why you’re not alone, there will be always someone by you’re side
you have summoned me a little late but i'm here anime quote of today "As long as I don’t admit defeat, then it’ll never be a loss.” ~ Black Star (Soul Eater)
you are free to vent I've made it clear before you cna vent in my comments all you want I am happy you're alive today I am proud of you and I know you'll do great things
My friend sent me a time stamp and she doesn’t know I’m su*cidal. But this made me cry it made me feel appreciated I’m crying typing this but I only think she sent me this to tell me im loved but I don’t know but this helped a lot thank you.
When he got personal I cried so bad... I didn't think anyone would understand, thank you so so so so so so so so so so much❤ This means so freaking much❤️😭😭
omg this is amazing, my family put me down and told me it was in my head when I told them I felt suicidal. I honestly love the community here and I feel so safe and valued. Love you yami
I don’t think I’ve ever cried more listening to anything before. Yami, thank you so much for this. Things have been hard recently and I didn’t know how much i needed this. I appreciate you so much.
Excuse my language but This is a fucking masterpiece, this may even be the reason I'm still on this god damn planet. Thank you, thank you so so much for this.
12:21, this part made me had a breakdown. I rarely have breakdowns and i haven't felt this one yet, it feels like... Listening to this audio, makes me feel.. Safe... And i haven't felt safe in a long time if I'm gonna be honest with you. This audio helped me a lot, more than you'll ever know. It's 6:14am right now, i know i shouldn't be staying up all night just to listen to this, but I'm so glad i listened. Because.. I've been thinking of ending it in a really long time, but then i found this, which made me realize, even if half of society is shitty, there is a half where it's not. And that's what helped me. Thank you, thank you so much for saying that. You don't know how many of lives you saved, i hope this gets more views. This really does deserve alot of views and likes. I hope you have a great day for the rest of your life.
I've never had suicidal instincts but I've always thought "what would happen if I died" like will someone miss me? Idk I've always been curious about it hahah
Thanks for this audio, it makes me think that I almost always do and I don't want to talk about it with people, because it's scary and I don't think they will help me, but when I listen to this and it makes me feel calmer.
tw:suicide I just wanted to say that this audio really touched my heart because suicide it's very familiar topic for me and actual. I want to say just: THANK YOU. Your voice and how you recorded it with emotions which make it clear that it is really important for you to reassure the listener. Now 2:35 am and I'm crying. This audio really great. (I liked this audio and subscribed to your channel because I hoped this will be count as some kind of support) (and sorry for my broken English, it's not my first language but I try my best to write this comment by myself and don't using translator)
on a slight happier note, when you talk about cooking the favorite meal in the beginning, and say “do we have enough chicken for that?” i was jaw dropped. orange chicken with fried rice and vegetables is my favorite meal EVER.
I have always thought that going to talk to someone professionally was scared because i thought they would judge me and that i was to weak to handle the pain myself. Hearing you comfort us with this audio makes me feel safe because you not just roleplay but you understand the feeling. Thank you so much and please also remember that we love you and are always here for you. ❤
This is exactly why I want to become a therapist. I’ve dealt with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts since I was around 11, so I know how difficult it can be. And while therapy isn’t for everyone, it really did help me, so if there’s a chance that I can provide that safe space for someone, I want to do it.
thank you so much for making this video, I've almost done it so many times in the past months its crazy. suicidal thoughts don't even freak me out anymore, those thoughts don't even feel strange anymore, they're normal at this point. this bring big comfort thank you
I tried to kms when I was literally 13 it's just somebody caught me in the act and scolded me for being reckless while playing- I looked like I was 10 or something back then because I was short 😃 I still glare at that guy for assuming my age but I still to this day thank him any way I can
Ok- I'm getting into the point. I'm not a really suicidal person I haven't try but I have thought about it almost every night but thank you for this- it really- made me happy especially the comments your channel isn't like the others it's more comforting
I have no one. videos like this really help me cope, fight and move on. i don't know why, but i still keep fighting. thank you for your work and your videos. I hope you're doing well. love u. ♡
Honestly thank you so much for making this. This made me sob. This made me feel so heard and safe and like someone actually cares about me. Thank you so much
at the moment im not doing too well. i have a therapist but even though i talk to them they think im ok. i had started planning. but... this, you. its the first time in my 18 years alive ive felt like someone cares. like i have things to live for. thankyou yami. i really mean it. thankyou from the bottom of my heart. this audio. i want to live.
I once was at a point in my life where I had these thoughts because the traumatic experiences of my childhood and my depression were too much to handle for me. I atempted su*cide and I wish there had been such an Audio back then. I'm better now, but sometimes, when live gets tough, these thoughts seem to come back to my mind. I'll make sure to listen to this audio when it happens again! Thank you so much for taking up sensitive topics like this, Yami! Especially because you had to go through this yourself, I'm sure recording this Audio must've been though for you! This means a lot to me and I appreciate it! And of course I'm proud of you that you kept fighting and made it this far! 💕
If anybody watching has attempted or wanted to attempt just know your loved , amazing, beautiful, talented , cared for and this world is way better with u in it love u 🥰
This helped me so much ty I have just been depressed and sad because of school and the pressure my teachers give me and by the fact that I feel like my mom isn’t as proud of me as she is of my siblings
Oh my gosh, this made me cry. It makes me feel so much better to know that people like you don’t shy away from topics like this, and face the issue head on. It helps a lot of people. It’s always better to know someone sees and knows your pain and what your going through, and will try to help you through it. So thank you 🙏 ❤
Right now I didn't have the best day and I felt like it was time to leave this world but I came home and hearing this I felt like I'm not alone so thank you so much💕
I genuinely cried so much at the end cause of the whole speech at the end and what he was saying is exactly how I feel and need to hear because no one else is able to help me like this has
i feel practically invisble at this point and i'm glad this kind of video is out their. it's probably really weird to admit to but even if you don't me the comfort still feels real and i'm infinitley grateful for you.
Noooo don’t be sad. Here *gives spare serotonin* Ethernal Yami, you are an amazing person. Now I am pretty new to this channel but so far you are amazing. You have my full support. Thank you for everything ☺️
oh my god… i’ve never heard such a personal and emotional asmr… i was thinking of attempting again and therapy hasn’t worked but… i don’t think i can anymore after hearing this. this brought me to tears. …thank you.
Same, but I can't do therapy, I'm 11....so my parents will ask things..... They don't believe in depression, anxiety, anxiety attacks... All that stuff.... So I'm struggling alot.....
I listen to these kind of videos for comfort. This video is pretty much what I needed to listen to because I have had to go through suicidal attempts and self h@rm so for me this video is perfect.
I love you so much, I’ve struggled so much with suicidal thoughts and combined with my cousin dealing with this a Ed . This helps so much and makes me feel better about how I can handle it and make it easier to deal with
I've just found this channel and I adore it, your acting is so amazing and your voice is so gentle and pleasant! Thank you so much for the amazing work! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Gosh, my heart dropped when he found the listener in the bathroom... 😭
This video was so raw. It had me caught up in powerful past emotions. All I can say is thank you for your kind words, and support. I felt so loved during your outro, and know I/we love you too. We tied today Me:III Yami: IIII Tie: IIIII And congrats on 14k!!
I can’t believe I just listened to this a day this was uploaded and now for the nth time.. I am again, listening to this. Thank you, thank you a lot. You’re a blessing❤️
As someone who is quite young, i do appreciate this. especially the message at the end. i will always come back to your audios for comfort. thank you (hug)
I needed to cry. My life has been getting worse. I have no one to talk to about this. This is the only closure I have. Thank you so much. Im starting to feel nothing. So thank you for everything you have done for me in this video.
@@EthernalYami thanks for saving my favorite person in this world, i know its a bit of time ago, but if it wernt for you she would probaly not have been here today to love and seport me.
Fr started crying with the outro because as the therapist friend I have no one to talk to because everyone automatically thinks I'm fine and that I'm ok and I use these audios as help because I feel like it's real and that people actually care and that I'm not actually as worthless as I think I am and I do lean on these audios and I appreciate all these creators including you for making my free therapy ♡
Daily reminder!! Take care of yourself And I luv you Hope you have a great day!! But if you have a bad day..stay strong and hopefully things get better
As someone who has suffered suicidal events and thoughts and depression this was very comforting to me from my past I’ve gotten better though just keep going and don’t do it okay? Keep going god will help you and save you I promise!
Everyone deserves help, even if they act like they don't. That's what therapy is all about. No one should have to kill themselves or others because they're in pain, it's the reason the world is broken. The Best thing we can still do is help. This was an amazing video, keep going!😊🥰🤭🤗☺
This really helped since I’ve been really down but I hope everyone that is struggling with anything rn can stay strong and remember that people love you maybe even people you don’t know about
as someone who really struggles with my mental health, especially since school has started it makes me happy that i’ve found this channel . thank you so very much
I just wanna say thank you for this. I used to suffer with these thoughts a lot last year. So I just wanna say to all the people who go through this. Your so strong. I understand its a lot going through this. Things will get better eventually and stay strong. Pls go eat and drink water.
as someone who cuts 24/7 and has a notebook full of notes and suicidal thoughts, you and your videos bring me comfort thank you.
Honey, I feel you… I cut too. But please don’t give into the suicidal thoughts. I’m trying and it’s hard but we can get through this. ❤❤
Omg u to I honestly feel so much 😭 😫 😩 😪 but then u know there will always be light
Hahahahahhahaha
Me two girl me two☹️☹️🤙🤙
Same
as somebody who has had many sucidal thoughts, thiss video is perfect
Ikr
i agree the video is perfect :3
Same
Fr
same
Yami: i need to call the hospital
Me: proceeds to imagine the whole hospital with Wheels arriving
ahahahahaha silly
@@EthernalYami We can say i do have imagination
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It's funny how we find comfort virtually but none from people who we wish to get it from. Suicidal thought is like a second thought instinct tbh and it's not even strange how familiar it feels ==
Thanks for everything, you're like a spare string that makes things a little stable and light...^°^
then I am more than happy being there for you
Your literally telling me ,my life and what I want.
I think these virtual experiences help us more then what the real world does.
For me honestly I don’t trust my family when it comes to this topic this is my sage haven
What do you mean with your second sentence?
@@terrence9552 agreed oh and I’m also Terrance nice to meet you
I wanna take a moment to appreciate how he doesn’t „just“ roleplays the audio & the comfort but directly talks to us. I also wanna appreciate how he opens up to us and makes us feel closer to him and that he’s an actual real person and not just a screen (sounds weird but I think y’all know what I mean)
And to you Ethernal Yami:
We love you and will always support you :)
you are welcome (hug) i try my best
Ok
Len!!
@@EthernalYami It is very true
“Who’s gonna eat the pasta and chicken I was gonna make? And who’s gonna tell me it’s too spicy..”
That one hit so hard, oh my freaking god I’m gonna cry-
(hug) I love you
He’s basically giving us suicide prevention tips and they’re really 👍 A+✨
thank you
@@EthernalYami What can I saaaayyy except you're welcomeeee for the 🌚 the sun 🌞 and the sky hey it's okay 🆗 you're welcooooooome (no no I could not resist this response I do this EVERY time TRUST me)
@@romanking2996 you did not just- 💀
@@delicatelyyours I know I know, but it just happens you know?🤣
@@romanking2996 you did not-
Timestamps!!!
0:00 - Yami's greeting/trigger warning
0:45 - story begins with bf returning home
3:45 - bf finds you in the bathroom
8:55 - he wakes up after blacking out
10:30 - he enters your hospital room
11:05 - Yami's personal story
I can't believe how incredible his story part is, all the encouragement and affirmation he gives us, the empathy he extends to us strangers ... I love you Yami, thank you for the happy tears you've made me cry!
awe thank you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ty
11:05 is what I classify as yami lore ❤😂
"I love you, forever and always"
My new favourite phrase
remember them and remember me and you will never be alone
Thats a sentence
As a su*cidal person who thinks that no one cares about them, this made me cry.
It's sad to think that this is the only comfort I can get.
I admire the fact that you don't avoid sensitive topics like this one. So, thank you for this Yami❤ Keep doing what you're doing ~
Joyce, love I can understand this feeling, I had times where I had the same thoughts and sometimes I still do. I want you to know that, even though we don't know each other for long or haven't met in person, I care for you, so much! You were always there for me since I joined this Community and I want to do the same for you! So if you ever want to talk or something, just let me know, ok!? You're an amazing person with a beautiful and kind soul!❤ Love you!
@@vassa8055 Vanessa 🥺❤Thank you for taking time to write this sweet comment for me, you have no idea how much this means to me🌻 I will let you know🥺 I'll be here for you too if you need me! You are so strong and I'm so happy I met you virtually!
I love you so muchh (hug)❤❤❤❤❤
@@sunflowerserene No need to thank me! It's the least I can do, really!😊 Thank you so much! I'm truly grateful too, that I met you virtually!🥺 *big warm hug* I love you too! ❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@vassa8055 Ahh my heart is full from all this sweetness 😩❤ Have a great day love❤✨
@@sunflowerserene hehe! 😁 have a great day too, love❤❤
As an young (Im 12yo) person who almost commited sucide and is selfharming I need to thank you. I cried, but those tears are happy tears. Thank you
always - (hug) I hope things get better soon okay?
@@EthernalYami (hug) Idk 'bout that but i hope so too and thanks
Same I'm 12 too so to know its not just me
@Aileen I know but I just wanted to say that even kids can have real problems
@@momsspaghetti-sd9sn I hope you get better
11:16-16:24 I think I was about to cry while listening to this, it's clear from your voice how much you suffer and you don't want others to suffer, thank you for that 🖤
Even I felt that , take care Yami
(hug)
@@EthernalYami (hug back) 😁❤️
I’m crying from my bed from my mum who said fucked up shit and is why I’m starting to get an eating disorder
@@leafii. I am so sorry, please eat something it is good for you health and ignore what ever she is saying because you are perfect 😁
Tw: mental health
I've never do this, venting on a video, but I feel safe here so yeah.
Since I was 13 I start having bad mental health, panick attacks that scare the shit out of me because I thought I was dying, depression, my life goes down and down. I have tried this about four times, last one almost ending at a hospital. Now the thoughts are back and more stronger, I really feel like I can't do this anymore, and this video and caring words make me feel so warm, in a way I have never feel in months. I can't cry anymore, even if I try, but I feel like I indeed cry a lot after listening this. I don't know if I will make it trough this, i'm so so tired that even the most easy activities, what I love to do is now boring, I can't even read more than three pages before closing the book, I used to write and now I erased all my stories and scripts.
And for the question, ramen is my favorite when i'm down, easy to cook and funny to eat because of the noodles (・∀・)
PS: Sorry for long coment
PS 2: You are so amazing and strong for going trought dark thoughts and still standing here, that's amazing Yami. 💐
I hope you feel better and ik it will be difficult cuz I've been through a bit of it too. Ik it's hard, it feel pointless, boring exhausting, you don't even feel like getting out of bed... But I still hope you feel better, u may not see your strength and potential but you do have it inside you it's just hidden by the negative thoughts and it doesn't allow you to see you as how wonderful someone else sees you, so I hope you read this and feel a little bit better, whatever is going on I hope it gets better for you :)
@@_axsthetix_5498 And even after all we get up and do all we have to. Studing, work, whatever it is. We are badass, do you see it? Thanks for this words, really is comforting to feel like my emotions are valid, a new thing that i'm loving. I will try to keep fighting with this monsters that are trying to steal my life (◍•ᴗ•◍)
I've been through times when I've had feelings similar to what you describe. It's hard to feel that way! I tried to give up everything. Fortunately, I wasn't successful with that. Because now that I'm feeling better, I see what I would've missed out. I've found things that I enjoy doing, I've met people who enrich my life so much...
There are so many things to live and fight for! The way to get there is not easy, there may be setbacks sometimes, but you will make it. I believe in you and your strength, I know you have everything you need to fight against those monsters and to get your life back into your own hands. I wish you all the best! ❤
I love ramen too
feel free to rant or vent
text as long as you want
love you too
13? Damn my depression started when I was 11. But anyways I’m so sorry that happened to you depression isn’t a very fun thing to deal with and I know it’s hard to go through all that stuff but I believe in you. If you try everything is gonna be alright not like me not studying in school and then stressing about things I don’t understand. So don’t be like me please. You’re strong and I know that
"Suicide won't remove the pain, it will pass it onto someone else"
Remember, you are such a wonderful person, and even if you might not believe it, someone out there really does care
(hug)
Me want hug
@@Yakiame2075 (hug)
Well you are right that the pain will pass onto someone else but uk nobody likes me i am Ugly i am useless nobody understands me i am worthless just it hurt 💔
Nothing gets better but gets worse
I am 15 and wanna die
@@srinivasswamy8951 I love you dear ♥ stay strong 💪
Yami : *slapping himself*
Me: oh noo don't slap yourself 😭😭
Btw today's audio is..yknow kinda emotional,my eyes are teary😌
awe wait I didn't think people would notice it
@@EthernalYami im special you know🤭
@@EthernalYami no it hit me. it made the audio good ^^ it added good acting
As a person who stopped self harm and suicidal thoughts, this brought back so many awful things in my mind and I’m shaking so bad right now..but this really is sweet of you to make, please take care of yourself, yami
I am happy you're here
When Yami started panicking🥺...omg I'm still sobbing🥺🥺this is too good, too good Yami💜
thank you
I’ve recently fallen into a bad place again to the point where my suicidal thoughts are coming back
So thank you for this audio, it really comforted me
I hope i can continue to comfort you
Reading the comments and seeing ppl struggeling like that is breaking my heart... to all the ppl out here reading this: SEND YA MUCH MUCH LOVE VIRTUAL HUG STAY STRONG! LOVE YA HOPE EVERYTHING GETS BETTER SOON
Same goes for you
Thanks I needed that 🙂🥰
Thanks friend I don't believe god's existence but if they do I hope they help you
I love you
THANK YOU
This man is literally amazing. He's been through this too. It's amazing that he opens up about it and he helps those who need it most.
awe thank you so much
tw/ sucide, depression + mental illnesses
Most of all, I know how hard you work to hide it all, to pretend you’re fine, to paint a convincing smile upon your face, and to act as if all is well with your battered soul.
I know that all of this has left you exhausted - that you’ve numbed yourself and hurt yourself and starved yourself in the hope that their voices will become silent and their fists will be lifted and you can finally breathe again.
I know that right now it doesn’t seem like that moment will ever come.
I don’t know you, but I know something about you. I know you’re tired.
I know you live with demons, ones that are close and loud.
I know how relentless they are in their pursuit of you.
I know that you spend your days trying to silence them and your nights trying to hide from them - and the hell they put you through.
I know that all of this has left you exhausted - that you have these thoughts you wanna just kill, and die to be free.
I know right now you’d rather leave than live
And even though I’m not standing in your shoes right now, and even though I don’t know you, and even though I have no right at all - I’m asking you to stick around.
I’m asking you to stay. To endure your incredibly painful, totally senseless now because I can see your glorious, blindingly beautiful then, if you do.
If you stick around, you will reach a spot that the sadness won’t let you see right now - you’ll reach tomorrow.
And that place is filled with possibility. It’s a day you’ve never been to. It’s not this terrible day. There, you will not feel exactly what you are feeling right now. You may be stronger, or see things differently, or find a clearing, and life may look a way it hasn’t in a long time: It may look like worth staying for.
If you stick around, you’ll hold babies, and see movies, and laugh loudly, and you’ll fall in love, and have your heart broken - and you’ll fall in love again.
If you stick around, you’ll study and learn and grow, and find your calling, and find your place. And you’ll lay in the grass, feeling gratitude for the sun upon your face and the breeze in your hair.
If you stick around you will outlive your demons.
hang on.
stay.
know you are worth
i love you so very much.
(please like so more people notice, no pressure!!)
Liaa, thank you for this (hug) 🥺❤
@@sunflowerserene *big huggiee*
Thank you for this!!
Thank you so much for this liaa, love u💕 *hug*
Thank you so much Liaa :3 (hugs) ❤️💗
As somebody who experience that, i'm thinking about how someone virtual can help a lot more in comforting and helping than a therapist.
You're not alone and thanks for everything, it help a lot ✨
I am more than happy to help (hug)
@@EthernalYami (hug Back) (btw sorry for all the comments at the same Time, i just discover your Channel and i love your vids)
For all those who are having or had suicidal thoughts, there’s always a better way to solve things, stay calm, stay strong, stay healthy, but most importantly, stay happy, life is too short and you should live it the best you can :) and yes, life is a mess, but that’s why you’re not alone, there will be always someone by you’re side
awe thank you for this
you have summoned me a little late but i'm here
anime quote of today
"As long as I don’t admit defeat, then it’ll never be a loss.”
~ Black Star (Soul Eater)
Maya I see you literally everywhere, are you ok?
hey maya how are you today darling ?
heeey maya, how are you? 😊
Your anime quotes are always amazing! 💕
the fact that this dude basically saved my life by just making this audio.
you are free to vent I've made it clear before you cna vent in my comments all you want
I am happy you're alive today
I am proud of you
and I know you'll do great things
He rly replayed to almost every comment that’s so feaking sweet and shows how much he cares 🥺
I normally do all but i've been sick lately so haven't had the strength too
My friend sent me a time stamp and she doesn’t know I’m su*cidal. But this made me cry it made me feel appreciated I’m crying typing this but I only think she sent me this to tell me im loved but I don’t know but this helped a lot thank you.
I am so glad I can help and she could even without knowing it
I love you
stay strong darling
7:26 omg I started crying . That's just what I needed , thank you so much for this!
When he got personal I cried so bad... I didn't think anyone would understand, thank you so so so so so so so so so so much❤ This means so freaking much❤️😭😭
The 'forever and always' hit me too deep
My lovelies this community is here for you, I'm here for you, I love you
Forever and Always - Parachute
love you too
As someone who has tried many times. Tonight was one of those nights where I couldn't cope and this help so much so I really appreciate this thank you
always
omg this is amazing, my family put me down and told me it was in my head when I told them I felt suicidal. I honestly love the community here and I feel so safe and valued. Love you yami
(hug you tight)
never put yourself down
I don’t think I’ve ever cried more listening to anything before. Yami, thank you so much for this. Things have been hard recently and I didn’t know how much i needed this. I appreciate you so much.
(hug) I am always here for you no matter what
@@EthernalYami (hug) thank you :(
Excuse my language but
This is a fucking masterpiece, this may even be the reason I'm still on this god damn planet. Thank you, thank you so so much for this.
forever always love
as someone who has suicidal thoughts and thinks about it often this really helps. im genuinely really grateful that you made this audio
(hug) hey anytime you need someone we all are here for you
As someone who recently attempted, and my partner and I are long distance, this helped, it helped me have the comfort I needed. Thank you so much
(hug) I am glad you are here welcome home
As someone who has suicidal thoughts till date.
This will be very helpful ❤
Thank you :)
always darling your pfp is so cute
12:21, this part made me had a breakdown. I rarely have breakdowns and i haven't felt this one yet, it feels like... Listening to this audio, makes me feel.. Safe... And i haven't felt safe in a long time if I'm gonna be honest with you. This audio helped me a lot, more than you'll ever know. It's 6:14am right now, i know i shouldn't be staying up all night just to listen to this, but I'm so glad i listened. Because.. I've been thinking of ending it in a really long time, but then i found this, which made me realize, even if half of society is shitty, there is a half where it's not. And that's what helped me. Thank you, thank you so much for saying that. You don't know how many of lives you saved, i hope this gets more views. This really does deserve alot of views and likes. I hope you have a great day for the rest of your life.
I am here for you
we are here for you and I am glad you found your way here
when he talks abt yk. At the end, I needed that. Thank you so much
I've never had suicidal instincts but I've always thought "what would happen if I died" like will someone miss me? Idk I've always been curious about it hahah
SAME
Same
Same 🤧
(hug) that's a scary thought to me
Same
Thanks for this audio, it makes me think that I almost always do and I don't want to talk about it with people, because it's scary and I don't think they will help me, but when I listen to this and it makes me feel calmer.
good that's what I was hoping for I love you stay strong
tw:suicide
I just wanted to say that this audio really touched my heart because suicide it's very familiar topic for me and actual. I want to say just: THANK YOU. Your voice and how you recorded it with emotions which make it clear that it is really important for you to reassure the listener. Now 2:35 am and I'm crying. This audio really great.
(I liked this audio and subscribed to your channel because I hoped this will be count as some kind of support)
(and sorry for my broken English, it's not my first language but I try my best to write this comment by myself and don't using translator)
your English was perfect don't worry and I am glad I can help you and I promise no matter what I will be by your side
I cried so much when I listen to this, it made me feel like someone cared...as a suicidal person this was very comforting
I am so happy to be here for you always
on a slight happier note, when you talk about cooking the favorite meal in the beginning, and say “do we have enough chicken for that?” i was jaw dropped. orange chicken with fried rice and vegetables is my favorite meal EVER.
I have always thought that going to talk to someone professionally was scared because i thought they would judge me and that i was to weak to handle the pain myself. Hearing you comfort us with this audio makes me feel safe because you not just roleplay but you understand the feeling. Thank you so much and please also remember that we love you and are always here for you. ❤
This is exactly why I want to become a therapist. I’ve dealt with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts since I was around 11, so I know how difficult it can be. And while therapy isn’t for everyone, it really did help me, so if there’s a chance that I can provide that safe space for someone, I want to do it.
you are amazing thank you
thank you so much for making this video, I've almost done it so many times in the past months its crazy. suicidal thoughts don't even freak me out anymore, those thoughts don't even feel strange anymore, they're normal at this point. this bring big comfort thank you
I am here for you
I tried to kms when I was literally 13 it's just somebody caught me in the act and scolded me for being reckless while playing- I looked like I was 10 or something back then because I was short 😃 I still glare at that guy for assuming my age but I still to this day thank him any way I can
if its me, its better than people knowing the truth 😭
yeah he could of just been saying that so no one comes down on you for it
@@EthernalYami probably
I tried to kill myself when I was 11 😟
Ok- I'm getting into the point. I'm not a really suicidal person I haven't try but I have thought about it almost every night but thank you for this- it really- made me happy especially the comments your channel isn't like the others it's more comforting
(hug you tight)
we are here for you even if it's just thoughts
I have no one. videos like this really help me cope, fight and move on. i don't know why, but i still keep fighting. thank you for your work and your videos. I hope you're doing well. love u. ♡
you are not alone anymore you have 14k people by your side
Honestly thank you so much for making this. This made me sob. This made me feel so heard and safe and like someone actually cares about me. Thank you so much
always
Thanks for saving my life my friend gave me this audio while I’m struggling with depression and anxiety
at the moment im not doing too well. i have a therapist but even though i talk to them they think im ok. i had started planning. but... this, you. its the first time in my 18 years alive ive felt like someone cares. like i have things to live for. thankyou yami. i really mean it. thankyou from the bottom of my heart. this audio. i want to live.
please live not just for me but for you too
@@EthernalYami I will, im slowly finding more reason to live for me. it will take time. and thats ok. but for now, i live for others :)
I once was at a point in my life where I had these thoughts because the traumatic experiences of my childhood and my depression were too much to handle for me. I atempted su*cide and I wish there had been such an Audio back then. I'm better now, but sometimes, when live gets tough, these thoughts seem to come back to my mind. I'll make sure to listen to this audio when it happens again!
Thank you so much for taking up sensitive topics like this, Yami! Especially because you had to go through this yourself, I'm sure recording this Audio must've been though for you! This means a lot to me and I appreciate it! And of course I'm proud of you that you kept fighting and made it this far! 💕
I am glad I can given even a small amount of comfort and peace of mind to others
@@EthernalYami
If anybody watching has attempted or wanted to attempt just know your loved , amazing, beautiful, talented , cared for and this world is way better with u in it love u 🥰
thank you
This helped me so much ty I have just been depressed and sad because of school and the pressure my teachers give me and by the fact that I feel like my mom isn’t as proud of me as she is of my siblings
Oh my gosh, this made me cry.
It makes me feel so much better to know that people like you don’t shy away from topics like this, and face the issue head on. It helps a lot of people. It’s always better to know someone sees and knows your pain and what your going through, and will try to help you through it.
So thank you 🙏 ❤
always
thak you for this
this made my day
Right now I didn't have the best day and I felt like it was time to leave this world but I came home and hearing this I felt like I'm not alone so thank you so much💕
you belong here and will always be welcomed
I genuinely cried so much at the end cause of the whole speech at the end and what he was saying is exactly how I feel and need to hear because no one else is able to help me like this has
(hug) good I love you stay strong
Me:
"imma kms"
**watches video**
Nevermind. 🧍🏽♀️
That's me😭
thank you
As a suicidal victim, I rlly love and appreciate tis it gave me comfort and the feeling of safe. I love you~ 💖
love you too
I suck with words but thank you … my last attempt is not long ago and the comfort and peace i find in you voice is helping me thru the day
I wish to always love and support you
as someone who sh, thank you. it made me cry, to hear those comforting words.
forever always
@@EthernalYami it really means the world
i feel practically invisble at this point and i'm glad this kind of video is out their. it's probably really weird to admit to but even if you don't me the comfort still feels real and i'm infinitley grateful for you.
you are wanted and loved here
Noooo don’t be sad. Here *gives spare serotonin* Ethernal Yami, you are an amazing person. Now I am pretty new to this channel but so far you are amazing. You have my full support. Thank you for everything ☺️
I will take all you have to offer
I just wanted to say thank you yami for actually caring abt us we love you #foreveralways
for ever always jada
oml I just got to the end! Yami I’m so sorry you’ve felt that way! We are all here for you and we love u mwah
awe thank you
The way he said I love you with so much sincerity and feelings it has the power of making a lot of people feel better. Thank you for tht 💞
always no matter what
@@EthernalYami ❤️
oh my god… i’ve never heard such a personal and emotional asmr… i was thinking of attempting again and therapy hasn’t worked but… i don’t think i can anymore after hearing this. this brought me to tears. …thank you.
Same, but I can't do therapy, I'm 11....so my parents will ask things..... They don't believe in depression, anxiety, anxiety attacks... All that stuff.... So I'm struggling alot.....
this was so realistic I felt like I was there when all this happened .and it's not fair you made me cry 😭💔
(hug) I hope I can make you smile at least
I listen to these kind of videos for comfort. This video is pretty much what I needed to listen to because I have had to go through suicidal attempts and self h@rm so for me this video is perfect.
(hug) little bear I am here for yoy
I love you so much, I’ve struggled so much with suicidal thoughts and combined with my cousin dealing with this a Ed . This helps so much and makes me feel better about how I can handle it and make it easier to deal with
I love you too please stay strong (hug)
I've just found this channel and I adore it, your acting is so amazing and your voice is so gentle and pleasant! Thank you so much for the amazing work! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Gosh, my heart dropped when he found the listener in the bathroom... 😭
awe thank you so much and so did mine - this audio was really close to home
Ahh your audios are so comforting tysm for all the audios that you've madee😭♡
you are welcome I hope I can continue to bring you comfort
This video was so raw. It had me caught up in powerful past emotions.
All I can say is thank you for your kind words, and support. I felt so loved during your outro, and know I/we love you too.
We tied today
Me:III
Yami: IIII
Tie: IIIII
And congrats on 14k!!
thank you so much
Thank you so much for what you said after the actual audio ended. Thank you ❤❤❤
always
I can’t believe I just listened to this a day this was uploaded and now for the nth time.. I am again, listening to this. Thank you, thank you a lot. You’re a blessing❤️
always someday I will do more when the time is right
IDK why but this touches my heart
awe i am proud
@@EthernalYami (◠‿◕)
I love this because people don’t care anymore who dies they want to be the last people alive.Thx for doing this every one needs this.
As someone who is quite young, i do appreciate this. especially the message at the end. i will always come back to your audios for comfort. thank you (hug)
and they will always be here for you
This is perfect for comfort! And your explanation is so perfect!
thank you
Hi. I am happy you were strong enough to survive. You always put your entire heart in your audios. Hopefully you have a wonderful day!!😊❤❤
awe thank you so much
I needed to cry. My life has been getting worse. I have no one to talk to about this. This is the only closure I have. Thank you so much. Im starting to feel nothing. So thank you for everything you have done for me in this video.
(wrap my arms around you) I am here will you
@@EthernalYami Thank you I needed that (hugs back crying)
As someone Who has had these thought's for 5 years i think, i really really find comfort in this audio. Thank you Yami :D
any time for ever always
@@EthernalYami thanks for saving my favorite person in this world, i know its a bit of time ago, but if it wernt for you she would probaly not have been here today to love and seport me.
Fr started crying with the outro because as the therapist friend I have no one to talk to because everyone automatically thinks I'm fine and that I'm ok and I use these audios as help because I feel like it's real and that people actually care and that I'm not actually as worthless as I think I am and I do lean on these audios and I appreciate all these creators including you for making my free therapy ♡
Daily reminder!!
Take care of yourself
And
I luv you
Hope you have a great day!!
But if you have a bad day..stay strong and hopefully things get better
You take care of yourself too Vanna❤
@@sunflowerserene :3
Take care yourself too Vanna ^^ ❤️
Hope you have a great day too :3 (hugs)
@@Equlqunsisシ ^^♡♡
@@Vanniemarsh69
as a person who has tons of suicidal thoughts this really helped thank you 🖤
I will always be here my account this video my community
I vent. Just not out loud. But to anyone going through this you are amazing and strong and I am very proud you are still here with us today.
same
As someone who has suffered suicidal events and thoughts and depression this was very comforting to me from my past I’ve gotten better though just keep going and don’t do it okay? Keep going god will help you and save you I promise!
Heyyy, how are youuuuuu :))
PROUD OF UUU
@@blutschatten_wildcraft im good pooms
The end note
awe thank you em
@@EthernalYami ofc NOW TIME TO GO BACK TO WORK 😭
:)
Everyone deserves help, even if they act like they don't. That's what therapy is all about. No one should have to kill themselves or others because they're in pain, it's the reason the world is broken. The Best thing we can still do is help. This was an amazing video, keep going!😊🥰🤭🤗☺
I already know I'm probably gonna cry-
Awe don’t cry Phebe (hugs) :3
awe phebe darling
This really helped since I’ve been really down
but I hope everyone that is struggling with anything rn can stay strong and remember that people love you maybe even people you don’t know about
(hug) you to traveler - stay strong with me okay?
@@EthernalYami (hug) I’ll try
as someone who really struggles with my mental health, especially since school has started it makes me happy that i’ve found this channel . thank you so very much
(hug) I am proud of you for making it this far I love you
Your message at the end made me emotional and it meant a lot, it felt very genuine and heartfelt, thank you
always love stay strong I believe in you
Thank you for this audio, as someone who deals with suicidal thoughts, this helps
I promise you are not alone and never will be again
@@EthernalYami thank you
As someone who has tried to die 14 times I can say this is very nice to listen to thank you for making it (new sub added) ❤
As someone who has suicidal thoughts sometimes, this really helps! Thank you so much! This made my day better! 💖
(hug) stay strong sweet heart
@@EthernalYami Thank you a lot! Really! 🥺
I have to many burn marks on my arms and legs I'm glad you made this
I just wanna say thank you for this. I used to suffer with these thoughts a lot last year. So I just wanna say to all the people who go through this. Your so strong. I understand its a lot going through this. Things will get better eventually and stay strong. Pls go eat and drink water.
always love - I want this to be here for people who are suffering so they know they are loved and not alone