I couldn't imagine what Hwasa feels. Imagine being a target of malicious comments every single day, false rumors every month, losing a loved one, and being physically drained. I applaud her for being so strong physically and mentally.
@@thedeathnotecompany6 It broke my heart when I saw a picture of her in front of a mirror during her Tommy Hilfiger shoot and her phone case had this design on it that said, “social media seriously harms your mental health”
“Her grandma’s place is still the same.. But only she is gone..” This words hits me hardest.. and watching her sniffing her grandma’s cards and floors, i can feel her. Have a good rest, Grandma.
Her brave face is on. She is trying not to cry while seeing her grandma on videos is heartbreaking enough. Edit: Woah...did not expect the likes. Thanks. -To those who suffered the same as Hwasa, difficult it may be, sweet memories still lingers to keep you going. Fighting!
I never knew her grandma died. Sorry unnie. I was actually so devastated when my grandma died, whenever I think of her I still cry now, I cry everywhere no matter what. So it is really brave for Hwasa unnie. Halmeoni, may you rest in peace.
hi! i hope you are doing okay, i lost my grandmother last year too, i hope you cheer up soon! please remember that there are people who care for you! ❤️❤️❤️
me toooo i lost both of my grandmas :" . 4month after my grandma die (from dad) after that my other grandma (from mom) died too :" and my dad lost 2 of his siblings.
thankyouu u guys ! im a little bit okay right now and sorry for your lost too ☺️😢 i actually lost my both grandmas but other one (from dad) im not really close with her , bcause he’s in Philipines and i never saw her
I’m so sorry for your loss I lost my grandma and grandpa from my dads side in 2018 and it still hurts but just know that everything will be ok and that she’s in a better place now try to stay strong Ik it’s hard but we will get through it slowly it will take time out god knows we are strong just pray for her and recall your memories with her and it will put a smile back on your face
It really is the smell that'll get ya. A year after my granny died, I decided to move into her room since it was vacant. Going through her stuff was so surreal, but when I went to move her humidifier, I just started crying. All the oils she last used were still in there and all the memories hit me like a semitruck.
I can relate to the smelling thing a lot cus my grandmother used to have this distinctive smell. When I was really young, she used to raise me and when I was sleeping beside her, her scent would make me feel safe. Her smell is gone now but at least the memories stay:')
Same, I miss her scent, my late grandmother had this sweet scent like honey, as growing up it gives me a warm comfort for some reason. I was just praying to my late grandmother a while ago and when I opened RUclips, this video coincidentally popped out on my notifications, I guess she misses me too, this was her way letting me know that I shouldn't forgot her. I miss her so much every single day, I wish I could've been a better granddaughter to her, she was like a second mother to me.
Same. It’s equally the sentiment with my maternal grandfather. I never had the fortune of meeting my maternal grandmother and I was too young to remember anything personal of my paternal grandfather, I only have pictures my parents took of me as a baby with him (fortunately I still have my paternal grandmother) but I was really close to my maternal grandfather. He took care of my sister and I throughout our lives. He was really our second father. He had so many grandchildren yet my sister and I were his favorites. I still miss him to this day 💔 every time we walk by his room in my aunts house we can still smell his scent. His clothes remain untouched after all these years. They still have his smell so we rarely go in there in order to keep the scent intact. We go in there when we really need to be closer to him 😭
My grandma passed away just a month ago, seeing this video just broke me down. I just love my grandmother, no matter what, she always supported me. My mom didn't wanted to leave her job so we moved into her house when I was born. She was practically the mother figure in my life. I miss her a lot and it hurts even stepping into her room...
I just lost my granny too and had the memorial today. It hurts so so much, she was so dear to me we had a really really close relationship 😞 Time is our biggest enemy
i love hwasa smile i love hwasa laugh i love hwasas braveness i love hwasas way of thinking i love hwasas voice i love the way hwasa looks out for the people she loves i love the way how hwasa expresses her emotions i Love Hwasa
Who else started crying just within a few seconds watching this😭😭🌊 you can tell she wanted to cry but was holding it in, can’t imagine how Hwasa feels under her brave composed look😔😢
I lost my grandma in may 2019. I flew back home just to see her because I had a weird feeling but she died two days before I got there. She died alone. Her nurse had gone out to run an errand quickly but they assume she died peacefully. That scene of her alone in her grandma’s room is so familiar and I pray she feels better soon. It’s a very difficult loss when you had such an amazing relationship with them. I’m so sorry for her loss 💔💔
When my dad died, I wore his shirt sprayed with his cologne for days after, just crying so much my face was constantly in pain. I didn't know her grandma died but I pray she allows herself to grieve
There's so much of emptiness in the house, can feel it as my house is the same after my mother's unexpected early death this year. Cheer up Hwasa & keep your grandmother in prayers always
It’s so hard to loose someone who has been by your side. And then having to be used to them not being by your side is even worse. Not just bcuz they’re not by your side anymore but because you’ll now have to get used to something you don’t want. It’s the feeling of having no choice, or having no hope anymore. you want to solve the problem but you can’t.. you just feel...hopeless
I've been crying for hours now lets give hwasa more love respect and care for her she needs our support to fight through everything and even though the struggles she stays strong this is why we admire her she's just so perfect to me
I remember watching a clip where she was eating with her grandma and other people and they look so close and all and now finding out that she passed away breaks my heart. all love and wishes to her grandma.
I lost my grandmother 2 weeks ago, so this hits home hard. It feels so weird after their presence and warmth is gone. I had to be strong for my mother, but I really do miss her alot nowadays and its difficult to hold back tears. Sending our Hyejinie lots of love and strength, we will all get through this difficult time together.
When My Grandma died. Everything in me shut down. The most painful part is not seeing her for the last time. Not telling her how much thankful I am for her. For raising me so well. I saw her through the phone before she finally bids goodbye. And also through the phone for the last sight of her. And a year after I finally bought her a Daisy, her favorite flower.🌼
Hwasa fighting!!!! I knw exactly how u feel. I lost my grandmother in January this year and it wasn't a great start for me but what can I do God had things planned out for everyone. I accepted reality becuz I couldn't show I was crashing down from the inside becuz I needed to be strong for my older brother and my younger cousin whom are my grandmother favorite grandchildren but I never thought of it in a jealous way I accept just how i accepted that God called My grandmother to rest at ease free of pain and wonder God's Kingdom I'm sure Hwasa Grandmother is so proud of hwasa and is raining blessings down on Hwasa....Hwasa fighting🥰
Im crying here, the words that are written hit me sooo hard and I’m choking on my tears, I lost my grandpa few weeks ago and I can fully understand her feelings, my grandpa was the closest to me than my grandpa from my mother side and grandma from both sides, I can’t watch a video or a photo without crying non stop and seeing her trying to not cry is sooo heartbreaking, I still can’t believe he is gone that I still think he is alive, my heart still tells me he is alive I don’t know how to describe it, it is my first time dealing with losing someone who is this close, I never went through this situation in my whole 20 years living, may our beloved ones who left are resting In Peace, Let’s pray to meet them in heaven.
watching this makes me cry soo much. missing the one that passed away is too much to handle no words can describe how she felt because we know, she really misses her grandma. same like us, missing the one who went away first. but I heard, the best payback to the one who passed away is to stay alive. let's get stronger and be a better person. I believe, they will be happy in heaven watching you growing up! :) - I believe my dad who went away 11 years ago is happy watching me from above :)
My Grandma died 5 days before Christmas she was like the one who’s always by my side awlike she was the one who puts medal on me every graduation,she’s the one who babysits us when my parents are busy and it sucks that she didn’t even saw me on her last breath , her house isn’t the same anymore :))
I feel this pain Its 41 day , today that l lost my grandma....she didnt talk to me or even see me in her last breath, not only me but any of her grandchildren....its soo sad ...I really miss her...when I go to her place and see her room , it makes me cry and her clothes , her everything is still the same...😭😭😭
I cried when Hwasa go through her gradma's closet. We lost my Lola (Grandma) to cancer almost 15yrs now, but I think I can still remember how she smells. I had the habit of sniffing her whenever I hug her.
This makes me remember of my grandma who died when I was 3 or 4 and I remember when she was on a bed and my parent were there and some other person and I remember that she said "come closer" and I nod my head no "come closer and give me a hug" "don't be scare of me I will not do anything" I still nod my head then my parent said "come on daughter" and then I still nod my head no and then my grandma said"leave her if she don't wanna get here that's ok" then she smile at me. Man till this day I still remember this and I regret every day that I did this and cry about it like a cry baby
I lost my grandmother on my 16th birthday...it's been 5 years and i miss her each and every day passing by she was the only one i was soooo close in my family... it hurts but i'm happy that my grandma is now in peace free from bad health.❤ and i just want to say hwasa fighting stay happy because she is now in the better place🤗
Watching this, I cried again. I cry everytime a grandmother sentiment is shown on screen because of how close I was with my granny and I was the first & the only grandchild she managed to see me grow for my 24 years. She also had a distinctive smell to her clothes, because she would wash her clothes in left over rice water. And they had a fresh smell of rice to her laundry all the time to her cotton sarees. For those still struggling, grief never gets better and never smaller, instead we make more room for the grief around it.
aw man, i was only tearing up slightly during all the sad bgm and memories but when hwasa opened the wardrobe and hugged the blankets i had to pause and ugly cry.
So sweet and beautiful relationship, my heart is broken. Good rest grandma. Even already has 2 years ago, I'm sure that Hwasa miss her like the 1st day in she left this world
i can feel this. i lost my appa in early days. our family was not in a good condition when he was with us. now i feel like even if those days was not best but at least he was with us.
I feel so bad for Hwasa, she lost the grandma that was always there and really cared for her. Their relationship was really amazing and I very much adored it. Now that she’s not there she probably feels empty
I hope there is solace and comfort of the thought that after we pass away we will once again reunite with our loved ones. I lost my hero, my grandfather, last year. You can never forget the impact your loved ones actually have on you until they leave us.
I think now I can relate alot as my grandma died this weekend, this happened so sudden I don't know how to feel, happy that she is in the right place all healthy and safe or sad for not being able to meet her ever after again. The house feels so empty without her, it's like the atmosphere which was once so happy and warm is now cold and quite.
I’ve only ever told this story to a couple of people but here I go: This reminds me of my grandfather. He passed away in 2016. I still miss him every day and regret not spending as much time with him as I should’ve since he was so willing to visit us and every time he saw us, he would have the biggest smile on his face. However, like the spoiled brat I used to be, I would be downright disgusted and took advantage of his affections and kind gestures. But when he passed away, did I realized that I should’ve said thank you for everything he did for me. He loved spending time with me. When I was a kid, we would usually be in his study, & he would take his time to carefully teach me things (like about animals, his travels & journeys. He even had this huge National Geographic encyclopedia and we’d slowly read it together.) Those are the days I missed the most. And it’s days like when he’d asked for a hug but I refused to hug him and yet he was so understanding. It wasn’t until my dad had to scold & lecture me for me to give both my grandparents a hug (they lived in the country and we lived in the city, so we didn’t always visit them). So now I just look after my grandma and make sure that I treat her well, because I know that’s what my grandpa would’ve wanted. Love you grandpa and I hope you’re doing ok. I still miss you and I’m sorry I didn’t cherish the times we’ve had together but I just want to let you know that I’m also sorry for not being able to play for you when you asked me to. I’ve always felt guilty about it since that was the last night and the last time I ever saw you again. I’ve let that guilt eat me alive for years, thinking that I should’ve done it. But I’ve decided to let that guilt go and I’ll make sure to treat grandma and give her as many hugs as she wants. Take care grandpa & I love you with all my heart.
I just lost my grandma and granny last month and it’s the hardest thing to do and to deal with. But I’m glad she’s handling it well. It’s good to keep loved ones close because you never know when they will leave. And it’s good to try and be positive hope she’s doing well.
My grandma passed away in October2020 she could’ve been saved if there was immediate bed in hospital but there were COVID problems ugh I’m not gonna cryyyu
crying because her grandma loved and adored her very much. it must have been so nice to have a loving grandma. i never experience those mainly bc my grandma poured her hatred towards us, her grand children.
My grandma passed away because of Covid and honestly It still hasn’t completely hit me, sometimes I think “when quarantine is over I’m gonna go to grandma’s and...” and then remember she’s not there. I had my time to grieve but I feel bad for hwasa who had to put a smile on her face during those times
Its really tough losing someone you really care about and love the most. Its also tough seeing hwasa's face her eyes it looks like its crying inside :(( stay strong unnie
My Grandma was admitted last December 25th 2019. She died at December 29th 2019. It was hard to accept since she was the only grandma I had left but then she passed away too.
I lost my grandma last 2017 and my grandpa only last year. When they said about having a distinct scent really hits me hard. My grandma also have that kind of scent that I can still remember when I visit her and now, I can still distinctly remember that scent. I just can't smell it anymore which made me cry every time. Losing your grandparents is a different kind of pain 🥺
Oh my god. I remember when my grandpa passed away.. it was so hard and it still is. I hope Hwasa unnie will stay strong. I can’t explain how bad I feel. I’m so sorry for your loss Hwasa unnie.
my dad passed away last week, 3 days before the date of this video. i usually get teared up but not crying when it's about someone who lost their loved ones, but i felt this so bad and i cried.
This makes me cry every time I watch it. I was very close to my great grandma & she passed away when I was away as a freshman in the university. Looking back, I honestly wasn’t able to grieve properly. I never cried that time. Only now that it’s been years after did I cry. I always think something’s wrong with me. I guess my brain processes grief differently.
She is so strong! It had to be heartbreaking to lose such a wonderful warm person. To every person reading this that has lost a dear dear love one, you are so strong! So so strong! And you inspire me!
Wow, this hit me so much since I was never able to say goodbye or go to my own grandma's funeral. This brought out so many tears and memories thank you Hwasa for being brave.
I FAILED TO HOLD ON MY TEARS AND ENDEND UP CRYING AS IF IT WAS ME IN PLACE OF HWASA !!! She is indeed brave and we should appreciate that .... QUEEN SHE IS !!!!
I lost mine 2 years ago during the holidays. It was really hard for the whole family because it was only the second death we experienced after 1997 when my grandpa passed. We miss her everyday. I got her for 28 years before her passing and I cried so hard coz I was overseas during her funeral and wasn't able to come home. The only consolation was she passed before COVID 19 hit. She was already in so much pain the last year of her life due to her illness and it would've been worse and more heartbreaking to see her if she had been around this pandemic. I pray she no longer feels any pain and she's at peace wherever she is. Missing youu so much grandma!
i lost mine 6 months ago..the shock was so much at the time that i didn't cry or react.till nw am still nt able to talk abt her.and i jst came across this clip..and i'm weeping like crazy. i miss her so much. Hwasa you're such a strong woman.can't even imagine what you were going through.wish you all the happiness in the World 💜
I recently lost my grandmother, so this definitely hits home for me. I haven't been to my grandmother's house since the day of the funeral almost two months ago, but I remember toward the end of the day my aunt told me I could lie down in her room and I did for a little while. My grandmother hadn't been in the room in months due to her being placed in a nursing home just before the pandemic struck, but her smell and energy were still there. A lot of her things were still there too. My fondest memories of her were just sitting with her in the sitting area just outside of her old room. Even though her memory was bad, she and I talked about many things and sometimes I played piano for her. I also remember showing her a picture of a guy I liked and her response was, "Oh, he's handsome!" XD Lol. I guess I mention all that just to say that I wish Hwasa well as she grieves her grandmother. It's a heavy loss. Losing a grandparent is like losing someone you believed would always be there, even if you didn't get to see them as often as you would have liked. God bless her. Stay strong Hwasa! :)
today is 4 year since my mum side grandma passed away and almost 7 years since my dad side grandma passed away :( i understand how hwasa feels and why she wanted to keep as much as possible to help her remember
Tomorrow is my grandmother's 6th death anniversary and I was thinking that how I'm gonna spend my day tomorrow and when I saw this I can't stop my tears.I'm still crying.
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The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory.
true😔😥
"we'll carry on, we'll carry on, and though you're dead and gone believe me, your memory will carry on"
Ture 😢
Sad, but true 😔
DON'T TALK SUCH THINGS 😢
I couldn't imagine what Hwasa feels. Imagine being a target of malicious comments every single day, false rumors every month, losing a loved one, and being physically drained. I applaud her for being so strong physically and mentally.
@@thedeathnotecompany6 It broke my heart when I saw a picture of her in front of a mirror during her Tommy Hilfiger shoot and her phone case had this design on it that said, “social media seriously harms your mental health”
“Her grandma’s place is still the same.. But only she is gone..”
This words hits me hardest.. and watching her sniffing her grandma’s cards and floors, i can feel her. Have a good rest, Grandma.
Her brave face is on. She is trying not to cry while seeing her grandma on videos is heartbreaking enough.
Edit: Woah...did not expect the likes. Thanks.
-To those who suffered the same as Hwasa, difficult it may be, sweet memories still lingers to keep you going. Fighting!
Braver than me... i am already crying just reading the comments 😢.
@@JYYB 😢😭
i .. i expect u to not thank for the likes, some peoples minds are different , it'll make it looks like you do it only for the likes
I never knew her grandma died. Sorry unnie. I was actually so devastated when my grandma died, whenever I think of her I still cry now, I cry everywhere no matter what. So it is really brave for Hwasa unnie. Halmeoni, may you rest in peace.
When did this happen?
@@randommoo8158 ooh rip🙏
Same here... She passed away 2 years ago... But still I feel like my head is on her shoulder 🙁
@@randommoo8158 yup✨💜🙁
Que descansen en paz❤️
her grandma passed away during aya promotions😭 she couldn’t grieve properly
Oh my god that makes it even sadder.
I can't imagine the pain she must've felt being alone in that room.
It must be very sad if your a k-pop idol and your loved one just dies while a new somg releases
That's y she's look so skinny lately
That's so sad! I can't imagine how she feels that time
We need more people like HWASA in this world. She is such a talented person.
What makes it so sad is that she didn’t get to see her grandma off and didn’t get to properly grieve until after the end of year promotions.
i just lost my grandmother last year , after seeing this i cry nonstop 😭 i really miss my grandmother , and i can know how hwasa feels 😭
hi! i hope you are doing okay, i lost my grandmother last year too, i hope you cheer up soon! please remember that there are people who care for you! ❤️❤️❤️
me toooo i lost both of my grandmas :" . 4month after my grandma die (from dad) after that my other grandma (from mom) died too :" and my dad lost 2 of his siblings.
thankyouu u guys ! im a little bit okay right now and sorry for your lost too ☺️😢 i actually lost my both grandmas but other one (from dad) im not really close with her , bcause he’s in Philipines and i never saw her
I’m so sorry for your loss
I lost my grandma and grandpa from my dads side in 2018 and it still hurts but just know that everything will be ok and that she’s in a better place now try to stay strong Ik it’s hard but we will get through it slowly it will take time out god knows we are strong just pray for her and recall your memories with her and it will put a smile back on your face
I lost my mom early this year.
I'm not crying ಥ_ಥ my eyes just have waterfall system on.
Lol like that
Do you know in which episode her grandma appear?
@@MsElle-le9jl i dont know the exact episode, but i saw her on episode 269
@@Kim-e8t well thanks!
sameÓ╭╮Ò
It really is the smell that'll get ya. A year after my granny died, I decided to move into her room since it was vacant. Going through her stuff was so surreal, but when I went to move her humidifier, I just started crying. All the oils she last used were still in there and all the memories hit me like a semitruck.
I can relate to the smelling thing a lot cus my grandmother used to have this distinctive smell. When I was really young, she used to raise me and when I was sleeping beside her, her scent would make me feel safe. Her smell is gone now but at least the memories stay:')
Same, I miss her scent, my late grandmother had this sweet scent like honey, as growing up it gives me a warm comfort for some reason.
I was just praying to my late grandmother a while ago and when I opened RUclips, this video coincidentally popped out on my notifications, I guess she misses me too, this was her way letting me know that I shouldn't forgot her.
I miss her so much every single day, I wish I could've been a better granddaughter to her, she was like a second mother to me.
same! I love my grandmas scent! im planning to buy her favorite perfume☹️
Ikr.. that feeling is lingering whenever I visit my grandma home
Same. It’s equally the sentiment with my maternal grandfather. I never had the fortune of meeting my maternal grandmother and I was too young to remember anything personal of my paternal grandfather, I only have pictures my parents took of me as a baby with him (fortunately I still have my paternal grandmother) but I was really close to my maternal grandfather. He took care of my sister and I throughout our lives. He was really our second father. He had so many grandchildren yet my sister and I were his favorites. I still miss him to this day 💔 every time we walk by his room in my aunts house we can still smell his scent. His clothes remain untouched after all these years. They still have his smell so we rarely go in there in order to keep the scent intact. We go in there when we really need to be closer to him 😭
The way she just hugged the things in her grandmas wardrobe made my eyes water, stay strong Ahn hyejin, stay calm
My grandma passed away just a month ago, seeing this video just broke me down. I just love my grandmother, no matter what, she always supported me. My mom didn't wanted to leave her job so we moved into her house when I was born. She was practically the mother figure in my life. I miss her a lot and it hurts even stepping into her room...
I know exactly how you feel it hurts so much
I just lost my granny too and had the memorial today. It hurts so so much, she was so dear to me we had a really really close relationship 😞 Time is our biggest enemy
i love hwasa smile
i love hwasa laugh
i love hwasas braveness
i love hwasas way of thinking
i love hwasas voice
i love the way hwasa looks out for the people she loves
i love the way how hwasa expresses her emotions
i Love Hwasa
Who else started crying just within a few seconds watching this😭😭🌊 you can tell she wanted to cry but was holding it in, can’t imagine how Hwasa feels under her brave composed look😔😢
I lost my grandma in may 2019. I flew back home just to see her because I had a weird feeling but she died two days before I got there. She died alone. Her nurse had gone out to run an errand quickly but they assume she died peacefully. That scene of her alone in her grandma’s room is so familiar and I pray she feels better soon. It’s a very difficult loss when you had such an amazing relationship with them. I’m so sorry for her loss 💔💔
same sit
When my dad died, I wore his shirt sprayed with his cologne for days after, just crying so much my face was constantly in pain. I didn't know her grandma died but I pray she allows herself to grieve
There's so much of emptiness in the house, can feel it as my house is the same after my mother's unexpected early death this year. Cheer up Hwasa & keep your grandmother in prayers always
My condolences may her kind soul rest in peace
@@edwinababy4208 ❤️Thank You, God bless you
I love hwasa end her grandmother ..they look like bestfriend❤️
Itu neneknya kenapa?
@@krys495 meninggal 🙏
It is and*
The way they edit the video with the background song surely makes me cry more.....
True😭 do u know the title of the song
@@sabilla7522 yea i’m looking for this song too 😭 but i know the singer is zitten
@@sabilla7522 i think its 'the things that disappear' by zitten. please correct me if im wrong
@@qittofie special thanks to you for giving the name of the artist so that i could search the beautiful song ♡
It’s so hard to loose someone who has been by your side. And then having to be used to them not being by your side is even worse. Not just bcuz they’re not by your side anymore but because you’ll now have to get used to something you don’t want. It’s the feeling of having no choice, or having no hope anymore. you want to solve the problem but you can’t.. you just feel...hopeless
Cherish your family while they are still around cause once they leave there’s no getting them back
I've been crying for hours now lets give hwasa more love respect and care for her she needs our support to fight through everything and even though the struggles she stays strong this is why we admire her she's just so perfect to me
I remember watching a clip where she was eating with her grandma and other people and they look so close and all and now finding out that she passed away breaks my heart. all love and wishes to her grandma.
I lost my grandmother 2 weeks ago, so this hits home hard. It feels so weird after their presence and warmth is gone. I had to be strong for my mother, but I really do miss her alot nowadays and its difficult to hold back tears. Sending our Hyejinie lots of love and strength, we will all get through this difficult time together.
I’m sorry for your lost, you are not alone I also lost my grandparents ❤️ it gets tougher everyday but there isn’t a day we cannot face
When My Grandma died. Everything in me shut down. The most painful part is not seeing her for the last time. Not telling her how much thankful I am for her. For raising me so well.
I saw her through the phone before she finally bids goodbye. And also through the phone for the last sight of her. And a year after I finally bought her a Daisy, her favorite flower.🌼
i lost my grandma last 2019 and i can feel her grief this is really heartbreaking 😭😭
I cried so much about this. I can totally relate, we shouldn’t take our grandparents for granted. Much love to Hwa Sa and her Grandma in heaven. ❤️
The only regret that I had is I didn't apologies to my grandma before she left us:)I'm sorry grandma,I love you
No problem dear
I‘m so sorry stay strong sending prayers 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️
@@sabitobio5176 thank you stay❤ :)
Hwasa fighting!!!!
I knw exactly how u feel. I lost my grandmother in January this year and it wasn't a great start for me but what can I do God had things planned out for everyone. I accepted reality becuz I couldn't show I was crashing down from the inside becuz I needed to be strong for my older brother and my younger cousin whom are my grandmother favorite grandchildren but I never thought of it in a jealous way I accept just how i accepted that God called My grandmother to rest at ease free of pain and wonder God's Kingdom I'm sure Hwasa Grandmother is so proud of hwasa and is raining blessings down on Hwasa....Hwasa fighting🥰
Im crying here, the words that are written hit me sooo hard and I’m choking on my tears, I lost my grandpa few weeks ago and I can fully understand her feelings, my grandpa was the closest to me than my grandpa from my mother side and grandma from both sides, I can’t watch a video or a photo without crying non stop and seeing her trying to not cry is sooo heartbreaking, I still can’t believe he is gone that I still think he is alive, my heart still tells me he is alive I don’t know how to describe it, it is my first time dealing with losing someone who is this close, I never went through this situation in my whole 20 years living, may our beloved ones who left are resting In Peace, Let’s pray to meet them in heaven.
I'm crying even more, now that there's subs 😭
When she hugged the clothes in the wardrobe, I lost it T_T
aww Hwasa 😭 don't worry, your grandma is always beside you
I'm thankful she shared this moment, cause everyone who's experienced loss can definitely relate.
watching this makes me cry soo much.
missing the one that passed away is too much to handle
no words can describe how she felt because we know, she really misses her grandma.
same like us, missing the one who went away first.
but I heard, the best payback to the one who passed away is to stay alive.
let's get stronger and be a better person. I believe, they will be happy in heaven watching you growing up! :)
- I believe my dad who went away 11 years ago is happy watching me from above :)
I love how the host makes her laugh and make her forget about the sadness 😢
My Grandma died 5 days before Christmas she was like the one who’s always by my side awlike she was the one who puts medal on me every graduation,she’s the one who babysits us when my parents are busy and it sucks that she didn’t even saw me on her last breath , her house isn’t the same anymore :))
Rest in peace😔
I feel this pain
Its 41 day , today that l lost my grandma....she didnt talk to me or even see me in her last breath, not only me but any of her grandchildren....its soo sad ...I really miss her...when I go to her place and see her room , it makes me cry and her clothes , her everything is still the same...😭😭😭
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I cried when Hwasa go through her gradma's closet. We lost my Lola (Grandma) to cancer almost 15yrs now, but I think I can still remember how she smells. I had the habit of sniffing her whenever I hug her.
she is strong , I know what it feels when u losing someone , I respect her
Behind a strong aura/face there is a smooth spot.
grandma’s love to their grandchilds is so pure. it must be a big lost for hwasa
This makes me remember of my grandma who died when I was 3 or 4 and I remember when she was on a bed and my parent were there and some other person and I remember that she said "come closer" and I nod my head no "come closer and give me a hug" "don't be scare of me I will not do anything" I still nod my head then my parent said "come on daughter" and then I still nod my head no and then my grandma said"leave her if she don't wanna get here that's ok" then she smile at me. Man till this day I still remember this and I regret every day that I did this and cry about it like a cry baby
I'm crying. I really miss my grandma she's also in heaven now
I'm sorry , she'll always be there with you and look for you from heaven sweetie. Sending you virtual hugs ❤
hwasa's grandma spirit is with her at all times. she's never alone!
I lost my grandmother on my 16th birthday...it's been 5 years and i miss her each and every day passing by she was the only one i was soooo close in my family... it hurts but i'm happy that my grandma is now in peace free from bad health.❤ and i just want to say hwasa fighting stay happy because she is now in the better place🤗
Watching this, I cried again. I cry everytime a grandmother sentiment is shown on screen because of how close I was with my granny and I was the first & the only grandchild she managed to see me grow for my 24 years.
She also had a distinctive smell to her clothes, because she would wash her clothes in left over rice water. And they had a fresh smell of rice to her laundry all the time to her cotton sarees.
For those still struggling, grief never gets better and never smaller, instead we make more room for the grief around it.
It really hurts when you lose your loved ones. Cause it's longer Home anymore without them. I miss my grandparents too
aw man, i was only tearing up slightly during all the sad bgm and memories but when hwasa opened the wardrobe and hugged the blankets i had to pause and ugly cry.
So sweet and beautiful relationship, my heart is broken. Good rest grandma. Even already has 2 years ago, I'm sure that Hwasa miss her like the 1st day in she left this world
i just lost my grandma this february 15 and watching this really hurts a lot
ik we dont know each other but pls stay strong even your grandma wants you to smile and happy always 😔❤
Aw I've lost mine on the 18 of february so I know how you feel=(
i can feel this. i lost my appa in early days. our family was not in a good condition when he was with us. now i feel like even if those days was not best but at least he was with us.
I dont know about her too much but Hwasa without the make up, and all the fierce facade that she puts up, seems like a really sweet girl
I feel so bad for Hwasa, she lost the grandma that was always there and really cared for her. Their relationship was really amazing and I very much adored it. Now that she’s not there she probably feels empty
RIP to Hwasa’s granny. Her putting on a brave face was so heartbreaking to watch.
My grandma was randomly on my mind today and coming across this video just makes me miss her more.
I hope there is solace and comfort of the thought that after we pass away we will once again reunite with our loved ones. I lost my hero, my grandfather, last year. You can never forget the impact your loved ones actually have on you until they leave us.
losing a loved one isn’t a easy process hwasa is really a strong person. I wouldn’t be able to hold my tears back 💜
I think now I can relate alot as my grandma died this weekend, this happened so sudden I don't know how to feel, happy that she is in the right place all healthy and safe or sad for not being able to meet her ever after again. The house feels so empty without her, it's like the atmosphere which was once so happy and warm is now cold and quite.
I’ve only ever told this story to a couple of people but here I go:
This reminds me of my grandfather. He passed away in 2016. I still miss him every day and regret not spending as much time with him as I should’ve since he was so willing to visit us and every time he saw us, he would have the biggest smile on his face. However, like the spoiled brat I used to be, I would be downright disgusted and took advantage of his affections and kind gestures. But when he passed away, did I realized that I should’ve said thank you for everything he did for me.
He loved spending time with me. When I was a kid, we would usually be in his study, & he would take his time to carefully teach me things (like about animals, his travels & journeys. He even had this huge National Geographic encyclopedia and we’d slowly read it together.)
Those are the days I missed the most. And it’s days like when he’d asked for a hug but I refused to hug him and yet he was so understanding. It wasn’t until my dad had to scold & lecture me for me to give both my grandparents a hug (they lived in the country and we lived in the city, so we didn’t always visit them). So now I just look after my grandma and make sure that I treat her well, because I know that’s what my grandpa would’ve wanted.
Love you grandpa and I hope you’re doing ok. I still miss you and I’m sorry I didn’t cherish the times we’ve had together but I just want to let you know that I’m also sorry for not being able to play for you when you asked me to. I’ve always felt guilty about it since that was the last night and the last time I ever saw you again. I’ve let that guilt eat me alive for years, thinking that I should’ve done it. But I’ve decided to let that guilt go and I’ll make sure to treat grandma and give her as many hugs as she wants. Take care grandpa & I love you with all my heart.
I have such a soft spot for old people I felt so sad for hwasa her grandma was so sweet and caring,stay strong hwasa we love you!
I can relate too , It hurt when the flashback memory came . I miss touching her hand.
I just lost my grandma and granny last month and it’s the hardest thing to do and to deal with. But I’m glad she’s handling it well. It’s good to keep loved ones close because you never know when they will leave. And it’s good to try and be positive hope she’s doing well.
I am trying to not cry, this is so sad! My heart hurts for her :(
My deepest condolences to Hwasa and her family and loved ones. I hope they’re doing okay.
May her lovely grandmother Rest In Peace.
She had such a beautiful relationship with her grandma 😭 Hwasa is so strong ❤️
My grandma passed away in October2020 she could’ve been saved if there was immediate bed in hospital but there were COVID problems ugh I’m not gonna cryyyu
crying because her grandma loved and adored her very much. it must have been so nice to have a loving grandma. i never experience those mainly bc my grandma poured her hatred towards us, her grand children.
My grandma passed away because of Covid and honestly It still hasn’t completely hit me, sometimes I think “when quarantine is over I’m gonna go to grandma’s and...” and then remember she’s not there.
I had my time to grieve but I feel bad for hwasa who had to put a smile on her face during those times
Her love for her grandma can be seen easily its so pure
This was soo good to see her in her moments with her dad and her memories with her grandmother, beautiful relationship thank you made me cry
First time seeing Hwasa’s hands with such short nails🥲🥲 It showed how Hwasa respects her dearest grandma
Its really tough losing someone you really care about and love the most. Its also tough seeing hwasa's face her eyes it looks like its crying inside :(( stay strong unnie
My Grandma was admitted last December 25th 2019. She died at December 29th 2019. It was hard to accept since she was the only grandma I had left but then she passed away too.
I lost my grandma last 2017 and my grandpa only last year. When they said about having a distinct scent really hits me hard. My grandma also have that kind of scent that I can still remember when I visit her and now, I can still distinctly remember that scent. I just can't smell it anymore which made me cry every time.
Losing your grandparents is a different kind of pain 🥺
Oh my god. I remember when my grandpa passed away.. it was so hard and it still is. I hope Hwasa unnie will stay strong. I can’t explain how bad I feel. I’m so sorry for your loss Hwasa unnie.
my dad passed away last week, 3 days before the date of this video. i usually get teared up but not crying when it's about someone who lost their loved ones, but i felt this so bad and i cried.
I will do same that way. I missed my grandma since she passed away. Sometime I had dream of her smile with her sweet heart.
This one makes me cried so bad. Hope all of us will have great moments beside who we love
This makes me cry every time I watch it. I was very close to my great grandma & she passed away when I was away as a freshman in the university. Looking back, I honestly wasn’t able to grieve properly. I never cried that time. Only now that it’s been years after did I cry. I always think something’s wrong with me. I guess my brain processes grief differently.
She is so strong! It had to be heartbreaking to lose such a wonderful warm person. To every person reading this that has lost a dear dear love one, you are so strong! So so strong! And you inspire me!
you can feel it, the way she laugh the way she try to be strong with that expression. The pain and longing, its right there.
I could be wrong, but i feel that a relationship with grandparents would be one of the warmest feelings you can get
Wow, this hit me so much since I was never able to say goodbye or go to my own grandma's funeral. This brought out so many tears and memories thank you Hwasa for being brave.
This never fails to make me cry😢
Watching this makes me cry 😭 I lost my grandmother a year ago.. and now I live in her house.. sometimes I thought she'll come back and live with me 😢
Im crying right now i love you hwasa
I miss my grandma... I don't have anything that i can smell now.. Just have memories... It's 1:38am.. Being sentimental...
Hwasa you are so strong :(
I lost my grandma lost year, this video makes me cry so badly. I miss her so much, Rest In Peace Hwasa’s grandma. I miss mine so much....
I FAILED TO HOLD ON MY TEARS AND ENDEND UP CRYING AS IF IT WAS ME IN PLACE OF HWASA !!!
She is indeed brave and we should appreciate that .... QUEEN SHE IS !!!!
I lost mine 2 years ago during the holidays. It was really hard for the whole family because it was only the second death we experienced after 1997 when my grandpa passed. We miss her everyday. I got her for 28 years before her passing and I cried so hard coz I was overseas during her funeral and wasn't able to come home. The only consolation was she passed before COVID 19 hit. She was already in so much pain the last year of her life due to her illness and it would've been worse and more heartbreaking to see her if she had been around this pandemic. I pray she no longer feels any pain and she's at peace wherever she is. Missing youu so much grandma!
i lost mine 6 months ago..the shock was so much at the time that i didn't cry or react.till nw am still nt able to talk abt her.and i jst came across this clip..and i'm weeping like crazy. i miss her so much. Hwasa you're such a strong woman.can't even imagine what you were going through.wish you all the happiness in the World 💜
I recently lost my grandmother, so this definitely hits home for me. I haven't been to my grandmother's house since the day of the funeral almost two months ago, but I remember toward the end of the day my aunt told me I could lie down in her room and I did for a little while. My grandmother hadn't been in the room in months due to her being placed in a nursing home just before the pandemic struck, but her smell and energy were still there. A lot of her things were still there too. My fondest memories of her were just sitting with her in the sitting area just outside of her old room. Even though her memory was bad, she and I talked about many things and sometimes I played piano for her. I also remember showing her a picture of a guy I liked and her response was, "Oh, he's handsome!" XD Lol. I guess I mention all that just to say that I wish Hwasa well as she grieves her grandmother. It's a heavy loss. Losing a grandparent is like losing someone you believed would always be there, even if you didn't get to see them as often as you would have liked. God bless her. Stay strong Hwasa! :)
No because, I'm actually tearing up while my grandma is still alive.
gosh I really wasn’t expecting to cry today! 😭I really hope Hwasa and her family are doing well & remaining strong 🙏🏼
today is 4 year since my mum side grandma passed away and almost 7 years since my dad side grandma passed away :(
i understand how hwasa feels and why she wanted to keep as much as possible to help her remember
Tomorrow is my grandmother's 6th death anniversary and I was thinking that how I'm gonna spend my day tomorrow and when I saw this I can't stop my tears.I'm still crying.
Park Narae couldn't control her tears, and i remember she's close to her grandparents too