The subject of suicide is one of the constant voices of my inner chatter. Sometimes just knowing that option is available is a relief; my religious convictions have kept me doing anything.
Lizzie, I appreciate your transparency. I was suicidal about a month ago, but God was the still small voice telling me not to walk out into the street. I'm praying for you. May you always feel the love of God.
Unfortunately I lost my brother a month ago - bipolar and suicide. Please take care of yourself. Your family and friends love you more than you can ever understand Lizzie.
Lizzie you are very brave for sharing this. Thank you. Depression can come on like a thick cloud of darkness and it's hard to remember that God is right there with us. He is the beginning and the end. The alpha and the omega. God bless.
During my last depression episode I had the most sever suicidal and self harming feeling I've had... ever. Thankfully I had my friend's and family with me at all times, as I asked not to be alone. I'm dreading the next episode.
very brave for posting this video always remember it's your own brain making you think you are sick every one has a reason to be here we all can make changes never forget it's a feeling it's up to you too get better god is good
I was diagnosed with Type II “light” seven years ago. A few years after being diagnosed and dealing with some very significant life changes, my then-wife told me that she never would have married me if she knew I could ever develop depression or become depressed. Rather, she needs someone who is her “rock” and never falters under the weight of the challenges which life brings to us all at some point. I’ve learned that there are very few people in life you can actually count on when you’re hurting.
so brave of you for sharing. i'm proud of you. as a sufferer of bpII, i truly understand the plight. I forgot so much...and even perception is skewed. You have taken a step further than me by overcoming your feelings to make the video. *hug* Stay strong.
Thank you. Its so important to be able to analyze what you are going through rather than being a rudderless in the waves of emotion . Im glad these videos help you with achieve this and maybe help other people.
I found you on YT randomly and I am extremely grateful you are in this workd making these videos for all of us out here. Thanks for keeping me company during this tough time in my life dealing with depression. Keep inspiring others in your transparency, genuineness, and love.
Lizzie, you are do brave and I'm so thankful for this video and you talking about these issues! It has helped my boyfriend understand my depression, and I'm so happy you can put this out there to help people, stay strong x
Another thing that’s important to realize is that bipolar can be overlooked as a diagnosis. I’ve been diagnosed with depression and have been put on meds that have made me manic for 3 years without realizing it. If antidepressants aren’t working or are making you manic, you may need to be on a mood stabilizer.
I lost my dad last year, 5 days before my birthday. But my depression started years before, I can't tell you how much it hurt going thru self depression, watching any video just to see I was not the only one in the world feeling this. Depression and losing Superman. A year later, there are still times "flash Backs" how low I felt of myself. What stopped me from Suicide? I asked myself, Do you love yourself. Why does it seem everyone else loves you more then you love yourself? This is not a fix all, but maybe a help in the right direction
hey liz im actualy being diagnosed as bipolar type 2 at this very time period by my hospital physchiatrist this is truly a whole new world for me after my diagnosis was only depression for years
I'm 41 and haven't really excepted that I'm bipolar,anyway, I'm blown away at how smart you are about this. I'm totally suicidal. The only thing is that I don't have any friends anymore because of my expolsive ways. Any I'm hooked on meth because my husband is too and so it's even harder to find people to understand this. But watching your videos has helped. I also have a hard time with God and feel resentments at him since I went to two kids funerals I hate him. But my point is you hit the hammer on the nail in your explanation of the way I feel. I'm going to make another doctors appointment and hope I actually go. Thank you for your time. Please keep making these videos. Darman Clement, CPC East Bay
Hey, I know this is a late response, but stay strong. Call 800 273 8255 (suicide hotline) if you're contemplating suicide. also, I think finding a psychiatrist to prescribe medication, and finding a psychologist (specialized in suicide/depression) to get therapy will help you with your suicidal thoughts, bipolar, and drug addiction. I'm praying for you.
My friend wanted to end her life a few years back, she had just left an abuse relationship, and I begged her not to. I told her that we're in this together. That I'm not leaving her, and she can't leave me either. Over the last few months, my life started to fall apart right in front of me. It got really bad after my fiancé left me. And the plan was to end it. Just walk away from all the pain. My friend reminded me of the promise I made her. She told me that I'm supposed to be there for her for everything, and that if I go, she goes.
Damn, I never seen you cry before. It hurts to see you cry, you don't deserve it. Please stay away from those voices, if there's one person that you really reach out to, it's me. I don't want to lose you.
I'm not sure if I should watch this because of my brother. He socially isolated himself, I wish I got to know him better. When we did talk, he was always negative? I love you though, Lizzie, I've been watching your channel since you started at Pepperdine. I just have a poor memory anyway. I can't remember what I do, I keep a diary to remember stuff I really want to remember. I write it on my good days. It's usually just all a blur to me. We have group therapy, and we have to say what we've been doing, sometimes I have to write down what I've been doing to have something to say. I have to miss this week, I have a dental appointment. I live week to week, group is every other week. I know something is wrong, I quit brushing my teeth for awhile, nobody knows that. I text D. from group, he's a good guy. He doesn't have a mental illness, he has aspergers syndrome. He's hard to talk to over the phone. I'm really glad you got help. My brother didn't get help. I'm getting lunch with my uncle tomorrow. He makes sure I can get something vegetarian. I'm on really good medication. My doctor never changes it, because they work. I'm on one so I don't hear the voices. I've been on Depakote for a really long time. I wonder what the statistic is for suicide. How many of us know a person that committed suicide? I'm on Depakote and clozapine. That reminds me I need a Depakote level. I may have read A Purpose Driven Life? I have a nurse that comes in the morning, and sets out my meds, and I have to take them every night. Sorry, this was so long. I'm so lucky to have insurance. My dad pays for my dental work, because my insurance doesn't cover it. My grandpa was a dentist. We have this place called NetCare Access. It's a place you do not want to have to go. I could go on and on about this.
Michelle Sunshinestar i hope God will heal you and I will pray for you you should pray to , you seem such a honest , nice and good person be allways positive , you will se whan you will feel better you will regret not being positive before , it helps you a lot God bless your life , heart, soul and mind 😚
I accomplished a very good state of mind and I was harnessing my thoughts very well then I woke up tired,numb,sad, angry and tortured everything became pointless.i think you described the numbness I felt with being under water. It was strange because it just comes out of the blue and robs me of everything.I always have to tell someone because it gives me a panic attack knowing what I could do in that moment.its almost like a psychosis for me.
I had a best friend commit suicide when I was in tenth-grade. I wrote a terrible essay called Four Way to Suicide to express my emotional scarring from my best friend committing suicide. I blamed myself for his death for three years after he died. I tried to find a bright side to my best friend committing suicide during my senior year when I wrote my true friendship essay. I draw from everything my best friend who committed suicide taught me about life. I recently wrote an essay for my college English class about how my best friends suicide motivated me to succeed in achieving my career goal regardless of the obstacles life throws at me. I broke out of my shell when I started my new job and make new friends to talk to about my emotional stress about my best friend's suicide.
I can really relate to people denying the symptoms. I appear to be someone who has it all together, but I struggle hard with bipolar disorder. It’s hard for them to believe me because they see my smile on the outside when I’m fighting to get through the moment inside
I especially love your "long" outro - you radiate such warmth in it! I guarantee God has given you the mission and gifts to help people know how loved and worthwhile they truly are, and so that they can spread this love to others.
I've dealt with depression and anxiety for almost 14 years. It started when a friend of mine died when I was just a kid and I realized OMG someone my age, someone younger than me can actually die and this filled me with anxiety and my body and mind just got really used to being in that anxious state. It was constant for a long time but now its become a stress response. The thing that has helped me the most with the strain that has put on my self worth and how depressed it makes me when I'm in that anxious state is remembering the grief and shock and pain of losing my friend and realizing that no matter what I would never want to put y family and my friends through what I have been through
I have bipolar 1 and just started taking lithium.... it obliterated my depression. I believe I am one of the excellent responders. It's almost like its totally gone. This is definitely a brain problem. I was on the edge of ending it all, but there is hope. There Will be painful times for all of us bipolars but we will find something that helps.
all i remember from my old depression was music, sleep, knives to my neck, and a cup of bleach. i almost drank it. then i told myself that i just needed sleep
Oh sweet Lizzie , I am so sad that you had to go through this , no one deserves to feel this way .. but believe me when I say that I truly believe that God has a reason for everything even when we don't understand and maybe this happened to teach you something about you or to make you realize how strong you are and how you can conquer anything through Jesus ! I love you brave girl❤
I can relate 10000000% this is the second video i seen of you talkking bout these feeling and i know them all sooo well.. I refuse to see doctors for this tho. I want to walk it on my own maybe have my friends and family on my side
I know it's a little late but I'm so glad I found you. I haven't been to any counseling or anything but I have had suicidal thoughts and one attempt...
I can feel you dear even i been through this situations suffering this since 2012 .I went to the psychiatrics class Counselling all this stuffs .. even i still having all this suicidal thoughts .. Thnks for sharing ur story dear # i love you
Thank you a lot Lizzie. Ive been diagnosed with type 2. Life has been horrible since my first major depressive episode a few months ago. But your videos have helped me understand this illness more! Great videos. Thank you.
I will be praying for you! You are covered by the blood of Christ! I pray that all these bad spirits go to dry places! That you be filled with the Holy Spirit!! You are a child of God he will set you free of these demons try to hold you down!! You will be the woman of God he wants you to be! He is with you he is walking with you! He will never leave you or forsake you!!!
Thats pretty nice - your are such a blessing ! i love that you are talking about yourself - Its very important that you do this ! And its something that you didnt do for a while - You are deep into the catholic topics and very enthauastic in it - i hope and pray that you dont push away the dark side - and whats going on - inside of you - and that you dont show us JUST the sweety candy side of you - I hope that you are feeling fine and that you are doing good - but be honest to your self - these days - just for a while and look deep inside of you and ask yourself - its ok to show US on YT JUST what YOU want to share - you daont have to share dark times with us ! BUT you have to handel them if they are about to come ! Please Lizzy ..... be always good to yourself - and dont push away the dark side IF they are coming ! LIFE with them ! Dont FEAR the DARKSIDE and DONT RUN away ! DONT HIDE ! FACE IT ! AGAIN LIZZY ! YOU DONT HAVE TO SHARE IT WITH US ON YT BUT YOU HAVE TO SHRE IT WITH YOURSELF AND THE LORD ALLMIGHTY ! DONT SCREW YOURSELF UP ! IT IS POSSIBLE THAT DEPRESSION & SUICIDALS ARE COMING BACK SOME DAY - THAT THE DRAKNESS COMES AROUDN - PLEASE ! ! ! ! ! ! !! DONT PÜUSH IT AWAY OR BE ASHAMED OF IT WHEN DARKNESS COMES ! DONT HIDE IT - DONT PUSH IT AWAY ! IF YOU PUSH IT AWAY ! ISHE WILL COME BACK MUCH WORSE! FACE IOT WHEN IT COMES ! MAKE THAT PROMISE TO YOURSELF AND TO GOD PLEASE LIZZY ! DONT LIE TO YURSELD ! WHEN THIS SHIT COMES UP AGAIN SOMEDAY OR IF ITS ALLREADY GOING ON AND YOU ARE ALONE IN IT ! ! ! ! FACE IT AND DONT BE AFRAID OR ASHAMEND ! ! ! ! ! WHEN SHE [DEPRESSION] COMES AROUND THAN SHE COMES AROUND ! AND SHE WANTS TO "TALK" WITH YOU ! PROMISE THIS TO YOURSELF ! DONT PUSH IT AWAY ! YOU ARE TO PRECOIUS AND TO IMPORTANT - SO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND DONT BLOCK & PUSH THESE THINGS AWAY IF THE SHIT COMES AROUND ! I WLL PRAY FOR YOU ! THERES NO REASON TO FEEL ASHAMED WHEN THIS CRAP STREIKES YOU ONCE AGAIN ! ITS OK WHEN THE DARKNESS HITS YOU ! ITS OK IF SOMEDAY DEPRESSION OR SUICIDETHOUGTS ARE COM;NG BACK - FACE IT WHEN IT STARTS ! PROMISE THIS TO YOURSELF AND GOD ! DONT HIDE IT ! IF IT SCREWS YOU UP AGAIN SOMEDAY - THAN BE SCREWED ! IF YOU BREAK DOWN ! GO DOWN ! STAY DOWN AND REST A WHILE - AS LONG AS IT TAKES ! TAKE YOUR TIME WHEN IT COME ALONG ! BE BLESSED
you are a strong person I had depression for 5 years and their was a point we're I couldn't deal with it and I took a bottle of pills and drank it all but thanks to God I didn't die I'm here to tell u god put us here for a purpose and we have to complete that purpose
I've been down for the past like two or three months now, I have suicidal thoughts but I know that I would never ever act upon any of them because I need to live for others, anyways, I always talk to my best friend but lately I've been doing nothing but being negative and it was getting her down too so I haven't talked to her in the past few days, I've been so lonely without her but I want to protect her and I can't put on my normal happy act around her, it's just not possible, I want to talk to her again but I can't let myself be negative around her, its so complicated, anyways, great video, love you
i would like to die but i'm not strong enough and i know my mom thinks it must be the worst thing to see her child die, i understood her message. and just sometimes i feel like waiting for the future and sometimes just no caring at all
Damn, my heart shattered when you were crying. You don't deserve it. But I think God put you through this for a reason, and I think that reason is to save the lives of dozens, maybe hundreds of suicidals. You're special Lizzie, thank you for sharing this.
Thank you!! You are so so so BRAVE ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹. You are helping so many people. I have 2 loved ones going through this. I can not thank you enough!!
The devil particularly goes after some souls I believe , because he can see by their DNA or constitutions and by observations he makes that they would be a threat to him
Thank you for sharing Lizzie, may God bless and guide everyone who struggles and the whole world. Life is the most beatiful gift, we just can't even understand how great it is. Everyone needs to act according God's will, not according to personal feelings. God wants us to be the best version of us, so people, trust Him, not yourself. Be a saint.
i was deppressed since childhood ,but i ddnt know till i started being a medical student n it all make sense now ,im still depressed plus social anxiety but some days r better than others and what keeps me going is all will b well 1da ,little hope n faith helps a lot...
Hi Lizzie, You’re beautiful 😘 Please stay strong 💪🏼 Matthew 6:26 26 Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of MORE VALUE than they? You’re worth Jesus’s sacrifice 😘 Proverbs 31:25. "She is clothed with strength and dignity and she laughs without fear of the future." Proverbs 11:16 "A gracious woman gains respect, but ruthless men gain only wealth." Proverbs 31:26 "When she speaks, her words are wise, and she gives instructions with kindness." 1 Timothy 3:11 11 In the same way, the women are to be worthy of respect, not malicious talkers but temperate and trustworthy in everything. I too have suffered great loss through suicides. 😢 It has scarred our family for years.😔
all my life i have second guess my decisions. whenever i put my mind to do something. it feels so right and im 100% sure i will do it and finish it. next day or few days or weeks layer that decision makes me feel so awful and i cant see how in the world i could ever do that to myself. and it can be something good for me but i just change my mood so fast
It's really cool how you had so many friends/a support system. Unfortunately I don't have that so I feel like dealing with my mental health is really hard cuz I have no one. :( (Outside of God. But it still feels lonely.)
I havent done it yet because im to afraid tonhalfass and paralize my self so the people im trying to avoid have to take care of me...ibe been thinking about it
I love my family but they hate me i leave them now then i know for sure im never gonna hear from them again....the voices we hear are just angry throughs
I get the voices thing. This morning on the way to work. I kept feeling like I needed to speed up and crash into a tree. This kind of stuff happens to me all the time.
The courtroom of the mind. "Guilty! You're not good enough, you're worthless, it's meaningless, no one will love you, you have no friends, ... etc." Our own minds betray us. Man is truly depraved and lost. My good Air Force buddy has some major bouts of depression and he got some clinical help. On occasion he takes medication to help him through those moments. Heck, I have suicidal thoughts frequently as well ... I imagine most people do and would be surprised if it's not the case. Life is truly difficult.
i am suffering to from bipolar depression every day i live win indorable pain , i cant believe this .i decided to suicide but every day i delay it i may do it the next month
The Last Night is one of my favorite songs from them. I saw them three times, and they performed really well. They are going to play in Los Angeles in March, but I will not go because there will be more concerts in March, and I will decide which ones I will go, and which ones I will miss. Also, God bless Lizzie. I have been praying for her in awhile, and I am not giving up on her. She is an amazing person. I love her. 😢
Thank you so soo much for praying for me. God is working intensely in me, go read my recent tweets, I am so so grateful. I explained all the interventions and it is amazing so many time I just FEEL so strongly that someone is praying for me because of my mind and how I am healing in my relationship with God and I am sure that you are one of those times.
That reminds me. My friend M. always says he doesn't feel well. He goes to a psychiatrist and a primary care physician. We don't know what is wrong, he doesn't know what's wrong. Where I live we have NetCare access. That's a place you do not want to go, but it's an option. If you do get admitted to the hospital have your family get your keys and anything valuable, like a wedding ring. It's sad but my wedding ring was stolen while I was in the hospital. I set it on the night stand and the next day it was gone. They were sarcastic about it: "Where's your wedding ring?". I just wanted to cry. Also half the people in the hospital don't know their name. They will go into your room, and you have to tell them, this is not your room. Also bring clothing you do not care about, because it will get mixed up at the hospital, other people with take your clothing. I had a stuffed animal and it would disappear and then reappear the next day, it was strange.
please don't say that changing your thought process won't help, it can. Some people aren't able to get medication, some don't want it and prefer natural healing of the mind/body, for some people, it's against their religion. So please don't say that there is no other way to be okay than through pills, might give people the wrong idea you know?? love you💜💜
♥♥♥ stay strong and make sure to take care of your physical health, that will help you the most. you are valuable and so loved, more than you know. always remember if you ever feel really suicidal to stay alive a little longer for all those people who love you and know you and all the people you haven't even met yet who will be this amazing part of your life and become so intertwined with your soul. Your future is bright. Just believe in it and keep being gentle with how you think of yourself. I love you!
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Lizzie, I can not imagine this world without you. You are the light.
I wish I had a friend like you.
Omg i was thinkin the same thing about her...
Listening to this made me wish I had friends.
The subject of suicide is one of the constant voices of my inner chatter. Sometimes just knowing that option is available is a relief; my religious convictions have kept me doing anything.
Yes, I always feel like if things get even worse I can just kill myself and it will be over.
Lizzie, I appreciate your transparency. I was suicidal about a month ago, but God was the still small voice telling me not to walk out into the street. I'm praying for you. May you always feel the love of God.
You are a beautiful a person. thank you for sharing your story.
Unfortunately I lost my brother a month ago - bipolar and suicide. Please take care of yourself. Your family and friends love you more than you can ever understand Lizzie.
Lizzie you are very brave for sharing this. Thank you. Depression can come on like a thick cloud of darkness and it's hard to remember that God is right there with us. He is the beginning and the end. The alpha and the omega. God bless.
timetraveler4000 God’s the one who allowed her to have that illness. 🤔
My psychiatrist doesn't understand how I can go from happy to suicidal within minuets. She's not great to be fair.
During my last depression episode I had the most sever suicidal and self harming feeling I've had... ever. Thankfully I had my friend's and family with me at all times, as I asked not to be alone. I'm dreading the next episode.
3 suicide attempts later, I'm finally medicated and feeling better. It's not beyond anyone to survive, seek help...don't try to do it alone.
Hope you're doing fine now
Lizzie, thank you for sharing your story. I've been suicidal for 10 years and I still struggle with it. This video helped a lot.
Thank you for being so vulnerable. You are such a light, and you are so helpful to others
You just are incredible!
Your willingness to be vulnerable and open to spread awareness about such personal struggles as this is incredibly admirable and inspirational! :D
very brave for posting this video always remember it's your own brain making you think you are sick every one has a reason to be here we all can make changes never forget it's a feeling it's up to you too get better god is good
I was diagnosed with Type II “light” seven years ago. A few years after being diagnosed and dealing with some very significant life changes, my then-wife told me that she never would have married me if she knew I could ever develop depression or become depressed. Rather, she needs someone who is her “rock” and never falters under the weight of the challenges which life brings to us all at some point. I’ve learned that there are very few people in life you can actually count on when you’re hurting.
so brave of you for sharing. i'm proud of you. as a sufferer of bpII, i truly understand the plight. I forgot so much...and even perception is skewed. You have taken a step further than me by overcoming your feelings to make the video. *hug*
Stay strong.
Thank you. Its so important to be able to analyze what you are going through rather than being a rudderless in the waves of emotion . Im glad these videos help you with achieve this and maybe help other people.
I found you on YT randomly and I am extremely grateful you are in this workd making these videos for all of us out here. Thanks for keeping me company during this tough time in my life dealing with depression. Keep inspiring others in your transparency, genuineness, and love.
Lizzie, you are do brave and I'm so thankful for this video and you talking about these issues! It has helped my boyfriend understand my depression, and I'm so happy you can put this out there to help people, stay strong x
Another thing that’s important to realize is that bipolar can be overlooked as a diagnosis. I’ve been diagnosed with depression and have been put on meds that have made me manic for 3 years without realizing it. If antidepressants aren’t working or are making you manic, you may need to be on a mood stabilizer.
I lost my dad last year, 5 days before my birthday. But my depression started years before, I can't tell you how much it hurt going thru self depression, watching any video just to see I was not the only one in the world feeling this. Depression and losing Superman. A year later, there are still times "flash Backs" how low I felt of myself. What stopped me from Suicide? I asked myself, Do you love yourself. Why does it seem everyone else loves you more then you love yourself? This is not a fix all, but maybe a help in the right direction
hey liz im actualy being diagnosed as bipolar type 2 at this very time period by my hospital physchiatrist
this is truly a whole new world for me after my diagnosis was only depression for years
i had severe depression and anxiety for 7 months and i felt and thought the same things you did.
I'm 41 and haven't really excepted that I'm bipolar,anyway, I'm blown away at how smart you are about this. I'm totally suicidal. The only thing is that I don't have any friends anymore because of my expolsive ways. Any I'm hooked on meth because my husband is too and so it's even harder to find people to understand this. But watching your videos has helped. I also have a hard time with God and feel resentments at him since I went to two kids funerals I hate him. But my point is you hit the hammer on the nail in your explanation of the way I feel. I'm going to make another doctors appointment and hope I actually go. Thank you for your time. Please keep making these videos.
Darman Clement, CPC
East Bay
Hey, I know this is a late response, but stay strong. Call 800 273 8255 (suicide hotline) if you're contemplating suicide. also, I think finding a psychiatrist to prescribe medication, and finding a psychologist (specialized in suicide/depression) to get therapy will help you with your suicidal thoughts, bipolar, and drug addiction. I'm praying for you.
I just want to be accepted for who I am and have a girl love me
My friend wanted to end her life a few years back, she had just left an abuse relationship, and I begged her not to. I told her that we're in this together. That I'm not leaving her, and she can't leave me either. Over the last few months, my life started to fall apart right in front of me. It got really bad after my fiancé left me. And the plan was to end it. Just walk away from all the pain. My friend reminded me of the promise I made her. She told me that I'm supposed to be there for her for everything, and that if I go, she goes.
i really feel like you're a friend of mine, lizzie. thank you for that:)
love you! :)
Damn, I never seen you cry before. It hurts to see you cry, you don't deserve it.
Please stay away from those voices, if there's one person that you really reach out to, it's me. I don't want to lose you.
I'm not sure if I should watch this because of my brother. He socially isolated himself, I wish I got to know him better. When we did talk, he was always negative? I love you though, Lizzie, I've been watching your channel since you started at Pepperdine. I just have a poor memory anyway. I can't remember what I do, I keep a diary to remember stuff I really want to remember. I write it on my good days. It's usually just all a blur to me. We have group therapy, and we have to say what we've been doing, sometimes I have to write down what I've been doing to have something to say. I have to miss this week, I have a dental appointment. I live week to week, group is every other week. I know something is wrong, I quit brushing my teeth for awhile, nobody knows that. I text D. from group, he's a good guy. He doesn't have a mental illness, he has aspergers syndrome. He's hard to talk to over the phone. I'm really glad you got help. My brother didn't get help. I'm getting lunch with my uncle tomorrow. He makes sure I can get something vegetarian. I'm on really good medication. My doctor never changes it, because they work. I'm on one so I don't hear the voices. I've been on Depakote for a really long time. I wonder what the statistic is for suicide. How many of us know a person that committed suicide? I'm on Depakote and clozapine. That reminds me I need a Depakote level. I may have read A Purpose Driven Life? I have a nurse that comes in the morning, and sets out my meds, and I have to take them every night. Sorry, this was so long. I'm so lucky to have insurance. My dad pays for my dental work, because my insurance doesn't cover it. My grandpa was a dentist. We have this place called NetCare Access. It's a place you do not want to have to go. I could go on and on about this.
Michelle Sunshinestar i hope God will heal you and I will pray for you
you should pray to , you seem such a honest , nice and good person
be allways positive , you will se whan you will feel better you will regret not being positive before , it helps you a lot
God bless your life , heart, soul and mind 😚
I accomplished a very good state of mind and I was harnessing my thoughts very well then I woke up tired,numb,sad, angry and tortured everything became pointless.i think you described the numbness I felt with being under water. It was strange because it just comes out of the blue and robs me of everything.I always have to tell someone because it gives me a panic attack knowing what I could do in that moment.its almost like a psychosis for me.
I had a best friend commit suicide when I was in tenth-grade. I wrote a terrible essay called Four Way to Suicide to express my emotional scarring from my best friend committing suicide. I blamed myself for his death for three years after he died. I tried to find a bright side to my best friend committing suicide during my senior year when I wrote my true friendship essay. I draw from everything my best friend who committed suicide taught me about life. I recently wrote an essay for my college English class about how my best friends suicide motivated me to succeed in achieving my career goal regardless of the obstacles life throws at me. I broke out of my shell when I started my new job and make new friends to talk to about my emotional stress about my best friend's suicide.
I can really relate to people denying the symptoms. I appear to be someone who has it all together, but I struggle hard with bipolar disorder. It’s hard for them to believe me because they see my smile on the outside when I’m fighting to get through the moment inside
Thank you for making this video. You are so incredibly strong and such a great leader.
I love you, thank you for being so encouragingg ♥♥
I especially love your "long" outro - you radiate such warmth in it! I guarantee God has given you the mission and gifts to help people know how loved and worthwhile they truly are, and so that they can spread this love to others.
I've dealt with depression and anxiety for almost 14 years. It started when a friend of mine died when I was just a kid and I realized OMG someone my age, someone younger than me can actually die and this filled me with anxiety and my body and mind just got really used to being in that anxious state. It was constant for a long time but now its become a stress response. The thing that has helped me the most with the strain that has put on my self worth and how depressed it makes me when I'm in that anxious state is remembering the grief and shock and pain of losing my friend and realizing that no matter what I would never want to put y family and my friends through what I have been through
You are a trooper for making this video.
Keep strong Lizzy! I've had depression too, it was my first semester of College.
Never give up i have deallong with depression to. But crossfit has helped me alot. So just find something that brings you happiness
I have bipolar 1 and just started taking lithium.... it obliterated my depression. I believe I am one of the excellent responders. It's almost like its totally gone. This is definitely a brain problem. I was on the edge of ending it all, but there is hope. There Will be painful times for all of us bipolars but we will find something that helps.
all i remember from my old depression was music, sleep, knives to my neck, and a cup of bleach. i almost drank it. then i told myself that i just needed sleep
Swirt Tiltr ❤️❤️ I'm so proud of you for staying strong ❤️❤️❤️ never give up
im going to have to give up now. im giving in to the razor
Swirt Tiltr please Don't !
Have a walk in a park immediately! And feed the squirrels!
i cant we have 2 feet of snow on the ground
Oh sweet Lizzie , I am so sad that you had to go through this , no one deserves to feel this way .. but believe me when I say that I truly believe that God has a reason for everything even when we don't understand and maybe this happened to teach you something about you or to make you realize how strong you are and how you can conquer anything through Jesus ! I love you brave girl❤
I can relate 10000000% this is the second video i seen of you talkking bout these feeling and i know them all sooo well.. I refuse to see doctors for this tho. I want to walk it on my own maybe have my friends and family on my side
I know it's a little late but I'm so glad I found you. I haven't been to any counseling or anything but I have had suicidal thoughts and one attempt...
I can feel you dear even i been through this situations suffering this since 2012 .I went to the psychiatrics class Counselling all this stuffs .. even i still having all this suicidal thoughts ..
Thnks for sharing ur story dear # i love you
Thank you a lot Lizzie. Ive been diagnosed with type 2. Life has been horrible since my first major depressive episode a few months ago. But your videos have helped me understand this illness more! Great videos. Thank you.
Seriously though all fangirling aside this video was incredible thank you for it
I will be praying for you! You are covered by the blood of Christ! I pray that all these bad spirits go to dry places! That you be filled with the Holy Spirit!! You are a child of God he will set you free of these demons try to hold you down!! You will be the woman of God he wants you to be! He is with you he is walking with you! He will never leave you or forsake you!!!
Omg I cannot emphasise how much I relate jheez. I love you :)
Thats pretty nice - your are such a blessing !
i love that you are talking about yourself -
Its very important that you do this !
And its something that you didnt do for a while -
You are deep into the catholic topics and very enthauastic in it -
i hope and pray that you dont
push away the dark side - and whats going on - inside of you -
and that you dont show us JUST the sweety candy side of you -
I hope that you are feeling fine and that you are doing good - but be honest to your self - these days - just for a while and look deep inside of you and ask yourself - its ok to show US on YT JUST what YOU want to share - you daont have to share dark times with us ! BUT you have to handel them if they are about to come !
Please Lizzy ..... be always good to yourself - and dont push away the dark side IF they are coming !
LIFE with them !
Dont FEAR the DARKSIDE and DONT RUN away ! DONT HIDE ! FACE IT !
AGAIN LIZZY !
YOU DONT HAVE TO SHARE IT WITH US ON YT BUT YOU HAVE TO SHRE IT WITH YOURSELF AND THE LORD ALLMIGHTY ! DONT SCREW YOURSELF UP !
IT IS POSSIBLE THAT DEPRESSION & SUICIDALS ARE COMING BACK SOME DAY - THAT THE DRAKNESS COMES AROUDN - PLEASE ! ! ! ! ! ! !! DONT PÜUSH IT AWAY OR BE ASHAMED OF IT WHEN DARKNESS COMES !
DONT HIDE IT - DONT PUSH IT AWAY ! IF YOU PUSH IT AWAY ! ISHE WILL COME BACK MUCH WORSE! FACE IOT WHEN IT COMES !
MAKE THAT PROMISE TO YOURSELF AND TO GOD
PLEASE LIZZY ! DONT LIE TO YURSELD ! WHEN THIS SHIT COMES UP AGAIN SOMEDAY OR IF ITS ALLREADY GOING ON AND YOU ARE ALONE IN IT ! ! ! ! FACE IT AND DONT BE AFRAID OR ASHAMEND ! ! ! ! !
WHEN SHE [DEPRESSION] COMES AROUND THAN SHE COMES AROUND ! AND SHE WANTS TO "TALK" WITH YOU !
PROMISE THIS TO YOURSELF !
DONT PUSH IT AWAY !
YOU ARE TO PRECOIUS AND TO IMPORTANT - SO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND DONT BLOCK & PUSH THESE THINGS AWAY IF THE SHIT COMES AROUND !
I WLL PRAY FOR YOU !
THERES NO REASON TO FEEL ASHAMED WHEN THIS CRAP STREIKES YOU ONCE AGAIN !
ITS OK WHEN THE DARKNESS HITS YOU !
ITS OK IF SOMEDAY DEPRESSION OR SUICIDETHOUGTS ARE COM;NG BACK - FACE IT WHEN IT STARTS !
PROMISE THIS TO YOURSELF AND GOD !
DONT HIDE IT ! IF IT SCREWS YOU UP AGAIN SOMEDAY - THAN BE SCREWED !
IF YOU BREAK DOWN ! GO DOWN ! STAY DOWN AND REST A WHILE - AS LONG AS IT TAKES !
TAKE YOUR TIME WHEN IT COME ALONG !
BE BLESSED
you are a strong person I had depression for 5 years and their was a point we're I couldn't deal with it and I took a bottle of pills and drank it all but thanks to God I didn't die I'm here to tell u god put us here for a purpose and we have to complete that purpose
I've been down for the past like two or three months now, I have suicidal thoughts but I know that I would never ever act upon any of them because I need to live for others, anyways, I always talk to my best friend but lately I've been doing nothing but being negative and it was getting her down too so I haven't talked to her in the past few days, I've been so lonely without her but I want to protect her and I can't put on my normal happy act around her, it's just not possible, I want to talk to her again but I can't let myself be negative around her, its so complicated, anyways, great video, love you
i would like to die but i'm not strong enough and i know my mom thinks it must be the worst thing to see her child die, i understood her message. and just sometimes i feel like waiting for the future and sometimes just no caring at all
You are brave
you have nothing to worry about as long as u hope and believe
Damn, my heart shattered when you were crying. You don't deserve it. But I think God put you through this for a reason, and I think that reason is to save the lives of dozens, maybe hundreds of suicidals. You're special Lizzie, thank you for sharing this.
I wish I could give you a Hug 💖 god. Bless you for being so strong and talking about this topic I lost my middle school best friend due to suicidal
your a very sweet girl...we all fake it so people think we are happy. Stepping out of the scene is key....its hard for people to understand. Bless you
I'm so sorry you had to experience suicidal thoughts- it makes you stronger as a human though (my experience)
This is accurate. Thank you for sharing. I hope you are doing great. :)
Thank you just thank you
Thank you!! You are so so so BRAVE ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹. You are helping so many people. I have 2 loved ones going through this. I can not thank you enough!!
Awwww I'm so sorry xx
The devil particularly goes after some souls I believe , because he can see by their DNA or constitutions and by observations he makes that they would be a threat to him
I've felt that derealization before it was one of times I tried to kill myself and then I don't remember anything after that for about a week
do you think that I'm a mistake that shouldn't have been Born Lizzie?
Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for sharing Lizzie, may God bless and guide everyone who struggles and the whole world. Life is the most beatiful gift, we just can't even understand how great it is. Everyone needs to act according God's will, not according to personal feelings. God wants us to be the best version of us, so people, trust Him, not yourself. Be a saint.
yeah I know how it feels....I really do like your videos
i was deppressed since childhood ,but i ddnt know till i started being a medical student n it all make sense now ,im still depressed plus social anxiety but some days r better than others and what keeps me going is all will b well 1da ,little hope n faith helps a lot...
I m bipolar borderline and obssessive compulsive i have suicidal toughts everyday
Hi Lizzie,
You’re beautiful 😘
Please stay strong 💪🏼
Matthew 6:26
26 Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of MORE VALUE than they?
You’re worth Jesus’s sacrifice 😘
Proverbs 31:25. "She is clothed with strength and dignity and she laughs without fear of the future."
Proverbs 11:16
"A gracious woman gains respect, but ruthless men gain only wealth."
Proverbs 31:26
"When she speaks, her words are wise, and she gives instructions with kindness."
1 Timothy 3:11
11 In the same way, the women are to be worthy of respect, not malicious talkers but temperate and trustworthy in everything.
I too have suffered great loss through suicides. 😢
It has scarred our family for years.😔
all my life i have second guess my decisions. whenever i put my mind to do something. it feels so right and im 100% sure i will do it and finish it. next day or few days or weeks layer that decision makes me feel so awful and i cant see how in the world i could ever do that to myself. and it can be something good for me but i just change my mood so fast
I love you. Your awesome. I remember everything and wish I could forget.
I love you sooo much ♥ ♥ ♥ Keep fighting! ruclips.net/video/t3zSCdCw8Gw/видео.html&ab_channel=LizziesAnswers Make sure to use all of these tips!
It's 63 degrees here in Ohio. And it's February. It's February.
Am suicidal since 2019 since bipolar disorder started ...this video was helpful. ❤️
People always say it will get better but it only get worse
It's really cool how you had so many friends/a support system. Unfortunately I don't have that so I feel like dealing with my mental health is really hard cuz I have no one. :( (Outside of God. But it still feels lonely.)
you've survived for this long,long before u even know abt it.. that's what i say to my self or try to believe
Absolutely appreciate your approach and knowledge ❤
Be strong, got will give you POWER
Hang in there.
This is so heartbreaking my wife suffers with the same 😞 so sad
I feel like you're my friend
You’re awesome and you’re not alone…
lizzie u are so brave I admire u and admire ur faith eventhough ur difficulties and illness.Xoxo
I havent done it yet because im to afraid tonhalfass and paralize my self so the people im trying to avoid have to take care of me...ibe been thinking about it
I love my family but they hate me i leave them now then i know for sure im never gonna hear from them again....the voices we hear are just angry throughs
I’m looking forward to leaving in 2022. I’m done with women and tired of of being hurt. This life is bullshit.
I get the voices thing. This morning on the way to work. I kept feeling like I needed to speed up and crash into a tree. This kind of stuff happens to me all the time.
I know what it is like to be depressed
you have to be mentally strong and God will make you strong god is good and will help you through trials and tribulations
well I have no friends guess I'll just keep suffering the abuse from my parents and die
Life tiger I am praying that all gets better for you 🙏
The courtroom of the mind. "Guilty! You're not good enough, you're worthless, it's meaningless, no one will love you, you have no friends, ... etc." Our own minds betray us. Man is truly depraved and lost. My good Air Force buddy has some major bouts of depression and he got some clinical help. On occasion he takes medication to help him through those moments. Heck, I have suicidal thoughts frequently as well ... I imagine most people do and would be surprised if it's not the case. Life is truly difficult.
i am suffering to from bipolar depression every day i live win indorable pain , i cant believe this .i decided to suicide but every day i delay it i may do it the next month
IS THAT SKILLET I HEAAR???????
The Last Night is one of my favorite songs from them. I saw them three times, and they performed really well. They are going to play in Los Angeles in March, but I will not go because there will be more concerts in March, and I will decide which ones I will go, and which ones I will miss. Also, God bless Lizzie. I have been praying for her in awhile, and I am not giving up on her. She is an amazing person. I love her. 😢
Thank you so soo much for praying for me. God is working intensely in me, go read my recent tweets, I am so so grateful. I explained all the interventions and it is amazing so many time I just FEEL so strongly that someone is praying for me because of my mind and how I am healing in my relationship with God and I am sure that you are one of those times.
That reminds me. My friend M. always says he doesn't feel well. He goes to a psychiatrist and a primary care physician. We don't know what is wrong, he doesn't know what's wrong. Where I live we have NetCare access. That's a place you do not want to go, but it's an option. If you do get admitted to the hospital have your family get your keys and anything valuable, like a wedding ring. It's sad but my wedding ring was stolen while I was in the hospital. I set it on the night stand and the next day it was gone. They were sarcastic about it: "Where's your wedding ring?". I just wanted to cry. Also half the people in the hospital don't know their name. They will go into your room, and you have to tell them, this is not your room. Also bring clothing you do not care about, because it will get mixed up at the hospital, other people with take your clothing. I had a stuffed animal and it would disappear and then reappear the next day, it was strange.
You're so sweet! Love this
please don't say that changing your thought process won't help, it can. Some people aren't able to get medication, some don't want it and prefer natural healing of the mind/body, for some people, it's against their religion. So please don't say that there is no other way to be okay than through pills, might give people the wrong idea you know?? love you💜💜
You are amazing💕when u got no friends our family...U have noone💔Thank u for your videos💕✌
Thank you for making this video.
♥♥♥ stay strong and make sure to take care of your physical health, that will help you the most. you are valuable and so loved, more than you know. always remember if you ever feel really suicidal to stay alive a little longer for all those people who love you and know you and all the people you haven't even met yet who will be this amazing part of your life and become so intertwined with your soul. Your future is bright. Just believe in it and keep being gentle with how you think of yourself. I love you!
I really want to meet you in person! You're amazing.
Thanks Lizzie