falling - harry styles (slowed n reverb)

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  • Опубликовано: 13 дек 2019
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  • @majabokwall7427
    @majabokwall7427 4 года назад +9764

    ”and i get the feeling that you’ll never need me again” i am NOT okay bye

    • @anaiswestbrook5312
      @anaiswestbrook5312 4 года назад +16

      Maja Bökwall love ur pfp

    • @eriiikaaaa2
      @eriiikaaaa2 4 года назад +13

      Maja Bökwall I felt that

    • @weekndenjoyer
      @weekndenjoyer 4 года назад +19

      that shit got me in teARS

    • @kayasnyder694
      @kayasnyder694 4 года назад +28

      NOT EVEN KIDDING WHEN I HEARD THAT I BURST INTO TEARS BECAUSE ME AND MY BFF ARE IN A HUGE FIGHT RIGHT NOW! LIKE FULL ON SHARP BREATH

    • @fruityhouaylorstan9685
      @fruityhouaylorstan9685 4 года назад

      mee

  • @amariholt8707
    @amariholt8707 4 года назад +13259

    AS IF THE SONG WASN'T SAD ENOUGH😭😭

  • @jw-oc6es
    @jw-oc6es 4 года назад +3513

    I’m crying, but in a cool way.

  • @jasminc.4343
    @jasminc.4343 4 года назад +3217

    if this isn’t played at my funeral i am not attending

    • @alannabridges9812
      @alannabridges9812 3 года назад +73

      This or fine line

    • @killerqueen6733
      @killerqueen6733 3 года назад +69

      or sign of the times

    • @ammerssss
      @ammerssss 3 года назад +12

      I-

    • @iyah5198
      @iyah5198 3 года назад +10

      oof, me too

    • @fairydoII
      @fairydoII 3 года назад +23

      i don't think you would be able to attend either way, right?? :> LOL IM SORRY

  • @gracedickinson857
    @gracedickinson857 4 года назад +4550

    and for four minutes and forty two seconds....the world was at peace

  • @simonz7815
    @simonz7815 4 года назад +6430

    lying in my bed, feeling like dying but at least I have good music

    • @coralineV
      @coralineV 4 года назад +85

      It gets better I promise you. Don't lose hope💙

    • @angelacicero62
      @angelacicero62 4 года назад +8

      Vaeh Cofresi 🥺

    • @alyssamari333
      @alyssamari333 4 года назад +48

      hi, we don’t know each other but ily 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

    • @simonz7815
      @simonz7815 4 года назад +19

      @@alyssamari333 u deserve the world

    • @charlie2357
      @charlie2357 4 года назад +3

      same, honestly

  • @idk-rj7bv
    @idk-rj7bv 3 года назад +3059

    how can i be “myself” if i don’t even know who i am.

    • @jujubeens
      @jujubeens 3 года назад +47

      I know it’s hard. I feel the same. But you will get through it I promise you. You have to trust yourself and do what makes you happy. Ily

    • @marycunningham7154
      @marycunningham7154 3 года назад +39

      Ngl, don’t know if you’ll see this at all, but you do, thank you for reading it. I know what you mean, it’s hard to be something or do something when you don’t what that ‘thing is’ well, I’m here tell you that, if you’re doing something and it doesn’t make your happy, then it’s probably not you, if you find yourself forcing yourself to smile when you don’t want to, that thing that your smiling for isn’t you. You should do what makes you happy. And if happy mean drawing for an hour or working and or meditating, then go do that, if it makes you happy, then it’s part of you. Remember this, you can’t always forge your path by yourself. We weren’t put in this earth by one person, it took two people to bring you here. You’re not meant to be alone. Yes, sometimes it’s gonna be hard and your going to feel hopeless. But it’s just another challenge, one more, and this one challenge doesn’t define you. And you have that power to fight it. To push through it. You have that power to say “I’m enough” and let’s for for some reason you won’t think like that, go to people. People are here for a reason. We’re all here for a reason. You have to keep going, for your sake. And rather you see it or not, you deserve to be happy. You deserve the utmost happiness. So keep going, do what makes you happy, and you’ll find your way. Ily.

    • @unicorntrash5965
      @unicorntrash5965 3 года назад +2

      That hit hard

    • @user-kd1wo9oi7c
      @user-kd1wo9oi7c 3 года назад +2

      that hit HARD

    • @maddiek8435.
      @maddiek8435. 3 года назад +5

      I feel the exact same way too. I'm just so tired and numb

  • @TruUniverse
    @TruUniverse 4 года назад +2082

    is it just me? or does anyone else just start crying as soon as they start talking about how they feel 🥀

    • @gabfrijole
      @gabfrijole 3 года назад +9

      tbh...same 🤧😭

    • @chloesully2508
      @chloesully2508 3 года назад +23

      Oh god every time that's Why I don't

    • @jessiev780
      @jessiev780 3 года назад +5

      Same..

    • @hosna9536
      @hosna9536 3 года назад +5

      @@yasnaabubacar8804 oof same im failing science and math right now ughhh!

    • @renroses8597
      @renroses8597 3 года назад +9

      ikr. or when i look at other ppl. they look so healthy, happy, skinny. sucks :(

  • @livbrooks4194
    @livbrooks4194 4 года назад +5985

    When he says falling.. I don’t think he means in love. I think he means falling back into a depression. I don’t think some people realize that.
    Edit: Thanks for all the likes peeps

    • @tahjaiirvine-allen8835
      @tahjaiirvine-allen8835 4 года назад +110

      yes.

    • @emileeivey8799
      @emileeivey8799 4 года назад +165

      That's how I relate to this song

    • @dalice4651
      @dalice4651 4 года назад +203

      Yes, I think he means "I'm Falling Apart"

    • @caitlinl1269
      @caitlinl1269 4 года назад +176

      yeah when you watch the music video it represents him drowning, which made me think maybe he's falling into his old habits and he does know how to stop it

    • @t3sstz
      @t3sstz 4 года назад +87

      It may mean many, many reasons. Personally I think it depends with the person who’s listening to it and what’s he or she is going through...but in anyway, this song is a true blessing for all of us.

  • @zoereaganne7356
    @zoereaganne7356 4 года назад +3406

    regular version: ran me over
    slowed + reverb: ripped my heart out of my chest

  • @factsfortheuniverse-gracem3750
    @factsfortheuniverse-gracem3750 3 года назад +665

    I feel like “falling” means he’s depressed he’s going back into depression, he was coming out and then he just fell

    • @therudimentroom
      @therudimentroom 2 года назад +3

      I never thought of it this way, but honestly I relate to this song WAY more thinking of it in this way. I know that feeling of beginning to fall far too well.

  • @teraanstine2329
    @teraanstine2329 4 года назад +980

    i have been clean for 97 days now almost 98. i can’t believe it. i’ve come so far and i want to break it everyday.

    • @rossacruzz7952
      @rossacruzz7952 4 года назад +53

      your doing so well don’t stop now

    • @kamyadhiran6380
      @kamyadhiran6380 3 года назад +34

      i’m really proud of you baby 🥺❤️ you go queen, stay strong 💜

    • @calleigh2884
      @calleigh2884 3 года назад +24

      you’ve come so far beb- i’m proud of you.

    • @itskvlz
      @itskvlz 3 года назад +19

      i’m so proud of you.. you’re an angel and i hope you won’t ever give up. you got this! you’re strong

    • @teraanstine2329
      @teraanstine2329 3 года назад +4

      @@itskvlz 🤍🤍

  • @summerblazys9692
    @summerblazys9692 4 года назад +5851

    *cries*
    *But in a cool way*

  • @chiaramarcialis
    @chiaramarcialis 4 года назад +4738

    i want this song to be played at my funeral

  • @saradaydream3212
    @saradaydream3212 4 года назад +1945

    Check on your “always happy” friends, im that friend, i never feel enough even tho everyone says i am, i dont find myself pretty enough for my boyfriend, i hate to show my vulnerability to my friends because they aren’t used to it. I use jokes to cover my loneliness. I felt suicidal today but i didn’t go for it, in fear of worrying people. Check on your friends, family and yourself.

    • @ameliagrady
      @ameliagrady 4 года назад +28

      I relate to this so much. If you ever need to talk I’m here for you 💕💕

    • @paytonsalyer1175
      @paytonsalyer1175 4 года назад +20

      i haven’t related to something this much in a longggg time

    • @hotdogperson1097
      @hotdogperson1097 3 года назад +11

      I relate to this on a spiritual level. If you need someone to talk to. I'm here for you.

    • @itsayuherenow
      @itsayuherenow 3 года назад +15

      I understand how you feel. Some people think that people who always laugh and joke are never sad, but in fact they are the ones who grieve the most when they are alone. Even if you look gloomy in front of people they will still think that "happy people" can't be sad, they are destined to be happy. But, let me tell you, if a person is destined to be happy he/she will not live in this world, but through his/her life in heaven.

    • @lids5755
      @lids5755 3 года назад +2

      thanks~

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 года назад +492

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
    “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
    have a good day and great years.
    I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

    • @christianathapaththu5292
      @christianathapaththu5292 3 года назад +15

      I thought on giving up my life but thanks mate, this made me value my life just by reading this,I dont know whether ur a male or female but i know if i met u i would give u a big hug .u made me feel and live my life again.never thought a comment on a song made me live again😢

    • @riotam235
      @riotam235 3 года назад +6

      Thank you.

    • @ch4rl0tte._.20
      @ch4rl0tte._.20 3 года назад +6

      Thank you. Honestly.

    • @syifasyifa8933
      @syifasyifa8933 3 года назад +4

      Luv you and thank you so much

    • @elliebrianni6328
      @elliebrianni6328 3 года назад +3

      Becho I love you so much for writing this ❤️

  • @heavenlyeclipse3759
    @heavenlyeclipse3759 4 года назад +13089

    you ever just feel your heart ache so badly you can’t breathe?
    edit: hey guys, i just wanna say thank you for all your lovely replies, and for all those people who relate to this one way or the other. remember that you’re never alone and that you can get through this yeah? life can be fucking tough, but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it feels like it’ll never come, it will. stay strong guys, you’re worth it and you deserve all the happiness in the world 💓

    • @jeksjejsksss
      @jeksjejsksss 4 года назад +73

      I feel u

    • @r0za493
      @r0za493 4 года назад +168

      I sometimes feel like that for a whol week and that is fucked up honestly

    • @kayleighlenell3492
      @kayleighlenell3492 4 года назад +119

      were you feel like your suffocating but your physically fine

    • @o4sis
      @o4sis 4 года назад +6

      We have the same profile picture 💗💗

    • @karrahguthrie6627
      @karrahguthrie6627 4 года назад +28

      I’ve felt this exactly. It’s a such a weird feeling. When I’m in my bed and it happens I have no choice but to curl in a ball and let myself sob. Just me ok.

  • @Kat-xq6nu
    @Kat-xq6nu 4 года назад +2712

    it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts

    • @adilynniserman8421
      @adilynniserman8421 4 года назад +18

      took the words right out of my heart

    • @Nani.mau.loa1
      @Nani.mau.loa1 4 года назад +19

      Dontcrydontcrydontcrydontcrydontcry

    • @jawneejawstar909
      @jawneejawstar909 4 года назад +10

      im gonna be better im gonna be better im gonna be....better..

    • @victoriawalker2412
      @victoriawalker2412 4 года назад +4

      I love 1D don’t give up please

    • @petra370
      @petra370 4 года назад +2

      Does it still hurt? Do u feel better?

  • @avneetrai1058
    @avneetrai1058 4 года назад +151

    “What if I’m someone I don’t want around” Hits hard

  • @jordinnn4455
    @jordinnn4455 3 года назад +254

    people always tell me that I've helped them through their darkest days, but then I realize theres nobody for me.

    • @smilycupcake7470
      @smilycupcake7470 3 года назад +12

      yeah me too. and people be like, "why are you so strong?", "why are you always happy?", "do you have no problem?", "you don't understand my problem, you never experienced it "
      the truth is, i have a lotttt of problem but i don't share my problems with others cause i don't want it to burden them. i always solve one of my friends love live problem but i never tell her about my broken love live. when i tells her, she's be like "i know he still like you, it just that you should tried to lower your ego". i tried to make myself busy at home but when I'm inside my room alone, at 2/3/4/5 am, tears just rolls on my cheek. it won't stop.

    • @musicalchairstacking
      @musicalchairstacking 3 года назад +2

      hey, I'm here for you♥️
      It's going to be okay, and if you need someone to just listen, let me know :)

    • @shona1879
      @shona1879 3 года назад +1

      Hey hun I'm here for u 😚

    • @joshuateixeira6745
      @joshuateixeira6745 3 года назад

      Same here nobody asks me how I am doing

    • @akshya8229
      @akshya8229 2 года назад

      No don't say that I'm here for you take care ily

  • @caitlinkirkley98
    @caitlinkirkley98 4 года назад +2662

    this comment section makes me feel less alone.

    • @Alex-or5xy
      @Alex-or5xy 4 года назад +10

      Yeah same for me

    • @NYNYBYM
      @NYNYBYM 4 года назад +2

      jk love you drop addy mwah

    • @claire3540
      @claire3540 4 года назад +10

      i relate to so many of these comments its crazy

    • @nina.gd024
      @nina.gd024 4 года назад +4

      ikr:((

    • @hanna-qk7bm
      @hanna-qk7bm 4 года назад +7

      alone but alone w people who you can relate to ykw i mean?

  • @heebiejeebiez
    @heebiejeebiez 4 года назад +23397

    i've reached peak midnight depression

    • @charlie2357
      @charlie2357 4 года назад +59

      same

    • @quenbree
      @quenbree 4 года назад +107

      it's 12:09 and i felt this

    • @Kllyec
      @Kllyec 4 года назад +161

      it’s 2am and depression has kicked in

    • @emigem13
      @emigem13 4 года назад +62

      It's only 11.30pm still for me 💔

    • @RosieAbell
      @RosieAbell 4 года назад +7

      Nadine same here

  • @XJawsJA
    @XJawsJA 4 года назад +229

    This HURTS when you still miss her but you get the feeling she will never need you again

  • @kalani6188
    @kalani6188 4 года назад +850

    First comments I read:
    -“You Are WORTH it”
    -“Girl’s Head looks like a turkey”
    I COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING 😂

  • @melou_
    @melou_ 4 года назад +2075

    I'm not crying my eyes just sweat

    • @btrrules1000
      @btrrules1000 4 года назад +23

      Melou • I’m crying but in a cool way

    • @anna-jy2le
      @anna-jy2le 4 года назад +3

      @@btrrules1000 i was about to reply the same way lol

    • @beanos7247
      @beanos7247 4 года назад +2

      Melou • same I just have really sweaty eyes 😭

    • @Yara-us5ey
      @Yara-us5ey 4 года назад

      Thats wut i say to my friends when were face timing on discord XD

    • @madlynkim3233
      @madlynkim3233 4 года назад

      I'm cutting onions here ')

  • @juliablack7153
    @juliablack7153 4 года назад +2744

    Me having a pretty good day today
    RUclips: wanna cry?
    Me: sure why not!

  • @michi3430
    @michi3430 4 года назад +613

    To everyone who commented months ago, are y'all okay now?? How y'all doing??

    • @michi3430
      @michi3430 3 года назад +12

      @@rckstarBROOKELYN oh well i'm fine I guess.. just some problems etc. But thanks for asking tho🥺

    • @anonymousking2703
      @anonymousking2703 3 года назад +10

      @@michi3430 hope u get better ❤️

    • @michi3430
      @michi3430 3 года назад +7

      @@anonymousking2703 thank you so much 🥺 but how you doin? Are you okay?

    • @anonymousking2703
      @anonymousking2703 3 года назад +5

      @@michi3430 I'm surviving thankyou ❤️

    • @michi3430
      @michi3430 3 года назад +5

      @@anonymousking2703 aight thats good to hear:) but if something is wrong, you can always tell me about it💕

  • @soph6224
    @soph6224 4 года назад +358

    Hi. I hope you're doing ok.
    Just get comfortable and close your eyes in bed, on the sofa, in a chair or even on public transport.
    Remember that your life is worth living for, you will get through this.
    It will take a while. How do I know? Because I'm going through the same things as you.
    I got through suicide thought and I am still working on my anxiety.
    Good night or morning wherever you are.
    Just remember that I love you and we are all here for you....

    • @hananetaterkine1718
      @hananetaterkine1718 3 года назад +5

      Thank you 💓
      I hope you're doing great

    • @yjw5068
      @yjw5068 3 года назад +3

      This may be late but, I'm so proud of you! Thanks for surviving! 😚

    • @Rich-1107
      @Rich-1107 3 года назад +1

      This makes my heart melt🥺✊

    • @soph6224
      @soph6224 3 года назад

      @@Rich-1107 🥺

    • @gracealsup6726
      @gracealsup6726 3 года назад

      I am here for you too, if you ever need to talk. praying for you 💗

  • @sophiaflorence8461
    @sophiaflorence8461 4 года назад +1504

    “and I get the feeling that you’ll never need me againnn” BRUH THAT PART HURTS-

    • @lexishay7389
      @lexishay7389 4 года назад +9

      sophia florence! 3:08 hurts the worst no cap

    • @sophiaflorence8461
      @sophiaflorence8461 4 года назад +1

      Lexi Shay so true😔😔🥺

    • @weekndenjoyer
      @weekndenjoyer 4 года назад +1

      🥺🥺😭

    • @kikigarcia4174
      @kikigarcia4174 4 года назад +5

      no the part where he says "what if i'm someone i don't want around"

    • @katphu
      @katphu 4 года назад +2

      did i cry from that line? of course

  • @kv5666
    @kv5666 4 года назад +2047

    “What if I’m someone I don’t want around”
    I hate myself. I can never truly feel happy because I’m always there. I can’t escape myself.

    • @fruityhouaylorstan9685
      @fruityhouaylorstan9685 4 года назад +31

      same. i’m sorry you’re feeling this way, i know it sucks :/ but it will get better eventually, with help and a support system who’s there for you. i’m really struggling and going through a hard time with myself, but this year i’m going to get the help i need and try my hardest to work on my issues with myself. and i hope you do too, because you are worthy of love, and you deserve to value yourself 💗 i understand how you’re feeling and am here if you need, just comment back when you’re struggling

    • @kv5666
      @kv5666 4 года назад +6

      smol bean des I’m trying to get the help I need this year x thanks so much, it really means a lot to know others who are going through the same thing and there are people there for you, even if they’re strangers. We’re all human 💘💘💘💘💘💘

    • @wrenmilligan4261
      @wrenmilligan4261 4 года назад +12

      i know you've probably heard this before, but please don't give up on yourself. if i had done that i wouldnt be as happy as i am now. please talk to me if you need to :). you deserve the world, dont let anyone tell you different. sending love, im here for u!!

    • @kv5666
      @kv5666 4 года назад +3

      wren m thank you !!💕💕💕💕

    • @callumbreeds2205
      @callumbreeds2205 4 года назад +4

      Keep fighting 👍🏼 you got this

  • @holly289
    @holly289 4 года назад +62

    you can hear the pain in harry’s voice and i felt that

  • @beeepboop6353
    @beeepboop6353 4 года назад +156

    hello darling,
    everything will get better alright?❤️
    don't stress yourself too much, drink a lil bit of water, go out and take a slow walk, do your facemasks and pamper yourself

  • @elif-bf3hy
    @elif-bf3hy 4 года назад +3513

    no one:
    me: I'M FALLLIIIINNNNNNG AGAAIN

    • @manasvinishankar1499
      @manasvinishankar1499 4 года назад +29

      i keep laughing when the chorus comes on because it reminds me of harry falling on stage im so sorry 😂

    • @elif-bf3hy
      @elif-bf3hy 4 года назад +4

      @@manasvinishankar1499 omgghdgfghgf

    • @gemma3415
      @gemma3415 4 года назад

      Same

    • @loveneverends4718
      @loveneverends4718 4 года назад

      FRRR

  • @neptunevol6
    @neptunevol6 4 года назад +4881

    *Someone:* Why are you crying?
    *Me:* Because it hurts
    *someone:* What hurts?
    *Me:* Everything

    • @ran_1576
      @ran_1576 4 года назад +68

      N the fact that they still wouldn't understand

    • @ninahorler
      @ninahorler 4 года назад +16

      hey, you okay?

    • @adrianayusoff7661
      @adrianayusoff7661 4 года назад +21

      I’m numb

    • @neptunevol6
      @neptunevol6 3 года назад +4

      Nina obviously not

    • @ninahorler
      @ninahorler 3 года назад +4

      @@neptunevol6 she wrote that comment 3 months ago... just checking in, so uh yeah

  • @Abi-jf1vj
    @Abi-jf1vj 3 года назад +162

    It's hard when you are the "happy girl". Everyone in my class thinks I'm fine when I'm not. I try to be but I can't.

    • @sarah.brd_
      @sarah.brd_ 3 года назад +3

      i wish that you find the way to be happy since a month. idk you but you deserve it, wake up tomorrow and tell you that this is another day and a new ;) take care

    • @arthurvarchavsky
      @arthurvarchavsky 3 года назад

      How are u today? I had a friend that was always the happy guy, he passed away some months ago and I know a little what u feel. If u wanna talk, just let me know

    • @Abi-jf1vj
      @Abi-jf1vj 3 года назад

      @@arthurvarchavsky wow I just got this notification and it literally made my day! So thank you!

    • @magicalmione4391
      @magicalmione4391 3 года назад

      Take care of yourself! I love you so much! If you wanna talk I'm always here ❤️❤️

    • @emilyglugosh3062
      @emilyglugosh3062 3 года назад

      I totally get it. And then when you finally want to open up about your issues they don’t believe you since you are always so happy.

  • @mariamabdullah4885
    @mariamabdullah4885 4 года назад +97

    It’s 3:48 AM and I’m listening to sad music and thinking about everything

  • @taylorrobinson7498
    @taylorrobinson7498 4 года назад +3064

    Listening to this in quarantine hits so much harder.

    • @ran_1576
      @ran_1576 4 года назад +65

      Why is quarantine making us more depressed like wtf

    • @malloryrogers1604
      @malloryrogers1604 4 года назад +17

      Taylor Robinson right:/ like i can’t explain the pain these past few months have been

    • @malloryrogers1604
      @malloryrogers1604 4 года назад +16

      Taylor Robinson like before it i was happy & was probably the best i’ve ever been...but then it all ended

    • @perla3281
      @perla3281 3 года назад +6

      ljk1997l ljkl - we have nothing else to do but get stuck in our own thoughts. drowning in them until we can’t take anything anymore. just a ticking time bomb waiting for me to give up already

    • @famouscelebrity5264
      @famouscelebrity5264 3 года назад +2

      this isn’t the time but you have 699 likes so I can do that thing

  • @shannesse
    @shannesse 4 года назад +7717

    who hurt harry i just wanna talk

    • @annaxoxo7540
      @annaxoxo7540 4 года назад +188

      shit..maybe kendall?

    • @femaleserialkiller
      @femaleserialkiller 4 года назад +265

      seeing as cherry was written for camille rowe, maybe her ?

    • @jasmine-iu9ju
      @jasmine-iu9ju 4 года назад +302

      more like who'd harry hurt... this song is so heartbreaking tho:(

    • @femaleserialkiller
      @femaleserialkiller 4 года назад +211

      Mr STiTch yeah reading into the lyrics i realized this is about blaming yourself for losing someone. rly sad :((

    • @jasmine-iu9ju
      @jasmine-iu9ju 4 года назад +67

      @@femaleserialkiller yea it is but people make mistakes and i just hope harry might of learned from whatever happened and i really hope he feels better i just want him to be happy:,)

  • @ronilee7689
    @ronilee7689 4 года назад +712

    I'm in my bed
    And you're not here
    And there's no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands
    Forget what I said
    It's not what I meant
    And I can't take it back
    I can't unpack the baggage you left
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if I'm someone I don't want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm down?
    What if I'm out?
    What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    You said you cared
    And you missed me, too
    And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you
    And the coffee's out
    At the Beachwood Café
    And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say
    What am I now?
    What am I now?
    What if I'm someone I don't want around?
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin' again
    I'm fallin'
    What if I'm…

  • @irie2185
    @irie2185 3 года назад +95

    well, here i am. crying over a song while drinking coffee at eight pm. stay strong, go easy on urself.. okay? i love you. pinky promise things will end up okay. i don't think anyone will see this, but if you do.. thank you. thank you for making it this far. thank you for staying. ur okay. or at least, you will be. im genuinely so proud of you

    • @irie2185
      @irie2185 3 года назад +2

      @@phoebesparey4295 i hope you are doing well as well. thank you for offering, but sadly we won't be able to chat long if i did give you my insta. i dont plan on staying much longer. stay strong love

    • @irie2185
      @irie2185 3 года назад +1

      @@phoebesparey4295 hey phoebe. i'm still here. im trying.

    • @shuvv.x
      @shuvv.x 2 года назад

      💕✨

    • @reethareid4068
      @reethareid4068 2 года назад

      you wrote it last year. Hope you're doing good)

  • @nmhrn
    @nmhrn 4 года назад +1040

    my favorite part is when she's looking at the stars

  • @maisiebot
    @maisiebot 4 года назад +819

    The weirdest part is:
    I listened to this a few weeks ago, I was not okay. Almost every night it was like hiding from myself and crying but pretending to be someone I’m not. I felt my life was going nowhere and that nothing I did ever mattered and when I listened to this song I felt at peace but still waves of sadness were there. Tears fell silently down my face but everything stopped.
    Now I’m happy and have gotten over my feelings, I still cry and lay down but this time I view the song as a triumph and feel a wave of happiness. I feel the tears but they are not sad. They are happy and I am happy. It feels so good to have nothing to cry about anymore, and no worries.
    This is a reminder. YOU CAN DO IT. There is nothing in the world stopping you. I’m here to talk and always will be. My example could be you, if you looked at yourself and loved yourself. Whether it was love or just a simple thing. You CAN and you WILL get through this. I promise :) 💘💖💝

    • @mohinisaxena1179
      @mohinisaxena1179 4 года назад +4

      Thank you for your time and consideration!

    • @gg_2949
      @gg_2949 4 года назад +5

      Promise ? :/

    • @maisiebot
      @maisiebot 4 года назад +2

      kan Yumeko I promise forever and out :)

    • @maisiebot
      @maisiebot 4 года назад +2

      Mohini Saxena no problem. It hurts but it needs to be said

    • @fruityhouaylorstan9685
      @fruityhouaylorstan9685 4 года назад +6

      gosh this was so inspirational to me, you are amazing ❤️ i’m really going through it rn, so i really needed this. thank you so much. i hope you’re truly okay, and you will be in my thoughts & prayers as well 💞 i’m here for you too if you need someone

  • @evabuckley7404
    @evabuckley7404 4 года назад +77

    if this isn’t played at my funeral i ain’t dying

  • @aileencalalay1302
    @aileencalalay1302 4 года назад +86

    "and i get the feeling that you'll never need me again"
    me: waiting for zayn sing"but baby runnin after you is like chasing the clouds"

  • @lovebotcalum
    @lovebotcalum 4 года назад +571

    3:08
    ouch.

    • @jeksjejsksss
      @jeksjejsksss 4 года назад +4

      🥺

    • @angrygamer684
      @angrygamer684 4 года назад +12

      Melanielovesyou it'll get better. i promise ):

    • @user-kq2qh4vq8j
      @user-kq2qh4vq8j 4 года назад +9

      Thank you for the replay button 🌧

    • @xcatarina
      @xcatarina 4 года назад +4

      i needed that replay button

  • @kenziekaye3510
    @kenziekaye3510 4 года назад +429

    When I hear “What if I’m someone I don’t want around” and “What I’d I’m someone you won’t talk about” makes me feel some type of pain in my chest I can’t even explain..

    • @tokinzie
      @tokinzie 4 года назад +1

      sobbing. it feels horrible hearing those lyrics #.

  • @lxna4608
    @lxna4608 4 года назад +61

    for those who were saying that you can’t be here unless you’ve been in a relationship or have gone through a breakup, not true. The melody or the words that this song has can have a LOT of different meanings for everyone...

    • @hillsoffire
      @hillsoffire 4 года назад +6

      exactly. It could be about a friend or family member. I also like to listen to slow songs and not pay attention to the lyrics.

  • @FatimaKhan-uy1id
    @FatimaKhan-uy1id 4 года назад +42

    One of the reasons I love Falling so much is because it describes anxiety in a way that it usually isn't perceived in. It's not always some burning agitated obnoxious feeling that cleary shows through uneasiness and rush. Sometimes we overlook another type of anxiety, which is more like slowly sinking into a pit of unanswered questions and dread. It's more subtle and quite but nonetheless painful.

  • @myapaige3138
    @myapaige3138 4 года назад +6592

    Hey.
    Go easy on yourself, okay? You’re doing the best you can, and that’s enough. Tomorrow will be better, I promise. I love you.

  • @kimberlyperez6095
    @kimberlyperez6095 4 года назад +557

    I’m not even heartbroken, but this song hits differently.

  • @ellakarn8391
    @ellakarn8391 3 года назад +121

    someone: are you okay
    me: yeah i am fine :)
    at night: *cry’s all night because i don’t feel like i am good enough,feel ugly, and family issues*

    • @rachelwaters8180
      @rachelwaters8180 3 года назад +8

      It’s been a few months since you wrote this. I hope things have gotten easier for you and the tough situation you are in. Just remember you’re never alone. Sending all my love , TPWK always 💕

  • @Chiklibookli
    @Chiklibookli 4 года назад +38

    whoever is reading this; i love you, your efforts are valid and acknowledged, slow progress is still progress, you have it in you, you have yourself and definitely people who love you (even if you may not realise it) and you matter. seeing depression up close i know how horrifying it can be. i love you and pray from the bottom of my heart you learn to love life again. please don’t give up. keep going. it will be worth it. my prayers and love are always here for you. please just live.

    • @daxonroa332
      @daxonroa332 3 года назад

      Thank you so bad. This world needs people like you. 💚

  • @jaimeleroux28
    @jaimeleroux28 4 года назад +228

    “And I get the feeling that you never need me again” that part really hurts ouch

  • @ellawigginton7669
    @ellawigginton7669 4 года назад +312

    this really made me realize, he doesn’t need me anymore. he has her. she is his happy now. damn. it hurts.

  • @simrannnn_
    @simrannnn_ 3 года назад +36

    hey,
    stop scrolling for a minute
    ok, hi! i don’t know what’s going on in your life right now but i can assure you it will get better, i promise you it will get better... and i’m talking from personal experience here. it may seem like the whole world is against you.. or maybe that u feel invisible to the world around u but pls don’t give up, love. i want u to know that you’re so strong, inside and out. you’re beautiful inside and out. and you know what, you’re doing the absolute best u can and guess what? that’s ok. rlly, that’s ok. pls go easy on yourself and just know that i love you so much even tho you don’t know me (i know some ppl need to hear it once in a while, so i’m telling u that you’re beautiful, smart, kind and amazing just the way u are). pls don’t listen to the other idiots who are trying to bring you down, they don’t know how special and unique u are... and how much the world needs u. so pls, keep going because it’s worth it in the end. YOU’RE worth it.
    i hope you feel better baby, hold your head up high u queen 🥺🥺

  • @bals.
    @bals. 4 года назад +43

    i may be sad as frick but at least my music taste is immaculate

  • @liljay522
    @liljay522 4 года назад +2548

    School: Fake smiles
    Home: Doesn't smile
    Bathroom: Looks in the mirror to see the uglyness of self.

    • @badbleep4064
      @badbleep4064 4 года назад +50

      I felt that in my depressed soul! We will get through this and you are beautiful

    • @laminagreatness5304
      @laminagreatness5304 4 года назад +30

      You are beautiful no matter what

    • @ChiH-tp4nf
      @ChiH-tp4nf 4 года назад +13

      You’re beautiful

    • @jasmynngould
      @jasmynngould 4 года назад +10

      I do this literally every damn day💔When will it get better🥺IM SOO FUCKING TIRED💔

    • @tiarep3461
      @tiarep3461 4 года назад +9

      jasmynn gould hey don’t give up please 🥺! it will get better i promise ❤️

  • @puppyheart7778
    @puppyheart7778 4 года назад +290

    I’m writing a book, a theme that is kinda developing is “do you ever miss someone that was never in your life, or miss something you never had?” Like an unexplainable longing for something that would fit so well with you, if you knew what it was?

    • @jacquelinep8311
      @jacquelinep8311 4 года назад +11

      Where's the book (wattpad?) I'd love to give it a read

    • @may-ru7gq
      @may-ru7gq 4 года назад +7

      lmk when it’s out because it’s something I relate to a lot

    • @laraoreilly1755
      @laraoreilly1755 3 года назад +7

      let me know bout it when u done :)

    • @isabellenicholson2301
      @isabellenicholson2301 2 года назад +1

      Same wow im also writing a song like that

    • @cosinus_square
      @cosinus_square Год назад

      Purpose.

  • @rylesssssssssss
    @rylesssssssssss 4 года назад +95

    i'm in my bed
    and your'e not here
    and there's no one to blame but the drink in my wandering hands
    forget what i said
    that's not what i meant
    and i cant take it back, i cant unpack the baggage you left
    what am i not? what am i not?
    what if i'm someone i don't want around?
    i'm falling again, i'm falling again, i'm fallin'.
    what if i'm done? what if i'm out? what if i'm out? what if i'm someone you wont talk about?
    i'm falling again, i'm falling again, i'm fallin'.
    you said you cared, and you missed me too.
    and i'm well aware i write too many songs about you.
    the coffees out at the beachwood cafe.
    and it kills me cause i know we've run out of things we can say.
    what am i not? what am i not?
    what if i'm someone i don't want around?
    i'm falling again, i'm falling again, i'm fallin'.
    what if i'm done? what if i'm out? what if i'm out? what if i'm someone you wont talk about?
    i'm falling again, i'm falling again, i'm fallin'.
    and i get the feeling that you'll never need me again.
    what am i not? what am i not?
    what if you're someone i just want around.
    i'm falling again, i'm falling again, i'm fallin'.
    what if i'm done? what if i'm out? what if i'm out? what if i'm someone you wont talk about?
    i'm falling again, i'm falling again, i'm fallin'.

  • @jamiewalter3235
    @jamiewalter3235 3 года назад +14

    everyone say thank you harry styles for this masterpiece.

  • @kristenleigh3976
    @kristenleigh3976 4 года назад +106

    as soon as i heard his voice i started sobbing,,,, harry's impact

  • @kafkaenjoyer.
    @kafkaenjoyer. 4 года назад +323

    harry styles :"im in my bed "
    me :*cries*

  • @maxnightingale9517
    @maxnightingale9517 4 года назад +13

    "and it kills me 'cause i know we've run out of things we can say" has never hit so hard

  • @MK-ix3ly
    @MK-ix3ly 3 года назад +6

    “you said you care and you missed me too” that part broke my heart even more

  • @cameronreeves412
    @cameronreeves412 4 года назад +812

    why does everyone in this comment section feel like family

  • @neptunevol6
    @neptunevol6 4 года назад +616

    *plays song*
    *cries*
    *song ends*
    *repeat*

    • @alfredhauser2142
      @alfredhauser2142 4 года назад +2

      Same. Btw I'm a girl...

    • @daviewood7463
      @daviewood7463 4 года назад +1

      i want this on a tshirt

    • @kylee916
      @kylee916 3 года назад

      Same! Lmao

    • @austjk
      @austjk 3 года назад +2

      My version:
      Plays song
      Cries
      Song ends
      Even more cries
      Repeat

    • @ghaynaa8743
      @ghaynaa8743 3 года назад +1

      @@austjk yes

  • @dagwynne
    @dagwynne 4 года назад +10

    I remember, probably about 12 years ago, after getting picked up from primary school, I would wait in the car with my dad for my 2 brothers. They would walk from the high school to the car with some mates and all my brothers friends would say hi and have a joke with me. Harry Styles used to do a Sid the sloth impression to me and my brother and make me (especially) and my brother laugh our heads off. Now... over a decade later Harry is an icon, my dad is sadly no longer here, no more waiting in the car worry free. Kinda strange to me. But hey ho life goes on, those things from the past that stick in your head are the ones that make your character.

  • @Sofi-xn8ju
    @Sofi-xn8ju 4 года назад +45

    My thoughts and I haven't gone to sleep yet. The sun's going to rise soon, so I ask my thoughts what we're going to do next. I want this to be played at my funeral. I want it to play when I get married. I want it to play right now in this moment over and over again until the sun rises. And with it I no longer fall but rise like the day.
    Lol cheesy ik but simple poetry's what I needed at 4:45 AM

  • @nadena9423
    @nadena9423 4 года назад +259

    pLEASE PUT THIS ON SOUNDCLOUD OR SPOTIFY I WANT TO BALL MY EYES OUT AND SLEEP TO THIS FOR ALL 2020

  • @ape8887
    @ape8887 4 года назад +163

    I got kicked out Christmas and spent my 18th birthday by myself, and RUclips has the audacity to hit me with sad songs

    • @isawihana3538
      @isawihana3538 4 года назад +10

      hey, I am really sorry about that but I hope you are okie :)

    • @footbompsfalishaandphanino9986
      @footbompsfalishaandphanino9986 4 года назад +2

      I’m so sorry 🥺

    • @joannamart6262
      @joannamart6262 3 года назад +1

      hi man, no idea when is ur birthday, but happy birthday to u dude. u will grow up stronger.

  • @idktbh7160
    @idktbh7160 3 года назад +7

    if music was a person, it’d give you the best hug.

  • @mirandafranco8934
    @mirandafranco8934 4 года назад +4

    Why is it the good days that I have sad midnight cries...

    • @lenmaier5315
      @lenmaier5315 4 года назад +1

      always

    • @mirandafranco8934
      @mirandafranco8934 4 года назад +1

      Lili Maier lol fr😭💀 then after I went to play some cod💀💀

  • @bella-jl3pt
    @bella-jl3pt 4 года назад +596

    the one dislike is someone whos crying sm and couldnt see it was the dislike instead of like button...

  • @KateHen
    @KateHen Год назад +9

    This song cuts a lot deeper for me. It played a lot on the last roadtrip I went on with my ex. The most miserable holiday of my life, we both knew we weren't happy and I knew I wasn't loved in reciprocation but stuck it out. Glad to be out of that relationship now but certain songs and places bring back those awful feelings of not being loved.

  • @reenavyya3399
    @reenavyya3399 Год назад +2

    i can't believe i am crying and it just hits so differently in reverb 😭😭

  • @wrenmilligan4261
    @wrenmilligan4261 4 года назад +80

    "and it kills me cause i know we've run out of things we can say"
    "and i get the feeling that you'll never need me again"
    "what if your someone i just want around"
    oof that hit too hard

  • @uhhziza
    @uhhziza 4 года назад +87

    “And I’m well aware I write to many songs about you” this line rly hurts for sum reason

  • @tpwk8896
    @tpwk8896 3 года назад +5

    When I listen to this song I just close my eyes and listen to his voice. I literally love him with all of my heart and more. He’s my comfort person, he makes me so happy

  • @al3xiagrace
    @al3xiagrace 4 года назад +122

    •and it kills me cause I know we’ve run out of things we can say•

    • @oliviadubetsky5328
      @oliviadubetsky5328 4 года назад +1

      chicken strips hits fing different

    • @dhurgadharani5672
      @dhurgadharani5672 3 года назад +1

      Literally me when me and my crush have nothing to carry on laughing or talking about

  • @jadenluce3682
    @jadenluce3682 4 года назад +109

    1:45
    “ you said you care, and you missed me too “ I fucking felt that. It put a feeling in my stomach... if you get that?
    “ and I’m well aware I write to many songs about you.” I also felt that bc I write music.

  • @malaikaazv
    @malaikaazv 4 года назад +7

    *it's crazy how I relate to so many of these comments*

  • @breaneagarrote2035
    @breaneagarrote2035 4 года назад +5

    always going back here if I ever wanna cry.

  • @halliemcdowell8317
    @halliemcdowell8317 4 года назад +105

    This hurts so bad and I can’t stop crying.
    StOPPpppppp

    • @wrenmilligan4261
      @wrenmilligan4261 4 года назад +3

      its gonna be okay sweetie. me too tbh, i've been crying for the past 3 days. but it will get better, i promise. stay strong we'll get through it :).

    • @halliemcdowell8317
      @halliemcdowell8317 4 года назад

      Wren m aww thank you I appreciate you. I’m really sorry you’re upset.. there are people who will always be there for you. And yes, it will get better :/❣️

  • @namjooningfr
    @namjooningfr 4 года назад +100

    And I get the feeling that you never need me again .... I felt that

  • @evamastroianni3418
    @evamastroianni3418 3 года назад +2

    his last "falling" just breaks my heart even more

  • @sofiatroncoso3985
    @sofiatroncoso3985 3 года назад +4

    please put on your headphones and close your eyes and I swear you will believe that anything is possible, it is simply PERFECT

  • @luisa-eg5yz
    @luisa-eg5yz 4 года назад +114

    I feel like drowning in my own tears but i'm not even crying. I remember all moments where i desired to kill myself or even being dead. I imagine how people would react if that happens.
    This song hits me in such levels that i can't even write without trumbling my hands.
    I'll never be as loved as i love. That will be my downfall. I love too much, too often and too wrong.
    He made me love a lot. Instead of hurting me, my not corresponding love made me being aware of how i can love without being loved and feel good.
    He will always be the one, even if i'm not his.

    • @luisa-eg5yz
      @luisa-eg5yz 4 года назад +3

      A week later and i still think the same way. I'm trying not to cry. I feel i don't deserve to be here, to be alive. If i could, i would give my soul to someone who really deserves to live. I'm not mad that i'm alive, i just feel powerless, out of control. My hands took autocontrol and are writing everything im thinking, even if it's bad or just pathetic, like me. Thats how i still feel.

    • @addiem7065
      @addiem7065 4 года назад +1

      Just try to keep your head up, believe me Ik how u feel, you are worth it and deserve the air u breath, just take a deep breath and remember u are right where u are meant to be, your on that right path and on your way to the future u want, gods gotchu! Sending my prayers to u🙏

    • @luisa-eg5yz
      @luisa-eg5yz 4 года назад

      i can't imagine how bad i felt half a year ago.
      i think the love i felt is gone, vanished with the shadows of my heart.
      and im surviving every single day so i don't think of giving up on everything.
      my connection with the outside world is nonexistent, and thats not a bad thing.
      and i'm here again just to keep people updated of how i'm doing.
      thank you all.

  • @RoseRW
    @RoseRW 4 года назад +66

    nearly 7 billion beating hearts in the world, then why would i fall in love with the one that didnt beat for me...

    • @simrannnn_
      @simrannnn_ 3 года назад +4

      omg that rlly hurt me... i hope you’re ok boo, i love you 🥺🥺

  • @joshuataboada5087
    @joshuataboada5087 4 года назад +3

    i didnt think this could get any sadder

  • @bossanova-tt9fm
    @bossanova-tt9fm 4 года назад +525

    me: all depressed and stuff
    ads: *"hOnEy Is A fReE bRoWsEr ExTeNsIoN-"*

    • @SM-qv2om
      @SM-qv2om 3 года назад +3

      Mine was about laundry detergent
      Thanks RUclips

    • @neil1358
      @neil1358 3 года назад +4

      Mine was about alcohol and I’m like “OH? MAKING ADDICTIONS WORSE I SEE.”

    • @kaewalla1590
      @kaewalla1590 3 года назад +3

      i love danganronpa fans

    • @111.m4xus
      @111.m4xus 3 года назад +3

      @@kaewalla1590 Same tho.

    • @annanovoselova682
      @annanovoselova682 3 года назад +2

      lmfao same

  • @mr.worldwide5971
    @mr.worldwide5971 4 года назад +786

    this is so sad alexa play despacito

  • @lobalunar9561
    @lobalunar9561 2 года назад +6

    'forget what I said, it's not what I meant' and
    'I get the feeling that you'll never need me again' hurt way more than they should....

  • @noturhoe4850
    @noturhoe4850 4 года назад +2

    And for a moment, I felt understood. Thank you, Harry.

  • @annamae4806
    @annamae4806 4 года назад +160

    this is honestly the best i've felt since i was eleven (i'm fifteen now). like i feel a stronger connection to God, i find joy in the small things, i don't get as mad at myself, and i don't care as much what others think of me. never give up on yourself, anyone can come from a dark place to the light. talk to me if you need it, and I wish you all luck on the new year :)

    • @fruityhouaylorstan9685
      @fruityhouaylorstan9685 4 года назад +4

      bless your beautiful soul ❤️ thanks for that. an inspiration 💕

    • @malloryrogers1604
      @malloryrogers1604 4 года назад +2

      thanks:) i turn 15 in a few days & i hope the rest of the year gets better

    • @armaniselland2275
      @armaniselland2275 3 года назад +3

      Literally same! I’m 17 and I swear this quarantine changed me. I feel so much closer to God and I’m not self-conscious anymore I’m happy. I just have really bad anxiety that makes me break down for no specific reason, maybe there is a reason IDK anymore. But I’m working through it though.😭❤️

  • @nikiulcova6241
    @nikiulcova6241 4 года назад +171

    " itˇs hard to think you could ever hate me."

    • @leahhmillerr
      @leahhmillerr 4 года назад +2

      what song is that

    • @elisasmith5330
      @elisasmith5330 4 года назад +5

      I know it’s three months late but it’s Too Young by the king himself Louis Tomlinson

    • @ocean4578
      @ocean4578 4 года назад +2

      fellow larrie😌

  • @callofduty0823
    @callofduty0823 Год назад +6

    i remember first listening to this, it was when i was going through my darkest time. brings up so many thoughts i had during that time. i’m so proud of myself that i’m still here.

  • @juani2938
    @juani2938 4 года назад +42

    AND I GET THE FEELING THAT YOULL NEVER NEED ME AGAINNNNNNNNNNNN

  • @sazaislin
    @sazaislin 4 года назад +303

    y'all just want me to be depressed huh

  • @jae5608
    @jae5608 3 года назад +3

    "and I get the feeling that you'll never need me again."
    If anyone needs me ill be replaying that line over and over again til it doesn't hurt anymore. Thank u

  • @stellasalvaggio9592
    @stellasalvaggio9592 4 года назад +10

    People always ask me why I cry in every single movie and I tell them I don’t know but really, it’s just the only time I can show my sadness without anyone thinking it’s real