I don’t even remember writing this original comment didn’t realize it got this many likes, I was dealing with depression at the time and I feel like looking back I didn’t fully understand what I was saying. My depression has worsened sadly. And I feel so disconnected from myself, nobody in my life knows and I’m fine with that I guess. I’d like to feel like me again someday, and if I find out that isn’t possible anymore than I don’t want to be alive. If anybody reads this, I hope you are okay, not just pretending to be but really okay.
UnderratedNerd don’t feel like that I love you and everybody loves you and idek who you are but I just can’t handle hearing that well. I hope you feel better
Just staring at yourself in the mirror. Just wondering when the pain will stop. just wishing it would end already and wishing someone, anyone, could save you from the monster you’re becoming
Every morning I stare at myself in the mirror, and seriously it just gets harder to recognize the person In the reflection.. it’s been years with depression.. it’s killing me
You know when you see a recommended youtube video posted 3 years ago by a user with a default profile pic.... its gonna be good Edit: 5 years Edit: 8 years 😁 I was really 16 when I first posted this comment and here you guys have me on update duty still 8 years later
until you find another way of distracting yourself from this pain and numbness that eats you from the inside because realising that all you got is yourself and your demons makes you actually contemplate suicide but everytime you realise you don't have the guts to do it so you're just stuck in this world with your self-pity, self-hatred and constant derealization and existential crisis. no? well, it's just me.
“Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married or own a house as if life was some kind of grocery list. But no one ever asks you if you are happy.” ~Heath Ledger❤️
I don't think I've ever seen something that captured depression this well before. Both how it looks from the outside and how it feels on the inside. I don't know exactly what's different, but I think it's just that this captured the sense of being painfully average, going about life stuck in endless normality. I love this so fucking much because it didn't make depression look like battle, because it never feels like a battle, you aren't going up tooth and nail to your self hatred every day, you don't have to beat down a big black dragon to get out of bed, it just doesn't seem like there's any reason to, but in the end, you still have to get stuff done because you have to. There's a hint of meaning but not enough to care about it, and there are a lot of things that you know you should be doing but you just don't feel like it. It's the feeling of not feeling like it all the time, feeling stagnant and distant and it hurts, but not in the way you think it would, it's like hitting your leg when it's fallen asleep, but that's your entire life. You don't even realize it hurts until you look in the mirror and hardly recognize yourself and hate yourself so much for not doing anything meaningful but also not being able to because you're so drained all the time. That is the feeling this gives and I hope it helps people to understand longterm depression more clearly, that being functional doesn't mean healthy.
Joshua Volpe @sendingfish on instagram, not a x fan page representing xxxtentacion 2018, this page does not like new fans from the SAD! era, but they do cover rare stuff from jahseh.
Yh like ur alone by chose but when that lifestyle hits you unacknowledgingly and now you dont it leaves you empty And quarantine didnt rly affect me but just my relationships with my friends I dont text or talk to them as often anymore, they try but I just ignore, wanting my time to myself but at the same time I'm scared cuz what if i fuck it up? What if they just drop me for being dry and it's my fault and i now have no one to talk to?
I live it every day, if you aren't in it cherish that you actually have at least one person to talk to about anything even if it's not big but anything at all
i know that feeling of looking in the mirror and feeling so entirely nonexistent. feeling so fucking depressed for so long you’re convinced you’re a ghost. i try to avoid looking in the mirror on those days, it always worsens my dissociation.
Hey, I saw you posted this 9 months ago. I really hope you're feeling better now about yourself and feel happier about life. I know exactly how hard it can be sometimes.
This song always wants to make me throw up crying. The only video my mom and I have of my cousin who commit suicide in 2019 is of him playing the piano instrumental at 0:50. We had no idea what song it was for 4 years until late December of last year, it came up on tiktok. We looked at the lyrics and it was heartbreak all over again, I wish he would have said something.
"There is a mathematical certainty that at this very moment, someone feels the exact same thing as you do. This isnt to say you arent special. It's to say, thank god you arent special."
He keeps looking at the mirror and looks away and looks back hoping to see something different Damn I felt that Edit: This is my first time getting so many likes so thank you :D I hope whoever reading this is doing well and if you're not then just keep on pushing I promise their will be better times There's always sunshine after the storm :))))
@@naman334 yeah for sure he does. It's not bad at all. It's tottaly human to feel that way. That's why people hurt others in the first place. Or put people in pain so others feel and see their pain cause isolation in pain is what's truly painful.
I think what we're really looking for as humans is connection, just one person that we can feel that they understand us, and see us for who we really are, but these kind of people are rare, and that's why we feel lonely. and to the stranger who's going to read this, i am here to tell you that you are capable of meeting new people, and you are capable of having meaningful connections with others, don't let your mind tell you otherwise, you are never alone, the sun, the trees, the flowers, music, movies, poetry, paintings, and books are all here to keep you company, and don't worry it will get better. Love, from another stranger.
GeenNaam coping is a temporary solution that only subsides the pain for another time. there’s a contradictory concept that prolongs my tolerance for living, and that is forcing myself to believe that things will get better; although, i know it won’t. but false acceptation isn’t uncommon in human society.
When he first started looking at himself he looked like he was about to cry and so many thoughts were running through his head and when he started looking away it was like he came back to reality.
That feeling when you realise you've become what you used to dislike as a child. A kiss of hope to everyone struggling with difficult emotions. We will make it!
you ever feel like you’ve hit rock bottom, but it gets worse and worse and you wonder when the pain will finally be gone and experience genuine happiness
Dont worry I'm 16 years of things getting worse and worse. Havent been able to feel anything anymore. It gets worse, but luckily, you'll block out all emotions. What a gift of life.
Anyone notice there's some kind of sticky note covering a portion of the picture above the bed? Like as if the main protagonist wants to forget something from his past, etc.
You morons always point out shit that doesn't matter in a conversation. Now on topic: It does seem like he's covered *something* up with a sticky note. He even looks at it for a moment and quickly looks away. Good attention to detail
Nytecore what he meant by is : if you’re depressed you’re most likely to listen to depressing songs, and this one may pop up, like it probably popped up in all of our recommended. Yes, watching a video does not make you “fucking depressed”. Thank you for stating the obvious (I’m not being rude). Hope you have a great day and stay safe during covid✨(btw why does this even need an explanation..Love you guys)
The sun is hidden Behind the clouds The sun goes down I see it fall I write your name At the grocery store I want to see What it's like to be you I'm lying down It's raining now When things are gone You can't have them back I close my eyes It's late at night I hope I won't Have that dream again
The end scene is practically incredible, he translates so much with his eyes, you can really identify what he is trying to portray. For me I feel like he was trying to portray Inner distress due to loneliness, overwhelming scattered thoughts and major anxiety. I have felt like that blankly staring into the mirror and looking away, then looking back due to feeling a bit ocd because of the stress. So deeply powerful with the melody as well! Truly happy I have found this beautiful song.
@@soapy2587 thats some low self confidence. I join calls i have no clue who anyone is. And i end up fine. They arent even in front of you. When you realize that you are just another page in someones life, things become a lot smoother.
when he began to stare at the mirror for a long time,i felt that. the feelings of loneliness and self hate flowing in me through examining my shitty face in the cold mirror is the peak of low self esteem.
X picked the best sample for "Teeth" it illustrates sorrow, sadness, happiness, lust, and confusion. This song is amazing and so is "Teeth". Its so simple yet has such a deep meaning to it
this is what depression feels like. exactly this. when he keeps looking in the mirror, I want to cry. because this feeling isnt nice at all, and I know what it feels to look at yourself fueled by hatred and disgust.
There are a a handful of cues that set up the main character as a hopeless loner, stuck in a monotonous and mundane life. The focus is then shifted in a way that makes us, the audience, personally identify with the main character. As the scenes play out, the viewer begins to consider that our lives are not necessarily any different to the main characters', and that we too suffer from the same spiritual and social distresses as him. First, the main character is set up as a socially reclusive twenty-something, lost in a hue of hopelessness. The off-white color of the scene, sets a dull mood to represent how tiresome and mundane life has become for the main character. The wobbly wheel of the shopping cart (0:11) represents the instability of his life; he is as directionless as the broken cart. The fact that he opts to buy his groceries at the self-checkout section of the store (0:33) is indicative of the fact that he is not a sociable person. Compare this with the social interaction of a customer being served by a human employee right behind him. He had the option of being served by a person and having some social interaction but chose to avoid this. This contrast highlights the monotony and loneliness of his robotic and reclusive life. The way that the car scene is shot (0:58) makes the main character seem like someone who is not an active participant in life. Rather, he seems like a spectator looking in. This reaffirms that he is an outsider who does not engage in conventional society. The emptiness of his house (1:11) represents the emptiness of his life. Most people fill their homes with material things but the main character does not. He is not most people, and does not share the same values as most people around him. Overall, the main character is set up to exhibit the tendencies of whom we would consider a ''doomer''; i.e, someone who feels a sense of aimlessness and loneliness, and is subsequently stricken with a deep despair for life. For the main character, life is meaningless and he sees no reason to engage in conventional social pursuits. Instead, he retreats from society into apathetic isolation. Secondly, after we accept that the main character fits this conception of the ''doomer'', the focus then shifts in a way that makes us, the viewer, identify our position as being analogous to that of the main characters'. In other words, we consider the fact that we might be ''doomers''. As we look at the main character from an external point of view (1:40), a bridge is made when the main character is looking into the mirror (1:48), seemingly looking at himself. However, as his eyes come to align with ours, we realise he looking at us and we are looking at him. The perspective changes, and we go from look at the main character to looking at ourselves. It progresses to an awkward moment, where the main character looks around almost contemplatively, which functions as meditation for ourselves, allowing us to ruminate on the fact that this is us. Finally, we internalise the main character as us, and the scene ends. We realise that we are aimless and lonely, and disillusioned with life. We no longer see the wonder in existence. We are the doomer. So, the main character is a disillusioned ''doomer'', representative of us, the real life ''doomer''.
I’m really glad teen suicide’s getting the attention they deserve. This song means a lot to people. It means a lot to me. I’m glad other people are finding it and getting to feel what I’ve felt for so long. I’m glad your here.
When He Is Paying At the Grocery store He Chooses the Self Check out ,and In the Background you can See the Lady paying with the Cashier. Subtle but genius
True that, but I mean, it's wayyyy faster to do self checkout. Some folks where I live can't get their cards figured out so it end up taking ages queueing up at the cashier.
the viewer/camera is supposed to represent depression. when the guy was out in public (grocery store), the camera is way off to the side, and it’s behind him. the squeaking shopping cart, the bright lights, the colorful food items, and the clamor of the shoppers around here serve as distractions to his depression. hence, the camera lurks behind him. in fact, the camera is so far away, we never actually get a good look at his face until the next scene. the man can still feel his depression watching him, but it isn’t too severe. next is a car scene. the man is in a cramped space, and so he has fewer distractions to escape his depressive thoughts; hence, the camera now shows his face. however, the camera is still off to the side. the man can feel the camera watching, and he oftentimes looks to his left outside his window, as if he doesn’t even want to look near the camera. then the man arrives home. the man moves relatively quickly to his nightstand and begins to unbutton his shirt. but as soon as he comes in line with the camera’s path, he dramatically slows down. his mouth moves, as if he’s trying to say something out loud, but nothing comes out. then we enter the bathroom. the man never looks up from washing his hands. he wants to avoid the inevitable; looking up and seeing himself in the mirror. he can feel the camera approaching. he feverishly washes his hands. now comes the climax of the film. the camera is right in front of the man. he has finally stopped washing his hands. he has no more distractions; no groceries to buy, no buttons to undo, no hands to wash. he must face the only thing left standing in his way. the camera is there. he looks into it. pain in his eyes. his eyes dart away; he briefly recollects himself. he looks back at the mirror, hoping he will look different; he looks at the camera, hoping the depression will go away, hoping it will give him jut a bit of mercy, a bit of space. when he realizes the camera won’t leave, you see the pain, the hopelessness, enter his eyes again. he looks exhausted and defeated. you can see the pleading look, how he just wants the camera to go away. but you can’t go away; you’re the viewer, and you’re helplessly watching this man suffer from your presence. where does that leave you?
The Coronavirus is affecting people, making them depressed from not being able to see anyone, isolated at home. But that's how I've been... my entire life.
I love that their name is "Teen Suicide" and they make sad music so when you look them up you don't always think to put 'band' on the end and it shows you the suicide hotline number. These guys out here doing God's work.
Hello I am alone like this. Exactly like this. With the long pauses and weird moments and everything. Sometimes the emptiness consumes me like this and I feel it in my car alone in my room alone. If no one is there to observe you being a person, sometimes it feels like you aren’t a person. But you are. And I, a stranger on RUclips, care that you brush your teeth and get to bed on time. I care that you got brown instead of white rice at the grocery store. It matters. You are not alone in being alone. There are so many of us. We will find each other one day ♥️.
You know I used to live my life like this. Going to university, working weekends. Long drives alone. It felt so unreal. It felt like all I had was myself. I was alone in my own ideas and thoughts. It was like knowing that even if you think you’re nothing, you still occupied a little space in the world. You filled your bubble full of tainted glass. Sometimes we become a trap for ourselves. And we self-impose loneliness. I once weighed 240lbs. Now I’m 200lbs. I played video games for hours. Now I read books. Always know that you are in control of your life. And all you need to do is push. Never give up. Never quit. And don’t worry if you feel alone. Because I’ll be there with you.
Ah man, 3am Perfect time to remember the only real friends I had are dead, destroyed by drugs or in prison. I'm alone but I like to think that it's by choice. Also I have my dogs.
I’ve been here before, i remember it now, I was here a year and a half ago, crying on whether I should’ve ended my life or not, and I’m glad I’m able to type this comment
Same, I've had times where I wanted to end my own life and I'm glad I didn't, at least someone like you understands because sometimes I feel like no one understands me at all
@@anthonyfantanoisacuckifuck2536 its not even his fault tho. His old producer willie g sampled this song and X bought the beat off the Internet and used it for his song teeth. He probably didn't even know who teen suicide was or that this was originally their song
that look.. I'm in a better place now than I used to be. But that look still takes me back to that feeling. To this day, I've never seen anything more accurately portray that state more viscerally than that look
It hits so much during the part of him can’t look at his reflection in the mirror, specifically his eyes. It’s like u can’t believe why ur becoming this person…
shit, I was left staring into my own eyes when the screen went black at the end. crazy how much emotion can be communicated in such a short amount of time
I love this name it sounds so sarcastic, like when you’re leaving in the morning for school and your mom says “where are you going, school?” And you respond “no, the moon”
I thought this was a love song about a someone in love with another person, but now I realize it’s a love song about someone trying to fall in love with themself.
This is probably the best depiction of depression I’ve ever laid eyes on. This song depicts it so well on its own and this video just made it so much better. Props to you guys.
There's a certain peace I feel when I wollow in my own sadness and just shut myself off from everyone, maybe those moments exist to help you appriate when you get out of it and actually achive happiness, idk.
RUclips recommendations 2015: no 2016: no 2017: no 2018: no 2019: no coronavirus 2020: no, the moon and coronavirus 2021: no, the moon and vaccinations
I've had this in my "to watch" playlist for like 6 years now. I saved it for later, but it never got my atention again. So it stayed there until now. It's 2 am and I think I was supossed to see it now. Its my first time living alone (for a couple months know) after living with a lovely family of 6. its the first time living in silence. I've been depressed for a while now, I think. Im happy but I feel so alone and lost. This is how it feels.
the opening shot is almost resemblant to the state the character is in. very wobbly, but still moving forward as best as it can. it's a super crucial shot that really belongs there, and is a perfect way to open the film and give the audience the feel of the mood that is going to be given off.
“being alone really makes you realize that all you got is yourself.”
neeko X :(
Yeah..
I like your profile pic is that johnny depp as scissorhands with a cap?
@@lucifer82666 yes it is
@@neoscythe behind the scenes or..?
The absolute worst feeling is not being able to feel at all.
You won’t be saying that after someone fucks up your shins
Inhaling Bread shins?
The first comment is fucking right, I used to say I don’t got feelings, but I’m heartbroken right now
I know what your meaning
Inhaling Bread what the fuck kind of response is that😂😂
The feeling when you can’t seem to look yourself in the eye, because you become a stranger to yourself.
self-opia
weirdness it happens to me for lkke 0.01 seconds but then I’m like stfu.
I feel him 100%
I don’t even remember writing this original comment didn’t realize it got this many likes, I was dealing with depression at the time and I feel like looking back I didn’t fully understand what I was saying. My depression has worsened sadly. And I feel so disconnected from myself, nobody in my life knows and I’m fine with that I guess. I’d like to feel like me again someday, and if I find out that isn’t possible anymore than I don’t want to be alive. If anybody reads this, I hope you are okay, not just pretending to be but really okay.
UnderratedNerd don’t feel like that I love you and everybody loves you and idek who you are but I just can’t handle hearing that well. I hope you feel better
Him staring at the mirror hits so hard. Just looking at yourself wondering who am I? Why am I here? Where is everyone? When will it ever change?
At that moment he was aware of himself. Aware of the man looking back in the mirror. Aware of the mediocre unsatisfying life that he's living.
Just staring at yourself in the mirror. Just wondering when the pain will stop. just wishing it would end already and wishing someone, anyone, could save you from the monster you’re becoming
The anxiety is eating us alive
that's always when i break down
Every morning I stare at myself in the mirror, and seriously it just gets harder to recognize the person In the reflection.. it’s been years with depression.. it’s killing me
You know when you see a recommended youtube video posted 3 years ago by a user with a default profile pic.... its gonna be good
Edit: 5 years
Edit: 8 years 😁 I was really 16 when I first posted this comment and here you guys have me on update duty still 8 years later
You mind-reader , you.
yup
Correct
Yeo
Factual
Bit of a bruh moment when you realise this is how you’ve been living for a long time
I only realized it now lol
I don't regreti tho.
Maybe a little to long-
literally me haha
until you find another way of distracting yourself from this pain and numbness that eats you from the inside because realising that all you got is yourself and your demons makes you actually contemplate suicide but everytime you realise you don't have the guts to do it so you're just stuck in this world with your self-pity, self-hatred and constant derealization and existential crisis.
no?
well, it's just me.
happy five year anniversary everyone
🎉🛒💟
Ayyy
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omg 💗
Niceee
“Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married or own a house as if life was some kind of grocery list. But no one ever asks you if you are happy.” ~Heath Ledger❤️
Cos no1 cares. And your answer would be "I'm fine" anyway.
🌷
💖💖💖
Once asked my father if he was happy and he told me not to ask him questions anymore
@@Kalergi_Plan_Accelerationist exactly
I don't think I've ever seen something that captured depression this well before. Both how it looks from the outside and how it feels on the inside. I don't know exactly what's different, but I think it's just that this captured the sense of being painfully average, going about life stuck in endless normality. I love this so fucking much because it didn't make depression look like battle, because it never feels like a battle, you aren't going up tooth and nail to your self hatred every day, you don't have to beat down a big black dragon to get out of bed, it just doesn't seem like there's any reason to, but in the end, you still have to get stuff done because you have to. There's a hint of meaning but not enough to care about it, and there are a lot of things that you know you should be doing but you just don't feel like it. It's the feeling of not feeling like it all the time, feeling stagnant and distant and it hurts, but not in the way you think it would, it's like hitting your leg when it's fallen asleep, but that's your entire life. You don't even realize it hurts until you look in the mirror and hardly recognize yourself and hate yourself so much for not doing anything meaningful but also not being able to because you're so drained all the time. That is the feeling this gives and I hope it helps people to understand longterm depression more clearly, that being functional doesn't mean healthy.
well said
This is actually what I wanted my therapist to understand
Why did you just describe me.. Man.. I've been putting it off for a long time but I guess I really am depressed
@@user-sh1gc3jk7l I'm so happy for you that you've never known what it feels like to be clinically depressed and in need of medication.
this is perfectly put
Nostalgia, deja vu, depression, and fascination combined.
MaduFall did u know the singer is mad at x for the sample in teeth?
NinjaBeast❺⑧❺ oh shit really?
Where did you find this
Joshua Volpe @sendingfish on instagram, not a x fan page representing xxxtentacion 2018, this page does not like new fans from the SAD! era, but they do cover rare stuff from jahseh.
Are you a member of The Fall ?
@@prod.interlude go play minecraft
when he looked at the camera, i could feel his pain.
emaS
I've never felt so seen.
what a beautiful corner of youtube.
exactly my thoughts
This lifestyle of being alone is literally my worst fear.
The worst thing it's not something you chose. It just happens.
@Galaxi i know and thats so fucked
Yh like ur alone by chose but when that lifestyle hits you unacknowledgingly and now you dont it leaves you empty
And quarantine didnt rly affect me but just my relationships with my friends
I dont text or talk to them as often anymore, they try but I just ignore, wanting my time to myself but at the same time I'm scared cuz what if i fuck it up? What if they just drop me for being dry and it's my fault and i now have no one to talk to?
It’s my reality 😔
I live it every day, if you aren't in it cherish that you actually have at least one person to talk to about anything even if it's not big but anything at all
i know that feeling of looking in the mirror and feeling so entirely nonexistent. feeling so fucking depressed for so long you’re convinced you’re a ghost. i try to avoid looking in the mirror on those days, it always worsens my dissociation.
fr 💔😔
Hey, I saw you posted this 9 months ago. I really hope you're feeling better now about yourself and feel happier about life. I know exactly how hard it can be sometimes.
I have broke all mirrors in my parents house and dorm room
@@trevorfranks69 you could've covered them.
@@trevorfranks69 You're an idiot
This song always wants to make me throw up crying. The only video my mom and I have of my cousin who commit suicide in 2019 is of him playing the piano instrumental at 0:50. We had no idea what song it was for 4 years until late December of last year, it came up on tiktok. We looked at the lyrics and it was heartbreak all over again, I wish he would have said something.
God bless you bro.
what song is it?
Ouch ❤️🩹
@@daudchishti5317 it’s this one. no, the moon by Teen Suicide
@@bodeaandrei3155 Appreciate it. ❤️
"There is a mathematical certainty that at this very moment, someone feels the exact same thing as you do. This isnt to say you arent special. It's to say, thank god you arent special."
I remember that quote. Where is it from?
@@novathefallenstarwarrior from "our numbered days" by neil hilborn
@@cel8747 thank you kind person
Wow I can see the pain in his eyes.. powerful.
*confusion
@@_hi_pwr Nah, that's straight up despair. Looks like he's about to have a panic attack or disassociate. Can talk from experience
He keeps looking at the mirror and looks away and looks back hoping to see something different
Damn I felt that
Edit: This is my first time getting so many likes so thank you :D
I hope whoever reading this is doing well and if you're not then just keep on pushing I promise their will be better times
There's always sunshine after the storm :))))
Lonely people can relate
Imran Ali ruclips.net/video/WzBxZfzYcI0/видео.html
I do the same
just with my fridge
Derp
and he looks sick everytime he looks
X had the coolest sample choices
This is my favorite song of xxxtentacion FT (Teeth) 1:47
What a stupid comment
In which of his songs did he sample this?
@@alighanbar1Teeth (Interlude)
the only real comfort while going through depression is knowing many others are as well..
Dipshit
Matthew Homman lol
bryan vejarano tru
Matthew Homman calm down edgelord
@@naman334 yeah for sure he does. It's not bad at all. It's tottaly human to feel that way. That's why people hurt others in the first place. Or put people in pain so others feel and see their pain cause isolation in pain is what's truly painful.
I think what we're really looking for as humans is connection, just one person that we can feel that they understand us, and see us for who we really are, but these kind of people are rare, and that's why we feel lonely.
and to the stranger who's going to read this, i am here to tell you that you are capable of meeting new people, and you are capable of having meaningful connections with others, don't let your mind tell you otherwise, you are never alone, the sun, the trees, the flowers, music, movies, poetry, paintings, and books are all here to keep you company, and don't worry it will get better.
Love, from another stranger.
thank u, I needed this🥺
I didnt need nor want this but thank you random stranger
I really hope so. Thank you for this.
thank you for that, I’ve been trying to convince myself that being lonely isn’t bad.
Thank you so much, I appreciate that you show the love you have, thank you so much.
sometimes i feel like tomorrow keeps on getting worse
@Saul ThedabkingOG but we find a way to cope with it, u can do this!
Then stop feeling...
GeenNaam coping is a temporary solution that only subsides the pain for another time. there’s a contradictory concept that prolongs my tolerance for living, and that is forcing myself to believe that things will get better; although, i know it won’t. but false acceptation isn’t uncommon in human society.
xxx it gets better man. here if you need to talk
It does and it does for me
Virtual hug for anyone out there feeling alone
i have an emotional attachment to this video. ive never felt more heard
I saw your comment today. You are seen, at least briefly
When he first started looking at himself he looked like he was about to cry and so many thoughts were running through his head and when he started looking away it was like he came back to reality.
Mickey Radtke felt that tbh
nobody:
not a soul:
RUclips algorithm: here take this absolute masterpiece from 3 years ago
fr0myourfears teen suicide makes really good music 10/10 would recommend if you enjoyed the song
Tamatoaisglam thank u :-)
Bro fr this random recommendation got my emotions all unstable n shit
Your profile picture is Soo good❤️😂
Was saying "nobody:" or "not a soul" really necessary?
That feeling when you realise you've become what you used to dislike as a child.
A kiss of hope to everyone struggling with difficult emotions. We will make it!
you ever feel like you’ve hit rock bottom, but it gets worse and worse and you wonder when the pain will finally be gone and experience genuine happiness
I really feel that
I'm still waiting for that kind of happiness for almost 6 years now.
I love you, buddy
you probably realized everything that was making you feel bad and forgave yourself, and everyone else. Congrats man you had a spiritual awakening.
Dont worry I'm 16 years of things getting worse and worse. Havent been able to feel anything anymore. It gets worse, but luckily, you'll block out all emotions. What a gift of life.
1:46. When you realised you left your calculator to radian in an exam
ABG lmfaoooooooooo what ?!
When she says she’s pregnant
Ikr
know the feeling
@@sweezkizz lmao nigga
This song makes me remember every feeling I've ever felt
Which ain't that much tbh
isn’t this sampled on Xxxtentation’s song Teeth?
Alejandro Cruz this song is older than that song bruh
TheLooneyGhost yeah i know i’m asking if this is the sampled song
Alejandro Cruz oh I’m sorry I’m stupid, I dont think it is
him staring in the mirror made my heart ache. i understood it all.
Are u ok ? Wanna talk ?
Anyone notice there's some kind of sticky note covering a portion of the picture above the bed? Like as if the main protagonist wants to forget something from his past, etc.
MasterBungalow main protagonist... there was only one actor
@@sybersyrup hes not wrong though
Rising Moon still the protagonist
@@loosestgoose2753 good knowledge of film and mental health
You morons always point out shit that doesn't matter in a conversation.
Now on topic: It does seem like he's covered *something* up with a sticky note. He even looks at it for a moment and quickly looks away. Good attention to detail
"Shiiit I forgot the milk"
but the dad go for the milk, doesn´t he? he´ll be home any minute.
I remember watching this a few years ago and thinking, “damn this is so sad” and now watching it again today i’ve realized this has become my life
Same. Never thought it would happen
Fucking losers, this ain't my life.
you know you’re really depressed or going through it if you watching this video
xmcm wow you completely missed the whole point, re-read
@@exsnstr Excuse me but how the fuck did he misconstrued what you said???,
Nytecore what he meant by is : if you’re depressed you’re most likely to listen to depressing songs, and this one may pop up, like it probably popped up in all of our recommended. Yes, watching a video does not make you “fucking depressed”. Thank you for stating the obvious (I’m not being rude). Hope you have a great day and stay safe during covid✨(btw why does this even need an explanation..Love you guys)
i thought this video was gonna be some old skit or something i was waiting for a punch line lmao
please no, just stop saying this is like mocking people with actual deppresion
The sun is hidden
Behind the clouds
The sun goes down
I see it fall
I write your name
At the grocery store
I want to see
What it's like to be you
I'm lying down
It's raining now
When things are gone
You can't have them back
I close my eyes
It's late at night
I hope I won't
Have that dream again
I hate peple of coler
Did I ask for the lyrics?
@@talflowtk what
BeyondDefeated I hate peple of coler
@@talflowtk yes i understand that now
I don’t know why I bursted into tears when he looked at himself in the mirror
same...you can just feel exactly what he’s feeling in that moment. i’ve been there.
me too...
well, i'm too numb to burst into tears but i definitely felt a weirdly close connection to that guy.
me too
Its just you, feeling that you aré looking yourself (apologyse my english, im latino and im not good at all)
The end scene is practically incredible, he translates so much with his eyes, you can really identify what he is trying to portray.
For me I feel like he was trying to portray Inner distress due to loneliness, overwhelming scattered thoughts and major anxiety.
I have felt like that blankly staring into the mirror and looking away, then looking back due to feeling a bit ocd because of the stress.
So deeply powerful with the melody as well! Truly happy I have found this beautiful song.
this makes me feel something i dont think ive felt before
Bro this is what i feel every day and its not good😔
Bro, I promise you wouldn't want to feel this way, believe me
I feel nostalgic.. but a sad kind. It hurts.
@@lunaxcatx right , its so sudden. :(
@critcendo why would that be lucky...
1:46 When everyone disconnects from the Discord voice call and you're just looking at your name alone.
i wasnt expecting to laugh when i came here
Last Online: 3 Years Ago
no but fr its very depressing
💀💀💀
i never had the self confidence for discord calls since 2016 :( i only joined once and I immediately left
@@soapy2587 thats some low self confidence. I join calls i have no clue who anyone is. And i end up fine. They arent even in front of you. When you realize that you are just another page in someones life, things become a lot smoother.
Imagine listening to this with headphomes on a train all alone damnn
I do it all the time everyday. I am numb to everything.
damnn bro
@@rishon7236 cringe
@@nostrilcake agreed this shit is hella edgy and cringe
@@sergsergesrgergseg nah you just aren't there yet
when he began to stare at the mirror for a long time,i felt that.
the feelings of loneliness and self hate flowing in me through examining my shitty face in the cold mirror is the peak of low self esteem.
How are you doing now? You okay?
@@soba1414 LMAO i was so cringe
@@ksyoush7565 oh😭
@@ksyoush7565😭 but you okay right?
@@Victor_0516 yeah im not lonely anymore i made a lot of friends and got 2 exes at this point
i still hate myself bc of my looks though
Me: The sun
YT: No, the moon
X picked the best sample for "Teeth" it illustrates sorrow, sadness, happiness, lust, and confusion. This song is amazing and so is "Teeth". Its so simple yet has such a deep meaning to it
I'm glad some understands what sampling is. Honestly, people act like they never heard of sampling before
@@bird3646 make your own music
@@st-vb7mh funny you said that 😅
@@st-vb7mh teen suicide uses samples too so
Exactly it feels hauntingly beautiful
The worst part isn't when it's happening, it's wondering when it will end.
I'm 26. It still hasn't ended.
I'm sorry things are like that. You're awsome, man. 20 freaking 6. Keep going and something'll happen for the better.
do it yourself
i hope you're still fighting
hey:) i’m proud of you. you got this please don’t go just yet:))
@@bryanna9788 👍💪
Sometimes, being alone and having sad thoughts makes me reflect on life. i don’t really like to be alone but sad thoughts kinda help me to stay awake.
this is what depression feels like. exactly this. when he keeps looking in the mirror, I want to cry. because this feeling isnt nice at all, and I know what it feels to look at yourself fueled by hatred and disgust.
There are a a handful of cues that set up the main character as a hopeless loner, stuck in a monotonous and mundane life. The focus is then shifted in a way that makes us, the audience, personally identify with the main character. As the scenes play out, the viewer begins to consider that our lives are not necessarily any different to the main characters', and that we too suffer from the same spiritual and social distresses as him.
First, the main character is set up as a socially reclusive twenty-something, lost in a hue of hopelessness. The off-white color of the scene, sets a dull mood to represent how tiresome and mundane life has become for the main character. The wobbly wheel of the shopping cart (0:11) represents the instability of his life; he is as directionless as the broken cart. The fact that he opts to buy his groceries at the self-checkout section of the store (0:33) is indicative of the fact that he is not a sociable person. Compare this with the social interaction of a customer being served by a human employee right behind him. He had the option of being served by a person and having some social interaction but chose to avoid this. This contrast highlights the monotony and loneliness of his robotic and reclusive life. The way that the car scene is shot (0:58) makes the main character seem like someone who is not an active participant in life. Rather, he seems like a spectator looking in. This reaffirms that he is an outsider who does not engage in conventional society. The emptiness of his house (1:11) represents the emptiness of his life. Most people fill their homes with material things but the main character does not. He is not most people, and does not share the same values as most people around him. Overall, the main character is set up to exhibit the tendencies of whom we would consider a ''doomer''; i.e, someone who feels a sense of aimlessness and loneliness, and is subsequently stricken with a deep despair for life. For the main character, life is meaningless and he sees no reason to engage in conventional social pursuits. Instead, he retreats from society into apathetic isolation.
Secondly, after we accept that the main character fits this conception of the ''doomer'', the focus then shifts in a way that makes us, the viewer, identify our position as being analogous to that of the main characters'. In other words, we consider the fact that we might be ''doomers''. As we look at the main character from an external point of view (1:40), a bridge is made when the main character is looking into the mirror (1:48), seemingly looking at himself. However, as his eyes come to align with ours, we realise he looking at us and we are looking at him. The perspective changes, and we go from look at the main character to looking at ourselves. It progresses to an awkward moment, where the main character looks around almost contemplatively, which functions as meditation for ourselves, allowing us to ruminate on the fact that this is us. Finally, we internalise the main character as us, and the scene ends. We realise that we are aimless and lonely, and disillusioned with life. We no longer see the wonder in existence. We are the doomer.
So, the main character is a disillusioned ''doomer'', representative of us, the real life ''doomer''.
THURDEYE wow.
beautiful
THURDEYE I see this as a personal attack
Damn.
What ever
The emotion just in those few seconds of staring in his eyes
The only person who's with you always and forever, is yourself. And thats sucks if you hate yourself.
Yeah... I can't stand it
Teen Suicide is such an underrated artist, honestly. They convey so much emotion and their music is honestly so beautiful.
I’m really glad teen suicide’s getting the attention they deserve. This song means a lot to people. It means a lot to me. I’m glad other people are finding it and getting to feel what I’ve felt for so long. I’m glad your here.
stop sayin that corny shit fake positivity is unimpressive
same, i love this song of theirs specifically
The song title sounds so sarcastic like
Girl: Are you talking to me?
Me: NO, THE MOON
Taha Rizvi LMFAOOOO
Hehe
this is so tortellini
Probably was sarcastic tbh🤪
ً z saka felt that
X did a perfect job with the sampling...
Yup!
When He Is Paying At the Grocery store He Chooses the Self Check out ,and In the Background you can See the Lady paying with the Cashier. Subtle but genius
He chooses to isolate himself
@@greenpigking6974 Redpilled
True that, but I mean, it's wayyyy faster to do self checkout. Some folks where I live can't get their cards figured out so it end up taking ages queueing up at the cashier.
@@sammipanini it is faster but subconsciously people choose to isolate themselves, u just gotta read between the lines sometimes
Also the shot of his car only shows the driver seat and no other seat further implying the sense of loneliness.
holy fuck,
this is actually beautiful.
gracias
the viewer/camera is supposed to represent depression.
when the guy was out in public (grocery store), the camera is way off to the side, and it’s behind him. the squeaking shopping cart, the bright lights, the colorful food items, and the clamor of the shoppers around here serve as distractions to his depression. hence, the camera lurks behind him. in fact, the camera is so far away, we never actually get a good look at his face until the next scene. the man can still feel his depression watching him, but it isn’t too severe.
next is a car scene. the man is in a cramped space, and so he has fewer distractions to escape his depressive thoughts; hence, the camera now shows his face. however, the camera is still off to the side. the man can feel the camera watching, and he oftentimes looks to his left outside his window, as if he doesn’t even want to look near the camera.
then the man arrives home. the man moves relatively quickly to his nightstand and begins to unbutton his shirt. but as soon as he comes in line with the camera’s path, he dramatically slows down. his mouth moves, as if he’s trying to say something out loud, but nothing comes out.
then we enter the bathroom. the man never looks up from washing his hands. he wants to avoid the inevitable; looking up and seeing himself in the mirror. he can feel the camera approaching. he feverishly washes his hands.
now comes the climax of the film. the camera is right in front of the man. he has finally stopped washing his hands. he has no more distractions; no groceries to buy, no buttons to undo, no hands to wash. he must face the only thing left standing in his way. the camera is there. he looks into it. pain in his eyes. his eyes dart away; he briefly recollects himself. he looks back at the mirror, hoping he will look different; he looks at the camera, hoping the depression will go away, hoping it will give him jut a bit of mercy, a bit of space. when he realizes the camera won’t leave, you see the pain, the hopelessness, enter his eyes again. he looks exhausted and defeated. you can see the pleading look, how he just wants the camera to go away. but you can’t go away; you’re the viewer, and you’re helplessly watching this man suffer from your presence. where does that leave you?
tea 568 dude.
tea 568 dude you went off thank you
Damn I'm impressed
wow man thanks for opening my eyes :)
and explaining what i couldn't explain
Damn. I want out of here.
not this being in everyone's recommended 8 years later 😭 though im not complaining, it was beautiful
Everything about this is perfect
The Coronavirus is affecting people, making them depressed from not being able to see anyone, isolated at home. But that's how I've been... my entire life.
daun页 🌸
and yet they still don’t understand us :/ Thats life for ya
*TXRREZ* I never get used to it
You ever watch teen movies and wished you lived a life that social and fun. Yeah that’s me, wishing.
And for some reason I still don’t lose hope..
I’ve been alone for so long that this quarantine is just normal
covid was kind of a sigh of relief for me
felt. being comfortable with solitude is addicting.
@@Traternal for me too.
@@melaniesk12bish30 hope you’re doing ok
I love that their name is "Teen Suicide" and they make sad music so when you look them up you don't always think to put 'band' on the end and it shows you the suicide hotline number. These guys out here doing God's work.
Bro that is some METICULOUS hand washing
Yeah
He feels dirty
Thats the CORRECT way to wash ur hands lol
Cathexis Nepenthe what?
Coronavirus
Hello I am alone like this. Exactly like this. With the long pauses and weird moments and everything. Sometimes the emptiness consumes me like this and I feel it in my car alone in my room alone. If no one is there to observe you being a person, sometimes it feels like you aren’t a person. But you are. And I, a stranger on RUclips, care that you brush your teeth and get to bed on time. I care that you got brown instead of white rice at the grocery store. It matters. You are not alone in being alone. There are so many of us. We will find each other one day ♥️.
beautifully written ❤️
❤️
Hi if u need a friend I’m here
I love you bud, you're not alone.
why do you care about whether it's brown or white rice?
I love how sad this makes me. I want to hug him because I feel like I understand exactly how he feels.
The fact that I’ve this was recommended to me after 8 years
my whole life in two minutes.
jnkey. same
Stfu
jnkey. qUirKy
+37 seconds
sLY
You know I used to live my life like this. Going to university, working weekends. Long drives alone. It felt so unreal. It felt like all I had was myself. I was alone in my own ideas and thoughts. It was like knowing that even if you think you’re nothing, you still occupied a little space in the world. You filled your bubble full of tainted glass. Sometimes we become a trap for ourselves. And we self-impose loneliness. I once weighed 240lbs. Now I’m 200lbs. I played video games for hours. Now I read books. Always know that you are in control of your life. And all you need to do is push. Never give up. Never quit. And don’t worry if you feel alone. Because I’ll be there with you.
bless u
how did u get out
@@virginiacollins it’s a leap of faith. Don’t be afraid.
Ah man, 3am
Perfect time to remember the only real friends I had are dead, destroyed by drugs or in prison. I'm alone but I like to think that it's by choice. Also I have my dogs.
Need nothing more than your dogs💗pure souls
@@elmundoparami yeah they're pretty cool and they love me
stick to your way, dear❤
@@awareness6094 thank you! I will
Yes bruv
The feeling of being detached from everything around us, not being able to feel what we are feeling sure is one of the worst...
I’ve been here before, i remember it now, I was here a year and a half ago, crying on whether I should’ve ended my life or not, and I’m glad I’m able to type this comment
Same, it’s crazy how I’ve changed enough to be able to bear what’s going through my mind and yet still feel sad
me too,virtual friend hugs
Same, I've had times where I wanted to end my own life and I'm glad I didn't, at least someone like you understands because sometimes I feel like no one understands me at all
I’m not glad
Thank you so much for being alive.
Did x sample the piano part for his song “teeth” it sound exactly like it
Willie g his producer did yes for the song teeth
A lot of x’s songs were had samples in them
THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING TOO
I finally found this comment 😂
Yes X sampled it
This needs way more views man
sucks that xxxtentacion’s shit song “teeth” has more recognition
@@anthonyfantanoisacuckifuck2536 its not even his fault tho. His old producer willie g sampled this song and X bought the beat off the Internet and used it for his song teeth. He probably didn't even know who teen suicide was or that this was originally their song
@@Jonnyboy6667 bruh x was a fan of them
@@Jonnyboy6667 x knew them bruh, he was inspired by them, he used a similar title aesthetic for his songs and was inspired by their lo fi production
there are people out there that need way more food, that's life I guess.
Idk why youtube would suggest me a song uploaded 8 years ago but I’m glad.
I know that feeling, when u suddenly remember something that made u happy... and then left u
Man I'm trying to feel some shit and the McDonald's ad ruined it
PomP maybe you felt...
hungry
stick with youtube red
man im tryna feel some shit and i read this comment and lost it
ghoast same
Least they be mc feelin it
no matter how much this song drifts away from my memory, i always find myself coming back.
No matter how happy I am, I keep coming back to listen to this. There's a scar that's never going to get healed and it keeps reminding me that.
0:50 - 1:10 that tune brings tears to my eyes
Irlan :p bruh thats why
It reminds me of teeth by x
@@x3tl364 x sampled it
When you no longer have someone to tell how your day went and you walk into a now empty house.
❤
that look..
I'm in a better place now than I used to be. But that look still takes me back to that feeling. To this day, I've never seen anything more accurately portray that state more viscerally than that look
It hits so much during the part of him can’t look at his reflection in the mirror, specifically his eyes. It’s like u can’t believe why ur becoming this person…
I agree with you
shit, I was left staring into my own eyes when the screen went black at the end. crazy how much emotion can be communicated in such a short amount of time
2:00. I took it as in "This is my life huh? I dont even wanna be here, Am I even here right now?"
I love this name it sounds so sarcastic, like when you’re leaving in the morning for school and your mom says “where are you going, school?” And you respond “no, the moon”
man i just want a genuine hug from someone lol.
I was listening to this song on repeat the whole day
Русская?
😳
I thought this was a love song about a someone in love with another person, but now I realize it’s a love song about someone trying to fall in love with themself.
This is the best comment here
This is probably the best depiction of depression I’ve ever laid eyes on.
This song depicts it so well on its own and this video just made it so much better.
Props to you guys.
« What a beautiful night with you »
« Ohh.. »
« I would like to see you more often »
« You are speaking to me? »
« no, the moon. »
There's a certain peace I feel when I wollow in my own sadness and just shut myself off from everyone, maybe those moments exist to help you appriate when you get out of it and actually achive happiness, idk.
That's what I did and it worked
This guy understood what loneliness feels like even before we felt it.
RUclips recommendations
2015: no
2016: no
2017: no
2018: no
2019: no coronavirus
2020: no, the moon and coronavirus
2021: no, the moon and vaccinations
Ghandii Dubaii no, the moon
no, the moon
😂😂
no, the moon
I feel like RUclips specifically recommended this knowing someone would say this
I've had this in my "to watch" playlist for like 6 years now. I saved it for later, but it never got my atention again. So it stayed there until now. It's 2 am and I think I was supossed to see it now.
Its my first time living alone (for a couple months know) after living with a lovely family of 6. its the first time living in silence. I've been depressed for a while now, I think. Im happy but I feel so alone and lost.
This is how it feels.
You didn’t search for this video, it found you.
yupp and this is really me rn
@@aronnuqui3416 you feeling lonely brother?
What?
ok
this is what i show to somone if they ask how depression and lonliness feels like.
kaiii guerra *loneliness
Grocery shopping and dramatically looking at a mirror?
Is it? realistically how many people ask that?
JJ Tiger these people don’t know what depression is 😂
@@itsjosh1475 Look at THURDEYE comment
Thank you for recommending this, fits perfectly with my depression.
lmao yeah same
"depression."
the opening shot is almost resemblant to the state the character is in. very wobbly, but still moving forward as best as it can. it's a super crucial shot that really belongs there, and is a perfect way to open the film and give the audience the feel of the mood that is going to be given off.
honestly this is more beautiful than life itself
Nayzeth Moore cause your life is SHIT 💩 💩 💩
just shut the fuck up
Life means this kind of things.. death is the lack of them
it’s more beautiful than xxxtentacion’s “teeth”
it’s more beautiful than xxxtentacion’s “teeth”