340: IDAHO 4 --- The Whole Situation, from Bryan's POV, Energy Reading --- Part 131
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This is sounding as if BK fell into the clutches of some govt MK-type program when he was under psychiatric care as a youth, especially your discussion of how his brain is compartmentalized. The two rooms on either side of the hallway one of which is locked to him analogy you used is a perfect description of that phenomenon. The debt you speak of that came due that he was unaware he owed, could have to do with a posthypnotic suggestion implanted in his subconscious under the care of an unscrupulous psychiatrist way back when. I say this for several reasons: 1) I believe this same type of scenario is what happened in the case of James Holmes and the Batman Movie Murders in Aurora, CO (CIA western HQ); 2) Many believe that BK is the anonymous individual who was explaining his bizarre neural/visual symptoms in an internet support group. I forget what he called the visual gray fuzz, but it was disturbing to hear about; 3) those with experience in these things, Russ Dizdar for one, have described the creation of MK-type sleeper cells to be activated at the appropriate time. Their purpose is to cause chaos and mayhem; and 4) two of my relatives (who are brother and sister with past military connections) inadvertently fell into the hands of these MK programmers, IMO. One of them was hospitalized twice in Pennsylvania, BKs home state. Your NWO and top secret classified cards that came out seem to confirm my beliefs. It would be an interesting read to find out who his handler is. I wonder if the Queen of Pentacles is the woman criminology professor and author. Is that his handler?
Wow, very interesting!
🎯 I've been wondering the same thing re Dr KR , female professor ,high profile , author , links to serial killers etc possibly being the link for quite a while also.
Love how you put this all together
I have been wondering about this as well & indeed it would be a very interesting read❤❤❤
I was wondering if he was trying impress her or something like that... the professor. Crazy. I kind of believe ppl are hypnotized or implanted with things that are not good. My Dad always told me he was chipped and he wasn't joking. Like Manturian Candidate the movie
I was thinking the same thing!
What a great angle to be reading this from Ashley. I can see your struggle with the mind control or something similar Which adds a totally new dimension to this case. Yeah, going back to the start may be the key here to help unravel what's really going on . What you said about Bryan investigating certain "groups" is very possible and worth exploring further as to why he was wanting to inform himself further to perhaps understand more clearly "missing" parts of his life which may stem from something that could have happened outwith his control when he was a child. Intriguing!! You've put so much time and effort into these Idaho readings Ashley, it's very much appreciated ✨🩷✨
I’m on repeat in these comment sections…… You are amazingly gifted, filled with pure love, reaching to understand and teach us all. You are my tribe.♥️
When you pulled the “NEIGHBORHOOD” card and said it was related to something that happened when he was younger, it made me think about the FBI agent, Susan Payne, who lives across the street from the Kohberger’s. A neighborhood connection to high-level LE. I don’t know how it would be connected, but it struck me.
Then regarding the treatment that could have been misrepresented, he said in his online posts about visual snow that medication he was given (it began with a T) made him feel crazy. I believe he said the medication was treatment for migraines.
There was a woman who went missing in his neighborhood as well
Topamax. It was prescribed to me for migraines and was an absolute nightmare.
It was topamax
I read Bryan & Kopacka was going to the house to get cocaine for his migraines but when he arrived something was going down Kopacka told Bryan to go see he told him hell no so Kopacka grabbed knife & went down over hill.
@@lyndamassie3672 can you site the source on that?
Thank you for all of your hard work. This entire case is so sad. Bryan deserves the truth and needs help. Fear the others involved will never be brought to light. What about his parents thought about what decisions they made regarding his mental health. They need to be stepping up and helping him.
I think it would be interesting to explore why Pullman Police didn't accept his internship.
Good luck w that...in the physical world that is..
@lyoung5851 I agree.. They r very tight lipped on this
@@myaccount227 ?
I think the past catching up is drugs/addiction
My daughter is an addict, she can do good for a couple years and then she relapses and has to start recovery from the beginning. Addiction is such a heartbreaking disease 😢
Alcoholism is worst cause alcohol is legal!
@@myaccount227for real! Sometimes it is really hard to know that you can just walk into a store or bar
@@myaccount227I’m an addict and alcohol is worse because it changes people’s personality under the influence. How ever the bottom line is addiction is addiction. It all is not good.
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Way back before you made outlines available on Dropbox, I started to copy & paste your transcripts onto a doc with the intention on using the FIND & REPLACE feature on the “court” cards. Then you made outlines available (almost like you read my mind) so I scraped that idea, but now I’m tempted to go back. Thank you to you & Brooke for the amount work you’re putting into this!
I think BK is wasting his time: “I’m biding my time to expose corruption…” Because the corruption is already known within and nothing is being done about it.
This was a great idea ❤ thank you for doing this. Can we also do an energy reading around a potential alibi for Bryan? 😊 I would also love to see what his families energy is at this time.
I believe he has Aspberger’s, which is now part of the Autism Spectrum. And OMG, as I was typing this, you literally said people have said that they think he is Autistic! Watching his behavior during that traffic stop with the female officer cemented what I have always believed. His questions, interaction & inability to read the officer, IMO, checked every box of such a diagnosis. I just can’t wrap my head around why he would do this unless someone manipulated him into it. Please don’t come at me for that, it’s just my intuition and something told me to say it🤔
I thought he was Asberger's from the beginning also
@@gretchenmae9279 Unfortunately, I think a lot of people don’t know or haven’t been educated about it. It looks like he was FINALLY accepted into a group & in his naïveté of believing they really cared for and accepted him, he wanted to please them, so he agreed to do what they asked. I, also, believe that he secretly wanted to “unalive” people at different times in his life because of the bullying & trauma he endured in his primary years. Sadly, this was the perfect storm & my heart aches for the four victims that suffered his pent up rage😢
He has more than autism.
He does NOT have aspergers.
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Hi Ashley! Great reading. I’m wondering if Bryan discovered something about local LE (maybe BP?) so he had to be “gotten rid of” so he wouldn’t expose what he found. There’s so much known corruption in WSU PD and Pullman PD (s3x-related) and they’ve been so wishy-washy on whether he got the internship or not. How could they have lost the paperwork?? Especially at 36:20 - where you said, “I’m fighting against something; I’m on the TEAM now”….that made me think he was somehow part of LE, found out whatever agency he was with was doing something shady, tried to fight back against it and told someone what he discovered (whistle-blower?). And this situation with the students was a convenient (and maybe necessary?) way to eliminate him….killing two birds w/one stone. What do you think?
Could the medical issue from childhood be related to his visual snow syndrome? I believe that began when he was 14, and the condition distorts reality. He said it didn’t come on gradually - it started a particular day (I don’t remember what the day was but I’m sure I could find it - it was in his online posts). It sort of makes you feel like you’re looking at the world through virtual reality or a video game. He compared it to living in the video game “Oblivion” in his teenage tap-a-talk posts. Just telling you this in case it explains anything or sheds light on anything you’re reading in the cards. ❤️
One more thing I thought of: he texted a friend counseling helped him kick his H addiction. I know one of the methods used in MKUltra is hypnosis, which could be done via counseling, in theory. Just another possible connection.
usually involves abuse/trauma so horrid that it causes dissociation/memory loss. And the memories are retrieved by hypnosis.
“Working alone” he was uncovering crimes/corruption.. “Now working with a team” going against the same crimes and corruption but with his legal team.
How about the perspective from each victim's point of view including anything pertinent to possible motives and interactions with shady people... Thank you
Perhaps you might like to look into the extensive Idaho 4 playlist, you just might find what you’re looking for.
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@@99sunflowerztruecrime .
Wow when you said you were just trying to make since of this your pic behind you formed a heart shape. 💚
Can this be that Bryan was investigating the "deaths" in the area and found LE corruption? Also can you do another "check in" with the victims, might sound silly but in the end we want justice for them and know they are at peace.
The H missing for the word Hotel. This makes me feel like he didn’t have the bridge to connect the neurological deficits.
He is vulnerable and just wants to be accepted by his peers. He trusts people too easily and they took advantage of him, in my opinion.
I think he figured out how dysfunctional LE was and wanted this information to be known, however it backfired.
There is also a very talented reader named Antphrodite, and he said this guy is split possibly. Like he was trying to suppress the monster, and he was having delusions about having relationships with people. Also, he saw something that triggered him, and he couldn't suppress it anymore. He believes he had nothing to do with the murders so his truth is that he wasn't involved. That's wild to hit on twice.
So the part you talk about the criminal mind trying to find victims with similar experiences or outcomes of his experiences. Reminds me of why therapists become therapists sometimes. They may be looking for a way to find someone or some people that have gone through and possibly understand what they did to try to uncover some self worth for themselves from the unmet needs they didn't get met in childhood from their primary attachment figures. Mom and dad presumably. So they want to aid, treat and) or help others to figure out and treat aid or help themselves.
I am lost with this one. I AM GONNA REWATCH
Is it possible that BK accidentally uncovered the same information that Kaylee stumbled across?
THIS IS A EXCELLENT READING 💯👏🏻👏🏻 2 WOLVES STUCK OUT TO ME IMMEDIATELY-BP HUNTS THEM🤷♀️IRONIC? I THINK NOT!
I like you, I read all your comments. Smart Granny.
I thought the same thing immediately!
Your face looks so good. Thanks for all you do.
I feel there is MK Ultra mind control with BK. He has a handler who can trigger programming and cause him to do what the handler wants him to do. ALLEGEDLY.
Yep. Agree.
Bryan talked to the fbi the other day. It would be great if bryan took all these corrupt evil people down with him.
Where did you hear he talked to the FBI? I hadn’t heard that yet. 😊
I find that tough to believe given how corrupt they are.
Both Kennedy assassinations have the idea that mind control was happening with both shooters of the bothers. Also, Jack Ruby which gets talked about a lot. Their is a very famous reporter at the time that actually was able to interview Jack Ruby. She talked how he doesn’t remembers anything and where he was prior to going to see Oswald’s perp walk. I can’t remember her name. They say Marilyn Monroe’s death was like practice for her death. They are so so similar. I can look her up if want to know anything. Super smart woman and she was close to President Kennedy and rumors were she and JFK were going to marry after his presidency was over.
Unabomber never went to court but he was experimented on. Many people in the Government. That one guy they say jumped out the window at some fbi conference or something. Nobody believes he killed himself and they were all given lsd.
It was Dorothy Kilgallen.
Brent and Brian probably had the same thing going on and confided in one another.
Excellent Idea to go back and watch the early videos!
I heard a podcast that others said Bryan had called into prior to the murders and he told the podcast host he was asked by some frat guys how to commit the perfect murder. I don't know Bryan's voice, but the guy on the podcast was calm, clear voice, but clearly perplexed about the situation, it bothered him
Maybe childhood Traumas/ or situations of emotions have made him block certain things out. And or forget these situations because as someone with childhood trauma. I have over time built a wall around those things and to protect myself with having them feelings resurface, i block them. As i’m getting older, i’m starting to forget things. Unless someone else brings them up. They come back. Just an idea.
Also I was just thinking…. he has a past of drug abuse. So that may play a part in his blockage
Breaking--Newly released court documents say DNA collected from Bryan Kohberger is a statistical match to DNA found on the knife sheath found at the crime scene.
We knew genealogical DNA connected back to Kohberger's dad -- but this direct connection to Bryan Kohberger is new to me. Brian Entin @NewsNation
Yes but the FBI were the ones that told MPD BK’s name 2 investigate, bc they did the family tree, but they DELETED it, so basically the defence CANNOT retest !! This will b thrown out, IMO
Where did the sheath come from? Was it put there to implicate him? Where did the DNA come from? Was it put there to implicate him?
Ashley Well done as always. 💕
Hi Ashley,thanks so much for all your hard work 🙏 Would it be possible to do a reading from Brians perspective on what he did that night ?
That lava lamp thingy is hypnotizing
Emotional connection with BKs mother/females appear to be nonexistent or rarely experienced. 💔
Oh my!------ "They collected his DNA at the time of the arrest with 4 buccal swabs, persuant to the warrant. They made a direct match at that time. This is why the prior genealogy testing isn't needed and will not be entered into evidence". Brian Entin--@NewsNation
Thank you Ashley! ❤
I can’t believe you just said outside looking in!!
You do remember that was the name of the person posting which we all thought was Bryan! The one with the close-up eye and within the pupil is the King Rd house.
Brent Kopacka
I'm catching up on all your Idaho 4 video's (getting there slowly but surely) but you've said about something from Bryans childhood since the very beginning of your readings Ashley so there's obviously something.😉 I love watching you and i'm learning alot about myself thru watching you. I know that sounds silly but it's true so thank you for that and thank you for your amazing insight into helping us all understand what's going on with this case. I don't know how you do it but it's amazing that you've always mentioned his childhood. Take care.
Oh, I wonder why they’re not bringing up the other killing of four people in Idaho I’ve heard nothing else on it now
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I never heard of another killing of 4 in Idaho ??
As a reader, let me mention that just because you use a conspiracy flavored deck doesn't mean you have to erect a high conspiracy around this case. I read it as one gang of frat kids killing a less tough, less mean other gang, and covered up by the Uni, the Greeks, and some bigshots related to one of the perps. BK was dragged in over drugs. No mind control needed in this grubby affair.
I think she has this under control I CANNOT wait until the word CONSPIRACY goes away that is the deep states words to cover up their lies!
Love your videos, keep it up so interesting. 🙂 ❤
Thank you Beautiful Girl!
Love that coffee mug!
Interestingly this reading also fits from the POV of Bryan being framed by LE and potentially not guilty etc
So. Does this mean he’s not guilty of murder? I’m confused.
Kaylee was into true crime and she was also doing part time typing services for LE. Where my mind goes is if the girls were done away with to stop them from not talking and Bryan behind bars to not talk. Maybe Kaylee and Bryan exchanged information regarding corruption?
Interesting you bring that up. In an interview with her father he said she was into the Missing 411.She expressed concern to him it goes way deeper. I believe it as well.
Justice for the 4 victims
Doesn’t talk about the crime because he didn’t do it… he might know something but he is not the killer
The mind c0ntr0l question is not a crazy one. Plenty of 🐇 holes would say otherwise!
I was thinking the same thing. He could’ve been medicated as a child that did some sort of brain damage or … as we dig deeper, even Charles Manson has a CIA connection through his mother.
@@jacquelynndee4321 option B….Abso-freakin-lutely!! Each time there’s a mass elimination (mall, school) that’s precisely where my mind goes! I learned of this practice many years ago and I’m thankful that so many have explored similar 🐰 holes!
ASHLEY !!!😮
Girl !! YOU....fkn SCARE tf outta ME!!
You're CONFIRMING my suspicions from the get go. That is BF and BK were more than likely seeing each other. @The Reckoning Co.
I wonder if Bryan was given a false diagnosis so they could do mind control. Just a theory!
When you showed the towers with the moon. One tower had 3 lights the other had one light.
Wasn’t his mental health issue kept under control by his diet? That’s why he became a vegan at 16? Controlled that weird “visual snow?” He was also on some antidepressants back then from what he said online as a teenager.
Maybe he has a sealed criminal record from being a juvenile?
@thereckoningco Ashley are you thinking of the song by Coldplay-the scientist ("Im going back to the start...running in circles, coming in tales"...)?
Another great reading. Half way through I began to think BK may have been put on antidepressants or ADHD medicine at a young age? Thanks again.
Ashley, one of my family members knew him in HS and had been friends with his family. They described him as "very gullible" and a bit on the spectrum.
Is it possible he found out who killed the students and when he became a suspect they just let him take the fall.
Mind experiments like they did to the Unabomber for example at college? Maybe they sent him away and they did something to him there. Maybe physical and emotional abuse. Maybe SA
Not understanding his mothers work maybe? His mother taught special needs kids. She was outspoken about school shootings and the death penalty. So with that comes trying to under why it happens. His post for wanting to study people who have committed crimes was made out to be he wanted criminals that didn’t get caught. The ad actually said you can still participate if your most recent offense didn’t result in a conviction. Didn’t result in a conviction isn’t him looking for people who get away from crimes to me. They obviously got caught but weren’t convicted. His entire upbringing would have the subject of the criminal mind a big topic in that family. So, for me, the media twisted what he was doing. I wonder if anyone answered the ad? What was the incentive to actually answer the ad? Maybe nothing was offered. It probably isn’t weird to see those kind of things in his college. I mean , look who teaches their. Some very famous profilers.
You're incredible, maybe he had some sort of hypnotherapy or something/some idea planted into his child brain to prevent a certain behaviour that his parents couldn't handle, to prevent him accessing that part of his brain, which is maybe why the parents are reluctant to divulge that incase of Pandora's box episode?
Maybe not being able to tap into the third eye ?
I have "felt"/intuitively that he is on the spectrum and was definitely manipulated. The brain control stuff is him being "taught" to "mask" his autism which creates HUGE and often insurmountable issues with the psyche. This makes me want to cry. There are still not enough healthy options for those on the spectrum. The manipulation isn't obvious because their brains are not wired that way....and they spend their lives trying to fit in or trying to come to terms with not fitting in.
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Brian tried to get on Pullman or Idaho PD and interviewed in March or April of 22. He had trained in cloud based tracking or something like that
Internships are required in the PHD program, there are limited spaces & he was waitlisted....
I’m not sure if anyone left this message but is the song you were hearing from Coldplay… The Scientist?
Missing piece in reverse: he doesn't understand what's missing. He doesn't know what the other side of him is, his personality, the childhood reference. He wants to know what that is to fill that missing piece
(Is what spirit is telling me about that card)
Another reader on RUclips saw that he saw Brian, but couldn't see Brian. Brian believed it was not him. Reader's insight was some type of "sleeper agent" who was activated after receiving a phone call and heard the "activation code." Seems very MK Ultra-spy movie, but somehow does not seem totally crazy to me. LOL
Which reader if you don’t mind me asking? I’d love to watch!
@@RachelRach9 not at all ... he goes by antphrodite here on RUclips
@@veryrealvlogthanks so much! I love him! I remember watching his reading for this case, but it was so long ago. I’ll have to go back and rewatch. Thanks again 😊
Je list was published yesterday. The similarities between this case and the Je case are incredible.
From the other reading when the crime was beginning to form , a female had made a mistake and had to fix it, and the guy had a debt to clear so he was “forced”/brought in to clear that debt. (?)
Can you do a reading on the 4 to find out if they seen the person that did this to them.??? Thanks love your readings you are very gifted
It's weird that his sister starred in a horror film where she was stabbed to death-perhaps his parents were so proud of HER
She was their Golden Child, and we know about not being one.
Did not B's father transfer funds to someone during the trip to PA?
Can you do a reading on Madison Scott? They found her remains, but still they don’t know what happened to her
Sun in reverse can be his “Visual Snow” that he suffered with since childhood.
Ashley, you keep getting something about Bryan’s childhood that might come out. I was thinking…. And I don’t think there’s a high probability of this being the case, but who knows. What if Bryan’s dad is not his biological father and that’s why he’s confident he will be exonerated? I think you had gotten the 6 and 10 of cups in reverse quite a few times. I wonder if LE would pull a birth certificate to confirm a father’s name before making an arrest? And even so, someone could sign a birth certificate knowing a child wasn’t their blood. Idk. Just a theory that’s never been thrown out I guess.
Oh wow. That would be wild. I’m going to check into that, thank you!
I've always thought he didn't look like his dad, but he does look like his sisters. So maybe they all look like mom? I've always wondered
I have wondered that also. It is just weird to me how EB looks so much like BK.
@@patriciasadlertrainor6771 Yes. I mean, I guess him not looking like his father doesn’t mean much really, but obviously this could be a sensitive subject with his family IF that were the case. I’m sure they wouldn’t want everyone to know that unless absolutely necessary. I know plenty of men that have raised children that are not their biologically though. Just an interesting thought.
I instantly thought of his mother’s writing that seemed to be defending Ted Bundy when I was reading your comment😳
I’m new to this channel and trying to learn about this process. Can someone tell me the significance of the choice of number of rows…seems the number of cards adds up to 20 either way…TIA❤
Yes just basing it off of an original layout I did with two rows of ten way back to start this investigative series, now I do 4 of 5 so we can see more of a “step by step” effect 🩵
@@thereckoningco❤thank you…you have a fascinating gift
@@SnapDragon764 She’s amazing. I highly recommend starting from the beginning of her Idaho playlist…. Captivating is the word that keeps coming to mind when I try to explain her readings.
Does his possibly having that "visual snow" problem play any part in all this ? BTW I like your style and vibe. New sub.
Excelente reading.❤
Ashley, I could just see the wheels turning & turning throughout this reading… Understandably. This reading was.🤔🤔🤔
Why can’t we try the question was Brian framed?
She has. She feels that he did do it. I highly recommend starting from the beginning of her Idaho playlist.
@@Cycle-Breaker I’ve watched all of them. I guess I missed that video or don’t remember it.
I commented on last video that I heard someone say “hi.” It was in a whisper. Maybe Brooke walked into the room. Idk but Ashley wasn’t distracted from the read so maybe she didn’t.
In the comment I mentioned the time stamp.
His brain is also like the whole night with the Russian dolls - left hand not speaking to right. And I started relistening to these - is there something specific that you want me to send you or what number? And, he’s in Marty and Kaleys position of finding something out he’s not supposed to know….
Could BK have a split personality?
I just found you today with #160 communicating with Kayle , her answers should make this very clear now about mind control . BK was studing crime asked to be a ride along and work for the police. He was not hired in the public eye but still feel he was brought in on the undercover drug situation not knowing he would find what he did . Will leave it at that . IMO . thank you for your work its amazing
Thank you 💜
The Scientist by Coldplay?
Sounds like Bryan is the FALL GUY.. have you had any connection to him actually doing the killings?? And Quin was highly involved as well as Dylan and Bethany. Explains why she waited so long to call 911. And how does one not tell the truth expose all the people. One other Psychic I watch mention others involved and a behind the scenes, but she didn’t go into to detail cause she was scared of consequences
BINGO!!!
Hey Ashley,
Did BK skin the dog and rabbit not far from King Rd.? Nobody is talking about this. What’s your take?
Much love and light to you and yours. 💜💜💜💜
Can we do a reading on Jack D please? Energy from him to Bryan, energy to/from the 4 and energy EX
Well here we go. This will be interesting.
Tunnel Boom 💥 Sacrificial murders, allegedly
Bloodline - somebody in the family????
I like your commercials and analogies
Makes sense to me. He studies all the privous deaths in the area. Maybe he inherited it from his blood line
Was he hired as a hit man
@@debbiefletcher6422..or driver
Maybe he has a Juvenile record that is not showing in his adult record.
I’m new here and I’m trying really hard to read between the lines to catch up but also trying to do all of that respectfully to Ashley. Would anyone be willing to tell me which episode I can go to if I needed more context behind the link?
There's a link in the description box on that video. ❤
@@tami.1111 great! Thank you for letting me know
@@elexis3728 You're welcome 🙂 🩷🩷🩷
Hi Ashley, thanks for reading on idaho 4. Quick question, will they ever find the murder weapon?
Sopranos
@@Zebragirl1111 huh
It all seems to be going back the beginning!
Curiosity killed the cat, satisfaction brought it back!
I was just thinking Brent Kopaka b4 u said that 😮
…he never felt truly supported, he got too involved in something got too deep into… drugs??”Because he felt more supported, more connected with other people… it was too much of something…”
Just throwing some thoughts out there.
Where is the source info from being arrested in the kitchen with gloves on - at 4am. I haven’t heard that before so wanted to research it some.
I believe he may be on the Autism spectrum and perhaps may have some OCD tendencies (I am a behavior specialist that works with individuals with these diagnoses) - I say this based on my years of experience and training - I don’t know all his pass so that could change with more info
Iam glad you feeling better. Can you do a reading about Constantine family,
Maybe he doesn’t see things clearly in a way that he has snow vision? Could it be related to his vision?
Very similar to antphrodite’s reading. Super interesting
His past as in the way people treated him badly..drugs