Why Do Bad Trips Happen?
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- Опубликовано: 16 сен 2024
- Today we're discussing why bad trips can occur, ways to prepare for them and how you can also learn something valuable from a negative experience.
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#psychedelic #badtrip
funny enough marijuana has given me the most/worst bad trips. the anxiety and paranoia cripples me. focusing on the negative things that I'm doing/have done. psychedelics make me mostly focus on the loving/good things/ppl in my life. never had a bad psychadelic trip yet. id love to solve my marijuana problem. i miss smoking recreationally. now when i smoke, i have to prepare for it like an LSD trip 😭
I can relate, my most uncomfortable and anxiety riddled experiences have been through smoking weed, it's why I don't bother with it anymore. No matter how bad my trips on classical psychedelics got, there would always be something valuable to take from the experience as well as a sort of afterglow once I'd fully integrated the trip into my life.
Can relate to this completely...only way I can enjoy a smoke these days is to drink beforehand and cross fade
Weed used to make me feel awful, my heart would be out its chest and id feel like id die at any second drowning in anxiety and fear, but i just kept smoking it every day and eventually those effects went away and now i feel very calm and relaxed when i smoke with no more anxiety even in daily life
I can relate, but i start to take learnings from that, and stop to think so much about it and i did get over it at least🙂
same here, sometimes when i smoke, it makes me think of all the problems i have. but i found that it helps if i think about it and don't try to push it away. it even led me to solutions i could have never thought of in a sober mindstate. try to embrace it and you may feel much better
questioning ones sanity is probably one of the most stressful thoughts one can have while tripping at least for me.
For some reason I’ve never struggled with this. No matter what I always seem to know that what I’m experiencing is not my normal state of living
@@fungashd225 for me i’ve felt like there’s no way it would ever go away - was hippie flipping
@@fungashd225 hell yeah that’s awesome I only have had a super challenging time on like 6 grams of goom and it was bc of exactly what Vivec talked about with big groups and large doses
i had an incredibly bad trip getting very high on weed and i thought i was going insane. had to keep repeating myself for the entire trip “it’s just the weed, you’ll be ok” over and over
@@theshape4309 dude 100% I’m watching Smile rn it’s literally a bad trip lol
My current friend group and I haven’t been getting along at all lately, and I have been incredibly depressed because of it. About two weeks ago now, I took an eighth of mushrooms for probably my 4th real mushroom trip, and it revealed to me so much about myself, and about my so called “friends,” that have been mistreating, and straight up emotionally abusing me without me even acknowledging it. After taking about a week to process this, this week I decided to get away from these people, and try some new things. This week I met a group of people that actually seem interested in me, and I met a girl who I really really like, and we’re getting coffee tomorrow 😊. Psychedelics have hands down been the most significant harbinger for emotional development in my life maybe beside my parents. Thank you for making this video.
Glad to hear it mate, much love
Yeah my worst trips have come from just weed Couldve been laced but my worsttt was my friends dabs out of my bong. They were ok but I was already having problems and it was not good basically I lock up I can’t or don’t want to move because my heart just feels like it’s gonna explode/ feels weak or just realllly I’ll and it’s just the worse feeling I’ve ever had. Waiting for the high to pass because it was very unenjoyable Done a bit of acid and ts didn’t even come close even tho like in the discomfort
Hope all will be well and you'll have a good coffe
awww you "really really" like her. So sweet.
Coffee is a friend zone date
a couple of days ago I took acid for the first time I was on my own and by the end of it I felt really connected to myself and I connected with my mind in a powerful way
Glad to hear it mate
Also I wanted to add, I think sometimes we can have a bad trip because tripping is simply not the answer for us at a certain time. And unfortunately when we don’t listen to our inner guidance, we can try to force a trip when it’s really not the right thing
Fully agreed!
For sure, and if you're not scared before you trip you're not doing it right
@@aliasofanalias7448 Yeah i get what you mean! However I've found going in with a very open heart, also works very well. Say you're struggling so much in your life it brings you to your knees, going to the mushroom with a sincere request for help. It responds well to courage and sincerity
@@Peace.Beyond.All.Understanding Yes of course, I find there's always an ego hurdle, just a case of how big it is, but once you jump it it's the most freeing experience. Thing is when you go in with an open heart you're basically just doing the hurdle before the trip, I find there's always an aspect of internal conflict before ingesting though, which I see as the ego trying to hold on, if you analyse it like that it's funny whay barriers you can find you have. But yeah that's how me and my mates do it, we write requests for the mushroom haha like ways we want to better ourselves and ask the shroom for advice. Sincerity is a necessity, I think if people go in just wanting to get fucked up the shroom will fuck them up, if you want to learn you will learn, it's like the universe takes what you want or what you fear and gives you the most extreme example of the concept
@@aliasofanalias7448 thanks for such a wonderful reply! I really enjoyed hearing someone else's healthy relationship with this incredible fungi. I like what you said about doing the hurdle before the trip, ive never thought of it that way but you're so right. It's almost like when I am so connected to how i feel, and have given up fighting with life and myself, its like im ready to die at that point, metaphorically. Its incredible to me how even at my lowest of lows, mushrooms, and dmt have always backed me up and been on my side. Especially when ive been so alone, just having the spirit of the plant show up for me was a miracle in of itself. It holds me like a mother or father and just lets me cry it all out. I've also been super fascinated with near death experiences, because they happen completely sober, yet often mirror psycheledic like experiences. For me that was the final nail in the coffin, for doubting if any of this stuff was "real". I hope you have a wonderful day, i appreciate you
Bad trips is a tricky concept , because some people have legit mental health issues that lead to complete psychosis and others are not prepared or get the trip that they need , additionally a lot of factors contribute to a bad trip but I liked the rock and pebble metaphor
After having a few bad trips on various substances, I can say that bad trips are only bad if you allow yourself to perceive it that way. The hard part is overcoming your sense of fear towards what you are experiencing, but the thing you are experiencing is completely neutral and can not cause physical harm to you (only you can do that). A successful psychedelic experience (in my opinion) will take you to these dark places, but it is up to you to shine light on the darkness within yourself, embrace it, and consider how you can overcome your fear of it.
This may not happen during the trip, and some trips may seem to leave you mentally scarred, but those anxious reactions are symbolic of your repressed fears, and therefore, it doesn't matter if you are taking psychedelics or not, it becomes as if you had partaken of the forbidden fruit of the knowledge of good and evil, and once you know, you can't unknow. You will, however, be forced to make decisions that never required moral debate, but suddenly become crippling with moral dilemma.
This is where the story of Anakin Skywalker comes to mind. After a sort of initiation to the Jedi world, Anakin then becomes consumed with the temptations of the Dark Side because the omnipresence of good and evil at the forefront of his mind, and it becomes a struggle to not be consumed by the darkness when holding on to passions of the flesh, such as rage and vengeance (in the case of Anakin). Analogous, we are all given an incredible responsibility to ourselves to do the highest and most beneficial work possible, and to fight evil by doing no evil ourselves. We become much more critical towards ourselves when we know that we are either feeding or starving our internal demons through our thoughts and actions.
In summary, the initiated psychonaut must remain vigilant and be cautious about the assignments they stack up for themselves when taking psychedelics. Having specific intentions may not serve any practical purpose, and may leave you disheartened when the trip doesn't go as planned, and as a result, a young person could easily find their life is no longer what it use to be, and instead has become a hellish experience of introversion. I believe this to be positive for some when they can overcome their own physical fears, and negative for others who simply cannot let go of reality as they are use to knowing it. There comes a requirement of accepting that you are not this body, and this body is not you, and that you, as a morally obligated soul, have no obligation to your body or any form of physicality. You may even notice you are punishing yourself much more critically for not following your spiritual path, and may lead to deep depression and feelings of inadequacy. When I say "obligation", I mean we are actually forced by our own psyche to look deeply at ourselves, or we must make a choice to further repress our spiritual growth in exchange for physically encumbered servitude and desperation to achieve goals counterintuitive to our souls. More people should know that psychedelics are life altering, and while it is seemingly fun and beautiful at first, like with marriage, the "honeymoon phase" doesn't last long, and then you are left to deal with the life-term you have ultimately sentenced yourself.
No psychedelic comes without longterm, life-altering cognitive rewiring. While I believe basically everyone should eventually at least try either psilocybin, mescaline, and/or DMT, I don't know that any particular substance is good for everyone, and everyone taking them should definitely do so with deep respect for the substance, under controlled conditions with a well measured dose, and should always take significant breaks between doses.
For newbies, especially for the use of psilocybin mushrooms, I recommend microdosing as opposed to heroic dosing (although a heroic dose is always good at least once in your life, when you think you are ready). This is how I have found psychedelics (most especially psilocybin) to be most therapeutic and beneficial:
Start with 1 ounce of dried mushrooms
Powder the mushrooms
Add to 1 pint of RAW (unheated) honey
Mix thoroughly and let stand for 1 month
Stir occasionally.
When the honey is ready, start with finding a baseline for your dosage by taking half a teaspoon (ON AN EMPTY STOMACH) and taking note of the effects. If no noticeable effect occurs, wait a full 48 hours (to lower your tolerance) and try a full teaspoon. If the effect is still too light, wait another 48 hours, and increase dose by another half teaspoon, until you find the proper amount for you to take. With this recipe, I'm usually good with about a tablespoon every 48 hours (keep in mind that if taken everyday, it will become ineffective at low doses). Once you have established your baseline dose, you can stir the honey into hot water or tea, spread on bread with PB, or just eaten as honey. This recipe should contain approximately 30 doses (approximately 1 tablespoon each), so would last 2 months.
The benefit of microdosing is that you are still fully present, but you are easily able to slip into introspective reality by sitting in a quiet space or meditation, and will likely feel the light sensation of love and beauty in everything, sometimes even days after your last dose, and after a couple months of this prescription, it has left you rewired in a very positive direction without the trauma of heroic doses.
I hope someone finds this helpful. Mush love.
thank you! feel like u have it down
My experience is that LSD (specifically, its the only trip I've tried) just makes whatever you were feeling when you went into the trip huge and total and like it will last forever. If you're feeling love and trust, you'll feel infinitely loved and trusted. If you're feeling afraid, doubtful, lonely, anxious, hurt... Well, you're going to be treated to infinite hurt. The drug just opens you up; whatever is around you will pour in like an ocean, so you really really gotta make sure you're in a safe ocean
The ocean is the ocean, I think it's a case of whether you resist it or go with the flow
@@aliasofanalias7448 facts
I’m curious so are you saying that bad trips are intentional or unintentional?
@@mrtblackmann9874 You can set an intention which negates the risk of a bad trip but you can't always intentionally sway your trip, gotta ride it
@@aliasofanalias7448 right. I’m sure I’ll have one sooner or later but ofc, I don’t think it’ll ever be intentional.
I've had some bad trips - or difficult experiences - in the past, they were mostly due to either taking too much or at the wrong time with the wrong mindset, they all whooped my ass and i definitely got the message. After 15+ years of psychedelics, almost nothing can get me in a bad trip because i've lived so many experiences i sometimes feel 'like i have mastered it'. But then, every once in a while it will throw u that curveball and put you in your place like the speck of dust that you are.. it slaps you with that sacred knowledge you tasted before but could not yet understand. And then you forget it all after the trip wears off, like a lightbulb going dim. I always have a hard time putting it back together, you think about it for weeks and it comes back to you occasionally and eventually becomes a part of you and shines on in your words when you talk about life..
This made me tear up a bit at the end. I’ve been suffering so hard for so long, and your message really helped me reconcile what’s actually happening in my life. The beautiful thing about trips and life, as they’re all part of the same thing. A bad trip or a bad break up, are all the same thing. A call to freedom, by feeling the personal prison of holding on too strongly to what we think should be
That's awesome, I'm so happy this video struck a chord with you, much love
Every trip is a roll of the dice. Having a perfect set and setting does not guarantee you wont have a bad trip. Always keep in kind
Bad trips usually mean to me people confronting their ego or an all out ego death during a trip. Yes it's uncomfortable to do but it's still very worth it afterwards.
Well stated!
I agree with a lot this dude says. My ‘bad trips’ are horrific paranoia but instantly as I return I understand the point. Usually when I start looping everything I get scared. I can’t help it. It’s so strange to my psyche
It's important to remember that sometimes a drug simply isn't for you. Not every trip is a 'lesson'. Sometimes things are just terrible
Beautifully written mate. I love your insight and I'm amazed how you put it well all together.
Enjoyed this video and love your channel! Been having more bad trips than good lately. I'm 21 and started taking psychedelics at 17. Did not do as much research as I should have before my first LSD trip. I thought it was a party drug and that's how I treated it for a few years. I regularly attend festivals/party's and acid was my go to party drug with many good times. Over the past year or so been having more bad trips than good. With my last trip being pretty scary (my van was full of shadow people and orange spiders.) I now have way better plugs than I did when I was 17. Probably contributes to my trips getting worse and worse. That was the trip I decided I am done for a while. I realize I have been using it irresponsibly. I also have a long list of undiagnosed mental health conditions. (Deadbeat parents admit to having concerns but doing nothing about it.) And plenty of trauma to work through to get out of the deep depression I've been in for a couple years now. I grew up with the mindset that ignoring your problems fixes them, which with psychedelics obviously does not work. I've decided to attend therapy and take it very seriously. I'm going to wait till I am more mentally stable,mature and make some other life changes that need to happen before I use the powerful substances I now have access to. Took long enough but I finally smartened up. If anyone read this all thank you and I love you.♥️☮️
My worst trip was on shrooms, and a horr beyond words, worst than 'death'. I was caught in an infinity loop that had no ground , no end , nor comprehension
I had my first trip this past weekend, with the intent of ego death and inner personal growth. The come up was fantastic, I watched a movie called ‘American Under: the story of Kurt Warner’ and it was fantastic it set the tone for the night to be extremely positive. When I peaked I just couldn’t stop laughing and making jokes to my fiancé. I just got so engaged in the moment I didn’t go off on my own and actually let my mind be free. On the other side however I do believe I have seen the way and know what I must do to improve myself. I didn’t achieve an ego death,but I will try again in a few months. Stay safe out there everyone!
"Everything will be sound in the end, I reckon", this strangely comforted/reassured me. Keep up the good work Vivec! 👍
Taking lsd no longer really gives me a visual high anymore. It all becomes whats in my head and what im feeling. Idk if its because everytime i have taken it (after my heroic dose 1200ug) i get a "bad trip". Where i feel like im being watched and paranoid about everything. It wasnt just until recently when i told my bf to let me take it alone was it that i feel like i was able to be me and i was able to meditate and become one with myself again. I thank you Vivec for the videos, they have really gotten back into loving psychedelic's again. Cause that heroic dose and a shroom/dxm trip was somthing that scared me away from it all.
Keep up with the videos, they are great!
I had a ridiculously wild trip when i was in high-school, they were blue shrooms. We all had a quarter im pretty sure. I started seeing stuff about 30 minutes in, stronger hallucinations that a 2 tab acid trip. Probably 30 times that. I could hardly talk for most of the trip and blacked out periodically. The begginging felt like I was seeing everything for the first time, and I was hearing strange animals not native to the area along with these crazy trees and plants. I threw up and for some reason enjoyed it. I was getting real into it when I saw my friends face on every single blade if grass in the field but like all at once, like i thought his hair looked like the grass then everying looked like him, literally. I suddenly wanted to go say hi to all the people outside, but my friends stopped me. This is when I blacked out and started fading in and out of reality. I was locked in a car at one point I know. It felt like waking up and gasping for air seeing police lights, feeling like I'm soaked, covered in flies, it looked like I was at the scene of a bad car accident caused by us. I felt dead. I felt like i had come up and seen what had happened after i died. I heard what the police or trooper was saying. After that I woke to being mostly naked rolling around in the dirt with some weird flower in my mouth, some guy with a nice camera was snapping photos of me . After that i had an out of body experience where I was floating above all of us and I was in a bubble like cloud which was tethered to my physical body which was dragging me behind. Genuinely don't feel like it was me controlling my body. I suddenly just snapped back into reality about 5 or 6 hours in and that snap had me sober as hell. Laid in the back of a truck bed all the way home
but when I got back the trip had one more suprise. I got home and my house was on spot set up the way it was after we came home after a family vacation when we got our floors re finished 8 years ago. I was paralyzed with anxiety, then i went to my room which was normal but.... EVERYTHING was small, my bed, my pollow my clock. I remember going to sleep fully convinced that was my new reality. managed to find my cellphone the next day and my shoes, some nice person found my wallet and actually located me somehow.
going to take 1g of shrooms with a buddy thats done them before to work on some of the trauma ive had and work on some of the kinks of myself or polishing my rock as you mentioned.
Hope it goes well mate!
Thanks for this video, had a challenging trip recently and have been feeling broken and anxious since.
I made it through though and I hope to learn from it when I integrate it.
Couldn’t have said it better myself, m8. The most challenging trips of my life have been the most valuable ones. It’s the ultimate lesson in surrender..
Well said bro
just watched jacobs ladder 1990. it was extremely good
good music my guy. your doing a good job with all the trip reports. your outlook and reason behind the channel is spot on man. it is absolutely educational. I was always weary of shrooms and lsd growing up. watching brother and sister and all my friends doing it along the way. 2 years ago when I was 30, something in me finally hit the switch and gave me the green light to finally trip. it was quite the experience. the first half of my trip the wildly and beautifully unexplainable. the laughs I shared with my twin brother and buddy I was with will always be remembered. the color wheels spinning all colors simultaneously out of my eyes was the easily one of the most awesome and intense moments I have ever experienced. the second half I did not enjoy at all. I turned the tv on and BOOM late night fallon is on and his face is ZOOMING in and out in and out in and out. My mind is beggining to spiral as I realize im fed up its not going to well at this point (lol) and go to lay down in my room. freaking out in my bed. and After a while of just laying there almost hating the situation more and more, I suddenly remember and realize that Ive been an insomniac since the age of 10. I grab my medication immediately and take a dose. my brain was almost at ease. within 30 minutes to an hour and a half. I will be without a doubt completely sedated. so when I realized I will be knocked out shortly it felt great to be able to get out the really crappy second half which was extremely mental
Interesting. Just did a 10g JMF trip last night and I’ve been struggling to let go. I hope this video will help because I do recognize that the negative stuff while tripping is teaching me.
This has been extremely insightful, thank you’
When looking at psychedelic from its linguistic roots you see mind and manifest. It’s the reflection of your metal state when literally every little thing is taken into consideration. Stay positive and most importantly safe. So long fellow trippers 🐐✌️
my metal state is cobalt
@@smurfsmurf4502 lmao I didn’t even catch that, I be too faded sometimes 😂
really powerful video, i'm also a silent hill fan and you just opened a whole new perspecti on the whole story for me. thank you.
That's awesomen, happy to be of service x
Excellent video!
If this video didn't explain it enough, I want to reiterate the point of how bad trips can be good and help you in many ways. I have more bad trips than good ones even though i genuinely consider myself to take this stuff very seriously and with lots of knowledge but regardless I still consistently get bad trips. Thing is, they are one of the main reasons i love psychedelics. I actually believe that bad trips are almost always better for you in the long run than a good trip (if you know how to process them and mitigate the bad effects with knowledge) because of how they make you explore your mind in ways which no other experience including most good trips can. I have come out of bad trips and have had the best week of my life, as vivec said, it's all about how you can process a "bad" situation such as these trips and find the good in them because when you master that, you understand a lot about bad trips.
Not much to say tbh jus that quite literally same i only started psychs ab a yr and a half ago and ngl started a bit dumb either being reckless or jus tripping for wrong reasons but after 8gs of melmac at a rly hard time for me and depletion of ego I genuinely can say that if I didn’t endure the “suffering” I thought I was in at the time I’d never truly understand my purpose or what life is rly about and same when it’s comes to tripping I always find myself having way more “bad” ones actually the main reason I’m taking a break as of rn is I almost feel as though I got addicted to the sense of knowledge I had/have or more so answers to questions I didn’t even know I had it’s crazy some of the things these little molecules and atoms due to us rly makes u “think”like quite literally lol happy tripping jus found som clarity in ur comment👌
Well timed video haha, I’m considering doing my first solo mushroom trip at a local lake I always go to and smoke week. Thinking of just a one gram afternoon. Definitely the video I needed to move me toward doing it. I’ve had one bad 6 gran trip on shrooms that had scared me off but returned again with a friend and a 1.5gram trip and feel a lot better about going back. Thanks for the upload brother.
Anytime mate, happy to be providing
this has really made me think of my recent bad trip
Today I thought "ok, let's watch a video about bad trips" and then you upload this video talking about bad trips. Thanks universe!
That is a serious bit of synchronicity right there 😎
Some great words of wisdom here dude, good work.
Thanks for this video, I'm gonna be doing shrooms in the form of "truffles" for the first time next tuesday (in 2 days). And your videos (like "setting intention for a trip" and this one) have helped me to get a good clear visualization of how to go into the trip and prepare myself for it. I'm quite excited for it tbf and hope this will be a good start of my journey. Stay safe all and much love Vivec
That's brilliant, glad to be of help
Have done about 50 lsd solo trips over a 10 year span, so not alot compared to others but I think of it as a little personal holiday and something to look forward to.
In those solo trips nothing ever went wrong, not one bad trip and it was amazing.
Have done about 10 duo lsd trips with people, half were hilarious. Just letting everything go in the moment. It just flows so good
The other half were hell, people expecting me to entertain them somehow. Judging me/blaming me for thier problems/belittling me because it's not working for them.
This video is an excellent answer to that question - one of the best and most thorough explanations I've heard.
You are an excellent narrator with a calming voice. You should really think about making a video for people in the midst of a difficult experience. With the intention of addressing the individual personally, you could certainly help quell a bad trip... Just a thought.
This should have so so so so many more likes
Awesome video ❤
I've never done shrooms but I'm going to be doing 7g for the first time in about a week, I have tripped off acid many times but nothing that was super intense. I'm wanting to do this because I have never been overwhelmed by a drug and I am seeking an ass kicking from reality to hopefully change my perspective. I really want to use this experience to learn about my self and confront everything internal within me that I am so far distanced from. I have been practicing meditation and writing what self reflections I have in order to try and prepare myself for this experience even though I know you cant ever really prepare for a psychedelic journey. All in all though I'm excited and hope to be able to take away something from the experience. Wish me luck boys :)
good attitude, but bro i did 3.5 the other day with a similar mindstate and it kicked my ass-i’ve done shrooms before and other psychs
Best of luck
Good attitude brother, just be ready for the trip of your life lol. I'm pretty sure 5g is a Heroic Dose so 7g will be an absolute blast
Seems to me like you have the ideal attitude in order to properly handle the experience, wishing you all the best mate. Personally speaking though I'd probably take it slow and build my way up to 7 grams over time rather than diving in head first. It's up you at the end of the day, I just think taking it slow & steady is the best course of action for most people.
bro do 4 grams at most
Very nice video, good recources for someone that needs some general understanding and insight into save tripping.
For sure something to share with others that need some infos.
Really interesting video would love to hear more of you discussing consciousness related topics or almost anything really you just put things in a way its so easy to listen
Yeah I need to get back on track with this sort of content, keep your eyes peeled
@@Vivec 😳 consider them peeled
I have had many trips, some good some bad.(Lucy,Deemz,Psilo,etc) The only one I would actually call a truly bad trip was the time I smoked JWH018. There was no insight to be gained just a horrendously painful experience of becoming a sentient pinball machine trapped in hell.
I only have a bad trip when it's more intense than I expect but if I'm prepared I'm fine.
I haven’t had a bad trip, I don’t think. Worst I’ve had is a tummy ache and another instance when I bawled crying when my partner said I’m not allowed to wear both earbuds when listening to music.
partners can be scary on acid
DMT was absolutely and literally HELL.
I’ve had my first ever trip with 2gr of golden teachers with my friend..I’m slim and not tall at all, so yeah it felt intense and I had an ego death too. The only thing I didn’t like was when shrooms started kicking in and I started panicking as I didn’t like feeling dizzy and nauseous. But shortly afterwards I just gave in and felt like my physical body was dying, I heard the noise of electricity in my brain, some thoughts about what I was stressing about in my life and as if they felt more painful…I think at some point I was unconscious in my mind somehow. But after about 2-3 hrs I got back to my senses and experienced so much love..I couldn’t stop crying. It was beautiful. ❤
Wanna do it again and perhaps 1.5gr on my own at home.
For me lsd has become a problem. I’ve gone through a sheet in 2 weeks. I get super scared of it but I want it so bad. Then I get over the fear and end up going on benders
One thing that I feel goes overlooked is actual neurological damage cause by psychedelics. I’ve had a seizure on mushrooms followed by chronic heart problems, and also I have had long lasting hppd since doing LSD
i recently had a bad trip and let me fucking tell you, the right person can make it dissipate in seconds, the trick is keeping them awake so you don’t get left alone lol
Or a dog most of the time when I hug a dog and they lick me it helps ground me
@@alldud13 careful with animals, i’m not 100% certain but i’ve heard if any of ur fluids touch them, sweat saliva tears that sorta stuff, they can actually absorb some of the LSD and it can kinda fuck em up
Thanks so incredibly much for all of the videos really upu make, you've got a wonderful way to use just words within the contextual existence of being in a human life to understand what to expect bur further more deeper insights into why certain things might arise at any given moment with these medicine for states of being. Well done, love all your efforts I often binge one after the other of your videos, I find it hard to stop at one. Thsnk you friend 🙂💥💛👍⭐️👊🙏🙏🙏
Thank you for the kind words bro, I appreciate you a lot!
@@Vivec no problem I was just speaking from the heart bro. I love the gaming section too, I couldn't believe how well you analysed major's mask! It blew me away, I'm a slight zelda nerd so...
And I was starting to think i was the only one who had ever known anime like Beserk!!
My bad trip was terrifying, i had eaten a good handful of some mushies, I was chillin and had been smokin a little pot, I thought the trip had peaked until the most horrifying feeling of anxiety and dread washed over my head, and down my body, it sent me into convulsions and I started dry heaving, I eventually stumbled out and emptied my stomach everywhere, sat down for a bit, whole experience felt like it lasted a year, it was 15 minutes
wow and what did it show you
Don’t mix weed and psychedelics unless you’re coming down
@@luciferianjesuslover9453 I had done it before and was fine, I guess I know for next time lol
@@seb8183 it made me realize that I have been shoving all of my issues and stresses to
The back of my mind. It pulled those things from the depths of my conscience, and shoved em in my face, made me face it. When I’ve been hiding from it all this time
@@luciferianjesuslover9453 I disagree. Best trips are when ive smoked mid trip.... but everyones different.
I've often told people that I thought psychedelic trips were a confrontation with and overcoming of the fear of death. But what bothers me is: is it healthy to overcome the fear of death that is contained in a bad trip? Is it not borderline kinda suicidal to want to release yourself from all the values in your life and feel truly ready to transcend all the physical, to embrace death? I have felt something like that before, and honestly it makes me question the goodness of my values sometimes. Like maybe this isn't something I should strive for.
I’ve never heard that perspective before in regards to confronting death during a trip but it’s most certainly an interesting one, in my personal opinion I don’t think it’s bad to want to confront death and possibly overcome The fear of it, you’re simply acknowledging The other side of the coin in the game of life in its entirety, I relate it to dark and light in my head, whenever you walk into a room it may be dark and you acknowledge that by turning on the light, let’s say the dark scares you in this scenario, now, If you were able to overcome your fear of the dark Then you were also able to acknowledge it in it’s entirety resulting in the ultimate understanding that light and dark both coalesce with each other and that there is no ample reason to fear one over the other, so you eventually walk into a dark room and you know you could walk through the dark room without an issue but yet you still turn on the light because, you know, you want to see still, I really hope this crackhead response makes a little sense, it’s 1 AM and a Sunday, me personally, overcoming my fear of death in a psychedelic trip would garner about as much value to me as losing my Fear over the dark, I feel like if I reached a point where I didn’t genuinely fear death then I would just hold onto that fact in my back pocket just like my Fear of the dark when I was younger, it’s just life and death, yin-yang.
Suicide is just death of the physical body/and or plane if existence. That's what the trips I believe are showing you. You can still be a good person with good values and want to experience all experiences. Ego death..etc..
when you accept life for what it is suicide is just a concept
Absolutely great fkn video mate!
This video opened my mind
Mission accomplished 😎
Appreciate your work Vivec
Cheers man, I appreciate your support!
Not preparing for landing before getting on board ✈
You clearly explain everything that I’ve been through with weed
That thumbnail is the eclipse from berserk, now THAT is a bad trip.
I had to go to therapy after my first bad trip and I hadn’t been able to go to sleep because I was trying to force it so I just went to therapy tripping and my dad drove me there I still don’t know how he didn’t know but after I got home I went to sleep for 30 min and got woken up to phone calls and after I woke up and was still tripping and just made me feel stuck between a normal state and tripping after I went back to sleep I woke up not able to talk properly or form sentences and for 8 months I didn’t feel completely right but thinking back on that trip in particular it was the most important trip I ever had it was also the scariest ide say my favorite way to put it is a beautiful nightmare
Question I have only ever smoked and consumed ebible weed, I suffered from extremely horrible trips occasionally. I really want to take a gram of shrooms how do they compare and contrast? Would I most likely have a bad trip
I don’t completely agree with this advice.
I’m a veteran user of LSD and I thought that I was impervious to bad trips. I had taken acid 20-30 times and never had a bad trip. And at that time I had the same perspective of bad trips where either you are “not letting go” or having a learning experience.
I eventually had a true bad trip and I now realize that this perspective is bullshit. Sometimes you end up taking a drug that your mind and body are not interested in experiencing and you are just trapped in a hell experience. You feel like you are going insane and the only thing you can do is count the seconds and minutes until it wears off.
The only learning experience from those kinds of trips is that maybe it was a bad idea to take acid that night.
I think it’s important for people to understand this aspect. When we tell everyone that even the negative experiences are actually positive I think we’re providing misinformation. You can just have a terrible time on psychedelics and they are not for everybody.
For some reason if I get that sketchy feeling during a trip I ride it out and end up having a great and meaningful time, but I can recall one time after a particular trip the next few days I was hit with this feeling of emptiness and depression like a freight train. I was irritable and not myself for the next few months.
becoming cthulu, insanity and evil and thinking I had sertonin syndrome and was going to die when I fell asleep on a bad mushroom trip
Men you really know how to make videos i watch RUclips since years and watched hunderthounds of videos and days of RUclips videos but this must be one of the best videos ever and somehow i just know im not the only one thinging so
Thank you kindly my man
Hey vivec back again watching your videos but question how do I expand my spirituality the best way with psilocybin?
I don't know if your religious but I can offer you this. Take religion out of the picture and try to have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ and I promise it will amp up your spiritually. Feeling close to God is a good thing, it actually feels nice. Come to him as you are dont try to hide anything. Hope this helps.
just did a bit of lsd the other day mixed with weed to try to flatten my edges as you say, worked very very well, but I have gotten to the point where I feel like i've worked through most things already, and now it just feels like I am sitting there very worried that I am missing something and theres something wrong with me still that I need to explore, but I just can't find it.
Any advice? Maybe I have just gotten so obsessed with this stuff that I am paranoid that theres still more things to work through. Personally, that trip seems to have told me that I need to slow down on drugs and that I have already gotten all I needed from them and I need to just calm down, gonna try to do that and see how life ends up.
The worst thing you can do is to fight it. It will suck, and you will hate it. But you MUST keep reassuring yourself that it will pass. Deep breaths help quite a bit.
"everything will be sound in the end I reckon" seems leggit, thanks bro🤣✨
I took acid for the first time yesterday, i dropped 5 double dipped tabs and peaked from 1:07pm to around 7 at night
I tried liberty caps properly this season, Ate over 100 and felt like I couldn't breathe I convinced myself I ate a poison one because one I ate earlier in the day I was doubtful over just because it was a little lighter underneath. Nightmare trip horrible it was like someone else was breathing for me. Was walking around my house like a lunatic back and forth no goal felt like a mental patient lol....
I've done that. Ridiculous nausea? Think it's a form of panic. Horrible. Just pacing around like you're on the phone
@@benbray4982 Yeah I dry heaved a few times but nothing came out lol...
I had full blown mental breakdowns while tripping on 600 micrograms of lsd (ive taken a similar dose around 8-10 times prior), the resistance took me weeks to work through as it stopped me from traveling down a path in life i didn’t want to pursue but was pursuing anyways. I’ve not had a bad trip sense but I also have only tripped on mushies since then, its all been uphill from then so far.
I took 1000mcg of lsd for my ego death, was such an amazing experience. I was unconscious for 2hrs then woke up was blasted beyond belief clocks read 88:88 hands spinning . Couldn't read it was very hard too tell the time for hours
You're still in the trip, bro.
@@Ipsissimus my life's a trip always has been always will be
I’m back again carnt miss a night time video can you do something on the soul trap and reincarnation and your thoughts on why we are here what life is.
Will do mate, can't say I know what a 'soul trap' is, but I definitely have a lot of thoughts regarding reincarnation and the 'meaning of life'
@@Vivec pleasure watching whatever video mate all as interesting
After listening to trip reports on and off since 2019 i've finally got my hands on syrian rue and MHRB powder. Done a few small trips to dip my toes in the water using 1 gram of mimosa, feel like i'm ready for 2 grams tonight. So far i've only been to a black void when I close my eyes and let go, as if i'm in a womb being watched by shadows.
Edit: just finished. I ended up settling on 1.5 grams. Vivid dream like cevs, plenty of colorful fractals and some dream like scenes. I got curious and turned on some hank williams and found myself in a old rustic house with a woman putting away jared peaches, it felt like where I want to be later in life. I did have a few rough spots but learned to let go and the bad always turned to good. I think the point of tonight's trip was learning just to let go.
Do you have any recomendations of books about tripping, how to set it up, progress and everything? I feel like I'm just going throught the motion, not forcing it, but I always feel like I could do a better job progressing. Feels a bit all over the place for me, you know? But I could be just doing fine. I don't know
I’ve done psychedelics a long time and the only consistent thing I’ve noticed is all psycho vets usually tell me after their big phase of dropping acid every chance n doing lots of dmt or rc tryptamines etc etc etc all my friends have bad trips now including me it started randomly and it wasn’t too bad jus uncomfortable but eventually I popped 3 tabs n had a absolute horror trip I’d imagine that as it changed my brain chemistry it started to affect me wildly differently
Bad trips are something that’s stopping me from doing more of them.. my previous experience wasn’t pleasant, so it’s tainted it a little.
Take time to integrate your bad trip and hopefully you'll be able to get back into the swing of things one day, I know I've been able to in the past
@@Vivec tbh we did the shrooms on a whim so proper set and setting I believe would help massively.
@@Sllayt3r You could always mini trip instead of taking a large amount. Maybe going for a full psychedelic experience is more than you were ready for. There's benefits to microdosing that make it worth while. Attempting to reach inside yourself and the universe is probably better to do alone anyway which is why I don't take a lot. I know if I'll get any good from it I need to be alone. You just have to have experimented enough to know you're ready.
I took an eighth of shrooms.... Went good. I decided next time to double the dose and do a qtr..... It was horrible and now since then shrooms honestly scare me deep down.
a bad trip is a good trip
This was my last trip I took mushrooms and relived a day I knew was coming it’s pretty long but I layed in my bed and then I hear a knock on my door then my my mom drops to the floor crying screaming my baby he’s gone he’s dead mentally destroying her self that voice it was muffled but it sounded exactly like her my stepdad trying to calm her down everybody crying and talking right above me really made me think I was dead for past couple months man’s getting better tho I no longer think I’m dead slowly getting better mentally tho
Read Denial of Death. After reading that I think its all downhill.
I really liked this one!
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You make me happier bro 🙏
Great advice
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Great video! Thanks for the info.
Glad it was helpful mate
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Do people actually jump into psychedelics like it is the answer without any guidance running in parallel with it? Over the decades my understanding of psychedelics has expanded from recreational uses to understanding how the psychological aspect can be accessed to help people, when I used to shrug that off being a bit bewildered that the chaos could be harnessed to have both rhyme and reason.
Either way, my first of 2 bad trips was in my initial year of use or so in my mid teens with LSD, 2.5 hits I think, a guy stole a female friends cigarettes and it quickly devolved into me thinking he was the worst thing ever and evil (maybe not, but man, that vision in right direction)
Ive had quite a few hard, profound and overwhelming experiences, but that's to be expected when you dose 1.2 or 1.8mg of LSD, but not a bad rambling trip from the psychedelic family since the first. Although, within months of those high doses, I had a 700ug experience that tore reality apart, and led to the hospital after subsequent decisions most certainly influenced by the LSD and alcohol withdrawal and being sleep deprived from that. Still not what I would put it in the bad trip characterization, just not an opportune experience leading to an deluded bad mental state and a total clusterf*ck of a quick downfall after accidentally ingesting cannabinoid "spice" resin.
just because people resist !!!!
Thats funny Ill be taking my 1st gram of shrooms today and as i was thinking about it i get this notification lmao i've only ever had daily use of weed and 1 point mdma earlier this month which was GREAT
How was it
@@Yes-ht3fw perfect so far im coming down rn and my gf and i saw the same visuals
Set and seting n bad people or alown self demonds
Valim is a trip stoper
Strang thing sativa well it never bad but very scery to do it soon as in you like hi i rember you its ok n what sume woud say that was bad i dont see that salvia is a trickster and more you play you get to know whats going on seen me at start runing about rolling on flowr but naw i sit same as i was as breathed out and im safe nothing broken or no bad i found all trips got to do it alown with only you and you can fix past problems or iner truth but i know if it was bad i was supost to see feal that to stay away from that or the person amt mad me a man lsd i did as a kid in 90s good good but salvia and amt totaly amzing and salvia you lern a lot in small time amt can f you up i know dont trip 3 4 days none stop for over 2 yera dont think you will be nomal agen you know the truth so dont need to go back till the end and we know thers a god enagy we belong to
Long story short: I almost ripped my ear off with my bare hands during an acid trip.
I had a bad trip on dmt the other night. I couldn’t tell if I was breathing or not and at one point my hands went numb and I thought I was dying from lack of oxygen
@Stella Scott shut up, scammer
Bad itself is such a trip yo
Just showin me y’all can’t outsmart the Lucy n have good trips 🤷♂️ once you get it you’ll get it
I've done shrooms many times. I still have yet to have a "good trip". I've had nightmare bad trips, I've had kinda rough but not bad trips and I've had mediocre trips. Still haven't had a proper trip. sucks.
I'm curious as to your set and setting
Also, do you use cannabis during your trips?
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