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  • Опубликовано: 4 янв 2025

Комментарии • 47

  • @neffie5783
    @neffie5783 5 лет назад +26

    We Believe in Hanbin, We Love Hanbin. Stay strong my fellow iKONICs.

  • @blinkoniquedj9897
    @blinkoniquedj9897 5 лет назад +23

    Hanbin was strong enough not to use any of it despite his depression. It's so easy to rely on things that can save us temporarily but he thought of the consequence s, he thought about how it would affect his team and family, and that's why he never take any.

  • @sooyoungz
    @sooyoungz 5 лет назад +16

    I’m hurting. He rlly left.There are literally no words. None.
    I can’t fall asleep and it’s 3 AM already.
    Hanbin was going through so MUCH during 2016. He was depressed and stressed out and so BUSY. He was hurting and he wanted something to stop the pain...god FORBID he consider trying to use marijuana to cope. CONSIDER. He didn’t even do it I’m so fucking livid right now.
    He is so strong and now look what happened?? He’s not even in ikon anymore, he’s being edited out of all the programs he was in recently and for WHAT???
    I’m so sorry for ranting like this, but hearing your thoughts made me want to let out my anger just this once.
    Take as long as you need. We love you so much :(

    • @chuu7062
      @chuu7062 4 года назад

      I’m seeing this one year later and it makes my heart hurt :( ❤️

    • @sooyoungz
      @sooyoungz 4 года назад +1

      @@chuu7062 Oh jeez. I don’t even remember writing this it was so long ago. It’s funny how it seems like a long time ago but my point still stands and I wouldn’t rewrite it differently. I feel the same

  • @louise4789
    @louise4789 5 лет назад +6

    I love all ikonics here on the comment section. Please be strong and trust Hanbin.

  • @cindyrella137
    @cindyrella137 3 года назад

    I cried. You are so open about your thoughts.

  • @donniedevine2330
    @donniedevine2330 5 лет назад +9

    It’s ok girl, take some time for you, always love your videos. Take time for you

  • @atinkonic8585
    @atinkonic8585 5 лет назад

    I CRIED SO MUCH BECAUSE OF THIS COZ I FUCKING FEEL YOU! WHEN YOU SAID "I KNOW MY HAPINESS DEPENDS ON A KPOP GROUP SO MUCH" COZ IM LITERALLY THAT.. I AM LITERALLY YOU! I CAN RELATE.. THE MOMENT WHE I'VE MET iKON IS THE TIME THAT THEY SAVED ME FROM MY DEPRESSION A YEAR AND A HALF AGO.. ALL OF THE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS OF ME WAS VANISHED THE MOMENT I THEY SUCCESSFULLY MADE ME LAUGH WATCHING THEIR VIDS.. THAT MOMENT IN MY LIFE WHERE MY HAPPINESS AUTOMATICALLY DEPENDS FROM iKON EVER SI NCE THEN.. JUST LIKE YOU THERE A SO MUCH IN MY LIFE THAT POSSIBLY KILLED ME IF I HADN'T MET iKON.. CALL ME OVER REACTING BUT THAT IS THE BOND, THE STRONG BOND THAT I HAVE FOR iKON.. BUT NOW SEEING HANBIN BROKE DOWN HUNTS ME.. I CANT SEEP.. I CANT EAT.. I LITERALLY SPENT MY LAST 2 DAY BAWLING MY EYES OUT CRYING BECAUSE OF HANBIN.. I CANT EVEN SMILE AND GREET ANYONE GOOD MORNING COZ THERES NOTHING GOOD ON ME ANYMORE, MY HEAD HURTS, MY EYES ARE SORE FOR 2 FUCKING DAYS, THE THOUGHT THAT I CANNOT SEE THEM AS OT7 KILLS ME NOW... IM HAVING THOGHTS AGAIN AND ITS NOT GOOD I DONT LIKE IT.. NOW IM FEELING DEPRESSED AGAIN AND NOTHING AS IN NOTHING I CAN HOLD ON TOO NOW.. ESPECIALLY MY HAPINESS ARE GONE...

  • @jeansoriano7559
    @jeansoriano7559 5 лет назад +1

    Hugs to you 💔💔💔 I don't know how to comfort you, I'm so sorry, as we are both heartbroken with what happened to Hanbin. But I hope you'll be okay. iKON, too, has been my life saver and kept me at bay when I was going through so much on the 1st quarter of 2018. I truly understand what you're feeling now. All of us iKONICS are still sad and hoping this is a bad dream, but unfortunately, it wasn't. Hugs again to you from me 💟 let's stay strong for ourselves and for Hanbin & iKON and hold hands to stay united for Hanbin & iKON, wherever part of the globe we are. 💕

  • @PipeBombSD
    @PipeBombSD 5 лет назад +4

    I suggest taking as much time away as you deem fit. Your own personal health and well-being is top priority and subscribers and viewers will understand. If you have friends/family or a therapist you can get your feelings out to, so solutions can be discussed to help you find consistent happiness will be ideal. You’re not alone and people are here for you. I also think you should avoid news on the kpop groups you enjoy and stick to the music until you’re in a place to handle it. I wouldn’t want their situation to negatively impact you even more if South Korea takes too long to make the long overdue changes they need to make on the conditions of their idols. I wish you best through this tough time

  • @lalalalisa_mot4484
    @lalalalisa_mot4484 5 лет назад +7

    Stayyyy stronggggggg ikonics 😭❤❤❤❤ we can get throughhhh just stayyyy STRONGGGG. We love u boys 😭❤❤❤ girllllllll stay stronggggg were here for you 💜

  • @pcjon117
    @pcjon117 5 лет назад

    I just found your channel now because of your Stay Kids reaction... I went to your channel and saw this... I may not be an iKonic, but I'm here to support you, iKon and all iKonics around the world... Me and my fellow ARMYs, TXT stans, and Stays will be here for you... Take all the time you need in the world and breath... Stray Strong... Stray Strong iKonics... Stray Strong iKon... 💜💙💛♥️

  • @aannii8290
    @aannii8290 5 лет назад +3

    I can relate to this so much. You said so many words that I can't even think to myself because its hurts so much.

  • @dangofams
    @dangofams 5 лет назад +1

    I want to hug you. Your video for some reason help me.
    My irl iKONIC friend are away due to her job, so I cant talk to her in person. Yesterday was so stressful. I cry so much, I felt so miserable till I thow up several time.
    My world really crumbling apart.
    I grow old together with iKON. Its been more than 5 years. I listen to their song everyday.
    I listen to their song when I'm happy.
    I listen to their song when I'm sad.
    I start my day with their song.
    And fall sleep to their song.
    iKON is part of my rutine. Theyre my everyday.
    As much as I want to continue to support the 6 of them (I love them all), but its Hanbin song I've always listen to.
    As much as I want to support Hanbin as a soloist, but its 7 voice of iKON members that I've always listen to.
    It will never be the same anymore.

  • @zaramarican5556
    @zaramarican5556 5 лет назад +4

    We'll get through this. I promise. Sending lots of love 😢❤️

  • @crimemoney2855
    @crimemoney2855 5 лет назад

    I found your channel last year, when I discovered 2NE1 and watched your 2015 mama reaction video 😫. I don't know that much about iKON, but saw that they were like your ultimate group. I immediately thought about you when I read the news. I'm so sorry 😫. I understand what you mean about groups being there for you when no one else is. Hopefully things will get better ❤️

  • @nikenlintangd
    @nikenlintangd 5 лет назад +3

    Kim hanbin😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @phattiepat2464
    @phattiepat2464 5 лет назад +1

    You know? Ever since the news broke yesterday I have never cried and I asked myself why I can't cry I feel so numb and I can't believe that all of it is true and it is all dream but is not.
    Thank you for speaking up now I am finally crying and letting out my anger and sadness.
    Now that iKON will promote as a 6 member from now on, I know I will support them as an iKONIC but I am worried about their future now that their backbone left the group I don't know if they're still the iKON I love. iKON is not iKON if there's only 6 of them.
    I don't know it feels like there's a blank future ahead of them and us as an iKONIC
    I will continue to wait for them how long it may be
    "There's always sunshine after the rain"
    Let's be strong for them even if their own company turn their backs against them.

  • @3g673
    @3g673 5 лет назад

    I feel u.. It's really a hard time for us.. But pleasee stay strong.. Trust Hanbin and keep suport him and iKON

  • @gabyromo1060
    @gabyromo1060 5 лет назад

    I was the furthest away from everything since the news, today I enter and I see this, it has been so painful all this, my heart suffers too much, I feel your pain, we are strong iKONICS!!

  • @megcaballero8997
    @megcaballero8997 5 лет назад +4

    i feel you lets trust hanbin.

  • @laneys170
    @laneys170 5 лет назад +8

    girl!!😭😭😭😭

  • @PoetHinoya18
    @PoetHinoya18 5 лет назад

    I really feel like idols should just stop using kakaotalk because every article that pops up is related to that app. It sucks that he's leaving over something from 3 years ago. Yea definitely korea needs to work on mental and behavioral health issues/education

  • @andrefaelnar
    @andrefaelnar 5 лет назад +2

    I'm sorry this sucks 😢😢😢 I hope you would be okay 😔😔😔 I know you will get thru this ❤❤❤ stay strong ❤❤❤ take all the time u need and u know we r here for u whenever u need us ❤❤❤ sending lots of love ❤❤❤

  • @101smileyfacegirl
    @101smileyfacegirl 5 лет назад +1

    We'll get through this ❤❤❤

  • @canddras
    @canddras 5 лет назад +2

    I feel you girl :'(

  • @mar_bella_mar
    @mar_bella_mar 5 лет назад +1

    Maddie, you speak my mind and all of our co-iKONICS minds. We're in this together. We'll support each other and continue to protect iKON from their stupid fake ass country. Let's stay strong for iKON and Hanbin. 😭🙏🙏

  • @b.i-nicid3157
    @b.i-nicid3157 5 лет назад

    i just saw this and i'm tearing up again.

  • @jimnoah271
    @jimnoah271 4 года назад

    I'm crying 😭😭😭

  • @strixgaming1017
    @strixgaming1017 5 лет назад +2

    Dont worry we are here for you dont let this bring u down

  • @louise4789
    @louise4789 5 лет назад

    Madi i love you so much we can all get through this. We are going to be okay. Please hold on

  • @Mariie-mariie
    @Mariie-mariie 5 лет назад

    Stay strong girl !!!!

  • @malikahodal3988
    @malikahodal3988 5 лет назад +1

    I feel you😭😭

  • @sinahmith
    @sinahmith 5 лет назад +4

    It was LSD that he allegedly wanted to buy not weed, just to clarify.
    I also think it doesn’t make him a bad person.

  • @eatronja
    @eatronja 5 лет назад

    The hanbin situation got me really sad, ikon is one the greatest groups in kpop, but this is not YG fault either

  • @shxxbi_7958
    @shxxbi_7958 5 лет назад

    IM CRYING AGAIN RN 😭😭😭

  • @winkbin1903
    @winkbin1903 5 лет назад +2

    😭

  • @rayeweir3096
    @rayeweir3096 3 года назад

    Well, if your not happy...then I'm not happy, am I a simp?

  • @ShadowWolf9
    @ShadowWolf9 5 лет назад

    I just read that it was weed and lsd. I thought we were talking something serious like heroine.

    • @MadiDuVernay
      @MadiDuVernay  5 лет назад +1

      PrinceyP it was just weed two years ago. no lsd

  • @Emilejg
    @Emilejg 5 лет назад

    Legslly YG corp. had to let him go cause he broke and violated a contract...

    • @MadiDuVernay
      @MadiDuVernay  5 лет назад +3

      Emil JG And so did gd and top, my dude. Nice try. And legally they didn’t HAVE to do anything, or else 3/5 of BIGBANG wouldn’t be there anymore either.