nothing,nowhere. - i'm sorry, i'm trying (Official Music Video)
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- Опубликовано: 20 авг 2024
- I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed, I'm sorry that my head's always a mess..
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nothing,nowhere. - i'm sorry, i'm trying (prod. nothing,nowhere.)
cant believe its been 8 years. still one of my favorite songs of all times. this one really takes me places :/
All these people here... legitimately hopless. No fake people with fake depression, fake stories, or fake emotions. I just can't decide if these people I relate with are motivation to keep going, or just another reason to end it.
you have issues ahmad
sowwy don’t worry, that will come back to bite him in the ass. People don’t believe in karma but it’s real. If you treat others like shit, one day that will come back to him ten fold and his life will turn to shit and he will have no one to blame but himself. Mark my words.
stay strong u got this
Leaning towards the ending....Seems better
I'm only depressed in a clinical way. HA posers
After I graduated High School, I stayed home, thought I was the Coolest thing ever. Boy was I wrong, I became very depressed and this song is a perfect representation of every emotion I ever felt. Thank You for this song. I am in my 30's now and I am what I to be consider successful, it gets easier.
TheAionic I feel you man
TheAionic i'm in that situation right now tbh
TheAionic good to know
TheAionic I hope it gets easier
I'm trying to be an artist. I'm hoping it's my way out but it probably leads further in.
I've been fighting depression since I was 15, I'm 38 now and still fighting. And I'll fight until the end of my day's, if for nothing else but my son. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, but I won't lie and say that the path there is straight and narrow or that it's not filled with potholes. I've been in the bottom of a ditch so many times. But, so far, I've got a 100% success rate of getting back out. I'm bruised and battered, scarred and damaged but I'm here!
You’ll get through this
Nothing really matters in the end, that is the fact that scares most but also comforts me
Does that mean one should become complacent in their own suffering?
@@LyriczBeast Exactly. Some just use that mindset to justify their complacency.
Edited because the wording was a bit confusing.
That is purely your belief and has not much to do with skepticism.
@@LazySkeptic23 mattering or not mattering is not a objective measurement, its personal feelings projected. To the tree creating and distributing seeds matters most, to the bird eating the fruit its just hard bits in the way of food. Worry less and be the bird and be the tree, allow the calmness of acceptance to enter your mind like a cool breeze. Tell someone, even a friend, that you love or respect them and then do right by them, if you choose well they will return the respect.
Praise be to the sun and moon, dance, protect and guide our wondrous tribes together little warriors.
A depressing sense of Nostalgia hits when I listen to this track and video. It's absolutely fantastic.
That rap verse kind of hits home. This is my last year of high school and I have no clue what I want to do with myself. My grades are mediocre and I just dont feel motivated to do anything.
Literally me. 17, 12th grade, skeptical of my whole life right now.
me too man i gave up with school i want to die
Shit's all good...don't overthink it....
can relate. 16. anxious, uninspired and demotivated about every aspect of my life. you're not alone buddy.
Zephyr XX same af 4 weeks from graduation and don't know what to do with life
lyrics
i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess
i'm sorry that i missed your call
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show
don't get carried away, no
i'll only let you down
certain circumstances got me feeling low
don't take it personally
talk some sense into me
i’ve been feeling senseless
acting selfish
hate myself so fucking much
i’m out of touch
but i can see through all the lies
that they’ve been selling me
quit telling me you know they know what's best for me
my patience being tested see
in the parking lot of the high school
that i went to
thought i hated it
but its real shit when your friends leave
and you're back home
with the same dreams
on the same street
all of the things that i’ve taken for granted
is now everything that i wish hadn’t ended
all that i hated is now what i miss
ain't that a bitch
i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess
i'm sorry that i missed your call
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show
cheers m8
god.神 ù
In spanish xD:
Lo siento, estoy tratando
Lo siento que no pueda salir de cama
Lo siento que mi cabeza fuera un desastre
Lo siento que me haye perdido tu llamada
por tercera vez consecutiva.
Prometo que me preocupo mucho mas de lo que muestro ahora
No te dejes llevar, no
Yo sere el unico que te defraudara
Ciertas circunstancias me hicieron sentir deprimido
No lo tomes personal
Hablame con un poco mas de sentimiento, me he estado sintiendo insensible
Actuando con egoismo, odiandome a mi mismo un culo, estoy fuera de toque
Pero puedo ver a traves de todas las mentiras que ellos me iban vendiendo
Deja de decirme que sabes que ellos saben que es lo mejor para mi
Mi paciencia ha sido probada, ves...
En el estacionamiento del colegio al que fui
A pesar de odiarlo, sin embargo es real esta mierda cuando tus amigos se fueron
Y tu estas devuelta a casa con los mismo sueños
En la misma calle
Todas las cosas que las tomaba por sentado son el ahora
Todas las cosas que deseo aun no han terminado
Todo lo que odiaba es ahora lo que extraño
No es una perra?
Lo siento que no pueda salir de cama
Lo siento que mi cabeza fuera un desastre
Lo siento que me haye perdido tu llamada
por tercera vez consecutiva.
Prometo que me preocupo mucho mas de lo que muestro ahora
ghostly thanks that helps a lot pretty awesome u do all that by ur self ?
paiN geht doch voll klar?
"I promise that I care much more than I show."
This hit me like a truck. I lost the greatest person I could ever dream of, because I didn't show them how much I loved them. I never told them every day that I loved them. Its not that I didn't feel it, I just never knew how to express it. So hearing that line cut me deep
I hear you.
The same thing happened to me 2 months ago.
Me too, haunts me everyday
I just went to a close friends funeral...a few days ago. and this was one of his favourite songs and they quoted it at his funeral....and this is my first time listening to it 😰 I just wanted you to know that your music has touched people. in more ways then you know.
Rip
Rest In Peace!
I listen to this song a lot when I'm remembering my best friend who passed really suddenly last year. I know it was how he was feeling at the time and had been for a long time. I've felt like this too, for the majority of my life and I'm extremely grateful I don't experience depression at this level most of the time anymore. This song is heart wrenching and beautiful.
i need a hug now... but no one is here :(
I'll give ya one bud. :D
bruder, wir alle brauchen eine.
Late, but here (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
+Jaenikz Hallo Mensch, du teilst meine Musik und spielst meine Spiele. Ich mag Dich. Bleib wie Du bist.
I'm here. I'll hug you, but I wont let go.. You can count on me.
To all those out there that think they are worthless, useless, trash, and other slurs; remember one thing: You are not any of those. Don't let things that people think of you influence you in a bad way. Work towards your goal hard and steadily. There is always that one special person that, without you knowing, is always watching over you. Keep trying to get out of the hole you are stuck in, and eventually you will be flying higher than earth's reach.
Good luck to everyone and lots of hugs to those that need it now, or will need it in the future. Don't let yourself down with minor things and insults towards you. I hope you all will have a bright(er) future.
With love,
Sabriel.
Thank you. I mean it.
But what if i have no goals...
Spyro Soar there lies the problem. I can relate.
I don’t base how I feel about myself on others, I still am trash :/ lol
Am I the only one who mostly listens to rap but this song is one of my favorite songs
nah man same, dank pic btw
Cool and thx
Hah, same here. And i am proud of it :)
caleb greenwood i usually just listen to this schoolboy, future, drake shit but some evenings i just come here and think about life, kinda feels good
He can sing, rap, scream, write, play. And he's so so good at all.
"But its real shit when your friends leave and you're back home with the same dreams on the same street.." those lyrics hit me like a freight train.
Fuck...
Yep...
Ouch
its scary how relatable this is
"Don't get carried away, I'll only let you down... "
This is legitimately the saddest song I’ve ever heard. And it hurts so good.
Damn im crying just listening to this and reading the comments
sarahruby 💙
I'm crying. These frickin lyrics describe my life right now and it's 2:00 AM here and I am crying. I love this song
everynighttt
Isabella Foret the expectations are set high. Fucking breath and when you do know there is plenty more. The body is a trap. That mind controls our existance.
I can’t express how much this song means to me. It’s been a rough couple years but after finding nothing,nowhere it’s given me slight hope that something might change
About to be 35 in August. I always thought when I was younger that when you get older you change to "act 30" 40 50. As I get older realizing that 16 yr old never leaves. Just gets drowned by life. I appreciated this artist since 2016 when I was 28. Thought as I get older I'd get calmer in my anxiety, but just dropped more in my depression.
You're friends who you confide in are fucking everything. I am fortunate to still have then at a later age. Appreciate your closest boys/girls. Appreciate them.
For all the young n old I hope you all keep your heads up. Stay safe and stay healthy, buds.
Yup, pushing 35. Still an anxious mess.
I am single and have no friends. I've been stuck in college trying to pursue my bachelor's degree for 6 years and I still haven't graduated. I failed many classes. I don't want to be in college but I'm doing it for my parents. I see other ways to get out of the situation and put myself on a good path, but my parents don't want that.
I have been stuck at my old 9-5 retail job for 6 years now dealing with the same drama, dealing with the same psychopaths and Karens and I can't get out from there. I have missed out on several romantic opportunities because I was too blinded by my own bs in life.
All of this is eating me away slowly. I have lost my sense of humor and charisma. I feel like my colors are fading away. Girls don't find me attractive anymore because I look visibly stressed. I feel disowned by society. I feel hopeless cuz I've been stuck in rut for far too long. But I continue to exist on this plane. If this band didn't exist I wonder what I would be doing. I have been hopeful all these years, I will continue to be hopeful for myself because no one else will. Love yourself and treat yourself kindly because everyone else is too selfish and stupid to understand you and your situation.
"I promise that I care much more than I show"
I used to think like that. I believed that for some reason, not everyone's actions quite match up to their true intentions...
Just because someone seems to not say "thank you" enough, does not mean that they're ungrateful.
Just because someone isn't smiling all the time, does not make them depressed or unhappy.
I used to think that untill I realized that I'm just a lowlife, self-centered, shit person.
+PattyMMelt dude i feel like you just described and now i'm worried that i'm a lowlife self-centered shit person aswell
get the best out of life bro, keep your head up high and don't let anyone tell you that you are shit
Nicklas Roed thanks man
+Cereal Box
It's possible, but I don't know
My OPINION
Everyone is shit, to an extent. No one is less/more shit than one person.
Being as: Everyone tries their best/whatever they think is best.
Though, living on this theory means you are smart enough to live and strive (moving past the fact that you are shitty).
Being 13, I really don't think I know all about emotion, and morals, or telling people what to believe, really, but, I do know that moving on is important.
+Cereal Box
I listen to this song everyday,every time I listen to this song I realize my past has been a waste,this song makes me so sad but also reminds me of the good things I had in the past. This is one of my fav song, everytime I hear it my heartaches. I wasted my teenage years being nothing. I'm afraid if I'd be nowhere in the future . This song hits so hard ❤️
I'm so sick of being depressed but I can't help it
People change. Give it years. I used to have no hope. Now most days I can't understand how much i have that is a blessing.
t c what if the only though that gets any emotion out of you is death? Some of us are too far gone and we’re just waiting for it to come to an end
2k24 still a masterpiece
Amazing as always man, keep it up!
+Corrupted gtfo
+L O A D I N G haha xd
+Corrupted The video is amazing
du hörst sowas? wie fresh,ich liebe dieses Lied und deinen kanal natürlich auch 😊
einfach nur geil der song
Ever since i graduated high school last year this song has been a constant mood for me. All of my friends moved on and stopped talking to me, they're working and going to college already while i dropped out of it in the first week cause my depression hit me really bad, can't find a job and all i do every day is staying in my bed. I don't really know why I'm writing this comment but i honestly think i won't make it till next year.
I love these guys, their videos capture the 90s so well, for me anyway. Just how I feel.
8 years later and its like i didnt even get to experience a single bit of it, it flies by so fast. cherish the friends and people you meet when you're young, because they do not stay around forever; and these will be the memories you hold later on in life. i really miss those days.
ODed on heroin last week, first relapse in 10 years, boutta be homeless again, lifes a mess, 8 year relationship ended. Music like this is the only reason i havnt driven my car into a wall yet @ top speed. Idk if it gets better bros, but i feel for all you beautiful tortured souls. MAYBE tomorrow wont be as awful
Hope your situation has improved and you're in a better place now, I believe in you fren
Masterpiece.
I have a problem. I don't know what it is, it could even be fake. But it definitely pushes everyone I love away. When things go wrong, I panic. Music like this helps me know I'm not alone. Everyone around me thinks its all in my head - its all made up. Maybe it is, maybe this is all really my fault.
I know what it feels like. First time i got diagnosed i asked myself if this is even real or are these deep feelings i had are just all in my head? Maybe imagination?
it is not your fault, but you need to work on yourself constantly. Most people with these issues think that depression is only YOUR problem. But you forget the people around you, who often suffer just like you. Because of this, you need to crawl out of this hole. That is what i've learned in therapy 1 year ago and it helps me a lot. Maybe you should talk to some professional. Keep your head up bro
I can't believe this song is 8 years old. A great song for what I felt in this time period and I still sing it when I feel low today.
Do you ever love someone but don't show them enough? And inside thinking is my heart this cold? Then keep telling yourself you need to but you still can't... :/
It just happend to me. I lost the person I loved most... how hard it was to show the person how much in love i were with her.... i struggled everyday ... it got so far that the person told me i dont love her and left with this heavy believe that i not love her... while now my tears didnt dry for a fucking month.... i cant stop hurting ... if she just knew .... she seriously left.... with that thoughts... and i struggle with the thought of her thinking i not loved her anymore...
I always come back here, It never gets any better
Sigh.
2 years since this song came out... time is flying
eh gia
@@acexM hey you
Heard this song for the first time in 2018. I was on leave after having spine surgery. I was very limited in what I could do until I was healed up enough. I couldn’t clean, couldn’t mow my grass, couldn’t work. My job at the time was at a psychiatric hospital and because of how physically demanding it was to handle patients, what normally would have been a 6 week leave for, say, an office job, became 3 months. I felt so hopeless. I felt like I didn’t have any worth. I sat inside all summer and colored in coloring books, watched everything I could possibly watch, read books, got a cat. If I couldn’t assist my spouse around the house, if I couldn’t support my family of coworkers back at the hospital with aggressive/troubled patients, what was my purpose? I barely made it through that summer. But then there was this song and it described everything I was feeling so *perfectly* and I felt less alone. I’d made it out of every dark place I’d ever been in, and I knew I’d make it out of this one. And I did. I still come back to this song (like now) on the low days. Have a good cry. Dust myself off. Get up and try again.
no, i’ll be okay. its gonna be okay. im going to heal. time will heal the problems. im going to be alright. i have my whole life ahead of me and i cant give up just yet. imagine all the great things i will experience in the future, i cant give up. im going to keep living for myself and for the people around me. i’ll be okay.
God, why is this so beautiful?
I've discovered you today and I'm so thankful. My girlfriend let me go today because I haven't been true to myself and it fucked up the relationship. In the process she shattered the guard I've built up my whole life to keep people away from the hurt I feel. I have never asked for help once in my life, and have always fought all my battles alone. I know what I have to do to get better and move past the cage I've built around myself to keep myself in and others out. Today was a beautiful day for me and Im happy to know that I'll be becoming the man I know I can be without the things I know I don't need. Thank you, Saige, I love you and I'm gonna get better. Thank you for your music n,n. I have nothing but love what you are doing.
Ben German here for you man
Man, it’s funny how fast a lifetime can pass by.
cant believe its been 8 years
This song has been with me through a lot of really rough years and although I’ve grown up and moved past a lot of the hard times, this still finds it’s way to remind me of what once was. A time capsule in audio form. I’ll forever hold it close to me, however painful
i remember hearing this the first time in january or february 2016
*over 4 years now and it's still a gem
Facts
You can search all you want. You can fulfill all your hopes and dreams. But you will always get tired of it, that's life. You will never find that thing that is missing because what's missing is something you can't find.
nothing,nowhere. is my favourite artist since november 2015 and it will remain like this forever.
thank you Joe, you and your music saved my life.
No matter what’s life I’m going through I always come back here sometimes ❤️
I came back to this and crying my eyes out man i noticed everyones temporary and i just end up alone
We all have to deeply thank Astari for always making all of us join here and talk about real problems not like the mainstream people and medias talking about superficial lives... I love y'all and will always come back to their old songs... It just keeps me sane.
This is one of the best fucking songs of all time still coming back after 8 years im 25 now and I have 2 kids, and I'm still healing from this shit that NN is talking about everyday.
One of the few songs that can make me cry wtf
Hard to believe this was 4 years ago, still here I am today.
I can't leave this anywhere else. But I love all of you people who helped me get through the hard times, the people who comment and help others through nothing, nowheres music have helped me more than my own family. Thank you. I'm sorry my head's always a mess I gotta make a personal choice and head out much love and thanks again
its been 4 years since i first listened to this.
_it is what it is_
this makes me sad in a happy way and I love it.
i’m 22 years old and I don’t have any idea what to do with my stupid life, I can’t take anymore, I guess I am already dead inside.
Same here.. turning 23 in July and sort of dreading it. Just feels like more pressure to figure shit out and I'm still so lost damn it..
How you doing now? Hope all is better 🙏
for chalid f, i know u like this song, and always playing this song when u r broken. just want u to know that ily. im sorry i cant show it. hope u read this comment. w/love jj.
:')
ly babe!1!
all i can say is. man i miss 2015 so much just straight vibing to this tag shai and lil peep everyday good times go away too fast
i relate to this so fucking much oh my god it's like everything i feel/think is finally been put into words & sentences that make sense. crazy.
i feel the same..
My dad committed suicide yesterday morning... this song really helps
My condolences
seeing nothing nowhere's videos go into the millions feels weird...
She will never understand how much I love her, but ig she doesnt feel the same anymore. She left during the hardest part of my depression and now i dont know if i should just keep going or not.
Fuck bruh 😢
+Rage King You are everywhere mate. I think we have quite the same musical taste or you just comment on everything that move
+Rage King bruuhh do u see what i mean now?
Cuz i'm everywhere the light touches
Rage King youre on hella underground GBC videos too lmfa
you are a legend
this song makes me cry everytime
dealing with wasted potential, trust issues, unrealistic crushes, and feeling worthless. this song helps me forget :)
heyy man its sad to see youre going through all that but you gotta keep fighting alright.Even when you lose hope and your selfworth , i promise you things will get better and you will look back years from now and see how much you've grown
@@jasperyong3258 honestly i'm just lucky i have a friend i can talk to about it, she just helps me regain hope and it makes me feel so much better about myself
@@ffsleon im glad to hear that
I've been listening to this song for 4 years now and it still makes me think about those high school days , smoking joints in the woods with the fellas
Wow having friends must be fun looks comfy
lyrics
[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed
I'm sorry that my heads always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show
[Verse]
Don't get carried away, no
I'll only let you down
Certain circumstances got me feeling low
Don't take it personally
Talk some sense into me, I’ve been feeling senseless
Acting selfish, hate myself so fucking much, I’m out of touch
But I can see through all the lies that they’ve been selling me
Quit telling me you know they know what's best for me
My patience being tested, see
In the parking lot of the high school that I went to
Thought I hated it, but it's real shit when your friends leave
And you're back home with the same dreams
On the same street
All of the things that I’ve taken for granted is now
Everything that I wish hadn’t ended
All that I hated is now what I miss
Ain't that a bitch
[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed
I'm sorry that my heads always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show
i remember finding this song 7 years ago & i saw him 2 times live here in germany. i wanna cry everytime this comes on all those feelings of nostalgia. thank you
Years by year, this song always hit me
It’s 10 pm. My door is shut, my cats asleep on a pillow. My moms awake, and the only noise is my fan, my sniffles, and the soft murmur of the tv.
I remembered when it first came out on soundcloud, always blowed me away w/ there music! Great upload astari. You are the greatest. 👌💯🙌
👌
I absolutely love this song - brings back nostalgia and a lot of tears. Not those sad tears, but tears of joy when you remember certain moment in your life
NukDuk
Your comment knocked the wind out of me
It's brought me to tears.
this song will forever be a classic to me, I've been relating to it for more than two years now, crazy how little things can change over time, take care of yourselves 🖤🖤
props
+Kstyk kstyk u astari, no nie
weź
xdd
cmon guys, we all got this. we’ll get through this together, its gonna be okay!!
I can relate to this song too much...
It's like how you always think of calling everyone just to say hey I miss you but you never do and know one knows how much you really think of them... and sleeping for 14 hours and still not wanting to get the fuck up
very E m o t i o n a l :C
Hi 2015
Damn my life has been a waste.
If in one year I come back and you aren't on your way to becoming a veterinarian I will return.
Are you on your way to become a veterinarian?
same, my parents caught me doing drugs, what they don't know is that's my life support.
cry baby i feel you 🙏🏼
I would be crying right now but I'm so fucking high I feel these lyrics on such a level
I find this video so comforting. I don't know why, I keep coming back to it
I'm so messed up and I don't even know what direction in life I'm going. I think it's just better to end this life of mine, just to stop feeling the pain, the pressure and the suffering of what you call life.
It's also messed up how 6 people liked this comment instead of reaching out to you. I really hope you're still around man.. you're a beautiful person who deserves nothing but the best.
Keep your head up man
JACE ???
Essa música me acalmou em uma fase muito ruim da minha vida ❤ eu nunca vou me cansar de escutar, sempre me traz essas lembranças.. por mais que tudo foi dificil para mim 🙏
thank you for putting yourself out there like this, you're not alone
I just saw him in Indy and he was amazing, I got his autograph and we talked for a while. Everyone assumes this is a band, but it isn't. It is just one guy who has some friends play backup for him, but it isn't a band.
Just remember there are over 2.4 million people that feel the same as we do
perfect for the soul
Sometimes I wish I was normal and fit in, but I am pretty sure I am more "normal" than I could ever realize. I just wish I realized it sooner. Hindsight is 20/20 and so is the regret that overcomes me almost always...
Damn this speaks so loud to the issues I have being in a relationship and having severe bipolar disorder, beautiful song
This is for my parents. I love you. Im sorry I messed up. Im sorry I lost it all. I hate myself always have. My job, my car, my fiance, all for some xanax and perks. I took 13 and got into a crashed and locked up. I don't remember anything for 3 days. I didnt even have a chance to talk because I was so fucked up..now I'm all alone..
i was waiting for that time when u and peep will collab... but i guess it aint gonna happen ..
:(
Woulda been the dopest
i'm pretty sure if nothing,nowhere was a thing in the early 90's they would have blown up big time
+Dick Trickle They still might. This song is fuckin incredible.
+Dick Trickle They still might. This song is fuckin incredible.
+Dick Trickle they already blew up
+Dick Trickle they already blew up
+Dick Trickle Wouldn't be able to make this kind of music so easily in the 90's.
So I feel like he would just be in an emo band or something.
sad how the people who actually write songs from the bottom of their heart never get the recognititon like they should
i saw them live oh my were they super amazing. and i bought a hat,shirt, and a sweater. such great merch holy shit
kthepirate didn't know they where on tour, where did you see 'em?
You are sooo lucky
i saw them in Milwaukee, Wi. sep 24 i believe. they were on tour with la dispute and thrice
I know this comment is old, but it's just one person.
This song is perfect I have been battling fibromyalgia and what they think is connective tissue disease for 3 years its gotten so bad I have a hard time doing anything and both my best friends died 2 years ago and my disease and the loss of them I just haven't been the same I can hardly get out of bed depression and pain have been heavier than anything I've ever lifted and lately its a full blanket holding me in bed and a lot of time I just sleep as much as I can so I don't have to be awake and my past relationships have covered me in internal scars so I relate so well
):
Hey, how u holding up?
Zöęÿš_ Prõtęctõr I'm still fighting thanks for thinking of me
i relate to this
I feel like every song of this generation gets played out. Like yea it bumps but after awhile it's just like.. where's the emotion and passion. This is beautiful.