chorus; every night, when i lay my head i say a lil prayer fore i go to bed “dear lord, forgive me for my sins, even though we know i’ll do em again” x2 verse 1: i’m a broken man, often i feel worthless, and i don’t know where to stand i’m always on the fence can’t decide what’s more important my mental health or how i look on the surface i’m still learning man im hurting mostly cause of what ive done often i feel like a horrible son i’ve said things to my mom i cant take back and i’ve missed a lot time out with my dad im lost truth is im always angry got a therapy appointment and she don’t know how to change me says it takes time but feels like im always waiting im a liar, im a cheat, how can anyone forgive me? i’m a hypocrite, i’ll call them out on their sins, but by nightfall you know i’m at it again, i say i’ll stand strong and keep up the fight but when i look in the mirror, see man who stays quiet but every night- chorus; every night, when i lay my head i say a lil prayer fore i go to bed “dear lord, forgive me for my sins, even though we know i’ll do em again” x2 verse 2; so here i am just fulling my sickness most days i wish i could pop a prescription but with my blood i know id get addicted i got some twisted intentions my body is stiffened heart pounding what feels like every night feels like i’m tense and i can’t get it to end i can’t get in a better light these days im just passing by work in the am then off to bed every other night man i’m quiet it never lose to be that could anyone tell me when i got so afraid i wish i could fix it i wish i could change and maybe i could but maybe i’ll stay i think that im broken i can’t even smile i just stare at this page with no expression on my face ain’t that hopeless? swear i could snap any moment and i just wanna slow down mom i don’t wanna break down but chorus; every night, when i lay my head i say a lil prayer fore i go to bed “dear lord, forgive me for my sins, even though we know i’ll do em again” x2
Com o que você anda sonhando Eu não sou mais o mesmo A dor tá me dominando Vou trocar de espírito, a consciência está me matando Minhas costas doem mas ainda estou andando O peso da cruz, o peso da luta O peso de pecar e ser filho de Jesus O peso de sempre continuar na busca O peso de ter Amado e ter sido quebrado O peso de cair e continuar puro O peso de matar quem eu fui O peso de ser sacrificado O mundo é pesado Ela pode ser cruel mas eu sou abençoado Eu tô longe eu tô afastado Eu lembro cada detalhe do rosto da pessoa que me machucou A dor foi na alma e ela nem ligo Ela nunca se importou Mas hoje que se foda eu sou mais forte do que ela pensou Eu lembro de um tempo que minha mãe choro Eu lembro do tempo que eu fui curado Lágrimas muitas lágrimas caíram Pequeno e cansado Dores novas e dores que ficam no passado Orações para todas as crianças em uma cama de hospital Orações pra quem se encontra em um estado terminal Tempos difíceis criam pessoas fortes Essa frase é real Uma oração pra menina que raspou o cabelo Uma oração pro pai que chora o dia inteiro Uma oração pra mãe sozinha que luta desde cedo Orações pra quem não tem comida em casa Orações pra cada muleke sonhador que trabalha Orações pra quem perdeu um filho Orações pra cada morador de rua viciado Orações pra cada filho que se perdeu na droga Orações orações orações As vezes eu vejo alguém sendo morto perdendo a esperança Seja por algo que pareça não ter solução Ou por algo que pareça não ter saída Mas pra quem tem fé sempre vai existir soluçoes sempre vai ter espaço para um milagre Então de espaço pro milagre Depressão câncer luta contra algum vício luto As lutas te tornam forte acredite em você Você vai passa por isso Deus nunca vai fazer você passar por algo que você não aguenta Não desista dos seus sonhos As vezes a gente está a um passo da vitória e acaba parando Então não pare continue lutando sempre lutando
Have you ever sat down Had a couple thoughts of a man down Man down I was a man down Down in my own world Wreaking havoc and self destruction Smoking herb till I couldn’t function Yeah that good smoke not mid smoke Smidoke on a summer eve Don’t come at me With lunacy I’m a victim of my own mind like Picasso Standing on a chair with a lasso Do I use it to pull myself up? Or wrap my neck around and finish up What started off as a bad nightmare Flash back 3 years ago highchool yeah right there Where it all started like a bad plot Jonah was his name he was a Bad dude with tendency to not get caught When it came to Causing me damage I couldn’t change it Dam it But one day I stood up Grabbed a chair and beat him to pulp 1 expulsion later sipping on a big gulp Smile on my face yeah I’d do it again
I start with a group of guy Just to ditch school Then we made a crew Then I started rapping And we all did I was stunt man In the front of class In the booth I get it jumpin But what happen We just split up I'm the only one doing it And that skew up C9h Always have the crew tucked Ima always have them no matter what Thought my craft So I throw it up Big cloud 9 hunnit Why you always stunting I came up from my own 2feet Cause I was running After my dreams so keep on coming I don’t fuck around with you cause you acting like a dummy
Mirror mirror on the wall Now who is the coldest of them all Is it J or is it cole or is it Em or Fifty with gritty lyrics and grinchful grin Or even red and meth of how they tag team a beat and eat it til ain’t none left Or maybe just may be BUSTA The Rosta New Yorker who changed the game from tribal called quest to being a lone wolf and putting his pack on his back or Andre 3000 the future Doing it back in the 80s 90s and 2000s And what’s wild about it is we never got to see the 3000s For he left to go roam A what if was left on hold Like D Rose the greatest of all time still but too bad for him For the league is fickle and not thinking that true talents comes from within and not what you hold So when Lebron came they thought they struck gold When really they were passing up rare rubies and gems For paper tickets to be sold Now that’s cold BY TBDJ aka Poster Boi
You know what, you ain't got to do nothing, Ain't like I'm still five years old, you know. Ain't like I'ma be sitting up every night asking my mom, "When's Daddy coming home?", you know. Who needs him? Hey, he wasn't there to teach me how to shoot my first basket, but I learned, didn't I? And I got pretty damn good at it too, didn't I, William 'Will' Smith : Got through my first date without him, right? I learned how to drive, I learned how to shave, I learned how to fight without him. I had 18 great birthdays without him. He never even sent me a damn card! TO HELL WITH HIM! ….I ain't need him then and I don't need him now. No, you know what, I'ma get through college without him, I'ma get a great job without him, I'ma marry me a beautiful honey, and I'ma have me a whole bunch of kids. I'll be a better father than he ever was, and I sure as hell don't need him for that, 'cause ain't a damn thing he could ever teach me about how to love my kids! Outro William 'Will' Smith : How come he don't want me, man
chorus;
every night, when i lay my head
i say a lil prayer fore i go to bed
“dear lord, forgive me for my sins,
even though we know i’ll do em again” x2
verse 1:
i’m a broken man,
often i feel worthless,
and i don’t know where to stand
i’m always on the fence
can’t decide what’s more important
my mental health or how i look on the surface
i’m still learning
man im hurting
mostly cause of what ive done
often i feel like a horrible son
i’ve said things to my mom i cant take back
and i’ve missed a lot time out with my dad
im lost
truth is im always angry
got a therapy appointment
and she don’t know how to change me
says it takes time
but feels like im always waiting
im a liar, im a cheat, how can anyone forgive me?
i’m a hypocrite, i’ll call them out on their sins,
but by nightfall you know i’m at it again,
i say i’ll stand strong and keep up the fight
but when i look in the mirror, see man who stays quiet
but every night-
chorus;
every night, when i lay my head
i say a lil prayer fore i go to bed
“dear lord, forgive me for my sins,
even though we know i’ll do em again” x2
verse 2;
so here i am just fulling my sickness
most days i wish i could pop a prescription
but with my blood i know id get addicted
i got some twisted intentions
my body is stiffened
heart pounding what feels like every night
feels like i’m tense and
i can’t get it to end
i can’t get in a better light
these days im just passing by
work in the am
then off to bed every other night
man i’m quiet
it never lose to be that
could anyone tell me when i got so afraid
i wish i could fix it
i wish i could change
and maybe i could
but maybe i’ll stay
i think that im broken
i can’t even smile
i just stare at this page
with no expression on my face
ain’t that hopeless?
swear i could snap any moment
and i just wanna slow down
mom i don’t wanna break down
but
chorus;
every night, when i lay my head
i say a lil prayer fore i go to bed
“dear lord, forgive me for my sins,
even though we know i’ll do em again” x2
Have you made this a song yet?
Your my new favorite beat maker
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One of the best artists that I have come across. 💯
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Com o que você anda sonhando
Eu não sou mais o mesmo
A dor tá me dominando
Vou trocar de espírito, a consciência está me matando
Minhas costas doem mas ainda estou andando
O peso da cruz, o peso da luta
O peso de pecar e ser filho de Jesus
O peso de sempre continuar na busca
O peso de ter Amado e ter sido quebrado
O peso de cair e continuar puro
O peso de matar quem eu fui
O peso de ser sacrificado
O mundo é pesado
Ela pode ser cruel mas eu sou abençoado
Eu tô longe eu tô afastado
Eu lembro cada detalhe do rosto da pessoa que me machucou
A dor foi na alma e ela nem ligo
Ela nunca se importou
Mas hoje que se foda eu sou mais forte do que ela pensou
Eu lembro de um tempo que minha mãe choro
Eu lembro do tempo que eu fui curado
Lágrimas muitas lágrimas caíram
Pequeno e cansado
Dores novas e dores que ficam no passado
Orações para todas as crianças em uma cama de hospital
Orações pra quem se encontra em um estado terminal
Tempos difíceis criam pessoas fortes
Essa frase é real
Uma oração pra menina que raspou o cabelo
Uma oração pro pai que chora o dia inteiro
Uma oração pra mãe sozinha que luta desde cedo
Orações pra quem não tem comida em casa
Orações pra cada muleke sonhador que trabalha
Orações pra quem perdeu um filho
Orações pra cada morador de rua viciado
Orações pra cada filho que se perdeu na droga
Orações orações orações
As vezes eu vejo alguém sendo morto perdendo a esperança
Seja por algo que pareça não ter solução
Ou por algo que pareça não ter saída
Mas pra quem tem fé sempre vai existir soluçoes sempre vai ter espaço para um milagre
Então de espaço pro milagre
Depressão câncer luta contra algum vício luto
As lutas te tornam forte acredite em você
Você vai passa por isso
Deus nunca vai fazer você passar por algo que você não aguenta
Não desista dos seus sonhos
As vezes a gente está a um passo da vitória e acaba parando
Então não pare continue lutando sempre lutando
You just gained a Fan my brother🖤🤝🏾
welcome gang
Flipmagic your beats are amazing bro, btw I use a lot to them and I give you credit.
link me!
I cried
Hands down , You made a spark and you know it too.
ayy all luv bro!
yes sir! this hits
appreciate u
I love this beat. keep it up bro
thanks g i got u!
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🤝
Have you ever sat down
Had a couple thoughts of a man down
Man down I was a man down
Down in my own world
Wreaking havoc and self destruction
Smoking herb till I couldn’t function
Yeah that good smoke not mid smoke
Smidoke on a summer eve
Don’t come at me
With lunacy
I’m a victim of my own mind like Picasso
Standing on a chair with a lasso
Do I use it to pull myself up?
Or wrap my neck around and finish up
What started off as a bad nightmare
Flash back 3 years ago highchool yeah right there
Where it all started like a bad plot
Jonah was his name he was a
Bad dude with tendency to not get caught
When it came to
Causing me damage
I couldn’t change it
Dam it
But one day I stood up
Grabbed a chair and beat him to pulp
1 expulsion later sipping on a big gulp
Smile on my face yeah I’d do it again
Brother, can I buy a lease for this at all? Probably want a few off you can’t lie. Love this.
Yessir link in description!
Is it a free beat?
I want to record a hit ASAP.
🔥🔥👊
🏁🏁
I start with a group of guy
Just to ditch school
Then we made a crew
Then I started rapping
And we all did
I was stunt man
In the front of class
In the booth
I get it jumpin
But what happen
We just split up
I'm the only one doing it
And that skew up
C9h
Always have the crew tucked
Ima always have them no matter what
Thought my craft
So I throw it up
Big cloud 9 hunnit
Why you always stunting
I came up from my own 2feet
Cause I was running
After my dreams so keep on coming
I don’t fuck around with you cause you acting like a dummy
Mirror mirror on the wall
Now who is the coldest of them all
Is it J or is it cole or is it Em or
Fifty with gritty lyrics and grinchful grin
Or even red and meth of how they tag team a beat and eat it til ain’t none left
Or maybe just may be BUSTA
The Rosta New Yorker who changed the game from tribal called quest to being a lone wolf and putting his pack on his back or Andre 3000 the future
Doing it back in the 80s 90s and 2000s
And what’s wild about it is we never got to see the 3000s
For he left to go roam
A what if was left on hold
Like D Rose the greatest of all time still but too bad for him
For the league is fickle and not thinking that true talents comes from within and not what you hold
So when Lebron came they thought they struck gold
When really they were passing up rare rubies and gems
For paper tickets to be sold
Now that’s cold
BY TBDJ aka Poster Boi
yo i made hit on this 🔥
send it!
You know what, you ain't got to do nothing, Ain't like I'm still five years old, you know. Ain't like I'ma be sitting up every night asking my mom, "When's Daddy coming home?", you know. Who needs him? Hey, he wasn't there to teach me how to shoot my first basket, but I learned, didn't I? And I got pretty damn good at it too, didn't I,
William 'Will' Smith : Got through my first date without him, right? I learned how to drive, I learned how to shave, I learned how to fight without him. I had 18 great birthdays without him. He never even sent me a damn card! TO HELL WITH HIM!
….I ain't need him then and I don't need him now.
No, you know what, I'ma get through college without him, I'ma get a great job without him, I'ma marry me a beautiful honey, and I'ma have me a whole bunch of kids. I'll be a better father than he ever was, and I sure as hell don't need him for that, 'cause ain't a damn thing he could ever teach me about how to love my kids!
Outro
William 'Will' Smith : How come he don't want me, man
We need beats once a week bro
i post twice a week
give the man his break
I don't rap nor am I any good at anything musical but I made a song out of this beat. Lmk if you want to hear it. I know I ain't do it justice lol.