“My mom was in and out of prison and I was tossed around a lot but I’d didn’t have a bad childhood”. I’m praying for you to access your trauma and let it go. Do not minimize your history. It just keeps it stuck. Xxx. Sending prayers
@@ericfranklin2575 you completely missed the point. OP is saying how people say they didn’t have a bad childhood, but then go on to say things like her mom was in and out of prison and she was tossed back and forth and her mom was an addict etc, or I’ve heard people say they didn’t have a bad childhood but then go on to say they were abused or SA’d etc etc. Those are traumatic things. But they don’t see it.
Some of those pregnancies could have been rape and she didn’t know she was pregnant until she was far along. Or other extenuating circumstances that her lifestyle allows
Crack is a monster. I used to work in a field where many of the people were drug addicted. The most heartbreaking stories were from those addicted to crack. Relapse after years, lucrative careers decimated… scary stuff.
I was this girl , 30 years of using and trying on my own power to get it right , I would have done anything for any drug and alcohol. I had a psychic change after a strong appeal to Jesus, I've been without the obsession since 8.12. 22, Glory be to God! Carrie, I didn't trust anyone, I didn't believe in anything here on Earth, I'd asked God numerous times to " Help me " I never knew what love was or meant, I do today, I am free.... You will to if you ask God to reveal Himself will all you have got. I'm Paula, I'm free, From Liverpool, Uk.
Another childhood with no stability. Addicted Mom who was in prison..& shifted back & forth. Now, she suffers the same consequences. Crack & fentanyl addict. There are consequences to all choices…good or bad. She had 5 kids. She sold her kids. 😳🤦🏻♀️🙄 Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊
@@docdoc4129 yes, because if you’re an addict it suddenly makes it understandable. I bet those children rationalise like that as well and it makes it all better.
She was tossed back and forth and all over the place- no abuse, not a bad childhood, yet didn’t feel she was wanted anywhere. This is the trend I am seeing with so many millennial parents now with divorced blended families who toss their kids all over the place. Her story broke my heart, because it is just this simple for parents to bring their kids down a bad path. She deserved to feel wanted. I am glad her babies hopefully have loving parents who very much wanted their kids, so there is a blessing out of her shocking vulnerable admission she took money to feed her addiction- this is why they call it addiction! I hope she can recover because she is so young and can still have her second life. God loves her the same as all His children. 🙏
Yeah because at least the kids are getting taking care of what would they be like if they were with her ? And who knows if she would have never got high that first time maybe she would have been another person , had a husband , kids , house , job , car EVERYTHING ? But there is nothing wrong with her answer ! At least she wants to be better almost none of these folks give a shit about anything !
Arguably if she had never gotten high she probably could have led a pretty beautiful and normal life. Without addiction she never would have even been in the mindset to sell her children.
Blended families are very difficult unless the parents and step parents are committed to helping the kids through it. In my opinion based on growing up with 7 marriages.
30-90 days treatment like a lot is over there just isn't long enough. A few make it after that, but longer treatment is more successful. Get on medical assisted rehab if needed. Subutex, methadone, morphine whatever.
*I hope that the adopted parents of the children she sold are giving her kids the BEST life possible!!* *Those children have to live with the fact that their mother sold them for drugs, so I sure hope the adoptive parents are showering them with tons of affection, encouragement, praise, confidence, and love!!* *#softwhiteunderbelly*
She’s surprisingly very self aware, I have so much hope for her. She sees what she’s doing, understands the harm, understands the “consequences” of getting off the drugs and has a very valid reason why she hasn’t. Great interview! Wishing her the best❤
Good luck with the housing . I hope you get the help you need to wean yourself off drugs and If this is your lowest point you can only go up from here . Lastly giving away your son to that devoted childless couple couldn't have been easy but sounds like the best thing you could have done for him at the time!
Hey mark. Love what you do. Watch every morning. If you ever want to cover a topic thats not widely discussed, id enjoy sharing about the addiction ive struggled immensely with. Which is two legal drugs/highs.. kratom/ tianeptine. Ive been off tianeptine the last year bc it became illegal in Florida where I live but kratom is still sold in stores but man its hard to quit.. its quite bad. And its a rarely discussed topic not many know about.
He can and does. Do you think big daddy govt has his success rate? He's smart and chooses his subjects carefully. Win some, lose some. I'd bet his record is better than the cowgirls right now lol
I hope you see this girl. You dont even know that youre one step closer/ahead to coming out on the other side. I e thing you said is that the realization of you having to deal with all that you e done keeps you high bcuz you wudnt know where to begin or how to "ACCEPT" all that youve done. Thats where it starts my girl. Slowly youll start to want to get out b4 more starts piling on so to speak. I hope you are able to save yourself and have a part in your chikdrens lives someday.❤❤
Crystal Meth use/fetty addiction? Is not functioning..hope she gets ok Buffalo NY fam rooting for her. Those drugs she doing ? are powerful !( I can't even imagine these daze the destruction) 6 years sober after 25-30 years hardcore she can get ok. But dope and stuff change u forever unfortunately. Thnx. Get Straight Stay straight. Hope her 5 kids are ok too..thnx Mark great interview as always.
Ways to Follow Awareness to your limits, and improving on them! Know that you aren't perfect as a human •Learn from others' mistakes, and your own •Be open to receiving feed back from others •Don't brag at all •Be grateful for what you have •Have an ear for listening to others more than talking •Be kind in face of conflict(Internal/External) •Let others go first in reasonable settings •Stop comparing yourself to others •Appreciate the little things in this world
her saying her childhood wasn’t that bad sounds like denial , she may have not have as terrible as some others on here but I am sure going through that with her mama been in and out of prison and a druggie was traumatic as hell
Excuse me did she say she was 31?!?😮😮😮 I’m about to be 33 and she looks no where near my age!! I was going to guess 42-43 at the absolute youngest!’ That’s so sad what these hard drugs do to people after a few years 😢
Sorry, do you know what’s so ironic the last video I was watching the lady said that her mother didn’t want to name her or her father didn’t want to name her Polly because it was a hooker name and then the next video I clicked on this one, it was an interview from seven months months ago named Wendy
Love is the greatest of all virtues. Do it everyday. Help with gaining smarts, to progress in life. Learn from others' mistakes. Help yourself be more selfless each week! Ask for help with things. Modesty is the way! Never take credit. Always aid others when you can.
Sorry - but no sympathy for someone who would sell a child. I would like to be able to say "poor thing, it's the drug's fault".... but selling children - no excuse. I'm not even going to watch the rest.
"Another one I basically got nothing for.." Hmm. The internet is forever and those kids are going to see this one day. I know not to judge, but jeez that is rough.
Apologies if this seems inappropriate; is anyone else addicted to these? Deep, morbid interest in other people's trauma? Starting to wonder if this channel is shifting my view of life and the world in a negative way.
i dont thk its odd that someone in her condition "sold" her kids. hopefully the parents r good people bt ne1 who has been thru an adoption process knows it is long and expensive! they essentially just paid the mother vs an agency. i pray those kids r living their best life w the best parents!!! ❤❤
the apostle Paul was murdering Christians and then he was hit with the light of truth and realized who he was. I used to help the devil beat me up with self-judgment. Paul said he did not even judge himself because he knew if he did, he would get frozen in those moments he judged and not be able to move forward. As he was led by God, he wrote 1/3 of the bible. When I counsel myself, I talk to myself like a vulnerable child and carefully apply love that helps me overcome my pain. I ask God to lead me and show me things and help me overcome. God is perfect love, and he is trying to help us receive his love so we can be in relationship and have his JOY. You can't disappoint God; he already knew every moment of your life before he formed you in your mother's womb. Draw near to God and he will draw near to you, he doesn't force himself on us, he knocks and hopes we invite him in.
Understood addiction "BUT Mark you didn't even ask that thing WHY not get your tubes tied " Unfn believable! Ij BUT i do know the reason.... She sells them for 10 grand, POS
Heaven is for the righteous of God. Hell is the place for torment of the wicked forever. Repent, and be spared eternal hell! Live the KJV Bible Scriptures! Have a relationship in submission to God. Do good to others with wisdom and love. Whats The time of era we're in now, is The Last Days. Patience endures for the rewards(Delayed Gratification).
I have heard some addicts found an escape from addiction by taking DMT, a psychedelic, which takes you to your higher self and can sometimes straighten you out and have a better life? PTSD victims of war have had great success with this approach. Joe Rogan thinks highly of it.
Im glad she saw through her own lies almost immediately when she said people who use drugs dont have a choice. 100% is a choice. Even the most severely addicted choose to stay addicted. You can quit if you want to. If you choose to start prioritizing yourself and those who care for you it is possible!
This is the one I unsubscribe on. Asking a vulnerable person point blank if they've experienced "terrible abuse" and if they've been loved? This is exploitation, plain and simple.
People are paid well to share their story in order to prevent others from repeating their mistakes. Many of these people talk about how good it was to get it all off their chest and it would help this woman to go even deeper than she did and accept some of her childhood trauma
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“My mom was in and out of prison and I was tossed around a lot but I’d didn’t have a bad childhood”. I’m praying for you to access your trauma and let it go. Do not minimize your history. It just keeps it stuck. Xxx. Sending prayers
I’m always left sort of bewildered when in an interview they say they didn’t have a bad childhood. Then go on to say this or that happened.
Is your name Megan?
RUclips psychologists. Would love to know if you have the courage to present your truth to 6 million subscribers!
Thats a good saying i hope she can get help and what she deserves to get better
@@ericfranklin2575 you completely missed the point. OP is saying how people say they didn’t have a bad childhood, but then go on to say things like her mom was in and out of prison and she was tossed back and forth and her mom was an addict etc, or I’ve heard people say they didn’t have a bad childhood but then go on to say they were abused or SA’d etc etc. Those are traumatic things. But they don’t see it.
I am sure she is living a hard life but there is no sympathy when you keep having kids and selling them for drug money.
I don’t think she expects sympathy.
Some of those pregnancies could have been rape and she didn’t know she was pregnant until she was far along. Or other extenuating circumstances that her lifestyle allows
@@isabelfeldman906 That is not an excuse to sell the child for money.
@isabelfeldman906 This is a serious reach.
@@invaderjaymz Is there ever a good reason to sell your child?????
Nine months clean. The pain of active addiction will always outweigh the pleasure !!
True.
Congrats on 9 months from a fellow recovering addict 10 yrs in. #wedorecover
Respect 🙏
Well done
Well said!
Sold her kids is crazy.
Selling your children...I can't imagine...I hope she wakes up one day.
If you have kids by somebody you didnt wanna have the kids by or got raped then there wouldn’t be attachment to them
Crack is a monster. I used to work in a field where many of the people were drug addicted. The most heartbreaking stories were from those addicted to crack. Relapse after years, lucrative careers decimated… scary stuff.
I was this girl , 30 years of using and trying on my own power to get it right , I would have done anything for any drug and alcohol. I had a psychic change after a strong appeal to Jesus, I've been without the obsession since 8.12. 22, Glory be to God! Carrie, I didn't trust anyone, I didn't believe in anything here on Earth, I'd asked God numerous times to " Help me " I never knew what love was or meant, I do today, I am free.... You will to if you ask God to reveal Himself will all you have got. I'm Paula, I'm free, From Liverpool, Uk.
Another childhood with no stability. Addicted Mom who was in prison..& shifted back & forth. Now, she suffers the same consequences. Crack & fentanyl addict. There are consequences to all choices…good or bad. She had 5 kids. She sold her kids. 😳🤦🏻♀️🙄 Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊
Wow, selling your children...
Thanks for this.
Man, x5, that’s awful.
Virtue signalling who's never had an addiction.
@@docdoc4129 yes, because if you’re an addict it suddenly makes it understandable. I bet those children rationalise like that as well and it makes it all better.
@@bradmyers5998 yup. five times…
She was tossed back and forth and all over the place- no abuse, not a bad childhood, yet didn’t feel she was wanted anywhere. This is the trend I am seeing with so many millennial parents now with divorced blended families who toss their kids all over the place. Her story broke my heart, because it is just this simple for parents to bring their kids down a bad path. She deserved to feel wanted. I am glad her babies hopefully have loving parents who very much wanted their kids, so there is a blessing out of her shocking vulnerable admission she took money to feed her addiction- this is why they call it addiction! I hope she can recover because she is so young and can still have her second life. God loves her the same as all His children. 🙏
Lots of blended and divorced families have stable and loving conditions. That is not comparable to her situation
Her biggest regret was getting high for the first time, not selling her children.
Yeah because at least the kids are getting taking care of what would they be like if they were with her ? And who knows if she would have never got high that first time maybe she would have been another person , had a husband , kids , house , job , car EVERYTHING ? But there is nothing wrong with her answer ! At least she wants to be better almost none of these folks give a shit about anything !
Arguably if she had never gotten high she probably could have led a pretty beautiful and normal life. Without addiction she never would have even been in the mindset to sell her children.
If she never got high, she would have never had to sell her children 🙄
i think if she wouldn’t of got high for the first time, she wouldn’t have sold her kids
Sold her kid? Wow😮
Kids...plural!
Yeah that one got me too - horrifying and heartbreaking all at once. I’m so sorry for her and what she has gone through. I can’t imagine
Blended families are very difficult unless the parents and step parents are committed to helping the kids through it. In my opinion based on growing up with 7 marriages.
I have watched almost all these and I have never been so angry at anyone. She SOLD HER CHILDREN.
I know that it is hard to make the most out of the cards you’ve been dealt. But selling your babies to fuel your drug addiction? Disgusting.
I’m sure she wanted them to have a better life than what she could provide.
@@Sunsetsnail99yeah I’m sure that’s the reason and totally not the drug money
@@TheSealsMen I mean sounds better for the kids either way
@ sure but you assumed her intentions irrationally
30-90 days treatment like a lot is over there just isn't long enough. A few make it after that, but longer treatment is more successful. Get on medical assisted rehab if needed. Subutex, methadone, morphine whatever.
This ☝🏻 extensive outpatient followup
Trading kids for drugs is next level
*I hope that the adopted parents of the children she sold are giving her kids the BEST life possible!!* *Those children have to live with the fact that their mother sold them for drugs, so I sure hope the adoptive parents are showering them with tons of affection, encouragement, praise, confidence, and love!!* *#softwhiteunderbelly*
You'll be surprised what you can live through
dont give up
Sweet girl. I pray you soon break free. ❤
She’s surprisingly very self aware, I have so much hope for her. She sees what she’s doing, understands the harm, understands the “consequences” of getting off the drugs and has a very valid reason why she hasn’t.
Great interview! Wishing her the best❤
You are infantalizing this womsn
You're not living in the real world
@ I’m sorry I’m trying to live in an optimistic one.
Wait. Did I hear her right? Did she say she sold all 5 of her kids?
Ur so pretty go to cosmetology
She looks like she has the head of a Dwarf
Good luck with the housing . I hope you get the help you need to wean yourself off drugs and If this is your lowest point you can only go up from here . Lastly giving away your son to that devoted childless couple couldn't have been easy but sounds like the best thing you could have done for him at the time!
Hey mark. Love what you do. Watch every morning. If you ever want to cover a topic thats not widely discussed, id enjoy sharing about the addiction ive struggled immensely with. Which is two legal drugs/highs.. kratom/ tianeptine. Ive been off tianeptine the last year bc it became illegal in Florida where I live but kratom is still sold in stores but man its hard to quit.. its quite bad. And its a rarely discussed topic not many know about.
I would love to hear your story.
Never heard of these either! 😮 Do you smoke it?
@@AngelaWalker-uj5uf no, it's all In powder or capsule form. Now there's extracts which are terribly addictive and hard to stop
@joelidirt and this is sold in dispensaries 😳
I take kratom daily as well.
You can’t help these people.. I’m sorry but they’ve got less than a 1% chance. The endless cycle of drugs and prostitution will never stop
He can and does. Do you think big daddy govt has his success rate? He's smart and chooses his subjects carefully. Win some, lose some. I'd bet his record is better than the cowgirls right now lol
I hope you see this girl. You dont even know that youre one step closer/ahead to coming out on the other side. I e thing you said is that the realization of you having to deal with all that you e done keeps you high bcuz you wudnt know where to begin or how to "ACCEPT" all that youve done. Thats where it starts my girl. Slowly youll start to want to get out b4 more starts piling on so to speak. I hope you are able to save yourself and have a part in your chikdrens lives someday.❤❤
Crystal Meth use/fetty addiction? Is not functioning..hope she gets ok Buffalo NY fam rooting for her. Those drugs she doing ? are powerful !( I can't even imagine these daze the destruction)
6 years sober after 25-30 years hardcore she can get ok. But dope and stuff change u forever unfortunately. Thnx. Get Straight Stay straight. Hope her 5 kids are ok too..thnx Mark great interview as always.
Ways to Follow
Awareness to your limits, and improving on them! Know that you aren't perfect as a human
•Learn from others' mistakes, and your own
•Be open to receiving feed back from others
•Don't brag at all
•Be grateful for what you have
•Have an ear for listening to others more than talking
•Be kind in face of conflict(Internal/External)
•Let others go first in reasonable settings
•Stop comparing yourself to others
•Appreciate the little things in this world
She just needs the help and support. Medical help to get off. Then A year of long term treatment in the sticks somewhere.
Here's an idea-how about you stop having kids
The roulette wheel of life spins until our last breath; only we choose which compartment the ball finds when the wheel stops turning.
Did I hear right? She sold her kids oh I hope I’m mistaken.
her saying her childhood wasn’t that bad sounds like denial , she may have not have as terrible as some others on here but I am sure going through that with her mama been in and out of prison and a druggie was traumatic as hell
Excuse me did she say she was 31?!?😮😮😮 I’m about to be 33 and she looks no where near my age!! I was going to guess 42-43 at the absolute youngest!’ That’s so sad what these hard drugs do to people after a few years 😢
I saw your pic & LOL
@ well that was like 4 years ago im the one without a shirt
Sorry, do you know what’s so ironic the last video I was watching the lady said that her mother didn’t want to name her or her father didn’t want to name her Polly because it was a hooker name and then the next video I clicked on this one, it was an interview from seven months months ago named Wendy
Love is the greatest of all virtues. Do it everyday. Help with gaining smarts, to progress in life. Learn from others' mistakes. Help yourself be more selfless each week! Ask for help with things. Modesty is the way! Never take credit. Always aid others when you can.
Sorry - but no sympathy for someone who would sell a child. I would like to be able to say "poor thing, it's the drug's fault".... but selling children - no excuse. I'm not even going to watch the rest.
I thought selling a child was illegal i cant imagine selling your children I am in shock how anyone could do that
By the grace of God go I....it's hard to think back to the lowest times especially hard to realize it's only a hit away!!❤
"Another one I basically got nothing for.." Hmm. The internet is forever and those kids are going to see this one day. I know not to judge, but jeez that is rough.
What’s going on in the background?😅
Apologies if this seems inappropriate; is anyone else addicted to these? Deep, morbid interest in other people's trauma? Starting to wonder if this channel is shifting my view of life and the world in a negative way.
i dont thk its odd that someone in her condition "sold" her kids. hopefully the parents r good people bt ne1 who has been thru an adoption process knows it is long and expensive! they essentially just paid the mother vs an agency. i pray those kids r living their best life w the best parents!!! ❤❤
Selling her babies? 😮 wtf!
She speaks so hopelessly. 😢
My favorite part about this video was pausing it, and realizing there’s nothing wrong with my car…
the apostle Paul was murdering Christians and then he was hit with the light of truth and realized who he was. I used to help the devil beat me up with self-judgment. Paul said he did not even judge himself because he knew if he did, he would get frozen in those moments he judged and not be able to move forward. As he was led by God, he wrote 1/3 of the bible. When I counsel myself, I talk to myself like a vulnerable child and carefully apply love that helps me overcome my pain. I ask God to lead me and show me things and help me overcome. God is perfect love, and he is trying to help us receive his love so we can be in relationship and have his JOY. You can't disappoint God; he already knew every moment of your life before he formed you in your mother's womb. Draw near to God and he will draw near to you, he doesn't force himself on us, he knocks and hopes we invite him in.
Excellent. 💯💯💯
Understood addiction "BUT Mark you didn't even ask that thing WHY not get your tubes tied " Unfn believable! Ij BUT i do know the reason.... She sells them for 10 grand, POS
This angers me.
😢
Heaven is for the righteous of God. Hell is the place for torment of the wicked forever. Repent, and be spared eternal hell! Live the KJV Bible Scriptures! Have a relationship in submission to God. Do good to others with wisdom and love. Whats The time of era we're in now, is The Last Days. Patience endures for the rewards(Delayed Gratification).
I have heard some addicts found an escape from addiction by taking DMT, a psychedelic, which takes you to your higher self and can sometimes straighten you out and have a better life? PTSD victims of war have had great success with this approach. Joe Rogan thinks highly of it.
Yes that's a great idea
I miss Ray....
5KIDS 😮
😞
Methadone??
The subjects come on this channel for a quick buck and hopes of continuing support from bleeding hearts.
Im glad she saw through her own lies almost immediately when she said people who use drugs dont have a choice. 100% is a choice. Even the most severely addicted choose to stay addicted. You can quit if you want to. If you choose to start prioritizing yourself and those who care for you it is possible!
My friend in high school loved any thing and everything.
Same here. She died when she was 40.
KEEP ON KEEPING ON THE STUFFÑE OS REAL
Tenth or so comment.
This is the one I unsubscribe on. Asking a vulnerable person point blank if they've experienced "terrible abuse" and if they've been loved? This is exploitation, plain and simple.
I dont agree. And you don't need to announce your departure, just leave lol
He makes it very clear beforehand what will be asked and what the interview is about. Do you think trauma therapy is also exploitation by that logic?
Goodbye
People are paid well to share their story in order to prevent others from repeating their mistakes. Many of these people talk about how good it was to get it all off their chest and it would help this woman to go even deeper than she did and accept some of her childhood trauma
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