Thank you guys soooooo much for all the kind comments and support. I was nervous to post something so slow and real but I am truly blown away by the way a lot of you can relate.. THANK YOU for lifting me up and giving me a safe space, I hope I can do the same for you
This feels so genuine and like we finally have you back - no sponsor, no motive other than connecting. Makes me feel like I'm 15 watching you do a drugstore haul again. Thank you for this 🤍
I can tell you’re on the verge of tears most of the video, I wish I could give you a hug. You’re doing a great job as a mom, never forget that. If you upload videos I’ll be here ❤ you’re not alone.
Welcome back Amanda❤ I’m currently navigating a divorce with my 15-month-old daughter, and the process has been incredibly overwhelming. The custody battle has shown me how the legal system doesn’t always recognize the immense sacrifices mothers make for their children. It can feel disheartening at times, but I wish you all the BEST as you go through this journey as well. It’s both comforting and bittersweet to know someone else understands this struggle as a young mom. Please keep us updated, always keep smiling xx
Amanda I’m so happy your back, I’m 24 I’ve been watching you on RUclips since I was 12, I’m raising a baby of my own now so I feel like it’s a big full circle moment for me love following along and growing up with you ❤️
I've been following you since 2012 more or less. but REAL TALK! You always seemed genuine, I usually lost interest in youtubers or influencers if I picked up them trying to use their audience only to profit without putting too much effort, or choosing the easy ways to get fame or money. I'm sure you done things just for the sake of gain in your YT career but it never ever seemed fake. In this video, especially, its clear you are speaking with your heart, it transpires. We can see you have been going through stuff. Something feels different, in a good way. Genuine emotions in your teary eyes show fear of being vulnerable with your audience even if you want to reconnect. I hope you know how awesome and loved you are, you are stronger than you think. I've been battling loneliness too, it gets hard, just know you are never truly alone. you have Gaia always on your side too. Please dont take it as just nice empty words, we'll always be here for you
I’m 26 now and I grew up watching your vids. Like we have grown up with you girl. 💕 much love from Virginia ❤️You are doing a wonderful job raising your daughter.
Your vulnerability and emotions are beautiful ❤️ you’re such a strong woman and Mother. Time will heal this very difficult period in your life and you will feel yourself again soon just keep holding onto that
AMANDA! you are so genuine and kind and good things are coming your way. I can't imagine how much you've been dealing with, but how exciting for your brand to come back and it's great you still enjoy making OG RUclips videos to connect💞 so many people love ya and want the best for you!!
Amanda, all the best wishes and support through this time. Surround yourself by family, your baby girl and close friends, that elevate you and are there for you in all circunstances, Hughes and kisses❤
I have watched you since you were 10 I am the same age, I stopped watching for a while because I felt I didn’t resonate with your content anymore but this was so raw and real and I truly appreciate seeing you and watching you again! Thank you for being you! Again!
It feels so nostalgic watching you grow up to the person you are! I used to watch you when I was younger and I hope that you continue to lead with confidence that the hard times will pass and goodness will follow you !
In case you see this, I am sending you sm love girl. My mom was a single mother and I look up to her more than anyone. You are going to be such a pillar for your daughter and I hope all the turmoil and pain will be water under the bridge. Grew up watching you since the morning routines lol
Been watching you since I was 11!! Now I’m 25 too 🤍 you are such a good mom & such an inspiration to me😘 you’re doing so amazing Amanda. Sending you love
Amanda I’ve missed your beautiful face and your daughter looks amazing, happy, and well! So proud of you! And I see some pain in your eyes whatever it is sweetheart it will pass just keep doing you and being a great mother to your daughter! Happy Holidays to you and your family ❤
grew up watching you and you were always an inspiration to me and we aren’t so far in age. i’m 24 and it feels like i’m reconnecting with an old friend. you’re incredibly strong and doing such a good job with baby girl it doesn’t go unnoticed🥲🫶🏼
You are a gem! I am in the same era of motherhood as you - I have an 18th month old baby girl as well and I have been watching you for over a decade. Thanks for being so real and honest with us. You are slaying as a mama queen
you literally are the reason i learned to do makeup. you are the reason i got INTO MAKEUP and fashion😭😭I love you and i am so happy to see you healing❤️
Yay you’re back! I’ve been around since your first videos which actually helped me love make up the way i do, your channel was always my comfort channel and i was sad when you weren’t doing videos as much but this video makes me feel like we grew up together. I’m only a year younger so its been a really special friendship with you and your channel ❤
This video makes me so happy you have no idea. You were the first beauty guru I ever watched and the reason I got so into makeup and fashion and even bonded with my best friends. We are so happy to have you back you’re literally my comfort person 🥹
welcome back girl!! missed your vlogs sm. I'm also 24 so its CRAZY to see how life changes for all of us haha thanks for sharing it you're truly a nice safe space to come back to when times get tough for me, hope we are that for you too
So happy to see that you're back Amanda !! I grew up watching your videos from age 11 I'm 23 now, you were one of, if not the first youtuber I subscribed to about 12 years ago. ❤
We’re adults now, when did that happen 🥹 fr though we’re the same age and I’ve been following you since we were 10! I remember when you chopped your long hair and would vlog getting content with Maddi Bragg who I also loved to watch so much! It’s super cool to see your perspective on showing Gaia online since you have grown up online yourself Gaia is literally your twin! ❤❤❤❤
Been here since you had braces and were on that collab beauty channel, was it called Polished???. Great to see you back and sending so much love to you ❤
Not sure how long I've been following your channel and watching your videos but I would classify myself as an OG lol. But I support you in this journey in your life, do whatever makes you feel happy. I'm dealing with the court system with my ex as well and it is extremely difficult emotionally, physically, and mentally. You got this 💪🏻
I don't have tik tok but I just watched your tik toks to get the context, I just want to say I went through a very very similar situation with my oldest. The legal battle was the nastiest thing I ever experienced aside from the actual relationship. Sending you love and I promise it gets better. It is still hard but I have found peace having to "co-parent" with an abuser.
It is fantastic to see a vlog from you, Amanda, and to hear how you're doing both in your life and in your heart. I'm one of the OG viewers you referred to, and it's amazing that it's been 15 years. I hope you keep this type of vlog going. 💛🧡❤️
I feel like so many girls don't know the secrets they deserve to know. I found this book,' The Irresistible Seduction Formula' by Olivia Simmons and it’s literally life changer. Has anyone else heard of it?
we missed you but happy youre enjoying life :) !!!! Gaia is SOOOOO BIG OMG!! My daughter is 6.5 months and I have another on the way. I would love to see the mommy and me vlogs
It’s so good to see you back 💖 I’ve been following you since we were so young (I’m 25 too!), and life gets SO tough sometimes, but I’m glad that you’re doing well and that you’re able to come back to something you enjoy! You deserve everything nice in the world, I wish you all the happiness
Just know you’re not alone and remind yourself every day your not💕🪴✨ we are all here for you and there are many out there who can relate. You are loved, brave, and doing sooooo good Amanda!!!!! So proud of you🦋🫶🏼🌷✨🌿
Thank you guys soooooo much for all the kind comments and support. I was nervous to post something so slow and real but I am truly blown away by the way a lot of you can relate.. THANK YOU for lifting me up and giving me a safe space, I hope I can do the same for you
This feels so genuine and like we finally have you back - no sponsor, no motive other than connecting. Makes me feel like I'm 15 watching you do a drugstore haul again. Thank you for this 🤍
I can tell you’re on the verge of tears most of the video, I wish I could give you a hug. You’re doing a great job as a mom, never forget that. If you upload videos I’ll be here ❤ you’re not alone.
Welcome back Amanda❤ I’m currently navigating a divorce with my 15-month-old daughter, and the process has been incredibly overwhelming. The custody battle has shown me how the legal system doesn’t always recognize the immense sacrifices mothers make for their children. It can feel disheartening at times, but I wish you all the BEST as you go through this journey as well. It’s both comforting and bittersweet to know someone else understands this struggle as a young mom. Please keep us updated, always keep smiling xx
Amanda I’m so happy your back, I’m 24 I’ve been watching you on RUclips since I was 12, I’m raising a baby of my own now so I feel like it’s a big full circle moment for me love following along and growing up with you ❤️
I've been following you since 2012 more or less.
but REAL TALK!
You always seemed genuine, I usually lost interest in youtubers or influencers if I picked up them trying to use their audience only to profit without putting too much effort, or choosing the easy ways to get fame or money.
I'm sure you done things just for the sake of gain in your YT career but it never ever seemed fake.
In this video, especially, its clear you are speaking with your heart, it transpires. We can see you have been going through stuff.
Something feels different, in a good way. Genuine emotions in your teary eyes show fear of being vulnerable with your audience even if you want to reconnect.
I hope you know how awesome and loved you are, you are stronger than you think.
I've been battling loneliness too, it gets hard, just know you are never truly alone. you have Gaia always on your side too.
Please dont take it as just nice empty words, we'll always be here for you
I’m 26 now and I grew up watching your vids. Like we have grown up with you girl. 💕 much love from Virginia ❤️You are doing a wonderful job raising your daughter.
literally grew up watching all your videos 🩷 have always appreciated your vulnerability and strength!! ur glowing !!!
Your vulnerability and emotions are beautiful ❤️ you’re such a strong woman and Mother. Time will heal this very difficult period in your life and you will feel yourself again soon just keep holding onto that
AMANDA! you are so genuine and kind and good things are coming your way. I can't imagine how much you've been dealing with, but how exciting for your brand to come back and it's great you still enjoy making OG RUclips videos to connect💞 so many people love ya and want the best for you!!
Sending so much love Amanda, you are such a strong woman 💗 this difficult phase will also be over eventually. And Gaia is beautiful!
Amanda, all the best wishes and support through this time. Surround yourself by family, your baby girl and close friends, that elevate you and are there for you in all circunstances,
Hughes and kisses❤
I have watched you since you were 10 I am the same age, I stopped watching for a while because I felt I didn’t resonate with your content anymore but this was so raw and real and I truly appreciate seeing you and watching you again! Thank you for being you! Again!
It feels so nostalgic watching you grow up to the person you are! I used to watch you when I was younger and I hope that you continue to lead with confidence that the hard times will pass and goodness will follow you !
the way I SCREAMED, i've been a silent subscriber for yeeaaarsss, so very excited for you and honestly girl, you are AMAZING ! 🫶
I’ve been watching you for 12 years, I’m 24 now. It’s really awesome that you posted this, so thank you! 🥰
In case you see this, I am sending you sm love girl. My mom was a single mother and I look up to her more than anyone. You are going to be such a pillar for your daughter and I hope all the turmoil and pain will be water under the bridge. Grew up watching you since the morning routines lol
Been watching you since I was 11!! Now I’m 25 too 🤍 you are such a good mom & such an inspiration to me😘 you’re doing so amazing Amanda. Sending you love
Amanda I’ve missed your beautiful face and your daughter looks amazing, happy, and well! So proud of you! And I see some pain in your eyes whatever it is sweetheart it will pass just keep doing you and being a great mother to your daughter! Happy Holidays to you and your family ❤
grew up watching you and you were always an inspiration to me and we aren’t so far in age. i’m 24 and it feels like i’m reconnecting with an old friend. you’re incredibly strong and doing such a good job with baby girl it doesn’t go unnoticed🥲🫶🏼
You are a gem! I am in the same era of motherhood as you - I have an 18th month old baby girl as well and I have been watching you for over a decade. Thanks for being so real and honest with us. You are slaying as a mama queen
I’m almost 25 and I’ve been watching since you started!!!
you literally are the reason i learned to do makeup. you are the reason i got INTO MAKEUP and fashion😭😭I love you and i am so happy to see you healing❤️
It truly is insane that I have watched you for soo so soo many years and now we have kids and that your daughter looks exactly like you!
Yay you’re back! I’ve been around since your first videos which actually helped me love make up the way i do, your channel was always my comfort channel and i was sad when you weren’t doing videos as much but this video makes me feel like we grew up together. I’m only a year younger so its been a really special friendship with you and your channel
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just as excited to watch you at 26 after coming home from work as I was at 16 coming home from school
Excited to hear steele is coming back the pieces that I got have been some of my favorites looking forward :):)
This video makes me so happy you have no idea. You were the first beauty guru I ever watched and the reason I got so into makeup and fashion and even bonded with my best friends. We are so happy to have you back you’re literally my comfort person 🥹
welcome back girl!! missed your vlogs sm. I'm also 24 so its CRAZY to see how life changes for all of us haha thanks for sharing it you're truly a nice safe space to come back to when times get tough for me, hope we are that for you too
Love You Amanda, love who you are, you have a community. 🫶
You’re doing amazing Amanda ❤
Welcome back Amanda. Gaia is such a little cutie
She’s such a cutie pie. Love you girl, been here since 2014 🫶
remember you’re so strong, you’re amazing!! 🤍
happy you’re back!!! 💕
So happy you’re back Amanda ❤️ You are so strong and beautiful inside and out! Gaia has the best role model
I've been following you for like 10 years! Glad to have you back❤
been watching you since 2012... in middle school, and now growing up with you!
love you!! proud of you
Didn’t think you could get any more beautiful but motherhood looks so good on you💗
So happy to see that you're back Amanda !! I grew up watching your videos from age 11 I'm 23 now, you were one of, if not the first youtuber I subscribed to about 12 years ago. ❤
It's really nice to see a video where you show yourself being so real... you don't see this type of content on YT anymore ❤🩹
I started watching you're videos 10 years ago, we literally grew up together. Thanks for coming back, we miss you
You are truly gorgeous out of this world. Sending you strength and love
We’re adults now, when did that happen 🥹 fr though we’re the same age and I’ve been following you since we were 10! I remember when you chopped your long hair and would vlog getting content with Maddi Bragg who I also loved to watch so much! It’s super cool to see your perspective on showing Gaia online since you have grown up online yourself
Gaia is literally your twin! ❤❤❤❤
I feel you, girl. I've gone through personal hell this year. I got back up and so will you!
So good to see you back!❤
After so long since the last time I saw you, you remain as gorgeous as ever
Amanda you're an amazing strong girl whatever you're going through will pass❤
Been watching you sinige you started youtube and you are truly amazing! Sending you love and support ❤️❤️
oh my god i can't wait for the relaunch of steele!
Girl we’ll be in this together until we’re all old and grey ! I hope you’re healing and enjoying this time with your baby girl ❤
Been here since you had braces and were on that collab beauty channel, was it called Polished???. Great to see you back and sending so much love to you ❤
We’re happy to see you back and I can’t wait to see where this journey takes you! 🎉
Not sure how long I've been following your channel and watching your videos but I would classify myself as an OG lol. But I support you in this journey in your life, do whatever makes you feel happy. I'm dealing with the court system with my ex as well and it is extremely difficult emotionally, physically, and mentally. You got this 💪🏻
I’ve been watching you for years now. ❤ praying everything goes well!
I don't have tik tok but I just watched your tik toks to get the context, I just want to say I went through a very very similar situation with my oldest. The legal battle was the nastiest thing I ever experienced aside from the actual relationship. Sending you love and I promise it gets better. It is still hard but I have found peace having to "co-parent" with an abuser.
It is fantastic to see a vlog from you, Amanda, and to hear how you're doing both in your life and in your heart. I'm one of the OG viewers you referred to, and it's amazing that it's been 15 years. I hope you keep this type of vlog going. 💛🧡❤️
I feel like so many girls don't know the secrets they deserve to know. I found this book,' The Irresistible Seduction Formula' by Olivia Simmons and it’s literally life changer. Has anyone else heard of it?
Looks like you’re absolutely EATING this life!!🥂✨
Makeup by Mandy 4ever
Can’t wait until we go back to brunette!!
Aww I’ve missed seeing you on RUclips!! Hope you’re doing well 🫶🏼
we missed you but happy youre enjoying life :) !!!! Gaia is SOOOOO BIG OMG!! My daughter is 6.5 months and I have another on the way. I would love to see the mommy and me vlogs
Omg I am following you since 2013 and I cant believe your daughters name is also Gaia ❤
It’s so good to see you back 💖 I’ve been following you since we were so young (I’m 25 too!), and life gets SO tough sometimes, but I’m glad that you’re doing well and that you’re able to come back to something you enjoy! You deserve everything nice in the world, I wish you all the happiness
SO EXITED FOR STEELE
Sending you so much love 💕
Jumped on the notification
I am glad that you our back amanda I miss watching your video?😢
Missed ya
sending you hugs!!
Been watching u since u made videos with the janoskians!
Missed ya... ⏳️🚀.. little monkey got sooo big. 🥰
OH MY GOD AMANDA!!!! TALKING!!! ON RUclips!!!!
Giving you a virtual hug!!
I forgot about that book omg😭i also had it as a kid
Please keep saying hey guys it's Amanda😢
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Missed your videos🩷
Both Achi video Hai🎉 beautiful
Hey Amanda, hope you’re doing well
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Hugs 🫂❤
Unexpectedly got pregnant?
Niceee
Just know you’re not alone and remind yourself every day your not💕🪴✨ we are all here for you and there are many out there who can relate. You are loved, brave, and doing sooooo good Amanda!!!!! So proud of you🦋🫶🏼🌷✨🌿
I remember watching u in middle school in ur urban outfitters era with doc martens and beanies🥹
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so glad you're back 🤩 (and now with a little companion 🤏🏻)
i hope you have good girlfriends by your side! 🤍 seems like you need a hug. we are all here for you!