I have a Bachelor’s in Biblical Studies, and a Masters in Pastoral and Biblical Studies. In 2012, I was close to a breakthrough in the supernatural, but I let my own lusts and passions carry me away, which has resulted in tragic deaths of many good things in my life. Jordan Peterson helped me come back to the Bible, and through him have been exposed to Jung, Nietzsche, and Alan Watts. All have challenged me considerably. None of them have quite struck the right chord with me like Neville has. Josiah, you are a large reason why I am coming back to the Bible as if I’d never read it before. I read 1 John the other day and was blown away by it, and this morning I read Ephesians and it has shocked me how I missed the obvious. I have been practicing the Pruning Shears of Revision and it is already resulting in results for me (albeit small, I’m only starting). Thank you for your work, Josiah.
Jordan Peterson brought me back to the bible too just over a year ago and over this time span I haven’t stopped thinking about God and my own salvation etc . And now here I am , reading Neville, listening to Neville and Josiah reading and it’s all so amazing. Happy that you are back on the road to understanding your way to true salvation too 🙏🏻
I grew up poverished in every sense of the word. My younger years spent bouncing around churches teaching externally. Left me with many questions. Was Agnostic for awhile, I knew there was a source, but I could not comprehend it. I became addicted to knowledge, no information was out of bounds for me. Questions were relentless within the chatter of my mind. Revelations I have had are world shattering, and have become a wizard with growing gardens in others. Watching deserts transform into food forests, flowing with life. Alan Watts provided me with perspectives that forever changed the way I questioned reality. After Watts the world began to blossom and my search for like minds has been occurring for about 5 years or so now. Too many are sleeping... I came across Goddard less than 2 weeks ago. After the first book my mind felt at home. So much of what this man is discussing has been in my mind even before I was confused about reality. He is the closest I have found to match my internal dialog. So much of what he discusses is backed by science, magic practices, language, occulted/symbolic knowledge, art, and more. My tree is growing new branches..
I’ve been crying so much, I’m not sure how I bump into this channel… where have I been all my life? I’m sooo happy to have met myself.. this is what I needed to hear! Peace ☮️ to all of you.
Can this get any better ? What amazing words left for us from Neville. And thank you Josiah for reading so carefully and slowly. The pace you set allows time for the words to take root 🙏🏻
I agree,hard to believe,he was born before i , was talking this knowledge,yet here i stand at age57 .it took me 57 years to hear this. It goes to show the reception of truth.
I recently bumped in to Neville’s tracings 3 months ago and I have had a steady diet of them. After different teachers, I have never been more excited about life as I do now. I needed to hear this teaching on inner conversations. That’s my downfall! My mind just takes off in different directions, but the good thing is that I am now aware of it and can stop it. I am practicing to be more aware of the inner chatter. Thank you, Josiah, for what you do to keep these teachings alive. Your voice makes me think that Neville is speaking to me. And I love it when you repeat the parts you think we need to hear again. Thank you. ❤️
Amazing! Lovely! I like how this teaching takes a person to a higher level without making them wrong, but bringing contentment and inspiration. Transformative!
Well done!!! Mind and Speech!! Love it. Now I shall order my inner conversations aright. Thank you Josiah for honoring Neville Goddard. Your voice tone is pleasant. Not all voice tones are palatable.
Oh WOW, Josiah Brandt; these Masterpieces that you give to us are immeasurable and invaluable! I will be listening to this twice today and many more times! Your true Mastery of giving us these Gifts of Mind and your SPEECH, are so absolutely powerful and also, so easy to understand, ever so well clarified by your methods and manners! Your unique voice is so easy to listen. You're the very, very best on the Internet. Your audios are the very best of the Neville Goddard and all Material that you convey to us! You are the VERY, VERY BEST OUT THERE IN THE WORLD, and these audios will always be known as the very best as you bring the works of Neville back to life! Thank you with Deepest appreciation! I LOOK FORWARD TO ALL OF YOUR SCHOLARLY MASTERY, AUDIOS, BOOKS OR COURSES THAT YOU DO IN THE FUTURE! Sincerely, a very appreciative fan, follower and learner of this, Heather!
You're very welcome! Thank you ever so much for making life so much more enjoyable in all ways! May it also, return onto you for all the lives that you positively influence and teach each day! From the
I know so many people say this.... why didn't I find out about Neville Goddard, years ago????? It could have saved me from so much heartache and pain. But I'm ok with it, I guess I had to go through all that to be the person i'am now. Neville's teachings have changed me, changed my thinking, changed my attitude, and have taught me how powerful my mind is!!!! Once I learned that God is in me, and believed it... everything changed for me. Thank you Neville and thank you for reading and posting this amazing video. 🙏🙏
When majory of Man kind will get to understand this from within, then we will have world peace , which means majority of man kind will be aware of their presence of now , no more wars and no more division as we will understand our true nature (children of God) who has the ability to manifest through imagination to bring anything to the physical world. Love is all and all that exist. I have the feeling when we all around the globe celebrating ( world peace ) And meditate for 3 hours straight all over the world to unite all human beings under one breath and one heart beat in this present moment. Much love to you all ! From The king of peace. Peace is in all religions but it's not a religion it's away of life
This is officially Neville Goddard's Greatest Ever Teaching. It is the culmination of his 50 years of Wisdom and Experience in one talk. Anyone who truly understands this WISDOM and APPLIES it will see GLORY 💪☝️💎❤️🙏☝️🌍💟✅👑🏆😍💪
Oh my goodness, it brings so much warm and joy to my heart ❤️. I'm really into Neville teachings...not going anywhere else.. thank you for your wonderful reading...
Great tone of voice and clear to understand. Thank you for taking the time to post this, I can now listen to the great words of Neville without missing anything.
Thank you dear Brandt for this quickly reply and much love from India.....I shall surely try to focus on my feelings when I imagine a particular object. God bess you.
About being critical and thinking no one sees you... there was no social media then.. how much have we been multiplying the damage we do as individuals nowadays? if we are all ourselves pushed out, how much of this poison we fling back onto ourselves and 7 billion people? I am trying, these days, to remember this when I really want to be snarky (mostly on politics) and to refrain from commenting instead of posting. The next step would be to change that inner remark to something positive. Thank you!
Thank you Josiah for these recordings. I listened to some original lectures of Neville and they are not always easy to follow as the sound is often in low quality and his voice is often very soft. Your recordings are in excellent quality and your voice is pretty smooth. Good job!
That means inner talking is the real talking.. It does not matter wht we say outwards?? I hv a lavish steady dependable income, consistent with integrity and mutual benefits
Well, i had an awakening experience, a realization of the godhead… I understand what he’s talking about. We are all one but if you tell that to ordinary people, they can’t believe that ! They will laugh and think your insane. That’s why i keep it to myself because i do not like to be crucified in any way or form…😅
The average human mind experiences less than 1% of actual reality. Anyone that is capable of experiencing more than the average will always be labeled as crazy. Embrace it, radiate it, improve your speech to convey it more clearly. Wait for serendipitous moments to plant seeds. You can secretly grow gardens in the minds of others.
Technically all of them. I suggest Power of Awareness if you're looking for more. Really it's spoken of throughout his body of work. I have a series of shorter videos "Daily Neville" where we dig into these ideas. Enjoy 😊
Hello there, what is the name of the title of this book , I just don’t seem to find it with this title . Is it Mental Diets? Please help me with this. Thank you..
I donot want to be a lonely person that's all I know.....my heart never tells me clearly what it wants.....my daughter is moving permanently to U.K next year to stay with her dad and I would be left alone with my abusive parents.....these people are absolutely toxic.....I am in dilemma now how to get out of this trap.....really not understanding what to bring into my imagination that gives me happiness and releases me from this condition.
Forgive yourself your parents everyone. Then mediate daily as early as you can and fall asleep imagining. Count your blessings. Don’t focus on lack. Everyone has some lack but only focus on what you have and what you want to have. You’ve forgotten you chose your parents to grow. We all choose where we go when we get here.
I know so many people say this.... why didn't I find out about Neville Goddard, years ago????? It could have saved me from so much heartache and pain. But I'm ok with it, I guess I had to go through all that to be the person i'am now. Neville's teachings have changed me, changed my thinking, changed my attitude, and have taught me how powerful my mind is!!!! Once I learned that God is in me, and believed it... everything changed for me. Thank you Neville and thank you for reading and posting this amazing video. 🙏🙏
@trinityfitness4life amen. I was recently led to Neville Goddard's teachings and I am so blessed with his work. Wish I would have discovered his teachings sooner in life.
Maybe a good life partner can make me happy but I have nobody to imagine at the moment.....how to imagine a face I never met? Can someone please help......I actually want to shift to U.K as well so that I can be close to my daughter but again I am facing the same difficulty of imagination.....what should I imagine that would help me move to U.K.....please reply
Neville himself addressed the very problem you are experiencing. His reply to the woman seeking loving companionship in a marriage, even though she had no one in mind was to "imagine" a wedding ring on her finger and the way her life is with that symbol of love. He told her to imagine the sensation of touching and moving the ring on her finger. Try it. Best wishes, Fumio
You can't know how it can happen with old ways of understanding; know what is happening in your imagination and it has already happened. Isaiah 55:8-9 explains: For my thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways my ways..... Just imagine how you would act if this were true. a A happily married womAn does not need to have her husband standing beside her in order to radiate the feelings that her marriage brings. Your part of this is to imagine the marriage or companionship as already e s established, do not worry or think of how it will happen, it has already happened. Try it
@@sophiafake-virus2456 I have had the experience of everybody turning against me when I started standing in my own power. It became a huge mess..I had to let go of so many friends and family as I needed to heal myself..It’s getting better. It will get better. It does get better, first you have to face your shadow/your wounds otherwise people will keep triggering you.
@@shipratrika2586 Mmm...thanks for telling me that. Here is my fave quote, apropos of your situation: People follow a moving ball, but when it stops they kick it. I have stopped, been kicked, now I'm lying in the grass, under the bushes......neglected. sometimes it stops getting better.
I have a Bachelor’s in Biblical Studies, and a Masters in Pastoral and Biblical Studies.
In 2012, I was close to a breakthrough in the supernatural, but I let my own lusts and passions carry me away, which has resulted in tragic deaths of many good things in my life.
Jordan Peterson helped me come back to the Bible, and through him have been exposed to Jung, Nietzsche, and Alan Watts. All have challenged me considerably.
None of them have quite struck the right chord with me like Neville has.
Josiah, you are a large reason why I am coming back to the Bible as if I’d never read it before. I read 1 John the other day and was blown away by it, and this morning I read Ephesians and it has shocked me how I missed the obvious.
I have been practicing the Pruning Shears of Revision and it is already resulting in results for me (albeit small, I’m only starting).
Thank you for your work, Josiah.
Amen brother
Persevere the right way and do your internal work and enjoy your metanoya and new life!
Jordan Peterson brought me back to the bible too just over a year ago and over this time span I haven’t stopped thinking about God and my own salvation etc . And now here I am , reading Neville, listening to Neville and Josiah reading and it’s all so amazing. Happy that you are back on the road to understanding your way to true salvation too 🙏🏻
THANKYOU for sharing yourself with us all 🌟🙌💖
Beautiful comment. I also think Neville is like no other.
I grew up poverished in every sense of the word. My younger years spent bouncing around churches teaching externally. Left me with many questions. Was Agnostic for awhile, I knew there was a source, but I could not comprehend it. I became addicted to knowledge, no information was out of bounds for me. Questions were relentless within the chatter of my mind. Revelations I have had are world shattering, and have become a wizard with growing gardens in others. Watching deserts transform into food forests, flowing with life.
Alan Watts provided me with perspectives that forever changed the way I questioned reality. After Watts the world began to blossom and my search for like minds has been occurring for about 5 years or so now. Too many are sleeping...
I came across Goddard less than 2 weeks ago. After the first book my mind felt at home. So much of what this man is discussing has been in my mind even before I was confused about reality. He is the closest I have found to match my internal dialog. So much of what he discusses is backed by science, magic practices, language, occulted/symbolic knowledge, art, and more.
My tree is growing new branches..
I’ve been crying so much, I’m not sure how I bump into this channel… where have I been all my life? I’m sooo happy to have met myself.. this is what I needed to hear! Peace ☮️ to all of you.
Can this get any better ? What amazing words left for us from Neville. And thank you Josiah for reading so carefully and slowly. The pace you set allows time for the words to take root 🙏🏻
Josiah, your reading of Neville communicates as if you are Neville!, ... such depth of understanding in your elocution.
#Facts!💯💯💯
Totally agree!
I agree,hard to believe,he was born before i , was talking this knowledge,yet here i stand at age57 .it took me 57 years to hear this. It goes to show the reception of truth.
I recently bumped in to Neville’s tracings 3 months ago and I have had a steady diet of them. After different teachers, I have never been more excited about life as I do now. I needed to hear this teaching on inner conversations. That’s my downfall! My mind just takes off in different directions, but the good thing is that I am now aware of it and can stop it. I am practicing to be more aware of the inner chatter. Thank you, Josiah, for what you do to keep these teachings alive. Your voice makes me think that Neville is speaking to me. And I love it when you repeat the parts you think we need to hear again. Thank you. ❤️
Our two gifts...mind and speech....most powerful tools. ❤️🙌❤️
I can’t express my thanks to you enough. Your reading, your voice, commentary, pauses…. You have enlighten my world Josiah🙏
My thanks to you ,neville and father. All positive comments about your reading are correct. Again,tyvm.
Thank you Josiah. Thanks to Neville for these amazing teachings
Amazing! Lovely! I like how this teaching takes a person to a higher level without making them wrong, but bringing contentment and inspiration. Transformative!
Well done!!! Mind and Speech!! Love it. Now I shall order my inner conversations aright. Thank you Josiah for honoring Neville Goddard. Your voice tone is pleasant. Not all voice tones are palatable.
Oh WOW, Josiah Brandt; these Masterpieces that you give to us are immeasurable and invaluable! I will be listening to this twice today and many more times! Your true Mastery of giving us these Gifts of Mind and your SPEECH, are so absolutely powerful and also, so easy to understand, ever so well clarified by your methods and manners! Your unique voice is so easy to listen. You're the very, very best on the Internet. Your audios are the very best of the Neville Goddard and all Material that you convey to us! You are the VERY, VERY BEST OUT THERE IN THE WORLD, and these audios will always be known as the very best as you bring the works of Neville back to life! Thank you with Deepest appreciation! I LOOK FORWARD TO ALL OF YOUR SCHOLARLY MASTERY, AUDIOS, BOOKS OR COURSES THAT YOU DO IN THE FUTURE! Sincerely, a very appreciative fan, follower and learner of this, Heather!
You're very welcome! Thank you ever so much for making life so much more enjoyable in all ways! May it also, return onto you for all the lives that you positively influence and teach each day! From the
You're very, very welcome! You, too!
#second Im Obsessed with Neville's Teaching. Thank You for this awesome Reading.
TheBloody AlboZ I know, I'm obsessed also!
TheBloody AlboZ Neville was just so beyond anyone time. I feel we are now ready
Me too (^___^)
I know so many people say this.... why didn't I find out about Neville Goddard, years ago????? It could have saved me from so much heartache and pain. But I'm ok with it, I guess I had to go through all that to be the person i'am now. Neville's teachings have changed me, changed my thinking, changed my attitude, and have taught me how powerful my mind is!!!! Once I learned that God is in me, and believed it... everything changed for me. Thank you Neville and thank you for reading and posting this amazing video. 🙏🙏
*Real progress in this world, religious progress is a gradual transition from a god of tradition to a god of experience!*
~ _Neville Goddard_
I'm obsessed too!! Just so grateful to have been guided to this Wisdom of life. So grateful
I love the way you read Neville Goddard. It's how you read it please keep it up it's incredible to me!
This is it, I finally got it! I’m blessed by this powerful message of having congruence. Thank you!
When majory of Man kind will get to understand this from within, then we will have world peace , which means majority of man kind will be aware of their presence of now , no more wars and no more division as we will understand our true nature (children of God) who has the ability to manifest through imagination to bring anything to the physical world.
Love is all and all that exist.
I have the feeling when we
all around the globe celebrating ( world peace )
And meditate for 3 hours straight all over the world to unite all human beings under one breath and one heart beat in this present moment.
Much love to you all ! From The king of peace.
Peace is in all religions but it's not a religion it's away of life
This always makes my heart pound ! ❤️
Thank you Josiah
Hi
Your voice 💙🙏 it’s so perfect!
This is my STORY
THANK YOU SO MUCH
THANK YOU
I love this. Thanks Josiah.
I really needed to hear this today thank you Josiah and God bless you always.
Hi
Mind and mouth! Excellent teaching and narration!
This is officially Neville Goddard's Greatest Ever Teaching. It is the culmination of his 50 years of Wisdom and Experience in one talk.
Anyone who truly understands this WISDOM and APPLIES it will see GLORY
💪☝️💎❤️🙏☝️🌍💟✅👑🏆😍💪
Oh my goodness, it brings so much warm and joy to my heart ❤️. I'm really into Neville teachings...not going anywhere else.. thank you for your wonderful reading...
Great tone of voice and clear to understand. Thank you for taking the time to post this, I can now listen to the great words of Neville without missing anything.
I thank God for life and everything he gives us
You and Neville are the greatest of gifts to humanity. 🙏
Our father is great and knows all things
Thank you
Neville Goddard=pure Gold
Much gratitude. Thank you.
Thank you dear Brandt for this quickly reply and much love from India.....I shall surely try to focus on my feelings when I imagine a particular object. God bess you.
Thank you Brandt for this from India
Neville was taught by Abdullah the Mystic from Ethiopia for sure!!!! and many others did he teach also. I have the book I purchased on eBay.
@mynsxt6. You are correct and Sir Joseph Murphy as well
What’s the name of the book?
Yea you are correct 🇪🇹 ❤️
About being critical and thinking no one sees you... there was no social media then.. how much have we been multiplying the damage we do as individuals nowadays? if we are all ourselves pushed out, how much of this poison we fling back onto ourselves and 7 billion people? I am trying, these days, to remember this when I really want to be snarky (mostly on politics) and to refrain from commenting instead of posting. The next step would be to change that inner remark to something positive. Thank you!
Same here.
That's awesome ,right on!
Holy moly! I get it!! Way cool! Thanks Josiah! ❤️
Good stuff!!! Right up my alley!!! Thanks.
Josiah, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU... x 1000! 💞
I am the practical GOD man of this time Amen 🙏
These readings are so good! Thank you Josiah. 🧡👌🏼
Absolutely wonderful! Thank you so much.
I am a vessel of God anointing and blessings and miracles
I am highly favored Amen 🙏
I am blessed in my spiritual life
I am a vessel of God blessing and abundance opportunity from today amen 🙏
Thank you!
Thank you Josiah, l love your channel
Thank you Josiah for these recordings. I listened to some original lectures of Neville and they are not always easy to follow as the sound is often in low quality and his voice is often very soft. Your recordings are in excellent quality and your voice is pretty smooth. Good job!
I said the exact same thing earlier
Agree
Thanks!
Great lecture and reading voice. Fantastic channel
I have a faith to magic r abundance wealth up on my self today amen 🙏
GOD ALMIGHTY please LORD provide for abundance opportunity riches let me be the richest man in my family from today amen 🙏
HEAVENLY FATHER manifest abundance riches upon me in Jesus name Amen 🙏
God is with me
28:59 This gives me much confirmation. 😊
Thank You ..
I am the masterpiece of God Amen 🙏
That means inner talking is the real talking.. It does not matter wht we say outwards??
I hv a lavish steady dependable income, consistent with integrity and mutual benefits
I am the OLUBER OLUBER OBU OF This time and era Amen 🙏
thank you ❤
I am the ANCHOR of the throne of OLUBER OLUBER OBU OF This time Amen 🙏
God knows me and he lives in me
As I listen to this again I’m enjoying a glass of Barefoot Californian Malbec distributed by Goddard Enterprises ❤️
Amazing
God is inside me
I am a be beloved child of God Amen 🙏
Well, i had an awakening experience, a realization of the godhead… I understand what he’s talking about. We are all one but if you tell that to ordinary people, they can’t believe that ! They will laugh and think your insane. That’s why i keep it to myself because i do not like to be crucified in any way or form…😅
The average human mind experiences less than 1% of actual reality. Anyone that is capable of experiencing more than the average will always be labeled as crazy. Embrace it, radiate it, improve your speech to convey it more clearly. Wait for serendipitous moments to plant seeds. You can secretly grow gardens in the minds of others.
The world simply reflects the use of that gift.
Thank you for this gift, Josiah. My son is named Josiah. 😀
Theses are true statements!
We are all god and god is us all
Thank you for that sentence of knowing what speech Nd gift of God ..I have ......
God lives in me
Gifts -mind and speech . God sees the inner man .
God is good
My God please help me to make money in this world Amen 🙏
Thanks. This is good stuff.
I am the architect of my future and destiny
I am the wealthy person in my family from today amen 🙏
Amen 🙏
Thanks Josiah 😘😘
Which of Neville Books discuss self Talk
Technically all of them. I suggest Power of Awareness if you're looking for more. Really it's spoken of throughout his body of work.
I have a series of shorter videos "Daily Neville" where we dig into these ideas. Enjoy 😊
@@Josiah.Brandt powero awareness is my favorite Neville book by far
Time to re-read
I love what you do
@Josiah.Brandt do I start from the beginning
Or jump in where you are now?
Lessgoooo!
I am blessings
I am the ANCHOR of the throne of OLUBER OLUBER OBU
17:22
33:07
what is meant by I've come to bring sword not peace
Hello there, what is the name of the title of this book , I just don’t seem to find it with this title . Is it Mental Diets? Please help me with this. Thank you..
I donot want to be a lonely person that's all I know.....my heart never tells me clearly what it wants.....my daughter is moving permanently to U.K next year to stay with her dad and I would be left alone with my abusive parents.....these people are absolutely toxic.....I am in dilemma now how to get out of this trap.....really not understanding what to bring into my imagination that gives me happiness and releases me from this condition.
indrani sarma imagine your dream. That’s all. Trust your inner being and a bridge of incidents will take you there
Forgive yourself your parents everyone. Then mediate daily as early as you can and fall asleep imagining. Count your blessings. Don’t focus on lack. Everyone has some lack but only focus on what you have and what you want to have. You’ve forgotten you chose your parents to grow. We all choose where we go when we get here.
Ask the Holy Spirit for guidance...
I am the architect of my life and future
You have the same velvety voice like nevill
🙏
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤞🏽
I know so many people say this.... why didn't I find out about Neville Goddard, years ago????? It could have saved me from so much heartache and pain. But I'm ok with it, I guess I had to go through all that to be the person i'am now. Neville's teachings have changed me, changed my thinking, changed my attitude, and have taught me how powerful my mind is!!!! Once I learned that God is in me, and believed it... everything changed for me. Thank you Neville and thank you for reading and posting this amazing video. 🙏🙏
When the student is ready, the teacher will appear. We all learned of Neville's teachings when we were ready for them.
They gave us religion to depend on something and also to divide us....they don't want us to know the power lies within.
@trinityfitness4life amen. I was recently led to Neville Goddard's teachings and I am so blessed with his work. Wish I would have discovered his teachings sooner in life.
My exact thoughts. Why didn’t I discover and read his work.
Maybe a good life partner can make me happy but I have nobody to imagine at the moment.....how to imagine a face I never met? Can someone please help......I actually want to shift to U.K as well so that I can be close to my daughter but again I am facing the same difficulty of imagination.....what should I imagine that would help me move to U.K.....please reply
Imagine lots of rain and cold oh and the Queen 🤣
@@Lisa_M_V haha.....thanks.....👍
Neville himself addressed the very problem you are experiencing. His reply to the woman seeking loving companionship in a marriage, even though she had no one in mind was to "imagine" a wedding ring on her finger and the way her life is with that symbol of love. He told her to imagine the sensation of touching and moving the ring on her finger. Try it.
Best wishes, Fumio
Thanks but how come just by feeling or imagining a worn ring I will find the person that will resonate with me.
You can't know how it can happen with old ways of understanding; know what is happening in your imagination and it has already happened. Isaiah 55:8-9 explains: For my thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways my ways..... Just imagine how you would act if this were true. a
A happily married womAn does not need to have her husband standing beside her in order to radiate the feelings that her marriage brings. Your part of this is to imagine the marriage or companionship as already e s established, do not worry or think of how it will happen, it has already happened. Try it
Does anyone here notice that he is saying once the power starts working others will turn on us???
How would we fulfill our dreams if others turn against us?
@@shipratrika2586 to be honest, I know I'm not supposed to say this but I can't make it work. I'm like a flat battery.
@@sophiafake-virus2456 I have had the experience of everybody turning against me when I started standing in my own power. It became a huge mess..I had to let go of so many friends and family as I needed to heal myself..It’s getting better. It will get better. It does get better, first you have to face your shadow/your wounds otherwise people will keep triggering you.
@@shipratrika2586 Mmm...thanks for telling me that.
Here is my fave quote, apropos of your situation:
People follow a moving ball, but when it stops they kick it.
I have stopped, been kicked, now I'm lying in the grass, under the bushes......neglected.
sometimes it stops getting better.