Even though it wasn't love for me, it was close. This song reminds me of the times me and my friend spent together. Nowadays we're too busy with schoolwork that we can only see each other on holidays once or twice.
Recently I've sarted to notice that the truth is that the connections you make with people are really fragile. Like, if you disappear next week maybe nobody will really cares, cause you were just a single person in a whole universe of that other person. It's like we're always trying to connect with people, to love, to care, to feel, but the truth is that we can't. There's a wall that keep us separated, there's a locked door which makes it impossible to see the other soul, the other heart, the other world. I fear that the inconsolable need of being loved which lives in the deepest part of me is impossible to be fulfilled. I've started to notice that maybe, there's a big blanket that covers us all: loneliness.
@@larys1933 If a single person can have the impact they do on your life, isn't it beautiful that they are but one of many in the whole universe of people that you could know? Connections being plentiful do not mean they are empty. And connections being fleeting does not mean that aren't powerful. Loneliness is just as strong and just as temporary as anything else. I would look at your connections again and ask yourself when you think you can't love, or care, or feel when it comes to others. And really try to ask if you think that's what those people would say about their connection with you. Better yet? Ask them yourself.
Connections are so brittle and we underestimate them. Never hesitate to contact a friend, to tell them how much you appreciate them, or to show up for them. Let the people you love and care about rub off on you. Cook their favorite recipes. Sing their songs. Go full out on the love, you guys. The world needs more of it.
permanence is an illusion of our mind. we're all temporary, & therefor so must our connections be too. you have to find the beauty in the impermanence. does a flower lack beauty just because it will wilt some day? no, and you have to be better at experiencing appreciation for the people in your life despite their impermanence than a flower. learn to grieve with love, & learn to appreciate that grieving somebody just means they were worth having around while you had them.
I'm sorry you feel that way about your connections, but that's a reflection of your life not what's possible. I have connections that run deep and feel whole, people I can share ever secret with, people who share every secret with me. People who prioritize me and who I prioritize. People I know will be with me as long as they live, because we are connected in that way. Unbreakable. If your connections are brittle, it shows only how much of yourself you've let others see. They can only connect with what you give them. If you give them shallow peices that fade away, then so to will your relationship. If you give them your heart and soul and all its contents. Those relationships will endure for as long as you do.
reminds me of my best friend. he moved countries two years ago, then quickly fell into drug addiction and cut everyone off. nobody has heard anything from him since, but, i still think of him and pray he is well every day. i hope i can find him again someday soon. sorry for my rambling, i'm in my feels now haha. thank you for this beautiful piece, your talent has really spoken to me 💜
Thank you for leaving this comment, I am sorry to hear about your friend and the pain that you are going through. I know something of what you feel and hope that things get better. Thank you for listening.
I chalk it up to our teenage hormones being out of control. But then again, if it was simply just that, why does reflecting on our time together still sting a little all these years later?
@EnigmaTM07 if it wasn't love it wouldn't be hard right? Just because we're grateful for the time we spent with someone doesn't mean it makes parting any less painful or difficult. I wish you well and I wish you love in life friend
Calling this sleep music feels like a disservice, i'm glad i was fully awake to listen to this song, that was one of the most beautiful things I've ever heard
I miss my ex it was long distance and it was my first relationship. Met her when I was 21. It was beautiful and I ruined it. I allowed my demons to take over and I’m trying so hard to get back with her. I could have someone else but she was perfect enough. Alcoholism was a big part or it along with my maturity. I hope god can bless it again but if not I hope she’s happy.
@Prod.Church1 I understand your pain, I miss my ex as well. It was a difficult situation, and there were many life factors that stood between us, but I still love and care for them all the same and wish things could be different. There are just some factors in life that we just can't control, and we must learn to make peace with that, and that is where I'm at in the process. I hope that you've been able to learn and grow and recover from your vices and that you can reconnect with your person again. If not, I hope you can find the strength to start anew.
@mikehy.mp3 i'm burnt out from ultra hard crushes at 13-15 (thinking about them every minute of every day) that ended disastrously & now at 18 my bonding strength is diminished
I know it was love, at least what I felt for her. This song sounds exactly like the moment I understood she didn't love me back and was forced to move on.
@asherstewart156 love is a beautiful misery, and it is one that I am happy to have been able to bear. The memories may sting for what feels like days or months or years, but learn to cherish them, and live life with a mind that is loving and caring and clear.
I think for me in many ways, my experience with this guy was close to love, even if I was just beginning to fall into it. It was more calming than infatuation, and more magnetically instinctual than a common crush. I’m trying to remind myself that love lets go so I can move on ever since he ended it, as I trust that it may have been for the best. But still, this song reminds me just how swept up in him I was, and now I just get to revisit how he made me feel like I was soaring in my day dreams, like when I listen to music like this or that reminds me of him. ✌️ thanks for the song
I cant call it anything else. I knew what it was, i know what it is. This is such an incredible piece, thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing
“Is it so bad to stay loyal to you even when you aren’t mine? You were my world and yet how much a shattered dream that is, I was yours, in perhaps another time. Different universe or maybe my sick twisted dreams. You were just there for me and yet I called in the part I’ve been missing out.”
The word “love” alone is an understatement. Expressing that fact of it being an understatement through music helped in expressing why so better. I rally loved her. I do love her. I’ll always love her.
Honestly, this reminds me of my best friend. He was a sweet and deeply loving young man who couldn't keep his heart in his chest. Even the date this was posted is just eight days shy of what would've been his birthday... I feel like he would've wanted to listen to this, to cope with how he got hurt. I don't think you need to apologize for being bitter. That being said, I hope things get better for you.
@CelestialProotDIY I think the pain I felt is valid, but it's no reason to take it out on the person I loved and care about, even if things didn't turn out the way I hoped. And for that, I felt it necessary to apologize. I'm sorry for the loss of your friend and I hope you are doing okay. I hope they knew that there were people who loved and cared for them, it can be so easy to feel alone when we're in pain. 💜
Me from a year ago would never have imagined being like me now. I only miss the lies. But I know that I'll find someone who will give me that same feeling, and it be truth.
haha well considering it's just a screen recording of FL studio 40ish views aint too bad. The channel has really blown up this past year as well, thanks for all the support
My phone is broken all of my tears went spiraling into my screen and it was so powerful that it burst a hole through my screen, im writing this message as its slowly turning off, this is beautiful
@poyo_senpaii8837 life typically :) I feel alot of my music is very personal to me so there's alot of my own feelings and experiences woven into it. When I wrote this, I was really going through it lol. In a much happier place now :)
i have never ever felt that satisfaction called love, all of the people i have dated was just a piece of puzzle to complete my life. thats how i used to think of love until i met him. 2024 july 22 the day i laid my eyes to him, he was the color of my world, the way he stands was so unique it made my heart beat the way he speaks was like music to my ears. everything about him is perfect hes my universe. my god today is his birthday, oh.. ill always love you even in my next life, thank you dear for teaching me about love
[A boy and a girl had met at school one day..] [They quickly became friends.. and hung out often..] [Their love grew stronger the more they hung out..] [Unknowingly.. the girl had to move..] "You'll come back.. right..?" -the boy said.. "I'm not sure.." -she said.. "Will you come and visit..?" -he asked.. "I'm afraid not.." -she said "Why not..?" -he asked.. "Well.." {The girl's parents were calling her.. it was time to leave..} "I'm sorry.. I have to go.." -she said [As she runs off.. he tries to say something.. but she was too far..] "I...I love you.." -The boy whispers.. knowing she'll never hear.. [Months have gone by... their love slowly dissipates..] [As the year ends.. their love for each other had faded away.. slowly forgetting about one another..]
Love finds its way back when you are at peace with it... Your sound speaks figuratively for a baroque song tragedy but that doesn't always have to be the case that everything ends in tragedy. Cheer up 😄
Listening to this, made me close my eyes and feel so calm yet so sad at the same time… I imagined a cold evening night, while its raining and youre all alone walking down the street without any protection from the rain, like youre gazing at the warm streetlight while feeling alone and wishing for love🌌🌃❤️
I kept asking myself ‘was it even love?’. Struggling with my feelings, trying to get rid of them, I found lots of other names for it. Attachement, delusion, trauma bonding… Now, as I do not feel that anymore, I know for sure. It was love.
This reminds me of the friendship I had before, it was amazing and I actually told them I liked them, we didn’t date or anything but it felt like we bonded more, then we just stopped talking more and more, and we just never talked to each other after. Recently.
@RobbiemaMusic nonsense. So long as you're writing with passion and you're still working on your craft, you're making great music. Everything in life is a road and some people are further along than others. All you have to do is keep walking forward and you'll get there. You probably won't even notice when you do. You're already making wonderful music, all you gotta do is continue to do so. Much love and much support from one musician to another.
Whether or not it was or wasn't is a complicated question. I know he loved me with all he had, but for me, I still don't know. There were lots of moments of love, but I knew from the beginning that it could not last. The whole thing needed only one reality check to end it, which eventually came about three months in. He was not aware of this fact and was left broken for a long while afterwards. I don't know how he is now, but I hope he's doing better. It hurts to look back on the time spent with someone you yourself hurt. I like to believe that the sting of thinking about him makes me a better man than I was, that it's a sign of maturity or some kind of growth, but I'm not sure. If I could contact him to apologize and properly explain I would, but the chance for that is long gone.
This reminds me of my friend. Moved away last year, only way I contact him is about once every 2 months on Roblox. We had a lot in common, always talked about fears, how much it meant to us to be friends. We would chill at the park. Now, it's all taken away. He says he's scared and wishes to see me again soon. I wish the same.
@@TehHolySpudBoi good bro. May God bless you richly, may you enjoy life, may you find such a companion that loves you truly and enjoys you, thinks about you often, reaches out, desires your company. But moreso, may Christ find His place in your life, His true place- the place where He will bring life out of the ashes and rubble that is our lives. "To all who mourn in Israel, he will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the LORD has planted for his own glory." Isaiah 61:3, Prophesy "“6Son of man, do you see this?” he asked. Then he led me back to the bank of the river. 7When I arrived, I saw a great number of trees along both banks of the river. 8And he said to me, “This water flows out to the eastern region and goes down into the Arabah. When it empties into the Dead Sea, the water there becomes fresh. 9Wherever the river flows, there will be swarms of living creatures and a great number of fish, because it flows there and makes the waters fresh; so wherever the river flows, everything will flourish.” Ezekiel 47:7-12, Prophesy. "(A psalm by David.) The Good Shepherd 1You, LORD, are my shepherd. I will never be in need. 2 You let me rest in fields of green grass. You lead me to streams of peaceful water, 3and you refresh my life. You are true to your name, and you lead me along the right paths. 4I may walk through valleys as dark as death, but I won't be afraid. You are with me, and your shepherd's rod+ makes me feel safe. 5You treat me to a feast, while my enemies watch. You honor me as your guest, and you fill my cup until it overflows. 6Your kindness and love will always be with me each day of my life, and I will live forever in your house, LORD." Psalm 23 God bless you, bro.
There are few things that are certain in this world, but one thing that was certain was that it truly was love, even if it was short. I really wish I could have her again, I miss her so much even though it was all my fault for what happened
i was feelin good about a melody i made earlier (dog shit compared to this) and I opened this app and heard this... brought tears to my eyes... absolutely beautiful
This song, "could you have called it love", is a tricky question it poses, for everyones sake or perhapse my own I would say yes, love can take form in many many different forms, most people only see the physical and verbal ways, but love can be helping an elderly lady at the store, it could be giving a child candy or a toy, it could be giving a ride to those who need it, it could be just sitting their listening to those who need it, while some may not find the love their looking for, weather it be a physical touching or a verbally said thing, I believe everyone finds it in their own special way, and while I may not find the physical kind of loving I want I find love in every little action I do, from writing silly little comments like this one, not for me but for others who stumble, for those who think deeper than others, and for those who need a small pick me up cause their day is going long, or their day is rough, and for those Music enthusiasts like me who scower the internet like RUclips, Spotify, etc... for music to relax to, to sleep to, and to study or game with. To whomever reads this I hope your day or evening goes well, I hope you find the love your looking for, and I hope you see the love in all the little things like I do, and note while I don't know you, and am just a face in the masses, I love you
turns out my 1 and a half year long relationship and meeting that long distance partner in person was all to get dumped so they could continue their relationship with their other partner (we were in an open relationship). honestly i thought all was well for a while but i guess not. i still wonder just how long has it been since they’ve had real feelings for me.
Take the time here and I would be happy for you to listen to a story of mine. Had this person I met through a mutual back in the pandemic era. I didn't think much at first when we first chatted, she was nice and honestly we became friends from that point. When covid had subsided a bit enough for us being able to attend high-school, we finally met in person. It brought us closer, really. Even though we were in different classes, we were close friends and occasionally would play badminton during PE at the time. We were prefects in a certain department in school. I introduced her to the teachers to get her in. We began to talk more from there and I would see her smile and hear her voice greeting me as I greeted her back. I felt this thing in my chest where something just wanted to jump out. I considered maybe I felt a certain affection towards her. It was a big decision if it is, and for that I would need time to organize this feeling of mine. Every time I see her, there is a sense of ease in my mind no matter what happened that day. Like the sun rays parting the dim blue clouds on a rainy day. She would prance around in the baggy jeans she wears and the metal band shirt she loves. I see her smile to anything or anyone and it would be the most beautiful thing I've seen that day. I wanted to protect that smile, as cheesy and cliche that saying goes. I wanted to grant her comfort in our everyday life. I finally realized that, maybe this feeling of mine is considered love. Maybe that was what I was feeling this entire time, and to think that I would had fallen this much for someone is honestly something I never thought possible. I thought romantic scenes in movies and comics were exaggerated but I was wrong. As I figured this out, I started showing more of the affection I have towards her. We have the same birthdates, so I would get a handwritten birthday card ready and crocheted a round cat ball because that's the best I can ever do currently. She loves handcraft items. She was overjoyed. She loved them and the smile of hers beamed under the night sky. I felt happy because she did. Then she texted me the night after that day, asked me if I had feelings for her. I noticed the mood shifted from the day before, and even after all the times I've pondered about her response, I didn't think I was fully ready to hear either answer head on. I told her my answer, and she didn't feel the same way. The world around me felt fake. I didn't feel like the walls of my bedroom was supporting me when I read her response. She didn't want to have to say it, but I suppose I budged her enough with my imaginations, with what I thought we could have been. I didn't know how to respond in a way where it would comfort us both and make both of us feel reassured; I didn't want to let go even though I have to now. I responded, with words stringed onto another that had become a jumbled of messes. I'm sorry for having you to say this, and I'm sorry for being oblivious to what you could have felt when I felt this way. Now a month later, I'm still thinking about her sometimes. Our relationship is loose now, I don't know if it could ever be tightened again. If the ends of it are too far apart for me to rectify what I've done, but I don't blame myself... because it was something new that I felt. Something that was not easy to navigate for the first time. I don't think I'll ever move on, but I think I'll be able to accept it in a few months from now. I found this song again in my recommended, I actually listened to it before when I was going through the consideration phase. It brought be comfort then, and memories now. Thank you for composing this, I've dabbled in the ways of song composing and at times it's hard to capture a certain feel we want to convey, but here I think you've done it perfectly. Again, thank you. You have my gratitude. I wanted to write more about my conflicted thoughts of whether she liked me or not, but I don't think it fits here. I think it being sweet until the end is a better fitting narrative than the other thoughts I have lingering in my head. I hope whoever reads this enjoyed this story. I did when I relived it as it was still beautiful in a way.
It probably was? I can’t seem to feel it now. It’s likely that I probably never will again either. So much darkness to be exposed to in the world. Such a great soul to be trashed into reclusiveness. All it took was a friend but now it’s too late. Hopeless? Words mean nothing to me now. Not even the good ones.
It was, for me at least… but she didn’t see it that way. 3 years together, 9 months engaged, and including the memories from our childhood… it wasn’t enough for her. Burned all to the ground for someone “better”.. Part of me believed she believed in it too, once… but believing in fantasies is for children, and I’m no longer that same child. So, no. It’s wasn’t love. Only a lesson..
Damn, your music is really good 🥹✨. If you don’t mind, can you please share the sheet music for the song you created? I would absolutely love to learn how to play it :)
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@@ze_glitchy_gamer7629 I appreciate it
@@Mikehy.mp3 only cuz I want more or something
@@ze_glitchy_gamer7629 I'll be sure to upload more then
@@Mikehy.mp3 what about something
"Now, after everything.. I think.. no, I know."
"It really was love."
Even though it wasn't love for me, it was close. This song reminds me of the times me and my friend spent together. Nowadays we're too busy with schoolwork that we can only see each other on holidays once or twice.
It's hard when life gets in the way of the people and things you care about. I hope someday soon you get to see your friend again :)
Recently I've sarted to notice that the truth is that the connections you make with people are really fragile. Like, if you disappear next week maybe nobody will really cares, cause you were just a single person in a whole universe of that other person. It's like we're always trying to connect with people, to love, to care, to feel, but the truth is that we can't. There's a wall that keep us separated, there's a locked door which makes it impossible to see the other soul, the other heart, the other world. I fear that the inconsolable need of being loved which lives in the deepest part of me is impossible to be fulfilled.
I've started to notice that maybe, there's a big blanket that covers us all: loneliness.
(If there's something that sounds strange, it's because I'm brazilian, so y'know, english isn't my first language)
@@larys1933 If a single person can have the impact they do on your life, isn't it beautiful that they are but one of many in the whole universe of people that you could know?
Connections being plentiful do not mean they are empty. And connections being fleeting does not mean that aren't powerful.
Loneliness is just as strong and just as temporary as anything else. I would look at your connections again and ask yourself when you think you can't love, or care, or feel when it comes to others. And really try to ask if you think that's what those people would say about their connection with you.
Better yet? Ask them yourself.
Connections are so brittle and we underestimate them. Never hesitate to contact a friend, to tell them how much you appreciate them, or to show up for them. Let the people you love and care about rub off on you. Cook their favorite recipes. Sing their songs. Go full out on the love, you guys. The world needs more of it.
permanence is an illusion of our mind. we're all temporary, & therefor so must our connections be too. you have to find the beauty in the impermanence. does a flower lack beauty just because it will wilt some day? no, and you have to be better at experiencing appreciation for the people in your life despite their impermanence than a flower. learn to grieve with love, & learn to appreciate that grieving somebody just means they were worth having around while you had them.
I'm sorry you feel that way about your connections, but that's a reflection of your life not what's possible.
I have connections that run deep and feel whole, people I can share ever secret with, people who share every secret with me.
People who prioritize me and who I prioritize. People I know will be with me as long as they live, because we are connected in that way. Unbreakable.
If your connections are brittle, it shows only how much of yourself you've let others see. They can only connect with what you give them.
If you give them shallow peices that fade away, then so to will your relationship. If you give them your heart and soul and all its contents. Those relationships will endure for as long as you do.
reminds me of my best friend. he moved countries two years ago, then quickly fell into drug addiction and cut everyone off. nobody has heard anything from him since, but, i still think of him and pray he is well every day. i hope i can find him again someday soon.
sorry for my rambling, i'm in my feels now haha. thank you for this beautiful piece, your talent has really spoken to me 💜
Thank you for leaving this comment, I am sorry to hear about your friend and the pain that you are going through. I know something of what you feel and hope that things get better. Thank you for listening.
Love comes from within. Even if she/he didn't love you back, it was still love because you loved. That's what matters: who you are and what you give.
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I chalk it up to our teenage hormones being out of control. But then again, if it was simply just that, why does reflecting on our time together still sting a little all these years later?
@EnigmaTM07 if it wasn't love it wouldn't be hard right? Just because we're grateful for the time we spent with someone doesn't mean it makes parting any less painful or difficult. I wish you well and I wish you love in life friend
Calling this sleep music feels like a disservice, i'm glad i was fully awake to listen to this song, that was one of the most beautiful things I've ever heard
@@zephyrbrown1726 just trynna get the yt clicks fr 🫠
couldn't help but sob with this. i really would've called it love.
@soadfrr love is hard especially when it's gone :(
I hope you enjoyed the music and that all is well
I miss my ex it was long distance and it was my first relationship. Met her when I was 21. It was beautiful and I ruined it. I allowed my demons to take over and I’m trying so hard to get back with her. I could have someone else but she was perfect enough. Alcoholism was a big part or it along with my maturity. I hope god can bless it again but if not I hope she’s happy.
@Prod.Church1 I understand your pain, I miss my ex as well. It was a difficult situation, and there were many life factors that stood between us, but I still love and care for them all the same and wish things could be different. There are just some factors in life that we just can't control, and we must learn to make peace with that, and that is where I'm at in the process.
I hope that you've been able to learn and grow and recover from your vices and that you can reconnect with your person again. If not, I hope you can find the strength to start anew.
@mikehy.mp3
i'm burnt out from ultra hard crushes at 13-15 (thinking about them every minute of every day) that ended disastrously & now at 18 my bonding strength is diminished
I know it was love, at least what I felt for her. This song sounds exactly like the moment I understood she didn't love me back and was forced to move on.
i can't relate more. she ghosted me for 5 days, i was too blind to realize.
This is exactly me tho too💔
this song really stayed consistent with it's note placement throughtout the entire piece, im impressed.
please keep going,
so gentle and so warm and nostalgic,
i like this song,
I think as long as I live I will try and find a way to make music haha. I'm glad people enjoy my stuff :)
“It won’t be much longer until the end, say your goodbyes, make the best of it”
@asherstewart156 love is a beautiful misery, and it is one that I am happy to have been able to bear.
The memories may sting for what feels like days or months or years,
but learn to cherish them, and live life with a mind that is loving and caring and clear.
This is love.
@@DWN-Infinity it certainly was :)
I think for me in many ways, my experience with this guy was close to love, even if I was just beginning to fall into it. It was more calming than infatuation, and more magnetically instinctual than a common crush.
I’m trying to remind myself that love lets go so I can move on ever since he ended it, as I trust that it may have been for the best. But still, this song reminds me just how swept up in him I was, and now I just get to revisit how he made me feel like I was soaring in my day dreams, like when I listen to music like this or that reminds me of him.
✌️ thanks for the song
wow this made tears come down my face, beautiful piece
I cant call it anything else. I knew what it was, i know what it is.
This is such an incredible piece, thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing
“Is it so bad to stay loyal to you even when you aren’t mine? You were my world and yet how much a shattered dream that is, I was yours, in perhaps another time. Different universe or maybe my sick twisted dreams. You were just there for me and yet I called in the part I’ve been missing out.”
The word “love” alone is an understatement. Expressing that fact of it being an understatement through music helped in expressing why so better. I rally loved her. I do love her. I’ll always love her.
i think i can call it love even tought it didnt last much from her side. i miss it everyday and i cant let go, im tryng hard to but i cant
@D4BSTEPfr one day at a time man, we'll get through this
Honestly, this reminds me of my best friend. He was a sweet and deeply loving young man who couldn't keep his heart in his chest.
Even the date this was posted is just eight days shy of what would've been his birthday...
I feel like he would've wanted to listen to this, to cope with how he got hurt.
I don't think you need to apologize for being bitter. That being said, I hope things get better for you.
@CelestialProotDIY I think the pain I felt is valid, but it's no reason to take it out on the person I loved and care about, even if things didn't turn out the way I hoped. And for that, I felt it necessary to apologize.
I'm sorry for the loss of your friend and I hope you are doing okay. I hope they knew that there were people who loved and cared for them, it can be so easy to feel alone when we're in pain. 💜
This is genuinely a fucking masterpiece man. Please keep it up, underrated artists on RUclips is my favorite thing right now.
the fact that 60 bpm is one second per beat feels like
time passes by after you found out, it was really love?
this is beautiful
im so glad this popped on my home page
What a stunning piece. Love how emotional this makes me feel!
Me from a year ago would never have imagined being like me now. I only miss the lies. But I know that I'll find someone who will give me that same feeling, and it be truth.
36 views is crazy. this is hella underrated! yet another banger from mikehy
haha well considering it's just a screen recording of FL studio 40ish views aint too bad. The channel has really blown up this past year as well, thanks for all the support
My phone is broken all of my tears went spiraling into my screen and it was so powerful that it burst a hole through my screen, im writing this message as its slowly turning off, this is beautiful
woahhh I wanna learn this on my piano now!
would love to hear it performed :)
With the music playing the background every comment sounds ultra depressed... I'm boutta start cryin dude.
I'm not crying, I just got a piano roll in my eyes
I... have no words. Thank you for bringing me this...
no, it wasn’t love, but whatever it was with me and her was the best feeling ever
beautiful, absolutely beautiful, remind me of a time I don't remember
@eb-wm2yd thank you! I pour alot of myself into my personal projects so it means alot that people find so much from it
Very well done. Thank you for bringing back memories
@isabellalowery2137 thank you, I hope they were pleasant ones.
what are you thinking about when you make some masterpiece like this ?
please keep going
@poyo_senpaii8837 life typically :)
I feel alot of my music is very personal to me so there's alot of my own feelings and experiences woven into it. When I wrote this, I was really going through it lol. In a much happier place now :)
This song almost brought me to tears, but it also made me rethink me decisions one last time. I'm moving on.
i have never ever felt that satisfaction called love, all of the people i have dated was just a piece of puzzle to complete my life. thats how i used to think of love until i met him. 2024 july 22 the day i laid my eyes to him, he was the color of my world, the way he stands was so unique it made my heart beat the way he speaks was like music to my ears. everything about him is perfect hes my universe. my god
today is his birthday, oh.. ill always love you even in my next life, thank you dear for teaching me about love
To me it was pure true love and absolute nothing else but all pure true love… but to him we were nothing more.
That broke me…
this is making me feel things i have no reason to be feeling rn
[A boy and a girl had met at school one day..]
[They quickly became friends.. and hung out often..]
[Their love grew stronger the more they hung out..]
[Unknowingly.. the girl had to move..]
"You'll come back.. right..?" -the boy said..
"I'm not sure.." -she said..
"Will you come and visit..?" -he asked..
"I'm afraid not.." -she said
"Why not..?" -he asked..
"Well.."
{The girl's parents were calling her.. it was time to leave..}
"I'm sorry.. I have to go.." -she said
[As she runs off.. he tries to say something.. but she was too far..]
"I...I love you.." -The boy whispers.. knowing she'll never hear..
[Months have gone by... their love slowly dissipates..]
[As the year ends.. their love for each other had faded away.. slowly forgetting about one another..]
Even if it wasn't this hard, it still definitely could be love!!
@lucdang7735 it was love, it was difficult and it was painful, but it was love. I feel dumb for having doubted that when I wrote this
Dawg keep it up, this is the typa shit that inspires me and so many others, don't stop creating
WHAT IS THIS BLESSING I AM HEARING RN
I'm listening to this daily. Thank you.
Love finds its way back when you are at peace with it... Your sound speaks figuratively for a baroque song tragedy but that doesn't always have to be the case that everything ends in tragedy. Cheer up 😄
minor 4th is just so beautiful 🥲
This is so beautiful to hear omg.. I love it!!🤍
Truly beautiful.
Woahh! Super long pretty song!
Love it, keep up the good work 👍. This piece feels really emotional, well done
Until that day, i promisse i will discover
this is a master piece
relatable thought, take care
beauty of music... it gives some nostlagia of minecraft.... as a producer i've never seen this chords... that beautifull chords....
Listening to this, made me close my eyes and feel so calm yet so sad at the same time…
I imagined a cold evening night, while its raining and youre all alone walking down the street without any protection from the rain, like youre gazing at the warm streetlight while feeling alone and wishing for love🌌🌃❤️
Bueatiful, just absolutely beautiful.
One day you'll hopefully be lucky to keep the company of people who do truly love you, and let you love them back ❤
It was but it’s no more. This made me remember and brought tears to my eyes. Thank you.
i don't why but this gives me huge undertale vibes, love it❤
beautiful.
ima go cry now
Wow. Literally me.
please add this to spotify im begging
Please. We need this on Spotify.
Piano hits so hard for me, I made him a couple songs, posted them. He loved them and I thought he loved me...
man i love these comments man, good work on the beat bro
"Watching the sunset.. it feels nice."
"..But, we both know that it cant last forever."
"And as humanity fades from the world, youll see that too."
I kept asking myself ‘was it even love?’.
Struggling with my feelings, trying to get rid of them, I found lots of other names for it. Attachement, delusion, trauma bonding…
Now, as I do not feel that anymore, I know for sure. It was love.
This reminds me of the friendship I had before, it was amazing and I actually told them I liked them, we didn’t date or anything but it felt like we bonded more, then we just stopped talking more and more, and we just never talked to each other after. Recently.
damn, this is super underrated man... So much better than the stuff I make lol
@RobbiemaMusic nonsense. So long as you're writing with passion and you're still working on your craft, you're making great music.
Everything in life is a road and some people are further along than others. All you have to do is keep walking forward and you'll get there. You probably won't even notice when you do.
You're already making wonderful music, all you gotta do is continue to do so.
Much love and much support from one musician to another.
Oh man did I need to see this now ..
Whether or not it was or wasn't is a complicated question. I know he loved me with all he had, but for me, I still don't know. There were lots of moments of love, but I knew from the beginning that it could not last. The whole thing needed only one reality check to end it, which eventually came about three months in. He was not aware of this fact and was left broken for a long while afterwards. I don't know how he is now, but I hope he's doing better. It hurts to look back on the time spent with someone you yourself hurt. I like to believe that the sting of thinking about him makes me a better man than I was, that it's a sign of maturity or some kind of growth, but I'm not sure. If I could contact him to apologize and properly explain I would, but the chance for that is long gone.
Awesome work man
very nice
thanks for listening :)
This reminds me of my friend.
Moved away last year, only way I contact him is about once every 2 months on Roblox.
We had a lot in common, always talked about fears, how much it meant to us to be friends. We would chill at the park. Now, it's all taken away.
He says he's scared and wishes to see me again soon.
I wish the same.
Man.. It was only for 2 weeks, almost a year ago now, but somehow it still kinda hurts
to be fair I knew her for a month or 2 before ._.
@TehHolySpudBoi hey man, you can't help if it meant something to you. Keep on keeping on :)
@@Mikehy.mp3 thanks man :)
doing better now, I think
@@TehHolySpudBoi good bro. May God bless you richly, may you enjoy life, may you find such a companion that loves you truly and enjoys you, thinks about you often, reaches out, desires your company.
But moreso, may Christ find His place in your life, His true place- the place where He will bring life out of the ashes and rubble that is our lives.
"To all who mourn in Israel, he will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the LORD has planted for his own glory." Isaiah 61:3, Prophesy
"“6Son of man, do you see this?” he asked. Then he led me back to the bank of the river.
7When I arrived, I saw a great number of trees along both banks of the river. 8And he said to me, “This water flows out to the eastern region and goes down into the Arabah. When it empties into the Dead Sea, the water there becomes fresh. 9Wherever the river flows, there will be swarms of living creatures and a great number of fish, because it flows there and makes the waters fresh; so wherever the river flows, everything will flourish.” Ezekiel 47:7-12, Prophesy.
"(A psalm by David.)
The Good Shepherd
1You, LORD, are my shepherd.
I will never be in need.
2 You let me rest in fields
of green grass.
You lead me to streams
of peaceful water,
3and you refresh my life.
You are true to your name,
and you lead me
along the right paths.
4I may walk through valleys
as dark as death,
but I won't be afraid.
You are with me,
and your shepherd's rod+
makes me feel safe.
5You treat me to a feast,
while my enemies watch.
You honor me as your guest,
and you fill my cup
until it overflows.
6Your kindness and love
will always be with me
each day of my life,
and I will live forever
in your house, LORD."
Psalm 23
God bless you, bro.
There are few things that are certain in this world, but one thing that was certain was that it truly was love, even if it was short.
I really wish I could have her again, I miss her so much even though it was all my fault for what happened
It might be love, it might just be a strong friendship. the one thing i know is that i really enjoy your company.
i was feelin good about a melody i made earlier (dog shit compared to this) and I opened this app and heard this... brought tears to my eyes... absolutely beautiful
This song, "could you have called it love", is a tricky question it poses, for everyones sake or perhapse my own I would say yes, love can take form in many many different forms, most people only see the physical and verbal ways, but love can be helping an elderly lady at the store, it could be giving a child candy or a toy, it could be giving a ride to those who need it, it could be just sitting their listening to those who need it, while some may not find the love their looking for, weather it be a physical touching or a verbally said thing, I believe everyone finds it in their own special way, and while I may not find the physical kind of loving I want I find love in every little action I do, from writing silly little comments like this one, not for me but for others who stumble, for those who think deeper than others, and for those who need a small pick me up cause their day is going long, or their day is rough, and for those Music enthusiasts like me who scower the internet like RUclips, Spotify, etc... for music to relax to, to sleep to, and to study or game with. To whomever reads this I hope your day or evening goes well, I hope you find the love your looking for, and I hope you see the love in all the little things like I do, and note while I don't know you, and am just a face in the masses, I love you
3:05 The Perfection...
turns out my 1 and a half year long relationship and meeting that long distance partner in person was all to get dumped so they could continue their relationship with their other partner (we were in an open relationship). honestly i thought all was well for a while but i guess not. i still wonder just how long has it been since they’ve had real feelings for me.
Weird, my eyes seem to be leaking… ❤
@@lillie3029 mine too :')
You could have easily sneaked "Don't forget" from Deltarune into this.
ha ha this is funny, when im in a point in life contemplating love and learning what it means i get suggested this.
i think it was but youth's impatientness cut it out
@meimarceau continue to learn and grow into the best version of yourself. It's all we can do :)
ts made me tear up a lil
Take the time here and I would be happy for you to listen to a story of mine.
Had this person I met through a mutual back in the pandemic era. I didn't think much at first when we first chatted, she was nice and honestly we became friends from that point. When covid had subsided a bit enough for us being able to attend high-school, we finally met in person. It brought us closer, really. Even though we were in different classes, we were close friends and occasionally would play badminton during PE at the time.
We were prefects in a certain department in school. I introduced her to the teachers to get her in. We began to talk more from there and I would see her smile and hear her voice greeting me as I greeted her back. I felt this thing in my chest where something just wanted to jump out. I considered maybe I felt a certain affection towards her. It was a big decision if it is, and for that I would need time to organize this feeling of mine.
Every time I see her, there is a sense of ease in my mind no matter what happened that day. Like the sun rays parting the dim blue clouds on a rainy day. She would prance around in the baggy jeans she wears and the metal band shirt she loves. I see her smile to anything or anyone and it would be the most beautiful thing I've seen that day. I wanted to protect that smile, as cheesy and cliche that saying goes. I wanted to grant her comfort in our everyday life.
I finally realized that, maybe this feeling of mine is considered love. Maybe that was what I was feeling this entire time, and to think that I would had fallen this much for someone is honestly something I never thought possible. I thought romantic scenes in movies and comics were exaggerated but I was wrong.
As I figured this out, I started showing more of the affection I have towards her. We have the same birthdates, so I would get a handwritten birthday card ready and crocheted a round cat ball because that's the best I can ever do currently. She loves handcraft items. She was overjoyed. She loved them and the smile of hers beamed under the night sky. I felt happy because she did.
Then she texted me the night after that day, asked me if I had feelings for her. I noticed the mood shifted from the day before, and even after all the times I've pondered about her response, I didn't think I was fully ready to hear either answer head on. I told her my answer, and she didn't feel the same way.
The world around me felt fake. I didn't feel like the walls of my bedroom was supporting me when I read her response. She didn't want to have to say it, but I suppose I budged her enough with my imaginations, with what I thought we could have been. I didn't know how to respond in a way where it would comfort us both and make both of us feel reassured; I didn't want to let go even though I have to now. I responded, with words stringed onto another that had become a jumbled of messes. I'm sorry for having you to say this, and I'm sorry for being oblivious to what you could have felt when I felt this way.
Now a month later, I'm still thinking about her sometimes. Our relationship is loose now, I don't know if it could ever be tightened again. If the ends of it are too far apart for me to rectify what I've done, but I don't blame myself... because it was something new that I felt. Something that was not easy to navigate for the first time. I don't think I'll ever move on, but I think I'll be able to accept it in a few months from now.
I found this song again in my recommended, I actually listened to it before when I was going through the consideration phase. It brought be comfort then, and memories now. Thank you for composing this, I've dabbled in the ways of song composing and at times it's hard to capture a certain feel we want to convey, but here I think you've done it perfectly. Again, thank you. You have my gratitude.
I wanted to write more about my conflicted thoughts of whether she liked me or not, but I don't think it fits here. I think it being sweet until the end is a better fitting narrative than the other thoughts I have lingering in my head. I hope whoever reads this enjoyed this story. I did when I relived it as it was still beautiful in a way.
This is crazy
i love this song so muchhhh:)
It probably was?
I can’t seem to feel it now. It’s likely that I probably never will again either.
So much darkness to be exposed to in the world. Such a great soul to be trashed into reclusiveness.
All it took was a friend but now it’s too late.
Hopeless? Words mean nothing to me now. Not even the good ones.
Love? Yeah it WAS... It could've been "is", but i had to mess up. Anyway, the piece is awesome...
It was, for me at least… but she didn’t see it that way. 3 years together, 9 months engaged, and including the memories from our childhood… it wasn’t enough for her. Burned all to the ground for someone “better”.. Part of me believed she believed in it too, once… but believing in fantasies is for children, and I’m no longer that same child.
So, no. It’s wasn’t love. Only a lesson..
eargasm 🤤
can you please make a 2x version it sounds so good
Broken hearts, for seven years. A thousand miles apart. I've had my stay, no longer with you.. I just want to say... Could you ever called it love?
Damn, your music is really good 🥹✨. If you don’t mind, can you please share the sheet music for the song you created? I would absolutely love to learn how to play it :)
Maybe it wasn't love but... it was to me
bro thinks he's Debussy 😲he really cooked 🤯
good ending aah music