Thanks so much for this video! You are so BEAUTIFUL inside and out! I have seen some of the earlier videos and there is NO DOUBT in my mind that you are HEALING as you look so MUCH BETTER in your latest ones. Though I personally never drank or took drugs, I saw the destruction and death of my friends. It is so commendable to me that you are STRONG enough to turn away from this on YOUR OWN! WOW!!! I am so greatful that you have made these videos. I had a girlfriend 45 years ago, that I still care about very much, who had/has problems like you have described. I was so dumfounded by this "switching" trying to understand her. I wasn't until recently that I started to fit all of this together. She has serious genetic predispositions to what I would say was self harm/mental illness. During those days it would have been just easier to "forget her" and move on. As a serious Christian I just couldn't do that because I CARE. When you talk about your feelings about your dissociative episodes it really helps me understand what she may have been going through when she pushed me away. I gave her the utmost respect but she said many hurtful things and labelled me as the problem. She seemed so AFRAID of my LOVE for her and she just turned away. CBT would have been one answer, but I had no clue about that in those days. The key to all of this is to TALK ABOUT IT with LOVE and UNDERSTANDING, even when it makes little sense to the ordinary person like me, we must learn as many are suffering. A BIG HUG and THANK YOU ! H.L.😁
Thank you so much for this video. I related so much to all that you talked about. I will be asking my ancestors for help today because today is the day! I wish you so much luck on this journey. 🩷
omg thanks for being so honest about how addictive maladaptive daydreaming is.. thank you, thank you, thank you!
Thanks so much for this video! You are so BEAUTIFUL inside and out! I have seen some of the earlier videos and there is NO DOUBT in my mind that you are HEALING as you look so MUCH BETTER in your latest ones.
Though I personally never drank or took drugs, I saw the destruction and death of my friends.
It is so commendable to me that you are STRONG enough to turn away from this on YOUR OWN! WOW!!!
I am so greatful that you have made these videos. I had a girlfriend 45 years ago, that I still care about very much, who had/has problems like you have described. I was so dumfounded by this "switching" trying to understand her. I wasn't until recently that I started to fit all of this together.
She has serious genetic predispositions to what I would say was self harm/mental illness.
During those days it would have been just easier to "forget her" and move on.
As a serious Christian I just couldn't do that because I CARE.
When you talk about your feelings about your dissociative episodes it really helps me understand
what she may have been going through when she pushed me away. I gave her the utmost respect but she said many hurtful things and labelled me as the problem. She seemed so AFRAID of my LOVE for her and she just turned away. CBT would have been one answer, but I had no clue about that in those days.
The key to all of this is to TALK ABOUT IT with LOVE and UNDERSTANDING, even when it makes little sense to the ordinary person like me, we must learn as many are suffering.
A BIG HUG and THANK YOU ! H.L.😁
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Which mic are you using?
Do you take any medications?
I take 10mg of escitalopram. It treats anxiety and OCD apparently and it’s been amazing for me. I’m not as obsessive and can let things go easier now!
Thank you so much for this video. I related so much to all that you talked about. I will be asking my ancestors for help today because today is the day! I wish you so much luck on this journey. 🩷