I understand what it's like to look at your face and not see anything positive. Of course I know there's no way I can change the way you see yourself, but for what it's worth, I think that you are incredibly beautiful, regardless of what your hair is doing. Like, you have an exceptional face. ❤️
honestly fuck youtube at the moment, they've been pulling some unacceptable shit and i think we would all like to see some kind of official statement that we can at least argue back at
Ms. Katrin, I think you are a beautiful, honest and genuine woman. I wanted to tell you a funny story how I found your channel on utube. I was going out of state a few months ago to visit an Ikea and watched your video when you shopped for your office. Been keeping up with you since. BTW I'm 63 lol. Keep up the good work. This rough spot will pass.
Sorry to hear about Rascal's condition not being under control yet. Thanks for sharing your current headspace with us. At lot of your points resonated with me, as well. I'm 21 and a university student, and while I love my major...I have no idea what direction my career will go or if I'll even be able to get a job that I like. It gives me a lot of anxiety, especially when all the older adults in my life think I should have the next 30 years set in stone already. And that RUclips demonization situation is shit! I didn't get an ad on this video, now that you mention it.
Gosh, I hate unsolicited advice! It doesn't matter from whom, if I don't ask for your opinion don't tell me about it xD Thanks for the Video, it was interesting to find out some more Things about you :)
I believe you are highly intelligent and that’s why you feel so keenly aware of these issues you raise. I feel you’re quite analytical, no bad thing that. 💖
Aaa aa it makes me so happy that you like House!! No one ever talks about it but it's definitely one of the bests shows I've ever seen! I've watched it way to many times too 😄
I dont know but the more I see of this girl the more I like her,like she has a free and strong moral at the same time.Girl keep going like that you are amazing ❤❤❤
Totally understand the hair thing. I cut mine off after a few month now. I felt so happy and free at first sight but now i hate my hair so much and the way it looks... But it will grow back!!!
I know not feeling great in a selfie is something personal and has a lot to do with many factors. The way we perceive ourselves is so different from how others see us. Most of the times, we are our hardest critics. In my opinion, it happens usually to more intelligent, talented and committed people. Each one of us has incredible potencial, some more aware of this than others. Fulfilling this potential is one of the most important aspects of life to me, maybe the ultimate one. Love your videos, Kat. If one day we meet somewhere I will scream at the top of my voice: "KATRIN!!!", hahaha...
Hey Katrin, I have anxiety and when it's bad (even though I don't feel much worse than usual) I get the feeling of dead arms, kind of like they aren't getting enough blood, and also sometimes my legs will feel like I have done a killer workout when I haven't. This seems to happen more in the weeks before and after my period but I don't know if they're related. The blood tests I have had came back fine so the only other thing I can think it could be related to is stress and anxiety. Don't know if this is a helpful comment or not but I hope you feel better soon, it's not fun when your body does unexplainable shit. Oh, and I really like these chill videos! I'm super stressed with university right now and these are a nice, light break from reality.
hugs - I think not being able to take a selfie and being satisfied with it is a big thing. I know for me, it's reflective of how I feel about myself. I hope you're able to find your stride xo
Maybe see a therpaist for your negative thoughts, they may have a deeper root/unspoken feelings you'll be able to work on with them :) they may include muscle weakness, insomnia and so on, so it ties to your other symptoms! (turned to be the case for me)!
Katrin Berndt Yeah, could be, but my reasons really shocked me (in a sense that real physical symptoms could be linked to mental fatigue or emotions). I hope you get better soon 💕 :)
I experienced extreme fatigue, muscle pain, insomnia and of course lack of motivation when I was at my worst stage of depression, a doctor made the right call and I got treatment for depression and all the other symptoms went away
Rosario Mata Yeah, I found out about my depression/anxiety through physical symptoms (I was never outright 'sad' like you would expect for a depressed person to be, I was just overwhelmed with negativity from many soruces + overworking)
Great video, Kat! Actually about your hair, i personally really like long hair on me and other people, but your short hair looks amazing on you. Before I always thought long hair is always the right choice, but i think you have changed my mind! It really suits you
Hope Rascal gets better!! My hair is long and I'm soooo ready to cut it but going to donate it and just have to be patient. It was fun seeing your hair transformation!
You don't look gross nor ugly!! You have a great personality and it adds to your beauty!! I "love" you as a person and you inspire me so much 🙈 I love both the short and the long hair on you and the short hair makes you look so much tougher! :D
Try to stay focused on things and not distracted by the things that are frustrating you. That way, It will be easier to think positive again. You are a smart and beautiful person with such an interesting personality, please don't be sad! We love you!
The first one I totally agree! I feel exactly the same. Also when we are at a store and my mum talks to the people working there she says my name. They don't need to know my name! It makes me uncomfortable too
One of my friends has a dog that suffers from chronic seizures, and she feeds him a vitamin complex every morning. She said it's helped quite a lot with slowing down the amount he has. I'm not sure what it's called, but I'm sure you could be able to find something on google about dog vitamins and seizures.
You sound like you're in a funk right now, I hope you are feeling better soon. I think you're awesome and beautiful and I always enjoy your videos no matter what the content...AND maybe I'll start watching your videos a few days later so it counts toward you actually getting paid !
I think Positive reinforcement from the viewers and people around you may help you overcome some issues stated in the video. Great Video by the way keep it up and positive.
I'm always grateful and appreciative of all the support I get online and from my family. :) But sometimes it doesn't do the trick, 'cause ultimately I have to feel confident and happy with myself.
I keep getting demonetized too 😩 Ugh. It's such a pain, and for no reason. Also, you definitely seem a little down. I hope you start feeling better soon.
My friend who is suffering from the same symptoms was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. She experiences a lot of muscle pain in her whole body and severe insomnia. Fibromyalgia is often linked with or even caused by psychological stress and anxiety. Sadly there is no cure. Those affected try to relief their pain with things such as various medication, the improvement of their mental well-being and the reduction of stress to a minimum. It might be worth looking at it, however I really hope it's not the case with you, it's not a fun condition to be in. Wish you all the best!
I'm sorry you feel that way, it's not a nice feeling hating your selfies :( I love your look in this vid :) I'm biased because I prefer less make-up, but you look great even without make-up, and with moderate make-up you look the best in my opinion ^^ I just came from one of your make-up tutorial vids, so that's why I really noticed. You're very good at applying it and you look great in all three stages. It's just my bias for light make-up that makes me love this look the most :D
You could find some ways to style your hair that you like, maybe get it layered, or coloured, or just put it up differently. To help the not liking selfies because of your hair thingy.
as someone with a chronic illness i have found doctors are often pretty useless with anything that's not the standard things they treat everyday, i have to pretty much reasearch my illness and suggest things to my doctor to even get a diagnosis, then how to manage it and find a specialist all myself. idk what you are doing already but a it may be helpful to see a physio to relieve the pain, pain is going to make it harder to sleep... i cant recommend much else, there are lots of things that could those symptoms, it sucks that the doctors couldn't help at all... hopefully you figure out what's wrong or it gets better soon
It's weird how I got to your channel. I was watching something about the show The Crown, Queen Elizabeth II, and Queen Victoria when it popped...The Year with the Swedish Royal I had no idea Sweden had a king and then watched the video of Crown Princess Victoria turning 40 (I didn't understand a single word, but what I did understand was how the people loved her). I liked the language and of course I went to lookout how to speak Swedish and you popped out. I am glad I did. You're an awesome person. I did noticed that for the Swenglish the comments are disabled, but I wanted to comment. English is my second language, my first language is Spanish, so when you mentioned the sju and how it sounded like Juan. I was like uhhh now I understand. My parents are from Mexico, I was born in Mexico but we moved to the US when I was five. We live by the border and I completely understand the switching words. Spanglish and yes I understand the G with the J. There's a similar letter from English/Spanish. The letter E, when you're saying the word E in English, that's how you say it in Spanish. I've been loving your blogs/videos, especially the ones with Swedish language!!
Nice video, I'm similar in a way that I hate when people call my name on public -_- I'm a very private person and I don't want other people knowing my name. Your dad calling you Goose is so cute :)
Katrin I loved this chatty casual vid! Also your eyebrows look so good! Would really like more videos like this, like a chatty get ready with me video? Sending love!
Haha I hate taking selfies too. I think your hair looks really cute at this length...I can't pull it off bc my hair is curly but I wish I could and you look great :)
I have this same problem with sleeping. My General Physician sent me to a Chiropractor. After all the appointments were finished I was able to sleep with out waking up with my hands and feet asleep. . my experience. If you end up seeing a Chiropractor let me know if you were able to sleep better. Love you Lots. Wish you and your boys the best.
Hey Katrin! Loving your vids & vibes, I was curious what other things you do with your company (apologies if you've mentioned these in another video!).
Love your hoodie ! We can only see half of it but I love that basic, black hoodie 🙂 Always watching from Guatemala ! 💕 Love your videos, you’re amazing !
I’m sorry to hear you feel so awful lately 😔 and the doctor wasn’t really helpful - but honestly, all the stress can cause feeling weak and insomnia. But “reduce the stress” is easier said then done. The thing with demonetizing really sucks! I’m so tired of it. They did it recently to a video of mine where I only show cruelty free makeup and don’t even swear. My channel is pathetic in comparison with yours, so it’s not like I lose a lot, but it is still not ok and it’s so annoying. I feel like all the creators are nowadays being censored and punished for no reason. Ugh...
It is SO frustrating to be told that all of your physical problems are likely stress. It is like, well, if I wouldn't have physical problems, I wouldn't necessarily feel stressed, sooo? All I know is that based on my aches and pains, I am apparently stressed all the time and am completely unaware. Stress = Pain = Stress= Pain, and so on , it is so damn annoying. I am embracing meditation lately, I feel mentally better for doing it (at least right now, haha), so I am hoping it will help over the long term. We'll see. I have so many reaction thoughts on everything else you said, but I won't leave you a book long comment, haha. *hugs* Always wishing you the best though!!
I used to have long hair as well (waist height) and i did get them cut recently same height you did and let me tell you...after the 2nd day of having them i hated how they looked..idk what it is i guess longer hair covered my face a bit more and made it look slimer but now i cant even deal with it..cant style it cant do anything..so yeah i feel you on that one..
I have had similar symptoms to you (weakness in my whole body etc., pain in arms, legs and back) and doctors kept telling me I had to grow more muscles and so on even though it would make me feel even worse. everything solved now with an 'alternative' doctor that found traces of bacteria/parasite in my duodenus - intestine. they use different machines to the ones in regular hospitals and that's why they are able to see.. I'll check the test I did to discover it and how it is called and will leave it there for anyone who might be interested . I mean, it's been hell for me for months and a lot of stress because everyone thought I was crazy so I hope it can help some of you who are reading this
Hi Katrin! I obviously don't know much about your health, but you said that you have extreme muscle weakness in your arms, hands, and legs. Then the doctors basically told you to not stress as much. I know it sounds silly, but maybe take a mind, body, spirit approach to your wellness. You're running and you need muscle tone before you run, you also need proper nutrition, and you need your mental health. Perhaps putting your energy into those things will help your muscle weakness which might be because of a mental health issue. I have a really bad mental narrative that tells me I suck even before I try the thing. I've found that repeating positive affirmations in future tense whenever I notice that the negative narrative starts talking...kind of like a crazy person, but I eventually believe it. It's actually improved my stress around tests (I'm a student) and I'm better at taking them now. Just some advice. Best of luck and hugs from across the world.
I love your videos, been following you for years now and I'm sorry you're not in a good place right now. I think you look stunning either with long or short hair! Maybe get some layers, spice it up? I don't know, I just had a short haircut that I'm not too satisfied with and I know how it can get frustrating.
To the fact no. 7, in all videos you are incredibly beautiful, it's hard to believe that you don't see that.. of course I don't like myself either so from this point of view I understand...
In regards to your hair, maybe a different style could make you feel better about the way it looks? There's so many ways to cut short hair, so surely there'd be something out there to suit.
I totally understand the whole hating people telling you what to do. I actually got really peeved recently because I had a coworker tell me that I shouldn't be Jack Skellington for Halloween, just because Jack is a guy. I was like are you kidding me?!
Maybe try going to a chiropractor/acupuncturist? I’ve heard cupping also really helps with muscle weakness and pain. I’m not sure how popular Chinese/alternative therapies like this are popular in Sweden but I know going to a chiropractor really helped my mother when she had similar problems
Love your videos, you're always very open and honest which is great. I know you do RUclips (obviously) and Instagram, so do you have any other ventures/outlets?
Ok now im watching the part were youre talking about how you think you look gross and ugly... um what. All i can think about when im watching your vids is how pretty you are! You have such nice bone structure
+Nali Is Weird Thank you! :D "Sadly" the different magazines in different countries have different covers, so mine would only be on the Swedish magazine. But that would be really cool anyway :D
Just wondering if you might be going through some kind of dismorphia(?) I go through phases during times of stress or life change (even a physical change) when I feel my body dysmorphia worsen. Maybe that had to do with the selfies and general feeling right now? Anyways, just a thought love. We are here and eagerly, but patiently await your videos!
Katrin Berndt that exact thing happened to me a few weeks ago when I had a "life altering" decision to make. I couldnt recognize myself for a good week! In my case anyways, its a manifestation of deep anxiety- but good news is, it youve experienced it before, at least you know it wont last! Much love lady ❤
OMG I also have that thing with people calling my name, be it strangers or my partner. It feels so strange to me, I feel so uncomfortable, I'd much rather people just signal me or look at me to let me know they want to talk to me. I'm also very much uncomfortable with calling others by their name :/
In your hair cut video, the way your hair came out was so lovely/beautiful; have you tried to recreate it or didn’t care for the style? May sound lame but Pinterest has some amazing ideas. I loved the House ending. Out of all the shows I’ve watched it still leaves me the most satisfied with endings. What part/parts did you not like? Sorry RUclips is being a shithead, I have noticed they don’t take very good care of its artist. On a video do you earn only once or can the same viewer watch multiple times earning more?
Kat!! Hi from Ottawa Ontario Canada. My name is Jenny and I just wanted to tell you... you are beautiful. law of attraction, think about what you do want, how you do want to feel. Positive thinking girl. You are amazing, love your videos.
I always thought I was the only one who hates when people calls them by their real name in public! I often tell people something else, like Lucy or Luna Because I don’t really like my name.......
Maybe you should see an ostheopath, couse of your problems with your body. They figure out where the issues and the pain are coming from and they fix them at the base. ;)
You’re human. Just like all of us, so if you’re in a funk it’s okay!
Following Halloween trend could u do a videos about Swedish folklore? Like scary or creepy stories u were told growing up??
Naty Munive such an interesting and lovely idea!!
I understand what it's like to look at your face and not see anything positive. Of course I know there's no way I can change the way you see yourself, but for what it's worth, I think that you are incredibly beautiful, regardless of what your hair is doing. Like, you have an exceptional face. ❤️
honestly fuck youtube at the moment, they've been pulling some unacceptable shit and i think we would all like to see some kind of official statement that we can at least argue back at
I agree. I am so disappointed in RUclips right now. I said the same thing: fuck them.
Ms. Katrin, I think you are a beautiful, honest and genuine woman. I wanted to tell you a funny story how I found your channel on utube. I was going out of state a few months ago to visit an Ikea and watched your video when you shopped for your office. Been keeping up with you since. BTW I'm 63 lol. Keep up the good work. This rough spot will pass.
Long hair or not, You are Beautiful! ☺
I am LOVING the hair! I'm sorry to hear you're having a hard time with it. I truly love it!
Sherri Johnson Same! I LOVE it!
We all have insecurities but you have no idea how pretty you are.
I love everything about your face & body and im sure everyone here agrees
You’re so cute no matter what mood you’re in. I’m glad you’re being yourself and not what other people tell you to be.
Sorry to hear about Rascal's condition not being under control yet. Thanks for sharing your current headspace with us. At lot of your points resonated with me, as well. I'm 21 and a university student, and while I love my major...I have no idea what direction my career will go or if I'll even be able to get a job that I like. It gives me a lot of anxiety, especially when all the older adults in my life think I should have the next 30 years set in stone already.
And that RUclips demonization situation is shit! I didn't get an ad on this video, now that you mention it.
Gosh, I hate unsolicited advice! It doesn't matter from whom, if I don't ask for your opinion don't tell me about it xD
Thanks for the Video, it was interesting to find out some more Things about you :)
I believe you are highly intelligent and that’s why you feel so keenly aware of these issues you raise. I feel you’re quite analytical, no bad thing that. 💖
Aaa aa it makes me so happy that you like House!! No one ever talks about it but it's definitely one of the bests shows I've ever seen! I've watched it way to many times too 😄
I dont know but the more I see of this girl the more I like her,like she has a free and strong moral at the same time.Girl keep going like that you are amazing ❤❤❤
Totally understand the hair thing. I cut mine off after a few month now. I felt so happy and free at first sight but now i hate my hair so much and the way it looks... But it will grow back!!!
I know not feeling great in a selfie is something personal and has a lot to do with many factors. The way we perceive ourselves is so different from how others see us. Most of the times, we are our hardest critics. In my opinion, it happens usually to more intelligent, talented and committed people. Each one of us has incredible potencial, some more aware of this than others. Fulfilling this potential is one of the most important aspects of life to me, maybe the ultimate one. Love your videos, Kat. If one day we meet somewhere I will scream at the top of my voice: "KATRIN!!!", hahaha...
Maybe you could try getting your hair cut again maybe in a different style? That might help! Love watching your vids!
I've had that happen so many times. First cut is always terrible and then second is awesome
How can people dislike you your so real hope you can Gert back to your normal uploading schedule
Hey Katrin, I have anxiety and when it's bad (even though I don't feel much worse than usual) I get the feeling of dead arms, kind of like they aren't getting enough blood, and also sometimes my legs will feel like I have done a killer workout when I haven't. This seems to happen more in the weeks before and after my period but I don't know if they're related. The blood tests I have had came back fine so the only other thing I can think it could be related to is stress and anxiety. Don't know if this is a helpful comment or not but I hope you feel better soon, it's not fun when your body does unexplainable shit. Oh, and I really like these chill videos! I'm super stressed with university right now and these are a nice, light break from reality.
hugs - I think not being able to take a selfie and being satisfied with it is a big thing. I know for me, it's reflective of how I feel about myself. I hope you're able to find your stride xo
Maybe see a therpaist for your negative thoughts, they may have a deeper root/unspoken feelings you'll be able to work on with them :) they may include muscle weakness, insomnia and so on, so it ties to your other symptoms!
(turned to be the case for me)!
I personally suspect some kind of fatigue/stress related issue. But I'm no doctor so I'm not sure hehe. ^^ Might be connected to some feelings!
Katrin Berndt Yeah, could be, but my reasons really shocked me (in a sense that real physical symptoms could be linked to mental fatigue or emotions). I hope you get better soon 💕 :)
I experienced extreme fatigue, muscle pain, insomnia and of course lack of motivation when I was at my worst stage of depression, a doctor made the right call and I got treatment for depression and all the other symptoms went away
Rosario Mata Yeah, I found out about my depression/anxiety through physical symptoms (I was never outright 'sad' like you would expect for a depressed person to be, I was just overwhelmed with negativity from many soruces + overworking)
Great video, Kat! Actually about your hair, i personally really like long hair on me and other people, but your short hair looks amazing on you. Before I always thought long hair is always the right choice, but i think you have changed my mind! It really suits you
HOUSE !!! Lol I forgot about that show until this video. Awesomeness !! I need to watch it again.
Hope Rascal gets better!! My hair is long and I'm soooo ready to cut it but going to donate it and just have to be patient.
It was fun seeing your hair transformation!
Black currant jam is my FAVORITE jam. Black currant jam + plain greek yogurt is everything.
Black current is my favorite tea too!!
You don't look gross nor ugly!! You have a great personality and it adds to your beauty!! I "love" you as a person and you inspire me so much 🙈 I love both the short and the long hair on you and the short hair makes you look so much tougher! :D
Try to stay focused on things and not distracted by the things that are frustrating you. That way, It will be easier to think positive again. You are a smart and beautiful person with such an interesting personality, please don't be sad! We love you!
The first one I totally agree! I feel exactly the same. Also when we are at a store and my mum talks to the people working there she says my name. They don't need to know my name! It makes me uncomfortable too
One of my friends has a dog that suffers from chronic seizures, and she feeds him a vitamin complex every morning. She said it's helped quite a lot with slowing down the amount he has. I'm not sure what it's called, but I'm sure you could be able to find something on google about dog vitamins and seizures.
i love your brows
Watching your videos, reminds me that everyone is human, and that just makes me really happy ☺️
You sound like you're in a funk right now, I hope you are feeling better soon. I think you're awesome and beautiful and I always enjoy your videos no matter what the content...AND maybe I'll start watching your videos a few days later so it counts toward you actually getting paid !
I think Positive reinforcement from the viewers and people around you may help you overcome some issues stated in the video. Great Video by the way keep it up and positive.
I'm always grateful and appreciative of all the support I get online and from my family. :) But sometimes it doesn't do the trick, 'cause ultimately I have to feel confident and happy with myself.
I keep getting demonetized too 😩 Ugh. It's such a pain, and for no reason. Also, you definitely seem a little down. I hope you start feeling better soon.
My friend who is suffering from the same symptoms was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. She experiences a lot of muscle pain in her whole body and severe insomnia. Fibromyalgia is often linked with or even caused by psychological stress and anxiety. Sadly there is no cure. Those affected try to relief their pain with things such as various medication, the improvement of their mental well-being and the reduction of stress to a minimum. It might be worth looking at it, however I really hope it's not the case with you, it's not a fun condition to be in. Wish you all the best!
I'm sorry you feel that way, it's not a nice feeling hating your selfies :(
I love your look in this vid :) I'm biased because I prefer less make-up, but you look great even without make-up, and with moderate make-up you look the best in my opinion ^^ I just came from one of your make-up tutorial vids, so that's why I really noticed. You're very good at applying it and you look great in all three stages. It's just my bias for light make-up that makes me love this look the most :D
Your hair looks super cute!
Thank you for being so honest and real. I just started watching you,, maybe two weeks ago, and you’re great 💕
Also that's what I have heard and experienced myself about swedish doctors, they know nothing! so frustrating!
You could find some ways to style your hair that you like, maybe get it layered, or coloured, or just put it up differently. To help the not liking selfies because of your hair thingy.
as someone with a chronic illness i have found doctors are often pretty useless with anything that's not the standard things they treat everyday, i have to pretty much reasearch my illness and suggest things to my doctor to even get a diagnosis, then how to manage it and find a specialist all myself.
idk what you are doing already but a it may be helpful to see a physio to relieve the pain, pain is going to make it harder to sleep...
i cant recommend much else, there are lots of things that could those symptoms, it sucks that the doctors couldn't help at all... hopefully you figure out what's wrong or it gets better soon
Totally get you with no knowing what you want to do with your life I’m totally lost en kinda feel depressed about it :/ so i feel you girl
It's weird how I got to your channel. I was watching something about the show The Crown, Queen Elizabeth II, and Queen Victoria when it popped...The Year with the Swedish Royal I had no idea Sweden had a king and then watched the video of Crown Princess Victoria turning 40 (I didn't understand a single word, but what I did understand was how the people loved her). I liked the language and of course I went to lookout how to speak Swedish and you popped out. I am glad I did. You're an awesome person. I did noticed that for the Swenglish the comments are disabled, but I wanted to comment. English is my second language, my first language is Spanish, so when you mentioned the sju and how it sounded like Juan. I was like uhhh now I understand. My parents are from Mexico, I was born in Mexico but we moved to the US when I was five. We live by the border and I completely understand the switching words. Spanglish and yes I understand the G with the J. There's a similar letter from English/Spanish. The letter E, when you're saying the word E in English, that's how you say it in Spanish. I've been loving your blogs/videos, especially the ones with Swedish language!!
Nice video, I'm similar in a way that I hate when people call my name on public -_- I'm a very private person and I don't want other people knowing my name. Your dad calling you Goose is so cute :)
Katrin I loved this chatty casual vid! Also your eyebrows look so good!
Would really like more videos like this, like a chatty get ready with me video? Sending love!
#3 , people always think they know whats best for you , definitely 'grinds my gears' too , to say the least. Just do you
Haha I hate taking selfies too. I think your hair looks really cute at this length...I can't pull it off bc my hair is curly but I wish I could and you look great :)
House is the best show EVER!! I've watched it 5 times already and I have a semester off so I'm going for round 6
I have this same problem with sleeping. My General Physician sent me to a Chiropractor. After all the appointments were finished I was able to sleep with out waking up with my hands and feet asleep. . my experience. If you end up seeing a Chiropractor let me know if you were able to sleep better. Love you Lots. Wish you and your boys the best.
Hey Katrin! Loving your vids & vibes, I was curious what other things you do with your company (apologies if you've mentioned these in another video!).
Yes! Katrin is the best !
Love your hoodie ! We can only see half of it but I love that basic, black hoodie 🙂 Always watching from Guatemala ! 💕 Love your videos, you’re amazing !
I’m sorry to hear you feel so awful lately 😔 and the doctor wasn’t really helpful - but honestly, all the stress can cause feeling weak and insomnia. But “reduce the stress” is easier said then done. The thing with demonetizing really sucks! I’m so tired of it. They did it recently to a video of mine where I only show cruelty free makeup and don’t even swear. My channel is pathetic in comparison with yours, so it’s not like I lose a lot, but it is still not ok and it’s so annoying. I feel like all the creators are nowadays being censored and punished for no reason. Ugh...
It is SO frustrating to be told that all of your physical problems are likely stress. It is like, well, if I wouldn't have physical problems, I wouldn't necessarily feel stressed, sooo? All I know is that based on my aches and pains, I am apparently stressed all the time and am completely unaware. Stress = Pain = Stress= Pain, and so on , it is so damn annoying. I am embracing meditation lately, I feel mentally better for doing it (at least right now, haha), so I am hoping it will help over the long term. We'll see. I have so many reaction thoughts on everything else you said, but I won't leave you a book long comment, haha. *hugs* Always wishing you the best though!!
I used to have long hair as well (waist height) and i did get them cut recently same height you did and let me tell you...after the 2nd day of having them i hated how they looked..idk what it is i guess longer hair covered my face a bit more and made it look slimer but now i cant even deal with it..cant style it cant do anything..so yeah i feel you on that one..
you're hair is fine. color makes everything better 😍😍😍
My friend had similar symptoms....and it turned out to be Lyme disease. I hope you find a diagnosis soon!
I hate people calling my name out loud also and you're so gorgeous, not ugly, so feel free to take more selfies
I have had similar symptoms to you (weakness in my whole body etc., pain in arms, legs and back) and doctors kept telling me I had to grow more muscles and so on even though it would make me feel even worse. everything solved now with an 'alternative' doctor that found traces of bacteria/parasite in my duodenus - intestine. they use different machines to the ones in regular hospitals and that's why they are able to see.. I'll check the test I did to discover it and how it is called and will leave it there for anyone who might be interested . I mean, it's been hell for me for months and a lot of stress because everyone thought I was crazy so I hope it can help some of you who are reading this
The test is called 'ESG Electrosomatogram'
Hi Katrin! I obviously don't know much about your health, but you said that you have extreme muscle weakness in your arms, hands, and legs. Then the doctors basically told you to not stress as much. I know it sounds silly, but maybe take a mind, body, spirit approach to your wellness. You're running and you need muscle tone before you run, you also need proper nutrition, and you need your mental health. Perhaps putting your energy into those things will help your muscle weakness which might be because of a mental health issue. I have a really bad mental narrative that tells me I suck even before I try the thing. I've found that repeating positive affirmations in future tense whenever I notice that the negative narrative starts talking...kind of like a crazy person, but I eventually believe it. It's actually improved my stress around tests (I'm a student) and I'm better at taking them now. Just some advice. Best of luck and hugs from across the world.
Omg I'm so glad I'm not the only one with the name issue! I always wondered if I was being over dramatic for getting annoyed 😂
I hope you start to feel better! Sending love and happy vibes ✨
P.s you always look beautiful. I really wanna cut my hair like yours!
You look really pretty in this video (I mean you always look pretty but anyway 😛) the blush looks nice
I love your videos, been following you for years now and I'm sorry you're not in a good place right now.
I think you look stunning either with long or short hair! Maybe get some layers, spice it up? I don't know, I just had a short haircut that I'm not too satisfied with and I know how it can get frustrating.
10 out of 10 relatable feelings
You are super duper gorgeous
To the fact no. 7, in all videos you are incredibly beautiful, it's hard to believe that you don't see that.. of course I don't like myself either so from this point of view I understand...
Maybe try to lighten up your hair or even a fun color! That always helps me feel refreshed when I mix up my hair color. 💙
In regards to your hair, maybe a different style could make you feel better about the way it looks? There's so many ways to cut short hair, so surely there'd be something out there to suit.
I totally understand the whole hating people telling you what to do. I actually got really peeved recently because I had a coworker tell me that I shouldn't be Jack Skellington for Halloween, just because Jack is a guy. I was like are you kidding me?!
Maybe try going to a chiropractor/acupuncturist? I’ve heard cupping also really helps with muscle weakness and pain. I’m not sure how popular Chinese/alternative therapies like this are popular in Sweden but I know going to a chiropractor really helped my mother when she had similar problems
U have the best goddamn hair i have ever seen. I dont say this to make u happy. U really do
Haha thank you!
Your hair looks really pretty 👩🏼❤️
Love your videos, you're always very open and honest which is great. I know you do RUclips (obviously) and Instagram, so do you have any other ventures/outlets?
Yeah, they are all linked in my description to every video! :) I have RUclips, Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, and a blog!
Sorry. I didn't realise that. 😳
Ok now im watching the part were youre talking about how you think you look gross and ugly... um what. All i can think about when im watching your vids is how pretty you are! You have such nice bone structure
Thank you :) It's just a feeling haha. It comes and goes, like for all humans I assume!
Katrin Berndt :)
I really hope you get the cover! I live in the U.S and if I see the magazine I'll definitely take a picture of it and tag you on my Instagram.
+Nali Is Weird Thank you! :D "Sadly" the different magazines in different countries have different covers, so mine would only be on the Swedish magazine. But that would be really cool anyway :D
first time watching your videos and am in love with you haha
The key is just be u!
Just wondering if you might be going through some kind of dismorphia(?) I go through phases during times of stress or life change (even a physical change) when I feel my body dysmorphia worsen. Maybe that had to do with the selfies and general feeling right now? Anyways, just a thought love. We are here and eagerly, but patiently await your videos!
Maybe! I just don't recognize my face haha! But I do recognize this feeling. It has happened before, so maybe you're right. ^^
Katrin Berndt that exact thing happened to me a few weeks ago when I had a "life altering" decision to make. I couldnt recognize myself for a good week! In my case anyways, its a manifestation of deep anxiety- but good news is, it youve experienced it before, at least you know it wont last! Much love lady ❤
OMG I also have that thing with people calling my name, be it strangers or my partner. It feels so strange to me, I feel so uncomfortable, I'd much rather people just signal me or look at me to let me know they want to talk to me. I'm also very much uncomfortable with calling others by their name :/
Same!! I hate saying people's names haha!
Can you do paranormal experiences video? That would be so cool!
I don't believe in anything paranormal so can't really make a video about it hehe ^^
Yeeeeey new video
Possible fybromalgia, hope it gets better and all the love
In your hair cut video, the way your hair came out was so lovely/beautiful; have you tried to recreate it or didn’t care for the style? May sound lame but Pinterest has some amazing ideas.
I loved the House ending. Out of all the shows I’ve watched it still leaves me the most satisfied with endings.
What part/parts did you not like?
Sorry RUclips is being a shithead, I have noticed they don’t take very good care of its artist.
On a video do you earn only once or can the same viewer watch multiple times earning more?
Have you tried acupuncture for sleep and weakness?
there was a time when I couldn’t sleep properly and I started to listen to guided meditations on youtube, maybe this could help you as well 🤔
YOU LOOK STUNNING WITH SHORT HAIR WTF I WISH I WAS YOU LIKE FOR REAL
YES HOUSE
You look beautiful (with and without the hair)! And I love House, too. :) Did you check your B12 level (blood testing)?
Thanks Berndt, thanks for your time :) Love from Iraq 😄
Also got an ad on this video woo!
Kat!! Hi from Ottawa Ontario Canada. My name is Jenny and I just wanted to tell you... you are beautiful. law of attraction, think about what you do want, how you do want to feel. Positive thinking girl. You are amazing, love your videos.
Super beautiful
Did you examine vit. D and vit. B12? Deficiency might cause your symptoms
Yep! No deficiencies!
I always thought I was the only one who hates when people calls them by their real name in public!
I often tell people something else, like Lucy or Luna
Because I don’t really like my name.......
Maybe you should see an ostheopath, couse of your problems with your body. They figure out where the issues and the pain are coming from and they fix them at the base. ;)
Can You tell me the color on your walls? I love it. And you are amazing!
Okay so I'll watch your videos the day after you post them from now on...😂
You are beautiful!!!!!!!