I was in a similar situation because my flatmates needed some space from me (bpd related) so I had to move out and find a new place within a month. I was so so stressed and I considered ending my life so many times. But I managed it with someone to support me with phonecalls, and honestly being in a new place has made a HUGE difference, and helped a lot to give me hope. Moving will be very hard but it will work out and might help change things a little.
Hi Nuala, I'm sorry for the late reply. Thanks for totally getting how I feel, although I'm sorry you went through something similar and that you felt suicidal. I'm so pleased that being in your new place has given you hope, I'm hoping the same for me. Take care my friend. Have a good week. Gem x
hi gem ive had massive rows with my mother its weird sometimes families trigger anxiety and rage! but dont feel guilty as its your anxiety not you gem your mum will understand this i feel the same most days i hate leaving the bed faceing the world but in the end you'll get there hugs xx
hey gem i know what it's like to argue with people when your ill i guess the only thing i find is sometimes just being able to not have the conversation when you may feel angry i think in the heat of the moment anyone can say things they regreat ill or being well i guess it just learning when to have a conversation and trying not to let anger get the best of us which is easy for me to say but i still have out brusts when i get anxious which i am thankful doesn't happen as often now .well moving might be the best thing to happen really gem if i could move out i would but it's so hard you know but if you do it i guess you need to be really well to be honest i mean how do feel could you cope living apart from your mum. of gem i just see the sadness in your eyes it really is painful to see you like this and i totally mean it i would love to see you just flourish you know because let me share another scripture i love it's for you Jesus knows what your going through if it's ok with you i would love to pray for you Gem i can't stand to see you like this i know from experience the person we are truly inside is like burried but not only that but do you feel a sesne of deadness inside of you i believe God wants to come to you in your brokness i know it's hard to believe but i cannot but help but share this with you so i'll pray for you Gem that's my rpomise
Hi Matthew, sorry for the late reply. Thanks for understanding, I think moving is the best thing but I am worried how I will cope. We shall see I guess. Thanks for your kind words. Have a good week. Hugs x
💕💕Hope things get brighter for you soon 💕💕 Sending hugs 😘😙 My life is OK apart from dreams and nightmares waking me up and voices increasing. Probably time to see doctor 😐 Your Mum is probably thinking of you every second and must love you. I'm sure everything will sort itself out soon. Take one step at a time and don't rush. Go for the new house as the change may help you even though it will be difficult. Love xxx
Thanks Roz, really good advice. We have decided to go for the house, too many emotions. Sorry that the voices are increasing, maybe seeing the doctor will help, I'm thinking of you. Thanks again for your awesome advice and your kind words. Take care my friend. Hugs x
Hi Gem, I’m so sorry for my late reply!! I thought I replied!, I’m so sorry to hear what happened about your friend, iv got some great news, Iv found another job again as a sales advisor at new look 😄, I’m so happy!!! and proud of myself. Hope you had a lovely weekend, god bless, sending hugs and thinking of you 😊 X
Hi Oliver, huge congratulations on the job, that is so exciting and you can definitely feel proud of yourself. Take care dude, have a great week. Hugs x
Gem this video is what i needed because i am making plans to move out hopefully next year and the thing i thought the problem lied with dad now i relaise it is me and i just feel that planning to move out and i will am going to see my GP to get the right support because this is long overdue i have been wanting to move out for many years and i think it will just improve so i know hw it feels Gem i think you are giving yourelf a very hard time um you can't help your the challneges you have with mental health let me first say that and you give so much time and deication to this channel i am sure everyone will agree you doing a lot better than you realise i am the same i often need others to help me see how far i catually hve come so be encouraged Gem you a wonderful person i'm glad to know you on this channel
I was in a similar situation because my flatmates needed some space from me (bpd related) so I had to move out and find a new place within a month. I was so so stressed and I considered ending my life so many times. But I managed it with someone to support me with phonecalls, and honestly being in a new place has made a HUGE difference, and helped a lot to give me hope. Moving will be very hard but it will work out and might help change things a little.
Hi Nuala, I'm sorry for the late reply. Thanks for totally getting how I feel, although I'm sorry you went through something similar and that you felt suicidal. I'm so pleased that being in your new place has given you hope, I'm hoping the same for me. Take care my friend. Have a good week. Gem x
Just rewatched this video. Can relate. Really hoping your ok x
hi gem ive had massive rows with my mother its weird sometimes families trigger anxiety and rage! but dont feel guilty as its your anxiety not you gem your mum will understand this i feel the same most days i hate leaving the bed faceing the world but in the end you'll get there hugs xx
Thanks Anthony, I hope you're doing ok. Sending hugs x
Gem, keep going - you are an inspiration to many online. x
Thanks Rian, I hope you're ok. Sending hugs x
hey gem i know what it's like to argue with people when your ill i guess the only thing i find is sometimes just being able to not have the conversation when you may feel angry i think in the heat of the moment anyone can say things they regreat ill or being well i guess it just learning when to have a conversation and trying not to let anger get the best of us which is easy for me to say but i still have out brusts when i get anxious which i am thankful doesn't happen as often now .well moving might be the best thing to happen really gem if i could move out i would but it's so hard you know but if you do it i guess you need to be really well to be honest i mean how do feel could you cope living apart from your mum. of gem i just see the sadness in your eyes it really is painful to see you like this and i totally mean it i would love to see you just flourish you know because let me share another scripture i love it's for you Jesus knows what your going through if it's ok with you i would love to pray for you Gem i can't stand to see you like this i know from experience the person we are truly inside is like burried but not only that but do you feel a sesne of deadness inside of you i believe God wants to come to you in your brokness i know it's hard to believe but i cannot but help but share this with you so i'll pray for you Gem that's my rpomise
Hi Matthew, sorry for the late reply. Thanks for understanding, I think moving is the best thing but I am worried how I will cope. We shall see I guess. Thanks for your kind words. Have a good week. Hugs x
💕💕Hope things get brighter for you soon 💕💕
Sending hugs 😘😙
My life is OK apart from dreams and nightmares waking me up and voices increasing. Probably time to see doctor 😐
Your Mum is probably thinking of you every second and must love you. I'm sure everything will sort itself out soon.
Take one step at a time and don't rush. Go for the new house as the change may help you even though it will be difficult. Love xxx
Thanks Roz, really good advice. We have decided to go for the house, too many emotions. Sorry that the voices are increasing, maybe seeing the doctor will help, I'm thinking of you. Thanks again for your awesome advice and your kind words. Take care my friend. Hugs x
Hi Gem, I’m so sorry for my late reply!! I thought I replied!, I’m so sorry to hear what happened about your friend, iv got some great news, Iv found another job again as a sales advisor at new look 😄, I’m so happy!!! and proud of myself. Hope you had a lovely weekend, god bless, sending hugs and thinking of you 😊 X
Hi Oliver, huge congratulations on the job, that is so exciting and you can definitely feel proud of yourself. Take care dude, have a great week. Hugs x
Gem this video is what i needed because i am making plans to move out hopefully next year and the thing i thought the problem lied with dad now i relaise it is me and i just feel that planning to move out and i will am going to see my GP to get the right support because this is long overdue i have been wanting to move out for many years and i think it will just improve so i know hw it feels Gem i think you are giving yourelf a very hard time um you can't help your the challneges you have with mental health let me first say that and you give so much time and deication to this channel i am sure everyone will agree you doing a lot better than you realise i am the same i often need others to help me see how far i catually hve come so be encouraged Gem you a wonderful person i'm glad to know you on this channel
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Sending hugs back x