This testimony hit me like a punch in the stomach that was humbling, brought gratitude and makes me want to be a better person and parent. Love and respect to you and your family Ashley.
This is one of the most powerful and honest interviews I have ever watched. I’m one of Ashley’s Instagram followers and sobbed when Stevie died and understood absolutely why they made the decision to bring her home. My beloved father died of Cancer and my idea that his death was painful not traumatic mirrors Ashley’s experience. Thank you for doing this podcast and for sharing Stevie with all of us. She was truly a shooting star of the most special order.
This interview was fucking intense. It was an emotional rollercoaster and I hung on to every single word. I cried, I was in awe of her bravery, I was angry that anyone would judge her grief or their choices on how to navigate an unimaginable loss. WOW! This interview and the 2 with your brother are my absolute favorites. This was so raw and honest. Jon you just let her tell her story, organically and honestly. This was a beautiful experience and I feel honored that she shared it with us. ❤
I have watched two branches of my family lose children and I have never seen grief like that. It is so much more visceral than other loss. I am astounded by the courage and resolve demonstrated by parents who have experienced such loss.
Thank you for this interview. I would like to share that I am currently navigating a deeply personal challenge, as my husband has been battling cancer for the past three years. We have recently made the difficult decision to cease all treatment, and I am committed to being present with him to cherish the time we have left together. I sometimes sense that others may perceive my calm demeanor as a sign that I am not coping well, leading to feelings of judgment based on their expectations of how I should react. In light of this, I have begun reaching out to family, friends, and the Creek Nation to inform them of his condition, some of whom were unaware of his illness. This has led to further scrutiny, with questions regarding why I had kept this information private, which can be quite overwhelming. Throughout this journey, my primary focus has been on my husband's well-being, placing his needs above all others. For the past three years, we have faced this battle together, and now I am learning how to involve others as we approach this challenging stage of our fight. My commitment remains steadfast in loving him and supporting him as he prepares for the journey ahead.
The part that stood out the most was her describing connecting with Jon’s wife and saying that even though their child’s’ medical situation had a different outcome, their trauma and grief was still just as valid. As a mom who navigated her 1 year old getting an autoimmune disease diagnosis, it really hit home. Again, different situation I’m in no way comparing, but I remember having to tell her big sister what was happening, she asked me “is she going to die?” Nothing prepares you for having conversations like that as a parent and they really do stay with you forever. We did monthly biologic infusions in the cancer ward as her treatment and I remember going there during the start of Covid and it was the first time I drove my car in 4 weeks. It was covered in dust and everyone was all masked up. Anyway this episode was a total gut punch and I related a lot. It’s invaluable for moms to be sharing their journeys. The Facebook support group I got into after my toddlers diagnosis felt like it saved my life or at least my sanity. I don’t know this particular mommy blogger but there is so much good moms are doing to lift each other up and have each other’s backs.
I got twins who are 3. This has been humbling to say the least. I remeber when my father passed away when I was younger from ALS and as his son I was mad at him and held resentment for years . I felt he left me, my brother and my mom. It took years to realize I was being selfish and young . This interview made me look at it from a parents point of view. For him I can't imagine getting a terminal disease and knowing you will pass and not be able to be with your sons and guide them through life. This woman is the strongest form of human I have ever seen. I want to hug her ! Thanks John
Absolutely incredible interview. I have a 2,5 years old toddler so it was especially intense, heartbreaking and emotional to listen to this, but this is so important for the world to hear. Thank you for sharing this with the world.
Amazing channel, with amazing interviews and this one for me was the best and probably most important. The wisdom on how to be a better parent, a better friend, a better human has never been more applicable.
Brought to tears on this one many times. Where are the people who talk,survive and live like this and why are they so hard to find? Thanks for opening up and sharing.
Omg I follow her on fb and though everything with stevie, I'm so happy to see her on real ones. If feel like her story has always crossed my path for a reason. I have lost 2 children and it's endlessly hard. ❤
Jon, you are an amazing human and friend. You have the most amazing community. And you are a beautiful listener and let your guests tell their stories. I started following you as the Punisher but I'm here for you as a man. I love you brother and your platform for allowing people to share their stories. Ashley, as a father of 3, i can't imagine how your struggle has been, thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable. I have spent the last hour crying to your story and the beauty to have bright to the tragedy you have endured.
Great interview. Ashley was wonderful🙏🏼🙏🏼 I lost my daughter, also. I have 2 boys. They were all a bit older but grief is grief and she’s absolutely right! Grief doesn’t go away, EVER; it just changes. It’s been almost 12 years for our family. For me, I miss my girl everyday and sometimes it feels like I lost her yesterday and sometimes it’s like she’s getting too far away and I’ve got to hold on tighter. I’m so glad I saw this episode. It gave me hope. Sometimes it’s easy to lose that along life’s path.
My wife and I are grief parents. It's crazy how we can relate with Ashley and her story. Our daughter was 19 when she went to God. Our story is different (not cancer). Losing a child is a nightmare you don't wake up from. You don't realize the life you live before the loss.. it's in the clouds, when she died, we dropped from the clouds to hell on earth. God bless you, Ashley and Ben. Hugs and Love from us.
I’m sorry about your babygirl , we are definitely not the same people we were. I too lost my 16 yr old daughter . You aren’t alone in your pain praying for your comfort and strength.
Just recently followed her on instagram and had to listen when I saw this. She is so strong and her and her fam are such an inspiration. You just never know what some people are going through in life everyone has a story and this one is a really profound and heartbreaking one that she recounts with such love. What a beautiful person.
I appreciate this interview so much. My 5 year old is going through B-ALL leukemia treatment, and the steroid part really hit home. It makes the kids miserable. I hope you see this Ashley, and know you have someone who is going through a diagnosis who is here for you. ✝️✝️✝️
This was a heart warming story thank you for sharing this made me want to be a better father for my 6 children i have faith God going to help us out 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Moms are rearer and rearer these days, specially when you look at content in one side of the ile, kids are just a burden for them. This podcast is such a treat.
I felt the same way ! When I had to make the decision to take my daughter off of machines I went into fight mode of making sure my daughter was NOT GOING TO SUFFER. And yes it’s terrible to give that news to my parents and just anyone for them to come say goodbye. Also I was getting hugs from doctors and nurses before I had the final conversation my daughter was completely brain dead, I could not understand why they were hugging me
Oh my god I can’t listen to this I can’t fuckin believe what it must have been like going through this I wouldn’t know how to move on😭us parents try not to think about these kinds of traumatic situations
This testimony hit me like a punch in the stomach that was humbling, brought gratitude and makes me want to be a better person and parent. Love and respect to you and your family Ashley.
This is one of the most powerful and honest interviews I have ever watched. I’m one of Ashley’s Instagram followers and sobbed when Stevie died and understood absolutely why they made the decision to bring her home. My beloved father died of Cancer and my idea that his death was painful not traumatic mirrors Ashley’s experience.
Thank you for doing this podcast and for sharing Stevie with all of us. She was truly a shooting star of the most special order.
This interview was fucking intense. It was an emotional rollercoaster and I hung on to every single word. I cried, I was in awe of her bravery, I was angry that anyone would judge her grief or their choices on how to navigate an unimaginable loss. WOW! This interview and the 2 with your brother are my absolute favorites. This was so raw and honest. Jon you just let her tell her story, organically and honestly. This was a beautiful experience and I feel honored that she shared it with us. ❤
I have watched two branches of my family lose children and I have never seen grief like that. It is so much more visceral than other loss. I am astounded by the courage and resolve demonstrated by parents who have experienced such loss.
These 2 hour interviews are what I call 2 minute interviews. So gripping with every emotion you just want more. ❤
Thank you for this interview. I would like to share that I am currently navigating a deeply personal challenge, as my husband has been battling cancer for the past three years. We have recently made the difficult decision to cease all treatment, and I am committed to being present with him to cherish the time we have left together.
I sometimes sense that others may perceive my calm demeanor as a sign that I am not coping well, leading to feelings of judgment based on their expectations of how I should react. In light of this, I have begun reaching out to family, friends, and the Creek Nation to inform them of his condition, some of whom were unaware of his illness. This has led to further scrutiny, with questions regarding why I had kept this information private, which can be quite overwhelming.
Throughout this journey, my primary focus has been on my husband's well-being, placing his needs above all others. For the past three years, we have faced this battle together, and now I am learning how to involve others as we approach this challenging stage of our fight. My commitment remains steadfast in loving him and supporting him as he prepares for the journey ahead.
You're a great lovely human being! Never forget about that.
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The part that stood out the most was her describing connecting with Jon’s wife and saying that even though their child’s’ medical situation had a different outcome, their trauma and grief was still just as valid. As a mom who navigated her 1 year old getting an autoimmune disease diagnosis, it really hit home. Again, different situation I’m in no way comparing, but I remember having to tell her big sister what was happening, she asked me “is she going to die?” Nothing prepares you for having conversations like that as a parent and they really do stay with you forever. We did monthly biologic infusions in the cancer ward as her treatment and I remember going there during the start of Covid and it was the first time I drove my car in 4 weeks. It was covered in dust and everyone was all masked up. Anyway this episode was a total gut punch and I related a lot. It’s invaluable for moms to be sharing their journeys. The Facebook support group I got into after my toddlers diagnosis felt like it saved my life or at least my sanity. I don’t know this particular mommy blogger but there is so much good moms are doing to lift each other up and have each other’s backs.
I’ve followed this gal for years and years. So glad you two crossed paths ❤✨
I got twins who are 3. This has been humbling to say the least. I remeber when my father passed away when I was younger from ALS and as his son I was mad at him and held resentment for years . I felt he left me, my brother and my mom. It took years to realize I was being selfish and young . This interview made me look at it from a parents point of view. For him I can't imagine getting a terminal disease and knowing you will pass and not be able to be with your sons and guide them through life. This woman is the strongest form of human I have ever seen. I want to hug her ! Thanks John
It’s so sweet the way Jon talks about his wife! ❤❤❤
Jon's a rock star. Love his sit down chats.
Absolutely incredible interview. I have a 2,5 years old toddler so it was especially intense, heartbreaking and emotional to listen to this, but this is so important for the world to hear. Thank you for sharing this with the world.
Amazing channel, with amazing interviews and this one for me was the best and probably most important. The wisdom on how to be a better parent, a better friend, a better human has never been more applicable.
That was a beautiful interview!!! Thank you for sharing!!!
Brought to tears on this one many times. Where are the people who talk,survive and live like this and why are they so hard to find? Thanks for opening up and sharing.
Omg I follow her on fb and though everything with stevie, I'm so happy to see her on real ones. If feel like her story has always crossed my path for a reason.
I have lost 2 children and it's endlessly hard. ❤
Jon, you are an amazing human and friend. You have the most amazing community. And you are a beautiful listener and let your guests tell their stories. I started following you as the Punisher but I'm here for you as a man. I love you brother and your platform for allowing people to share their stories.
Ashley, as a father of 3, i can't imagine how your struggle has been, thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable. I have spent the last hour crying to your story and the beauty to have bright to the tragedy you have endured.
This means so much to me, thank you ❤
Loved this. I’ve followed Ashley for a couple of years now and admire her authenticity
Every parent on the planet should watch this….
Great interview. Ashley was wonderful🙏🏼🙏🏼 I lost my daughter, also. I have 2 boys. They were all a bit older but grief is grief and she’s absolutely right! Grief doesn’t go away, EVER; it just changes. It’s been almost 12 years for our family. For me, I miss my girl everyday and sometimes it feels like I lost her yesterday and sometimes it’s like she’s getting too far away and I’ve got to hold on tighter. I’m so glad I saw this episode. It gave me hope. Sometimes it’s easy to lose that along life’s path.
My wife and I are grief parents. It's crazy how we can relate with Ashley and her story. Our daughter was 19 when she went to God. Our story is different (not cancer). Losing a child is a nightmare you don't wake up from. You don't realize the life you live before the loss.. it's in the clouds, when she died, we dropped from the clouds to hell on earth. God bless you, Ashley and Ben. Hugs and Love from us.
Sorry to hear that, stranger from the other part of the world. I hope your loss made you better people, at least wiser
Fuuuucking hell. I wouldn't even know what I'd do.
I lost my 18 year old daughter in February. I almost feel as if I died with her that day the pain is never ending
Hugs and love to your family you guys are so strong and shouldn’t have to be.
I’m sorry about your babygirl , we are definitely not the same people we were. I too lost my 16 yr old daughter . You aren’t alone in your pain praying for your comfort and strength.
Just recently followed her on instagram and had to listen when I saw this. She is so strong and her and her fam are such an inspiration. You just never know what some people are going through in life everyone has a story and this one is a really profound and heartbreaking one that she recounts with such love. What a beautiful person.
My four-year-old daughter tragically passed away in the same manner last year. It’s an incredibly difficult and heartbreaking experience.
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❤I'm so sorry
I appreciate this interview so much. My 5 year old is going through B-ALL leukemia treatment, and the steroid part really hit home. It makes the kids miserable. I hope you see this Ashley, and know you have someone who is going through a diagnosis who is here for you. ✝️✝️✝️
I hope your child gets better. I will pray for your family.
Oh ashley i am so sorry for what you are navigating with your 5 year old right now. My heart is with you ❤❤❤
I'm so sorry you're going through this
Thank you ♥️♥️♥️♥️@@Littlemissmomma
Thank you ❤❤❤❤@@anthonydiloreto7168
Thank you for doing this interview. This was truly amazing.
👍👍👍, Stock and Bernthal... truly genuine conversation. Much respect to Stock and her family.
😭😭 what a brilliant woman.
What an amazing interview. Ashley’s self actualization is inspiring.
Absolutely amazing story, lots of love to both of you
Great interview. Love this channel.
Powerful story. Incredibly strong woman.
When she said "6 more weeks... " Christ have mercy
This was a heart warming story thank you for sharing this made me want to be a better father for my 6 children i have faith God going to help us out 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I honestly don’t know if I can finish this episode. I am barely on the 24 minute marker and I am in absolute tears.
That was beautiful man❤
Moms are rearer and rearer these days, specially when you look at content in one side of the ile, kids are just a burden for them. This podcast is such a treat.
I felt the same way ! When I had to make the decision to take my daughter off of machines I went into fight mode of making sure my daughter was NOT GOING TO SUFFER. And yes it’s terrible to give that news to my parents and just anyone for them to come say goodbye. Also I was getting hugs from doctors and nurses before I had the final conversation my daughter was completely brain dead, I could not understand why they were hugging me
First view, first comment... Just freaking love this channel..
Such a great interview 😢
Damn a 0% survival rate is insane that is soul crushing
What a great video 🔥🙏
Real ones always early in views !💮
I love Jon Bernthal 💜
Amazing family I couldn’t imagine I feel so small I don’t even know what to say.
Loving the pod! On a totally separate note, we missed you in San Antonio last week!
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Oh my god I can’t listen to this I can’t fuckin believe what it must have been like going through this I wouldn’t know how to move on😭us parents try not to think about these kinds of traumatic situations
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I felt judged also when I made that decision
Ashley is very pretty
You are the punisher, the punisher are you. The BEST.
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cosa ha avuto la bambina di jon?
Christ is King
Love Jon bernthal love love love love love love love love love love love love ❤love ❤❤❤❤❤love ❤love love ❤love ❤❤love love ❤love ❤❤
I think you need to revitalise the podcast with a huge guest, 1-2 years ago the guests were bringing 1-2mil views, 50-100k average this year is sad 😪
I was thinking the same, unreal how little views this has and needs so much more 😢
Not everything has to be about the amount of views you get.
@@laurahartman6244 You cant be that stupid? Its a View based platform you plank.
I am a grieving parent and found this helpful. But the F bombs took away from it.
Brendan Schaub is waiting for your call Jon!
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i like the podcast. her vocal fry is becoming unwatchable
Jon bernthal you are so awesome and your best actor in world 🙏🏻🫶🏻