The more I look back at these songs. The more I feel like Powa Powa P knew he wasn't going to make it. Especially the last lines of this song. And even his comments are a little haunting...
It's heavily assumed that he killed himself, and his final tweet proves this a little more. It was something along the lines of, "There is no charm in adulthood. I don't want to become an adult."
I don't know if anyone is going to read this but. I found this song when I was 12 years old. I'm now 18. I can't begin to say how much this song means to me, both this one and strobe light. I learned of PowaPowa-P's passing maybe 2 or so years ago, and I feel like I can only listen to this song very rarely even though I love it, so I never get desensitized to it. This song feels like a hollow, ghost-like version of strobe light, with the hushed vocals and sparse bass. Rest in peace PowaPowa-P, your music will never be forgotten.
I just turned 18 ASWELL and I remember being sad and my friend told me to listen to this vocaloid producer in 2012 during the summer I remember the name and when I searched up I fell in love with this song it holds so many different meanings. each year I played this song and I used to sing this to my little cousin. In 2016 I got recommended his song オカワリヲドウゾ and that’s how I realised he passed away. Life is a blink of an eye away and realy is something to think about . So the next week as I was processing him passing away I decided to show my classmates his work and they loved it . Nobody likes to be forgotten and may we always remember his work
also listened to this when i was 12, and now i'm 18, too. this song (along with rest of the strobe songs) is something that will always touch my heart. may powapowa-p rest in peace.
I was introduced as a kid by my sister. I'm still a kid and have been listening to him for most of my life and It's nice to hear other people still listen to him too.
PowaPowa-P aka Shiina Mota was probably only about 16 the time he wrote this song, he started composing at the age of 14, he was so talented. To end his life at the ripe age of 20...Its just too sad. Rest in peace, Ryo Mizoguchi(real name) You've set off now, leaving us this song, so we can be smiling. Thank you
I remember the first song i listened to by this artist, it was pallet full of you, i believe. I remember I put it on a full loop that whole entire night. It gave me inspiration and determination just listening to the lyrics mash with the beat, it was amazing. Then, i looked at the comments to only realize what happened. That first song held so much more meaning now. Another time, i was really sad, i just put that song on only for autoplay to put on "please give me a red pen" it was my first time hearing it, but had the same lovable type of beat. That was 2 or 1 year ago. I still love vocaloid. I was watching a top 10 list of vocaloid artists with unique songs. Half way through the list, i started to get bored until this song popped up. The small bit of the song playing and I had already fell in love with it, so i looked it up. That's when I realized it was the same artist who had gotten me even more fascinated with vocaloid. No doubt, i love all his songs. Listening to his songs fill me with hope for bueatiful vivid world, a one only conveyed through his songs.
Mota-san said in an interview back in March 2015 that he made this song during a really bad time in his life. He posted a tweet around that time saying "I want to die." But he said that he forced himself to make this song even though "it was painful" and that in the end the song did really well and he was happy about that. I think if you listen to the lyrics with this fact in mind, it really shows his struggle with mental health when he was as young as 15-16. Rest in Peace.
If you don’t mind what happened? I don’t have much knowledge on him since I was only seven when he passed, sorry. I cant find a clear name he goes by or if this is his channel or not.
@@idontknowwhattocallthis5235 siinamota (also known as Powapowa-P) is a vocaloid producer. He used his songs to basically let out his feelings and his thoughts. Most of his songs included themes of suicide, depression, etc. You could say it was a ‘cry for help’. In July 23, 2015, He was found deceased. It doesn’t give us the exact cause of his death but we assume it was suicide based on his last song (Please give me a red pen/Good bye everyone) and his last tweet (something about how he didn’t want to grow up and he lost his charm when he became a adult) People put lyric analysis is some of his songs eng version if you want to check that out. I just recently found him (as I was 7 years old when he died too) so I may forget to put something. He died young at the age of 20, Rest In Peace. Edit: there are some songs that his friends finished/uploaded after his death
Just as Strobe Light was about someone realizing that it was better to keep living on rather than commit suicide, I think that this song, Strobe Last, was the same person committing suicide in the other timeline or 'door' that was mentioned in the Strobe Light song.
PowaPowa P The greatest vocaloid music composer. is gone. may his soul rest with a happy feeling, knowing that he made millions of people smile to his songs that he composed. thank you PowaPowa P, we will miss you. -all the love HOISOKU
One of my all time fav songs and fav works by dear PowaPowa-P, we will continue to listen and cover your work. Thank you, and Rest in peace you amazing producer.
every time i look at powapowa-p's works, rather than being all sad, i just give an acknowledging nod, content smile, and comment to myself , "hey there old pal :,)"
honestly though? aside from 3:53, my favorite thing in this song is that one beat is about as long as a second, so it's really satisfying watching the count on the video length go up steadily with the song lmao
As a teenager, I really loved his songs. When he passed away, I was so heartbroken, I can't explain how much I was lost.... His work means a lot to me... Two years after him, I also saw my favorite artist died, and I came back immediatly to Powapowa-P's songs. I still don't know why, maybe because I want them both to be happy, and I hope they'll find a better world up there... I still miss you so much. Please be happy. Thank you for everything
It's been more than one year that Powapowa-p died, i am still shocked and sad. I really miss him and his song. I still remember a little the day i found out that he died, at first i thought that it was onlu a rumor, and after i seen the video on niconico, and his tweet. I cried and was surfing on the internet without actually knowing what i was doing. It's been one year that he's dead and i'm still listening to his song. But there's something that troubled me for a long time, on the new year, his mom (or someone else) tweeted with his account, she said that he could have been here for this new year, couple mounths after, the tweet was not here anymore. I still don't know what happenned and if it was really a tweet that was on his account or only a dream. I remember that i translated it on romaji and read it like that. I really hope that Powapowa-p is well if he's somewhere else and if he's not here anymore, i hope that he rest in peace. I will never forget him.
I remember the mom's tweet! But it was for New Year's or Christmas.. saying something like "Happy NY/ X-mas" (I forgot). But yeah, I miss him. Every 23rd of July I take my time reminiscing about him.
Hard to believe he made this song when he was only 16.. Man was just a couple years older than me and I never knew he was a teen just like me but making great music... Really humanizes the producers we liked when we were kids. You see their struggles and miss them more when they are gone.. Rest in piece siinamota
3:05 "When I (we) leave to set off, even if we have no words Here's this song (an answer) for us so you can be smiling" 「僕（ら）がだく旅立ち、居なくなるとき言葉にできなく戸も あなたが笑って（笑顔で）いられるように 僕らのこの歌（こたえ）がある」 R.I.P.
I only found out Powapowa P died today, after reading the comments on this video. I've always loved this song ever since I first heard it in the ending theme of an animation. I've been listening to it since around July or June last year, and it has been my favourite song since. It's really quite depressing to know the creator is dead. I hope he rests in peace, knowing that all of his fans are showing so much love towards him even after death.
I found this song 2 days ago and wnjoyed .. once I looked at the comments I was like,....... so no more good songs like this message😢 I don't know powapowa but RIP I love u
When you really think about it, this song is dark. "If I can put ever second, every person lives on into words" Every second someone dies. Someone dies and becomes a memory, a name, a word "I can feel myself live on, as if scattering words about" The person is dying, becoming a memory, a word. Maybe even a "not so good" word. Maybe a forgetting word
Everything about this song really hits the way the song is just one verse leading to one final chorus - theres No bridge or second verse Yet it feels so full and complete The way the song fades and goes back in with all the walking and door opening sound effects too
It's a cool funfact. Btw there is a “version” with a second chorus. It's «Strobelight» and «Goodbye Mr, remember» both by Powapowa-P. You should check them out.
I remember in 2017/18 I would listen to this song and crying to it. When I thought of this song I thought of the people who have left me or become people I didn’t like. There were days where I listen to this song everyday. Now, l feel weird that I don’t feel that way now listening to it. It odd to see a song grow with me.
The start of the song and the piano keys in the beginning are kinda disconcerting, but they keys are more haunting. Then the beat kicks in, making the song sound less empty. I've listened to PowaPowa-P's songs a couple years back and I only listened to this one once then.
Looking back at the Strobe series of songs, I think it describes well Powapowa-P. The Strobe series is a journey of the author's thinking, from the first to the last Strobe where he finally found his sound and has nothing left to say anymore.
I never really listened to powapowaP's song before their death, sadly, however, i would like to thanks them for what they gave us. May you are in peace where ever you are
“When I leave to set off Even if we have no words, Here’s this song (an answer) for us So you can be smiling” Damn that’s heartbreaking to read after finding out he committed suicide. Definitely sounds like he was planning to die for awhile before he actually went through with it, but he didn’t want his audience to feel bad about it. Rest In Peace, Powa-Powa P.
I found PowaPowa-P's songs 3 years ago. I'm grateful to be alive and to have seen his songs, even though it wasn't at the time, these songs help me a lot to move on with my life :)
The one and only Vanex there are several observations but know one knows for sure because the company he worked for wouldn't say or anybody who knew for that matter
i'm not really sure what to say, or where to say it. but i figured i would say it here, since this was the first siinamota song i ever heard. it's been six years since siinamota died and i still miss him. he's been dead for longer than he made music. i've never really lost anyone in my personal life so it always feels hard for me to understand how people can mourn for so long but then i realised i still cared about siinamota. i still listen to his music almost every day. i never knew him and never really could have known him, and i had never listened to a lot of his work before his death. but i listen a lot now, and i love it, and he impacts me every single day. i don't think he ever knew or could have imagined how much reach he could have or how much he could affect people but i know i'm not the only one who he has helped. his music is so beautiful to me both sonically and lyrically, and while i don't think i'll ever be able to understand the nuance in a lot of his songs even knowing a little bit of what they're about is so touching to me. siinamota's music is very relatable to me in both the content of the lyrics and the way they're written and it's strangely refreshing. i guess that's part of why i like him so much. i've never really believed in any sort of afterlife but there's a part of me that hopes there is, if only so i can thank him personally even once. but if that never happens then i suppose this comment is going to have to do. thank you, siinamota, for everything you've made. i miss you. next time, i'll try to say it on your birthday instead.
I'll allow myself to copypaste the last part of this song. In the past made me happy. Now i just hope people remeber the one who wrote it. "When I (we) leave to set off Even if we have no words Here's this song (the answer) for us so you can be smiling"
I first found this song when I was 14. Listening to this song now, eight years later gives me such a melancholy feeling, it makes me want to cry. I'm only a year older now than he was when he passed. PowaPowa-P, I hope you're resting peacefully now.
Everything about this song is so beautifully haunting. Everything about it is just unmatched RIP powa powa you'll always be my fave vocaloid producer. I hope you found your happiness up there
Such a shame. Just learned this guy was born the same year as I was. 21-year old youngling he'd be right now. Suicide or not, whatever it was I hope he found peace wherever he landed on.
knew this song a decade ago but i forgot the title so it was been stuck in my head- only relearned the title today so i’m here. Relearning the lyrics again after years + just knowing rn the prod already passed away feels like a bittersweet reunion…
Crying rn ;-; this song always gets me emotional, R.I.P. Powapowa P Edit: this song is tied with so many sad memories, but I still love the song from time to time it gives me a neutral feeling :)
He wrote his last song, the red pen song, and then committed suicide just a few hours later after uploading it. The Red Pen is what you use to write the names of the deceased in Japan, he died in 23th July 2015. Rest in Peace His last tweet was posted before his death and it translates to: There is no appeal in adulthood. I don't want to be an adult. He died at the young age of 20
Well, Red Pen isn't actually his last song. There was one uploaded by his friend after his death, called Healthy End, which actually gives more evidence for suicide.
I just learnt he passed away, if im going to be honest i never knew a lot about him as a person, but i felt a connect with him through his music. there was something about how it echoed in the mind and always allowed me to flood with emotions id hold back. I found his music when i was 11 by chance and this song held a spot in my heart for the longest time. With all the trauma and disgust i had towards myself with abandonment, being loved and the unabilitity to understand normal people... It allowed me to cry, it shouted out to me that i wasnt alone. That i wasnt going to be trying to get back to myself alone.. Im almost 21 now. I still havent figured it all out, but if it wasnt for his music and a few others i found. I wouldnt have been here. As i always thought id finish before reaching 18. So thank you. Always rest in peace, thank you for expressing everything thank you for lifting the isolating sense of alone we all felt, even a little bit..
this song got me through hard times as a kid. I've always interpreted it as a young girl overwhelmed by societal expectations and the weight of the world and just wishes to rest, permanently even.
I've been listening to him since i was 15 and i just found out about his death today, my insides are churning and my heart is clutching, Powapowa P is one of the great producers i always look up to but hearing about his death since last year hurts me. He's one of the greatest producers i know and i've endlessly looked up to, even if he's dead, i still won't stop listening to his songs because he's amazing and even if he's going through something back then, there's no way i'll never stop listening and appreciating every single piece he's composed. RIP Powapowa P, you won't be forgotten.
i found this song back in 4th grade i was about 11 then and now im nearly 18 i never stopped listening to this song since then and everytime it came up on my playlist the meaning of it in my eyes changed over the years, drastically. what didn't make sense before is crystal clear now. powapowap really helped me grow up and i wont be able to thank him enough
![[Eng Sub] A Palette Full of You [Siinamota ft. Hatsune Miku]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/6HZHo07_V6Y/mqdefault.jpg)
![[60fps Full] 骸骨楽団とリリア Skeleton Orchestra and Lilia - Hatsune Miku 初音ミク Project DIVA English Romaji](/img/1.gif)
The more I look back at these songs. The more I feel like Powa Powa P knew he wasn't going to make it. Especially the last lines of this song. And even his comments are a little haunting...
Holy fuck, you're right.. I just got shivers.
... your right ...
How and why did he die?
I don't know why but I heard he committed scuicide. Or at least that's what I heard.
It's heavily assumed that he killed himself, and his final tweet proves this a little more. It was something along the lines of, "There is no charm in adulthood. I don't want to become an adult."
I don't know if anyone is going to read this but. I found this song when I was 12 years old. I'm now 18. I can't begin to say how much this song means to me, both this one and strobe light. I learned of PowaPowa-P's passing maybe 2 or so years ago, and I feel like I can only listen to this song very rarely even though I love it, so I never get desensitized to it. This song feels like a hollow, ghost-like version of strobe light, with the hushed vocals and sparse bass.
Rest in peace PowaPowa-P, your music will never be forgotten.
I just turned 18 ASWELL and I remember being sad and my friend told me to listen to this vocaloid producer in 2012 during the summer I remember the name and when I searched up I fell in love with this song it holds so many different meanings. each year I played this song and I used to sing this to my little cousin. In 2016 I got recommended his song オカワリヲドウゾ and that’s how I realised he passed away. Life is a blink of an eye away and realy is something to think about . So the next week as I was processing him passing away I decided to show my classmates his work and they loved it . Nobody likes to be forgotten and may we always remember his work
also listened to this when i was 12, and now i'm 18, too. this song (along with rest of the strobe songs) is something that will always touch my heart. may powapowa-p rest in peace.
Hey, exactly the same for me age wise.
I was introduced as a kid by my sister. I'm still a kid and have been listening to him for most of my life and It's nice to hear other people still listen to him too.
I was ??? 10 I'm 11 now :)
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Just learning about his death now just makes this song so much more haunting and sad. His work was beautiful and he will be greatly missed
WAIT WHOS DEATH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
@@sotsu618 the creator of this sobg
Wait, who?
@@revo2401 powapowa P, he's the guy who made this song.
Ikr
外国の方がいると、外国の方にもぽわぽわPさんが知られていて嬉しい気分になる。
When there is a foreigner, I feel happy because Pawapowa P is known to foreigners as well.
That is so nice of you ^-^
@@mellmellody I miss him too ;-;
We all miss him
おおh
He was a great Composer.
Rest well..
PowaPowa-P aka Shiina Mota was probably only about 16 the time he wrote this song, he started composing at the age of 14, he was so talented. To end his life at the ripe age of 20...Its just too sad.
Rest in peace, Ryo Mizoguchi(real name)
You've set off now, leaving us this song, so we can be smiling.
Thank you
I-I miss him..
gogo-zeppeli why’d he kill him self
the CAUSE of his death is unknown so how would you know he killed himself
@@pooballfart he died just after uploading his last song. Isn't it obvious?
@@TsunTsunTan oof never thought of that whoops
今のボカロ界には存在しない作風ですよねぇ
残念でならない。。
誠に遺憾です
そうなんだよほんとに
Yeah, sadly
最近ハマった新参者です。めっちゃいい曲作るやんんんと思ったらもうこの方の曲を聞くことはできないんですね。このコメント欄で知りました。とても遺憾ですがこんなに素晴らしいものを残して頂いて本当に感謝しかないです
I've always thought that this is a song about depression, melancholy and monotony. After Powapowa-p has passed away, everyone started noticing it
You profile pic saddens me more.
I remember the first song i listened to by this artist, it was pallet full of you, i believe. I remember I put it on a full loop that whole entire night. It gave me inspiration and determination just listening to the lyrics mash with the beat, it was amazing. Then, i looked at the comments to only realize what happened. That first song held so much more meaning now. Another time, i was really sad, i just put that song on only for autoplay to put on "please give me a red pen" it was my first time hearing it, but had the same lovable type of beat. That was 2 or 1 year ago. I still love vocaloid.
I was watching a top 10 list of vocaloid artists with unique songs. Half way through the list, i started to get bored until this song popped up. The small bit of the song playing and I had already fell in love with it, so i looked it up.
That's when I realized it was the same artist who had gotten me even more fascinated with vocaloid. No doubt, i love all his songs. Listening to his songs fill me with hope for bueatiful vivid world, a one only conveyed through his songs.
Same
The heels opening a door silence then closing the door kind of made this obvious. It is still sad and this is still a beautiful song
well before I knew about his passing, I figured it out.
椎名もたさんの曲は励ますとかじゃなくて現状を婉曲的に肯定してくれる気がして好きになれる、気がするくらいなのがちょうどいい
絶妙な恐怖心を煽るこの感じが堪らなく好き。後半曲自体の音が小さくなったと思えば誰かの足音が近づいてくる...とかもたさんの頭の中で繰り広げられる世界観は素晴らしいものだったと思う。
椎名もたさんの曲ってなんか絶妙な恐怖心ありますよね
@@kudk_luv 自分の死期がゆったり近づいてくる感じの恐怖
Mota-san said in an interview back in March 2015 that he made this song during a really bad time in his life. He posted a tweet around that time saying "I want to die." But he said that he forced himself to make this song even though "it was painful" and that in the end the song did really well and he was happy about that.
I think if you listen to the lyrics with this fact in mind, it really shows his struggle with mental health when he was as young as 15-16.
Rest in Peace.
He was amazing at what he did, but made so much of it whilst suffering. It's terrible.
If you don’t mind what happened? I don’t have much knowledge on him since I was only seven when he passed, sorry. I cant find a clear name he goes by or if this is his channel or not.
@@idontknowwhattocallthis5235 siinamota (also known as Powapowa-P) is a vocaloid producer. He used his songs to basically let out his feelings and his thoughts. Most of his songs included themes of suicide, depression, etc. You could say it was a ‘cry for help’. In July 23, 2015, He was found deceased. It doesn’t give us the exact cause of his death but we assume it was suicide based on his last song (Please give me a red pen/Good bye everyone) and his last tweet (something about how he didn’t want to grow up and he lost his charm when he became a adult) People put lyric analysis is some of his songs eng version if you want to check that out. I just recently found him (as I was 7 years old when he died too) so I may forget to put something. He died young at the age of 20, Rest In Peace.
Edit: there are some songs that his friends finished/uploaded after his death
Just as Strobe Light was about someone realizing that it was better to keep living on rather than commit suicide, I think that this song, Strobe Last, was the same person committing suicide in the other timeline or 'door' that was mentioned in the Strobe Light song.
ありがとう、ぽわぽわさん
If anyone wants a translation
they said
Thank you, PowaPowa-san
moxxx/naghavi ちゃんともたさんではなくボカロPの名前として言ってるので泣きそうになった(
This comment hurts me ;-;
Thank you
タイトルが英語表記でもあるからなのか、海外の方も多くてびっくり。
もたさんの音楽、海外の方にも聴かれてますよ。
もたさん空から見てくれてるかなあ。
すごいなもたさんは
説明して欲しいのですがもたさん？って人は凄い人なんでしょうか？、わからなくて、知ってるなら教えて欲しいです。お空にいるのでしょうか？嫌だったらすみません。教えて欲しいので長文ほんとにごめんなさい
@@sena_xxx多数のボカロ曲を生み出して、後の色々なボカロPにも影響を与えた人です。残念ながら亡くなってしまっていて、死因は不明のままです…
@@user-A_Osu4 そうですか…ごめんなさい悲しい事を聞いてしまい申し訳ございません…でも、知れてよかったですありがとうございます！
Mota-san is very inspirational to many of us in the US
R.I.P. ぽわぽわP。 私はポップザ初音ミクのCDでこの曲を知りました。この曲の優しい音は寝る前によく聴いていました。ツイッターで亡くなったことを知った時はショックでした。あなたを、この曲をずっと忘れません。
永遠の天才
Dont forget to take a bit of your childhood with you when you grow up. That way, you still know happiness after it fades.
ラジオでこの曲流れて凄く嬉しかった…。
15歳とかでこんな神曲作れるとか凄すぎる。。。
なんのラジオか差し支えなければ知りたいです…！
一年以上も前のことでして自分自身あまり覚えていないのですが、確かFM81.3のjwaveというラジオ番組の、深夜枠、スパークだったと思います…、、、！
20歳だろうが30歳だろうがここまで心に響く作品を創作できるのはすごいよ
年齢なんて関係ない
@@dededen378私は少しは関係あると思うな〜。普通に生きてて何も感じず生きてたら深い歌詞なんてかけないし、若くして人の心に響く歌をつくれるのはきっとそれ程の苦労や経験があったからだと思う。
@@布団が吹っ飛んだ-t7r
すごく純粋で素晴らしい考え方だと思います👏
でも、年齢を条件付けることが悪意なく相手を傷付けることになるかもしれないんです。。
この曲の作者さんは「大人になって魅力が無くなった」っていう、たった一つのコメントがきっかけで亡くなったって言われてます
若い頃の自分と比較され続けるって、凡人には理解できない苦しみがあるんだと思います
15歳でこの曲を作れるのは確かに凄いです
でも、、「この年齢で」って付け加える必要性があるのかな？って思います
思ってても言う必要性があるのかなって
「男なのに」とか「何歳なのに」とか
変えられないことを引き合いに出して褒めたり貶したりするのはすごく無責任だと思うんです。。
This brings back so many memories im gonna cry
Counterfeit Rainbows you still around? Cuz I feel the same
Honestly tho, deadass brings back painful ass memories of when I was depressed and listened to nothing but powapowaps work
Same
Same but like, memories i never had because i only discovered this song 2 years ago its not that old for me.. It still makes me wanna cry tho
hola
PowaPowa P
The greatest vocaloid music composer.
is gone.
may his soul rest with a happy feeling, knowing that he made millions of people smile to his songs that he composed.
thank you PowaPowa P, we will miss you.
-all the love
HOISOKU
HOISOKU oh he died?
YeHira San yes.
Edric Edric oh...aww... Im so sorry....what other songs he kinda composed?
You can serch powapowa p hatsune miku
Wait what ... he is dead?
どれだけ大人になってもこの曲を聞いた瞬間聞いてた当時に戻った感じがして不思議な気持ちになる。戻りたいような戻りたくないような…でもずっと大好きな曲だなぁ…
This song hits different when it's been years and you're now an adult
we can only keep on walking forwards, just like he taught us to.
ah yes
It truly does tho
How's it like being an adult? Did you live a life where you can happily sleep everyday?
sjnzbbvhsbna Sjdjdjbsbwbwbab I don’t think anyone can be happy everyday but being an adult sucks for me, I’m disappointed almost everywhere I go🤣🤣🤣
One of my all time fav songs and fav works by dear PowaPowa-P, we will continue to listen and cover your work. Thank you, and Rest in peace you amazing producer.
wow I see u everywhere I finally decided to hit reply ^^
Hah well, hello there! c:
Hallo xD
i wish he was still alive to make more awesome music like this
+Zyasia Pittman HES DEAD!?!?!
every time i look at powapowa-p's works, rather than being all sad, i just give an acknowledging nod, content smile, and comment to myself , "hey there old pal :,)"
Odette Khut You almost make me cry...but your right :') we need to be strong for him and have that kind of attitude.
That's what I think when I hear that door closing at the end.
動くPVの方は可愛い感じだけど、こっちはもたさんの悲しさと切なさが良く出てると思う。
つまりどっちも好き。
ああ、あなたははやすぎた…
因みにこっちは「ストロボラスト」で
動くやつのは「ストロボライト」で 微妙に題名違うんな
曲の雰囲気とか全然違うのに もたさん らしさがどちらも出ていて、
やっぱすげぇって思った
もしかしたら転生してまた曲作ってたりして…そうだとしたら今度こそ絶対生きてるうちに聞くかんな！
Rhythm is synced with the seconds.
Oh shit
120bpm :)
whoa
oh f i completely forgot abt this song what a crime
120 BPM
僕は今この曲とぽわぽわpという方を今知りました。
そしてその方のことを少し調べて多少は何があったのかがわかりました。
平成の最後にこの曲に出会えてよかったと思っています。
まだこの曲しか聞いていません。
僕は学校で多少イジメのようなものを受けています。その時に「死んだら全て楽になるんじゃないか」と思ったことがあります。
でもこの曲を聞いてこの歌詞にある通り僕は辛くなったりしたら笑って生きるためにこの曲を聞きに来ようと思います。
日本語変かもしれないけど、それぐらいこの曲に一目惚れしました。
ありがとう
honestly though? aside from 3:53, my favorite thing in this song is that one beat is about as long as a second, so it's really satisfying watching the count on the video length go up steadily with the song lmao
Next time someone tells me to count for a few seconds, I will sing this song in my head.
Omg I just realized that, thanks XD
Do you realise that the creator *COMMITTED SUICIDE?!*
@@ity9066 Chill. People are just appreciating the BPM of the song here.
I love this song :)
小学生の頃うごメモで知ったんだよね、懐かしい。もう20歳になっちゃいました。音楽アプリにはもたさんの曲で溢れてます。毎日助かってます。これからも頑張って生きます。
Semangat
うごメモ懐かしすぎる！
そして私もそう！
「僕が旅立ち、居なくなるとき
言葉にできなくとも
あなたが笑っていられるように
僕らのこの歌がある」
何度聴いても素敵な歌詞だよね
椎名もたさんあなたのおかげでこの曲を聴いていると自然と笑顔になれるんです
涙が止まらない
「まだ気づかないのかな？
僕は僕らしく歩き出しているのさ。ほら、また。」
そうだ。
分かっていたのさ。
僕はこのままさ。
歩き出してみようかな？
遠い あのとき
ほら、君が触れたのは
痛みに歪んだ君自身のこころさ。ほら、また。
今、笑っていたのさ。
汚れたこころと僕は息をしていた
ただ、それだけ。
誰かが生きてく一秒ずつ
言葉にできたならば
僕は生きてく気がするのさ。
言葉をばらまくように
誰かが生きてく一秒ずつ
言葉にできたならば
僕は生きてく気がするのさ。
言葉をばらまくように
僕が旅立ち、居なくなるとき
言葉にできなくとも
あなたが笑っていられるように
僕らのこの歌（こたえ）がある
歌詞ありがとうございます
それと、今お絵描き中ですので少し失礼します
1:37 1:37 1:37 1:37
0330 chika
最後の
笑って ではなくて 笑顔 じゃないですか？
どっかの里 笑顔ってよんで笑ってって書いてあります(語彙力)
ありがとうございます、、、
@@どっかの里 3:14
確かに笑顔といっていますが歌詞には 笑って と書いてあります！
As a teenager, I really loved his songs. When he passed away, I was so heartbroken, I can't explain how much I was lost.... His work means a lot to me...
Two years after him, I also saw my favorite artist died, and I came back immediatly to Powapowa-P's songs. I still don't know why, maybe because I want them both to be happy, and I hope they'll find a better world up there...
I still miss you so much. Please be happy. Thank you for everything
It's been more than one year that Powapowa-p died, i am still shocked and sad. I really miss him and his song. I still remember a little the day i found out that he died, at first i thought that it was onlu a rumor, and after i seen the video on niconico, and his tweet. I cried and was surfing on the internet without actually knowing what i was doing. It's been one year that he's dead and i'm still listening to his song. But there's something that troubled me for a long time, on the new year, his mom (or someone else) tweeted with his account, she said that he could have been here for this new year, couple mounths after, the tweet was not here anymore. I still don't know what happenned and if it was really a tweet that was on his account or only a dream. I remember that i translated it on romaji and read it like that. I really hope that Powapowa-p is well if he's somewhere else and if he's not here anymore, i hope that he rest in peace. I will never forget him.
I remember the mom's tweet! But it was for New Year's or Christmas.. saying something like "Happy NY/ X-mas" (I forgot). But yeah, I miss him. Every 23rd of July I take my time reminiscing about him.
@@nonsensicalabyss Oh wow... so it wasnt just something i made up in my mind, that tweet really existed.... Thank you for confirming this.
His mother's Twitter is もたmama
もう10年ぐらいいちばん好き
どのボカロ曲聴いてもこの曲を超えるものに出会ったことないいちばんすき
ほんとにわかります。
Hard to believe he made this song when he was only 16.. Man was just a couple years older than me and I never knew he was a teen just like me but making great music... Really humanizes the producers we liked when we were kids. You see their struggles and miss them more when they are gone.. Rest in piece siinamota
He was very talented.. So sad that he passed away at a very young age :(
3:05
"When I (we) leave to set off, even if we have no words
Here's this song (an answer) for us so you can be smiling"
「僕（ら）がだく旅立ち、居なくなるとき言葉にできなく戸も
あなたが笑って（笑顔で）いられるように 僕らのこの歌（こたえ）がある」
R.I.P.
I only found out Powapowa P died today, after reading the comments on this video. I've always loved this song ever since I first heard it in the ending theme of an animation. I've been listening to it since around July or June last year, and it has been my favourite song since. It's really quite depressing to know the creator is dead. I hope he rests in peace, knowing that all of his fans are showing so much love towards him even after death.
It's funny really, I've been looking through my songs playlist and finding so many of his songs there! I didn't even realise
wait this song is an ending for an anime?? what anime
+Hershel Triton they said animation. not anime. two different things, yo.
Was it Tokyo Crystal Mew? I think TCM or some other Tokyo Mew Mew spinoff was the first time I heard it...
I found this song 2 days ago and wnjoyed .. once I looked at the comments I was like,.......
so no more good songs like this message😢 I don't know powapowa but RIP I love u
もう何年も経つけど聴く度に、あぁもう居ないんだなぁ…って寂しくなる。
ずっと大好き
「まだ気づかないのかな？
僕は僕らしく 歩き出しているのさ。
ほら、また。」
そうだ。分かっていたのさ。僕はこのままさ。
歩き出してみようかな？ 遠いあのとき
ほら、君が触れたのは
痛みに歪んだ 君自身のこころさ。ほら、また。
今、笑っていたのさ。
汚れたこころと 僕は息をしていた
ただ、それだけ。
誰かが生きてく一秒ずつ 言葉にできたならば
僕(ぼくら)は生きてく気がするのさ。
言葉をばらまくように
誰かが生きてく一秒ずつ 言葉にできたならば
僕(ぼくら)は生きてく気がするのさ。
言葉をばらまくように
僕が旅立ち、居なくなるとき
言葉にできなくとも
あなたが笑って(笑顔で)いられるように
僕らのこの歌(こたえ)がある
歌詞ありがとうございます‼️
今も聴いてますよもたさん
When you really think about it, this song is dark.
"If I can put ever second, every person lives on into words"
Every second someone dies. Someone dies and becomes a memory, a name, a word
"I can feel myself live on, as if scattering words about"
The person is dying, becoming a memory, a word. Maybe even a "not so good" word. Maybe a forgetting word
約4、5年前に知った曲。静かでほんと好き。久しぶりに聴きに来たけど、やっぱりもたさんの曲はいい。ほんと。
もたさん。今でも、これからもずっと大好きです。
Everything about this song really hits
the way the song is just one verse leading to one final chorus
- theres No bridge or second verse
Yet it feels so full and complete
The way the song fades and goes back in with all the walking and door opening sound effects too
i never noticed that part about one verse leading to one final chorus, thanks for pointing that out
He composed this song when he was only 16 years old.. Such a great loss :(
It's a cool funfact.
Btw there is a “version” with a second chorus. It's «Strobelight» and «Goodbye Mr, remember» both by Powapowa-P. You should check them out.
Goodnight, sweet prince.
RIP
I remember in 2017/18 I would listen to this song and crying to it. When I thought of this song I thought of the people who have left me or become people I didn’t like. There were days where I listen to this song everyday. Now, l feel weird that I don’t feel that way now listening to it. It odd to see a song grow with me.
Nostalgia in songs are crazy. I'm very happy that songs exist.
この曲だけは椎名もたさんが居た頃に知ってた曲で、私の大好きな曲です
本当はＱとかも知ってたかったんだけど……
なにせスマホがなかったからぁ……
唯一ＣＤに入ってて知ってた曲
The start of the song and the piano keys in the beginning are kinda disconcerting, but they keys are more haunting. Then the beat kicks in, making the song sound less empty.
I've listened to PowaPowa-P's songs a couple years back and I only listened to this one once then.
Looking back at the Strobe series of songs, I think it describes well Powapowa-P. The Strobe series is a journey of the author's thinking, from the first to the last Strobe where he finally found his sound and has nothing left to say anymore.
この曲、ぽわぽわさんの生に対する執着と苦しみが現れてるような気がする…
I never really listened to powapowaP's song before their death, sadly, however, i would like to thanks them for what they gave us. May you are in peace where ever you are
I still can't believe he is gone....Hope you rest in peace PowaPowa P.Thank you for encouraged me those years. ;__;
まだ聴いてる同士いるのかな この世界観が本当に好きなんだ…
6ヶ月も前なのにすみません...!!めちゃめちゃ好きなので聴いちゃいます...笑
@@まるまる-t7h1c それな
ぽわさんは上の方でも曲作ってるかな
うぇぇぇぇぇぇぇぇぇい！この曲愛してるぜ！(場違い感)
聞いてるぜ✨
呼んだ？
すごいこの曲好き。
もっとこの人の曲が聞きたかった
“When I leave to set off
Even if we have no words,
Here’s this song (an answer) for us
So you can be smiling”
Damn that’s heartbreaking to read after finding out he committed suicide. Definitely sounds like he was planning to die for awhile before he actually went through with it, but he didn’t want his audience to feel bad about it. Rest In Peace, Powa-Powa P.
The Strobe series is really one of my favourite! Even though the lyrics keep the same, I so love how they all sound so fabulous and different.
もたさんがなくなっていたこと、今日初めて知りました。
この曲自体は2年前くらいに知って今日初めてRUclipsで聴きました。
素敵な曲をありがとうございます。
安らかにお眠りください。
I found PowaPowa-P's songs 3 years ago. I'm grateful to be alive and to have seen his songs, even though it wasn't at the time, these songs help me a lot to move on with my life :)
I really miss Powapowa.
Me too.
+vin Me too, i'll never stop listening his song i really feel bad when i think about him...
What is wrong with him? :c
He is deceased
+vin OHH OOOHHHHH no.. ;-; I don't will ever hear his songs, it will make me sad :cc
It's been 9 years and I'm still here 😭
Same :( Always keep coming back to this song like gravity
Well, I feel better to remembering these, it's like he's alive, even for few moments, just by listening to some of his music.
same bruh 😭
Same, i love this song and will forever love it
もたさんの曲は言葉に出来ない何かがある。
I had forgot about about this song and I haven't listened to it in over a year. My, how time flies. This is such a good song.
and it's really depressing that the creater is dead now ;-;
+Beba Rivera what happen to them?
The one and only Vanex there are several observations but know one knows for sure because the company he worked for wouldn't say or anybody who knew for that matter
Do you still like this song five years later? :D
i'm not really sure what to say, or where to say it. but i figured i would say it here, since this was the first siinamota song i ever heard.
it's been six years since siinamota died and i still miss him. he's been dead for longer than he made music. i've never really lost anyone in my personal life so it always feels hard for me to understand how people can mourn for so long but then i realised i still cared about siinamota. i still listen to his music almost every day. i never knew him and never really could have known him, and i had never listened to a lot of his work before his death. but i listen a lot now, and i love it, and he impacts me every single day. i don't think he ever knew or could have imagined how much reach he could have or how much he could affect people but i know i'm not the only one who he has helped.
his music is so beautiful to me both sonically and lyrically, and while i don't think i'll ever be able to understand the nuance in a lot of his songs even knowing a little bit of what they're about is so touching to me. siinamota's music is very relatable to me in both the content of the lyrics and the way they're written and it's strangely refreshing. i guess that's part of why i like him so much.
i've never really believed in any sort of afterlife but there's a part of me that hopes there is, if only so i can thank him personally even once. but if that never happens then i suppose this comment is going to have to do. thank you, siinamota, for everything you've made. i miss you. next time, i'll try to say it on your birthday instead.
I'll allow myself to copypaste the last part of this song. In the past made me happy. Now i just hope people remeber the one who wrote it.
"When I (we) leave to set off
Even if we have no words
Here's this song (the answer) for us
so you can be smiling"
昔から大好きな曲
多感な年頃で椎名さんが居なくなったことが思い出されて悲しくなるからだんだん聴けなくなったこの曲を、最近また聴きに来ました。改めて聴いたら昔感じたより深く悲しさとか尊さとか言葉の重みを感じました。やっぱり涙が止まりません。でも大好きで仕方ないです。
椎名さんのこと音楽でしか知らない、他は何も知らないのに天国で笑っていて欲しいと心から思います。
この曲にハッピーバースデーを！傑作を与えてくれてありがとう、ポワポワP/Happy birthday to this song thank you for giving us a masterpiece PowaPowaP❤️🕊️
サビ？のリピート(自分用)です。ごめんなさい((｡´･ω･)｡´_ _))
2:34
Thanks for the music, thanks for your talent, thanks for everything... Rest in Peace.
ストロボシリーズで初めてもたさんを知って、好きになったんだよなぁ
ずっと好きですよ、もたさん。いつかまた会いましょうね。
I first found this song when I was 14. Listening to this song now, eight years later gives me such a melancholy feeling, it makes me want to cry. I'm only a year older now than he was when he passed. PowaPowa-P, I hope you're resting peacefully now.
Everything about this song is so beautifully haunting. Everything about it is just unmatched
RIP powa powa you'll always be my fave vocaloid producer. I hope you found your happiness up there
Such a shame. Just learned this guy was born the same year as I was. 21-year old youngling he'd be right now. Suicide or not, whatever it was I hope he found peace wherever he landed on.
knew this song a decade ago but i forgot the title so it was been stuck in my head- only relearned the title today so i’m here.
Relearning the lyrics again after years + just knowing rn the prod already passed away feels like a bittersweet reunion…
歌詞が見つからなかったので！
「まだ気づかないのかな？
僕は僕らしく歩き出しているのさ。ほら、また。」
そうだ。
分かっていたのさ。
僕はこのままさ。
歩き出してみようかな？
遠い あのとき
ほら、君が触れたのは
痛みに歪んだ君自身のこころさ。ほら、また。
今、笑っていたのさ。
汚れたこころと僕は息をしていた
ただ、それだけ。
誰かが生きてく一秒ずつ
言葉にできたならば
僕は生きてく気がするのさ。
言葉をばらまくように
誰かが生きてく一秒ずつ
言葉にできたならば
僕は生きてく気がするのさ。
言葉をばらまくように
僕が旅立ち、居なくなるとき
言葉にできなくとも
あなたが笑って(笑顔で)いられるように
僕らのこの歌（こたえ）がある
ありがとうございます
Kids that were born when this amazing video was uploaded are now 13🎉 ✨️
i love this song sm.Every time i listen to this song,i feel so painful and difficult to explain
It's been 6 years and I'm 24 now but I'll always come back to listen to powapowa-p, you'll never be forgotten ❤️
初めて知ったボカロ。
生きていたもたさんに会いたかった
悲しい。
ただそれだけ。
いや、
ありがとう。
This was the first vocalnoid song that I heard when i was in middle school.... RIP Shiina-san you brought me into the vocalnoid world :(
この曲、昔よく聞いてました。
もたさんをぽわぽわPを知るのがもっと早かったらなと思いました。
素敵な曲を残してくれてありがとうございます。大好きです。
やっぱりいつ聞いても涙止まりません。まだ貴方が同じ世界にいるような気がして。
Crying rn ;-; this song always gets me emotional, R.I.P. Powapowa P
Edit: this song is tied with so many sad memories, but I still love the song from time to time it gives me a neutral feeling :)
What? Powapowa P died? What.
He wrote his last song, the red pen song, and then committed suicide just a few hours later after uploading it. The Red Pen is what you use to write the names of the deceased in Japan, he died in 23th July 2015. Rest in Peace His last tweet was posted before his death and it translates to:
There is no appeal in adulthood. I don't want to be an adult.
He died at the young age of 20
+TicZo Was it confirmed that he commited suicide?
I thought it was just a theory because of the way the lyrics were in Red Pen?
Well, Red Pen isn't actually his last song. There was one uploaded by his friend after his death, called Healthy End, which actually gives more evidence for suicide.
I just learnt he passed away, if im going to be honest i never knew a lot about him as a person, but i felt a connect with him through his music. there was something about how it echoed in the mind and always allowed me to flood with emotions id hold back. I found his music when i was 11 by chance and this song held a spot in my heart for the longest time. With all the trauma and disgust i had towards myself with abandonment, being loved and the unabilitity to understand normal people... It allowed me to cry, it shouted out to me that i wasnt alone. That i wasnt going to be trying to get back to myself alone..
Im almost 21 now. I still havent figured it all out, but if it wasnt for his music and a few others i found. I wouldnt have been here. As i always thought id finish before reaching 18.
So thank you. Always rest in peace, thank you for expressing everything thank you for lifting the isolating sense of alone we all felt, even a little bit..
この曲すっっごい好き…
すごく繊細で儚くて、それでいてサビのキラキラ感が綺麗すぎる音楽だなと改めて思います。あちらに行くには早すぎて悲しみが大きいですが、あなたがこちらに遺した音楽はずっと生き続けます。これから先もずっと大切な曲です。
Rip Powa. Thank you for the great music, and the memories that came along with them.
あなたが生きている未来を、今でも願ってしまいます。
this song got me through hard times as a kid. I've always interpreted it as a young girl overwhelmed by societal expectations and the weight of the world and just wishes to rest, permanently even.
I've been listening to him since i was 15 and i just found out about his death today, my insides are churning and my heart is clutching, Powapowa P is one of the great producers i always look up to but hearing about his death since last year hurts me.
He's one of the greatest producers i know and i've endlessly looked up to, even if he's dead, i still won't stop listening to his songs because he's amazing and even if he's going through something back then, there's no way i'll never stop listening and appreciating every single piece he's composed.
RIP Powapowa P, you won't be forgotten.
僕は戻ってきてとは言わない、
だって椎名さんが自分で身を投げたならそれで良いから。
いい訳ないだろ…
身を投げたいなんて思わない人生を歩んで欲しかった
いくら椎名もたさんが好きでも、
人生はどうしようもないよ。
だって、どんなに頑張っても僕らは椎名もたではない。
椎名もたさんの人生はもたさん自身が決めなくちゃ。
人の人生には口は出しちゃダメだ。
その人がどんな人生を選んでも僕らの言葉は只の一意見になるんだ。
私はだいぶ大人だから、分かる、もたさんの気持ち。ボカロが衰退して若いもたさんは行き場が無くなったんだと思う。今ならもっと他の方法があったし、もたさんより辛い人生送ってる人沢山いる。亡くなるのが早すぎた…
他にも辛い人はいっぱいいるなんて、本当に辛い人からしたらそんなこと知ったことじゃないよ。
Thank you, for all the inspiration
There is something gentle and human about Miku's words and voice.
3:06 〜 メッセージにしか思えない……
ありがとう
ありがとう
i found this song back in 4th grade i was about 11 then and now im nearly 18
i never stopped listening to this song since then and everytime it came up on my playlist the meaning of it in my eyes changed over the years, drastically.
what didn't make sense before is crystal clear now. powapowap really helped me grow up and i wont be able to thank him enough
11 in 4th grade? held back?
@@boredor5200 early birthday, i turned 11 a few months before summer, i was 10 for the good portion of that school year
@@spoons9865 10 is possible, but i started school when i was 6, so i was 9 in th grade..
@@boredor5200 i started school when i was 7
これ作ったの何歳だ…やっぱもたさん天才だよなあ
たしか、もたさんが14歳か15歳の時に作った曲だったような。天才ですね。
@@キッキキッキ-v1s たしかに歳を重ねるにつれてプレッシャーになりますよね…😭
めっちゃくちゃ懐かしい
ほんとに好き
3:54 - end
I love that
Me too
omfg.
Rest in peace, PowaPowa-P. I wish your loved ones the best and may you be in a better place
I've had this tune recurring in my head for years and never found it til now, that alone, to me, is a testament of greatness.
異常なセンス。脳天に響くキマるサウンドとビート。尊敬してます。惜しい人をなくした。
まだ聞いてます
5 years..
Ah yes 5 years ago, when i was still a kid who had nothing too bad to worry about...
🙁 crazy it's been that long already
@@sfdjkdj43589stf Nostalgia
wish i knew this song before powapowa died i hate myself for not knowing this song
何回も聞きに来てしまう場所