I think that's right but What am I become when I'll 50, I meant this is quarantine and I feel that a pease of my life has been stolen, and When I'll listen Curren Joys I want to feel that. IDK y just feel empty an Hopples
if i had only one word to explain the way this song makes me feel, “bittersweet” would be my choice. its such a nostalgic feeling with such immense feelings of loneliness and sadness, but at the same time it’s very comforting and joyful. its sort of like coming to peace with an empty part of yourself. you know it will always be there, but it grows on you and things start to become okay for a while.
I'm being emotionally abused at home and have been for many years now. As a result, I've grown completely numb to most things. There is a raw quality to Current Joys' work that just can't be faked. Today I listened to this song when it premiered and after a long time, I was finally able to cry. It felt like the first step towards something, I don't know what, but oh god, anything, anything.
I can relate. I’ve been emotionally abused for god my whole life. I know that feeling that you’re talking about. I’m so, so glad that you found Current Joys. He really does help a whole lot. At least he did for me. Hang in there, I heard it gets better
@@kamihendrix2031 Thanks for you sweet words. It means the world to me, even if we don’t know each other. I hope you kind find the same refuge in Current Joys’ music that I did. Hang in there my friend. You will find peace. I promise.
run away it dont matter where ask a friend if you can or find someone you actually trust we cant have toxic ppl in our lives 🥱 gather up as much money as you can, anything. If you can't do any of that, at least try and make money so when ur old enough you can leave immediately or as soon as possible
The song/video really shows how it feels living alone while the unavoidable loneliness eats you alive. it’s a terrible feeling but this video gives me comfort letting me know that i’m not alone in this feeling
the song itself is a picture of loneliness that is both terribly sad and perfectly sweet, but this video demonstrates the absolute insanity that can be created by grief. it's... masterful.
Holy, I did not think this video would have made me cry the way I'm crying right now. The way that this video captures loneliness and its aspects is truly amazing.Kind of reminds me of the film her .
Hey. You're gonna be alright soon. I don't know when, but you will. You might feel like shit for a little while longer, sometimes we do that. Sometimes we feel like shit for no reason. But it's not like you always have to be at your best. "Just exist for a while, that will be enough."
Maybe we really cant always "live". I have always tried to live every minute of every day, and ended up feeling like shit if it werent like that. Sometimes we gotta exist
I read half of this before the singing started and I thought it would be the lyrics 😂 jokes aside, what a lovely bit of affirmation for this comment section, nice one ☺️
Nick should go into Acting. I know it may seem odd but Ive seen so many films and I know good acting when I see it. And Nick and his creative mind should do films. He would win an Oscar. He has that mind for acting. Idk. Weird thought. Might just be me. Give this man a film and he’ll outperform I have a hunch.
Such a sad song. I do not miss being in love, but rather the little things in love. If this song came like 5 months ago I would be devastated but now I just can watch it with nostalgia.
"American Honey" (1, 2, 3, 4) I miss you like American Honey You taste so sweet But there's always something Like a tragedy That's constantly coming And it sticks to me So I stick to nothing What I would give For just one morning Where I wake up and My thoughts aren't running From the western world That's constantly calling But I'm a westerner Ain't irony something I'll kill you with American Honey It tastes so sweet But it burns in your stomach It gives you everything And leaves you cold I'm dead inside But you'll never know
Your music will always calm me down. I remember when my sister was yelling at me for having a dog and stuff. I don’t like being yelled at and when someone DOES yell at me, I start to cry uncontrollably. Listening to Nick’s musics make me feel comfortable
“What I would give For just one morning Where I wake up and My thoughts aren't running”.. I had this song on replay during the darkest point of my depression. It felt like a hug and pure understanding. I never thought I was gonna make it out, but I’m so grateful for everything it took to get me here today.. and I’m grateful for Nick and his ability to make me feel something through his art, right when I thought I was completely numbed out.
My theory of why he turned out like that is maybe he attended the wedding of the love of his life but he's not the groom. That's what I'm always thinking everytime I watch this mv, that's why for me it's so fucking sad.
The lyrics.. (to me) says a lot about American society. How bittersweet it is. To have what you want (materialistic things, a home, a car, etc.. ) but how miserable you can become working to achieve them. “What I would give For just one morning Where I wake up and My thoughts aren’t running From the western world That’s constantly coming But I’m a westerner Ain’t irony something” Also.. “It tastes so sweet But it burns in your stomach It gives you everything and leaves you cold I’m dead inside”
Cara, essa música parece uma música antiga, mais ou menos da década 80 90. Vc conhece uma parecida? Eu to na pesquisa pq eu não me lembro de jeito nenhum
My Top favorite current joys songs in no particular order. I could actually list a bunch more but these are the top 10 I think of 1. Kids 2. Drive 3. Different age 4. Here’s to the afterlife 5. I knew these two people (unreleased on RUclips) idk if it’s his song or a cover but it’s so good. 6. Weird Science (don’t leave my arms) 7. Symphonia IX 8. New York City 9. You broke my heart 10. Way out here
fuck this is basically my life........ it's turned into drinking and smoking to even stay alive and my dog is my greatest source of happiness and would never give up on me... She's the purest being I've ever known and such an amazing companion. Anyone who says dogs are "just dogs" or any animals really haven't had these kind of deep emotional attachments I think to a dearly loved companion and saying they are just pets devalues how much better they make our lives... We don't deserve doggos
What I really love about this song and Voyager in general, is it departs from lofi/raw sound of most of his previous music but still keeps everything that's made me love Current Joys. I've seen him live as Surf Curse, and I can't wait for the chance to see him again.
No les pasa que a veces tienen ganas de romperse, que algo dentro de esa caja torácica se estruja , el sentir la perdida de todo, sentirse nada pero a la vez sentir eso que nos desgarra, como si tu cuerpo deseara esa emoción para poder sentir que estas vivo....
Listened to this song on the 2 and a half hour drive to my gf house everytime. Went thru a hurtful break up. But this song doesn’t necessarily remind me of her directly. Rather just the drive. Her street. The feeling that I was about to finally see her. Waiting for her to pop out of her door to see me. A part of my life that I can never experience again. But this song brings me joy that I even got to experience it. It’s so beautiful and painful
It's crazy growing up and watching Rattigan's career blow up and spread. I don't know if he will ever see this, but your music has really helped me through some horrible times in my life, when my mother passed away in a fatal motorcycle accident. If I didn't have your tunes, I wouldn't be here. ✊
this song really helped me with a breakup with a woman i loved for three years a couple months ago and it was really fucking hard to get over, i just smoked and drank just trying to forget her, the days were so short and the nights were the worse because i would just think, cry, smoke, drink and just try and occupy myself, those nights would feel like forever. some nights weren't easy with her calling me at 3am crying to me about how much she misses me but she doesn't want to get back with me. this song makes me feel better, it makes me realize that these tough moments dont last and that wishing for a better past is like kicking yourself over and over. you'll only be bruised and sore from being kicked so much and after a long fucked up night, the sun does come up and we move on. it takes a lot but eventually we do move on.
I think Nick is one of the greatest creative souls at the moment. The way he can put his feelings into music, a video concept and acting is really unbelievable. He completely becomes the person in the story, that he wants to tell about. A story, that is probably inspired in situations, feelings and phases, that he also went through already. I‘m really thankful to be able to enjoy this peace of art
I ve no idea how I can tell any friends or whoever about my current situation, it's not serious as other people's problems so Idk how or why should I bother my beloved ones. But whenever I wanna be super drunk and those thoughts appear, I dig this out from my song list and listen. . . . . . . Im living with 3 rmmates that are extremely not friendly. We four used to be friends at the beginning when we moved in tgh, but things got worse. They 3 shared a same hmcountry, race and language where I was born somewhere else. I am different from them. They started to speak in Spanish instead of Eng. They started to isolate me when it came to dinner, gatherings or conversations. They dont even say hi with me when I came back from school or out from my rm. They left me out when they are going any places. They partyed till midnight almost every single night while Im struggling to sleep and got stuck in my bedrm. I used to complain to them about their noise at midnight and how they should be considerate. But they replied by saying I am not considerate enough for them cause no one should care what I think as Im alone while they re 3. The emotional abuses were just too much, adding on my ADHD and bipolar disorder and anxiety, it made me not able to step out of my rm, sleep nor have any interactions when they were in the living rm. Currently it's the third yr I'm living with them, and it will be the last year, thankfully. Things get better, we settled some argument and misunderstandings, but the isolations go on, cause Im not a friend of them and they still bring guys home. 7-8 more months to go. Due to my past experience, I'll get slightly stressed when I interact with males. It's just terrifying to hear few male strangers talking and laughing loudly in the living rm, which is directly in front of my bedrm. I knew my mental state was very unstable so I went to see a therapist and psychiatrist last year, Im now taking few medication, getting regular therapy and I went back to my hmcountry for summer holiday in July. Now school starts, everything back to routine, they start bring guys home again, we don't say hi when we see each other and they are always talking loud in the living rm. Im trying my best to distract myself, I ve so much other stuff to worry and take care, but my rmmates, or instead, I keep giving myself pressure. Im so lost, I hope I can just disappear and live alone somewhere else. I also believe this suffer will end, maybe that's y I didn't kill myself last yr. Glad that Im still alive. Thank you for reading, I hope you have a nice day. And I hope I will be good.
Siempre deseaba haber nacido 30 años antes para haber disfrutado grupos como Soda Stereo, Metallica, Cocteau Twins, Lush, etc, en su máximo apogeo...pero ustedes me hacen sentir, por primera vez, feliz de ser post 2000s y crecer con música tan bella, bros. (Igual, una máquina del tiempo no me vendría mal)
Saw you in D.C. Last weekend and I got to say it was the best show I have ever seen in my life. And I would not lie to you... Keep it up, if you ever come to Richmond we shall buy you guys a drink
it was really cool to see nick get popular. im happy people found his music
OH YOURE THE DUDE THAT RECORDED NICKS LIVESTREAM TY
Me too
Yeah true he deserves it
if he doesnt get a fantano review ill be mad >:( though i probably will be mad when i see his score as well so yeah
@@Shinzou oh god I hope fatano keeps his bald head a away from him who tf listens to music reviews anyway
People in 50 years are gonna wish they grew up to this music
I think that's right but What am I become when I'll 50, I meant this is quarantine and I feel that a pease of my life has been stolen, and When I'll listen Curren Joys I want to feel that. IDK y just feel empty an Hopples
the live version from when he first sang this is wayyyyyy better in my opinion. the strings and guitar dont sound too good in my opinion
Feel free to check my new playlist 👍
@@chrisjenvizzuso5105 this version sounds good. Wdym lmao
@@chrisjenvizzuso5105 Imo the strings in this version sound fucking amazing
♥
My saviours in one place 👀 Ily cyborg ❤️
You know it’s good when cyborg shows up
Love you cyborg ❤️
I love you sm cyborg
Omg cyborg, you're actually how I discovered nick's music a few years ago, thank you soo much💕 what you do is so amazing.
what a time to be alive
yuppp
Yes
Indeed 🙂
fr
* Every single moment *
Man this album is gonna make 2021 so much better 😌
yessssss
literally
SAME
So far I love it.
Oh, yeah.....🎶🎵❤️
i like the way he is just feeling empty and devastated but he is still nice with his dog
Dogs are a gift to humanity
if i had only one word to explain the way this song makes me feel, “bittersweet” would be my choice. its such a nostalgic feeling with such immense feelings of loneliness and sadness, but at the same time it’s very comforting and joyful. its sort of like coming to peace with an empty part of yourself. you know it will always be there, but it grows on you and things start to become okay for a while.
perfectly put
❤Nice words
beautiful
The same thing for me ❤
i'm so lonely , i wish i meet everyone who listening to this kind of music, we are few
You will meet them my friend. I promise you
Relatively speaking I guess you're right but he still has nearly 4 million monthly listeners just on spotify
@@Onedeag-qw3yc not a real current joys fan or someone who’s felt pain
💙💛💙💛💙
cringe
This is my only source of happiness
Totally agree
Oh fuck yea
Our*
Same
and sadness
I'm being emotionally abused at home and have been for many years now. As a result, I've grown completely numb to most things. There is a raw quality to Current Joys' work that just can't be faked. Today I listened to this song when it premiered and after a long time, I was finally able to cry. It felt like the first step towards something, I don't know what, but oh god, anything, anything.
I hope life gets better, stay strong
I can relate. I’ve been emotionally abused for god my whole life. I know that feeling that you’re talking about.
I’m so, so glad that you found Current Joys. He really does help a whole lot. At least he did for me.
Hang in there, I heard it gets better
i relate to you, i know how it feels. no one deserves to be treated poorly
@@kamihendrix2031 Thanks for you sweet words. It means the world to me, even if we don’t know each other. I hope you kind find the same refuge in Current Joys’ music that I did.
Hang in there my friend. You will find peace. I promise.
run away it dont matter where ask a friend if you can or find someone you actually trust we cant have toxic ppl in our lives 🥱 gather up as much money as you can, anything. If you can't do any of that, at least try and make money so when ur old enough you can leave immediately or as soon as possible
I went to your concert in Mexico City! I was on the balcony where you passed by, but I didn’t get to tell you, your music saved my life.❤
The song/video really shows how it feels living alone while the unavoidable loneliness eats you alive. it’s a terrible feeling but this video gives me comfort letting me know that i’m not alone in this feeling
We got this I have started embracing this loneliness it's sad but it's beautiful in it's way
People think this type of music is sad but for me its peaceful and is genuinely one of the best parts of my day when I sit down and listen to it
It can be sad or happy, peaceful or nostalgic, in any case it is okay to feel whatever you feel (I feel nostalgic at this song)
"I’m dead inside
, but you’ll never know"
the song itself is a picture of loneliness that is both terribly sad and perfectly sweet, but this video demonstrates the absolute insanity that can be created by grief. it's... masterful.
Holy, I did not think this video would have made me cry the way I'm crying right now. The way that this video captures loneliness and its aspects is truly amazing.Kind of reminds me of the film her .
Hey.
You're gonna be alright soon.
I don't know when, but you will.
You might feel like shit for a little while longer, sometimes we do that. Sometimes we feel like shit for no reason.
But it's not like you always have to be at your best.
"Just exist for a while, that will be enough."
thankyou 💜
Maybe we really cant always "live". I have always tried to live every minute of every day, and ended up feeling like shit if it werent like that. Sometimes we gotta exist
I read half of this before the singing started and I thought it would be the lyrics 😂 jokes aside, what a lovely bit of affirmation for this comment section, nice one ☺️
@@maggiescarlet you know you're ok when you find music with intelligent fans who create a sense of t group magic.
Thanks stranger. Just know putting positive messages like these out there helps, even if it's just a little.
Nick is talented, I wish he got more credit and recognition. He is growing, and I'm really glad about that, he is getting the recognition he deserves
Babe wake up its the new current joys
THE VIOLIN MAKES ME FEEL THINGS IVE NEVER FELT
Nick should go into Acting. I know it may seem odd but Ive seen so many films and I know good acting when I see it. And Nick and his creative mind should do films. He would win an Oscar. He has that mind for acting. Idk. Weird thought. Might just be me. Give this man a film and he’ll outperform I have a hunch.
Nick is. Directing, acting, make the music, a polymath, a renaissance person.
nick is part of a film i forgot but he help make it he said in one of his interviews
He’s just An amazing individual
couldn’t agree with you more, so much potential in him and the team!
@@90sr27 He's in the movie "Her"
Such a sad song. I do not miss being in love, but rather the little things in love.
If this song came like 5 months ago I would be devastated but now I just can watch it with nostalgia.
"American Honey"
(1, 2, 3, 4)
I miss you like
American Honey
You taste so sweet
But there's always something
Like a tragedy
That's constantly coming
And it sticks to me
So I stick to nothing
What I would give
For just one morning
Where I wake up and
My thoughts aren't running
From the western world
That's constantly calling
But I'm a westerner
Ain't irony something
I'll kill you with
American Honey
It tastes so sweet
But it burns in your stomach
It gives you everything
And leaves you cold
I'm dead inside
But you'll never know
this makes me feel like maybe these feelings won’t last forever, thank you
Your music will always calm me down. I remember when my sister was yelling at me for having a dog and stuff. I don’t like being yelled at and when someone DOES yell at me, I start to cry uncontrollably. Listening to Nick’s musics make me feel comfortable
That’s ur struggle. Life’s gonna beat u up
2:15 the only person I know who makes dancing with a cigarette look cool. Thanks Nick!
“When the flower blooms, the bee will come.” This song is for the bee who missed the moment
1:08 the little guitar noodle … so good. What I wouldddd giveeee…. For just one…
The what?
@@thatsominaa7546like the guitar riff lol
i can not wait. thank you nick, for never failing to make my life a bit better.
“What I would give For just one morning Where I wake up and My thoughts aren't running”.. I had this song on replay during the darkest point of my depression. It felt like a hug and pure understanding. I never thought I was gonna make it out, but I’m so grateful for everything it took to get me here today.. and I’m grateful for Nick and his ability to make me feel something through his art, right when I thought I was completely numbed out.
How can lyrics be this short, yet so much more honest and real than so much else
How is everything he does so perfect
At the point where he screams god damn it and the instrumental comes in just fucking hits me so hard.
The shot at 3:30 sheeeesh, absolute gold.
hello from Russia, we have very few fans of your group, but they are, we love you.
My theory of why he turned out like that is maybe he attended the wedding of the love of his life but he's not the groom. That's what I'm always thinking everytime I watch this mv, that's why for me it's so fucking sad.
The lyrics.. (to me) says a lot about American society. How bittersweet it is. To have what you want (materialistic things, a home, a car, etc.. ) but how miserable you can become working to achieve them.
“What I would give
For just one morning
Where I wake up and
My thoughts aren’t running
From the western world
That’s constantly coming
But I’m a westerner
Ain’t irony something”
Also..
“It tastes so sweet
But it burns in your stomach
It gives you everything and leaves you cold
I’m dead inside”
Listen this stuff again' n' again...
This song emits the same energy as Little Miss Sunshine film
“And it sticks to me so I stick to nothing” 😌
not gonna lie im still inlove with this band after so many years. loveyou nick
0:53 this scene its brutal
Falta 19 horas TE VOY A LLORAR CURRENT JOYS
Cara, essa música parece uma música antiga, mais ou menos da década 80 90. Vc conhece uma parecida? Eu to na pesquisa pq eu não me lembro de jeito nenhum
id rather stay on the premiere all day than in school😃
who wouldn´t?? hahahha
Amateur was a banger and I already know this is gonna be one too. Keep it up Nick, you rock.
I feel like the dog every time I hear current joys' music, "you are my best friend Nick"
cant wait to stream tf out of this album during summer. thanks man
My Top favorite current joys songs in no particular order. I could actually list a bunch more but these are the top 10 I think of
1. Kids
2. Drive
3. Different age
4. Here’s to the afterlife
5. I knew these two people (unreleased on RUclips) idk if it’s his song or a cover but it’s so good.
6. Weird Science (don’t leave my arms)
7. Symphonia IX
8. New York City
9. You broke my heart
10. Way out here
I wish he puts out Lonely Lonely Los Angeles in this new album . Oh and Painting in Blue
@@soulservice3003 same
symphonia IX is probably one of the best songs ever
@@laurenstover1408 absolutely. Any current joy / surf curse song tbh.
Symphonia IX is a cover of a grimes song :)! i love both versions sm
We all have someone that gets us like that no matter what distance or time ...
I... Do miss you Martha.
I love you.
fuck this is basically my life........ it's turned into drinking and smoking to even stay alive and my dog is my greatest source of happiness and would never give up on me... She's the purest being I've ever known and such an amazing companion. Anyone who says dogs are "just dogs" or any animals really haven't had these kind of deep emotional attachments I think to a dearly loved companion and saying they are just pets devalues how much better they make our lives... We don't deserve doggos
I'm still alive because of my dogs... Maybe we are all dyslexic and we are not facing dogs but GODS!
Well said my friend. Well said.
Dogs are so precious ♡♡
What I really love about this song and Voyager in general, is it departs from lofi/raw sound of most of his previous music but still keeps everything that's made me love Current Joys. I've seen him live as Surf Curse, and I can't wait for the chance to see him again.
No les pasa que a veces tienen ganas de romperse, que algo dentro de esa caja torácica se estruja , el sentir la perdida de todo, sentirse nada pero a la vez sentir eso que nos desgarra, como si tu cuerpo deseara esa emoción para poder sentir que estas vivo....
Listened to this song on the 2 and a half hour drive to my gf house everytime. Went thru a hurtful break up. But this song doesn’t necessarily remind me of her directly. Rather just the drive. Her street. The feeling that I was about to finally see her. Waiting for her to pop out of her door to see me. A part of my life that I can never experience again. But this song brings me joy that I even got to experience it. It’s so beautiful and painful
oh how i love current joys
Summer’s going to be much more fun with Nick’s new album.
The way his songs make me happy is different. I'm crying. I loved the song.
Why does this song make me feel like the main character? I love it💖💃🏻
I’m in love w this song already
Imagine saying "Your music saved my life" and actually meaning it. I know it sounds cliché but.
Thank You 💜
This song and this video and these comments are somehow saving my life right now
nick you are saving people's lives
It's crazy growing up and watching Rattigan's career blow up and spread. I don't know if he will ever see this, but your music has really helped me through some horrible times in my life, when my mother passed away in a fatal motorcycle accident. If I didn't have your tunes, I wouldn't be here. ✊
❤❤
this song really helped me with a breakup with a woman i loved for three years a couple months ago and it was really fucking hard to get over, i just smoked and drank just trying to forget her, the days were so short and the nights were the worse because i would just think, cry, smoke, drink and just try and occupy myself, those nights would feel like forever. some nights weren't easy with her calling me at 3am crying to me about how much she misses me but she doesn't want to get back with me. this song makes me feel better, it makes me realize that these tough moments dont last and that wishing for a better past is like kicking yourself over and over. you'll only be bruised and sore from being kicked so much and after a long fucked up night, the sun does come up and we move on. it takes a lot but eventually we do move on.
he´s such a nice artist. in many ways
the comment section under current joys songs is my favorite place to be
your songs are perfect if one has depression :')
He is so lovely.
Yes
omg im so excited this already sounds amazing
Nice pfp
@@venusinlove715 THANKS YOU
The best music video I have seen till now
This music video is one of the most amazing this I've ever seen. A piece of art and absolute pain
Yes.
I'm usually not like this, but this made me so happy I almost teared up. I love these guys.
merry christmas nick, hope you've been havin' an easy or easier time. 'njoy yourself.
have a happier new one.
THIS DESERVES ALL THE HYPE POSSIBLE
Can't get this off my head.
Es impresionante el sentimiento tan grande que nick pone en cada canción.
Así es bro...
El mundo está sobre sus letras..
perfection
I’m dead inside, but you’ll never know...
No me cansaré de escucharlo, amo demasiado la melodía y la letra.
x2
Feelling so lonely right know
“I’m dead inside”
“But you’ll never know”
Fuck, i’m crying
Es la mejor parte, duele demasiado
See y'all in the next 23 hours 😘
I think Nick is one of the greatest creative souls at the moment. The way he can put his feelings into music, a video concept and acting is really unbelievable. He completely becomes the person in the story, that he wants to tell about. A story, that is probably inspired in situations, feelings and phases, that he also went through already. I‘m really thankful to be able to enjoy this peace of art
I totally think the same, he's literally a genius
Nick is truly one of the greatest artists of our time.
MASTERPIECE NICK WHAT
Perfect!
we didnt know we needed this
So sad to see how underrated his music is
3:27 The best moment of te song
He’s making 2021 better ! ❤️
Thank you, dude. This song really helped me out at a really bad point in my.life. i appreciate ypu, bruv.
I ve no idea how I can tell any friends or whoever about my current situation, it's not serious as other people's problems so Idk how or why should I bother my beloved ones. But whenever I wanna be super drunk and those thoughts appear, I dig this out from my song list and listen.
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Im living with 3 rmmates that are extremely not friendly. We four used to be friends at the beginning when we moved in tgh, but things got worse. They 3 shared a same hmcountry, race and language where I was born somewhere else. I am different from them. They started to speak in Spanish instead of Eng. They started to isolate me when it came to dinner, gatherings or conversations. They dont even say hi with me when I came back from school or out from my rm. They left me out when they are going any places. They partyed till midnight almost every single night while Im struggling to sleep and got stuck in my bedrm. I used to complain to them about their noise at midnight and how they should be considerate. But they replied by saying I am not considerate enough for them cause no one should care what I think as Im alone while they re 3. The emotional abuses were just too much, adding on my ADHD and bipolar disorder and anxiety, it made me not able to step out of my rm, sleep nor have any interactions when they were in the living rm.
Currently it's the third yr I'm living with them, and it will be the last year, thankfully. Things get better, we settled some argument and misunderstandings, but the isolations go on, cause Im not a friend of them and they still bring guys home. 7-8 more months to go. Due to my past experience, I'll get slightly stressed when I interact with males. It's just terrifying to hear few male strangers talking and laughing loudly in the living rm, which is directly in front of my bedrm. I knew my mental state was very unstable so I went to see a therapist and psychiatrist last year, Im now taking few medication, getting regular therapy and I went back to my hmcountry for summer holiday in July. Now school starts, everything back to routine, they start bring guys home again, we don't say hi when we see each other and they are always talking loud in the living rm. Im trying my best to distract myself, I ve so much other stuff to worry and take care, but my rmmates, or instead, I keep giving myself pressure. Im so lost, I hope I can just disappear and live alone somewhere else. I also believe this suffer will end, maybe that's y I didn't kill myself last yr. Glad that Im still alive.
Thank you for reading, I hope you have a nice day. And I hope I will be good.
Been loving this all year. Going on my Best of '21 YT Playlist. Thank you for the great work. ! Peace.
This is going to be amazing, literally can't wait anymore 💕
Siempre deseaba haber nacido 30 años antes para haber disfrutado grupos como Soda Stereo, Metallica, Cocteau Twins, Lush, etc, en su máximo apogeo...pero ustedes me hacen sentir, por primera vez, feliz de ser post 2000s y crecer con música tan bella, bros.
(Igual, una máquina del tiempo no me vendría mal)
You see I want to run around like this in public but I’ll probably get pulled over by the cops thinking that I’m like crazy or drunk
Lol
Saw you in D.C. Last weekend and I got to say it was the best show I have ever seen in my life. And I would not lie to you... Keep it up, if you ever come to Richmond we shall buy you guys a drink
Esta canción cuando te tiras a la cama y miras el techo pensando en todas aquellas cosas que hacen que el alma nos duela. 10/10
Come to Milwaukee!!! We need your talents. Sorry for all those lonely dudes....
Faltan 7 horas TE VOY A LLORAR CURRENT JOYS
current joys is my life fuel atm
esto mejorara todos los problemas que tenemos
i love you current joys