I lost my cat and my girlfriend in the same week and when I listened to this song, I just started sobbing. Recovery is a long process for anything. I hope everyone is well. Love you all. -Wessel
Pretty sure I lost my gf of 3 years and idk where to start.. life and everything I love seem bare now. Music has been helping but damn.. good vibes and healing to you friend and us all
yeah... im assuming we're all just yet another nobody... i mean i can express my depressed self here all i want but in real life i cant even speak to most people. maybe a lonely kid would make a good friend, if id ever talk to them. nice.
I spent 6 years of my life cutting, self hating, binge eating, starving myself and other things that came with being depressed. All because my life is shit. And even though I still get days and sometimes weeks where my mental health declines, the hopeless feeling buried at the pit of your stomach gets less and less each time. My advice to you is to be a little selfish. Do the things that make you happy regardless of everyone else. And even when your life is looking dull and as if it’s going nowhere at all, focus on the little things. Look around and ask yourself what is one thing I can pick out from today that made me smile, even if it was for just one second. Was it the leaves falling from the trees? The picture on the wall ? A conversation you overheard or even a video you saw online. Keep a journal of you want and never be ashamed to take one step forward, especially if it’s beneficial towards your mental health! It’s okay to feel like shit sometimes, like you’re whole world is falling apart as long as you can fine just one small thing to balance it out :) 🧸❣️
@@imillableue3954 We are all lonely here together, which means we are not really lonely at all. Finding comfort in your aloneness is better company than questioning your friendship with others. They’re the side characters darling, whilst your the main waiting for your moment.
LYRICS: I never felt it when I was young I never knew where it came from Now I feel it like a hurricane And it's so hard to stop the rain It's so hard to stop the rain It's so hard to stop Starts out gold, but never stays The neon takes my breath away And now I feel it in my veins But I don't want to be afraid I don't want to live this way I don't want you to leave
im still here and i still listen to this every day. i just plug in my earbuds and go about my day with this on, letting the song play for hours on repeat. this is the song of my life and it will never get old to me. its been a year.
Your song motivate me to delete my social media accounts. Thank you! I had wanted to do it for a long time but was afraid of losing friends and experiencing FOMO and loneliness. It's been over a month now, and I'm really enjoying the isolation. It’s very relaxing.
I make others and myself laugh so often, sometimes I forget how much I hate my life. And myself. Music like this reminds me of who I truly am. It reminds me of how I truly feel. Edit: wow a lot has changed in these two years, damn. To clarify things, because people still keep responding, I'm doing much better now. I went through what was necessary for me to start my life from the start. Things aren't going perfect, but I know that's just part of life and it's cool yk? If my dumbass could survive all that shit, you can too.
I'm best friend's with this guy. All throughout high school if we ever needed someone, we would go to each other. I've known him for 13 years. It sounds weird but you could say we have a deep bond and we even dated in the past.. but it wasn't the right time. Anyway we graduated last year, he was my date to prom. He's always there for me. I feel so disappointed with myself now because his girlfriend is pregnant and I'm so happy for them. Honestly. But there's apart of me that wishes I just said yes to him right away instead of saying nothing. Fuck... I can't help but feel I've missed out on what could've been the best years of my life. Now whenever I see him, I always think of what could've been, and how stupid I was.
You'll get over it someday, it's uncertain about when it's gonna end, it will require efforts and it won't be easy. But it's more than possible, I've been through it and managed to be free from any relapse for couple of years. Buff your chest, lift your chin, do your best and go on ...
It will stop one day no matter what it takes. I’m so sorry to you and all of the people going through self harm I hope it will end soon :c If you need to vent it’s safe here, we’ll report any rude comments
does anyone else just feel so sad you cant cry anymore? and because of that you use songs that remind you of your repressed memories to cry because like same
me every night: not knowing who i am or why i exist and why people think i dont and why i shouldnt just end my life now cause all im gonna do is get addicted to some shit in a cheap flat living off tins
It starting to get so bad. It's 4 am. I woke up and couldn't continue sleeping. It's Monday. I have online classes. I didn't study anything. I couldn't. I couldn't concentrate. I have nobody. Nobody can rely on. I opened up to a stranger who I have known for only 2 hours. Nobody knows ab how I feel. My parents are making it even worse by telling me my attitude is getting worse, which makes me hate myself even worse. And for who am I living. For my family ig. Bc I don't want to make them sad. I'm always in my room bc I don't want them to see me at my lowest point, but they think it's bc I don't like spending time with them.
Reading all of these comments makes me feel understood and not so alone, so whoever reads this: you're not the only one and I wish you luck with your life, plus you have a great music taste. Edit: Wow I didn't expect this to get so much attention. I'm glad to hear from everyone who commented that this made you feel even a little bit better :)
so empty and lost. this song is my only escape. thank you current joys. maybe i’ll still be listening to this in a couple years. maybe i’ll finally be happy then. someone pls interact so i can remeber this comment.
I feel you. Like when you go to show your friends a song and its so beautiful to you because every aspect of it is like watch a thousand butterflies majestically take off and it makes you feel like, "this is what the world turns for." But to them its just...noise. Like that?
I don’t cry when I listen to these songs or feel hopeless I’m used to this lonely feeling I’ve learned a lot in high school I made good friends experience happy moments, love, loss, and failure learn a lot in love and to just let go when it doesn’t work out “if it fails it wasn’t love to begin with” that always sticks to me I’ve been with 4 girls but I had serious relationships with 2 and I was in loved but it didn’t last one simply didn’t feel the same and the other thought I was talking to another it hurt and took awhile to get over this and in the end I got use to being alone I always play these type of songs and sit outside in the afternoon on the way home from school and at night outside I’m almost out of high school I’m 18 I’m happy with myself and learned to live with this lonely feeling of not being important to someone else and I won’t lie to you I feel sad when I see other people happy with their beloved and it hurts me making me angry and jealous but I pray to god to take my pain away doubts and worries. All I got is me, my education, my mother brother, sister and dad, and my god with me. Now I just look at the horizon and trust that somewhere out there will be something better for me listening to this or some metallica, Mexican music, 90s music drake basically my playlist is bipolar and a mix of everything I know this supposed to sound sad but what can I say 😂. But I hope all of you find happiness I’ll just be waiting patiently listening to these songs one day but for now I have what my god gave me and I know he will have something better for me in the end I trust him and that’s how I live my life now having faith in god worrying less and praying more and I know I said I don’t cry when I listen to these songs I lied I do but I cry tears of joy because I’m not alone Jesus is with me and I hope my ex’s are doing well and may they find happiness and may you as well you will be happy some day be patient god bless you and I love you my brother or sister I’ll just be here looking at the horizon or something else like driving around or going with my mom to where ever she goes.
I love the visuals of this, my man's just pouring his heart out on the drums and everyone is just stone faced and emotionless. It can be taken so many different ways, maybe its supposed to be his fear that no one will like his art? Maybe it's a supposed to show how emotionally distant those around him are? Maybe it's just showing his fear of social rejection and what would happen if he tried sharing his passion with others? Such a simple video with so much emotional potential Or perhaps it'd just three am and I'm wishing I wouldn't wake up tomorrow? Honestly it might be all the above.
I'm just leaving this comment here. So that a month, a year, or a decade down the line if someone likes or comments on this thread, I can relive this song. Timeless.....
this is the kinda song that makes you want to lay in bed and hug your pillow while crying your eyes out. this is the song that makes you lay in bed and hug your pillow while crying your eyes out.
My best friend introduced me to Current Joys. He always told me how this would always clear his mind; how it would always make things better. I never understood how music could do such a thing. And one night, I put Current Joys on and Fear was the first song that played... and then I completely understood what he meant. This will always make me cry, but deep down I knew things would get better. I love playing this music when we’re off to long trips. Thank you, Current Joys.
I hope noone who knows me finds this comment - never before watered and felt so much to song as with this one. crazy how you can stumble randomly over something without expecting a thing. bittersweet, thats the word and feel.
My life has been tough, like real tough. But I don’t want to give up. The sliver of a chance that things will get better keeps me going. No matter the hardships, no matter the breakups, no matter anything I will keep pushing and I know you can too! I believe in you all.
Relationships are a lie over time feelings subside and you part your ways . Especially in modern day society where everything is controlled by social media , times are different:/
She broke my heart and left me alone to make my hands bleed picking up all the pieces. Finally glued everything back together after months just for someone else to break it once again.
You've literally guided me through my own convoluted life in ways I could have never mentally or emotionally have gone through myself. Thank you for creating the art you have using the words you deciphered from your beautiful heart Nick. Thank you
Leaving this here, knowing full well that it's highly unlikely anybody will stumble upon my silly little comment, but if you do, please remind me to listen to this again!
During an intense period of depression, this one and Way Out Here were on constant rotation. Doing much better now (so grateful for psychiatric medication), but I still love them. Thanks Nick ♥️
Up at 4:20 in the morning. I can't fall asleep. I'm listening to this because it bring back memories. Most of them are good but some are bad. Thank you for posting this.
To my Future self Please stop cutting,Going to sleep late,Blaming your sulf For everything,Thinking about everybody,accept yourself,Start thinking about yourself,Go outside more As well... This is a message to me in the future. And everyone else who's going to be exact same thing as a minor. Take care of yourself everybody
This was me in my last relationship, I gave it 110% and received 5% back. Tried fixing all my cons from my relationship before this and tried my hardest and it still wasn’t enough.
Of course, I’ve had friends. They would just rather hang out without me. It’s my fault really, I never made an effort to change this anyways. I guess I had just always expected it would come naturally-that they would invite me. But, wait and wait I did, and nothing; nothing happened. I don’t think they’ll remember me.
You should try getting some new friends, sometimes it’s not always you that’s the problem. It could be them. You might just not fit in with that group. Try another group that you find you fit into naturally and perfectly into.
its always the same with everyone. im just that kid in the back who doesnt talk much. now im chock full of trust issues and paranoia from all the shit people ive dealt with, and my first instinct is to ignore people because they're all fake. so i just stay in the same room listening to the same music over and over, wondering why my life sucks so bad when other people have it worse.
Heard this song following me around... Decided to give it a try and sometimes... Life is trying to give you signs and we dont see it for a while till we notice it. Thank you whatever you are for giving me signs. 👍
oh how this song brings so many feelings even after two years. i remember the emptiness that ran through my body when you decided you didn't want me anymore. i remember that night before i had to leave i sat on the edge of the bed and jus looked at you... i remember the mourning pain of knowing this will be the last night i will get to feel your warmth next to me and how much i will miss you. i dont think i could ever explain the amount of pain i still remember when this song plays.. and even after two years.. its became weirdly comforting in a way. idk
As an addict for 20+ Years...I Found Comfort in this kinda music..It Brought me Out of a A Dark Place,,,The Music Casted out a light within me,..And Happy 2 Say Im Drug free!....
Dear A. you are the kindest, most amazing person ive ever met , and every time i think of you its like getting the best hug ever :) i love you so much A. thank you so much for having me in your life
Funny how I found this song... a few months ago I would sleep with the youtube music app playing at night beside my bed. I remember waking up out of nowhere, it was 4 am. I heard a soothing song that called my attention and you know how you hear everything more clearly and a bit louder when you wake up? it just hit me when I heard it and it felt really nostalgic. Just remember saving the song and going back to sleep again. Leaving youtube music with random music made me discover great songs like this one.
I feel like these songs make me feel understood. Like I understand the type of emotions he’s feeling because I’ve felt the same. And it’s really lonely because not many understand what you feel deep inside
I first found this song when I was in downtown at 8 pm. There was snow everywhere and I was exhausted because of how much emotional, mental and physical pain I was in but had to hide to make everyone happy. 3 hours or less of sleep, memory loss and more. I was thinking of genuinely dying that night and finally earning some peace, but I knew it wasn't a good idea. Im still in pain and nothing has changed but the memory loss has helped me think it has gotten better. I think there is a future where i am happy and living properly. Future me is hopefully living her best life :)
I'm listening to random music on autoplay while studying and most of the music is just going through one ear and out the other. But as soon as I started to hear this one I stopped what I was doing and added it to my playlist. It just hits different in a beautiful way.
I never felt it when I was young I never knew where it came from Now I feel it like a hurricane And it's so hard to stop the rain It's so hard to stop the rain It's so hard to stop Starts out gold, but never stays The neon takes my breath away And now I feel it in my veins But I don't want to be afraid I don't want to live this way I don't want you to leave
Depression is the rain cloud that hangs over your head, slowly drowning you in your sorrows, hate and negativity, until you either die or find a way to stay afloat although it leeches the joy out of everything you do, not a cut that comes and gos, that’s just sadness
People who have experienced severe depression know that it feels more similar to an intangible and invisible wave of negative energy that causes you to feel down, lost, upset,angry and all the other worst emotions people experience.
Happiness is ephemeral. But this feeling, this desire to step away from all the things that make you who you are, and everything that you can't love anymore? Interminable.
Hey future me , welcome back. Yes, this is what it feels like, i know success isnt supposed to feel like this but this is what it is. In the end , whatever drove you all this way ,it left u hollow and now you realize that it was never about the destination but the path that lead u to it. Don't worry , dont do anything stupid . There is still a long road ahead my friend . Remember me my friend :) okay?
She doesn't know that I'm going thousands of kilometers away, and that every night I listen to this song until the day of my departure waiting for something that will never happen...
This song is like a therapy to me at time when my abandonment traumas and loniliness kicks in and There's no one I can open up to I play this song and it feels like someone understands what I feel how overwhelmed my feelings are and that is why this is my therapy song
Here i sit with mellow tears, as i look back upon all the years it took to bring me here, emotions have swayed, bodies and faces change, along with the rain, all we ever feel is pain
u see if i wasn’t up and sad at 3 in the morning I wouldn’t find such great songs
jokes on u insomnia
recommending crywank, attic abasement and mewithoutyou.
trippin on LSD right now , couldnt agree more
It was exactly 3 am when I read this and I'm doing the same
god bless. kno that feel
Its 2 22 am for me
Close enough
You know you're a loner when you spend your weekends listening to Current Joys, taking long walks and studying.
@@josephinesavage6755 Well you have to recover it. Just give you some time. Everything returns. I promise
But do you feel lonely?
@@highme1329 at this point I dunno if I feel lonely or if I like it.
@@ruru_bckwrds8737 same
Its my life in other person.
I lost my cat and my girlfriend in the same week and when I listened to this song, I just started sobbing. Recovery is a long process for anything. I hope everyone is well.
Love you all.
-Wessel
It's gonna be okay. That sounds cliché but you will make it through mate. Sending you love and hoping you're doing well.
I hope you are okay, stay strong ❤️
Head up brother❤
Pretty sure I lost my gf of 3 years and idk where to start.. life and everything I love seem bare now. Music has been helping but damn.. good vibes and healing to you friend and us all
Shit man I’m sorry. I’ve gotten way better but I still miss my cat. I hope everything works out for you bro, stay strong.
this song hits. i miss the old times ngl
so, this is where all the lonely people hang out... nice
hey
yeah... im assuming we're all just yet another nobody... i mean i can express my depressed self here all i want but in real life i cant even speak to most people. maybe a lonely kid would make a good friend, if id ever talk to them.
nice.
I spent 6 years of my life cutting, self hating, binge eating, starving myself and other things that came with being depressed. All because my life is shit. And even though I still get days and sometimes weeks where my mental health declines, the hopeless feeling buried at the pit of your stomach gets less and less each time.
My advice to you is to be a little selfish. Do the things that make you happy regardless of everyone else. And even when your life is looking dull and as if it’s going nowhere at all, focus on the little things.
Look around and ask yourself what is one thing I can pick out from today that made me smile, even if it was for just one second. Was it the leaves falling from the trees? The picture on the wall ? A conversation you overheard or even a video you saw online.
Keep a journal of you want and never be ashamed to take one step forward, especially if it’s beneficial towards your mental health!
It’s okay to feel like shit sometimes, like you’re whole world is falling apart as long as you can fine just one small thing to balance it out :)
🧸❣️
@@imillableue3954 We are all lonely here together, which means we are not really lonely at all. Finding comfort in your aloneness is better company than questioning your friendship with others. They’re the side characters darling, whilst your the main waiting for your moment.
@@hiimlonely9955 hi I’m the lonely kid.
future me is probably crying to this song
@@officialstew7987 thats a cool thing to say
empowa i mean
I am
Neppos same
me right now is crying to this song
Living a sad, lonely, and happy life
Me af lol
Amen. Peace. Respect.
Same bro i m just 22 and living like this
vikash negi umm heading towards there 17😉😭☺️...
Two out of three ain't bad.
Current joys has just been the soundtrack of my life lately, and, I don’t know if that’s a good thing
Same
Jip
Też
Same
Joshüa 115 i see you have a good taste in music as well
my mental health has been horrible in quarantine, and i feel like this describes how i’m feeling :/ music is my escape
Mine too
this
I feel you... it's been happening to a lot of us all
me to bro
and we have to go back now
It's so hard to stop listening to this song
Best comment I've seen here
Nice
🥹🫂
i got something harder
LYRICS:
I never felt it when I was young
I never knew where it came from
Now I feel it like a hurricane
And it's so hard to stop the rain
It's so hard to stop the rain
It's so hard to stop
Starts out gold, but never stays
The neon takes my breath away
And now I feel it in my veins
But I don't want to be afraid
I don't want to live this way
I don't want you to leave
Roy Gordon it’s...it’s on the screen
Xxx Melanie Tøp Stauber some people like singing with the artist
dat lyrics makes easier to sing along
you're a saint
starsonyoursocks 。 ̊ yes
please listen 1.25x
I wish I was important for someone
ah, yes
you are
@@What-yz8ko not really
@@anisia7562 I'd like to know you actually
💞
im still here and i still listen to this every day. i just plug in my earbuds and go about my day with this on, letting the song play for hours on repeat. this is the song of my life and it will never get old to me. its been a year.
Your song motivate me to delete my social media accounts. Thank you! I had wanted to do it for a long time but was afraid of losing friends and experiencing FOMO and loneliness. It's been over a month now, and I'm really enjoying the isolation. It’s very relaxing.
This song reminds me of my best friend. He died in 2020. He showed me current joys in 2016. Long live ezra
I make others and myself laugh so often, sometimes I forget how much I hate my life. And myself. Music like this reminds me of who I truly am. It reminds me of how I truly feel.
Edit: wow a lot has changed in these two years, damn. To clarify things, because people still keep responding, I'm doing much better now. I went through what was necessary for me to start my life from the start. Things aren't going perfect, but I know that's just part of life and it's cool yk? If my dumbass could survive all that shit, you can too.
@Joel Restituyo ganon din ako
Yeah me too
I feel the same bro
When you have genuine hate for everything and think about the end, and then realize what's happening and that everything is falling apart
I pushed everyone away and now I dont even have them to laugh with
I'm best friend's with this guy. All throughout high school if we ever needed someone, we would go to each other. I've known him for 13 years. It sounds weird but you could say we have a deep bond and we even dated in the past.. but it wasn't the right time. Anyway we graduated last year, he was my date to prom. He's always there for me. I feel so disappointed with myself now because his girlfriend is pregnant and I'm so happy for them. Honestly. But there's apart of me that wishes I just said yes to him right away instead of saying nothing. Fuck... I can't help but feel I've missed out on what could've been the best years of my life. Now whenever I see him, I always think of what could've been, and how stupid I was.
I know that it will sound silliy but im pretty sure there is someone better for you out there don't worry
go for him.
Go for him ²
I know exactly what you mean!
I´m in a very similar situation and it´s just crushing, honestly.
Hopefully things work out for you, good luck :)
You only miss the sun when it starts to snow
I’m 2 years late to such a beautiful song but I found it when I needed it most
We have the same last name
I’m 6 years late bc I’m 7
“It’s so hard to stop.” I felt that, as someone who struggles with self harm, it is. But it’ll get better for anyone reading this. I love you.
your strong
You'll get over it someday, it's uncertain about when it's gonna end, it will require efforts and it won't be easy. But it's more than possible, I've been through it and managed to be free from any relapse for couple of years.
Buff your chest, lift your chin, do your best and go on ...
It will stop one day no matter what it takes. I’m so sorry to you and all of the people going through self harm
I hope it will end soon :c
If you need to vent it’s safe here, we’ll report any rude comments
does anyone else just feel so sad you cant cry anymore? and because of that you use songs that remind you of your repressed memories to cry because like same
That’s why I’m here
beepity bopity i cry i a potitity when cookity the potatys
I need to cry so much I can't anymore
Even the songs don't help with that anymore for me 💀
I wanna cry but, my eyes won't let me
It’s painful to say goodbye to someone you don’t want to let go... But it’s more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave
makes me wanna throw up fr
Fuck bru:(
Coughing out my soul from this
Real
I begged her to stay
Me on a Saturday night: happy
Me on a Sunday night: wanting to die and crying my eyes out.
no like seriously you just described my whole life
me every night: not knowing who i am or why i exist and why people think i dont and why i shouldnt just end my life now cause all im gonna do is get addicted to some shit in a cheap flat living off tins
You should listen to the Strokes: Why are Sundays so Depressing
Those monday mornings really getting too ya bud? Lol
Me rn
It starting to get so bad. It's 4 am. I woke up and couldn't continue sleeping. It's Monday. I have online classes. I didn't study anything. I couldn't. I couldn't concentrate. I have nobody. Nobody can rely on. I opened up to a stranger who I have known for only 2 hours. Nobody knows ab how I feel. My parents are making it even worse by telling me my attitude is getting worse, which makes me hate myself even worse. And for who am I living. For my family ig. Bc I don't want to make them sad. I'm always in my room bc I don't want them to see me at my lowest point, but they think it's bc I don't like spending time with them.
How are things now Dijana? ♡
Love from across the globe, i hope you're doing better.
That sounds terrible, but maybe things will change soon, just keep believing in yourself!
i hope you’re good better, i understand and feel for you
the same thing it's happening to me now.. i really hope you're better, i send all my best energies for you right now
Reading all of these comments makes me feel understood and not so alone, so whoever reads this: you're not the only one and I wish you luck with your life, plus you have a great music taste.
Edit: Wow I didn't expect this to get so much attention. I'm glad to hear from everyone who commented that this made you feel even a little bit better :)
I love you. E>
I really wanna like this comment but its at 69 likes so ima not lol
@@sheepy719 You can like it now!
@@Mokke-Are-Innocent Yup ill go right ahead :D
This made me feel less alone
so empty and lost. this song is my only escape. thank you current joys. maybe i’ll still be listening to this in a couple years. maybe i’ll finally be happy then.
someone pls interact so i can remeber this comment.
trust me you will be happy soon
Interacting
Yeet
Grilled cheese is pretty good (Interacting)
Hope you're doing much better
Whenever i hear this, i wanna Share everything this song makes me feel but nobody ever listens or understands. Makes me kind of alienated idk
oh yeah, that's kinda disgusting :/
I feel you. Like when you go to show your friends a song and its so beautiful to you because every aspect of it is like watch a thousand butterflies majestically take off and it makes you feel like, "this is what the world turns for." But to them its just...noise. Like that?
@@hamburgerdog25 oh fuck yes
It’s like their minds aren’t at your speed yet. It’s more than just a song it’s your story.
I don’t even know how I would explain how it makes me feel
I don’t cry when I listen to these songs or feel hopeless I’m used to this lonely feeling I’ve learned a lot in high school I made good friends experience happy moments, love, loss, and failure learn a lot in love and to just let go when it doesn’t work out “if it fails it wasn’t love to begin with” that always sticks to me I’ve been with 4 girls but I had serious relationships with 2 and I was in loved but it didn’t last one simply didn’t feel the same and the other thought I was talking to another it hurt and took awhile to get over this and in the end I got use to being alone I always play these type of songs and sit outside in the afternoon on the way home from school and at night outside I’m almost out of high school I’m 18 I’m happy with myself and learned to live with this lonely feeling of not being important to someone else and I won’t lie to you I feel sad when I see other people happy with their beloved and it hurts me making me angry and jealous but I pray to god to take my pain away doubts and worries. All I got is me, my education, my mother brother, sister and dad, and my god with me. Now I just look at the horizon and trust that somewhere out there will be something better for me listening to this or some metallica, Mexican music, 90s music drake basically my playlist is bipolar and a mix of everything I know this supposed to sound sad but what can I say 😂. But I hope all of you find happiness I’ll just be waiting patiently listening to these songs one day but for now I have what my god gave me and I know he will have something better for me in the end I trust him and that’s how I live my life now having faith in god worrying less and praying more and I know I said I don’t cry when I listen to these songs I lied I do but I cry tears of joy because I’m not alone Jesus is with me and I hope my ex’s are doing well and may they find happiness and may you as well you will be happy some day be patient god bless you and I love you my brother or sister I’ll just be here looking at the horizon or something else like driving around or going with my mom to where ever she goes.
I love the visuals of this, my man's just pouring his heart out on the drums and everyone is just stone faced and emotionless. It can be taken so many different ways, maybe its supposed to be his fear that no one will like his art? Maybe it's a supposed to show how emotionally distant those around him are? Maybe it's just showing his fear of social rejection and what would happen if he tried sharing his passion with others? Such a simple video with so much emotional potential
Or perhaps it'd just three am and I'm wishing I wouldn't wake up tomorrow? Honestly it might be all the above.
Keep waking up :)
It's fear of being alone
real
I'm just leaving this comment here. So that a month, a year, or a decade down the line if someone likes or comments on this thread, I can relive this song. Timeless.....
Time to listen again, my friend ;)
It’s time
its time..
It’s time again and again
I’ve seen your comment on their other song. I love that. So my friend it’s time.
this is the kinda song that makes you want to lay in bed and hug your pillow while crying your eyes out. this is the song that makes you lay in bed and hug your pillow while crying your eyes out.
What I'm currently doing....
me right now lol
Why'd you type it two times 😭
Bro typed it two times💀💀💀
My best friend introduced me to Current Joys. He always told me how this would always clear his mind; how it would always make things better. I never understood how music could do such a thing. And one night, I put Current Joys on and Fear was the first song that played... and then I completely understood what he meant. This will always make me cry, but deep down I knew things would get better. I love playing this music when we’re off to long trips. Thank you, Current Joys.
I hope noone who knows me finds this comment - never before watered and felt so much to song as with this one. crazy how you can stumble randomly over something without expecting a thing. bittersweet, thats the word and feel.
If you like music like this, I suggest the youtube channel ThatLazyLazyMe. Great tunes
i relate
Hey! I know you!
one and a half year and lots of changes later: fun, to find this comment again. somehow embarassing haha
This scene exploded/started here in socal when I was 16-21. This song went so hard in my early 20’s.
songs like these are time travel machines
My life has been tough, like real tough. But I don’t want to give up. The sliver of a chance that things will get better keeps me going. No matter the hardships, no matter the breakups, no matter anything I will keep pushing and I know you can too! I believe in you all.
i do not have hope for any relationship after hearing these two new songs
I don't know you but I hope you don't really believe that. If you connect to this music it means you have a beautiful soul.
stop beliving in songs
live outside your mind
same
Relationships are a lie over time feelings subside and you part your ways . Especially in modern day society where everything is controlled by social media , times are different:/
She broke my heart and left me alone to make my hands bleed picking up all the pieces. Finally glued everything back together after months just for someone else to break it once again.
Ily im so sorry I hope your feeling better now a days
I relate to this sm
this song hurts my heart so badly but I love it so much
i just want to be a kid again.
You've literally guided me through my own convoluted life in ways I could have never mentally or emotionally have gone through myself. Thank you for creating the art you have using the words you deciphered from your beautiful heart Nick. Thank you
Leaving this here, knowing full well that it's highly unlikely anybody will stumble upon my silly little comment, but if you do, please remind me to listen to this again!
Great song eh
@@IIIRyGuyIIIgm4yp3v thank you so much. I listened to it again because of you.
Nick Rattigan you musical genius!
During an intense period of depression, this one and Way Out Here were on constant rotation. Doing much better now (so grateful for psychiatric medication), but I still love them. Thanks Nick ♥️
Happy 2023 in tears
Up at 4:20 in the morning. I can't fall asleep. I'm listening to this because it bring back memories. Most of them are good but some are bad.
Thank you for posting this.
To my Future self
Please stop cutting,Going to sleep late,Blaming your sulf For everything,Thinking about everybody,accept yourself,Start thinking about yourself,Go outside more As well...
This is a message to me in the future. And everyone else who's going to be exact same thing as a minor. Take care of yourself everybody
And most Important If you need to cry, sometimes, please try.
cried to this last night, such a beautiful song.
LOL great comment. If you tired of the same ol music check out my IG dylan_is_chilling_YT
She just doesn't put in as much effort as I do and I feel like I'm wasting my time but I'm blinded by my love for her
Leave
Someday you wouldn't even know and it's gonna end.
This was me in my last relationship, I gave it 110% and received 5% back. Tried fixing all my cons from my relationship before this and tried my hardest and it still wasn’t enough.
is everything okay now?
@@sisuchii4088 he dead boi
their instrumental every song after chorus always hit me.
Of course, I’ve had friends. They would just rather hang out without me. It’s my fault really, I never made an effort to change this anyways. I guess I had just always expected it would come naturally-that they would invite me. But, wait and wait I did, and nothing; nothing happened. I don’t think they’ll remember me.
You should try getting some new friends, sometimes it’s not always you that’s the problem. It could be them. You might just not fit in with that group. Try another group that you find you fit into naturally and perfectly into.
Probably not...but such is life
its always the same with everyone. im just that kid in the back who doesnt talk much. now im chock full of trust issues and paranoia from all the shit people ive dealt with, and my first instinct is to ignore people because they're all fake. so i just stay in the same room listening to the same music over and over, wondering why my life sucks so bad when other people have it worse.
You getta house yet?
the fact that music is the only thing making me happy and keeping me alive is sad but im comfortable with it knowing that at least i have this.
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faceless humming by the impures < underrated song
listen to it n vibe to it :D
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I just wanted to stop and say that your music has helped me through so much, and that I’m so excited to hear more from you 💛
Heard this song following me around... Decided to give it a try and sometimes... Life is trying to give you signs and we dont see it for a while till we notice it. Thank you whatever you are for giving me signs. 👍
sitting outside before the storm starts. this is the start of my coming of age.
oh how this song brings so many feelings even after two years. i remember the emptiness that ran through my body when you decided you didn't want me anymore. i remember that night before i had to leave i sat on the edge of the bed and jus looked at you... i remember the mourning pain of knowing this will be the last night i will get to feel your warmth next to me and how much i will miss you. i dont think i could ever explain the amount of pain i still remember when this song plays.. and even after two years.. its became weirdly comforting in a way. idk
As an addict for 20+ Years...I Found Comfort in this kinda music..It Brought me Out of a A Dark Place,,,The Music Casted out a light within me,..And Happy 2 Say Im Drug free!....
Heck yeah that's what's up
Thank you Current, your songs helped me a lot in bad days, though they are coming back.
This song is addictive
Annaaa - all his stuff is
Ship atsea I know
i cannot express how much i love this song
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faceless humming by the impures < underrated song
listen to it n vibe to it :D
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Dear A.
you are the kindest, most amazing person ive ever met , and every time i think of you its like getting the best hug ever :) i love you so much A. thank you so much for having me in your life
Funny how I found this song... a few months ago I would sleep with the youtube music app playing at night beside my bed. I remember waking up out of nowhere, it was 4 am. I heard a soothing song that called my attention and you know how you hear everything more clearly and a bit louder when you wake up? it just hit me when I heard it and it felt really nostalgic. Just remember saving the song and going back to sleep again. Leaving youtube music with random music made me discover great songs like this one.
I feel like these songs make me feel understood. Like I understand the type of emotions he’s feeling because I’ve felt the same. And it’s really lonely because not many understand what you feel deep inside
I first found this song when I was in downtown at 8 pm. There was snow everywhere and I was exhausted because of how much emotional, mental and physical pain I was in but had to hide to make everyone happy. 3 hours or less of sleep, memory loss and more. I was thinking of genuinely dying that night and finally earning some peace, but I knew it wasn't a good idea. Im still in pain and nothing has changed but the memory loss has helped me think it has gotten better. I think there is a future where i am happy and living properly. Future me is hopefully living her best life :)
I'm listening to random music on autoplay while studying and most of the music is just going through one ear and out the other. But as soon as I started to hear this one I stopped what I was doing and added it to my playlist. It just hits different in a beautiful way.
. Wonderful!
It’s been seven years…. Still hits hard.
I never felt it when I was young
I never knew where it came from
Now I feel it like a hurricane
And it's so hard to stop the rain
It's so hard to stop the rain
It's so hard to stop
Starts out gold, but never stays
The neon takes my breath away
And now I feel it in my veins
But I don't want to be afraid
I don't want to live this way
I don't want you to leave
Glad I found someone new I'll know I'll continue to check in with throughout the rest of my life
Depression is like a cut on your finger it hurts , they come and go , yet we continue to live our lives the same /:
depression is the oposite of that
Depression is the rain cloud that hangs over your head, slowly drowning you in your sorrows, hate and negativity, until you either die or find a way to stay afloat although it leeches the joy out of everything you do, not a cut that comes and gos, that’s just sadness
People who have experienced severe depression know that it feels more similar to an intangible and invisible wave of negative energy that causes you to feel down, lost, upset,angry and all the other worst emotions people experience.
Can't wait for what current joys/surf curse has to offer 2018 🎸
totally!
Is it the same person singing in surf curse? Cauee they sound almost the same
Yeah this is just side project that the drummer in Surf Curse does.
YES
they definitely have had amazing songs since 2018 …
Happiness is ephemeral.
But this feeling, this desire to step away from all the things that make you who you are, and everything that you can't love anymore? Interminable.
We are forever bonded through music.
She sayd yes, finally.
Wish y'all the best.❤️
Thank u big bro best of luck
Man the beat is especially melaconic but his voice is what makes these songs complete i love your voice truly talented
Listening to this at midnight hits different.. 😢
Your music always used to make me cry. one year later, a healthy relationship. I can finally listen to your music without crying:)
The intro music just feels so nostalgic and makes me wanna cry idk why
I love the whole theme . It's like a 80s scary movie except it displays my feelings so perfect
Surf Curse and Current Joys, the only bands that make me want to move back to LA.
cameron pagett but they’re from Nevada
So@@michaelmontano7844
michael montano all the are in LA
michael montano VIBES*
michael montano jk lol VIBES ARE EVERYWHERE MY G
Hey future me , welcome back.
Yes, this is what it feels like, i know success isnt supposed to feel like this but this is what it is. In the end , whatever drove you all this way ,it left u hollow and now you realize that it was never about the destination but the path that lead u to it.
Don't worry , dont do anything stupid . There is still a long road ahead my friend .
Remember me my friend :) okay?
Damn this was 6 years ago, and i still always go back to this song.
In a ideal world I would love to meet up with all you guys listening. It’s rare a find… people who relate
A time of my life where I listened to this everyday
same, and i still come back to it on bouts of insomnia and cathartic release
nick is fucking talented, love both current joys and surf curse. songs make me realize how i truly feel about myself.
She doesn't know that I'm going thousands of kilometers away, and that every night I listen to this song until the day of my departure waiting for something that will never happen...
This song is like a therapy to me at time when my abandonment traumas and loniliness kicks in and There's no one I can open up to I play this song and it feels like someone understands what I feel how overwhelmed my feelings are and that is why this is my therapy song
Currently obsessed w current joys. I love their music sm, it always makes me cry.
"Starts out gold but never stays" 💔
It's weird, sad songs like this makes me feel happy and sad at the same time
I feel every beat of this song in my soul
Nobody is going to talk about how the end where he lets his emotions take over the drums and start going in. That’s my favorite part.
Here i sit with mellow tears, as i look back upon all the years it took to bring me here, emotions have swayed, bodies and faces change, along with the rain, all we ever feel is pain
currently getting drunk to this song
How do you not have a million likes
Emma Bourguignon i never get likes on yt comments i make haha
@@dreamgirl2976 you should, i literally screenshotted this and told my friends we should do this haha
Emma Bourguignon it was a sad experience lol
@@dreamgirl2976 poor baby such a mood tho
David Dean Burkhart brought me here, love it.
My spine had chills listening to this.. current joys is truly something else, going through somethangs atm
Love him live...the emotion..the passion...the love for music....he is music the instruments are playing him ....the love i have for his music
having this feeling out of nowhere and not understanding it really sucks… makes me want to end everything sometimes
Thank lord for such souls who make music like this ❤️
i love this band... i want to fly away and get lost...
I don't want to be afraid
Yoanita Selvani I wanna fly away n be found by someone who appreciates my company
Instantly made 2018 so much better
i find myself going back to this song every january-february it’s so comforting
"Starts out gold but it never stays." .. hits me hard.