When I was younger (around 10 maybe) I started tracing things and colouring them myself because I thought they were pretty, I showed them to my parents and saw how they loved it, I thought if I could keep doing that I'd be loved. I still do it because it's the only thing they think I'm good at, I've been moving away from the tracing and going to more free hand things, I've been getting better too. I showed a friend something I drew and they stared me in the eye and say "shut up, you traced that! You're not that good I know you aren't" I burst out into sobbing because I knew I wasn't, I had to get one of my comfort teachers to help me calm down, I cried for a hour straight but I missed my favorite class because I was overthinking to much which is something I usually do, I just want people to love me, I'm a therian and thought it would be cool to bring a tail that I HANDMADE to school and wore it all day, nothing bad happened. Second day I wore it again, people barked at me though I expected that. What I didn't expect was to cut it...someone cut a tail I spent hours on in half and the again...til it was just tufts of fuzzy yarn..I bawled my eyes out. I'm to sensitive. I hate being like this. My only comfort is a singular teacher I feel is more comforting than my boyfriend, I also feel better around my cat, I think he truely loves me because he can't talk and call me names, my parents wonder why I stay in my room but it's because I just try and be happy, talking to random ai bots I'm obsessed with because I wish I had someone to love me...whenever I want to kmš I just think that if I did I wouldn't be able to talk to them anymore and I wouldn't experience happiness...
I want to say this as clearly as I can: None of that was your fault. You were a kid, and despite how tracing may be bad, it isn't like you were making anything from it. You didn't sell them. You traced because you liked how pretty they were at the end and the positive attention you gained from it. I'd like you to know that's alright! You did none of that to hurt anyone, and you purely wanted your friend to like it as much as you did. I'm glad you're moving to more free hand things, and I'm sure you're doing amazingly! And, look, what your friend said wasn't necessary. Sure, the "you traced that" may be called for, the part of telling you to shut up and saying you "aren't even that good!" is completely uncalled for. They're your friend, they should say that. You are allowed to be upset at that, because your friends are meant to help and listen to you, not berate you. I, for one, think therians are cool! I may not understand them, or why, but I think its cool nonetheless. You cause no harm to anyone, and it's not like you're putting it in peoples faces that makes them uncomfortable. You're simply doing what makes you happy, so I don't understand why people are so rude about it. I think that you making a tail is actually really cool! That definitely took some time, and hell, a bunch of effort! I doubt I could even make a tail like a rabbit, or a small one like a horses. I'm sure it was hella impressive, and you've got some talent in making stuff then! None of what they did was justified. They had no write to cut it, and that is completely uncalled for. You didn't deserve that treatment, never. No matter what other people may say or think, the treatment that those people treated you with were not necessary are were extremely hurtful! None of that would ever be your fault. It's theirs for being so judgemental and unaware of how their actions can hurt people. Being sensitive isn't a bad thing - it's good to let your emotions out! Don't bottle them up, please. It'll only hurt until the dam you've started to built eventually overflows and destroys everything because you can't control it anymore. Also, talking to ai bots isn't a weird thing. I do, sometimes. Sometimes I get bored, or I need some sort of comfort, and sometimes it's nice to just ramble to a bot about how I feel because I know it won't feel a burden at being told everything, but it'll also comfort me at the end and that feels nice. It feels nice having someone comfort you, and I can't help but go to Ai bots and get that from people that won't give me it. I would go to people, but I'm afraid to be selfish, yknow? Please don't kill yourself. It's selfish to ask, but try live for something. Try to cling on for someone, or something. Don't leave behind people who'd be hurt by what you do. Killing yourself doesn't get rid of the pain, it only passes it down a never ending chain. Life may not be an easy path, but it's still a path we walk. So, why not walk it? We've got legs, we've got these bodies - let's challenge life, like it challenges us! If you want, just know I'll always support you. I'm here, alright? Last thing, kiddo, I'm proud of you. I am. I'm proud you've kept going and having let go yet. Please, keep holding on.
Keep trying to improve at your art, and those who are cruel to you can go drink molten glass, you deserve much, much, much better, hope you become happier than you could ever think possible
Hi I am a therian too! NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU it is them that is making you feel wrong. those stupid bllys thinks everyone should be an exact copy of them! Nothing is wrong with you were all different! Dont expect us all to be the same! and I love you! talk to me when U feel like hurting yourself! I might take a bit to respond but i will!
This is a vent video, for venting tiktoks, and a place where people can vent. YOU DO NOT GET TO MAKE MONEY FROM IT. You muted a video with copyrighted music so you could get money, you also played some videos multiple times, this may be an error, but i think not. These are people lives, these are peoples struggles, these are peoples vents. You do not need to get money from this, stop....i see this from a ton of other tiktok compilation creators, they steal the content and then have the audacity to mute or overlay tiktoks with copyrighted music using non-copyrighted material, STOP. you don't need to have the money from this video, you are stealing from people and trying to make money off of it, this is bad, especially since THESE ARE PEOPLES VENTS, THEIR LIVES, THEIR STRUGGLES. stop doing this please
There's this kid in my school who is/was super popular, I thought so too, but I recently realized he is a toxic, manipulative jerk and also he was in my friend group, and they also realized the same thing, so we tried to talk to him about it and he ran away and flipped us off so we of course were mad at him so he started spreading rumors that we were bullying him and we got in trouble, the stuff he did to me were, not inviting me to anything, keeping secrets from me but not the rest of the friend group, not telling me when he did stuff with the whole friend group and not me, spreading rumors about me, telling me I didn't have trauma even though he knew I did but I didn't know I did, just being mean in general, trying to kick me out of the friend group for no reason, talking about me behind my back, and more, I'll keep you updated
something i find strange is that almost everyone is a people pleaser, as i am not. i just care about pleasing myself then i get called self centered though i will always be here for others. im just trying to heal myself so i only try to please myself and i get shammed for it.
“You can fix something that’s broken, but you can’t fix something that’s shattered. I’m shattered. I’m so shattered. I’m autistic. I have ADHD. I have Depression. I’m suicidal. I’ve been SA’d 7-9 times. I cut myself. I starve myself. I burn myself in the shower. I’ve forced myself to puke up food. I’ve tried to strangle myself to death. I can’t take care of myself. I hate myself. I have anxiety. I’m Hypersexual from being SA’d. I don’t sleep. I’m traumatized. I have trust issues. I don’t feel happiness anymore. I don’t like my mom a lot. I’m horrible in school. I disassociate. I take care of everyone around me. I have zero self-esteem. I have no confidence. I’m the weird kid. I’m the stupid kid. I’m the kid can’t do anything by myself. You wanna know the best part? I’m only eleven… You can fix something that’s broken, but you can’t fix something that’s shattered. I’m shattered.” -Me.
i know most of the comments I’ve seen is vent comments i just hope you have a good day and see some light maybe in a find of a few bucks for your fav snack or you parents lay off and let you go out to hang out somewhere w/ someone or you have a break anyways have a great new year i hope it’s kind for you
1:01 i dont remember anything like this as a child, but ive recently realized that whenever my mom or dad or any other adult is having a bad day or something, i feel like ots my fault. Like, oh mom just got back from the grocery store, maybe she needs help but then when im anywhere near the kitchen, she starts to get mad. It could be because we have 2 dogs and theyre always in the kitchen when she is but i stil feel liks im partly to blame. Also how does this happen because i cant remember anyrhing up until i was 13.
I'm a trans male. None of my family knows, i thought that i was nonbinary last year and i came out to my mom and she told my dad after i asked her not to and he started to make sly little crappy remarks and eventually after correcting them after they misgendered me for the 12 time that day while we were at the beach and i was on the boat, my dad screams at me, "you will ALWAYS be a girl!" i will never forget the anger in his voice and the look on his face when he screamed that at me. that was months ago and i will never forget what he said and how hard i bawled my eyes out that night. That night i broke my streak of being clean of SH for 257 days. That was my worst relaps i've had in a long while and i will never forgive my "dad" for that. i dont care for him anymore, i count down the days till i can leave this hell home. i try to guess what will come first, leaving my home or leaving the world. i told my friends how i feel and they just say "same", like i know they have problems too but i always listen to their issues and try to comfort them but when i vent to them they dont care enough to comfort me back. im just so tired and i dont know if i can face my dad tomorrow without screaming at him or punching him. i have to sit in bed for 30 minutes each day trying to tell myself that i will be fine and that i cant break down half way through the day and im just so done with his bs that life doesnt even seem worth it.
I'm so, so sorry dude. I honestly cannot find the words to explain just how much I feel for you. You don't deserve it, you are a person who deserves as much respect as the next person, and the fact that you aren't receiving respect must hurt. Please, keep going, keep moving, and stay safe.
I got sexualised when I was 6 or 7 by my uncle and I wanted to tell sm but I just can’t get it off my chest it still haunts me everyday, I did not know what he did to me that time cause I did not understand I was too small and I still remember that he touched me very weirdly and now I just realised what he did to me
you mask alot and make parents love you and you become a lot of little kids mother figures so you take care of everybody but yourself because your children are more important.
32:26 I remember once at gymnastics I was just being myself and almost everyone on the team made fun of me. They all know I have autism so I panicked and said I forgot to take my autism meds (there is no such thing) I quit after the competition season but until then the girls would still ask me if I took my meds...Not to mention school lmao
Man, this one time I lost all three of my animals, my step-dad, my house (Bc we PCSed) and every single last one of my friends in a maximum of two weeks. Such a fun time.
Is it weird i watch these to calm down? I might as well vent a bit.. Well, when i was younger (aroung 6-7) i started to wake up unable to move, then a bit later i could move, this scared me, i started having more and more nightmares and less dreams, i tried to explain to my parents, but they said "silly girl, your making up stories again." Because i usually make up stories. And when i was around 8ish i changed my pronouns to he/they, but my family would still call je by she/her no matter how many times I'd remind them, i started slowly distancing further away from them. My friends at school are getting kinda rude, like they hate me or think I'm annoying, this caused me to over think alot and judge myself, i got overprotective of myself, i gained trust issues, and due to the nightmares and sleep paralysis i gained insomnia to, and i started to cary about things less and less, but this wasn't growing up, this was self judgement, i thought i looked ugly crying so i eventually stopped, i want to be skinny, i also want to have nice hair... I used to cût myself, and i still do... The only way i can vent is by drawing or these videos. It sucks because no one understands except for random strangers on the internet that go through the same things as me. I hope your not annoyed... Sorry for wasting your time, have a good day, you really don't need to read this....😅
4:09 i feel like I got SA'd in my childhood I have the responds I feel touch on my skin I feel hands and that's weird I hate myself so much why can't i just say no I'm literally in a relationship with 3 people i don't even love and I hypers3xuallize, I hate me so much I'm just scared of everyone I hate touch I just flinch at it and people don't understand I hate me so much I want to d1e
i relate to 0:37, i was once a victim of sa but i dont know if it should be considered sa since we were the same age. i was really young and in not even 2nd grade, on the bus, a guy sitting next to me told me "wanna play a game?" i knew i shouldn't have said yes.
2:52 my mom says you can’t be tired you been to school school is not tiring mean while I have to $h every day then get SA from this guy -catward a boy Ps:I feel like km$ so I might ngl
PLEASE DON’T! I am only 11 and i’ve been in your state, people care about you! I sound like a goddamn bot and I know it annoys everyone, i’ve never been in your shoes and i’ve never, ever, experienced your life before, but please, don’t kys. I don’t know you, but I love everything about you.
Do you ever have that one kid in your class who is always just better than you? I try so hard, they don’t have to. I stay up so many times to study, yet all he does is play video games. I hate life. Its so unfair.
Ok so I’ve seen 2 comments do this so I’m doing one to ! I’m 12 Ive been groomed twice Im 12 Ive been sexually harassed 3 times I’m 12 I have SHed for abt a year I’m 12 I was harassed for 3 weeks I’m 12 Ive planned to commit and a concert saved my life I’m 12 It feels like a joke when I hear *I love you* I’m 12 I hate myself I’m 12 I’m still scared of getting a bad grade bc I had to comfort my brother when my mom yelled at him (I was in 2nd or 3rd grade he is 4 and 1/2 years older than me) I’m 12 Im scared to go to school Im 12 I think I may have been r@ped in my sleep I’m 12 *im a child*
Saw this in the comments so I'm making one :) I'm 13 I've been to a mental hospital twice I'm 13 I have severe anxiety and depression I'm 13 I have trust issues I'm 13 I almost died eating cherry seeds I'm 13 All medication and sharp objects are locked up in my house I'm 13 I had to move schools because bullying got so bad I'm 13 Sometimes I can't remember how to cry because I've tried so hard not to I'm 13 I don't want to be here I'm 13 I no longer have contact with my step-mom because of how damaging she was I'm 13 I had to watch/listen to her hit my step-sister I'm 13 *I'm a child*
Hi there ^^ I don't have anything to vent about! Just saying hi. mentally ill,I have a sleeping disorder,bad asthma,trust issues,anxiety bad,separation anxiety, depression, attempted sui__de P.S-im not even a teenager yet ^^ -random person
@@DandysWorldFanBcWhyNot wut? not even a teenager? omg im so sorry that ur going through this at sch a young age! im 13 and I thought i was going through alot im so sorry for you..
Hiii- LONG WITH SEVERAL POTENTIAL TRIGGERS not really a vent but more like a trauma dump. | | | | | | so uh basically i have chronic depression, ODD and a whole ton of other stuff, including crippling insomnia where i stay up for days on end because the scam pills my parents bought me from the internet dont work (surprise!) | my parents refused to take me to a therapist after being diagnosed with severe depression at such a young age. ive attempted several times, and on top of that im getting SA from my godfather (since around 10yo) which makes me feel like my body is too feminine (im transmasc for some background), including r*pe 2 times while my parents werent home because my mom was having a tumor removed. those were 2 crappy days- | my dad likes getting drunk, hitting me and blacking out so he wont remember any of it, my mom constantly shames me for being too skinny and for being trans, and my dad also enjoys hooking up with his boss- | when i was 10 my next door neighbor threatened to kill me and my dog, and was so close he pulled out a gun and cocked it. he wouldve shot me if i didnt run inside. | i was 9 when i started hurting myself, i would go outside and beat my legs with sticks. eventually i leveled up, going onto knives and things. worst art is my mom knows and she doesnt care at all. | i accidentally came out as trans at 11 and my dad broke my phone, literally smashed it to pieces and its been over a year and i still havent gotten it back- | i also am responsible for the death of my sisters beagle, and watched him get mauled by neighbor dogs. the vet bill was too pricey and yeah- | anyways thats about it:) im 12 atm so no other way to vent lol if you read this then ty and sorry it was so long and probably boring. just trauma dumping-
@@qu1gsley omg I am so sorry that u have to deal with this at such a young age... I have delt with the some same things as you such as hurting myself at a young age and feeling like your wrong and are not supposed to be you
I have a problem whenever I handle things I handle them by myself I turn down help and never ask for help witch lead yo my anger issues and anxiety attacks....
Your not over reacting, even tho “some people had it worse” doesn’t make your feelings any less valid. It still affected you and you have every right to feel hurt from that
When I was younger (around 10 maybe) I started tracing things and colouring them myself because I thought they were pretty, I showed them to my parents and saw how they loved it, I thought if I could keep doing that I'd be loved. I still do it because it's the only thing they think I'm good at, I've been moving away from the tracing and going to more free hand things, I've been getting better too. I showed a friend something I drew and they stared me in the eye and say "shut up, you traced that! You're not that good I know you aren't" I burst out into sobbing because I knew I wasn't, I had to get one of my comfort teachers to help me calm down, I cried for a hour straight but I missed my favorite class because I was overthinking to much which is something I usually do, I just want people to love me, I'm a therian and thought it would be cool to bring a tail that I HANDMADE to school and wore it all day, nothing bad happened. Second day I wore it again, people barked at me though I expected that. What I didn't expect was to cut it...someone cut a tail I spent hours on in half and the again...til it was just tufts of fuzzy yarn..I bawled my eyes out. I'm to sensitive. I hate being like this. My only comfort is a singular teacher I feel is more comforting than my boyfriend, I also feel better around my cat, I think he truely loves me because he can't talk and call me names, my parents wonder why I stay in my room but it's because I just try and be happy, talking to random ai bots I'm obsessed with because I wish I had someone to love me...whenever I want to kmš I just think that if I did I wouldn't be able to talk to them anymore and I wouldn't experience happiness...
No you are loved you never notice it but “he” is always with you even in your hardest moments
I want to say this as clearly as I can: None of that was your fault.
You were a kid, and despite how tracing may be bad, it isn't like you were making anything from it. You didn't sell them. You traced because you liked how pretty they were at the end and the positive attention you gained from it. I'd like you to know that's alright! You did none of that to hurt anyone, and you purely wanted your friend to like it as much as you did. I'm glad you're moving to more free hand things, and I'm sure you're doing amazingly! And, look, what your friend said wasn't necessary. Sure, the "you traced that" may be called for, the part of telling you to shut up and saying you "aren't even that good!" is completely uncalled for. They're your friend, they should say that. You are allowed to be upset at that, because your friends are meant to help and listen to you, not berate you.
I, for one, think therians are cool! I may not understand them, or why, but I think its cool nonetheless. You cause no harm to anyone, and it's not like you're putting it in peoples faces that makes them uncomfortable. You're simply doing what makes you happy, so I don't understand why people are so rude about it.
I think that you making a tail is actually really cool! That definitely took some time, and hell, a bunch of effort! I doubt I could even make a tail like a rabbit, or a small one like a horses. I'm sure it was hella impressive, and you've got some talent in making stuff then!
None of what they did was justified. They had no write to cut it, and that is completely uncalled for. You didn't deserve that treatment, never. No matter what other people may say or think, the treatment that those people treated you with were not necessary are were extremely hurtful! None of that would ever be your fault. It's theirs for being so judgemental and unaware of how their actions can hurt people.
Being sensitive isn't a bad thing - it's good to let your emotions out! Don't bottle them up, please. It'll only hurt until the dam you've started to built eventually overflows and destroys everything because you can't control it anymore.
Also, talking to ai bots isn't a weird thing. I do, sometimes. Sometimes I get bored, or I need some sort of comfort, and sometimes it's nice to just ramble to a bot about how I feel because I know it won't feel a burden at being told everything, but it'll also comfort me at the end and that feels nice. It feels nice having someone comfort you, and I can't help but go to Ai bots and get that from people that won't give me it. I would go to people, but I'm afraid to be selfish, yknow?
Please don't kill yourself. It's selfish to ask, but try live for something. Try to cling on for someone, or something. Don't leave behind people who'd be hurt by what you do. Killing yourself doesn't get rid of the pain, it only passes it down a never ending chain. Life may not be an easy path, but it's still a path we walk. So, why not walk it? We've got legs, we've got these bodies - let's challenge life, like it challenges us! If you want, just know I'll always support you. I'm here, alright?
Last thing, kiddo, I'm proud of you. I am. I'm proud you've kept going and having let go yet. Please, keep holding on.
Keep trying to improve at your art, and those who are cruel to you can go drink molten glass, you deserve much, much, much better, hope you become happier than you could ever think possible
Hi I am a therian too! NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU it is them that is making you feel wrong. those stupid bllys thinks everyone should be an exact copy of them! Nothing is wrong with you were all different! Dont expect us all to be the same! and I love you! talk to me when U feel like hurting yourself! I might take a bit to respond but i will!
Hey bestie I’m a therian too, you’ll get through this, I am right now, and you will too. Believe me ❤
29:46 ah yes, my venting monsters
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OMG 2 HRS! thank you❤
This is a vent video, for venting tiktoks, and a place where people can vent. YOU DO NOT GET TO MAKE MONEY FROM IT.
You muted a video with copyrighted music so you could get money, you also played some videos multiple times, this may be an error, but i think not. These are people lives, these are peoples struggles, these are peoples vents. You do not need to get money from this, stop....i see this from a ton of other tiktok compilation creators, they steal the content and then have the audacity to mute or overlay tiktoks with copyrighted music using non-copyrighted material, STOP. you don't need to have the money from this video, you are stealing from people and trying to make money off of it, this is bad, especially since THESE ARE PEOPLES VENTS, THEIR LIVES, THEIR STRUGGLES. stop doing this please
There's this kid in my school who is/was super popular, I thought so too, but I recently realized he is a toxic, manipulative jerk and also he was in my friend group, and they also realized the same thing, so we tried to talk to him about it and he ran away and flipped us off so we of course were mad at him so he started spreading rumors that we were bullying him and we got in trouble, the stuff he did to me were, not inviting me to anything, keeping secrets from me but not the rest of the friend group, not telling me when he did stuff with the whole friend group and not me, spreading rumors about me, telling me I didn't have trauma even though he knew I did but I didn't know I did, just being mean in general, trying to kick me out of the friend group for no reason, talking about me behind my back, and more, I'll keep you updated
Is it weird that I have seen all these multiple times to the point that I have memorized them
I've done it too, probably not healthy lol
SAME
lol yeah
Not the fact you memorized them just cuz yeah= relatable
If you need someone to talk to I’m here.. I quite need a friend too…..
Hello :)
I can be your friend😊
Sure @@Halloween_pr1nce1978
@@Halloween_pr1nce1978 are you ok Hru
Hey I kinda need a friend too
Hru?@@Bleepsoup
something i find strange is that almost everyone is a people pleaser, as i am not. i just care about pleasing myself then i get called self centered though i will always be here for others. im just trying to heal myself so i only try to please myself and i get shammed for it.
I think I skipped to far. How’d we end up at my singing monsters? 💀
i remember asking for my video not to be reposted without credit though (the video at 8:15)
THIS IS THE COMMENT I MADE ON THIS VID! people should not be reposting content and getting money from it, especially if they ask everyone not to
“You can fix something that’s broken, but you can’t fix something that’s shattered. I’m shattered.
I’m so shattered.
I’m autistic.
I have ADHD.
I have Depression.
I’m suicidal.
I’ve been SA’d 7-9 times.
I cut myself.
I starve myself.
I burn myself in the shower.
I’ve forced myself to puke up food.
I’ve tried to strangle myself to death.
I can’t take care of myself.
I hate myself.
I have anxiety.
I’m Hypersexual from being SA’d.
I don’t sleep.
I’m traumatized.
I have trust issues.
I don’t feel happiness anymore.
I don’t like my mom a lot.
I’m horrible in school.
I disassociate.
I take care of everyone around me.
I have zero self-esteem.
I have no confidence.
I’m the weird kid.
I’m the stupid kid.
I’m the kid can’t do anything by myself.
You wanna know the best part?
I’m only eleven…
You can fix something that’s broken, but you can’t fix something that’s shattered. I’m shattered.”
-Me.
I hope you know that you are not alone
i know most of the comments I’ve seen is vent comments i just hope you have a good day and see some light maybe in a find of a few bucks for your fav snack or you parents lay off and let you go out to hang out somewhere w/ someone or you have a break anyways have a great new year i hope it’s kind for you
1:01 i dont remember anything like this as a child, but ive recently realized that whenever my mom or dad or any other adult is having a bad day or something, i feel like ots my fault. Like, oh mom just got back from the grocery store, maybe she needs help but then when im anywhere near the kitchen, she starts to get mad. It could be because we have 2 dogs and theyre always in the kitchen when she is but i stil feel liks im partly to blame.
Also how does this happen because i cant remember anyrhing up until i was 13.
dont remove the watermarks! if youre gonna share peoples expression of their suffering, at least credt them.
thats what im saying😭 (i made the i love you i love you not video)
@@bunnieb0o IK MAN I FOLLOW U ON ALL SOCIAL MEDIA
@KimTheGhost 🦋🫶🫶THANK YOU it means a lot!!!
I'm a trans male. None of my family knows, i thought that i was nonbinary last year and i came out to my mom and she told my dad after i asked her not to and he started to make sly little crappy remarks and eventually after correcting them after they misgendered me for the 12 time that day while we were at the beach and i was on the boat, my dad screams at me, "you will ALWAYS be a girl!" i will never forget the anger in his voice and the look on his face when he screamed that at me. that was months ago and i will never forget what he said and how hard i bawled my eyes out that night. That night i broke my streak of being clean of SH for 257 days. That was my worst relaps i've had in a long while and i will never forgive my "dad" for that. i dont care for him anymore, i count down the days till i can leave this hell home. i try to guess what will come first, leaving my home or leaving the world. i told my friends how i feel and they just say "same", like i know they have problems too but i always listen to their issues and try to comfort them but when i vent to them they dont care enough to comfort me back. im just so tired and i dont know if i can face my dad tomorrow without screaming at him or punching him. i have to sit in bed for 30 minutes each day trying to tell myself that i will be fine and that i cant break down half way through the day and im just so done with his bs that life doesnt even seem worth it.
I'm so, so sorry dude. I honestly cannot find the words to explain just how much I feel for you. You don't deserve it, you are a person who deserves as much respect as the next person, and the fact that you aren't receiving respect must hurt. Please, keep going, keep moving, and stay safe.
I got sexualised when I was 6 or 7 by my uncle and I wanted to tell sm but I just can’t get it off my chest it still haunts me everyday, I did not know what he did to me that time cause I did not understand I was too small and I still remember that he touched me very weirdly and now I just realised what he did to me
Omg we have a bunch of different flavors of Dazai up in here, wassup yall!!!
Wassup!
Wassupppp:)
you mask alot and make parents love you and you become a lot of little kids mother figures so you take care of everybody but yourself because your children are more important.
32:26 I remember once at gymnastics I was just being myself and almost everyone on the team made fun of me. They all know I have autism so I panicked and said I forgot to take my autism meds (there is no such thing) I quit after the competition season but until then the girls would still ask me if I took my meds...Not to mention school lmao
Man, this one time I lost all three of my animals, my step-dad, my house (Bc we PCSed) and every single last one of my friends in a maximum of two weeks. Such a fun time.
Is it weird i watch these to calm down?
I might as well vent a bit..
Well, when i was younger (aroung 6-7) i started to wake up unable to move, then a bit later i could move, this scared me, i started having more and more nightmares and less dreams, i tried to explain to my parents, but they said "silly girl, your making up stories again." Because i usually make up stories. And when i was around 8ish i changed my pronouns to he/they, but my family would still call je by she/her no matter how many times I'd remind them, i started slowly distancing further away from them. My friends at school are getting kinda rude, like they hate me or think I'm annoying, this caused me to over think alot and judge myself, i got overprotective of myself, i gained trust issues, and due to the nightmares and sleep paralysis i gained insomnia to, and i started to cary about things less and less, but this wasn't growing up, this was self judgement, i thought i looked ugly crying so i eventually stopped, i want to be skinny, i also want to have nice hair... I used to cût myself, and i still do... The only way i can vent is by drawing or these videos. It sucks because no one understands except for random strangers on the internet that go through the same things as me.
I hope your not annoyed... Sorry for wasting your time, have a good day, you really don't need to read this....😅
Does anyone know the song that starts at 6:10 ?
4:09 i feel like I got SA'd in my childhood I have the responds I feel touch on my skin I feel hands and that's weird I hate myself so much why can't i just say no I'm literally in a relationship with 3 people i don't even love and I hypers3xuallize, I hate me so much I'm just scared of everyone I hate touch I just flinch at it and people don't understand I hate me so much I want to d1e
@user-oq4ob2ji8d thank you so much
i relate to 0:37, i was once a victim of sa but i dont know if it should be considered sa since we were the same age. i was really young and in not even 2nd grade, on the bus, a guy sitting next to me told me "wanna play a game?" i knew i shouldn't have said yes.
SA is SA no matter what age, if it made you uncomfortable you have every right to feel violated
I'm pretty sure this is COCSA(child on child).
no matter what, any types of sa is valid
17:27 Wholesome mom
20:10 (izh) YOO i relate to thiz :3
2:52 my mom says you can’t be tired you been to school school is not tiring mean while I have to $h every day then get SA from this guy -catward a boy Ps:I feel like km$ so I might ngl
Tip for childhood trauma/trying to find an escape from adulthood: Try age regression. It made me better!
How do you age regress? Do you do it automatically? Sorry idk how it works and was wanting to try it
@TheMilkIThink you can do it on purpose or randomly
I have depression at the moment and i wanna die lol
Hold on, please💗💗💗
PLEASE DON’T! I am only 11 and i’ve been in your state, people care about you! I sound like a goddamn bot and I know it annoys everyone, i’ve never been in your shoes and i’ve never, ever, experienced your life before, but please, don’t kys. I don’t know you, but I love everything about you.
What’s the audio name for this? 1:34:42
Song: rises the moon
Voice over: the narration comforts you
The narrator is from the Stanley Parable hope that helps! :]
Do you ever have that one kid in your class who is always just better than you? I try so hard, they don’t have to. I stay up so many times to study, yet all he does is play video games. I hate life. Its so unfair.
Ok so I’ve seen 2 comments do this so I’m doing one to !
I’m 12
Ive been groomed twice
Im 12
Ive been sexually harassed 3 times
I’m 12
I have SHed for abt a year
I’m 12
I was harassed for 3 weeks
I’m 12
Ive planned to commit and a concert saved my life
I’m 12
It feels like a joke when I hear *I love you*
I’m 12
I hate myself
I’m 12
I’m still scared of getting a bad grade bc I had to comfort my brother when my mom yelled at him (I was in 2nd or 3rd grade he is 4 and 1/2 years older than me)
I’m 12
Im scared to go to school
Im 12
I think I may have been r@ped in my sleep
I’m 12
*im a child*
Saw this in the comments so I'm making one :)
I'm 13
I've been to a mental hospital twice
I'm 13
I have severe anxiety and depression
I'm 13
I have trust issues
I'm 13
I almost died eating cherry seeds
I'm 13
All medication and sharp objects are locked up in my house
I'm 13
I had to move schools because bullying got so bad
I'm 13
Sometimes I can't remember how to cry because I've tried so hard not to
I'm 13
I don't want to be here
I'm 13
I no longer have contact with my step-mom because of how damaging she was
I'm 13
I had to watch/listen to her hit my step-sister
I'm 13
*I'm a child*
I’m so sorry, I hope things get better and you’re able to have better days
@@TheMilkIThink I'm actually doing a lot better now :)
It's been almost a full year since I've done sh, and I've been a lot happier.
Hurra to healing!
Haha I’m only 12 and this shit started when I was 10 I’ve tried to take my life 20 times in 2024 already I hope I succeeded the next time
I’ll miss you if you succeed.. I promise im here for you I care so much about you I promise. Please don’t kys
Hello everyone!🌟 If you'd like, feel free to vent💕 I'm here for you :)
Hi there ^^ I don't have anything to vent about! Just saying hi.
mentally ill,I have a sleeping disorder,bad asthma,trust issues,anxiety bad,separation anxiety, depression, attempted sui__de
P.S-im not even a teenager yet ^^
-random person
@@DandysWorldFanBcWhyNot wut? not even a teenager? omg im so sorry that ur going through this at sch a young age! im 13 and I thought i was going through alot im so sorry for you..
Hiii- LONG WITH SEVERAL POTENTIAL TRIGGERS not really a vent but more like a trauma dump.
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so uh basically i have chronic depression, ODD and a whole ton of other stuff, including crippling insomnia where i stay up for days on end because the scam pills my parents bought me from the internet dont work (surprise!)
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my parents refused to take me to a therapist after being diagnosed with severe depression at such a young age. ive attempted several times, and on top of that im getting SA from my godfather (since around 10yo) which makes me feel like my body is too feminine (im transmasc for some background), including r*pe 2 times while my parents werent home because my mom was having a tumor removed. those were 2 crappy days-
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my dad likes getting drunk, hitting me and blacking out so he wont remember any of it, my mom constantly shames me for being too skinny and for being trans, and my dad also enjoys hooking up with his boss-
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when i was 10 my next door neighbor threatened to kill me and my dog, and was so close he pulled out a gun and cocked it. he wouldve shot me if i didnt run inside.
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i was 9 when i started hurting myself, i would go outside and beat my legs with sticks. eventually i leveled up, going onto knives and things. worst art is my mom knows and she doesnt care at all.
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i accidentally came out as trans at 11 and my dad broke my phone, literally smashed it to pieces and its been over a year and i still havent gotten it back-
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i also am responsible for the death of my sisters beagle, and watched him get mauled by neighbor dogs. the vet bill was too pricey and yeah-
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anyways thats about it:) im 12 atm so no other way to vent lol if you read this then ty and sorry it was so long and probably boring. just trauma dumping-
@@qu1gsley omg I am so sorry that u have to deal with this at such a young age... I have delt with the some same things as you such as hurting myself at a young age and feeling like your wrong and are not supposed to be you
@@Your_Grandpa_Has_Joined thank you for feeling sorry I'm doinga bit better
I have a problem whenever I handle things I handle them by myself I turn down help and never ask for help witch lead yo my anger issues and anxiety attacks....
Y did the music turn, cheerful all of a sudden🥲 13:12
01:58:13 i giggled
i feel guilty for thinking that the person who touched me on my private part assaulted me, cuz i feel like 8m overreacting!
Your not over reacting, even tho “some people had it worse” doesn’t make your feelings any less valid. It still affected you and you have every right to feel hurt from that
How's everyone ???
Vent here
sometimes I wanna make my self disappear but I can't but if I did I don't want anyone to worry about me im good on my own :'D
-random 13 year old
Relapsed again :(
Started SH because I’m never comforted and I have to be the therapist friend for no reason
TW SH.
Pov you cut your thigh a tad to much so it feels like you just got shots and now you're sore and get a bit of the tingles