Okay, I'm not a part of the LGBT community, but this song means so much to me. It describes the process of being yourself, being free, loving and accepting yourself, not holding back and creating your own "heaven".
it's like you are reading my mind! I'm so hurt and lost and confused that I even sometimes hate living. There is just too much to... ughhh. and I'm actually turning 15 in a couple of months.
+Kenzie Monkey I mean to my family... few people knew I was bi and I realise why should I come out when I believe that everyone deserve to love anyone and I hate labels anyways... now the problem is my family lol...
And it felt like good old days when he used to do videos and he was talking to you,he was looking at u,but this was just for a few seconds...i miss him
+Abraham King the meaning is that when Troye first came out he was scared that God wouldn't accept him how he was and so he thought he should change but then realized that being gay is a part of him and if he has to loose a part of him maybe he doesn't want haven
Cameron Kaminski same because many people go through the same thing (lol like me 😕 ) And Troye is just helping a lot of people coming out. That's one of the many reasons why he's so inspiring
Everytime he sings this i cry. This song has such a good meaning. This song is my life. And without Troye i wouldnt be here writing this comment. He has saved my life. Im so glad he has helped many people around the world including me. He has been my rock and my soul threw eveything and thank you troye for being yourself.
he is so natural as well as his performances. there are no expencieve costumes, tone of people dancing around or special effects. his voice, amazing songs and his personality attract people. and i think that's great because everybody is so fake on the stage nowadays, and troye is a symbol of honesty and freedom. he is original and i appreciate it sooooo much.
Without changing a part of mine,how do I get to heaven? This lyrics touched my heart so much ~ We are trying to change ourselves for others .We just need to accept the way we are and find our own heaven 🤍
+Alyshia “OneOfAKind” Morton hey i am a christian and i die heart love troye... thats is what i strive to be in my life. to be able to say and express like he does. i love him so much and im going to his concert in 6 days so...
I'm so proud of Troye, he put in real effort to get where he is today, going on tour, performing live in front of hundreds of people. It's crazy how now I get the notification for @ TroyeSivanVevo instead of a notification that tells me Troye posted a new video, most likely about Nutella lol. I'm so happy for Troye and proud of him, I love him so much. ❤️
As a bi pastor's daughter this song hit me hard.. I don't want to believe that heaven is unavailable for me because of something I can't control. Even if I wanted to change that part of me, I couldn't. That terrifies me, and this song makes me really emotional
this is such an upbeat song, yet this performance made me sob my eyes out. you can absolutely feel his emotions and he seems so close and real. i can only picture what it’s like feeling these lyrics but i am so proud of him for staying true to himself and not being in the closet. he’s so brave and strong and i admire him
I LOVE this man. Seriously, HEAVEN speaks right to my heart. I'm not a LGBTQ person but I am a supporter. I experienced that conflict between religion and homosexuality myself and it was until then I realized how much the lyrics in HEAVEN touches. Thank you Troye.
I saw him live on Tuesday and I still can't believe how incredibly talented he is. I love him with all my heart and he deserves every last bit of his success. This song makes me cry every time I hear it, it's just so absolutely beautiful.
This song summarizes my life , living with religious parents ... When I myself isn't that religious , this song just touches me so much and it rips me apart knowing my parents will never accept me , I'm closeted at home, I am pansexual... Which to my parents means I'm gay they are very traditional and old school . I'm just glad music like this keeps me strong ❤️
This song means so much to me, I know what this song is originally about, but when I hear heaven in this song I don't think of it as literal heaven, but more what I think of as a heaven on earth. Like, being accepted by people. Not being torn down about it. But it's like, if I have to change to get acceptance, I don't want to.
this is gold. troye is just so precious... this song is extremely emotional and intense and he sings it with such passion and truth... i love it. i really do.
it has been 4 years but i always come back to this video because this song is so powerful and it helped me to accept real myself back to 2016. thank you troye
I am literally crying at the moment. I went to see Troye last night and watching and listening to the songs he performed again is bringing back memories of how much fun I had. And it also reminds me that I saw Troye LIVE! I was in the same room as him... I love you Troye!
i still cant wrap my mind around the fact that i've seen troye grow from singing covers, to an EP, to an album, and now a worldwide tour. troye is getting bigger and bigger and more people are beginning to recognize him and it makes me so happy and proud but sad because the little boy is growing up and becoming something beautiful
The truth runs wild Like a tear down a cheek Trying to save face, and daddy heart break I'm lying through my teeth This voice inside Has been eating at me Trying to replace the love that I fake With what we both need The truth runs wild Like kids on concrete Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage And numb what I see Awake, wide-eyed I'm screaming at me Trying to keep faith and picture his face Staring up at me Without losing a piece of me How do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me How do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh So if I'm losing a piece of me Maybe I don't want heaven The truth runs wild Like the rain to the sea Trying to set straight the lines that I trace To find some relief This voice inside Has been eating at me Trying to embrace the picture I paint And colour me free Without losing a piece of me How do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me How do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh So if I'm losing a piece of me Maybe I don't want heaven So I'm counting to fifteen Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen So I'm counting to fifteen Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen So I'm counting to fifteen Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen So I'm counting to fifteen Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen Without losing a piece of me How do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me How do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh So if I'm losing a piece of me Maybe I don't want heaven The truth runs wild Like a tear down a cheek
this song means so fucking much to me and seeing troye performing it live on stage just makes me tear up even more. this video made me die and go to heaven (ironically).
Okay, I'm not a part of the LGBT community, but this song means so much to me. It describes the process of being yourself, being free, loving and accepting yourself, not holding back and creating your own "heaven".
It's also challenging anti lgbt views by saying if we can't be ourselves to get to heaven why should we need it we would rather be ourselves
it's like you are reading my mind!
I'm so hurt and lost and confused that I even sometimes hate living. There is just too much to... ughhh.
and I'm actually turning 15 in a couple of months.
This song is about being gay though hahah. doesn't mean you can't still like it tho
It helped me to find myself and now I am happy, I am confident and I feel secure. Troye made me feel happy again 💞
Same here! :)) I'm happy for you too!
His live performances sound just as good as the recorded ones
They really do
I've always found his live performances of Heaven better than the recorded one is it just me?
As a human who has been to one of his concerts, I can confirm
I am jealous you saw him live
BEACAUSE THIS SONG IS BEAUTIFUL!
Without this song I would not have come out last month
Congrats on coming out! You're very brave! :)
Congrats
Congratulations!
Proud of you and Troye:)
YAS SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!
This song always makes me emotional...damn when am i gonna come out....
When you are ready my friend, you can do it.
+Kenzie Monkey I mean to my family... few people knew I was bi and I realise why should I come out when I believe that everyone deserve to love anyone and I hate labels anyways... now the problem is my family lol...
Gemini Moonie one day u'll feel ready enough to be urself 😆
same, SAME. SAAAAMMMMME!
Same...
Ugh I want to go see him in concert so bad, my little bean
+SidOnTop LUCKY LITTLE DUCK
+StrawburryPanda my friends are all going in May but im not allowed
+Nadja Janssen I begged my mom but she didn't want to drive
StrawburryPanda I HAD to go on vacation
+Nadja Janssen small cinnamon bun is way more important than vacation
I love him. Even if he does dance like a noodle.
That's why we love him. I love noodles tbh.
A damn thin noodle
Noodle lol
lol
everybody loves the noodles
My Troye is perfection
he is my boy! no your boy
+Pietro Seila you know, you do you , I'll do me
Kkkkkkk
Ele é perfeito e divo
+Pietro Seila I know right
i cried when i heard this song the first time i dont even know why
the lyrics and the tune was so cnsonfis i couldn't
me too
So did I, it just hit me right in the heart. ;;
me too
me too :'(
When he looks into the camera it feels like he's looking through my soul 😂
same 😂
same
same :)
And it felt like good old days when he used to do videos and he was talking to you,he was looking at u,but this was just for a few seconds...i miss him
+Angela V. same
it sounds just like the studio version! :D
squarebamboo Yess 😀
squarebamboo Ikr
Cause it is
no auto tune needed at all!!!! :D
I LOVE THE MESSAGE BEHIND THIS SONG💙
Yess, me too, it's so beautiful
+Maya Ben yess def relates to everyone BTW JUST POSTED AVOCADO MAC AND CHEESE ON MY CHANNEL sorry for the self promo
+Maya Ben what's the message?
+Abraham King the meaning is that when Troye first came out he was scared that God wouldn't accept him how he was and so he thought he should change but then realized that being gay is a part of him and if he has to loose a part of him maybe he doesn't want haven
same
He looks like he's gonna cry😍😭💙
He's about too at 3:25
I always do when i listen to this song... so powerful
Cameron Kaminski same because many people go through the same thing (lol like me 😕 ) And Troye is just helping a lot of people coming out. That's one of the many reasons why he's so inspiring
We need Suburbia and Cool live too, like please
And Lost Boyyyy
And bluuuuuuuue
We need it ;-;
yeees
WE NEED THE COVER OF 'HERE' HE DID AT THE HONDA STAGE
don't you ever just listen to your fave's live performances and cry because you can never see them live?
because I do
Sky yessss
trust me sweetheart, you will cry too when you saw his live performance, cause its soooo beautiful and he is beautiful himself 😭
EVERY FUCKING TIME
EVERY FUCKING TIME
All the time :)
tbh, this song gave me the courage to come out.
Same
AW. *hug*
SO PROUD! :) This song and it's meaning.
WOO
*pops confetti*
+Sannehhh Im so happy for you :)
Ok but Troyes band members vocals are seriously underrated omg like , mikes high notes and Karinas voice! Not to mention their musical abilities
Yes Karina's voice amazing
god..... i'm seeing him live tomorrow. i'm not emotionally prepared.
OMG good luck i hope you survive XD x
Omg I wish I saw him tomorrow
+Elizabeth Nicole oMG HAVE FUNNNN AND TRY TO STAY ALIVE :P
HAVE FUN!! DONT LET THE CRAZY FANGIRLS KILL YOU!!
OHMYGOD HAVE FUN AND CHERISH EVERY SECOND AND FORGEGT EVERYTHING AND TRY TO REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THAT NIGHT enjoy it as much as u can pls
Everytime he sings this i cry. This song has such a good meaning. This song is my life. And without Troye i wouldnt be here writing this comment. He has saved my life. Im so glad he has helped many people around the world including me. He has been my rock and my soul threw eveything and thank you troye for being yourself.
Jamie Handt i
Você sabe o nome da garota de roupa preta que canta com ele e está tocando o piano, por favor?
I WOULD SELL MY SOUL TO GO TO ONE OF HIS CONCERTS
he is so natural as well as his performances. there are no expencieve costumes, tone of people dancing around or special effects. his voice, amazing songs and his personality attract people. and i think that's great because everybody is so fake on the stage nowadays, and troye is a symbol of honesty and freedom. he is original and i appreciate it sooooo much.
Você sabe o nome da garota de roupa preta que canta com ele e está tocando o piano, por favor?
I CRY EVERY SINGLE TIME WHY IS THIS SUCH AN ANTHEM
You are a angel ;;; Brazil loves you Troye
Yeah ♥
omg yeah 💚💛
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
yessss ♥
♥♥♥♥ yeah
this song is so emotional when am i ever gonna come out
❤
11 SECONDS OF DIRECT EYE CONTACT AT 0:48
IM SCREAMING
+Veronica OH FUCK
PERFECTION
oMG
I NEEDED THAT THANK YOU
Without changing a part of mine,how do I get to heaven?
This lyrics touched my heart so much ~ We are trying to change ourselves for others .We just need to accept the way we are and find our own heaven 🤍
Sombody please call James Corden. He Troye needs to be in that car.
Larde Masanje he seriously does
YESS
pls yes
Você sabe o nome da garota de roupa preta que canta com ele e está tocando o piano, por favor?
2022 here....who's out here with me? Just can't get over Troye. His songs just cuts right through your soul......
Troye is slaying me with all of his updates lmao
ikr
To those 13 people who disliked, GO AWAY TROYE IS PERFECT
They are all most likely Christians who take offence in the fact that he doesnt feel welcome in Heaven. Ugh 16 now
+Alyshia “OneOfAKind” Morton hey i am a christian and i die heart love troye... thats is what i strive to be in my life. to be able to say and express like he does. i love him so much and im going to his concert in 6 days so...
+Emily Schlabach OMG ENJOY THE CONCERT
@@wybsalis Well more muslims cause they're more homophobic.
I'm so proud of Troye, he put in real effort to get where he is today, going on tour, performing live in front of hundreds of people. It's crazy how now I get the notification for @ TroyeSivanVevo instead of a notification that tells me Troye posted a new video, most likely about Nutella lol. I'm so happy for Troye and proud of him, I love him so much. ❤️
As a bi pastor's daughter this song hit me hard.. I don't want to believe that heaven is unavailable for me because of something I can't control. Even if I wanted to change that part of me, I couldn't. That terrifies me, and this song makes me really emotional
Oh god I can't take it anymore
he just makes me feel so ... IDK
this is such an upbeat song, yet this performance made me sob my eyes out. you can absolutely feel his emotions and he seems so close and real. i can only picture what it’s like feeling these lyrics but i am so proud of him for staying true to himself and not being in the closet. he’s so brave and strong and i admire him
I LOVE this man. Seriously, HEAVEN speaks right to my heart. I'm not a LGBTQ person but I am a supporter. I experienced that conflict between religion and homosexuality myself and it was until then I realized how much the lyrics in HEAVEN touches. Thank you Troye.
oh the irony of getting a honda commercial before watching a video of someone preforming on the Honda Stage
thats why they show it...
+Kate Sivan I was trying to make a joke
the internet hates jokes apparently lol
It's not irony, that's why it's there
I got a BMW ad ;D
He literally smiles when he sings 'Trying to keep faith and picture his face' and that is the cutest thing I've seen in like a year
Today is the best day of my life!!!
same here... 😻
mine will be the acctuall concert😢
+elxgance; OMG!! heyy maryam!
Você sabe o nome da garota de roupa preta que canta com ele e está tocando o piano, por favor?
This Is Real Music... I Love You Troye
crying bc I can't go to your concert
same:(
Me too =(
Same! I tried to get tix for my friend and I in Atlanta but they were all sold out! :(
Me too😭
Me right now
This song really helped me Come Out as Gay....... I believe in God but religion has no place in my life.
Cameron Kaminski what does that even mean
+ngo khoa 😂😂😂lol fr tho
Cameron Kaminski belated congratulations
I love this song more than I love myself
troye at the end of it... like he let all of his emotions out and then...the closure... this song just makes me cry.
트로이 내한와.. 이번엔 더 잘해줄게 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
*This is too beautiful. Troye sivan is too beautiful to be in this planet, god do not let anyone hurt him*
I saw him live on Tuesday and I still can't believe how incredibly talented he is. I love him with all my heart and he deserves every last bit of his success. This song makes me cry every time I hear it, it's just so absolutely beautiful.
Literally an angel on earth
1:45 THAT SMILE I FAINTED
His voice has the power to make you forget about life for a second.
Troye is the cutest thing ever and he is an amazing singer
I didn't k,ow it was possible to cry this much
Fan: "I LOVE YOU!"
Troye: "I'm sorry, I'm singing"
Sweet baby, Troye and Lorde is a DREAM COLAB. Needs to happen.
I am so blessed to have met this angel and watched him perform live
Awww his dorky dance moves is so cute;)
His voice is amazing
And the lyrics are beautiful
Troye you deserve more viewers!!
Don't change please.
This song summarizes my life , living with religious parents ... When I myself isn't that religious , this song just touches me so much and it rips me apart knowing my parents will never accept me , I'm closeted at home, I am pansexual... Which to my parents means I'm gay they are very traditional and old school . I'm just glad music like this keeps me strong ❤️
I LOVE YOU Troye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love this song 💙💙
This song means so much to me, I know what this song is originally about, but when I hear heaven in this song I don't think of it as literal heaven, but more what I think of as a heaven on earth. Like, being accepted by people. Not being torn down about it. But it's like, if I have to change to get acceptance, I don't want to.
Still counting years 😍
this is gold. troye is just so precious... this song is extremely emotional and intense and he sings it with such passion and truth... i love it. i really do.
it has been 4 years but i always come back to this video because this song is so powerful and it helped me to accept real myself back to 2016. thank you troye
I am literally crying at the moment.
I went to see Troye last night and watching and listening to the songs he performed again is bringing back memories of how much fun I had. And it also reminds me that I saw Troye LIVE! I was in the same room as him...
I love you Troye!
I love hearing his songs before I go to sleep, it just makes me really relaxed 💙
i really want go his concert badly.. so beautiful voice and all songs is meaningful...fan from Malaysia
This song breaks my heart every time I listen to it.
Troye, don't ever lose who you are
don't ever change who you are
We are here for you
And this is your heaven
auto tune my ass this is pure talent
This song is just so beautiful & heartbreaking...I can't help myself crying .
I love him so muchhhh I can't even
i'm so proud of you, Troye. You are my muse, angel and my everything. you gave me a courage to live my own. love you so much
This was so beautifull it made me cry
favourite track of the album for sure
This song means so so so much to me. He has no idea.
This song gives me strength to be who I am. Thank you so much Troye
I just found out about this song and I'm literally dying I love it so much😍😍😍
Such a beautiful human.
This is the best live I've ever seen and heard
Llevo 4 días de conocer a Troye y woow realmente me ha cambiado la forma de ver las cosas. Este chico es increible
the lyrics to this song just resonate so deeply in me
I admire Troye so much cause he can be himself and he do what he likes without fear and with a lot of motivation and positive vibes!
I think I've finally accepted that I'm gay
Phones Rule1985 proud of you
I might be bi idk yet so im watching this and its inspiring i love troye so much
Phones Rule1985 your profile pic is life tho💙😂
PROUD OF YOU
I am so proud of you!
I love Troye so much, he's so precious.
I can listen to this song on loop for literally 4 years straight.
There is no word can explain Troye's beautiful. I'm not just mean his cover, I mean his voice and this person's being
where did that kid who failed to bake a rainbow cake go to??
he became michael jackson😍
He got a boyfriend and he followed his dreams
+Mirthe x connor
Just Me exactly
+Zoe Mae yeah :)
i'm so happy for troye and love him so much but i do kinda miss his old videos. the nostalgia is real :/
I've never heard anything more beautiful, my little ears are so blessed
brazzzzil LOVES you trrrooooy!!!
yes we love u
brazil :') brazil loves you troye
+Jonathan Benson so much you can't even spell his name correctly!!1!11!!!111!!!
+Rosie Allan oh c'mon, people make mistakes
+Rosie Allan why do you have to be a butt?
i still cant wrap my mind around the fact that i've seen troye grow from singing covers, to an EP, to an album, and now a worldwide tour. troye is getting bigger and bigger and more people are beginning to recognize him and it makes me so happy and proud but sad because the little boy is growing up and becoming something beautiful
Please Troye, make a Part 4 of The Blue Neighborhood Trilogy with this song! That would be awesome!
Troyes songs makes me cry I love Troye so much he is amazing.
The truth runs wild
Like a tear down a cheek
Trying to save face, and daddy heart break
I'm lying through my teeth
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to replace the love that I fake
With what we both need
The truth runs wild
Like kids on concrete
Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage
And numb what I see
Awake, wide-eyed
I'm screaming at me
Trying to keep faith and picture his face
Staring up at me
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven
The truth runs wild
Like the rain to the sea
Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
To find some relief
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to embrace the picture I paint
And colour me free
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven
So I'm counting to fifteen
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
So I'm counting to fifteen
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
So I'm counting to fifteen
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
So I'm counting to fifteen
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven
The truth runs wild
Like a tear down a cheek
Troye Sivan's music brings me peace.
ooo.... isnt this song called WILD some hours ago?
I was thinking the same
This is Heaven. They made a mistake. Hahahahah
Same thoughts
I saw the first show in Vancouver. Love you Troye and keep inspire all of your fans. Also i hope the tour is going well.
I'm so proud of Troye!
+Alain Bruno me too! he's come a long way
+Alain Bruno he's GAY
+miguel let so what??
+miguel let what's wrong with being gay?
+miguel let and..?????????? whats your point?
this song means so fucking much to me and seeing troye performing it live on stage just makes me tear up even more. this video made me die and go to heaven (ironically).
it is so Amazing. troye is flawless
I am straight but i cry every single time i hear this song and idk why.
He really has invested himself now performing. Its even better than studio one. Troye is great.
i love this song so much omfg