what your favorite mitski song says about you pt2 (very specific)

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  • Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024
  • ⚠️TW⚠️
    This entire video has mention multiple forms of trauma
    including intergenerational trauma, mention of SH,
    and mental health.
    Mangas panels that i used;;
    ❀┊ Attack on titans 0:21
    ❀┊ Haikyu!! 0:36
    ❀┊ Toilet bound Hanako kun 0:50
    ❀┊ A silence voice 1:05
    ❀┊ Chainsaw man 1:21
    ❀┊ Hare Kon 1:36
    ❀┊ Given 1:51
    ❀┊ Blue Period 2:05
    ❀┊ Banana Fish 2:22
    ❀┊ Horimiya 2:40
    btw, 20 of december... rest in peace Ash Lynx.

Комментарии • 627

  • @merakidss
    @merakidss  2 года назад +624

    I'm probably the biggest mitski fans slander

    • @amonssockz
      @amonssockz 2 года назад +14

      Sobbing rn /j

    • @valkycre
      @valkycre 2 года назад +5

      Have u done fire works?

    • @akimuffin9630
      @akimuffin9630 2 года назад +3

      my favorite one it’s why didn’t you stop me, what does it say about me? c:

    • @frogtears
      @frogtears 2 года назад +2

      is it really slander if its true?

    • @ashleyleene9810
      @ashleyleene9810 2 года назад +1

      Yes

  • @yourbloodyvalentine
    @yourbloodyvalentine 2 года назад +1170

    no because every “what your favorite mitski song says about you” is way too accurate

    • @r3dwnd
      @r3dwnd 2 года назад +9

      Fr

    • @00imz
      @00imz 2 года назад +4

      ONGG

  • @denizsenturk4196
    @denizsenturk4196 2 года назад +994

    okay the other video was fun, but this shit got personal

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +105

      Sorry, this video is a personal attack for all mitski fans

    • @denizsenturk4196
      @denizsenturk4196 2 года назад +19

      @@merakidss LOVED it

    • @lackoflustre
      @lackoflustre 2 года назад +5

      yorum yapıyorum çünkü like check bestie

    • @denizsenturk4196
      @denizsenturk4196 2 года назад +5

      @@lackoflustre VOAH çıktı ağzımdan thamk yua aşkbunun şerefine gideyim de iki crack baby dinleyeyim

    • @prlaysukosk9093
      @prlaysukosk9093 2 года назад

      stay soft bestie

  • @sagisun8843
    @sagisun8843 2 года назад +700

    i think jobless monday its one of the most important things in my life. when i was sad and i was thinking that it wasnt worth it anymore jobless monday helped me crying. now that im over him this song still makes me happier. im gonna tattoo it on my wrist.

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +36

      woah, same, I'm going to tattoo a burning hill probably

    • @sagisun8843
      @sagisun8843 2 года назад +9

      @@merakidss OMG IT WILL BE WONDERFUL PLZ BEST TRACK ON PUBERTY 2 PERIODT

    • @angfycso
      @angfycso 2 года назад

      i can agree

    • @Danny-sd7ut
      @Danny-sd7ut 2 года назад +1

      jobless Monday used to be my favorite, but now it’s once more to see you

  • @lia-uo3bg
    @lia-uo3bg 2 года назад +564

    the your best american girl one is wayyy too accurate ☹️ i've spent most of my life being jealous of other ppl's perfect families

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +16

      agh, same :(

    • @ashley-ph5fz
      @ashley-ph5fz 2 года назад +1

      ME TOO

    • @draxbrady1535
      @draxbrady1535 2 года назад +5

      The hardest thing is realizing the families you idealized are just as fucked up as you in different ways, then devaluing yourself yet again in comparison to them because you can never be as great as them, not even your trauma :(( (hardcore relate with you)

    • @Chuuattackmyheart0
      @Chuuattackmyheart0 2 года назад

      Omg true they have perfect families (not all) they are legal but still they want more I don’t get it

  • @blingee420
    @blingee420 2 года назад +117

    liquid smooth hits hard when youve been used for your body before

    • @momoz1
      @momoz1 2 года назад +16

      hits hard when you have an eating disorder too

    • @lisa0
      @lisa0 2 года назад +1

      @@momoz1 fr

  • @myrosesarewithering1015
    @myrosesarewithering1015 2 года назад +359

    everytime i listen to two slow dancers, i GET TEARS IN MY EYES, mitski really wanted us to all breakdown with how beautiful sad tht song is

    • @beccalopez3793
      @beccalopez3793 2 года назад +5

      tbh it does smell like a school gymnasium in here

    • @KimGhidorah
      @KimGhidorah 2 года назад +1

      @@beccalopez3793 It's funny how they're all the same 🤔

    • @myrosesarewithering1015
      @myrosesarewithering1015 2 года назад +1

      @@KimGhidorah actually, it's funny how you always remember 😧

    • @laurelhell0_1
      @laurelhell0_1 2 года назад

      @@myrosesarewithering1015 and yk we've both done it all a hundred times before

  • @uyhuuejeh539
    @uyhuuejeh539 2 года назад +99

    crack baby is literally so accurate,I have no plans for the future and I’m just used to following ppl around and not forming my own thoughts and opinions.

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +10

      it hits hard, when you don't know what to study...

  • @xero1119
    @xero1119 2 года назад +167

    this is not a criticism towards you, i just don’t see people talk about the implied overdose in brand new city, it’s my favorite song because of the guttural feeling of my parents finding me after a suicide attempt. i don’t smoke is my second favorite and you read that one well

    • @frogtears
      @frogtears 2 года назад +6

      oh shit, brand new city is my favourite song and i never picked up on this, but now that i know i understand why i seem to resonate with this song so much.

    • @nehoaiiii
      @nehoaiiii 2 года назад +1

      yes!!! omg that was the first thing i thought of when i heard the song

    • @hotpotato1898
      @hotpotato1898 2 года назад +2

      yes literally, honey what'd you take?? in my mind that's one of the most obvious, if not the most obvious interpretation

  • @cat4pia
    @cat4pia 2 года назад +247

    the your best american girl one

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +15

      i understand you, because I grew up in as a immigrant in a foreign country :(

    • @ripemail4674
      @ripemail4674 2 года назад +3

      Same aughh it hit so hard-

    • @ashley-ph5fz
      @ashley-ph5fz 2 года назад +1

      Me too that song hits me so hard istg, I love it sm

  • @noe0844
    @noe0844 2 года назад +149

    Mine is Goodbye my Danish sweetheart and I can’t even cope withtout them- that song is the only thing keeping me sane because it feels just like Mitski understands everything I’m feeling. I really wish everything were perfect and it’s not that I’m trying to make myself the victim ,,but I feel so guilty for anything and everything I’ve ever done that never fit the perfect situations I remodel past events into. I cant help it, I always do that I always create what I wanted the situation to be, then get sad or angry because it isn’t like that and it never will be, I can’t believe i still care so much, these things happened months ago

    • @noe0844
      @noe0844 2 года назад

      😨😨random vent in RUclips comment section moment😨😨

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +5

      @@noe0844 I want to give you a hug 😔

    • @noe0844
      @noe0844 2 года назад +1

      @@merakidss ❤️❤️❤️sss it’s alright thank you

    • @Rat_avocados
      @Rat_avocados 2 года назад +2

      @@noe0844 Oh God, I love you. This is exactly how I feel too. I just have no words to express them but you just took them right out of my mouth. I thought I was the only one who felt this way 😕 I hate it

    • @noe0844
      @noe0844 2 года назад

      @@Rat_avocados I’m glad I can describe it for you, everyone’s different yet we feel really similar things even if they’re unique feelings we don’t think other people could relate to… it’s really great to hear someone else experiences it too, everyone has the potential to get through what they’re going through - keep going cause the past can haunt you but it’s not real anymore yknow it’ll be all fine soon enough for both of us and everyone else too ….. hopefully 😕

  • @filmtomlif
    @filmtomlif 2 года назад +46

    I just realized every single mitski songs good

  • @mrbungeealwaysrhymes9023
    @mrbungeealwaysrhymes9023 2 года назад +78

    Geyser is one of my favorites , I’m starting to ask for help instead of trying to mask it

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +4

      I'm proud of you 💗

  • @etherealkivfx
    @etherealkivfx 2 года назад +62

    0:40 - i was a victim of SH and was taken advantage of, i was only 9 when it happened back then, it took me a long time to realize the damage it had caused.
    nobody knew about it irl not even my own parents. i never told anyone about it because i was ashamed of myself, i felt disgusted and i was angry. like come on... what did i do to deserve this??
    2:09 this was THE mitski song that made me tear up, i am going through a lot and i had only realized how fucked up my problems were when quarantine hit. I've tried revisiting my childhood to get myself to feel something and remember the few good parts, not the trauma.

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +1

      Tw: SH
      I understand you perfectly, because I also started at an early age without knowing what it was

  • @glitternpain
    @glitternpain 2 года назад +40

    FINALLY A PLAYLIST WHO HAS GEYSER!!!!!

  • @valicc3725
    @valicc3725 2 года назад +21

    ‘liquid smooth’, ‘goodbye, my danish heart’ and ‘brand new city’ are my favorites

  • @taradaniels1886
    @taradaniels1886 2 года назад +98

    weird how scarily accurate these are, even though i havent seen my personal favourite on these videos they seem to capture the soul of the song, great video :)

    • @3y3sunc1oud3d
      @3y3sunc1oud3d 2 года назад +1

      whats ur fave!!!

    • @taradaniels1886
      @taradaniels1886 2 года назад +2

      @@3y3sunc1oud3d my fave is i want you, ahehe thanks for asking :D

  • @filmtomlif
    @filmtomlif 2 года назад +15

    *me waiting for 'I want you'*

  • @stereozoey3517
    @stereozoey3517 2 года назад +55

    I can't even put into words how much two slow dancers means to me I never get tired of listening to it, yes it's one of the saddest songs I know but it's also oddly comforting? And a burning hill... also way too accurate

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +1

      same, my comfort song is a burning hill :')

  • @risotodecaramelo
    @risotodecaramelo 2 года назад +88

    this day already makes me emocional and you posted this, god... anyways, I would appreciate a part 3 !!

  • @mxturii
    @mxturii 2 года назад +5

    1:03
    That was way to accurate to the point I got shivers down my spine with that one

  • @angeldolly4947
    @angeldolly4947 2 года назад +263

    The fact that your name is electraheart but you haven't done a marina version yet is a crime

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +62

      YEAH, I NEED TO DO IT URGENTLY

    • @MIKA55219
      @MIKA55219 2 года назад +2

      x2

    • @SmolCoco
      @SmolCoco 2 года назад +3

      @@merakidss PLEASE OUT FROOT IN THERE IF YOU DO IT

  • @fuyumeP
    @fuyumeP 2 года назад +17

    i like how u gave us some advice on some especially liquid smooth

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +2

      stay safe my mitski kinnies 🙁💗

  • @salem4800
    @salem4800 2 года назад +44

    I DID NOT NEED TO BE VICTIMISED BY YOUR DESCRIPTION FOR YOUR BEST AMERICAN GIRL HDHDJDJDN
    (btw this isn’t an attack or anything❤️)

  • @nihayatulistianah439
    @nihayatulistianah439 2 года назад +16

    i would rlly love a part 3 :) ✨ also the crack baby one rlly attacked me

  • @waaaaa5625
    @waaaaa5625 2 года назад +2

    Brand New city: "You've done some shit and you want to run away and change everything completely"

  • @onmykneesforcyno3490
    @onmykneesforcyno3490 2 года назад +9

    i'd love to see what you have for nobody, class of 2013, and washing machine heart, those are my favorites and i never saw them :') anyways love this!!!

  • @nullingmulberry
    @nullingmulberry 2 года назад +1

    Literally every Mitski song is so good imo like i do have favorites but I like them all

  • @catharinabauer9356
    @catharinabauer9356 2 года назад +3

    Part 3 please 💖 my fav song is Shame

  • @gh0stdoll
    @gh0stdoll 8 месяцев назад +1

    1:32 POWER DENJI AND AKI IM SOBBING

  • @greatwave2480
    @greatwave2480 2 года назад +5

    can't wait for My Body's Made of Crushed Little Stars and Happy analysis, also you are so spot on!
    p.s. Mitski's music got me though the darkest times so many times, If only I could tell her how I am thankfull to her for her music and just existing in this world...

  • @seventrashson8471
    @seventrashson8471 2 года назад +14

    i'd love to see your thoughts on 'i want you', I could listen to it on repeat for ages :)

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +1

      Thanks!! I will put it in the next part

  • @kelzie
    @kelzie 2 года назад

    no dude cause ive litterally grown such an attachment to goodbye my danish sweetheart and the description litterally fits exactly how i’ve been viewing myself what the hell

  • @rodnot3915
    @rodnot3915 2 года назад +3

    I listened to some of Mitski's songs but I really need to listen to them all! Your videos makes me want to do so. Her songs are always touching and interesting, making people see themselves in them. It's amazing

  • @crocobug7199
    @crocobug7199 2 года назад +8

    I love jobless Monday so much I hate that it’s underrated
    but at least it wont get popular so much that people romanticise it

    • @Lilyriverr
      @Lilyriverr 3 дня назад

      Real!!! Jobless monday is the best!!

  • @cltsldn2104
    @cltsldn2104 2 года назад

    the one little message on the bottom for a burning hill make a strike right to my heart

  • @Ghost_Boyo
    @Ghost_Boyo 2 года назад +9

    One of my favorite songs is Goodbye, my danish sweetheart and ahhh its so accurate its hurtsss. Part 3 would be cool. If your taking suggestions for songs maybe you could add Townie? (i just haven’t seen it in one of these kinds of videos yet i don’t think)

  • @wejbinz231
    @wejbinz231 2 года назад

    why is this so accurate bro IM BEING STALKED goodbye my danish sweetheart is truly a vibe though
    great video btw

  • @mel-kw8fr
    @mel-kw8fr 2 года назад +3

    Jobless Monday is amazing

  • @madisonp5666
    @madisonp5666 2 года назад +6

    Pls do a part three!! I’d love to see happy!!

  • @hovrue578
    @hovrue578 2 года назад +4

    the liquid smooth one is so accurate, this is a great vid!! hope u make a pt3 :)

  • @lyingndying
    @lyingndying Год назад +1

    Crack Baby is one of my fav songs and it really suits me tbh

  • @hmawarae_
    @hmawarae_ 2 года назад +1

    okay but like,
    _i love and appreciate every song she makes_

  • @abriiiii
    @abriiiii 2 года назад +9

    damn, goodbye, my danish sweetheart is my favorite song and i always apologize for stuff that’s not really my fault, one of my classmate asked me “why do you keep saying sorry?” and it hit me, but i still do it :/

    • @merakidss
      @merakidss  2 года назад +1

      i understand you, i can't stop saying sorry or thank you ://

  • @therealdiobrandooo
    @therealdiobrandooo 2 года назад

    THE FACT THAT I LOVE BRAND NEW CITY AND YOU EVEN PUT BANANAFISH THERE LIKE I-

  • @ruby8588
    @ruby8588 2 года назад

    AAAA U DID MY SUGGESTION TY

  • @wingsofkuiper1841
    @wingsofkuiper1841 Год назад

    As a jobless Monday Stan,,,, how tf did you manage to make it so accurate Wth

  • @ILovePink-x1v
    @ILovePink-x1v Год назад

    HOW ARE THESE SO ACCURATE AHHH

  • @halo7108
    @halo7108 2 года назад

    Why you making me cry😢😢 This is too specific for me😭😭

  • @s0api3
    @s0api3 2 года назад

    two slow dancers is one of my go-to "stare at the ceiling" songs :']
    the description was very accurate LMAO pain and the csm pic didnt help either

  • @lenifredthethird3211
    @lenifredthethird3211 2 года назад +1

    no cause it's the fact that i love Two Slow Dancers because it makes me nostalgic for summer quarantine-

  • @atlasoceane7484
    @atlasoceane7484 Год назад

    wow,,, goodbye my danish sweetheart just spoke to me so hard. i genuinely just teared up and just stared at the screen

  • @hydrasplatling
    @hydrasplatling 2 года назад

    you really got brand new city on DEAD POINT for me 😳

  • @mothberrypie7254
    @mothberrypie7254 2 года назад +16

    my favorites are A Burning Hill, Goodbye My Danish Sweetheart, and Two Slow Dancers, like this is too accurate ToT i feel called out in like a therapy way. great vid!

  • @nori-draws-things
    @nori-draws-things Год назад +1

    this is really good!! you might have already included 'why didn't you stop me', but if not, and you're planning to make a pt3, could you include it? tysm and i loved this vid

  • @Chappell_Groan
    @Chappell_Groan 2 года назад +6

    When your favorite is two slow dancers and literally cry every time it plays:
    Also it’s more like I’m trying to understand why everything that happened in my past happened. It’s hard for be to believe that I’m actually real, and that the person from my past was really me. So I feel that. I’ve lost so many people, and it’s hard to get over that. So thanks :)

  • @AnUmbreonNamedRaire
    @AnUmbreonNamedRaire 2 года назад +10

    Given how much I love all of Mitski's songs, I feel called out by everything 😩 Humpty and Fireworks definitely hit hard tho
    Edit: not that they're in this video, just in general

  • @mh_-ct4tl
    @mh_-ct4tl 8 месяцев назад

    Liquid smooth with the panel of aoi is perfect, she is the representation of this song for me

  • @Marcotutifruti
    @Marcotutifruti 2 года назад

    UR SO ACCURATE OMGGG

  • @sunfish8644
    @sunfish8644 2 года назад

    The accuracy on danish sweetheart and brand new city is amazing are you stalking me?
    And I haven’t heard liquid smooth but it feels like a song I can really like and relate to too 😀
    This stuff is not relevant but:
    I was never a big mitski fan I heard only a few songs and saved 2-3 songs to listen to daily but these days I’ve been listening to brand new city more and more and every time I hear it I start crying because the lyrics and how she sings the lyrics is done in a way to say how they are becoming worse and worse and becoming slightly more exhausted and feel like they are losing their sanity a bit

  • @Weremsye1
    @Weremsye1 Год назад

    WHAT AB WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP MEEE i love it omg

  • @spiclops2451
    @spiclops2451 2 года назад

    oh thanks for part 2, this video hurts!

  • @neko-rt7bt
    @neko-rt7bt 2 года назад

    Two slow dancers followed by two ghosts sends me through a spiral of sadness

  • @vaniii.mp4793
    @vaniii.mp4793 2 года назад

    Liquid smooth gives me a vibe of me not being human and I like to be satisfied with human interaction and how they handle situations and how they live and what they’re made of

  • @ambroser.2073
    @ambroser.2073 2 года назад

    your best american girl, i dont smoke and liquid smooth hit hard. i love those three songs and they hit the most

  • @elfectric
    @elfectric 2 года назад

    your gaslighting me at the “goodbye my danish sweetheart” part

  • @cr0wsf337
    @cr0wsf337 2 года назад

    this is too accurate. waaaaaaaayy too accurate. my favorite song is liquid smooth

  • @biaklausner5446
    @biaklausner5446 2 года назад

    Jesus man 45 seconds in and you already got me

  • @jaliyahwilson9484
    @jaliyahwilson9484 2 года назад +3

    ONCE MORE TO SEE YOU NEXT PLEASE 😥

  • @saesha4015
    @saesha4015 2 года назад

    FR WAITING FOR TOWNIE OR FIREWORKS TO BE FEATURED CUZ THOSE BOP🙌

  • @ganini4295
    @ganini4295 2 года назад

    why is every song here so accurate and why do i relate so much do them goddamn ittttt

  • @sahersayed4934
    @sahersayed4934 2 года назад +3

    I lost my cats a few months ago, and crack baby became my most listened to song. in mitski we trust

  • @Lauki_
    @Lauki_ 10 месяцев назад

    Two slow dancers is one of my favorites. It reminds me of me and my best friend, in a platonic way. We're both getting older, and theres no way to stop it. We're growing up, and it wont stop. Our childhoods are leaving us, and everything would be easier "if we were young again"

  • @chinmokuu
    @chinmokuu 2 года назад

    "i don't smoke" was waaaay too accurate. it's literally on every playlist i own😭😭

  • @Papismackmyassss
    @Papismackmyassss Год назад

    0:38 Okay I have MANY favorite Mitski songs that I can't choose what my all time favorite is. But that segment hit me so hard especially the parenthesize-

  • @pasha6000
    @pasha6000 2 года назад

    so glad to have pearl diver as my favorite mitski song no one literally ever mentions it >:)

  • @LoveTora100
    @LoveTora100 2 года назад

    just getting into her stuff and using this as a recommendations list, thx

  • @lucercrd
    @lucercrd 2 года назад

    liquid smooth and two slow dancers are my favorites and it’s painfully accurate 🤨

  • @terribletoe
    @terribletoe 2 года назад

    u called me out with crack baby omg- my other favorites are happy and old friend

  • @atiwatixx
    @atiwatixx 2 года назад +1

    Jobless Monday is the one that really describes me the most it’s just too accurate

  • @sweetmess1993
    @sweetmess1993 2 года назад

    Most of the descriptions suit me and I haven't even heard all Mitski songs 😭😭😭
    (btw if you do part 3 put the songs from her new album plss)

  • @savp6290
    @savp6290 2 года назад +3

    THE GEYSER ONE FELT LIKE I WAS BEING CALLED OUT- OH MY GOD 😭🙁

  • @gvnlessktchn
    @gvnlessktchn 2 года назад +3

    the goodbye my danish sweetheart part is too accurate (also part of it is that i’m a hopeless swatchton shipper who’s a little too hyperfixated on them and connect almost every song in existence to them in some way)

  • @jesslindstrom8007
    @jesslindstrom8007 2 года назад +1

    this is scary accurate

  • @ye1586
    @ye1586 2 года назад

    A burning hill way too specific and hit home 😭😭😭

  • @Rat_avocados
    @Rat_avocados 2 года назад

    Thank you for posting this video it means a lot

  • @MIKA55219
    @MIKA55219 2 года назад

    no but a burning hill, liquid smooth and jobless monday went personal

  • @s0lzi
    @s0lzi 2 года назад +2

    jobless monday was on point

  • @angler_uwu
    @angler_uwu 2 года назад

    goodbye, my danish sweetheart was too accurate ;-; I'd wanna see what you say for "why didn't you stop me?" and "pink in the night" too :3

  • @sucodemiojo3860
    @sucodemiojo3860 2 года назад

    One of my favorite mitski songs is burning hill, and it's because i see it as the feeling of being tired of growing up, letting go of the things you love and giving up on your hopes and dreams, then realizing that you have no control over your life and self-sabotaging yourself because you want desperately to be on control of your life, and then being sad because of your mistakes and getting numb because you're never gonna get what you want, or be what others expect of you.

  • @soh0d0lls_
    @soh0d0lls_ 2 года назад

    “I want you” pls
    I’ve had this song repeated for weeks 😭

  • @garc3llochok3donabiscuit29
    @garc3llochok3donabiscuit29 Год назад

    STOP IT JOBLESS MONDAY AND GOODBYE MY DANISH SWEETHEART R MY TWO FAVORITES AND ITS SO ACCURATE WTH 😨

  • @rg-wormwood
    @rg-wormwood 2 года назад

    the Goodbye My Danish Sweetheart one hit hard-

  • @G_fr4n_
    @G_fr4n_ 2 года назад

    I NEED PART 3 WITH HEAT LIGHTNING

  • @redterracotta6406
    @redterracotta6406 2 года назад

    im generally split between two slow dancers & burning hill as my favourite mitski songs and u psychoanalyzed me a bit TOO well with those bestie

  • @axtonarts1639
    @axtonarts1639 2 года назад

    okay the previous video is fun and all but why did you have to punch me in the gut with this

  • @dennisindenial
    @dennisindenial 2 года назад

    THE DANISH SWEETHEART ONE IS JUST ME BUT YOU WAS WAY WAY PERSONAL

  • @troyfernandez8331
    @troyfernandez8331 2 года назад

    part three plz include square, old friend, and more songs from retired from sad, new career in business 💓💓💓

  • @gverenisse
    @gverenisse 2 года назад

    i relate to all of them :) life’s okay. Yeah I can hurt sometimes but I’ve been learning to let it all out recently after well keeping it all bottled in for well almost all my life, I just start crying when someone gives me a hug , I can’t stop it but it’s not even becuase of recent problems since well all of my friends left me and left me a note of. All the things they hate about me , yeah it hurt a lot , but I’m getting over it and it’s okay to cry I’ve learned that recently I’ve always thought if u cry your weak or I don’t know I just didn’t think crying was appropriate but now honestly they were toxic all I tried to do is give and give love but they JSUT received it and thought “oh she likes me or Sm” I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT I ended up making them feel uncomfortable and I understand that you wouldn’t wanna be my friend cuz I just brought pain, but I listen to you. When no one else did I invited u to our friend group and u just come and. Make me look bad . I’m rlly sorry but honestly I’m happier without them. All they did was br8ng me pain since I was always Apologizing for no reason. Somethings they said were things that were misunderstanding but they didn’t bother to learn my side of the story. But it’s alright I’m happy if their happy. Im glad to see them happy with each other , I guess they grew closer talking bad abt me b7t honestly it doesn’t bother me anymore. I’m happy their happier without me since I’m happier too. I got new friends, sure I still sometimes cry cuz I don’t have. A close friend but it’s fine my new year resolution is to get closer to the new friends I have now. Oh yeah also they started to bully me sending me notes like all of the notes I send when they were sad they crushed them and trashed them on my desk , and they send me. A note that said “ Stalker Freak” becuase someone was logging into my account so I tried to find out who it was , but apperantly I’m a stalker now. It’s ridiculous honestly. But it still hurts yk? I just wish I could go back to the good old days 2020, 2019, the beginning of 2021

  • @miwak0
    @miwak0 2 года назад

    It’s too early in the morning and I don’t want to start crying again bye-