why I disappeared (life updates)

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  • Опубликовано: 13 сен 2024
  • Stay tuned for more vlogs and maybe even a special video where I read my ~bizarre~ journal entries from what was the wildest, most tumultuous year of my life...
    ps. if you're still here, I love you.
    INSTAGRAM: @roja_kumar / roja_kumar
    TWITTER: @rojakumar8 / rojakumar8
    SNAPCHAT: @rojakumarr / rojakumarr
    #college #indian #vlog

Комментарии • 200

  • @amritaarun5893
    @amritaarun5893 Год назад +126

    i started watching your videos during the COVID lockdown when I was in 10th grade, and you were always so funny and brightened up my day :)) It was revolutionary for me to see a Tamil girl making such relatable content, I felt so seen whenever I watched your videos. Watching your ucla vlogs was what really inspired me to want to go there, and it’s now my dream school. Im a senior in high school now, currently awaiting my UC decisions, and I’m remembering your college decision reveal as I’m typing this. I just wanted to thank you for being so genuine and funny and real with us and I hope you continue posting, I think I speak for all of us when I say we love you and support you, and will be excitedly awaiting your newest videos, whenever you feel ready to make them ❤️❤️

  • @sakshipatil9268
    @sakshipatil9268 Год назад +70

    Missed you ROJAAAAAAAAAA so happy and glad you're back!

  • @studioghibliprofilepic48
    @studioghibliprofilepic48 Год назад +30

    I started watching you before I graduated high school, now I’m going to graduate college, I’m so grateful for your channel.

  • @theaudacityofmortals8281
    @theaudacityofmortals8281 Год назад +45

    I can’t believe this video popped up in my RUclips algorithm a day late… whatever. I just wanted to say that I haven’t forgotten about you Roja. I’m so glad you posted this video, even though I know it was hard for you. Please don’t ever feel sorry for putting yourself first. As a young Tamil girl myself, you’re such an inspiration to me. So proud of you for pushing through your hardships. Much love from a fellow South Asian American 💖

  • @AyanibaRP
    @AyanibaRP 3 месяца назад +4

    nooo you disappeared again

  • @moistbananapeel5849
    @moistbananapeel5849 Год назад +292

    i’ve been watching you before i started highschool and now im graduating. i remeber when you got into ucla i was so excited for you and you made me want to go to ucla also! also you were like a bigger sister when you would post and honestly i experienced a lot of the same things in 2022 and currently so knowing there’s someone out there who remembers everything in detail also is comforting! thank you roja! i hope you start posting again but if you don’t then i hope you know that you’ve impacted so many peoples lives and you have great things coming!

  • @raiscurry
    @raiscurry Год назад +8

    i've been crashing and burning and honestly just 'living' without any thoughts on it changing and becoming better but when you said "It will get better", i actually cried. you are incredible and we all love and support you

  • @AliciaUrena-fq2br
    @AliciaUrena-fq2br Год назад +8

    this video has genuinely given me hope, life is like really hard right now. I'm glad you're in a better place now! i hope to be in the same place soon.

  • @paridhijain8321
    @paridhijain8321 Год назад +9

    I've never related to something more in life. The part about dating one of your friends, it not working out and the friend group fallout is literally what I experienced in 2021.Thank you for making this video

  • @ruththomas5667
    @ruththomas5667 Год назад +11

    I’ve been watching you since i was in high school and I’m almost done with college. I’m so glad to hear that you’re doing so much better 💗💗 You’re such a strong woman and literally one of my role models💓💓💓

  • @macaron6683
    @macaron6683 Год назад +4

    You're so strong, and looking forward to seeing you post again YAYY! A week ago I was scrolling through ur youtube and was like, roja hasn't posted in a while, but glad you took some time to heal and grow. glad you're back!!

  • @SushiiBae
    @SushiiBae Год назад +4

    finally, girl you're here I really missed watching you, despite of many creators out there you're myfavorite thank you for not leaving us, i knew you'd post someday :( and i hope coming back will help you grow out of the past! Cheers to a year full of happiness ahead.

  • @SimmiKaur
    @SimmiKaur Год назад +13

    OMFG IM SO SO SO HAPPY YOU'RE BACK ❤

  • @shreyab9965
    @shreyab9965 Год назад +9

    Roja!! so happy to see back on youtube

  • @jenicesamanthap9549
    @jenicesamanthap9549 Год назад +6

    The queen is back

  • @Gorangers999
    @Gorangers999 Год назад +2

    Hi Roja! Welcome back!! My jaw dropped when I saw you on my recommended! First heartbreaks are tough, but I’m so glad you’re coming back into yourself. Looking forward to what’s to come. ❤

  • @aneiliar2807
    @aneiliar2807 Год назад +2

    ahh i did not forget about youu, was actually wondering what happened. can’t believe i was in high school when i first watched you and now i’m in college…crazy. MISSED YOU SO MUCH THOOO

  • @aka.kesavan
    @aka.kesavan Год назад +6

    so happy to see you back in track...love you all the way from india

  • @radwaali1224
    @radwaali1224 Год назад +3

    crazy how j started watching u as a freshman in high school now i graduate in 3 weeks

  • @Khushi_Kishore
    @Khushi_Kishore Год назад +2

    Love seeing other Indian RUclipsrs on the platform! 2022 was a weird one for me too so I’m hoping this year will be much better!!

  • @npittu1
    @npittu1 Год назад +2

    I have watched you before starting high school and now I am graduating. Your channel made me so exticted to go to college and watching your videos made me so happy as they were so relatable. I am glad that you are doing so much better, I can't for your posts. I hope you have an amazing year, you deserve it!

  • @lux8241
    @lux8241 Год назад +1

    I genuinely love you , you literally remind me of my “friend group” and me “losing myself” which I literally am so I decided to search you up but realised wait you posted, literally feel so drained ready to just give up well I alr have and now somewhat a Asian loner now it’s so depressing and makes me want to end everything ibr

  • @888musicvideos
    @888musicvideos Год назад +1

    I just looked back at your channel and realized I have been watching you since 2018! That's when I graduated high school and now I graduated college and work as a nurse wow time flies.

  • @jugoftea5057
    @jugoftea5057 Год назад +3

    We love character growth! But glad that you're doing better.

  • @amethystcarter773
    @amethystcarter773 Год назад +1

    In the bounce back era. Love that for you! I found your videos through “never have I ever” reviews. Glad you’re doing well

  • @sanjanasudhir941
    @sanjanasudhir941 Год назад +2

    omg roja i am so happy you are back we missed u sm it's crazy how far you have come and how i have grown up beside you and i am truly so sorry for everything that happened to u, but do know that we are with u at all times! u are the strongest person ever and thank u for the upload cannot wait for more !

  • @_misswrld
    @_misswrld Год назад +15

    OMG THIS WAS A GREAT SURPRISE, IM SO GLAD UR GOOD QUEEN!

  • @MishAdams
    @MishAdams Год назад +4

    Been watching you since before I started highschool (I was 12/13) now I’m turning 18 haha! I wish you all the best Roja! Can’t wait for all the content :) love from South Africa ! 🇿🇦

  • @vysnavivijayakulasingam7545
    @vysnavivijayakulasingam7545 Год назад +1

    Aww we love you girl! Glad that you're back and doing better ❤

  • @monikamalinowski
    @monikamalinowski Год назад +2

    Aw I've missed you and im glad you're doing ok. 2022 was a bad year for me too lol but mines still sort of happening bc i got broken up with in December (also first relationship) and moved back home and things have already been tough but I'm hoping it'll get better. Glad to see youre doing well!

  • @shreyaljain4013
    @shreyaljain4013 4 месяца назад +2

    Roja when are you coming back?

  • @maeimagination8539
    @maeimagination8539 Год назад

    Omg you have been heavy on my mind this past month to the point where I checked your IG wondering if you were okay 😭 so glad for this update

  • @km16278
    @km16278 Год назад +1

    I'm so happy you're back 💗 I was watching your coffee recipe the other and missed your energy, I'm wishing you lots of positive energy for this year

  • @christineee26
    @christineee26 Год назад +1

    I AM SO GLAD YOU'RE BACK!!!!

  • @Manya_twr
    @Manya_twr Год назад +3

    I missed u so much.......i hope u are doing good sending u best wishes🖤🖤🖤

  • @thirisha26
    @thirisha26 Год назад +1

    Roja I've been watching you for time!! You're so inspirational, keep going sis

  • @deeksha2678
    @deeksha2678 Год назад

    Oh my god, i literally looked up your channel to see if you posted a video. I’m literally so stoked you posted. We missed you Roja❤️

  • @softwingss
    @softwingss Год назад +2

    IM SO HAPPY UR BACK ROJAAAA AHHHH

  • @theyenvynoushin__
    @theyenvynoushin__ Год назад +1

    girl we missed you 💕 glad ur back 💁🏽‍♀️

  • @Izzy-ik4lm
    @Izzy-ik4lm Год назад +1

    Roja When you posted your recent Instagram picture I was like wow I haven’t seen this girl’s RUclips videos in 2 years !!! You look great

  • @anonymoustm3747
    @anonymoustm3747 Год назад +1

    YESS QUEEN WE MISSED U GLAD UR BACK

  • @aayushi2866
    @aayushi2866 Год назад +6

    I started watching you when i just graduated high school, i am literally in the second year of my masters. Man, we've GROWN!!

  • @kavithapalaniappan
    @kavithapalaniappan Год назад +2

    YAY you're back!

  • @simranjha7863
    @simranjha7863 Год назад

    I totally understand what you have been through because i was in the same situation and yet not healed... The wound is still definitely open. Love and support to you Roja💓

  • @bigdaddy5357
    @bigdaddy5357 Год назад

    MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!! im so happy that ur backkkk rojaa

  • @sakshhvlogs
    @sakshhvlogs Год назад

    Happy to see you back! Can’t wait to see more videos.

  • @KawaiiPandass123
    @KawaiiPandass123 Год назад +4

    Oh my goodness, I was so happy when I saw this notification!! We missed you Roja ❤

  • @imah_culate
    @imah_culate Год назад

    missed you
    Checked your channel and instagram just 2 weeks ago, about 4-5 days before you posted this, hoping you were safe
    Good to see you back

  • @lillyshah2713
    @lillyshah2713 Год назад +1

    The silence is real while living with someone in that circumstance..

  • @Amberdhillon
    @Amberdhillon Год назад

    Im so glad your back on youtube. I missed ur vids so much

  • @honeyscribbles
    @honeyscribbles Год назад

    I literally smiled so hard when I saw the notification for this video ahhhh!! i can't wait for you to start posting again

  • @CookieMonster_13
    @CookieMonster_13 Год назад

    So glad you're back! Can't wait to see new videos

  • @NichaelaSF
    @NichaelaSF Год назад

    missed you so much queen! so glad to have you back

  • @swaathyk3103
    @swaathyk3103 Год назад

    Welcome back queen! Deep breaths all 2023

  • @lornatw
    @lornatw Год назад

    Oh my days. So happy to see you and hoping things are well.❤️ ( I haven't watched yet as it's 6.40 am) felt like longer than a year!

  • @ewsn3984
    @ewsn3984 Год назад

    ive missed you!! im glad you're back

  • @nikhitaprabhu2002
    @nikhitaprabhu2002 Год назад

    sending so many hugs!! we’ve missed you 🫶🏽

  • @AdamariMedia
    @AdamariMedia Год назад

    Had been combing back and am glad to see you back!

  • @VR-tw3ek
    @VR-tw3ek Год назад

    Man i loved your vlogs....glad you came back

  • @tariniii
    @tariniii Год назад

    i waited so longgggg finallyyyyyyyyyyy yayyyyyy glad youre back love

  • @aloe704
    @aloe704 Год назад +2

    *I had to go to your channel to remember you again 💀Welcome back tho ig lol*

  • @shaileym.5914
    @shaileym.5914 Год назад

    omg hi Roja!! We graduated from high school the same year. I used to be a silent viewer and never interacted, but I HAD to comment on this video. I loved you then and I love you so much now! I'm glad you were able to come out of all the shit that happened as a stronger and more resilient person. Like a lot of other people watching this video, i'm so proud of you!
    Keep making videos, because you're so good at entertaining and youre a natural in front of the camera. Looking forward to uploads from you

  • @nandhikaaa
    @nandhikaaa Год назад +2

    so glad ur back roja 🤍🤍

  • @jasminelalita3244
    @jasminelalita3244 Год назад

    Boiii have I missed your sickkkk editing you always make me laugh glad your back 💜🙏🏾

  • @harshavardhan297
    @harshavardhan297 Год назад

    less less go sis back in the game. youtube and life :)))

  • @anushka7307
    @anushka7307 Год назад +2

    OMG YAY UR BACK

  • @onegirlmusic
    @onegirlmusic Год назад

    thank you so much for returning your videos were always my happy place i can't remember when i first started watching you but i was in high school mabye junior year

  • @chelosip
    @chelosip Год назад

    missed you, so glad you're back!

  • @jasleensahota718
    @jasleensahota718 Год назад

    Oh my god!!!! I missed u 🫶🏻🫂 welcome backkkkkkkkk

  • @simplysabrina5294
    @simplysabrina5294 Год назад

    omg i’ve missed you! i’ve watched you since highschool 😭 now i’m almost done with college

  • @starpearlinterlude
    @starpearlinterlude Год назад

    I LOVE YOU ROJA so happy you're back

  • @camilaparedesg
    @camilaparedesg Год назад +1

    I've been watching you since 2020 and omg I love your videos. hope you're doing good. I missed u

  • @ornamukhopadhyay8340
    @ornamukhopadhyay8340 Год назад

    i started watching ur show the summer before freshman year and now I'm a senior. missed u roja!

  • @snehamogali941
    @snehamogali941 Год назад

    Missed you Rojaaa...... Happy to see you back!!!

  • @heyhey8684
    @heyhey8684 Год назад

    ROJAAA, I missed you sm. You’re so beautiful!!

  • @flipitofathee9643
    @flipitofathee9643 Год назад

    hey dude I just want to let you know this is a lot to go through. I am glad you took some time to figure things out it shows your human rather than Tryna get burn out with RUclips. We missed you, but your mental health is more important so if that means taking a big break from the internet than that's okay. I can see this has hurt you and you cover it with humor, but just know that I say salud lol that means bless you in Spanish or in every language bless you :) LOL when you said I will make a tv show about your life you reminded me of myself because I say that shit all the time LOL

  • @lornatw
    @lornatw Год назад

    Just popping in again, after watching Debbie Dawson across media's and her audition, just reminded me that you can sing and I definetly would love to hear your singing again 💚💗

  • @kris5218
    @kris5218 11 месяцев назад

    You look soo much beautiful and happy... I hope everything goes very well with God's all grace roja... And you totally deserve more subscribers for being you...❤

  • @imjadechristina
    @imjadechristina Год назад +2

    NO WAY I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU A FEW DAYS AGO AND NOW UR POSTING A VIDEO WTF

  • @alexsimolia-roman8354
    @alexsimolia-roman8354 Год назад

    OMFG I LIKE RANDOMLY THOUGHT OF YOU AND THEN SAW THIS LIKE I DON WATCH RUclips ANYMORE AND ONFG IM IN SHOCK

  • @JuzlaJeffry
    @JuzlaJeffry Год назад

    Aww glad you’re back

  • @shraddhaa5931
    @shraddhaa5931 Год назад

    Missed you dear .........it's ok you took some time off . Happy to see you again . Friendships hurt the most when they break apart 😐 i ve been through a lot .I learnt never to be roomie with a good friend .

  • @CristanFaith
    @CristanFaith Год назад

    I’m been waiting for the day!!!!! 💖

  • @lihidray5685
    @lihidray5685 Год назад

    we've missed youuuuuuuuuuuuu❤❤❤❤ i'm happy you're happy

  • @Coolpanda77454
    @Coolpanda77454 Год назад +1

    Can’t wait for the Roja comeback

  • @RedditorformeMe
    @RedditorformeMe 3 месяца назад +2

    rojaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa where r u

  • @youryellow222
    @youryellow222 Год назад +1

    I hope you're doing better we waited for you and we love you ❤‍🩹

  • @tajensanglajamir2248
    @tajensanglajamir2248 Год назад +2

    take care. Love from NAGALAND, India!

  • @ajgold3431
    @ajgold3431 Год назад

    OMG!? I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS... BUT I MISSED U SM

  • @deluluatheart
    @deluluatheart Год назад

    It's been so longggggggg wow, good thing I turned on notifications years ago😭

  • @piravijaayee6352
    @piravijaayee6352 Год назад

    Aww Roja welcome back 🫶🏽🥹

  • @llxmxgaming238
    @llxmxgaming238 Год назад

    Omgg I used to love watching ur vids! Glad that ur back

  • @mahaaki
    @mahaaki Год назад

    Glad you're back 🥺

  • @mehergill7080
    @mehergill7080 Год назад +2

    i missed u!!!

  • @whitedaisies9355
    @whitedaisies9355 Год назад

    im glad you took time for yourself ❤

  • @nanawordie7967
    @nanawordie7967 Год назад

    wow i’m so sorry you experienced that, i also had a rough past year

  • @dayaoof8907
    @dayaoof8907 Год назад +1

    Love ya and u definitely do seem happier

  • @janvikaler9642
    @janvikaler9642 Год назад

    yayyy u r back!!

  • @tjaritjendjavera
    @tjaritjendjavera Год назад +1

    we missed our brown auntie🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @alexisfelice
    @alexisfelice Год назад

    still here for ya, girl 💞