a song about holding on to bittersweet memories ('Lavender Row')

its a bit messy, a bit raw, but I like it, and I hope you do too! I really am spoiling you with these originals recently, huh?
lyrics:
lost on lavender row
where all the good ones go
i want to drag you home
i’m no good when i’m alone
harsh words have knocked me down
still i yearn for your safety else i’ll drown
the absence of your light will drive me wild
drag me back to when i was a child
i wanted you to see me
see me in a different light
i saw through your disguise
disguised from what you feel inside
you, you up and left me with nothing
nothing but my own imagination
and my frustrations
with you
lost on lavender row
where I let the good ones go
the memory of them is all I need
i’ll keep them forever with me
i wanted you to see me
see me in a different light
i saw through your disguise
disguised from what you feel inside
you, you up and left me with nothing
nothing but my own imagination
and my frustrations
with you
lost on lavender row (i wanted you to see me)
lost on lavender row (disguised from what you feel inside)
lost on lavender row (nothing but my own imagination)
lost on lavender row (and my frustrations with you)
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additional tags: original song, indie music, musician, singer, songwriter, guitar, electric guitar, vocals, harmonies
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[@jaceyharvey2852]

came from ur reply to my comment on ur army dreamers cover can confirm same vibe fs beautiful voice will be listening to every song keep up the amazing work

[@KirkTiller]

thank you so much!!! I'm so glad you liked it, plenty more where it came from :))

[@VVandella]

This song has been replaying in my head rent free fr😭🛐🛐

[@KirkTiller]

Ahh that's so cool!!! I'm glad you like it :))

[@axel1347]

Kirk you're so underrated😭 love the og song, this was so well written🥹🫶

[@KirkTiller]

Thank you so much!!! I really love writing so I'm so glad you like it!! May or may not be working on more 👀

[@ImNOTAPRODITE]

SO UNDERRATED!!

[@KirkTiller]

Awh thank you so much!!

[@user-mx1qj2bu2h]

This is so good !

[@KirkTiller]

Thank you so much!! I'm so glad you liked it :)
Please consider checking out my other music if you want to hear more!!

[@vostok3ka]

this is so lovely!

[@KirkTiller]

Awh thank you so much! I really enjoyed writing it :)

[@REBORNEDITZ]

I LOVE THIS!!

[@KirkTiller]

Ah I'm glad you do!! Thank you so much!

[@charliestevens3714]

recomended from ellie evans. glad she did, great voice!! ❤️

[@KirkTiller]

awh yay, thanks ellie! and thanks for checking me out :)))

[@Warrier02]

I love your voice sm 🤩

[@KirkTiller]

Awh, thank you!!