Blocking helped me to balance my energy. I would constantly watch my WhatsApp to see of he would message. I would also stalk him via his mom's WhatsApp. I could feel the energy building up. The minute I blocked him I felt better. Your intention when blcoking is key. If you're blocking to spite or get attention then that doesn't work. But if you're doing it because you realize that you need to do so for you, then go right ahead. It really helped me realize that I don't need him. Imagine getting so excited over one measly text????? Just a hi. I had to put a stop to it.
I am also the 3rd in our family of 4 kids, very sensitive in a family who is emotional closed of. Have learned to regulate my own emotions… It isnt always easy to regulate but getting better and better at it. I understand what and why it happend. I reached out once (after 10 Months) and we had a little positive contact. I don’t feel reaching out again.. not from ego but from knowing its good. Im good… reaching out showed myself i can really let it go again. Now all focus is on being my best version. Feel calm, positive and trusting.❤
Exactly... but exactly the same story here! But yesterday something happened...I had a long walk with a friend and we ended with a cup of tea in restaurant in town. Two hours later at hone, I saw the chritmas agenda from this restaurant on fb with a picture of my counterpart. He was at the same time in the restaurant playing hus music with a friend, as I was but in an other room. 😮 My heart bursted huge and my face was getting hot. I was very suprised of my own reaction. So intensely. Then it started: the pain from my childhood: why did'nt he tell me that he would come to my hometown? An then I understood the lesson: feeling left out. My parents never told me what they were up to. Then second came the feeling of not being important. And so on. The whole riddle😅 Just like you said Kathleen, feel the feeling. I did. I sat with it and three hours later I was in neutral state again. ❤
So true. My DM was the first time I really felt someone could feel and value the love I had to give, which was the exact opposite of my family. So what did I do, only project all that love onto him. No wonder he ran. When I tried to then put that love back on myself, it felt hugely uncomfortable. Learning to be that love now. So over the DM now 🙂 your videos are so helpful, thank you xx
Hi Kathleen 👋 I remember you from when we were both in Cats group - I was the other member from New Zealand - I’m LOVING YOUR VIDEOS ❤️. You energy is AMAZING - What a great channel you have grown ❤ keep up the great soul work you are “being”. Will definitely be following 😁
I had to block my TF and the mother of his 1 year old child he had after we met. I literally would watch both of their accounts to keep tabs on him and it because an unhealthy attachment. Glad I seen something I didn’t like that made me say okay that’s enough I’m done watching him and what he’s doing, let me focus on my own journey 😮💨
Thank you Kathleen 🙏 Scared Divine Twin Flames naturally gravitate towards each other and have the magnetic desire (not desperation) to integrate (re-unite through re-union) I desire my the Scared Divine Masculine to be powerful, in his full strength and this only happens when I alchemise my distortions The more I transmuted the trauma the stronger my Scared Divine Masculine feels to deal with his trauma I've learnt my Scared Divine Masculine feels internal pain and not attending to my trauma and disrespecting him only amplifies his pain I know I am him so why would I want to cause more pain and disrespect him/me?
This is absolutely true! I received a package from them a week ago. I didn’t open it, but put it away and meditated on the energy. The energy told me that the gift wasen’t given in unconditional love. So I just decided to keep it unopend: Their energy is not beatifull yet, to put it that way.
Me and my DM tried to work things out for the 3rd time and he self-sabotaged again. The difference is that this time he understood that he is repeating his patterns and apologized, we are still communicating every day. He just got triggered because everything was going very well and he pushed me aside because past pain and traumas he never dealt with showed up again. I got disappointed but not hurt - at this stage I am realising that he reached out to me because he knows I deeply understand him and he always listens to my advice and made quite good progress for a first time since I met him 3,5 years ago. He is still very secretive and confusing but I am not giving in to this toxicity. We will always value each other, we want to be in each others lives even if it is just few messages exchanges there and there. I realized that someone can be a wonderful person but really emotionally unsafe partner for me to open up to, I lost my respect, admiration in a context that he will step up into the clarity what he wants from his life and where he is going. Lost man with no path is dangerous for DF. So it seems that romantic setting is not in the cards for us, he is trying to keep open window while I energetically shut the door but I do have a lot of love and care for this person to turn his life for more positive. For a first time I realized how far I have come in this journey because I mastered my emotions and self control and honestly - if you do not believe that the whole journey energetically is solely on DF, I can tell you that it is. When we were still connected in a romantic way - whatever I thought of, he followed through. Whether in a negative or positive way. It is so so crucial to learn to control your emotions, thoughts to manifest better outcomes. Truly incredible experience.
Sounds like there are still fears in the shared field that need to be resolved and as you know that comes down to the DF because they are not aware how to transmute the energy. They can only truly stay when we can hold the soul frequency with or without the physical. Sounds like you’re on your path 🥰
@@awakeningmeraki could it also be a time lack? it's not like one day the DF is balanced and the next day the DM comes back in. DM's have to deal with 3D stuff as well, right?
@@miiish-i6b The easiest one is my previous anxiety about ghosting when I would be thinking why is he not reaching out, etc. And the breaks between the communication would be way longer. My fear about 3rd party - he went back to his ex and then to someone else when I broke up with him. When the last time we tried and I shifted my mind-set to I really appreciated the time he called me and I would like more of it, he called me within an hour. The latest negative was him reversing back to old patterns of pushing me away when everything was going well - I freaked out and he started self-sabotaging at really fast rate. This time I just detached once again from him and started working on myself again. Not in hopes that suddenly he will change and we can pick it up where it was left off - I truly realised that I do not want to participate in this toxic dynamic anymore, I deserve way better and if no one is fighting for me, I owe it to myself to fight for me, for better life, for all the work I have done so far, for my peace, stability and positive changes I have been making. I know what I want and where I am going, whether with him or without him, doesn`t really change anything for me. I am tired of settling down to meet the people at where they are. They need to step up and start meeting me at where I am so we can keep growing. After everything I went through, I really owe it to myself. I love this person but I lost my respect, admiration for him as a romantic partner the way he is now. I hope that makes sense.
One of my biggest obstacles to overcome has been the obsessive energy… it is really really hard to tame it.i have made a lot of progress but ..i still stalk a bit on social media and initiate a few messages while releasing need for response or validation ..progress but not there yet..ive found if I do message I instantly delete it on my end and forget about response ..that has helped but good grief i do have the obsessive energy still active and want it gone completely..like if he sends a nice holiday greeting i see it as an excuse to respond with 3 ..i am starting with the new year to keep the energy equal almost count the word exchange and only if initiated by him not me
It’s very different being an empath, sometimes other people’s emotions come through me, alive or in spirit and there is no control!! Very different to controlling your own emotions when you feel others.
Thank you for your beautiful insights. Very grateful🙏🏻. I have a request if you could please address it in some of your upcoming videos. I am not in crazy addictive energy anymore and like to believe I am balanced most of the time. Around this 12:12 portal, that persistent heavy throbbing energy from sacral chakra moved to the Solar Plexus. I am no longer actively seeking twin flame related information(as also advised by you several times) but I would like to know how to navigate the Kundalini rising in this journey.
I didn’t even want anymore a relationship.. and then she appeared and I got terrified.. I got a big trigger yesterday.. my heart jumped almost out of my body but my energy didn’t change I managed to stay aligned.. see TRIGGERS ☺️
Everyone needs time away from the craziness to bring the energy back to self. At the end of the day, nobody has the right to monitor you through a doctor’s computer whilst you’re in a private appointment. Nobody has the right to hack another to keep tabs on them, that goes for all connections.
I blocked my DM, because he comes in communication in his ego and then leaves. I blocked him to ensure my thoughts and emotions isnt unbalanced as i come into my soul.
My things is I work with him and see him all the time and I feel like we've had no real separation so if I block him or just stop him seeing me on media everyday even though he's restricted me so I can't see him but he can see me. I've been fighting myself within what to do.
It is me who is in the third party connection with 2 kids I am no longer in contact with my TF who is unmarried and 11 years younger Fully focused on myself but am I blocking the possibility of my TFs return by being in third party/ my marriage It is because of kids that I am not pulling out Also I think my soul wants me to continue and learn my lessons
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Blocking helped me to balance my energy. I would constantly watch my WhatsApp to see of he would message. I would also stalk him via his mom's WhatsApp. I could feel the energy building up. The minute I blocked him I felt better. Your intention when blcoking is key. If you're blocking to spite or get attention then that doesn't work. But if you're doing it because you realize that you need to do so for you, then go right ahead. It really helped me realize that I don't need him. Imagine getting so excited over one measly text????? Just a hi. I had to put a stop to it.
I am also the 3rd in our family of 4 kids, very sensitive in a family who is emotional closed of. Have learned to regulate my own emotions… It isnt always easy to regulate but getting better and better at it. I understand what and why it happend. I reached out once (after 10 Months) and we had a little positive contact. I don’t feel reaching out again.. not from ego but from knowing its good. Im good… reaching out showed myself i can really let it go again. Now all focus is on being my best version. Feel calm, positive and trusting.❤
Exactly... but exactly the same story here! But yesterday something happened...I had a long walk with a friend and we ended with a cup of tea in restaurant in town. Two hours later at hone, I saw the chritmas agenda from this restaurant on fb with a picture of my counterpart. He was at the same time in the restaurant playing hus music with a friend, as I was but in an other room. 😮 My heart bursted huge and my face was getting hot. I was very suprised of my own reaction. So intensely. Then it started: the pain from my childhood: why did'nt he tell me that he would come to my hometown? An then I understood the lesson: feeling left out. My parents never told me what they were up to. Then second came the feeling of not being important. And so on. The whole riddle😅 Just like you said Kathleen, feel the feeling. I did. I sat with it and three hours later I was in neutral state again. ❤
So true. My DM was the first time I really felt someone could feel and value the love I had to give, which was the exact opposite of my family. So what did I do, only project all that love onto him. No wonder he ran. When I tried to then put that love back on myself, it felt hugely uncomfortable.
Learning to be that love now. So over the DM now 🙂 your videos are so helpful, thank you xx
You’re welcome 😇 I get not being uncomfortable with learning to love myself first, it was a very strange feeling 🥰
I totally agree! 🙏🏼✨
Hi Kathleen 👋 I remember you from when we were both in Cats group - I was the other member from New Zealand - I’m LOVING YOUR VIDEOS ❤️. You energy is AMAZING - What a great channel you have grown ❤ keep up the great soul work you are “being”. Will definitely be following 😁
Thanks beautiful 😍
I had to block my TF and the mother of his 1 year old child he had after we met. I literally would watch both of their accounts to keep tabs on him and it because an unhealthy attachment. Glad I seen something I didn’t like that made me say okay that’s enough I’m done watching him and what he’s doing, let me focus on my own journey 😮💨
I used to obsessively look at his stupid wife’s insta thinking “maybe if I was her he’d want me” :(
Thank you Kathleen 🙏
Scared Divine Twin Flames naturally gravitate towards each other and have the magnetic desire (not desperation) to integrate (re-unite through re-union)
I desire my the Scared Divine Masculine to be powerful, in his full strength and this only happens when I alchemise my distortions
The more I transmuted the trauma the stronger my Scared Divine Masculine feels to deal with his trauma
I've learnt my Scared Divine Masculine feels internal pain and not attending to my trauma and disrespecting him only amplifies his pain
I know I am him so why would I want to cause more pain and disrespect him/me?
Thank you, Kathleen ❤
This is absolutely true! I received a package from them a week ago. I didn’t open it, but put it away and meditated on the energy. The energy told me that the gift wasen’t given in unconditional love. So I just decided to keep it unopend: Their energy is not beatifull yet, to put it that way.
Me and my DM tried to work things out for the 3rd time and he self-sabotaged again. The difference is that this time he understood that he is repeating his patterns and apologized, we are still communicating every day. He just got triggered because everything was going very well and he pushed me aside because past pain and traumas he never dealt with showed up again. I got disappointed but not hurt - at this stage I am realising that he reached out to me because he knows I deeply understand him and he always listens to my advice and made quite good progress for a first time since I met him 3,5 years ago. He is still very secretive and confusing but I am not giving in to this toxicity. We will always value each other, we want to be in each others lives even if it is just few messages exchanges there and there. I realized that someone can be a wonderful person but really emotionally unsafe partner for me to open up to, I lost my respect, admiration in a context that he will step up into the clarity what he wants from his life and where he is going. Lost man with no path is dangerous for DF. So it seems that romantic setting is not in the cards for us, he is trying to keep open window while I energetically shut the door but I do have a lot of love and care for this person to turn his life for more positive. For a first time I realized how far I have come in this journey because I mastered my emotions and self control and honestly - if you do not believe that the whole journey energetically is solely on DF, I can tell you that it is. When we were still connected in a romantic way - whatever I thought of, he followed through. Whether in a negative or positive way. It is so so crucial to learn to control your emotions, thoughts to manifest better outcomes. Truly incredible experience.
Sounds like there are still fears in the shared field that need to be resolved and as you know that comes down to the DF because they are not aware how to transmute the energy. They can only truly stay when we can hold the soul frequency with or without the physical. Sounds like you’re on your path 🥰
Can you give an example of something either positive or negative that you though of where the DM energy followed through?
@@awakeningmeraki could it also be a time lack? it's not like one day the DF is balanced and the next day the DM comes back in. DM's have to deal with 3D stuff as well, right?
@@miiish-i6b The easiest one is my previous anxiety about ghosting when I would be thinking why is he not reaching out, etc. And the breaks between the communication would be way longer. My fear about 3rd party - he went back to his ex and then to someone else when I broke up with him. When the last time we tried and I shifted my mind-set to I really appreciated the time he called me and I would like more of it, he called me within an hour. The latest negative was him reversing back to old patterns of pushing me away when everything was going well - I freaked out and he started self-sabotaging at really fast rate. This time I just detached once again from him and started working on myself again. Not in hopes that suddenly he will change and we can pick it up where it was left off - I truly realised that I do not want to participate in this toxic dynamic anymore, I deserve way better and if no one is fighting for me, I owe it to myself to fight for me, for better life, for all the work I have done so far, for my peace, stability and positive changes I have been making. I know what I want and where I am going, whether with him or without him, doesn`t really change anything for me. I am tired of settling down to meet the people at where they are. They need to step up and start meeting me at where I am so we can keep growing. After everything I went through, I really owe it to myself. I love this person but I lost my respect, admiration for him as a romantic partner the way he is now. I hope that makes sense.
One of my biggest obstacles to overcome has been the obsessive energy… it is really really hard to tame it.i have made a lot of progress but ..i still stalk a bit on social media and initiate a few messages while releasing need for response or validation ..progress but not there yet..ive found if I do message I instantly delete it on my end and forget about response ..that has helped but good grief i do have the obsessive energy still active and want it gone completely..like if he sends a nice holiday greeting i see it as an excuse to respond with 3 ..i am starting with the new year to keep the energy equal almost count the word exchange and only if initiated by him not me
It’s very different being an empath, sometimes other people’s emotions come through me, alive or in spirit and there is no control!! Very different to controlling your own emotions when you feel others.
Thank you for your beautiful insights. Very grateful🙏🏻. I have a request if you could please address it in some of your upcoming videos. I am not in crazy addictive energy anymore and like to believe I am balanced most of the time. Around this 12:12 portal, that persistent heavy throbbing energy from sacral chakra moved to the Solar Plexus. I am no longer actively seeking twin flame related information(as also advised by you several times) but I would like to know how to navigate the Kundalini rising in this journey.
I didn’t even want anymore a relationship.. and then she appeared and I got terrified.. I got a big trigger yesterday.. my heart jumped almost out of my body but my energy didn’t change I managed to stay aligned.. see TRIGGERS ☺️
Everyone needs time away from the craziness to bring the energy back to self. At the end of the day, nobody has the right to monitor you through a doctor’s computer whilst you’re in a private appointment. Nobody has the right to hack another to keep tabs on them, that goes for all connections.
I blocked my DM, because he comes in communication in his ego and then leaves. I blocked him to ensure my thoughts and emotions isnt unbalanced as i come into my soul.
My things is I work with him and see him all the time and I feel like we've had no real separation so if I block him or just stop him seeing me on media everyday even though he's restricted me so I can't see him but he can see me. I've been fighting myself within what to do.
It is me who is in the third party connection with 2 kids
I am no longer in contact with my TF who is unmarried and 11 years younger
Fully focused on myself but am I blocking the possibility of my TFs return by being in third party/ my marriage
It is because of kids that I am not pulling out
Also I think my soul wants me to continue and learn my lessons