Cloud's lament.mus

I just discovered a file called "Cloud's lament" from 2004. Let us listen to it together. CATS and Final Fantasy VII were the twin obsessions of my teen years…as may become clear. Yet I have little to no memory of this and whether I wrote the lyrics or what??
come follow me on my main channel for FFVII stuff that moderately makes sense: / sonatina3
Song begins 1:11
The lyrics:
My hair is too big and my neck is strained.
The weight is too much upon my brain
My spine is imploding from the massive sword on my back
But on the plus side it gives monsters a hack.
And it defies gravity
A bit like Macavity
I just feel my life must end
this continuous fighting's driving me round the bend
my hair is too long and now i can't see
i'm not the man i used to be
no more fighting skills, no more suavity
unlike that great cat whose name is...
Sorry for the audio quality of my talking, I wasn't planning on recording and just used the old webcam. But I don't really say much of importance!