Nessa Barrett - scare myself (official lyric video)

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Lyrics:
thoughts keep on racing
one by one
i don’t know who they’re running from
biting my lips
until they bleed
symptom of living life with me
cuz im scared of the monsters that I swear are under my bed
scared that they might just be all in my head
scared that i’m dreaming and already dead
and i’m terrified of the shadows that follow me home
afraid that they’ll get me when i’m all alone
look in the mirror i see someone else
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself
leave me all alone with the voices
end up in the wrong kind of places
everyday's a dark situation
trying not to oop with the poison
paint my face cuz the real me is pointless
do my nails just to rip me to pieces
lose my mind cuz i don’t wanna keep it
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself
im scared of the monsters that I swear are under my bed
scared that they might just be all in my head
scared that i’m dreaming and already dead
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself

[@NessaBarrett]

MY DEBUT EP PRETTY POISON AND KEEP ME AFRAID MUSIC VIDEO IS OUT NOW 🖤😭😭 nessa.lnk.to/PrettyPoison

[@dilabatilaipubam6854]

So proud you nessa baby, you are amazing

[@guneetsaran4751]

Love you nessa

[@me-gv5ok]

[@thainaalberton6497]

proud of u girl

[@asiyahsiddiqui53]

this one is probably my favourite tho they're all great, love you so much nessa this is insane

[@liyaedewor6362]

"ain't it kinda funny how nobody can cut me down like i can" this is so true it's sad :)

[@kenzieandmore]

How can someone be so perfect at what they do

[@ccoorriiee1]

And look so cute while doing it !!!

[@khloejean9085]

she’s literally so insanely gorgeous

[@lisetteoje]

LITERALLY

[@keren.b_9642]

No dIxiE dOeS iT bEtTeR 🤪

[@ccoorriiee1]

@@keren.b_9642 lol she wishes 😂😂 she’s rated G, no one over the age of 15 cares

[@username-zy3lu]

the lyrics, your voice, EVERYTHING LITERALLY IS PERFECT LIKE HOW CAN SOMETHINF BE SO OERFECT

[@Juliana-iy8ky]

Holy shit this is so good sooooo proud of her, she really can convey her message w her music

[@gabyespinoza3404]

Words can’t describe how PROUD I am of you Ness. You’re truly one of a kind love ♥️

[@Emma-jm9mm]

this rlly giving me late 50’s wife finally kills her abusive husband after he drives her utterly insane vibes tbh I LOVE THIS

[@lydial8369]

YOOO NOW THAT I THINK AB IT

[@mayelah449]

YES

[@nikkig3799]

I can see that in a movie 😬🙌

[@cookiesandmilk686]

Definitely

[@Yourebeautiful-yh7vl]

Omg yessss

[@80steenangel]

every song has a different touch i’m inlove

[@karieisenberg7647]

this might be the most relatable song i’ve ever heard. thank u for putting our feelings into words nessa

[@janis6687]

although u dislike her or hate her, that doesn’t matters because she is really talented and amazing

[@melin6596]

true

[@emelyponce2398]

Facts

[@hannahcaridi2002]

She's fantastic 😱🙌💛

[@Spynina1233]

She is amazing

[@prettyalanna6218]

she really does it so well, she's a good singer you have to admit.❤️

[@tianadurkovic6473]

It’s truly amazing that u turned ur pain and trauma into self therapy & therapy for millions around the world

[@taylorhickman2159]

The V I B E S of this album. Can’t wait to drive around in the car screaming at the top of my lungs to all these songs. ✨💙🦋

[@lovelyrainx4205]

It’s an ep lol

[@kimkardasim6086]

@@originality8343 I think a ep is just shorter

[@bluebree]

She sounds almost like a mix of Tate Mcrae and Billie Eilish. Obviously Nessa is her own amazing talented person.
I love her album and having mental illnesses, I can relate to her songs.

[@jesszxd3518]

Yess

[@username-zy3lu]

“afraid that they get me when I’m all alone” 💔 hope you’re doing ok nessa❤️ you literally deserve everything good in life❤️ so many people love you and you deserve to be here so so so so much! ❤️

[@julieta6948]

THIS IS LITERALLY ART

[@jocelyn4344]

Her EP literally came out 2hours ago for me and I’m already addicted😭

[@monalisa-nm8gz]

I love how much neesa has learnt and grown, her music is so good too

[@noname-nn1ge]

i think i can speak for a lot of people by saying that im obsessed with your voice

[@mayelah449]

THIS .

[@aydenallison4920]

This shit reminds me of the starting of a James Bond movie it would fit so well 😍

[@dadnishab5475]

She sound so freaking amazing omgg like WHATT period gurl come a long way and keep making hit

[@devfriedchic4289]

“what’s it gonna be today, am I gonna cause me pain” literally me 😔

[@claireready9562]

her EP helped me get through the worst time of my life mentally. i genuinely feel like it saved me in some sort of way. i was going through the worst break up of my life and had gotten my first suspension from school right around the same time for something someone else did. i know that doesn’t sounds like a big deal but i need to apply to colleges so the suspension added more stress to my life i didnt need. i had developed an eating disorder around this time because i felt so sick i couldn’t eat which then lead to me being scared of food and i was weighing myself more then 10 times a day and only eating popcorn once a day. because i wasn’t eating i was 10 times more emotional so i began self harming again for the first time in years. when she announced she was releasing this masterpiece soon it gave me something to look forward and once it came out i could relate to every song and it genuinely helped me heal. she doesn’t understand how amazing she really is and how much she’s helping so many people get through some tough times. we love you ness and can’t wait to see what happens with your career in the future🖤🖤

[@sarahpaddon5515]

I don’t understand why this isn’t like number 1 on the charts, it so good omg

[@tocavenus5491]

the BEST SONG on the EP hands down swear! Loved the change in your voice in the chorus. i didn’t expect that. Also this deserves a REMIX with a rapper & a music video! Gives me halloween vibes & it’s actually catchy.

[@lia-vl1vl]

baby this ep is so good, i'm so proud of u and all your dedication, u deserve all the love and recognize in the world, congratulations for great ep, ilysm

[@juliamazzei5327]

esse ep tá incrível, que orgulho 😭

[@katelynfernandes2419]

everything about the story behind her songs is just so on point,perfect and relatable.

[@markdavis6877]

Totally feel every single line...deeply in my darkest core...thank you for such a beautiful arrangement of a sordid reality we spin in...love

[@annefergin]

this song is beautifully crafted. thoughts perfectly sewn into metaphors and sung by a voice who can convey so much emotion. outstanding job nessa

[@andreiapaiva3635]

I love ALL the songs of Nessa and I love her more than anything in this world

[@tahliarose643]

this is hauntingly beautiful

[@katherinehernandez6605]

she deserves so much more her songs are perfect

[@larissa.parker03]

I'm so proud of you ness🥺🖤

[@kausouza77]

A gente já vê que é perfeita♥️

[@as-vs6hf]

perfeita 😍

[@babysherl493]

“End up in the wrong kinda places” i felt this on a deep personal level….. ever since I was a young child. I’m sorry we feel this way… our minds can be prisons & it’s a cold world. We do our best. 🖤

[@rbrt_bel2565]

perfeita nunca errou❤

[@sadcowboiemoji]

There’s a reason Nessa still plays THIS song on tour 💕🖤☠️

[@alexisb8110]

Ahh so excited and proud of nessa she literally the best all of her songs are so good can’t wait to see more to be released!!🖤

[@idk-wq6zi]

This girl is A QUEEN! She doesn’t know how much her music got me through. Im truly obsessed

[@strengthandsilence4186]

no wait why isn't this going viral??!?!

[@username-zy3lu]

pretty poison is my favourite EP hands down

[@khloejean9085]

agreed

[@adrianagutierrez3225]

“Scared that im dreaming and already dead” i think so much about this that its not healthy. Is it me or does life feel fake like its a simulation

[@Sama_681]

It's dissociation

[@ddeztt7335]

she was born to do what she does

[@pamelarichele3669]

Perfeita como sempre 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

[@cory3167]

Just dropped an hour ago, & I’ve had it on repeat the whole time ❤️‍🔥🖤❤️‍🔥🖤

[@khloejean9085]

as you should

[@nadinesahli8234]

My dream came true her voice makes me feel so safe and happy and now I have many songs of her ahhh I’m so happy and it’s soo good

[@cookiesandmilk686]

Same

[@konakapsali8827]

THIS IS LITERAL MASTERPIECE

[@mika7446]

ive been listening to this song on repeat for like the past week

[@LilMissMysticArtistic]

This is a very relatable song and also it gives me 50s to 60s.

[@anaclarapanzera6043]

Minha mulher só tem música perfeita mdsssss, que orgulho ❤❤❤🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤❤❤🥺

[@MxndieMoo]

This song hits way too hard. It hits me deep. I love this so much. Thank you Nessa ❤

[@lainecapel8903]

“biting my lips until they bleed” so relatable bro🤧☹️

[@lucyellis5131]

Nessa-you're gonna go so far and be even more successful than you already are.

[@naamaperalta6109]

i can´t even explain how connected i feel with this amazing and talented girl ... so happy for you ness

[@dovelove5427]

I'm obsessed with all the songs on this EP but Grave and Scare Myself are my two personal favorites. 🖤 Scare Myself is a song I relate to very much, i'm always listening to it.

[@Jenniferrandrea]

THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING, HER PEN GAME NEVER MISSES!!!!!

[@anoushka614]

So relatable for me at the moment 🖤

[@jazellemonteiro8669]

anyone else going through all the songs in order like she said so we can understand the full story ? cus same 😩

[@alexandranoemiriverafombon6421]

yess

[@erinplummer8980]

This has been on replay for 3 weeks!!!! She is so talented. Just because of all the drama on tik tok doesnt make her a less better person or artist. She is truely talented

[@annamatolcsi9603]

this song is describe me. thank you Ness for this. i'm so proud of you, you are such a strong person, such a strong inspiration. ily

[@shtreffgod4305]

Omg her voice is art..

[@lia-vl1vl]

baby this ep is so good, i'm so proud of u and all your dedication, u deserve all the love and recognize in the world, congratulations for great ep, ily

[@forestgirlzoe]

This is the most relatable song in the ep for me. I listen to this ep every single day since it released because whenever I listen to it feels like the world stops and I just feel safe if that makes sense. I love Nessa so much and she's definitely my favorite singer ever

[@florencia3719]

this song is perfect for euphoria, someone make it happen

[@nanary7666]

It's scary how i can relate to this song... amazing ep 😭

[@meelo8439]

I relate to this song so much. Thank you Nessa for sharing your music 🖤

[@taylorhickman2159]

Also my favorite song on this album. Wow ✨💙🦋

[@annamartin6714]

JUST YES

[@kakahdorock9734]

PERFEITA RAINHA 💍👑

[@silentdiamond7034]

How did she come up with words I never heard 🌙

[@forsakenblues]

The Talent! Every single song on the ep is literally beyond AMAZING!!🖤

[@rosiechuuu]

SHE'S CLOSE TO 1 MILLION 😭😭💕💕💕

[@natalisvit]

Thoughts keep on racing, one by one
I don't know who they're running from
Biting my lips until they bleed
Symptom of livin' life with me
'Cause I'm scared they're the monsters that I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead, mmm
And I'm terrified of the shadows that follow me home
Afraid that they'll get me when I'm all alone
Look in the mirror, I see someone else
Sometimes I even scare myself (oh)
Ain't it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down like I can
I drag myself through Hell again (oh)
What's it gonna be today?
Am I gonna 'cause me pain?
I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself
Leave me all alone with the voices
End up in the wrong kind of places
Every day's a dark situation
Trying not to hoop with the poison
Paint my face 'cause the real me is pointless
Do my nails, just to rip me to pieces
Lose my mind 'cause I don't wanna keep it
Sometimes I even scare myself (oh)
Ain't it kinda funny how (funny how)
Nobody can cut me down like I can (like I can)
I drag myself through Hell again (oh)
What's it gonna be today? (gonna be today?)
Am I gonna 'cause me pain?
I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself
'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead
Sometimes I even scare myself (oh)
Ain't it kinda funny how (funny how)
Nobody can cut me down like I can
I drag myself through Hell again (oh)
What's it gonna be today? (gonna be today?)
Am I gonna 'cause me pain?
I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself

[@kenatopiaproduction3038]

Damn, where this song was all this time? I love it, totally can relate to🖤❤️🖤❤️

[@eeshazaigham4442]

i can't stop listening to it ahhhh

[@sav4893]

Nessa I’m so freakin proud of you🖤🖤🖤

[@anthonyrose8438]

This is giving me goosebumps 😍🖤

[@user-ku2lf2wd7z]

MY FAV FROM THE WHOLE EP ITS SO GOOD

[@dianadsmp7478]

siento tantas cosas escuchando esta canción,simplemente perfecta ness🖤

[@nicolasmclamb18]

This song is SOOOOO DEEP. And I FREAKING LOVE IT

[@swavykiana2913]

Bpd here this song matched my whole mfff life 🙏

[@Sama_681]

Same

[@amandavieiraberndt]

Esse EP tá tão perfeitinho 😭♥️

[@AnaJulia-jd9si]

MDS QUE MÚSICA PERFEITAAAA🛐🛐

[@lilyrose157]

I’m so proud of u nessa🖤

[@jharmonyproductions]

Madhouse: I scare myself sometimes
This: sometimes I even scare myself
❤️

[@asalsabernia1841]

This really hits different. I felt every line. Thank you so much for this.

[@alissaklepal3342]

I honestly have chills , this is pure talent

[@suvstheworld3397]

IM IN LOVE WITH THIS EP

[@knife_6989]

Divine, as always!! 💗

[@paigeloghry0630]

I heavily relate to this, it’s scary. Thank you for another song that will be on repeat on my playlist ❤️‍🔥🖤

[@am-dc5vl]

wtf why is it so good

[@mxxxya]

i love this with my whole heart

[@avellxa1974]

Congratulations Nessa!!! Ahh so excited!!

[@aryelarmstrong2449]

So freaking talented nessa! 🖤

[@annefergin]

this is a beautiful song that is so well crafted wow. thoughts put into beautiful metaphors

[@julia3898]

QUE TALENTO MEU DEUS

[@galileacalixtro5108]

This is so amazing!!

[@nnikaa777]

Nessa your perfect, your music is the best thing ever. I'm in love🖤🖤