Undefined and always changing my mind. On the one hand, it's frustrating because I like having certainty. Yet, it's freeing because I know I have the freedom to move and explore and let myself evolve as I live life. 18 months ago if you asked me if I'd believe all the things I do now, it would be a firm hell no. But lived experiences these past months have shown me that what I might know & understand about this life & universe (particularly the invisible parts) might not be complete. It's a fun journey to be on & I thank you for sharing yours with us!
😂🤣😂 I love this so much! I also have an open crown and ajna and I drive my husband crazy (his are both defined) with how often I change my mind. PS. Your eyes are so big and beautiful in this video. You totally rock the no makeup look 🥰
Yes to moving your body! You have the Channel of Struggle. All of those root-to-spleen channels need a physical outlet. Your root is really active, just in general. All that pressure and no route ro the throat. As a fellow quad right, I know far too well the consequences of trying to force something into being and my undedined sacral not knowing when enough is enough (and my open solar plexus avoiding confrontation and truth). It just doesn't work! Great video! I hope your retreat serves you well. I have the whole 13-33 and I often have no choice but to step back. It always leads to something better.
You're not being weird to me- You're embracing learning, you're being honest with yourself, you're willing to be open and honest and give yourself and others grace and beauty in the process. I think that's great! Way to be willing to be imperfect. Most aren't. We are cowards. Sending love.
I throughly enjoyed watching this one Amanda! I love seeing people being "weird" and authentic and I like the change up on your channel. This is totally helping me understand more about myself and pushing me that much closer to finally letting my own weirdness out on my own channel. Thanks for being confident enough to put yourself out there even when you're feeling unsure and allowing us to be part of the journey. 😊
Ha! Proud to be Weird - that is the coolest! I wish I had known that well, and been able to embrace it but at last here I am! Truly appreciate how vulnerable you showed up here. I have the gate of retreat as well and def have the intensity of feeling like im being an Ostrich with my head in the sand but it literally feels like im turning a boat in a fast-moving current even though im "resting"
Love your behind the scenes videos, the raw and real stuff you share is so good Amanda! Also love the Human Design aspects you share (reminder - must get my chart done!!). Keep being imperfect and trying new things - we all need to lean in to that. 🙂
OH I am seriously loving all your videos. I have been studying Human Design for about 2 years now and it's been such an eye-opening experience. Thank you so much for being honest with yourself and deepening into your authenticity!
P.S. Just checked out your channel and I love the mission : ) I subscribed to follow the journey. Def upload a banner to give people an idea of what your channel is about immediately : ) And don't be afraid to hit me up for a session if you ever want to ramp things up! I love linking with HD peeps who are also doing content.
As much as I enjoy the educational videos on your channel, I am loving this raw, authentic "diary" style video of yours as well. You are a cool human. 💙 As a fellow Projector, I am in the process of de-conditioning and levelling up my self-understanding. Your videos have been playing a core part of my learning journey. Thank you!
YAY this is an exciting comment to get. Keep watching cause there are certainly more videos to come : ) It also looks like you have a great start to your RUclips channel (banner, profile pic + tagline established -- now just time to start posting!)
I'm close to 80 now, but around 65 years ago I decided to not lock myself in to any opinions.... I noticed (at that time) how so many older people were locked into some belief that simply wasn't true, even may have been true at one time... for instance television doesn't exist... that was true at one time... the only thing I locked myself into were those things that are absolutely true such as the Bible is the word of God, but I didn't lock myself into thinking I understood it perfectly, and as a prison minister dealing with men who often do nothing but study the bible all day, they have shown me the error in my understanding a few times, and because I committed my life to being able to change when proven I should, I was able to accept new ways of understanding the bible.... there is a downside, I suppose it's a downside in a way... the people who lock themselves into certain beliefs always have a ready answer, and a defense for their belief... but of course they are often wrong.
Amanda, soon I'll be publishing my book which will complement the work that you do based on human design. The book focuses on unconscious limiting beliefs, which need to be addressed if you are to get closer to fulfilling your destiny in this life and address the struggles you are bound to face in trying to fulfil your path (as indicated by tools such as birth charts or human design charts). I wrote it based on having the technique done on me by the lady of perfected it. And also based on my experience since in the past year I have been using it on others to tremendous success. We have a common friend Vendy - I taught her at Uni, but she has no clue about this part of my life 😅.
I love this so much! I just sent a screenshot of this to Vendy so she certainly knows now! She's very much on a similar journey to me - we're running side by side each other. She's been an amazing running partner in this transition. Also congrats on the book!! They say that's the hardest thing anyone can do. It def sounds interesting. Please let me know when it's out! I'd love to read it.
i have a defined ajna and head and i keep feeling like I'm never confident that i'm doing the right thing. I'm starting to get really frustrated as i've never truly felt like i've committed to anything except other people and that i'm just rowing my boat in circles.
Are you a mental projector or what's your type? The defined head and ajna definitely are good as an outer authority to others but you certainly have to charge for it!
Emotional projector - I might just be impatient and I might need to just accept that I am multi talented. As a projector it seems like I should be an astrologer as my job but there's a fear I'll get tired of it and since I love it I don't want that. I also like being a fashion and boudoir photographer but that's not really a system - it's more of an art form so is that really where I should rely on my income to come from? And due to both of these fears I thought maybe that's my hobby and vocation and my actual job could be travel advising but I've only just started the course so I'm not sure if I'll love it. So far just letting the irons in the fire get hot. I've got a snip feed that will have all the offers in the mean time I'm waitressing and making a lot of money but you know that's hard on a projector long term!
Hi Amanda, I am following your transition to the human design topic. Even though I happen to be interested in this as well as the kind of topic you did before, I find it a bit hard to follow. As a Newbie to human design, like probably most of the people who followed you before the transition, I would need more of a basic context to understand what you are talking about. Trying to be constructive here, not wanting to discourage you. And yes, you feel much more like a real and approachable person without makup and a hoodie on!
It's definitely coming : ) A little insight ... One of the mistakes I made with video was talking straight to the beginner and creating content for the beginner. This allowed me only a certain range of topics to discuss on my channel. With HD, I want to dive in at a deeper level and attract a more mature audience. I don't want to teach HD online but rather focus on the practical application of it -- I want to talk about the deeper stuff! Having said that, I'm partnering with my HD teacher to help capture videos of HER teaching the basics and putting together binge-able courses to get people up to speed. We're halfway through filming the first one and finishing it next week. So stay tuned!
Sometimes we just have to change our mind! Do you have a defined or undefined Ajna??
Undefined and always changing my mind. On the one hand, it's frustrating because I like having certainty. Yet, it's freeing because I know I have the freedom to move and explore and let myself evolve as I live life. 18 months ago if you asked me if I'd believe all the things I do now, it would be a firm hell no. But lived experiences these past months have shown me that what I might know & understand about this life & universe (particularly the invisible parts) might not be complete. It's a fun journey to be on & I thank you for sharing yours with us!
Girl, I love how REAL you are, I am a Projector 6/2 and get the “ change my mind, and do I know when enough is enough” …
😂🤣😂 I love this so much! I also have an open crown and ajna and I drive my husband crazy (his are both defined) with how often I change my mind.
PS. Your eyes are so big and beautiful in this video. You totally rock the no makeup look 🥰
Yes to moving your body! You have the Channel of Struggle. All of those root-to-spleen channels need a physical outlet. Your root is really active, just in general. All that pressure and no route ro the throat. As a fellow quad right, I know far too well the consequences of trying to force something into being and my undedined sacral not knowing when enough is enough (and my open solar plexus avoiding confrontation and truth). It just doesn't work!
Great video! I hope your retreat serves you well. I have the whole 13-33 and I often have no choice but to step back. It always leads to something better.
You're not being weird to me- You're embracing learning, you're being honest with yourself, you're willing to be open and honest and give yourself and others grace and beauty in the process. I think that's great! Way to be willing to be imperfect. Most aren't. We are cowards. Sending love.
I throughly enjoyed watching this one Amanda! I love seeing people being "weird" and authentic and I like the change up on your channel. This is totally helping me understand more about myself and pushing me that much closer to finally letting my own weirdness out on my own channel. Thanks for being confident enough to put yourself out there even when you're feeling unsure and allowing us to be part of the journey. 😊
Ha! Proud to be Weird - that is the coolest! I wish I had known that well, and been able to embrace it but at last here I am! Truly appreciate how vulnerable you showed up here. I have the gate of retreat as well and def have the intensity of feeling like im being an Ostrich with my head in the sand but it literally feels like im turning a boat in a fast-moving current even though im "resting"
Love your behind the scenes videos, the raw and real stuff you share is so good Amanda! Also love the Human Design aspects you share (reminder - must get my chart done!!). Keep being imperfect and trying new things - we all need to lean in to that. 🙂
It's just a quick Google away 😉 go to mybodygraph.com and type in your info!
OH I am seriously loving all your videos. I have been studying Human Design for about 2 years now and it's been such an eye-opening experience. Thank you so much for being honest with yourself and deepening into your authenticity!
Right?! Such a wild journey that only continues ... I'm glad my videos are resonating! What's your method for studying HD these days?
P.S. Just checked out your channel and I love the mission : ) I subscribed to follow the journey. Def upload a banner to give people an idea of what your channel is about immediately : ) And don't be afraid to hit me up for a session if you ever want to ramp things up! I love linking with HD peeps who are also doing content.
As much as I enjoy the educational videos on your channel, I am loving this raw, authentic "diary" style video of yours as well. You are a cool human. 💙 As a fellow Projector, I am in the process of de-conditioning and levelling up my self-understanding. Your videos have been playing a core part of my learning journey. Thank you!
YAY this is an exciting comment to get. Keep watching cause there are certainly more videos to come : ) It also looks like you have a great start to your RUclips channel (banner, profile pic + tagline established -- now just time to start posting!)
I'm close to 80 now, but around 65 years ago I decided to not lock myself in to any opinions.... I noticed (at that time) how so many older people were locked into some belief that simply wasn't true, even may have been true at one time... for instance television doesn't exist... that was true at one time... the only thing I locked myself into were those things that are absolutely true such as the Bible is the word of God, but I didn't lock myself into thinking I understood it perfectly, and as a prison minister dealing with men who often do nothing but study the bible all day, they have shown me the error in my understanding a few times, and because I committed my life to being able to change when proven I should, I was able to accept new ways of understanding the bible.... there is a downside, I suppose it's a downside in a way... the people who lock themselves into certain beliefs always have a ready answer, and a defense for their belief... but of course they are often wrong.
Wow I have 33. Now I want to learn so much more and I have these same troubles. So informative!
Love your honesty 🤍
Amanda, soon I'll be publishing my book which will complement the work that you do based on human design. The book focuses on unconscious limiting beliefs, which need to be addressed if you are to get closer to fulfilling your destiny in this life and address the struggles you are bound to face in trying to fulfil your path (as indicated by tools such as birth charts or human design charts). I wrote it based on having the technique done on me by the lady of perfected it. And also based on my experience since in the past year I have been using it on others to tremendous success. We have a common friend Vendy - I taught her at Uni, but she has no clue about this part of my life 😅.
I love this so much! I just sent a screenshot of this to Vendy so she certainly knows now! She's very much on a similar journey to me - we're running side by side each other. She's been an amazing running partner in this transition.
Also congrats on the book!! They say that's the hardest thing anyone can do. It def sounds interesting. Please let me know when it's out! I'd love to read it.
i have a defined ajna and head and i keep feeling like I'm never confident that i'm doing the right thing. I'm starting to get really frustrated as i've never truly felt like i've committed to anything except other people and that i'm just rowing my boat in circles.
Are you a mental projector or what's your type? The defined head and ajna definitely are good as an outer authority to others but you certainly have to charge for it!
Emotional projector - I might just be impatient and I might need to just accept that I am multi talented. As a projector it seems like I should be an astrologer as my job but there's a fear I'll get tired of it and since I love it I don't want that. I also like being a fashion and boudoir photographer but that's not really a system - it's more of an art form so is that really where I should rely on my income to come from? And due to both of these fears I thought maybe that's my hobby and vocation and my actual job could be travel advising but I've only just started the course so I'm not sure if I'll love it. So far just letting the irons in the fire get hot. I've got a snip feed that will have all the offers in the mean time I'm waitressing and making a lot of money but you know that's hard on a projector long term!
Not to mention having this dream for the past 5 years of being on youtube that has never gone away. 🙄🤣
My chart looks so much like yours!
😍 Book a reading with me and let's nerd out on our similar life paths (for real though!): www.calendly.com/amandahorvath/hd
Here for all the weirdness!
🤗💕 let's get weird!
I ve also only root and sacral defined.
(i am not booking though)
Hi Amanda, I am following your transition to the human design topic. Even though I happen to be interested in this as well as the kind of topic you did before, I find it a bit hard to follow. As a Newbie to human design, like probably most of the people who followed you before the transition, I would need more of a basic context to understand what you are talking about. Trying to be constructive here, not wanting to discourage you. And yes, you feel much more like a real and approachable person without makup and a hoodie on!
It's definitely coming : ) A little insight ... One of the mistakes I made with video was talking straight to the beginner and creating content for the beginner. This allowed me only a certain range of topics to discuss on my channel. With HD, I want to dive in at a deeper level and attract a more mature audience. I don't want to teach HD online but rather focus on the practical application of it -- I want to talk about the deeper stuff! Having said that, I'm partnering with my HD teacher to help capture videos of HER teaching the basics and putting together binge-able courses to get people up to speed. We're halfway through filming the first one and finishing it next week. So stay tuned!