Endless Apathy

There is only me, no you, no we.
You are part of my reality.
If only I could let you see.
My world of endless apathy.
No meaning, no remedy.
Just a forgotten memory.
Living a hopeless parody.
Will I ever be free?
Relentless torture,
Pushed into a corner,
Surrounded by horror,
Pain is the only true order.
There is only me, no you, no we.
You are part of my reality.
If only I could let you see.
My world of endless apathy.
There is always a greater pain,
Which clouds your bitter brain,
Convincing you the suffering isn’t worth the gain,
That your life isn’t a lovely game.
If there were a button to erase all life,
Would you press it to end all strife?
Or would you keep the machine running,
Unwilling to erase all that’s knowing?
Is one’s happiness worth another’s torture?
Should we celebrate a life pushed into a corner?
Some are surrounded by love, some by horror,
Time to rebel against misery’s order.
There is only me, no you, no we.
You are part of my reality.
If only I could let you see.
My world of endless apathy.
Everything here seems to make it worse,
Every action or decision feels like a curse.
Through endless mocking hope I traverse,
Maybe it’s possible to make it all disperse.
An end to the torture,
Escaping from the corner,
Fleeing the horror,
Breaking free from the order.
There is only me, no you, no we.
You are part of my reality.
If only I could let you see.
My world of endless apathy.
I say goodbye to you.
You no longer distort my view.
My love for you wasn’t true.
The darkness I lunge into.
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